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Interrupted my tdj rewatch to just "casually check out" something else. So guess who just lost all their dedication to "get some work done" and instead discovered a new (potential) hyperfixiation
#help#i actually wanted to check out little women but then this happened#also tdj still needs to be finished#i can't leave it like this#I'm at episode 11 so i probably will finish this after finishing the 16 episodes of what i just started#unless i lose interest#but it's been a while since i was so captivated since the first episode so#idk#heaven help me#my ba thesis isn't gonna write itself ahahah#(ok I'll watch one more episode and then get to work#sounds like a good deal#i haven't watched a full episode of anything for weeks now#only ever 10-20 minutes at once when i was eating lmao#so now i call this ✨️self care✨️ and then get to treat myself with some extensive research for uni#love it#now excuse me#i have to watch something sick and twisted#shut up amy
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#minthara baenre#minthara#bg3#baldur's gate 3#my art#me? lose my shit over a problematic paladin?#UNPRECEDENTED#(unless you count my entire fandom history)#but oh my godddd#even before the patch she was so complex and interesting but now!#help#I have done crimes#and I will do them again
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this show would be good if literally everything about it was different
#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW#i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe#been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected#you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns#for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft#i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way#theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting#but theyre not so. here we are#anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol#but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it#anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK#Hazbin Hotel Redesigns#Hazbin Hotel Critical#Angel Dust#Husk#Huskerdust#I guess.#genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK#im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong#EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <#cloudysarts
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[ cw: death mention / immortality mention / imprisonment mention / torture implied / ]
I think one of the reasons why I love to explore the idea of the Prison Dimension and especially Leo being trapped there for considerably longer than canon is that, well, literally anything is possible. Time could pass the same or it could pass faster or it could pass slower or it could go so slow for years and at random outshoot earth by half a decade or vice versa like-?? It’s such a malleable concept.
And I think that very same malleability is what makes it so horrifying.
Because you can toy with the concept of death to its utmost there. You can choose to keep it as with the outside’s reality, where death by injury or sickness or even old age may occur. Or you can assume it is a place that simply won’t let its prisoners die, and that whoever enters is doomed to eternal life in endless void. Or even still, maybe you can die, but you’re rewound, or your soul can’t escape (or is kept there), and now you’re in a cycle, back and forth between life and death.
That doesn’t even touch upon whether the inhabitants can age, or grow, or if they need sustenance, or sleep, or if there’s any other life in there at all aside from who you’re thrown in with. And, if there is other life, is that life friendly? And could you even come across it in the vastness of the space?
How big is the Prison Dimension, even? If you went forward one direction for as long as you could, would you never run out of space, or would it cycle you back around to the other side? Gravity seems to be both there and not, so I wonder if the dimension is random in regard to how that works.
And, further, I wonder about the possibility of the dimension being even slightly sentient, and the potential horror that could imply.
The Prison Dimension is an endlessly fascinating concept to me, and the thought of Leo being trapped there, and not getting out when he did…that’s horror, really and truly.
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#prison dimension#it’s just SO INTERESTING#but man is it the stuff of nightmares#I could talk about the prison dimesion for hours it’s so cool to tackle#death mention /#immortality mention /#imprisonment mention /#torture implied /#< because that’s essentially what the dimension is mainly for isnt it#there are SO MANY THINGS that could be the case with the place#like one has to wonder too if the only way to truly perish is to simply lose yourself completely#so many possibilities#SIDENOTE BUT ON THE TOPIC OF GRAVITY#My personal interpretation is that gravity there essentially averages out so unless you are pushed down you just float in place#but if you ARE pushed down (or SMACKED down) then it’s as if you were hit by something like eight times the amount of force
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Pretty fucked up that timmy forgets the only positive influences in his life after his 18 birthday when you think about it
#like he losses the only family that loves him and friends and allies that respect him#outside of aj and chester he doesn't have a lot of good influences in his life#trixie could probably be his friend after she gets over the whole popularity thing but still#losing that muc of your memories is going to affect yoyr personality#if they were replaced he's probably going to think he was alone for most of his life with occasionally seeing some friends#and some good moments (him making frinds with chip and maybe might remember mark depends)#umm does Shirley count? doubt he would remember him unless he goes to his shop often#i doubt his relationship with his parents would improve hed probably move out not to long after he turns 18#i think the memory wipe would affect certain aspects of his personality too#like his interest in the arts would probably lesson due to the feeling of something being missing or just#straight up depression#i feel like he wouldn't persue a creative field due to multiple of reasons and settle for something more practical but will always have tha#what if oh timmy forgetting and losing himself is something so tragic#especially if he still miserable or in a bad place#imagine the angst#timmy turner
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Overhated Female Character x Underused Female Character [Patreon | Commissions]
#If I see any Pulaski hate on this post I'm gonna lose it#Selar#Pulaski#Doctor Selar#Doctor Pulaski#been watching tng and I really don't know why people hate pulaski so much#just watched an episode where she was like 'I hate this dude...Data!!! Kick his ass in space 3d chess!!!' and I laughed#unless there's an episode I haven't gotten to yet where she like sends Data to the electric chair I do nooot understand#but I mean people wanted T'Pring dead for not wanting to marry Spock so you know#to me Pulaski is much more interesting than Beverely - she has a certain energy to her that I like#watched an episode the other day where she fought tooth & nail to do something dangerous and when it turned out she was wrong she accepted#it and was like 'ok. I guess I'm dying now. I knew the risks v_v' and I liked her right away (first episode I saw her in)#anyway yuri between two women who never interact in canon save me#tng#star trek tng
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lesbian masterdoc and the unforgivable damage of making people hear compulsory heterosexuality and think of "can lesbians have crushes on men?" (no) instead of "are heterosexual women settling in unhappy marriages with men bellow their worth because of economic and social pressure?" (yes)
#not claiming the theory was without flaws but it sure didn't describe some virus mental affliction that exclusively plagues lesbians#for starters the theory was primarily about marriage. so it did recognise the historical fact of lesbians forced into marriage to avoid#honor killings and the still present possibility and threats especially when it comes to cults and strong religions#(once again mentioning as a Jeová's witness in a brazilian periphery my girlfriend accepted the tool of losing her entire family and social#circles to reject an arranged marriage at the age of 17. and she's bisexual. but THAT is what compulsory heterosexuality alludes to)#but more often than not when it addressed lesbians it was as the inherent threat they pose to heteropatriarchy#that they mere existence proved women were not all born to serve men. and that their lives often proved women are much happier and#accomplished when away from the burden of men.#and this acknowledging just how much loneliness was a reality through lesbian's experiences#at the same time I can understand the frustration of that feminist theory being reduced to 'comphet is when lesbians in high school were#pressured into picking one of the Backstreet Boys to lie about finding attractive'. and even more so when that non universal and much less#serious example somehow morphed into 'comphet is when bisexual women either lying or confused about being lesbians have sex with men and#find it unfulfilling' because accepting that narrative erases and harms lesbians#so I understand the 'comphet isn't real' posts especially because written like that it tends to refer to lesbian masterdoc and following#fiasco. but at the same time that wasn't the original intent of compulsory heterosexuality the actual feminist term#this is just me complaining about how social media butchers theory tho unless they are specifically naming Rich and the many other feminist#who wrote about heterosexual marriage as an institution I won't bother lesbians for venting frustration about neoliberal erasure of lesbian#the original theory sure didn't claim lesbians were immune to all this misogynistic violence but the term was never exclusively about them#and tended to ask more of 'where do we stand as women and feminists as a group much more interested in destroying heterosexual marriage than#simply making it more bearable?'#this got a little messy and senseless I'm tired#.txt
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Hey you don't have to respond to this but I just found out I've been following your art for a little over five years so happy anniversary I guess!
It might not mean much coming from a complete stranger but you've really improved so much in all aspects of your art and I'm proud of you. (Alright I'm going back to lurking now good luck with daily life and looking forward to the coming years ✌️)
DRAGONOBSESSION I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT IVE SEEN YOU LIKEING AND REBLOGGING MY STUFF FOR YEARS THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOYALTY AND STICKING WITH ME THIS WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#theres like a handful of people who never fail to support me...you are one of them#i love you#to anyone who rts my stuff a lot just know that i see you and i love you ;w;#unless you change your icon and/or name and then i completely lose you LMAO#over five years....thank you for your love..#even when my interests change and i dont post as much ;w;
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That one post which I can no longer find about how Laudna and Imogen simultaneously embody "I can fix her" and "I can make her worse" truly hit the nail on the head about them. They are each other’s tethers, keep each other grounded and help the other remember there’s a reason to go on, they taught each other that they don’t have to be lonely and isolated and feared, that they can be loved unconditionally not despite that which makes them dangerous and different but in part because of it, as an inherent part of themselves. They will fight for each other’s happiness tooth and nail.
But they are also the 'together either way' couple. Laudna would follow in Delilah's footsteps and burn the world and herself for Imogen. If she thinks Ruidus and Predathos are Imogen's destiny, what would make her whole and happy, she would encourage her to embrace it, Exandria be damned. Imogen exalted because of her love for Laudna. She was prepared to do just about anything to get Laudna back from the dead and is equally prepared to do anything now to stop it from happening again. She offered to let Laudna eat her soul. She's so so tempted by Ruidus and knows, even in her struggle, that the person she loves most would never hold it against her even a little bit if she gave in.
#imogen temult#laudna#imodna#southern gothic#i feel like laudna is further gone down this path than imogen#imogen actually wants to save the world and the people in it for the sake of saving them#she's tempted by power and belonging but realizes giving in would probably be bad and is actively resisting at every turn#i don’t think she’d turn dark unless predathos either overwhelmes her and she goes full dark phoenix losing herself to power#or if she gets put in a position of choosing between laudna and the world#in which case it'd be VERY interesting to see what she picks#meanwhile laudna's only real priority is imogen#if imogen stopped wanting to fight for the world so would laudna#if imogen turned against the world so would laudna#if the world came between her and imogen laudna wouldn’t even stop to think. it wouldn’t even be a choice#it would be imogen every time#critical role#cr3#nella talks cr
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Knight Zwei West Ishmael on- your house actually, pay up.
#bart#ishmael limbus company#ishmael lcb#limbus company#im not undressing this woman unless all love fucked up scars and an actual old woman in your face#anyway i will be HOPEFULLY making lots of lore about u corp#i also wanted to dig into how abnormalities and distortions are treated because its so inch resting#also carmen is interesting too have i said that? no dont worry im not degrading her into distortion means ot else ill keel over#i am in the fucking trenches all the fucking time in every place i go to dont even WORRY#not yall folks on tumblr. i read yalls tags n stuff and they make me smile.#im lurking and im stalking when you least expect it#but yall have pretty good opinions im eating this shit up#the fandom on twitter actually making me lose braincells its actually so bad how it looks like they eat and read slop all day#anyway(pt2) i cant wait to explain some of the scars ive given her. i actually have a lot of lore for some of them it makes me happy#ive messed with ishmael a lot and i hope she actually looks like she has been weathered by the sea. please tell me if she does or dont#also i cant expect much from Twitter my oomf just watched somebody be ignorant and fall for racist propaganda in a GAME no less
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just quick doodles now but you guys have NO IDEA how much brainrot I’ve accumulated from watching this show. Like this oh my god…..
lady’s and gentleman my new hyper fixation
#Unless I lose interest in a week but that will NOT HAPPEN… maybe#haven’t even read the books as a kid#pjo#pjo tv show#pjo fanart#doodles#percy jackson#percy jackson show#Percy Jackson#annabeth chase#grover pjo
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My favorites of the batch 🤭
#tbb#the bad batch#tbb echo#tbb wrecker#clone trooper echo#arc trooper echo#I love them#idk why but I suddenly became very obsessed with echo a few days ago#the next fic I post is probably gonna be abt him#unless I lose interest in it and work on finishing a different one 🤷♀️#we shall see
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h elp me-
#this dude ik has been crushing on me#is texting me#hes not like flirting hes bein completely normal and hes v nice and stuff#but#tgis is so scary-#n oones ever had a legit crush on me to my knowledge before-#i cant just. not be nice to the lad-#i jusr#google how to tell people im not interested in dating or intimacy unless under very specific cirumstances and/or fictional#oh yeah also how to tell em im not only gay(bi) but my gender is too-#oug#h#ough i am. not ready for an irl relationship i cant even handle my fictional one rn-#storm rambles#storm loses it#/nnneutral- /neg?? kinda???? but i like him as a friend- but im panicking just slightly- oughbcdgcjksdhbjk
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im trying so hard to finish awakenings but it just hasnt grabbed me like origins did and i wanna be playing da2 so bad that its becoming a chore AUGH
#itsepost#but i already started it so im like determined to finish the main campaign if i can. unless i really start to lose my mind lmfao#its not even that i dont find it interesting tbh i think origins play style is just starting to tire me a teeny bit#AND IT KEEPS CRASHING#im too stubborn to install any mods that stabilize the game this far in
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#the kinks definitely aren't too extreme or anything#it's like. dubcon/noncon/s&m/kidnapping bondage/humiliation kink/erotic-leaning nonconsensual body modification/etc.#and they're more there to further the work's broader exploration of dehumanization/bodily autonomy/the transitive nature of identity/etc.#y'know the usual#but I worry I may lose a significant following if it's at all attached to my gen work :')#especially bc my friends tell me often and eagerly that I am absolute dogshit at writing smut bc I care too much ab what the characters are#thinking and complete neglect more physical aspects of sex unless they're expressly psychologically impactful/reflect on character dynamic#I'm asexual so the parts of sex that interest me are typically related to explorations of personhood rather than face value pleasure#anyways all this to say I already wrote the fic but I'm a coward who's too afraid of backlash to publish it without screening first for#potential consequences so here you go :')#ik I'm lame it's a real issue 😔
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losing a hyperfixation is the worst feeling esp when you start feeling like you’re losing interest but then it gets to a point and you just go headfirst into the new one and never look back……
thats so real ......
#snap chats#idk if id call it a hyperfixation i dont think that terms applicable for me#but i do exp the thing where ill be crazy obsessed with something for like. three years minimum#and then i just gradually lose interest in it. ill hold onto it for as long as i can#but as soon as i see something shiny ill leap after it and never look back#unless prompted ofc jvelkjkALKJ
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