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clits-and-clips · 9 months ago

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#txt #tw #dont read this and i may delete but i just need to say it #i do think about dying a lot #like i dont want to be here lol #people suck big time #everyone here is so nice and lovely and supportive #but you arent physically near me and i guess thats what i need #idk #and i cant just message randoms with all my personal shit all the time #unless i can? idk #the main reason i wont kms is cause my dad wouldnt be able to handle it hes lost too much #i think hed prolly follow suit #and i cant have that #plus other things like my pets etc #but what is the fucking point lol #i know eventually ill move on etc #but the world sucks man #it sucks #i have a good life but my brain sucks and i ruin everything and no one sticks around and i am just a fucked up friend and partner and i dont #see myself getting better #if i told my psych i think about this id get sent off and i think that would make me worse #i just want the future back that i thought i was going to have #that was ripped away from me without warning #no conversation #nothing #and he gets mad at me when i bring that up??????#yeah its so fair you kicked me out etc but im the bad guy for airing my feelings #fuck everyone tbh haha #im just done

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wuntrum · 7 months ago

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the brushes you use for digital art dont Actually matter that much and its more about core art principles and technique or whatever. but maybe this next brush will be the one

#personal #save me gouache maxpack. etc etc #idk if ill actually get it...need 2 keep thinking about it #unless one of yall has it...i can barter with the brushsets i have LOL

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silusvesuius · 5 months ago

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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols

#tes #skyrim #my art #oc #nelavis #barletta #😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn #referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis #i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to #i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic #altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty #ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them #if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure #other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows #on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere #it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be #idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life #ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess #nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too #it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions #like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury #so she has fake ones on her combat gloves #it's cute #elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest #and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff #cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon

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deerspherestudios · 2 months ago

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Hello hello! I'm excited to announce my submission for the Monstrous Desires 2024 Jam: Astronought is out! 🌑🎉

If you're interested, I really hope it's not with the expectations that it'll be similar to MO. I really wanted to try out different things with a new character and had a lot of fun with the process!

Be sure to heed the general warnings, and if you're sensitive to body horror,,, maybe sit this one out hjhs (tbh it's my first time attempting it so it's probably not even that graphic but just a heads up! There will be mentions of fleshy things!)

Anyhoo, I don't know if MO enjoyers will like it, but it's certainly a game I made! If there's any bugs/issues I'll get to them as soon as I can! Maybe you'll like it, maybe you won't; I made it, so have it! <3 /aff

#astronought vn #wow!! new game tag!!! yippee!!#with the deadline extensions i even got to add a bit more writing and polish #...well as polished as it can get #im not gonna revisit the project anytime soon (unless its for major fixes) to focus on MO but that was a nice detour!!#anw anw enjoy it or not its not perfect but im so happy i made it in the nick of time #and before anyone asks #i havent seen mouthwashing gameplay #is that relevant idk i feel like i should mention that //sweats

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clockworkreapers · 2 months ago

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Vol 3 Jack really went though it huh

#he really did tho that last part man.... i would say you need therapy but your last therapist sucked #Jack needs a vacation #well he got one- they all got one but we all know how that went huh #these characters really can not catch a break #oh also jerry is there but im not tagging him #tales from the gas station #art #artwork #fanart #tftgs fanart #tftgs jack #he did not lie when he said he looks younger when his hair grows out- i remember that #do i tag Ricardo? idk no ones gonna get that unless theyve read the books i doubt its a tag #illustration #tftgs vol3 #jack townsend #dont ask why im posting this so late my time

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turtledotjpeg · 2 years ago

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ok logistically this makes no sense but: what if you put little charms on the chains. like a charm bracelet

#i started this in october but now it can be birthday doodle art lol #maybe in another six months i'll finish leorio's birthday art :')#hbd to the chain bastard 🎉#hunter x hunter #hxh #kurapika #gon freecss #don't ask how the chains are out when he's asleep it's kurapika he's just all chains all the time idk #also technically the charms should fall off when he... un-conjures(?) the chains #Unless #he deliberately decided to conjure the charms too? :')#(also sorry to izunavi and to anyone i forgot. i ran out of charm ideas TvT)

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r-aindr0p · 29 days ago

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Rook. Idk if you'll see this first or not, but please send the package over... I have the money to get my mini rollo ok!

Sending them to y'all with a care package (a small packet of brown sugar and a mini pillow) dw they shouldn't multiply if the meals are spaced out enough. Rook is calibrating and sending

#twst shitpost #mini rollo delivery #idk how it's called in english but in the NWestern part of France they have this godsent moist sugar called 'vergeoise'#and it can be vanilla flavored it's truly fantastic #pitié envoyez moi 10kg de vergeoise vanille ça pousse pas dans le grand est #went a bit off-topic but yeah sugar and water is a good starter food for the minis especially after a long trip #though you should keep an eye on them because they might rummage around and find the food storage #I don't think they are strong enough to open a fridge door though #but perhaps don't eat them- Unless you agree with the octratrio method I guess

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puppppppppy · 10 months ago

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id fumble him so bad

#really really rushed but ill probably go back and clean these up tmrw anyway #i havent played stardew valley but ive been meaning to because i have a little crush on this guy ^_^ hes cute #idk why but smth about him is really endearing. like between him and sunburst i feel like theres a pattern here but idk what #i guess my type is boys that whimper #the last two images are based on a real conversation i had with my doctor a few years ago lol. deadass stared at me for a good 2 minutes #i wanna make a farmersona too...... if my minecraft gameplay is anything to go by id probably play with animals all day instead of #actually farming........ can i just do livestock in stardew.. i dont have a green thumb i managed to kill a succulent once......#actually idk if my computer is even strong enough to run steam but i dont wanna get it on my phone. maybe ill get the microsoft download #unless stardew has its own website like minecraft. i really dont know anything abt it so im going in blind from the start #my art #myart #doodles #puppysona #sona #sdv #sdv harvey #stardew valley #whats funny about this is i have a classmate who kinda looks like if brian david gilbert and harvey had a baby. i havent told him this

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skunkes · 14 days ago

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#studies...#going to bed late bc i was in fagworld thank u silco #a doodley #the nose ughhhh the noseeee #[redacted] [redacted] [redacted]#something about how i cant be satisfied unless i can draw him accurately bc its not Him if its not #and its not the same level of hotness. but also i feel being more accurate is sacrificing my stylization so im stuck ykwim #especially since idk wtf my style is like LMAO im already forgetting myself #anyway hopefully i figure it out. i cant be happy w any of these theyre not Him but i dont wanna make eyes smaller etc etc #like i cant even consistently draw my own ocs heads bc my brain doesnt retain info...aghhh #WHATEVER this will all blow over in like a week anyway

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the-judicial-assistants-notebook · 4 months ago

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not enough discussion about the gavins' complicated relationship with feminine-coded/beauty products, i don't think.

#for klavier because it's not as direct it's about how we never see him actually wearing lipstick? even though apollo literally attends #a concert of his which is where you'd most expect him to wear makeup. but apparently he just doesnt. or at least not in public #klavier gavin #kristoph gavin #i feel like there are several ways you can read into it. the misogyny/toxic masculinity one is really obvious clearly with kristoph's #singling out of men specifically and klavier's (probably accidental?) condescending manner of calling women 'fraulein' plus his general #mildly patronising attitude towards many of the women in the game (also probably unintentional)#(i think he's trying to be charming and it's coming off wrong to some of them. like ema. and me.)#but i feel like there's also maybe an element of... inherent perfecfionism to it? like both of these products are conventionally beautifyin #products and kristoph while he is open to showing people he uses nail polish specifically chooses one that's clear and missable unless you #see him apply it. he also feels the need to justify his use of it and specifically spell it out as something he chooses to do rather than #needs to do even though duh. that should be obvious.#idk there's just something about his seeming need to take control of that narrative that i find interesting. his need to spin it into a #'there's nothing wrong with my nails but I had the foresight to see that even the smallest parts of my appearance should be kept immaculate #and it's a choice i'm making to refine an already adequate part of my personage /not/ to cover some unsightly defect.' the need to emphasis #that specifically is so. hm. and with klavier i could see it being a case of him liking makeup liking the pops of colour yet being unwillin #to admit to it because he's afraid that other people might see it as him being dissatisfied with his own appearance regardless of if he is #or isn't. or even just perceiving colourful makeup as being unseemly because it's so overt and unnatural.#like i can see this as them both viewing 'real' beauty to be that which is inherent to a person and seemingly effortless #thus somehow negating the beauty which one achieves through cosmetics or other external means.#and if you want to use external means to achieve beauty or neatness or whatever then your only valid options are those which blend into you #natural state. like clear nail polish. or really awful spray tan.#i feel like klavier's less confined by these ideas (if they hold merit at all) considering he actually owns coloured lipstick and he wears #jewellery (admittedly quite 'masculine' jewellery no gems or pearls or anything like that but jewellery nonetheless) but i think it just #makes it more interesting that he doesnt seem quite able to cross the line anyway. like it's that ingrained into his system.#anyway that's all i've got. you guys should tell me what you think too #annotations

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mari-lair · 3 months ago

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Y'know about that worst-case neglect route down the acts?

So, what if the menu changes at that point?

Mirabelle

Isabeau

Odile

Bonnie

"a-and Siffrin!"

Siffrin's turn becomes automatic and Bonnie becomes a playable character

they just want to be useful

they are desperate to be useful to their team

That's absolutely heartbreaking thank you for the mental image I am in shambles

They will still not let Bonnie fight no matter how op they get, no no no, Bonnie is a kid so no getting in harms way! but siffrin feeling like he isn't part of the game anymore? isn't part of the team??? Agh that's so possible I AM DEAD

#TINY RAMBLING TIME The neglect route is so so so so hard to reach cause the party is very sweet #and you need to have EVERYONE be very neglectful to siffrin WITH CONSISTENCE #think of undertale's 'no mercy route' in the 'you can't reach this path unless the player is ACTIVELY seeking it' way #cause if bombom give sif (WHO IS THEIR IDOL) comfort sweets #or isabeau reassure him people are just very determined about saving and they can (insert future promise that will 'never happen')#or mirabelle apologises (they have as much bad and bothersome memories about sif as they have very sweet and nice sif memories)#they already won't get his 'i can help!' skill #i have so many mental images about this route and how many bad choices need to be done to reach it but idk HOW TO EXPLAIN THEM T-T #i hope you catch the vibe tho

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crushedsweets · 15 days ago

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every character gets their own cute little PNG next to their textbox :3

#chatterbox #CRPED VN #toby gets a hatchet duh #jeff gets a knife and clocky a clock #what does jack get.... a jar of ominous red liquids?#idk abt nina either. probably a bow #kates gonna get a rock. im sorry. unless you can come up with a better idea but rock is funny #or crumpled paper...#ann will get a syringe #lulu will get gloves or an icecube or smth #lazari gets cookies idk why but she gets a cookie #dina gets a cross necklace #jane gets a magnifying glass or a pearl necklace or newspaper #hopefully i can find a good striped scarf png for liu..dunno what else i would give him anyhow #office paper maybe #sally will probably get little bobby socks cuz i gave y/n a teddy bear #ben gets a game cartridge or gameboy DUHHHHHHH #why is assigning them objects so much fun omfg #creepypasta

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oceanwithouthermoon · 6 months ago

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yk when i think about it, especially when im watching the anime with people who havent read the manga, the reason a lot of people who only watch the anime and didnt read the manga misinterpreted saikis character so badly is definitely in part because of how damn fast paced the anime is 😭

like that little smile and eye shine frame is there for not even half a second in the anime, so its easier to miss it and assume that he really did only finish those workbooks to get coffee jelly ☠️ its much more clear if you get a good look at how he reacts here that hes just a silly little tsundere and a fucking liar

#this might be really obvious but im silly #LET ME YAP !!#dont read this as me making fun of anime only fans #i was literally one until like a few months ago #i just think its unfortunate how different the vibe is #obviously i love the anime though #there are still some things i straight up don't understand how people miss though #like people who watch the whole anime and still think saiki hates teruhashi or nendo specifically #like ? he has some of his most affectionate scenes with them #but i think maybe its because they missed so many of the more subtle details #that by the time they see saikis offu or him saying he and teruhashi make a great team.. it appears more sudden to them than it really is #so they either completely ignore those scenes or dismiss them as fanservice #ugh #its. literally not fan service at all and makes perfect sense if you pay attention #idk how u can watch the sweetest line ever 'we're invincible together' and deny that saiki cares about teruhashi #in general its actually just impossible to end the show thinking he hates any of his friends unless u just ignored things on purpose #even if u ended at the first season like a lot of people #but im just saying i guess i get why its a little less obvious in the show #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post

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syl-stormblessed · 1 year ago

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everyone loves talking about the batshit worldbuilding in WoT but I feel like everybody tends to overlook the Vaguely Evil Elves From Another Dimension that have their own officially licensed chutes and ladders-esque board game that you Cannot Ever Win

#unless you're a 9 year old boy who's surrogate father just broke their entire reality #society when olver won snakes and foxes without cheating #the day I get my hands on a real life snakes and foxes game is the day that I can die happy #but idk I feel like everybody tends to overlook the aelfinn and the eelfinn in favor of like. the ogier and radioactive two rivers #and the many. many. m a n y. other insane worldbuilding Choices robert jordan made #which are all valid I mean WoT is fucking insane #but I think we should have more aelfinn and eelfinn appreciation on this webbed site #like they're so interesting!!!!!! there's so much to unpack!!!!!!!!!#vin speaks #wheel of time #wot book spoilers #wheel of time spoilers #wot spoilers #mat cauthon #the shadow rising #towers of midnight

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bleeedingheart · 3 months ago

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