#uncomfortably numb

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [30/?]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How does Lexie's survival affect everyone else's recovery? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood in her uncertain future, can Lexie really say she's survived?

AO3||FFN

Derek put an arm over her shoulders. “Thank you.”

Meredith wanted to pull away and run, and maybe never stop running. Lexie had probably felt like that the other night at Thatcher’s. She’d wanted to go over there even after Lexie left to tell Dani what she thought of those stupid purses. To ask Thatcher if he was capable of considering two people at once. If he was in some sort of Stockholm situation and needed help. If he planned to alienate Molly next, in which case, he should reconsider. Derek had talked her out of it. Today, she didn’t feel like a person who could have.

[autumnhasanxiety]

"sometimes, I feel like I'm a silhouette. my imitation leads me to regret.

sometimes, I wish that we had never met.

I'm faking every step."

-- Arrows in Action featuring Taylor Acorn

[an-ungraceful-swan]

s for ask game!

Uhhhhh the first song of you are ok I don’t know the name

[fortjester]

gojo satoru & geto suguru from jujutsu kaisen vs. uncomfortably numb by american football ft. hayley williams

[old-long-john]

there's a unique sort of black comedy to transitioning in a public-facing job. every damn day I get called 'the lady' at work. sometimes it's only once a day, sometimes I get very lucky and go a day without, sometimes it's relentless. I cut my hair short in the hopes that I'd hear it less. that didn't work. I wear a pronoun badge on my lanyard to give people the hint. one single person has noticed it and corrected themselves in the last 4 months. I figure the tits are kind of a giveaway, but binding makes me more uncomfortable a lot of the time. still, today I wore my binder, with the short hair, with the pronoun badge, and I swear I got called 'the lady' more times than any other day I can remember. at this rate I feel like I'm gonna be out there with a full beard and people will still be calling me the fucking lady

[xxplastic-cubexx]

so I'm a bit of a car buff. i do all my own servicing on my car and i've helped rebuild countless vehicles. i know the sound of a straight 6 engine better than the sound of my own name. i had to uber somewhere today and the car was a tesla and i have never understood magneto more.

the lack of vibrations from the power of the engine, the lack of weight from said engine that altered where the line of thrust was for said vehicle? I truly felt like erik, locked in that concrete prison cell unable to sense any kind of metal. it was actually very disorientating 🤣😅

now i cant stop thinking about erik reacting to electric/plastic panel cars.

hey so im in love with this ask i hope you know that

[heartual]

had such a good experience with surgery today i can’t even fully explain

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [5/55]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How does Lexie's return affect everyone else's recovery? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood, can Lexie really say she's survived? AO3||FFN

I'll be posting an unrelated one-shot next Friday, so this is a great time to catch up!

[hikeyzz]

going out to a two hour dinner with family means breaking down sobbing as soon as i get home because it was so loud and busy and crowded it was so overwhelming and my body hurts so bad and everyone treats me like a freak when i have any emotion besides glee and it was all just so much it was way too much for me to comfortably handle and every sob hurts my body more and more and i just am so tired, i'm so tired

[prettyymafia]

i ran into the wall few mins ago and now i have two deep slashes inside of my upper lip lol

[kuruk]

um I can't remember if I was able to bend my finger at the second joint before I started putting on those bandaids really straight and stint-like. like is it the bite or just because I immobilized it for too long omg. I can't remember if I ever even tried since I was bitten help I think I was mostly too scared to stretch out the wound so I didn't move it. it feels like it'll snap and break if I try to bring it towards my palm any further than slightly curled auurghh 😭 why did she have to bite down on the joint it hurst and irs been two weeks and the tip is quite literally still completely numb on the inner side please god no more

[drowsystarlight]

You're gone, gone, gone away, I watched you disappear

All that's left is a ghost of you

Now we're torn, torn, torn apart, there's nothing we can do

Just let me go, we'll meet again soon

[autizta]

Top 10 famous furries from twitter everyone hated and everyone loves on tumblr now

[nylarac]

there is truly no sensory experience worse than dental work being done

[chicleeblair]

Uncomfortably Numb [12/?]||FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan

Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How does Lexie's survival affect everyone else's recovery? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood in her uncertain future, can Lexie really say she's survived? AO3||FFN

[tea-time-terrier]

Me: *trembling from the anxieties*

Them: oh are you cold?