#uncut footage bbrattywise

[bbrattywise]

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 uncut footage: my personal diary documenting my life with the loa 💬

14 nov 2024: i’ve come back to the much needed conclusion that manifestation will always be as simple as pick a desire -> keep persisiting.

i’ve also simplified the loa into

- my imagination is PRESENT, my 3D is PAST ASSUMPTIONS. I get to determine how things play out so do so in my favour

- why persist? because persisting was always to remind me of what i already have?? “would i tell myself i didnt have money if i had a million $$$ in my bank account? no!” its an ongoing thing, not something i stop as soon as i 'get' ur desires (in the 3D)

- belief is not necessary, persistence is. My persisting will soon turn into belief also,t imagination wont ignore my desires just because i dont believe i have them (& its such a 3D ish concept aswell)

also, i’ve realised i lowk start to get anxious whenever i open loa tumblr because im scared i will fall back into the pattern of doomscrolling/overconsuming loa content (which left me confused as FAWK). & additionally to that also, i’ve been dealing with jealousy lately & feeling like im falling behind my peers (esp with uni application stress, etc) but i let those emotions pass & reminded myself that i already got all my offers (in the imagination which is my realer reality anyways) & that no matter what, i will get into my dream uni <33

but yea, i love how content i am with the loa now. I barely listen to subs, i js rely on exaggerated affirmations, visualising & really living in the imagination & i think its going alrr 💗

xoxo, brattywise

[bbrattywise]

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 uncut footage: my personal diary documenting my life with the loa 💬

10 nov 2024: lately, it feels like life has been all haywire, with all my teachers begging for our personal statements, university options, feeling lost about my future & simultaneously trying to raise my predicted grades. It feels like im neglecting my academics by going out more and more to distract myself from the piling of work.

It feels like a non-stop rollercoaster and ibsr, it felt like i felt lost & powerless in terms of the law of assumption.

I feel like i’ve just been accepting my 3D & slowly falling back into my old habits but i’ve decided no matter how im feeling, im NEVER EVER gonna let myself fall back to that old mindset where i felt like i couldnt shift & “had malfunctioning manifestation powers” because that old story state of mind just had me stressed asf & overall anxious about everything.

Also icl, i find myself stressing about shifting aswell. Seeing others already shifting in their 3D while i’ve been persisting in my imagination makes me feel like an “imposter” almost. Like im tryna fake myself into believing about shifting when i know that is 100% not the case aswell.

So i wanna start focusing more on the imagination, ill be looping affirmations that are in favour of me only seeking validation from the imagination, will be affirming/visualising as soon as i wake up & just before i sleep, i will keep living in the imagination throughout the day because at the end of the day, my imagination creates my 3D & my 3D is malleable ASF!!

xoxo, bbrattywise

[bbrattywise]

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 uncut footage: my personal diary documenting my life with the loa

01 dec 2024: cw: general negativity, talk of being demotivation (& potential eating problems stuff)

lately, i’ve been struggling in terms with persistence & balancing my 3D. Idk how to explain it but it feels like i lost my “flow” with the imagination?? 2 weeks prior, it felt like i lived sm freely in the imagination, unphased with the 3D & finding it sm funner to live & affirm from end.

But life really has hit me with a brick lately. From uni applications to tests after tests to just feeling hopeless, i feel like i’ve lost my power in the imagination almost?? Like it feels like almost a chore, hard work even to be present in my imagination when i know that sm things is happening at once & i simply cannot ignore the 3D circumstances.

I’ve been eating sm junk & processed food, been on meds, not excercising as regularly & its js makes me feel like shit. Home environment has been tough aswell so it js feels so annoying whenever i affirm in my head “i am in my dr” and not feel like the 3D is gonna change. Ik ik, its the imagination prior but sometimes i just need my external environment changing just as much as my internal environment.

Sometimes i feel like something is “wrong with me” in terms of persiting & manifesting. It feels like everyone else is finding it easy to persist in the imagination & be unphased by 3D circumstances, but for some reason i find myself “coming back to the old story” again and again and i just want to break that loop. I dont want manifestation or shifting to feel like a chore, i just want it to feel like something i can effortlessly do. I’ve been beating myself up for finding myself thinking about 3D circumstances when i already have it in my inagination; it just makes me feel so overstimulated, so confused, so anxious of the “what ifs” & so frustrated.

I hate seeking validation from the 3D. It feels like going back to square one all over again. I remember manifesting that i smelt like cocoa butter & it showed up in my 3D. The second it did, i started getting overly anxious of the “what ifs” & i hate that i felt that way & wanted to go back to the imagination so badly. Stress free. Only me getting to control it.

Also i catch myself affirming to get in the 3D which leads me to constantly check the 3D, feeling like an “imposter” whenever i read shifting storytimes & feeling so lost. I’ve been on this journey for nearly 4yrs now and i’ve been experiencing sm slumps, rocky roads, etc that i dont even blame myself for questioning my abilities even though i know for sure shifting is real.

EPILOGUE: Now that i’ve let this all out imma start imaginating to feel better in my head. No expectations. No “what ifs. Just knowing no matter what, my imagination is the only validation i need & inevitably shapes the world around me. My imagination is present and my 3D is the result of past assumptions. Im never blund to a paticular mindset (e.g. feeling like i will always fall back into the “i cant manifest” pit). I will make a list of beliefs i want to change & affirm against them. I will have fun & be content in my imagination 💗