#uni starts back on monday

[defiledtomb]

decided to go back to uni

[erbiumspectrum]

Class schedule for the upcoming semester has just come out and it sucks, but it'll suck even worse if I don't get to sign up for the classes and groups that I want, so please cross your fingers for me Friday morning :')))))

[luveline]

hi honeys! :D ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[twelverriver]

i move tomorrow. what the HELL. this is a good thing this is a good thing this is a good thing

[smokszyvverstar]

I have to make a visual abstract for my project that the more i work on the less i understand. Last time i made something visual i got a really bad grade so im kinda dreading everything to do with it.

I have until 10th feb to finish it, and if i dont want to spend my first 3 days as a 22 year old cramming, then i need to get my act together.

Doesnt help i have another assignment due early feb, which we will only get info on how to do it next week or so, so i cant work on that yet so will have to juggle them both plus not falling behind in notes and stuff

[chronicillnesscaneffoffplease]

I’ve had a few “whoops this thing I stopped doing is actually helping me” moments recently.

I’ve felt wretched and like I was coming down with the flu recently. It felt more than my normal PEM symptoms, and I was really concerned. And then I realise it’s spring, a bunch of stuff is blooming, and it’s been sooooo windy. And I stopped taking antihistamines and my nasonex sometime last year (antihistamines bc we thought it might have been causing some side effects, nasonex bc I hate the sensation of nasal sprays and need motivation to use it). Pesky hayfever. Needless to say I’m feeling much better having restarted my regimen. I felt a bit silly that I could have avoided feeing miserable though.

I went out for an appointment yesterday in my “knock about the house” shoes that are podiatrist loathed (nil ankle support, nil arch support, worn down), rather than my lace up shoes with my orthotics. After that appointment, I thought I’d check out a new store that’s opened at the shops nearby. I ended up doing a LOT of walking at the shops and today my ankles are sooooo painful and my hips been acting up. I guess it’s good to know that my shoes and orthotics are doing good things in terms of symptom prevention (as well as better longer-term outcomes) but damn do I feel ouchie.

I’m framing it as “yay negative data also tells us important things�� because I gotta remember it’s not my fault when these things happen but it is good to try learn from them. And frankly, when there’s so many things going on with your health and condition management as a disabled person, it’s okay when things fall through the cracks. It’s gonna happen. Especially when there’s lots of non-disability stuff going on too. It’s okay.

[welsknightenjoyer]

I didnt really care about trial chambers at all at first but i just played minecraft from fucken. 10pm to 4pm. And uh. Those trial chambers

[bueris]

oh wow I have so much to do and so little time to do it time to see how much I can reasonably avoid doing to ensure I don't die of a stress induced heart attack 🫶

[airenyah]

oh yes i can feel the brainrot incoming

[collecting--stardust]

Guess who's spending Eid away from home again next year lol

[deathisamotherofbeauty]

who knew that despite being a good student having several bad and even traumatic moments associated with school would make me resent it and much harder to continue studying

[morrigansravens]

Idk what's up with me but these past 2 days I've been so fatigued:/// idk how to motivate myself to finish a few tasks for university although I feel like falling asleep + like I ran a marathon

[whatyoutaughtwasfear]

[screaming] rough draft of the letter i had to write that has been upsetting me since AUGUST is finally fucking done

[threecheersfornonsense]

wow I should really draw more huh

[ace-ace-in-yo-face]

They deserve to be silly :]

(also idc if they won't be friends in canon they're best friends in my head forever)

Based on the post under the cut

Also I'm starting back uni this Monday so I might not have time to draw much until my next break, I'll try tho :]

[thefabelmans2022]

i just feel kinda weird and bad all the time like i'm mostly normal now but in a way that's worse than before and i guess it's probably trauma or whatever but what happened really shouldn't have been that traumatic like. idk man i just wanna feel okay again.