#um i am so fucking excited
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harvesting my organs in preparation for the jersey show so i can throw them at gerard
#um i am so fucking excited#i’m gonna spend some time in the city w my bf too<3#this reminds me of zim in that episode where he had to get a check up n took the other kids organs to pass as human#angels#my chemical romance#mcr#black parade#long live the black parade#mine#t
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If nothing else Koenma is a Kuwabara stan and I'm right there with him o7 (I need to write the kuwameshi fic that goes with this fr)
#maybe one day i'll write that au i have sitting in my head#ever since the comment he made about making kuwa spirit detective instead ive been thinking about it#like...what if yusuke is still recruited same as canon but like#kuwa was already spirit detective? doing assignments for the guys upstairs and all#and they made yusuke help him after his resurrection instead of going solo#and it's hilarious because they still have the ''rivalry'' set in place so it's like#now i gotta be coworkers with this guy i was in a fist fight with last week?#yusuke is like you can't be serious you want me to fight DEMONS with the guy who cant even beat ME? lmaooo okay#kuwa would be more in tune with his powers atp in this au and super offended like hello#why would i use my reiki on a FELLOW HUMAN CHILD you DICK i can hold my own on my assignments just fine#but he's actually really excited to be able to spend time with yusuke doing something besides getting his ass handed to him#they're both genkai's students (she's endlessly annoyed but they grow on her)#i just think it'd be fun cos like#it'd be harder to exclude kazuma from shit if he's literally been involved in this shit before he even met#kurama and hiei#kuwabara isn't really told about yusuke's resurrection so things go mostly the same up til he's brought back#they're both called to koenma's office and it's the spiderman pointing meme 💀#it's koenma's first time seeing kuwa in person as he usually just sends assignments with botan#yusuke has already seen him cos of the resurrection arc#and koenma is SUCH a fanboy ''kuwabara it's such a pleasure. you know you're my best worker 🥺''#''um urameshi am i seeing things or is that a fuckin baby'' yusuke will NOT stop laughing#it fucks koenma up so bad he makes sure he's in his adult form when he's around kuwa next#cos he wants to be the respected boss but also guy that you can chill with!! he's so cringe#okay yeah i need to write this it's such a fun concept#kuwameshi#yu yu hakusho#kuwabara kazuma#yusuke urameshi#koenma
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gave up on dnd. one day i'll get to dm.......
btw this WHOLE thing was about 3 sessions at the most. this is not fucking curse of strahd
#i said ''if we can't even find a spare hour for the session 0 we should not be playing dnd''#and only one person replied with ''okay we can leave it. or if you want come back to it another time''#I WANT TO PLAY#IT'S LITERALLY SUPPOSED TO BE A 1-3 SESSION GAME.#IT IS NOT A MAJOR TIME COMMITMENT. I WANT TO PLAY!#but it is NOT working out. don't make this about me. i'm trying my fucking best with what i'm given#''june 3rd that's a date that's alright with everyone let's do our session 0 then. not ideal but it's fine''#''um i'm very busy i'll have to check''#WE MADE A CALENDAR FOR THIS#''okay since the session 0 will happen later rather than sooner as i would have liked can everyone make their characters before then?#just the basics at least''#[no one replies]#thanks guys! thank you all! i truly love how excited you are to play dnd. thank you for being noncommital and silent#so i'm done.#either they say ''yes kaz that time works great i'm glad we figured this out''#or we don't play#3 SESSIONS. LITERALLY 3 SESSIONS OF GAMEPLAY. AT MOST.#IT'S LIKE 2-3 HOURS A SESSION#ALL THIS. ABOUT A FEW HOURS. COME ON YOU'D BE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES ANYWAY#okay. i'm done. i am genuinely done. unless they say some other shit.#in that case i'll be back#persimmon's rambles
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Lots of Madeline's updates and life ramblings below the cut 🤠
Hey lil homies!! Glad that we're all collectively swooning over OUR SAG WINNER (!!!!) Pirate Pedro 🤪 So happy for our lil drunk baby boy and am ready to fight anyone that says this isn't the hottest look of this award season (I need this man to be a Disney Prince or in a Historical Romance IMMEDIATELY)
I know I've been posting one shots and drabbles, but I feel bad that the posting of chapters for NTL have been taking so long between each one. I've been going through a really bad bout of sleep anxiety and insomnia the past few weeks that has been absolutely kicking my ass, and I'm lacking the normal passion/energy I have for writing (and let's be honest, teaching 8 year olds all day is not helping with that exhaustion when you're running on 4 hours of sleep a night 🥴)
I'm currently working on the wedding chapter, and as I'm typing, I'm thinking I'll split it up into two parts bc it's gonna be hella long if I don't, and lord knows when I'll finish with it if that's the case. Thanks as always for being so patient with me, I promise I'm doing my best to get new chapters out bc our two favorite idiots in love bring me a lot of joy and comfort, just like I hope they bring you 🥺
In other news, I finally got myself enough together to cross post NTL on ao3, so if you have any interest on reading/following on there, here is my ao3 account!! I'll work on adding more there soon, just wanted to get all of NTL there first!!
On a positive note, just like Osita, I am a die hard hockey girlie, so the fact that I have been to two Red Wings games in the past 3 days has really been a bright spot in my week 🐙🔴 (big shoutout to @itsokbbygrl for Patty Kane, I am so sorry for your loss 🤪)
Have a great week my cute lil friends, I wish you all a fabulous day and no Sunday Scaries!! Here is a live look at me arriving at work tomorrow!!!
-Madeline
#tw anxiety#tw insomnia#brothers (gn) I am TIRED#lgrw though!!!#They threw the octopus at the first game I went to and I was so excited its the first time I've witnessed it live#If you're not a hockey fan you're probably like Madeline um what the fuck LMAO
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watched some of the dav previews and the amount of these people that just admit they havent finished inquisition or just played origins a fucking decade ago............ seething with rage to be honest
#also some of the comparisons ive seen people make#i saw someone say [redacted]'s cc was 'complex' and um. i dont think i played the same version of that game as these people#cause no it fucking wasnt#it had 4 set faces that were even shared between some races#and 2 body types that looked almost the same#Anyways............ i am breathing through my nose and relaxing........ being normal about this...............#i did like what i saw. a Lot. it seems bw is really taking performance seriously which was the only thing i was very worried about#i honestly like the new artstyle. photorealism is getting boring and uncanny real fast so this really is a like a breath of fresh air#i love hack and slash games so im super excited for the gameplay. this might be the first da game i actually play something besides a mage#and i am invested in the story for what weve seen so far
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Ok I'm going to start rereading ITNL today
This is part of my journey for continuing my great big beast of a project
#speculation nation#itnl shit#ITNL READERS REJOICE!!!!!!! i am taking steps to prepare myself for the experience once again.#now as for when this will actually lead to a chapter posted. um uh. uhm.#depends entirely on how my brain latches onto it and also fucking school. Fucking School.#if it werent for my exams and giant presentation etc etc ykno it'd be pretty alright actually#realistically speaking i probably wont be able to really get to writing for at least another week or so#buuuUuUuUuUUt the GOOD news is that the writing i Do have impending. will be rather exciting for me.#so i have a feeling that 20-22 are going to be written in relatively short succession.#big moments of the fic and all that. ya kno.#But First i must reread the fic. to remind myself of everything that has happened. and to get back into the headspace of itnl vash.#my wonderful guy. hes so frustrating. i love him. hes not going to be doing what Anyone wants him to and thats so fair of him.#anyways uhmmmm if ur excited for this id love to hear about it for writer's encouragement etc etc.#even if it's just a like on my posts about it lol.#getting caught up in my head about it again. ya kno. would love some cheering on if anyone's up for it.#gonna prep some lunch then get to reading WAHOOOO
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guess who just got the Stray Gods video game :> yep the mythology musical telltale-like visual-novel-like video game :> aaaaaaa
#I AM ECSTATIC#after i submit my school shit i WILL BE PLAYING THE GAME#AND I'LL MAYBE POST LIVEBLOGS HERE#ive seen the trailer months ago and i really remember replaying it over and over because of how wowed i was by the concept#AND NOW I FUCKING HAVE ITTTT#so um yes anyways video game rambler izzy is BACK and i'm SO EXCITED#stray gods
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Oh my god wdym Eloise is on the new server…
#she’s actually so special to me. a couple of the outsiders group are (see: apo and krow) so this is great news to me#granted: wc!el is a bit like an OC to me. Most of what makes me insane about her I definitely made up as part of that one AU#but um. yeah. One of brees special little guys for sure. I am very happy about this#excited for saturday#bree barks so fucking loud
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i humbly volunteer to listen to you speak for hours about it *sits listening like that one spiderverse meme*
LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOO FIRST ASK EVER!!!!!!!!! >:D Strap in, motherfucker, because I don't know when I'm getting this chance again, I'm going to be summarizing a lot, and I'm going to do it within 30 minutes because if I don't, it'll end up in my drafts for literally a week.
Ok so!! I don't actually know how much you know about the franchise, but Zombies (probably known as 'Z-O-M-B-I-E-S' but that's way too tedious to write more than once) is a very basic, "new age", "anti-ism" story that tries to say like, "we all should love each other!" but ends up Actually saying "every racial ideology you've ever held onto is going to be reinforced!" Here are some brief things that show this:
Zombies in general! Much like Zootopia, Zombies argue zombies AKA our minority are genuine threats who eat brains. There is a biological, predatory difference between them. Also, they use Electroshock Therapy as treatment and it Works and No One Questions It Morally Until I Think Movie 3??????
Zed, our main character who is an ostracized zombie, is only given worth when he himself exploits his electroshock treatment so he can be a football star (CLASSIC myth that if you work hard enough, you'll make it, but probably as an entertainer). And then in following movies, he is given an impossible standard as The Representative of All Zombies Ever; he runs for president even when other characters (COUGH COUGH FUCKING ELIZA WTF DISNEY YOU COWARDS) are FAR MORE capable AND persuasive
Eliza, another zombie, representing the "violent, angry revolutionaries" of the ostracized group. She is shut down time and time again because violence or force doesn't work. Which. Ok, I don't like violence either, but you're riding upon the context of fucking racial tension IRL, Disney.
Bonzo. A zombie named Bonzo. I love him bc he's a multi-lingual king but also you called him FUCKING BONZO STOP PLEASE
ADDISON. I hate this character so much as-is in the franchise because she tries again and again and again to "belong" because she has white hair. But???? It literally just looks like regular human hair so????? ALSO WHITE HAIR WAS REALLY IN FOR GEN Z. And she does this to not only the zombies but the wolves and the aliens. MOST IMPORTANTLY she represents white privilege, that oppressor guilt (specifically that kind that still makes it about the oppressor somehow instead of just. Supporting the oppressed). And she is praised EVERY FUCKING TIME for it. There are no consequences for her actions.
Movie 2, Yes I am grouping this entire thing into one cluster even though it deserves an entire Powerpoint and then some. Tl;dr the werewolves who were the original inhabitants of Seabrooke (ok so the indigenous people) want to take their land back (a little on the nose Disney) so the newly acclimated zombies try to teach them to succeed in the environment. Any of the messages in these movies are like... not good (like movie 1 was teach your children to be better but also exploit the minority, movie 2 is we should all share the land AKA you can get your piece back but Only Your One Piece Motherfucker), but the execution of movie 2 is particularly bad because I ARGUE! The zombies have the duality of Asian Americans with the model minority versus yellow threat. They are still absolutely feared but they have "proven" themselves so they are the "ideal" minority to look up to, but also Because of their proven worth, the oppressors feel threatened. But also, movie 2 has the best music in that 1) they have the meme wolf songs and 2) . ALSO ADDISON HAS VERY UGLY WIGS IN THIS MOVIE
Movie 3, I barely remember, which is ironic bc I watched it the most recently! Very forgettable; I think it took a more action-y approach bc it knew it fucked up. It had its first nonbinary actor so... that's cool? We learn that Addison's grandma loved Addison (her grandaughter) more than her own daughter which.... fucking What. Justice for Addison's mom hello?? OH AND THE ALPHA WEREWOLF WILLA AND ASPEN THE ENBY ALIEN ARE IN LOVE THAT'S CANON. Anyways hopefully you get the idea that this movie was made to respond to the backlash of the first 2 movies and make it "actually diverse" with a "wholesome simple" message
Now listen. I have 5 minutes left. And with this last five minutes (really 3 because I'm writing the tags/editing in the last 2) I'm going to entrust you with the most valuable bullshit hc I've ever created SPECIFICALLY for my ideal write of the franchize.....
Addison has autism.
STOP I KNOW LISTEN!! IF SHE *WANTS* TO BE FUCKING DIFFERENT THEN WE SHOULDN"T RELY ON THIS FUCKING ALIEN SHIT. OR WE JUST MAKE THE ALIEN SHIT BETTER THAN WHITE HAIR. I KNOW THE IMPLICATION OF HER BEING AN ALIEN AND BEING AUTISTIC IS BAD BUT I LOVE THE IDEA THAT THE ALIENS ARE NEUROTYPICAL TOO AND SHE HAS JUST HAD TO MASK ALL HER LIFE. Addison SHOULD learn that doing everything her parents want is not fucking ideal and getting a boyfriend should not be the extent of those attempts!!! And she Needs to understand that being the white fucking savior for all these monsters gains her no fucking sympathy. Also, if she was autistic-coded in the original Disney franchize because of the alien shit, Disney would so not be afraid to do it; they'd say autistics are akin to otherwordly creatures negatively (THEY SHOULDN"T BUT YOU KNOW THEY FUCKING WOULD WITH THIS TRACK RECORD)
#I AM POSTING THIS WITHOUT DOUBLE CHECKIN I WILL REPLY TO MYSELF FIX MISTAKES#BUT THAT'LL PROBABLY BE IN DAY S (MULTIPLE) bc HOLY SHIT I AHVEN"T WRITTEN THIS HARD SINCE AP LANG#I'm trying So hard to read this back to edit rn but I can't see the words anymore; this really Is like AP lang :(#but i still had a LOT of fun doing this; thank you for asking#“I could talk about this for hours” “ok please do!” “ok!” *forces myself to talk about it in literally less than an hour*#fuck um yea so descendants would have to be another thing. I tried writing essays/powerpoints for it already but shit wasn't sticking so :/#I wanted to make a PPT for this too for you but I realized I'd be jumping the gun on all points bc I was too excited anyways#I hope there wasn't too much context missing for you to get the main points?#disney zombies#Also marry me for asking this /p /j
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white people are literally so batshit insane bonkers how are you saying these things genuinely where is the though you've lived here your WHOLE life how have you never heard of one of the most important locations in the city...
#je parle#like there's no way these people really are saying these things seriously#um i can't go there isn't it like dangerous? girl it's one city over#getting there takes so much time... you literally said you went there once when you were little with your dad#you tried to get there during rush hour baby it's not our fault you've not googled the times to get there#jesus fuck#your parents are more excited about you going to an undermaintained jam theme park than they are about#you going to a different city full of art culture music life that is also YOUR CLOSE FRIEND'S HOMETOWN who you've heard express how much it#would mean to them to go with you#like mother fuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#white people#ifucking hate them#especially considering you're NOT an immigrant you lived here FOREVER you don;t know the second most spoken language in the region and yo#u want me to be the token mexican in the family teaching the kids spanish etc what do i exist in a fucking vacuum#am i only mexican when in relation to what i can provide#am i only mexican when no one wants to go with me#am i only mexican enough when i'm the only mexican you know?#what if i was browner? what if my hair was longer? what if i was named after my grandfather? huh? what if i was a practicing catholic#and not a mexican jew#what if i was just a jew? would it be easier for you#it would be maybe easier to try to include me when you have fewer marginalized identities#GRA GRA GRA
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it's coming up on that time of year where I rewatch Samurai Jack in its entirety...
#I'm excited but also...#idk I feel like when I get to s5 it's gonna break me#Jack has been my guide my comfort my muse for YEARS#plus the art is just so. fucking. good.#but mannnn when he's down bad it makes my brain so sad 😭#and I know when I see him feelin defeated I'm gonna draw parallels to my own life#and I...whewwww am I ready for that??? idk#I usually start watching in October and finish around December#I am a slow tv watcher and I find it actually v difficult to marathon shows 😭#my brain needs breaks and my heart needs breaks and it's like#??? ok all movies are like 4 hours long now but they used to be 1.5 and that was perfect!#but my cousin will marathon a show that's 12 episodes each 25 minutes or even shows that have HOUR LONG EPS#and idk how she does it#but um yeah#another chii fun fact I guess#samurai jack is one of my favorite pieces of media of all time it's nostalgic and inspiring and so very beautiful#chii talks atchu •.•#samurai jack#for a while I even contemplated getting a tattoo based on the show like oooooo I'm glad I didn't but I was CLOSE#I know a girl who got one of Aku and it looks fuckn SICK#ok bye I have to work now :-((
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i unlocked a new voice earlier btw but i cant do it that much bc it requires me to be nervously laughing and breathing very heavily and it had me gasping for breath for like 30 minutes
#it was scary it sounded like the joker. i was just recounting some annoying men i saw in the comments section of a video DNDNJFNF#God it was so fucking annoying. my issue is i love longform videos abt like. old videogames i might notve heard of or not rly thofught abt#and i found a new channel recently and its all wellmade yk. a couple of his jokes ive been Slightly looks but nothing too bad .#but godd. one of his comments like second top was Its so nice to see a rly long video abt a game i fangirl over ^_^#which is a sweet comment. but god every fucking reply was ERMMYOY MEAN FANBOY#um its crazy you said fangirl bc im a man and im also a faj of it sooo acrually um i think youll find yyyou meantto say just fan Or fanboy#bc im a man so i didnt fangirl just so your know bc im a man so probably you meant to say something else bc im a man btw if you did t know#Maleee man penis and balls and all that bc im a man fanboy you meant i think. like guys shut up#and the video it was on i think was one whwre he literally made a joke abt his audience being 98% male#and i was like Damn . i wonder why when yr community seems like such a good place to be a woman. but its whatever man. its not like im gonna#be in the comments section much i cant even comment on newpipe#i just like to look sometimes its like peoplewatching. bc sometimes i see funny or insightful comments#and other times i get to look at people and go Wow i dod not know people could be this stupid or dense or just annoying. and either is#exciting bc it means i get to learn about the beautiful and diverse range of human experience and communication. but goddd. i need to just#maybe not let myself look in the comments of videogame videos specifically#Sry for being a misandrist btw. and before you ask i do think everyman should kill himself which is clearly the only thing you could take#away from somebody lightly critiquing men in any way. and i love the male loneliness epidemic and i think we should make them lonelier or#whatever and men dont have real problems. all of this is clearly what i must think#sry. ive been on a very annoyed kick lately DNFNFNFNGN tooooo many men getting on my nerves. and im half man on my fathers side so you know#that i have experience with the subject#i love saying half man on my fathers side etc bc like obv the joke but also im bigender. so i am half man. kiiind of funny
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I’m so fucking normal (has anxiety and issues with the dark and just watched a two and a half hour long video on junji ito story(stories?) and then was surprised when afterwards I was on edge due to the it being dark out)
#I’ll b fine fr lol I just took stuff for anxiety but#the risk I took was calculated but man am I bad at math (was so excited abt new long video that I forgot to check in on how I’m doing)#vent#???#maybe?#um anyways u should. give me things to silly doodle. bc I want to do smth but um. brains full of fucked up inagery (cool as hell images but.#not. what I need to have in my brain at this time lmao)
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THE SUN HAS OFFICIALLY RISEN AND I AM... STILL AWAKE!
#I KNOW I KNOW IM GOING TO BED RIGHT AFTER I POST THIS. WHOOPSIE DAISY#the hyperfixation hyperfixated my bad. i cannot controlt he splatoon brainrot#on the plus side i've made some BANGER fucking art like srsly some of my best shit ever im so excited 2 share it with you all#anyways i need to sleep LOL. i dont rlly feel tired but i know rationally i am and i need to GO THE FUCK SLEEP#so um good night to you all. on this beautiful 6:30am#serena.txt
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Tjhis scene will never not be funny . average 11y/o behavior
#H;WLEEEPLLWLPPPPP I WAS LOOKING FORWARD 2 THIS BIT SO MUCHH ‚i was excited to see how the dub handled it & it Did NOT disappoint.#killuа traumadumping scene my beloved <3 It;is everything 2 me#forever obsessed as all fuck w/ like the casual tone of the conversation He's so Fuckd Up ur honor ���(<-said in unmistakably supportive way)#IN FACT I LOVE HOW IT ALMOST FEELS LIKE THAT ASPECT OF THE SCENE WAS HEIGHTENED IN THIS VER. LMAO#LIKE how killuа sounds alot more enthusiastic & thE WAY GОN GOES 'Si?' AS HE LISTENS ATTENTIVELY QHEREAS IN THE OG HE JUST KINDA GASPS HWJF#DENOTING INTEREST WHILE TRYING HIS BEST NOT TO ACT WEIRDED OUT..#IDK THEYRE JUST SUCH GREAT ADDED DETAILS im eating them all up .#hxh#heheh Long time no nerding-out‚ huh?? (⌒▽⌒)ゞ Ive been having the anime play in the bg as i do hw lately so I thought id comment on it a bit#Que no se pierdan costumbres ‚ i can't let you all forget how obnoxious I am abt spanish dubs /hj /lh#also Ummm umm um Please ignore t;he watermark near the end of the vid . something something Viva Pіrаcy & such<3
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ocean o'connell rosenberg be prepared for an analysis of a lifetime - aka i love you and your character development a lot but be prepared for an ass kicking of a lifetime
#basically I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW#AND I HAVE SO SO SO MANY THOUGHTS THAT MY BRAIN IS JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND UP AND DOWN#ocean is one interesting character and i am so excited to tear her limb from limb#because um let's establish this real quick here: she is a bitch#BUT she is one hell of an interesting bitch that makes how the rtc narrative is presented oh so fucking good#i'll elaborate on that soon#ocean o'connell rosenberg#ride the cyclone
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