#unequivically

[sendmyresignation]

finally reading dance of days (thank you ohiolink and oberlin college <3) but my most consistent takeaway thus far. is oh my god. people who think punk is primarily ideological and not subcultural/musical. are so out of touch.

[frogfan985]

#DEANSWEEP

BALD GUY FIGHT ROUND 1

[miniisunshine]

It's here! My Kappa x new girl is out

Synopsis : Was he yours if he wanted me so bad

Warnings : AFAB ready, P in V, swearing, dubious consent?, dom Kappa, sort off humiliation kink

Being the new girl in an already established group is never easy, even harder when there's princess treatments for one, but boy oh boy were you determine to move that bitch and take her place sooner or later.

You've met Kappa for the first time in an alleyway; while you were trying to steal from a creepy guy, your plan failed miserably and you ended up trap inbetween him and a brick wall. Trying to escape from his strong grasp, delaying the horrible nightmares who would come next, you were lucky enough to be saved by the long black haired cult leader. Immediately hypnotised by his cold icy gaze, you didn't need to think one minute to accept his invitation to join his "human-robots killers group". I mean, you were already in the crime industry, what could go wrong?

Already head over heels for this man, you were greeted with a cold shower when you first met Kappa's favorite one : Theta. And she made it veeery clear to you that he was hers and she was his, like a prince to his princess.

But what she didn't know was, at night, the one she called "mine" was in your bed, carressing and kissing you, whispering sweet words into your ears as he fucked you until you couldn't see clear and you loved it, even though you still wanted to be more than just his midnight love.

So one night, as you were laying on his chest, drawing circles on his skin, you poured your heart out for Kappa.

"Are you gonna claim me as yours one day?"

"Why are you asking that Sugar?"

You sighed

"I'm tired of being your dirty little secret, i should be the one you show proudly, not Theta.."

"But i love you just like i love her, isn't that enough?"

"No it's not! And you clearly don't LOVE her if you keep coming in my bed every night! Stop lying with those words."

You almost screamed.

Shocked by your anger he got off the bed, raising his hand to slap you, but didn't, like a force prevented him from doing so. Without a word, he stormed out the room, leaving you crying quietly on your matress, deeply affected by his unequival feelings to you.

As the night goes by, sadness grew into anger and anger became vengance: let's see how long he could resist keeping you a secret to the rest of the group.

In the morning, you threw off the sluttiest nightgown you could find, parading in front of everybody, purposefully getting the attention of every man who would get an eyeful of your body.

Bending over to grab the milk in the fridge, your eyes met Kappa's furious gaze, as you slowly poured the liquid in a glass. Because Theta was peacefully eating her breakfast next to you, he knew nothing could be done right now to stop this show you put on before lunch, preventing "his" men from looking at you like lions looking at their prey.

You finished your milk, winking at him while licking your lips, as you went back into your room, changing yourself, ready to attack this beautiful day.

Since nothing was scheduled today, you decided to take on the tasks you were given one your first day : cleaning the house. Washing and scrubing was something you enjoyed a lot and with a boring day like this, it was the perfect activity to waste your time one.

As the hour passed, you were left all alone in the house, cleaning the dining room, while the others benefited from the great warmth outside, or so you thought.

Deeply focus into your work, you didn't heard Kappa's footsteps rapidly approaching, caging you with his chest on your back and his hands trapping yours on the table.

"You have 5 seconds to explain what happened this morning Sugar."

He asked calmly, with a bittersweet undertone.

"I don't know what you're talking about.."

You said innocently, but deep down, this moment was all you hoped for after what you have done earlier.

"Don't act fucking stupid with me. Is it because of last night? Are you now punishing me for telling you the truth sweety?"

You couldn't respond. His dark tone and his tall body towering behind you were making you unable to let any sound come out of your mouth.

"Let's see who's really getting punish in all of this."

You couldn't process what he had said before he forcefully slamed your upperbody on the table, pressing his hard on in your ass.

"W..wait Kappa.. We can t..talk!"

"Too late pretty face, you've reached my limit and now you have to pay for it."

His peaceful voice would have calmed everybody, but the situation made it bone chilling as the words reached your ears.

He cuffed both your hands behind your back with his right hand while he stripped you from your pants and underwear before doing the same with his.

You couldn't deny the excitement in that moment, but you could also feel the anxiety going up as you knew you were in for a rough one.

Against all odds, you felt Kappa's fingers carressing your wet folds, making you whimper.

"Already so wet for me.. Do you really think i believed you when you told me you didn't put that little show on purpose this morning?"

He landed a hard slap on your ass, obtaining a hiss from you, as he lower himself to your ears.

"You want me to show everybody who you belong to?"

You nodded weakly before he inserted himself harshly into you, with a low groan. You loudly cried out of pleasure, but also from pain, as a tear made his way on your cheek.

"Nhg... K..Kappa.."

You tried to tell him to go softer with you but his rapid thrusts could only make you moan.

"Yea, keep calling my name like that"

He grabbed your waist, bruising it with his grip, as if he was scared you were gonna try to escape, but you weren't. The pain you felt earlier was far gone and replaced by pure enjoyment created by Kappa's dick into you.

Both your moans filled the dining room, creating a perfect melody for anybody to hear, and by anybody you meant Theta, who was watching everything from the window, outside. You catched her staring as Kappa kept drilling into you and that's what pushed you to the edge: knowing his favorite girl was watching him gaining pleasure by you was enough to make you come.

Screaming his name, you gripped the table as hardly as you could, legs shaking from the things you were feeling.

"Is my girl already done?"

Kappa's didn't let you came down from your high as he grab you by the shoulders, forcing you to face him and kneel before him.

"Now finish me off"

You licked your lips, pumping his length with your hands before licking it from balls to tip, making him drop his head backwards. As precum started to leak, you take him whole into his mouth, adjusting to his size while your fingers found their way on his balls.

His hands firmly grabbed a chunk off your hair, as he guided your head, sucking him off just the way he liked it.

"F...fuck just like that.. Good girl.."

Tears were creeping from your eyes and spit dripping from your mouth, butyou could only focus on the ungodly sounds Kappa was producing, making you unable to not touch yourself as your clit was throbbing.

Both your paces increased as his breath fasten, signifying he was reaching his limits. Your moans vibrating on his dick, he released his load into your mouth while you came for a second time on your fingers.

Swallowing the milky concoction, Kappa helped you get on your feet, dressing him and you back as he placed small kisses on your body, telling you how good you did today.

You innocently smiled as you leaved the room to go wash yourself up in the bath before Theta blocked you in the hallway

"What do you think you're doing with MY man?"

"I mean, is he really yours if he wanted me so bad?"

Omg i am so sorry it took so long and it being so badly written. I had an idea, but it was done poorly! Hopefully at least one you appreciate it lol

[fazgoo-connoiseur-1987]

IDK i try to to patholagise Bill's childhood cus im not a psyche guy and I want all of his actions to be, unequivically, his own BUT i just connected the dots in my head of him being neglected as a child and Charlie also being neglected and him stepping in as a parental figure for her and now im super upset. OK.

[gaypirateslife4me]

There are only 3 unequivical certainties in life:

• death

• taxes

• that nathan foad will bring up how scrum-diddly-umptious joel fry is in every convention, interview, and cast livestream.

[voidedmuffin]

Consider

I wish I could put Demi in a cool steampunk tophat but her head is too big and too hollow

[edwinspaynes]

A Note on Starting Line (will crosspost to Ao3) -

I am posting this a few days before the upload would happen so everyone knows what's up.

There will unfortunately NOT be a new chapter of Starting Line on 15 December. There are a few reasons for this:

I have been working on DBDA holiday oneshots for the Payneland Promptfest and DBDA Yuletide;

I have been extremely focused on my Payneland multichapter The Rules of Engagement, an established relationship story about Charles and Edwin (that actually will comply with the ending of Starting Line!)

The overarching fandom response to the spoilers from George about the Edwin losing his virginity to The Cat King.

I would never shame ANYONE for their opinion regarding the spoilers - I understand that different people like different things. As such, varying reactions are valid!

But that was the plan for chapter 4 of this fic, and watching everyone vocally hate on the plot point made me feel really blah about continuing to write it. I toyed with some other story possibilities, but I was really so excited to write the Rise and Fall of Catwin that I didn't like any of the other options. I also need TCK to do something major plot-wise in chapter 5 that relies on him being in a relationship with Edwin. Eventually, after a lot of thought, I have decided to keep the story the same as it was originally.

However, you can in fact expect an unequivical Payneland endgame in this fic worthy of their soulmatism - I don't think this is a spoiler since I've had Endgame Edwin Payne/Charles Rowland in the tags since the beginning of this fic. I am certain canon would have gone that direction, too.

So, what does this mean for the future of Starting Line?

Chapter 4, a Charles-centric (!!!) chapter The Case of the Scorned Son, will be pushed one month to 15 January. All of the subsequent chapters will also be pushed by one month.

I hope you'll bear with me! Thank you for reading. I hope that the Christmas stories (of which there are more to come!), The Rules of Engagement , and its spicy spinoff The Pleasures of Engagement tide you over until next month.

Much love, -thegirlofthorns

[darkmaga-returns]

The Tides Foundation, a left-wing dark money giant backed by George Soros and other progressive billionaires, bankrolled the fiscal sponsor of the Samidoun Palestinian Prisoner Solidarity Network, an anti-Semitic group sanctioned in the United States for providing financial support to terrorists, according to newly released tax forms.

The foundation reported in its latest Form 990 tax return that it granted $286,000 to the Alliance for Global Justice in 2023, a group best known for serving as the fiscal sponsor of Samidoun. The Treasury Department in October sanctioned Samidoun as a "sham charity" that provided material support to a Palestinian terrorist organization that participated in the Oct. 7 Hamas terrorist rampage in Israel. Canada levied its own sanctions against Samidoun as well in October, labeling the group a "terrorist entity" under its criminal code.

Founded in 1998, the Alliance for Global Justice let Samidoun borrow its charitable tax privileges to operate and raise funds in the United States without obtaining its own organizational credentials. In other words, the Alliance for Global Justice and Samidoun are legally indistinguishable. It’s unclear if the group continued to serve as Samidoun’s fiscal sponsor after the Treasury Department sanctioned the terrorism financier in October.

The Tides Foundation said the purpose of its grant to the Alliance for Global Justice in 2023 was to support a "sustainable environment." It’s unclear if the Tides grant went to support Samidoun or one of the several dozen other fiscally sponsored organizations operating under the Alliance for Global Justice’s tax ID.

The Treasury Department in October described Samidoun as a "sham charity that serves as an international fundraiser for the Popular Front for the Liberation of Palestine (PFLP) terrorist organization." The PFLP cut its teeth in the late 1960s by hijacking and opening fire on commercial airplanes, and later participated in the Oct. 7 attacks in Israel. It leverages Samidoun as a front organization in both Europe and North America to bankroll its terrorist activities, the Treasury Department said in October. Samidoun is also banned in Germany for its overt support of Hamas terrorism.

Samidoun’s U.S. leaders don’t shy away from their terroristic tendencies. Its leaders, Charlotte Kates and her husband, Khaled Barakat, explicitly endorsed terrorism against Jews during a lecture in March before the anti-Israel student group Columbia University Apartheid Divest, the Washington Free Beacon reported. The Treasury Department sanctioned Barakat in October for his "fundraising and recruitment" efforts for the PFLP’s "terrorist activity against Israel," adding that he has publicly acknowledged Samidoun’s affiliation with the terrorist network.

Tides and the Alliance for Global Justice did not return requests for comment.

Major donors to the Tides network include liberal billionaire financier George Soros, the Rockefeller Brothers Fund, and the Ford Foundation. In 2023, the Tides network raked in nearly $800 million, according to its audited financial statements.

The Tides network is hardly the only liberal dark money giant to bankroll the Alliance for Global Justice. In 2021, Tides and the New Venture Fund, the largest branch of the Arabella Advisors dark money behemoth, donated more than $9 million to the Alliance for Global Justice. The Arabella Advisors network donated an additional $1 million to the Alliance for Global Justice in 2022, the Free Beacon reported.

The Arabella Advisors network distanced itself from Samidoun after the Oct. 7 terrorist attacks, telling the Free Beacon that Samidoun "is not and has never been a client of Arabella Advisors" and that it "unequivocally condemn[s] terrorism and violence against civilians."

The Tides network has offered no such denunciation of the terrorism financier.

[catboys4recovery]

about the term "pro-recovery"

i don't think it fits me. i started using it thinking it was an alternative to "pro-ana", but when i researched it more, i found out it can mean that you support recovering from mental illnesses no matter what, at all costs, even to the person in question. that's not me. ultimately, the things i value most as a psychiatric survivor, mad liberationist, and anarcho-syndicalist are the individual's right to make decisions for themself- yes, even if it means decisions that will hurt themself. my approach to recovery is one of harm reduction: on its most basic level, i want to minimize people's pain and suffering, and if it means letting them keep unhealthy habits instead of potentially causing more distress through changing it against their will, then that's what will happen. i still unequivically believe that trying to recover from things that cause one distress is the best option, however, i also believe that it's always the individual in question's choice whether or not to recover, and that if someone says that their behaviors aren't distressing to themself or genuinely don't need to change, then that's their perogative and if they want help, they'll get it- i don't know what's best for everyone, so if someone doesn't reach out to change their lifestyle, it's safe to assume they don't want to change it. consent and mutual respect should always come first. my goal with this blog is not to convince people to recover, but to let them know they can, and aid those who do choose to undertake this.

[ly0nstea]

Sometimes it is fun to just root for evil characters just because its fun. Like is there any reason to root for Makima from chainsaw man? Absolutely not, am I going to be her right hand man anyway just because its funny to root for unequivically evil people? 100%.

"Oh you just like her cuz you're attracted to her" wrong. I like her because of how immoral and cruel she is and I think she should win

[authorjoyroyal]

How does one explain the overwhelming and complete feeling of utter hideousness that washes over the consciousness in the most honest moments? How does one do this without being seen as vain, frivolous, neurotic, derogatory, delusional, competitive, vain, or attention-seeking? How, without causing harm to those around me, either by their comparisons to themselves or by the unfair responsibility of correcting my own self-view that I am inadvertently placing on their shoulders?

How to explain that a mirror can support the hypothesis that I am not the MOST hideous visage to ever wander the earth, but also wholeheartedly support the hypothesis that I am unequivically hideous, and unworthy of any good thing? How does one explore the depths of self-view, navigate the paths of self-hatred, and puzzle through the fathoms of identity issues that have led to this place… this place of equating a lack of positive external appearance to a lack of all value?… well no…. A deep sense of lack of value exists within me either way…. But I digress….

How does one reconcile the views of others to the view of self? The view of past self with the view of present self? How does one correct the cognitive dissonance of loved ones’ positive affirmations with the settled, solid truth of how convinced I am of my own view? How can they not despise me for the way I’ve changed, when each day and each bite has lead me further into utter grotesqueness? How can I not despise myself for letting this happen? For not holding on to the skinnier, younger, “happier”, fitter, sexier me that used to come with only reasonable effort, and now feels millions of miles out of reach?

How do I reconcile someone telling me I am still their “goal” size, when I am so clearly unworthy of any physical praise or admiration? How do I explain that I am not lying when I say my friends are beautiful and I am hideous, even if they are the same size/shape/aesthetic as I am?

How do I ask for clarification? “How crazy am I?” How much of this is my mind playing dastardly tricks on my consciousness, convincing me of my own worthlessness and repulsiveness? And how much is just the unwelcome truth? Is it really possible that my eternal self-awareness has somehow perished completely when it comes to my own appearance, or is the unpleasant reality more that I must come to terms with worthlessness? How do I know? “I knew it. If I look far enough, someone will verify my self-hatred.”…. but that’s the thing, isn’t it? It’s SELF-hatred. Other opinions have nothing to do with the reality, and therein lies the rub.

How do you view yourself kindly- when the true narrative might be one of failure and ugliness?

[eileennatural]

the problem with comics as a medium is that there are so many different interpretations of characters,so many different iterations of characters and so many blatant inconsistencies (not even talking about fanon interpretations i mean in the actual source material)that everyone can have wildly different ideas of who a character is that can be supported by canon somehow . all of this is to say i am a well-documented "unequivically good dad bruce wayne"hater but more importantly i am a "complicated dad bruce wayne"lover andthat is why i have to listen to never love an anchor by the crane wives every day or i might die

[future-crab]

3 and 8 for the ask game :3

End of the Year Asks

3. Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year?

Against Me!, 100%! I'd been putting off listening them for awhile because I could sense that when I finally got into their music I would be completely and utterly obsessed, and oh boy was I right! Their music has been maybe the biggest bright spot in this absolute trainwreck of a year, and getting to see Laura Jane Grace live in May was unequivically the highlight of 2024. Everyone reading this should go listen to Fuckmylife666, and then The Ocean, and then the 2015 live version of Pretty Girls (The Mover). (and then Walking Is Still Honest, and then Rebecca, and then-) Absolutely incredible band.

8. Game of the year?

Unfortunately, I think The Sims 4 will be my game of the year every year until I'm dead. No other game can seem to keep my attention the way it does.

[lsttcs]

God does not and will not, for things flung so as seared usunders and tha fantastical, methodical, and homely, is of it's max not your stockholme hehe (a tag word zine) syndrome, your youthful nihilism, or your catch or catch kill apathy. It will never be barreled from any similarity to a window car glass squigee, the deafening voice of the truth called by some, God, is the unequivical truth of as Ralph Waldo Emerson puts it, a circle as such of mans knowledge and vantage, and the next thing there is a circle drawn around that circle, and that circle, the total, the sphere, is true and full, a sphere, a sphere\ engulfing all of and all that can be in the veritid that we are in, of those dosieers and underfound plumbs, like red sea anemomne tubes, unabashed by the liberality of law, as regards to decades upon decades of asumption, absorbment, and apathy.. Complete and all such as the convenx of the milky way galaxy, it's fatal finality. I find a God I can worship or scwoop of with others to be, the exit spill way of a maze into a million more ways, or a trillion watts of goodwill, on a pass, to minute, that this is some very fucking martyr shit and if you looked at how people and what people thought of me, and of the of's suppossed mine, I don't think any fucking being, relatively, any one on this fucking rock, wants anything like those tiers rolling off their nipple... And their tiers their only alibi. And it's red. Blood Red.

[immaculatasknight]

Honoring his sponsors

[rametarin]

That man is silly. Clearly, heavy handed edutainment moralizing like having a character do 10 pushups every time they misgender somebody, is how you sell good games and make good culture.

You don't need engaging plots, you just need to make sure it's an ethnic fruit salad! You just need to make sure there's a mysterious sign-language using culture! You just need to have some heavy handed allegory for one of the fantasy races that shames and patronizes some unfortunate event in European history involving colonialism!

To heck with compelling stories and developments, villains DOING THINGS is problematic unless it's spelled out how they're unequivically bad and anybody that tries to do what they do is bad, UNLESS someone who is good does it in the name of good!

Clearly you can replace any good storyteller, or anyone else good at their job, with someone that's hired PURELY on the basis of fulfilling an arbitrary diversity quota! Because brilliance is interchangable, right? Humans are just interchangeable pieces of a greater whole, yes?

And this is why triple A games are doomed to collapse the more these cliquists infiltrate and depose actual good writers from the industry.

Now that Veilguard is out, this feels like he was trying to warn us.