#uncut footage bbrattywise

[bbrattywise]

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 uncut footage: my personal diary documenting my life with the loa 💬

14 nov 2024: i’ve come back to the much needed conclusion that manifestation will always be as simple as pick a desire -> keep persisiting.

i’ve also simplified the loa into

- my imagination is PRESENT, my 3D is PAST ASSUMPTIONS. I get to determine how things play out so do so in my favour

- why persist? because persisting was always to remind me of what i already have?? “would i tell myself i didnt have money if i had a million $$$ in my bank account? no!” its an ongoing thing, not something i stop as soon as i 'get' ur desires (in the 3D)

- belief is not necessary, persistence is. My persisting will soon turn into belief also,t imagination wont ignore my desires just because i dont believe i have them (& its such a 3D ish concept aswell)

also, i’ve realised i lowk start to get anxious whenever i open loa tumblr because im scared i will fall back into the pattern of doomscrolling/overconsuming loa content (which left me confused as FAWK). & additionally to that also, i’ve been dealing with jealousy lately & feeling like im falling behind my peers (esp with uni application stress, etc) but i let those emotions pass & reminded myself that i already got all my offers (in the imagination which is my realer reality anyways) & that no matter what, i will get into my dream uni <33

but yea, i love how content i am with the loa now. I barely listen to subs, i js rely on exaggerated affirmations, visualising & really living in the imagination & i think its going alrr 💗

xoxo, brattywise

[bbrattywise]

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 uncut footage: my personal diary documenting my life with the loa 💬

10 nov 2024: lately, it feels like life has been all haywire, with all my teachers begging for our personal statements, university options, feeling lost about my future & simultaneously trying to raise my predicted grades. It feels like im neglecting my academics by going out more and more to distract myself from the piling of work.

It feels like a non-stop rollercoaster and ibsr, it felt like i felt lost & powerless in terms of the law of assumption.

I feel like i’ve just been accepting my 3D & slowly falling back into my old habits but i’ve decided no matter how im feeling, im NEVER EVER gonna let myself fall back to that old mindset where i felt like i couldnt shift & “had malfunctioning manifestation powers” because that old story state of mind just had me stressed asf & overall anxious about everything.

Also icl, i find myself stressing about shifting aswell. Seeing others already shifting in their 3D while i’ve been persisting in my imagination makes me feel like an “imposter” almost. Like im tryna fake myself into believing about shifting when i know that is 100% not the case aswell.

So i wanna start focusing more on the imagination, ill be looping affirmations that are in favour of me only seeking validation from the imagination, will be affirming/visualising as soon as i wake up & just before i sleep, i will keep living in the imagination throughout the day because at the end of the day, my imagination creates my 3D & my 3D is malleable ASF!!

xoxo, bbrattywise