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What was your most disappointing read? I'm not even necessarily saying the worst, just the one that fell short of expectations
I'm pretty quick to DNF when a book isn't vibing, but one I recently read to completion for apparently no reason was Remarkably Bright Creatures.
This book was sold as a kind of quirky and touching exploration of a widow's friendship with a pacific octopus. It was actually about a 30 something year old man who sucked deeply in every way and yet somehow we were supposed to be rooting for him (like imagine the stereotypical reddit boyfriend who everyone is calling a manbaby. Yeah.). And also it was just unrelentingly boring. Like I honestly had to look up the book even to write this response because I remember thinking "what the fuck, how is this so highly rated, when does it get good/poignant/meaningful/worth the time wasted" (it simply did not), but not any specific plot points. And I read this book like... two months ago? one?
#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#actually I did remember a plot point#said man meets a super hot woman whose personality he cares nothing about because she's hot#and he smells like literal piss#which she comments on#before agreeing to go on a date with this unemployed loser of a man#like I'm all for redemption stories#people hitting their lows and then climbing out of it#but he just fucking didn't#sure he was employed for a while#whatever#uhhh but if you are one of the many who liked this book no shade#I am clearly in the minority
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9 People you want to know better
Huge thank you to uhhh *checks drafts* @words-after-midnight - their post here, @bluberimufim - her post here, @touloserlautrec - his/their post here
Currently reading: City of Bones by Cassie Clare. I never read it during it's peak when I was literally the right age demographic and I feel like I missed out. It's not the strongest writing in the world but I am enjoying it so far. It's been interesting to go back and reread a bunch of "older" YA - like pre-2016-ish. There is so much more filler, banter, character moments than in the post-2016 stuff, especially post-2019. Like it was right around that time that publishing shifted to the "everything has to advance the plot and be super fast paced" mentality. And tbh... I like the old stuff better. It spawned larger fandoms with more staying power - I mean, how many post-2019 booktok popular books have more than 100 fanfics on AO3? I think I'm not the only one who misses the slower, more character focused YA.
Last song I listened to: Avril Lavine's Keep Holding On was on the radio while I was driving home from work. 10 year-old me knew all the words. 20-something me still does.
Currently watching: I haven't watched any TV or movies is so long oh my gosh. But! I did go see murder mystery play with my friend last Friday night!
Current fic I'm reading: [do I confess to having a secret whump blog here? My anxiety is pretty bad rn. Which means I have been devouring and regurgitating whump like no tomorrow. I have read and written so much holy]
Current hyperfixation (changed from obsession because I don't use that language. I do, however, have ADHD): yeah... uhhh... whump.
Favourite colour: Green, specifically the shade of the underside of a maple leaf caught in the sun. But I am also very partial to any rich blue or pink.
Spicy, sweet, savory, or salty? A little bit of everything. I like it when dishes are made with really high-quality ingredients that speak for themselves and don't need to be disguised with sugar, spices, or salt.
Relationship status: *cries in single* where meet men in my city????
Last thing I Googled: hypothermia whump... yeah... (also apparently I googled the word lapel to make sure it meant exactly what I thought it meant)
Song stuck in my head: OH I am the QUEEN of getting shit stuck in my head! I once had "In Flanders Fields" the POEM - not even a song - stuck in my head in both English AND FRENCH. It wasn't even November... Currently, it's the "I had a little turtle, his name was tiny tim" song... it's been days help
Favourite food: Kiisseli (a Finnish stewed berry dessert.) I am also partial to a very juicy steak.
Dream trip: I wanna go to Ireland so bad. But I need to know some Irish person willing to teach me harp techniques first.
Gently tagging (you don't have to answer all of these. I just chose to combine three tags in one): @nacricissa *ahem*, @malapertmarquess, @ditzydisko, @dyrewrites, @toribookworm22, @steh-lar-uh-nuhs @blackrosesandwhump, @beloveddawn-blog, @unhingednovelist
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ALIAS / NAME: Volt, because I tend to use the 2099 swear "shock" instead of actually cursing. I'm not as strict on that rule as I used to be, but just know that if I'm cursing out of character, my mental health is in the trash.
BIRTHDAY: October 1st. Don't really do much for my birthdays, but this year it's right after my sister's wedding, so we'll not only be actually celebrating for once, but she's buying my a new computer, and I am very excited for that
ZODIAC SIGN: Libra. I have to look this up everytime one of these asks about it, since I don't put much stock into the idea. I don't really understand it, and I don't think I ever will.
HEIGHT: 5'11 Fun Fact, I made that Aaron's canon height just so that I would remember my own. My brain is weird.
HOBBIES: Gaming and writing, obviously, but there's also streaming, drawing occasionally, and making edits in Photoshop. And as soon as I get my new computer, I also plan to start learning how to make my own games.
FAVORITE COLOR: I've got a few actually. Cherry Red, like P5, Neon Green, and that shade of blue that's so dark it almost looks black. I don't know what it's actually called, I just call it Symbiote Blue, because that's what I usually see it on.
FAVORITE BOOK: If graphic novels count, then I'd say Spider-Man: Life Story. It's not the best story in the world, but it has inspired so much of what I'm working on rn. If we're talking actual books, it's been a while since I read any, but if I had to pick one... The Spider-Man 3 Novelization by Peter David. He's one of my all time favorite writers, and as bad as the movie was at points, the novel really shows how much potential it had. There's so many things that were cut from the final release that David put in here, and it just works so much better. Highly recommend checking it out if you're a fan of the Rami films.
LAST SONG: "Break Through it All" from Sonic Frontiers. I have a massive Sonic playlist that I was listening to while working on the Multi-muse. Though I also found this AMAZING Metroid playlist on Spotify that I've been listening to a ton. So many great remixes and covers that I can't get enough of.
LAST MOVIE / SHOW: Uhhh... Panty & Stocking, I think. I will not be answering any questions, thank you.
RECENT READ: Aside from the incredible Ultimate Spider-Man run going on rn, I've been catching up on some DC books. And by catching up, I mean reading through the Rebirth runs of Justice League and Titans (since Rebirth was when I actually started getting into DC, but I wasn't able to actually keep up with them when they were new), with plans to check out Green Lanterns and Superman next. I've always really enjoyed the Titans, moreso the adult ones after watching Young Justice, but this Justice League run (which I only started reading because I know they crossover with the Titans at some point) really surprised me with how... Amazing it is. Like I've always liked the team, more because Batman and Flash were there, but this has me really liking the entire team for the first time since the animated series, and that has really got me hooked.
INSPIRATION: I'm not sure if this means for the character, or me personally, so I'll just say... Spider-Man and Sonic? Since those two kinda work for both.
STORY BEHIND YOUR URL: He's a Phantom Thief that shoots webs... Look, it was the best I could come up with at the time, and I didn't want to just repeat my Twitter @ of... well this-
I have a friend who lives in Japan, and is much more knowledgeable about their culture and stuff. So when my old @ became irrelevant (story for another time), she came up with this as a replacement. And like, I like it. It's memorable, and it kinda makes sense if you know Japanese, but it's also VERY hard to remember how to spell, which isn't exactly ideal-
So, I just went with webbedphantom because I suck at naming things-
FUN FACT: I've kinda been sprinkling these throughout this whole thing, which is why it's so shocking long, but to end it off with one more... I have posters from a shumako Fanzine hanging up in my room. I also have some stickers and keychains from it, but I don't remember where they are-
I'm very normal about them, I swear-
Stolen from: @fatexbound
Tagging: Whoever hasn't done this yet idk.
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Thanks for the Tag @aboutiroh <3
1. Are you named after anyone? Not particularly...? My middle name is the same as my aunt from the adoptive side of my family, but no one in my family made that connection until after I was born
2. When was the last time you cried? Uhhh... I tend to do that very often, so probably like yesterday or something. I can't remember honestly
3. Do you have kids? Biologically? No. But there's this family who I used to babysit a lot for and I've known their kids for almost all of their lives, and I consider one of their children my son
4. What sports do you play/have you played? Waaaaaay back when I used to play soccer, basketball, and was apart of crossfit
5. Do you use sarcasm?
What??
Me???
Never........
6. What's the first thing you notice about people? It tends to be something different every time. If they are wearing something from a fandom I'm in, I tend to notice that. Or just what I deem is their best feature. And if I'm feeling confident enough, I'll try to tell them
7. What's your eye color? My eye color is also dark brown! It is not black, as my government documents say.....
8. Scary movies or happy endings? I don't do scary movies. I'll do mild thrillers, like murder mysteries, but no scary. So happy ending all the way!!
9. Any talents? I'd like to think im good at art? Just in general. It tends to work out whenever I try my hand at an art skill
10. Where were you born? Middle-of-Nowhere Texas!
11. What are your hobbies? I have so very many hobbies. I've got the attention span of a squirrel. I play piano and sing and draw and paint and crochet, and do word and number puzzles, play video games, read, write, and so many other things
12. Do you have any pets? I have three ducks!! I wasn't allowed to name them Huey, Duey, and Louie... but that's okay. Their names are Lu-lu, Ming Ming (like from Wonderpets), and Louis Chandler (from Friends). They were rescue ducks! They were expiremented on as babies and there was an intern who was supposed to kill them, but she couldn't, and she donated like 14 of them to a farm. And so we have three of them now!
13. How tall are you? 5'5
14. Favorite subject in school? Choir
15. Dream job? My dream job would be a master in historical preservation architecture, where I would get calls from around the world to come supervise and help on an old historic building. And I'd be granted a castle or old building to revamp into my home and spend all the time between projects to work on writing my books!
Alright, I don't think I can remember 15 people, but I shall try!
@susanshinning @torcheflamme @blueberrythemoth @breezemoonriver @samphnj @duckysdammspam @shaded-woods and anyone else who would want to join!
15 people, 15 questions
Thanks @transboyzuko for tagging me!
1. are you named after anyone?
Nope
2. when was the last time you cried?
I don't remember, a few months ago maybe? If you count getting teary-eyed, a few days ago when reading about Palestine.
3. do you have kids?
No, but there is this one kid who is convinced I'm the mother of his best friend, so I have a lookalike who has kids, I think.
4. what sports do you play/have you played?
Sports are my archnemeses.
5. do you use sarcasm?
Occasionally :)
6. what’s the first thing you notice about people?
I think I notice more about what they say and how they talk about things than their appearance. it's definitely not their face because I often forget faces (and names. it's an issue.)
7. what’s your eye color?
Dark brown
8. scary movies or happy endings?
Happy endings all the way!
9. any talents?
I had to think way too long about this question and I don't like it.
10. where were you born?
In Belgium, if I get any more specific you might find my home address.
11. what are your hobbies?
At the moment I'd say crocheting, solving puzzles (your classic crossword puzzle or sudoku) and watching tv shows (mainly k dramas or sitcoms). I used to enjoy reading, drawing and painting, but I rarely do these anymore.
12. do you have any pets?
My brother has a parrot and I'm his third favorite human.
13. how tall are you?
173 cm (or 5ft8)
14. favorite subject in school?
I know you can technically have only one 'favorite', but I'm going to ignore that. I used to love history, geography, English and Latin (not sure in what order). Dutch and biology too depending on the topic we were covering. Loved chemistry when it wasn't organic chemistry (which it was, most of the time).
15. dream job
I regularly go from wanting to live a thousands lifetimes to experience a thousands careers to wanting a life where I never have to work. My dream job changed so much over the years but right now I just hope to find a job that is not too stressful yet engaging, that, on a certain level, has a positive impact on people and pays me enough to live a comfortable life.
Okay, I'm going to actually try to tag 15 people, but do not feel obliged to do this at all. And if you see this on your dash and you feel like answering these questions, consider yourself tagged!
@whats-a-reading @gargoyle-zoo @heatherthetiredwriter @vaporeonsaquarium @fire-lord-katara @azu1as @your-royal-momoness @swugflower @picnicbitchsokka @bisexuallsokka @imsotiredcanipleasegetabreak @blandatlaheadcanons @avayarising @businesstiramisu @flameo-hotman
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D0 Y0U R3M3MB3R… ☔️
(Giyuu x fem reader | Modern AU)
> 1NF0: AG3 R4T1NG: N/A <3
1NGR3D13NTS: Fluff ! No warnings 🍮 fem/girl y/n ^^ she/her & they/them pronouns used in fic if there are any !! Shy reader !!!
A/N: Hiiii omg I’m so nervous about posting this, this is one of my first few fics, so yeah haha. I know this won’t get much attention haha… I hope you will all like this fanfic as I put a fair amount of work and time into it, mainly because I didn’t know what to write LOL, if you could like it to show that you enjoyed it then I would be over the moon 💕 I’m really sorry if it’s bad, I’m pretty new to writing fics… ALSO, I JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE GIYUU SM, HE HAS MY HEART 😭🤧 shiii I just realised I have no clue how to write him, oh well, nvm | I’m not the greatest at writing so please ignore how bad it is TwT <
‘Huff, huff… HUFF’
You arrived at the bookshop that you’d been waiting ages to see, it was the biggest one in Tokyo, the one in your local town paled in comparison to this creme de la creme of bookstores. You can’t believe you actually made it just as the heavy downpour of rain you’d been expecting started to batter the city. You recount what your childhood friend had said about the bookshop, he’d told you when he moved, to go to [bookshop name] and he’d find you again… it’s been so long that you can only remember the nickname you’d given him… ‘Gi’ and his sweet smile you used to hold dear. There’s no way I’ll see him again though, you see that now.
‘Ding’, the doorbell cries out as you open the door. A cold shiver runs through you and instinctively you rub your arms as you look around. Wow what an amazing bookshop… you wonder in and walk over to the [insert favourite genre] section, the one section you visit before anything else, there are so many books in this section. I’ll have to make a habit of coming here.
You are so engrossed in looking at the books that you don’t notice a guy standing right next you and end up crashing into him. You stumble onto him and he - unprepared for a random person falling on him - stumbles back and you end up falling on top of the guy… ‘Arghhh… ow’, oh no… ‘Did I just fall on someone?!?’ you whisper sharply to yourself, you start to freak out. You quickly open your eyes and find you are laying on someone’s body but not like in the movies where you fall on their chest and then your eyes meet and it’s really cute, NO, you have your head on his stomach and not even facing towards the ceiling, your face is embedded in someone’s stomach. ‘AHH!’, you let an embarrassed wail and rush to get your face off the poor guy, your ears start to become hot and redden as you profusely apologise to him, your eyes squint shut from being too embarrassed to face him.
You finally have the courage to open your eyes again slowly once you feel you’ve apologised enough to find a twenty something year old man with black hair pulled back messily into a ponytail, his eyes stare right into yours… seemingly dumbfounded and a light shade of pink covers his cheeks. He’s lying against a bookcase at an angle so awkward that you can’t help but let out a small giggle. You start to blush too. ‘…Sorry, sorry, haha. Are you ok?’ you nervously say to him.
He just sits there in silence.
You shakily stammer out ‘Uhhh p-please answer! Are you ok? Did… did you hit your head?’, worried you did more damage than you thought. ‘Huh- no, I’m fine. Ugh, you hit me pretty hard. Did I… hurt you at all?’ ‘No, no, not at all… rather, it was actually a-a soft landing’ you say to him trying not to laugh. ‘Oh…’ the messy haired guy says processing what you had just said, once he finally realised you’d fallen on his stomach his cheeks turned a dark shade of red, ‘Sorry, sorry! I didn’t mean to make you embarrassed… Oh yeah, I should help you up shouldn’t I, I’m such an idiot.’.
You rise to your feet and help him up onto his, he wobbly gets up and thanks you. ‘No need to thank me, I was the one who fell on you! Still, your welcome haha. By the way, I didn’t get your name, what is it?’ ‘…Tomioka Giyuu… What’s yours?’ ‘Oh, I’m L/N Y/N.’ ‘You can call me Giyuu if you want to be informal.’ Giyuu says in way that almost sounds like he’s pleading for you to call him by his name. ‘Okay… Giyuu.’.
Standing there awkwardly you begin to notice how good looking Giyuu is…
His messy black hair that beautifully contrasts his pale complexion, his blue eyes you could get lost in, his slender hands that look soft and smooth… You can feel yourself developing some kind of warm feeling, a warm feeling you’d felt once before so long ago, almost like a life time ago. This feeling burns in your chest.
It’s almost like I’ve met him before…
Giyuu’s throat clearing brings you back from your trance like state. Your face starts to feel hot and a lump forms in your throat that renders your ability to talk properly, ‘I-I uhh, you- I mean…’ you stutter out. ‘I-it’s fine… we should both go get some fresh air.’ Giyuu says, light blush still covering his cheeks.
Forgetting that it’s raining the two of you walk to the door. ‘I forgot it was raining…’ Giyuu says nonchalantly with a deadpan expression, you just have to laugh at him, he looks at you in an offended way and he can’t help but at least curl the corners of his lips into a vague smile, from the few minutes you’d spent in near him you’d figured out laughing wasn’t really his style. ‘I have to admit I forgot too though, it’s not just you.’ You tell him with a small giggle, ‘What shall we do then?’, Giyuu turns towards to section we’d just come from and says ‘it’s raining so let’s sit and read for a while.’, ‘Good idea.’.
Giyuu goes and sits down next to a pile of books you assume are his and you pick your book, a [Insert favourite genre] book, and take a seat across from Giyuu. Your eyes catch for a second before you both embarrassedly look away. You start your book but can’t help but steal glances up from your book every few minutes… soon an hour passes, then two.
After hours of getting lost in your book you finally finish to find him sleeping sitting up. Your heart starts to beat fast, he is so cute sleeping. You stare at him for a few minutes taking in all of his beauty, scanning over every little detail…
He wakes up suddenly and looks straight into your eyes, you’d been caught. You quickly look away and pretend you’d just happened to catch his strong gaze by accident which was obviously not the case, the both of you knew but ignored that.
‘I umm, uh sorry haha...’ You nervously mumble. Giyuu starts with ‘How long was I asleep?’, completely ignoring the thing that’d just occurred. You reply awkwardly, ‘Half an hour or so I think…’, ‘Oh… okay’ says visibly bothered.
‘The rain should have st-‘, Giyuu cuts you off…
‘Y/N… I know this is sudden and you probably don’t remember me but… do… you… do you remember me..?’ I remember you like I saw you just yesterday, you used to call me ‘Gi’ because you couldn’t pronounce my name properly...’ your heart starts to race hard, it thumps loudly against your chest, your head spins, what he’d just said shocks you so much you stand up and stutter out ‘I-I… I…’ as you back up, the memories come flooding back crystal clear now, you remember everything. Not knowing how to react you shout ‘I don’t know, sorry- sorry-‘ and run out confusing Giyuu. ‘Wait!’ Giyuu concerned yells after you.
‘DING’ the bell cries after you’d ran out, Giyuu runs out after you and you turn around with tears pricking your eyes. Suddenly warm arms embrace you in a hug, you are shocked and pull away but then you go limp, tears start steadily streaming down your cheeks and onto his chest.
‘You- you left me behind.’ you blubber into his chest, ‘I know… Y/N, I’m sorry, I didn’t want to though, you must know that.’ He softly says out of character, ‘I know…’ you quietly reply trying not to sob, ‘I’m sorry, I asked you a stupid question and didn’t even wait for the right moment, it must have been confusing… I was just so happy to see and be around you that I couldn’t hold back any longer.’ ‘It’s ok, I was just shocked…’ you look up to him, sniff and say ‘Sorry… I must look like a snotty mess.’ and then let out laugh. ‘No, don’t talk such nonsense…’
You are beautiful.’ Giyuu gently wipes your tear stained cheeks with a worried look. ‘Please don’t cry anymore Y/N, everything is ok.’ He tells you.
Giyuu whispers ‘Y/N, I’ll never leave you behind again...’.
‘Promise..?’
‘Promise.’
#giyuu angst#kny giyuu#tomioka giyuu#giyuu x you#kimetsu giyuu#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#character x reader#x reader#fanfic#shy reader#giyuu fluff#demon slayer fanfic#idk what else to tag#anime and manga
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...Happy New Year?
Darkiplier x gn!reader x Wilford
A/N: I am so disappointed and surprised that I haven’t written anything poly yet are you KIDDING ME. Does it take me 5 months to write a single fic? No. Might take me that long to find motivation and SINCE I don’t wanna be an ASSHOLE who takes requests and then DOESN’T WRITE THEM I’m probably gonna take a bit to think and figure out what I wanna do here with the blog. Uhhh reader is a retail worker who’s just. Tired and stressed. Dark and Wil decide to comfort them because good boyfriends are good! TW: mention of weed. And suggestive phrases? Also cursing. That’s it. Rated T. Enjoy and have a happy New Year everybody!
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“Do you have to?” Wilford all but whined when you got ready for work. Except he did not whine because he does not whine because he is Wilford Warfstache, thank you. “It’s New Year’s Eve!”
“I’m fully aware what day it is, hon,” You said in a very soft voice because you knew Wilford had to be let down gently or he’d be grouchy for the next few months. “That’s why I’m not working overtime. Hopefully. Maybe I can get Sara to take over my shift, she’s not doing anything tonight. I wish I could’ve taken the morning shift, I do.” Darkiplier appeared next to Wilford, looking just as desperate.
“Can you not just… not… go?” Dark suggested, trying not to sound too needy. He knew that he failed by the look you gave him.
“I have to work, boys.”
“Do you though?”
“Wilford...”
“I can get you money.”
“Are you suggesting illegal activities, Mr. Warfstache?”
“We are not… besides stealing.”
“Wil.”
“We could pawn off Mark’s stuff, it’s probably worth a lot!”
“Both of you, stop it!” You said in a stern voice. They both looked like kicked puppies and you felt a little bad about it. “I’ll get home when I get home. You know I love you. If I never had to leave you, I wouldn’t. But I gotta, ok?”
“Kissies?” Wilford asked, tapping the tips of his fingers together. Darkiplier looked at the motion and back at his own fingers, seemingly trying to replicate it. You stared at his hands for a moment, watching the struggle with a resigned sort of curiosity. Wilford also stared at them until he couldn’t take it anymore and just put his hands over Dark’s.
“Just-Just… stop.” He said gently. Dark lowered his hands and they both looked back to you. You shook your head.
“I’ll be back before midnight. Order some takeout, please.”
“Sure thing, boss!” Wilford saluted.
“Goodbye, darling.” Darkiplier gave a little bow. You smiled warmly, walking over to the two. Darkiplier turned his head and you kissed his cheek. You tried to do the same for Wilford, but he turned his head back at the last second to catch your lips in a kiss. Additionally, he grabbed your face to keep you there. You pulled away and gently smacked his cheek before heading back to the door. Darkiplier glared at him a little. He stuck his tongue out in response.
“Bye! Love you!”
“We love you too, babes!” Wil called, wrapping his arms around Dark’s neck and leaning against him. Dark waved a goodbye to you. You shut and locked the door behind you.
“Wil?” Dark said after they stood like that for a while.
“Yep?” Wil responded with his cheek squished to Dark’s shoulder.
“If you’re gonna cling to me we could at least lay down.”
“Cuddle time?”
“Sure. Cuddle time. Come on.” Dark tried to walk to the three’s shared bedroom, but Wilford wouldn’t let go. He quirked an eyebrow at the reporter. “Wil?”
“Yes?”
“May you… let go?”
“No.”
“Wil.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Wil…”
“No.”
“We can’t cuddle if you don’t let go.”
“Lies. Deception.”
“Wil, please, work with me here.” They looked at each other. Wilford slowly removed his arms from around the other man’s neck. Dark caught one of his hands, bringing his palm to his lips and gently kissing his hand.
“Someone’s feeling affectionate!” Wil exclaimed. Dark intertwined their fingers and gave his hand a squeeze before finally walking to the room.
The bedroom had mostly shades of black, white, and blue decor, apart from the fluffy red pillows you just had to have, along with a few stuffed animals. Darkiplier had his office with his red and black velvet and Wilford had his own… wherever he hung out, so they didn’t mind you choosing the colors. Anything to stop Wilford from painting the walls yellow of all colors.
Wilford turned around and pulled Dark in by his waist, swaying in a little dance.
“What are you doing?” Dark tried and failed to conceal his smile and laugh.
“Dancing with my lover, what does it look like?” Wilford nuzzled their noses together.
“I thought you wanted to cuddle.”
“I do.”
“Then why are we dancing?”
“Can’t we just dance for a bit?” Darkiplier pulled back and looked at Wil, who was currently avoiding eye contact. He sighed.
“Feels a little weird without Y/N?” He asked. Wilford hummed, still not looking him in the eye. “We don’t have to if you don’t want to.”
“I do want to.”
“We can wait until they get home, it’s really not--”
“I do want to…”
“But?”
“Mm…”
“Want to prove you aren’t absolutely whipped?”
“Excuse you?!”
“It’s not a bad thing.”
“I am-- You-- Wilford Warfstache simps for NOBODY!”
“Says Mr. Hundred Dollar Pillows.”
“Listen here you son of a bitch--” Wilford backed away and held up a finger to explain exactly why he was no simp. Dark took the opportunity to push him onto the bed. “Ooh! Frisky!”
“Shut it.” He climbed into the bed next to him. Wilford draped himself across Dark’s chest, nuzzling into him. They sighed contentedly.
“Dark?”
“Mm?”
“What did I do to deserve you two?”
“Me? You were nice and accepting. I still don’t believe either of us deserve Y/N.”
“Oh, come on, there has to be something.”
“Wil, both of us have killed multiple people. I think whatever good we’ve done will get canceled out.”
“...right.”
They lay like that for a bit, enjoying just being there. Suddenly, Wilford picked his head up.
“What’s happening? You have a look? What is that look?” Dark furrowed his eyebrows.
“I have the best idea!” Wilford jumped up and ran to the closet.
“What?” Dark sat up.
“We are surprising our lover with romance!” He threw Dark’s suit at him, picking out his own at the same time.
“...and suits?”
“Yes! Well, your suit. It makes you look sexy.”
“Wil.”
“Their words, not mine!”
“Why are we--”
“It’s New Year’s, Dark! They’re stressed! They’re tired! They deserve a surprise! Where the Devil are my suspenders?”
“Wil, I don’t think--”
“That’s right, Dark. You don’t think. You can just sit there and look pretty while Wilford Lovemaster Warfstache plans it out!”
“Lovemaster?”
“I was due for a new middle name anyways. Chop chop!”
Dark hesitantly put on his suit while Wilford looked for his suspenders. He looked in the mirror, deciding whether he looked… “sexier” with or without a tie. He eventually decided without, even popping a few buttons of his dress shirt. Wilford walked back in, wearing a hot pink button up, yellow suspenders, and a blue bowtie.
“...hot!” He said before walking up next to Dark and taking a selfie of the two. Dark looked over his shoulder and watched him send it to you with the caption ‘your two special boys!’. He caught a look at some previous messages.
“Wil, what’s poggers?”
“New-fangled lingo, don’t worry about it. Do we have roses? Ask Illinois to bring us roses.”
“Wil, what is happening.”
“ROMANCE!” He yelled, exasperated. “Romance is happening, Dark.”
“Romance… right.”
“And suits, precisely. Come on, order Chinese from that place they like.”
“...is this a good idea? Suits and chinese?”
“It’s a fantastic idea, now order the goddamn food.”
--
Darkiplier and Wilford sat on the couch in your apartment, reading a book they’d found. Wil was leaning on Dark’s shoulder with one leg draped over his. There was a little time until New Year’s, and they really wanted to spend it with you. Dark would never admit it, but he missed you. Quite a lot, actually. You’ve weaseled your way into his heart and now he’s a little dependent. Wil would proudly scream it to the world if he could. Dark would never let him.
Dark glanced up at the clock, seeing the 11:00 time. He scowled, closing the book and tossing it to the other side of the couch. He leaned his head back and sighed. He debated calling you with Wilford beforehand, maybe even just to hear your voice on the voicemail, but he was sure that would be too needy of him. He has a reputation to uphold, thank you very much.
“Miss your other lover, Darkipoo?” Wilfor teased.
“Obviously. I’m used to two heat sources, not one.”
“Oh, am I not good enough for Mr. Darkiplier?”
“I never said that.”
“You were thinkin’ it.”
“You can’t read minds, Wil, stick to your interviews.” He said in a faux-mocking manner. They smiled at each other.
Dark shot up from the couch the moment he heard your key in the lock. He adjusted his suit, squared his shoulders, and cleared his throat. He couldn’t help a smile as he held a white rose, Wilford doing the same as he held a pink one.
So, of course, they jumped a little when you slammed the door behind you.
“Uh. Darling? Are you--”
“I fucking hate EVERYTHING!” You yelled. Dark blinked. He glanced at WIlford, who looked just as surprised. You paced around the living room, looking like you were about to commit murder. He shuffled closer to Wilford, and leaned in.
“Wil, what are we supposed to do?” He whispered.
“Improvise. Adapt. Overcome.” Wilford said in a voice that told Dark he was quoting something.
“Wil, I don’t know what the fuck that is.”
“It-It’s a meme-Do you just not go on the internet? Ever? Nevermind, just follow my lead.” He grabbed the roses, putting them in a nearby cup of water. He walked over to where you were and gently grabbed your shoulders. “Here, darling, sit, tell us about it.”
He led you to the couch and sat you down, sitting next to you. He snapped his fingers at Dark, pointing to your shoulders. Dark hesitantly walked over and started to massage your shoulders. You sighed a little, relaxing. Wil nodded and gave him a thumbs up.
“There were so many assholes today, man.”
“Mm-hm. Tell Wilford about it.”
“There was this guy who kept asking where this one thing that we didn’t have was, this lady kept insisting her coupons were not expired, don’t even get me started on Jared and Melissa.”
“Who are Jared and Melissa?” Dark asked.
“Oh, FUCK Jared and Melissa!” You suddenly got to your feet again and started pacing again.
“Y-Yeah, fuck Jared and Melissa!” Wil agreed. “Who are Jared and Melissa?”
“Hell if I know, just go with it, I’ll get the takeout.” Dark patted him on the back.
“Angel wasn’t even there to talk to today, God, I miss them so much already.”
“Angel is the coworker who…”
“Oh, they have the cats, Socks and Mittens.”
“Oh, so Angie--”
“Angie is Angelo, and he smokes weed in the back. He’s cool too. He was too high to fucking function today, though.”
“So, uh, where was Angel?” Wil looked back into the kitchen and saw Dark loading up their plates with the food. Wil suddenly remembered that he was wearing a pink shirt. He didn’t know whether the stains would be prominent and he did not intend to find out. He snuck away into the bedroom to change. Suits were a bad idea, he should’ve listened to Dark.
He changed into a T-shirt with the design of a suit and some grey sweatpants and somehow made his way back to the living room before you’d finished your first sentence. You noticed this, because you stared at his change of clothes.
“...weren’t you wearing a suit? Like an actual one?”
“No.”
“But-”
“I wasn’t.”
“You sent me a picture.”
“The, uh… suits were… part of a different… situation…” He said, not knowing what the fuck he was actually saying to you. You seemed to get something from it because you said:
“Ah. I see.” Before going back to your rant. Wil looked at Dark as he walked into the living room. He wasn’t wearing the suit jacket, only the black dress shirt. He also had black pants instead of the white ones.
Wilford nodded and whispered “Good choice.” Dark nodded and whispered “I told you so.”, so Wilford flipped him off. Dark sat the plates down while Wil pushed you down by your shoulders. You buried your face in your hands and groaned. Wil rubbed a hand up and down your back while Darkiplier poured drinks. You rubbed your face before leaning back and letting them drop. You looked down at the food. Then at Wilford. Then at Dark.
“Am I… missing something?” You said in a small voice.
“Hm?” Wil tilted his head at you.
“I feel like something was supposed to happen. Did I ruin your plans?” You frowned, starting to feel guilty.
“No, no, darling, you couldn’t ruin anything.” Wilford shifted closer to you and put his arm around your shoulders, rubbing up and down your arm.
“You sure? It feels like something I could do…”
“You could never because anything involving you is perfect.” Dark whispered after he gently took your chin in his hand and turned you towards him.
“Booooooo.” Wil called.
“Wha?”
“That was so cheesy, Dark.” You smiled.
“So sappy. Disgusting.” Wil agreed.
“Shameful.” You both shook your heads.
“Both of you can fuck off.” Dark huffed and crossed his arms. You kissed him, gently holding his face in your hands, making him smirk.
“Hey! How come the edgy one gets a kiss kiss!”
“You tricked me this morning, no kiss kiss for you!”
“Dark! Tell them!”
“You heard them, no kiss kiss.”
“Wh-”
“Hey, I have an idea! Why don’t we eat and watch shitty rom coms!”
“Don’t you wanna watch the clock?” Dark asked.
“Not particularly…” You looked down and the smile left your face. Wilford and Dark gave each other a look before they each took one of your hands and squeezed them.
“Ok. We can do that.”
--
The three of you laid in bed, you and Wilford cuddling into either side of Dark. Countdown forgotten, already passed a while ago. Dark still had his dress shirt and you were still wearing your work clothes. Dark stared at the ceiling, focusing on the sounds around his.
The fireworks outside.
The clock ticking rhythmically.
The soft and constant breathing from his two favorite people.
He took a deep breath and tried his best to push down all the bad and intrusive thoughts.
What if I hurt them? What if they decide I’m not good enough? What if I’m not good enough?
No. No ‘what if’s. That doesn’t matter. What matters is they love him and he loves them.
He looked down at you, your soft face squished into his arm, and he smiled at the warmth that bloomed throughout his chest. He looked over at Wilford and sucked in a breath when he found him staring at Dark.
“...can’t sleep?” Wilford said in an uncharacteristically quiet voice.
“No, I just…” He took a deep breath. “I just…”
“Wha happened?” You slurred, waking up. Dark flinched.
“Both of you should go back to sleep.”
“Why’re you awake then?” Wilford challenged.
“I was just… thinking.”
“About?” You yawned.
“About… how much I… love you two.” Both you and Wilford froze and Dark’s breathing sped up, scared he’d done something wrong.
“Awww, he wuvs us!” Wil giggled.
“How much do you wuv us, Dark?” You crossed your arms on his chest, resting your cheek against them and looking at Dark.
“...a lot.” He monotoned, staring at the ceiling.
“Do you wuv us soooo much?” Wilford batted his eyelashes.
“I’m starting to love you less and less.” Dark growled.
“Awwww he does!” You laughed
“Go. Back. To. Sleep. Please.” Darkiplier begged because Darkiplier does apparently beg, who would’ve thought.
“Yessir…” you said, another yawn taking over the word. You got back into your previous position, your arms gripping his and pressed into his side. Wilford took a similar one, just a little further up. You fell back asleep after a little bit, but the other two stayed awake.
“Happy you have both of your heatsources back?” Wilford whispered, a smile evident in his voice. Dark sighed, closing his eyes and focusing on the feeling of both his loves holding onto him like a lifeline. A ghost of a smile crossed his face.
“Yes. I am.”
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Best Mistake — Hamish Duke x Reader (x Knights)
Requested by @mysticalcrownbear
Prompt: The Knights accidently summon you, (the reader) a succubus when trying to summon Zecchia. You have a strong liking towards Hamish Duke, and he’s very much into you too.
Word count: 2,095
Hope you guys like this!! Sorry if it’s crap - requests are open!!
Masterlist
Best Mistake Part 2
“It’s not that they have all our stuff...they stole it. So - let’s steal it all back” Jack whispers as he leans forward, straightening his posture in seriousness.
“Are you suggesting a magic heist?!” Randall says, stalking towards Jack
“Yes. A magic heist” Jack replies as he steps up from the couch. Both boys shine a ray of mischief in their eyes and madness in their energy
“MAGIC HEIST! MAGIC HEIST!” They both chant, as Hamish and Lilith begin joining in synchronisation
“MAGIC HEIST MAGIC HEIST MAGIC HEIST!” The Knights chant like toddlers demanding candy.
—
“Well you didn’t think to warn us about that?!” Lilith hissed, eyes dark with fear and damage after the images she’d experienced. Hamish, Jack and Randall all sat with Lilith in the Blade and Chalice collectively recovering from their fear corners. Lilith rocked slightly from side to side whilst Jack was holding a pack of ice on the side of his head. They were tired, scared, drained...but desperate. They couldn’t get into the vault without being stuck in the “fear corridor”. Hamish chugged a swig of his whiskey, slamming the glass down onto the table with force, trying his best to forget what he went through -
“Stupid Ricky Simarco and his stupid fifth birthday party” he groaned, eyes fixed into a trance like state
“What did you see?” Randall asked Lilith, who replies with a simple “nothing”.
“Nothing?” He asks again, confused to why she didn’t see anything
“Nothing.” She confirms, although her shaken state says otherwise.
“Okay, since we can’t get through to the vault, i found the perfect solution” Jack enthusiastically gushes. “We summon a demon! There’s loads of different types to summon and i think i found the perfect one!”
The fellow knights all look around at each other in suspicion...could this actually work? Or is Jack literally insane?
“It’s name is a Zecchia” Jack points towards a yellow dusted page in an old, crippled book “it’s a baron demon, meaning it steals anything that the summoner desires it to”
“Won’t we have to do something for it? You know, a catch?” Lilith questions, her big brown eyes looking up to Jack
“No! You see that’s the beauty of it. We call it, they show up, we pay the toll and they’ll do our bidding!” He replies almost as if it was complete rocket science. “You just gotta follow the protocol perfectly”
“I’m in-“
“-Me too!” Hamish and Lilith both declare with their whole chests, meanwhile Randall starts struggling with the decision...
“Nope.” He announces. “No thanks. No way. Nope. Not a demon. Not ever.” Adamant as ever, he puts his hand on the table as a way to stand against the debate. He gets up and walks away before the others can stop him.
“We’re still doing this.”
“Yeah totally”
“He’ll get over it”
-
Hamish, Lilith and Jack all stand around the summoning circle, ready to summon Zecchia, the thief demon.
“Zecchia, appear before us so that we may negotiate the fee for your service to empty the vault of the Hermetic Order of the Blue Rose and remand those goods into the possession of the Knights of Saint Christopher” they all chant in synchronisation. Below their feet is a demon trap, purposed to trap the summoned demon in order to negotiate wisely. As soon as they finish the chant, a sound of wind brushes past them...but shorty followed by silence.
“Zecchiaaa?” Jack quietly echos into the distance of the house, uncertain if the summoning ritual worked or not. The 3/4 knights walk around the hallway wondering where they went wrong.
“Maybe we messed up the incantation?” says Lilith
“We did everything right?” Hamish replies
Suddenly, the door bursts open as Randall rushes in, slightly out of breath
“- guys STOP don’t do this-” He shouts as he blows out the candles nearest to him on the floor “-Alyssa and i were discussing demon summonings and-“
“-and you suck at it” you pipe up.
Emerging from the shadows of the staircase, you quietly and elegantly walk down, eyes never leaving the people below you...but one in specific - the man dressed in the waistcoat. You’re wearing a red, laced spaghetti strap bodysuit that’s tucked under a pair of tight fitted sheer black leggings (clearly i’m not going to have you wear only underwear and a bra like every other succubus - *que that not on MY WATCH vine* we are more PG here y’all - also may i add, your body size does not matter here. All body types are beautiful and you should love your body, don’t fall for these skinny stereotypes! Curvy girls are breathtaking too!!! <3 okay back to the story lmao). With midnight black wings as beautiful as can be and horns impeccable in sight, you stare with your big Y/E/C eyes as your long Y/H/C, silky locks fall past your shoulders. The sound of your black stiletto heels click and clack on the wooden floorboards, as further silence echos in the walls. The Knights are struck by your beauty, chocked for words at what they’re seeing in front of them. You swiftly bring your wings to your side, stroking your arms as you approach the people below you.
“You’re not what...we...expected” Randall slurs- i mean drools ;)
“That’s because i’m not” you sigh, bringing your arms across your body. “You summoned me, a succubus. Not Zecchia. But hey, you’re not the first...you’re meant to use alcohol as a summoning ingredient. She’s a sucker for it...senses it from many realms away” you continue, shaking your head and rolling your eyes playfully. Looking around the room, you can’t help but keep looking back to the tall man who has a perfect complexion and long, dirty blonde hair with blue crystal eyes. With lips so succulent...you want to kiss all over them and run your hands through his locks, as he uses his large, soft hands to roam around your body-
“So who did we summon?” Your thoughts are interrupted by the small, gorgeous lady to your right. She has blue streaks in her black hair, and a cute little button nose that you want to just *boop*!
“I’m Y/N, a succubus” you smile delicately at the woman in front of you, glancing back to the man who caught your eye before.
“And you are?” You question, turning your attention to the male on your right
“I’m Lili-“
“Not you! This handsome gentleman in front of me” you point with your long, ‘black as night’ painted fingertip towards the tallest man.
“I-i’m Hamish. Hamish Duke” he replies, cheeks blushing a gentle shade of crimson.
“You’re really hot” you tease, biting your lower lip in hot anticipation at your dirty thoughts. Hamish’s eyes widen at this, bringing his hands towards his front slightly.
“I could say the same for you, love” He gulps. He doesn’t know this, but you can actually read his thoughts; images of him pushing you up against the wall, his hands on your ass as your legs wrap around his middle, lips working sweet magic as you’re caressing his face and hair...leaving small, wet pecks on his neck as he moans your name out loud, thrusti-
“Hey, i’m Randall” the tall, pretty brunette calls out, stepping towards you. He brings his hand out to shake, to which you accept. A huge grin is painted across his face as his hand touches your dainty one, Lilith just rolls her eyes and huffs.
“Okay okay let’s wrap this up here” she remarks, pulling Randall away from you. You turn to see a shorter male, who sports platinum blonde hair that falls to the side of his face. His eyes are wide, mouth slightly parted and eyebrows furrowed.
“Are you alright, pretty boy?” You ask, genuine concern across your face. Randall giggles like a school boy at your words, repeating (and i quote) “hehe pretty boy heheee” quietly in the sidelines whilst pointing at Jack.
“I....uh....hi” Jack replies, fixing his hair after noticing you were looking at him
You lightly laugh “hi, cutie”
You look back over to Hamish, as his filthy visions are still happening
“I can read your thoughts, you know” you laugh as he blushes bright red and covers his front completely now
“It’s okay, i liked them” you continue in a husky tone, stepping closer towards him with your hands in front of you, gasping to be touching him.
He reaches his hand out towards your stretched hand, gently touching your fingers and delicately wrapping his large ones round them. You both intertwine fingers, as gazes are locked onto you both. He pulls you towards him, his head tilting slightly in awe at your appearance.
“Uhhh...okayyyy?” Lilith gawked as the rest of the Knights share glances of pure confusion and slight panic.
You chuckle lightly at Hamish’s actions, as
he wraps his arms around your lower back, swaying from side to side.
“You’re beautiful” he whispers into your ear which sends excited chills down your spine. He smiles looking down at you.
“What is happening right now?” Jack asks the others, who shrug their shoulders watching like hawks. Lightly, you plant a small kiss on his lips...which Hamish returns, only with more passion and lust. The kiss deepens as his hands grip tighter and your thrusting into him for more becomes intolerable, until you both need to release for air.
“Uhh Hamish? Y/N? Hello?” Randall waves his hands in the air trying to signal Hamish, but proves useless. As you’re heavily gasping in air, you notice Hamish’s mouth - your red lipstick has smudged all over his mouth
“BRO you look like a clown!!” Randall cracks up, laughing hysterically. Jack and Lilith snort upon seeing Hamish’s state, but he doesn’t care. He quickly and forcefully grabs you again and drops you bridal-style whilst passionately making out with you once again. Jack, Lilith and Randall all look back up from their laughter fits to see you two basically eating each other’s faces. Suddenly, it’s not that funny anymore - just disturbing.
“Okay that’s enough, Ham-burger” Randall shouts. Nothing.
“Yo Hamish dude stop” Jack sings, which again does nothing to Hamish and you.
“Yeah this is now how i thought my Tuesday was going to go” Lilith says as she gestures towards you two. “Is he enchanted or something?!”
“I uh...maybe?” Jack mutters
“Maybe i am too” Randall eyeballs you and Hamish “wait...i said that out loud didn’t i?” he quickly looks down and plants his face with his hands. Yeah...he was totally thinking of a threesome at that time.
Begrudgingly you break the contact between yours and Hamish’s soft lips and lift yourself up from his arms, yet he continues leaving sweet, soft kisses on your neck.
“I know what you’re thinking, cutie” you look up to Randall, who squeals in embarrassment and mouths ‘don’t tell them’ towards you, making you laugh.
“What were you thinking about?” Jack asks
“Basically he was thinkin-“ you begin
“NO no NO DON’T say anything” Randall barks out, breaking Hamish from his trail of leaving kisses down your neck
“You know what nevermind” Jack grunts as he scrunches his eyebrows up in discomfort.
“Okay this is getting too weird now. Hey, Y/N can we get Zecchia please” Lilith asks, seemingly annoyed
You sigh loudly, clearly annoyed that your fun was about to be wrapped up “fine. But i want to see you again” you say, stroking Hamish’s hair out of his face.
“Why does she have to go? Can’t she stay for a little longer?” Hamish pleads, but is shut down by Lilith giving him a death stare whilst growing towards him.
“It’s okay, she’s right. Okay well this was amazing. Call me again” you say as you wink towards Hamish, who’s knees buckle slightly. You walk towards the middle of the room and straighten yourself up, lifting the strap of your top back onto your shoulder.
“Nice to see you, lovelies” you give a little wave with your hand, then click your fingers and disappear. The Knights all glare round to Hamish, who straightens himself up and buttons his waistcoat back up.
“Have fun there buddie?” Randall quips, smirking slightly at his friend
Hamish doesn’t say anything, he just looks down in embarrassment
“Oh, and you might wanna-“ Randall gestures for him to wipe his lips, as Jack and Lilith silently chuckle from the other side of the room.
It’s safe to say, you left your imprint on Hamish Duke...and he won’t be forgetting that any time soon.
Let me know what you guys thought, and of you want any more fanfic :)
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thank you @mabarii for tagging me!!
i tag: @dishonorableplace and uhhh anyone else who wants to do this lmao
Favourite colour: most shades of purple, pink and black!
Favourite food: right now it's probably tonkotsu ramen
Song stuck in your head: that one fucking weezer song in all the memes
Last thing you googled: some help for a mission on the game stray because i wasn't able to find a thing
Time: 5:42 pm
Dream trip: a big roadtrip all over the USA so i can visit my gf and meet all my online friends!!!!
Last book you read: iron widow by xiran jay zhao!! very good book
Last book you enjoyed reading: the aforementioned iron widow book and then gideon the ninth/locked tomb series!! eagerly awaiting the third book
Last book you hated reading: hmmm, i struggle to read so much in general that i don't tend to read stuff i'll hate sjknkkfdh
Favourite thing to cook/bake: brownies, vanilla muffins and chocolate chip cookies!
Favourite craft to do in your spare time: crocheting!!! i've made so many things i can wear now, i pretty much taught myself a year ago with video tutorials lmao
Most niche dislike: uhhh there are some musicians and fandoms that i'm personally not into but like, no shame on the people who do, can't think of a particular right now
Opinion on circuses now and in history: i love clowns and like, the history of comedy acting, so hell yeah, love a good modern circus... BUUUUT in the past circuses have had some shady history, especially regarding all the ableism, racism and animal abuse that went on so uh, yeah it's complex!
Do you have a sense of direction and if not what is the worst way you ever got lost?: oh im the sorta ADHD person who can't tell left from right unless i consciously think about it so UHHH yeah, i once was walking to my therapist's office and realized halfway that i was walking the OPPOSITE direction to where i had to and i arrived late
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2020 Year in Review!
hey! i was tagged by the absolute angel that is ⚘ @unefleurofferte ⚘(tysm my love! 💞) for this 2020 tag! first off (even tho it's the middle of january already 🤡) i wanted to wish everyone a happy new year! not to get sappy 💀 but even tho i don't rlly talk/interact that much, it brings me a lot of happiness seeing u guys on my dash 🥺💗 i genuinely am supporting and rooting for you all and i wish u guys all the love and kindness in this new year bc you deserve it babes 💖
Rules: answer the questions about 2020 and tag some people to pass it on!
5 Fav Films You Watched in 2020
🎬 Soul (2020) "Your spark isn't your purpose. That last box fills in when you're ready to come live."
🎬 Onward (2020) "I never had a dad, but I always had you."
🎬 Klaus (2019) "A true selfless act always sparks another."
🎬 Diecisiete (2019) "You think I'd be doing all of this if I had no heart?
Maybe you're trying to get it back."
🎬 East Side Sushi (2014) "You know behind every great restaurant here, there are great latinos, in the back, in the kitchen, hidden. Prepping the food and making you all look good. Well, I don't want to be in the back anymore."
5 Fav TV Shows You Watched In 2020
📺 Like in The Movies (2020) "Do you ever feel like you're not the protagonist of your own story?"
📺 Given (2019) "Do you have anyone you like, Haruki-san? If that person suddenly disappeared from this world, what would you say?"
📺 Banana Fish (2018) "My soul is always with you."
📺 Masterchef Junior (2013-) Not a quote but Gordon Ramsay always says the dishes has "finesse" and now i can't stop saying it in everything 😭
📺 Next in Fashion (2020)
5 Fav Songs You Listened To In 2020
🎶 UGH! : BTS 🎶 "You're allowed to be angry, but bothering someone else's life, I don't like"
🎶 Fuyu No Hanashi : Given 🎶 "Just like the snow that hasn't completely melted in the shade I continue on with these feelings inside of me."
🎶 So Beautiful : DPR Ian 🎶 "My love is turning kinda gray / My heart is looking the other way."
🎶 PSYCHE : Joohoney 🎶 "All of the world pay attention"
🎶 Stay Tonight : Chungha 🎶 "Tell me what you wanna do, run away or stay tonight"
Top 5 Albums of 2020
💿 Map of The Soul 7 : BTS
UGH! ⏯ Black Swan ⏯ Inner Child
💿 Fatal Love : Monsta X
Sorry I'm Not Sorry ⏯ Nobody Else ⏯ Guess Who
💿 Ungodly Hour : Chloe x Halle
ROYL ⏯ Forgive Me ⏯ Lonely
💿 Mixtape [ PSYCHE ] : Joohoney
PSYCHE ⏯ Intro (Ambition) ⏯ DIA
💿 Chromatica : Lady Gaga
Replay ⏯ Sour Candy ⏯ Alice
Top 5 Books You Read in 2020
🤡 🤡 🤡
...i haven't read for fun in years 😔 i used to read a book every single day :(( but! i already have a list of ones i want to read so this year for sure im gonna be that girl again 🤧💅🏼
💌 How did you spend your birthday this year? 💌
uh hahaha 🤡 suddenly i can't read 🤡
well...i had to take my drivers test but i had no idea how to park so i mean obvs i was gonna fail 💀 so i got super anxious and then had a breakdown in the back seat when it was getting closer to my turn 😭 my parents had to reschedule it and take me home. i felt like such a disappointment. so it started off absolutely horrible, fortunately the rest of the day was a lot better but oof 🤪
💌 What was your most memorable day? 💌
i honestly cannot remember anything 😭 it's like one big blur but ummm...probably finishing high school! i felt like i could finally breathe 🥲
💌 What was your most memorable meal you had this year? 💌
hmm...ooo probably when my abuelita made us a bunch of paches de papa 🥺 i ate them for a whole week and i loved it entirely...my heart is pache shaped 🤧💘
💌 Did you find any new hobbies or interests in quarantine? 💌
hmm i don't think i got any new ones but i did get to be reminded again on how much i genuinely enjoy making food and like decorating/personalizing things! ☺💖
💌 What was the last big event/thing you remember doing before covid? 💌
uhhh i honestly can't think of anything? i literally don't go out 🤡 like im in chilling in this quarantine lifestyle bc nothing has changed for me 🤪
💌 5 good/positive things that happened to you in 2020? 💌
🌱 i finally escaped high school! 🎓🎉
🌱 i decided to take a gap year and the burnt out student inside me feels like she can finally exhale
🌱 i can't remember if it was in early 2020 or late 2019 but anyways I GOT MY DRIVERS LICENSE 😝😝 i honestly...do not know how i got it...i took 15+ minutes to park (as u can see your girl didn't learn her lesson) but bless that man for passing me i hope u have a beautiful life sir 😭💖 however i have not stepped in the driver's seat since then 💋 i refuse 💋
🌱 i honestly would say watching Soul 🥲💗 i've always been obsessed w my meaning and purpose in life and that movie rlly just hit home for me...i think about it everyday and im literally starting to tear up right now so let me just stop 🤪
🌱 hmm honestly just being home 💗 i now have an excuse to stay in all time and that brings me so much peace in my heart 🤧
💌 Biggest messages or lessons learnt from this year? 💌
that there's a lot to live for. and i rlly want to enjoy it? and like w the gap year i still feel guilty and still feel like im wasting time and not being productive (love being a capricorn 🤪) but im trying to not think like that...and the fact that Soul came out and it's whole message is literally like life is beautiful and it's meant to be lived 🥺 it rlly like...set that for me u know...there's so many little things that truly make me excited about life and i want to enjoy it and after those 4 years in high school of constant work and stress and losing my entire mind maybe i actually deserve it 🥲 so um yeah..sjdkajd
💌 And what are you most looking forward to in 2021? 💌
a lot ☺ everything honestly...wow omg that's so weird asjakjd ahhh 😭😭💘 [insert that paul rudd who would have thought not me meme] but i wanna do sm much!! bake and cook and learn to knit! and personalize my clothes and READ! and watch movies and shows! and i'll also be going back to school so i rlllllllllyyyyyyyy want to learn how to manage my time bc my procrastination truly fucked me in the ass in hs 🤡 but yeah im excited ahh! ☺
And We're Done!
oof my memory is so awful i feel like i can't remember anything that happened in 2020 🤡 this ended up being a bit long 💀 so if u made it to the end...thank u for reading...ily 😚💌 besitos for you! 💞
tagging these cuties 💘: @moonlattae @fluorescente @glossierjoon @ardores @star99 @jooniephoria @ahearthrob @catboyjm @yoongidisease @violetmoonlits @koyan @stardustyoongi @7blueside @m1amor @sobsyub @m8nstruck @souheii @1okyos @virgomoon @alevchaan @jihyoist
#i wanted to tag a lot of people ☺ but of course if u don't want to do it u don't have to! 💌#thank u again dear for tagging me! i honestly rlly enjoyed it! 💖#and if anyone checks out the music/shows/movies i hope u like it! 💌#oh and i added the spotify link to the album if u click on the title! 💃🏻💃🏻#tagged 🥰
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84 years??? Wow Crystal, you're
you thought you were safe on tumblr but you're never safe
thanks for the tag and on to the questions!
Do you play an instrument? - I do!!! I played the violin for 6 (or 7, I don't remember) years. I haven't touched it in a while because I left the orchestra group I was in. Also, I broke my G string and replacing that costs money and I am a broke potato. And my tuning pegs desperately need replacing because they are fickle beasts. So currently, the violin sits unused until I have money to spare on fixing it up. I have to admit, I'm actually a decent violinist! Never got the hang of vibrato but one day! - I also play the kalimba! I am very bare basics beginner and I forgot to practice all the time, but it's such a gorgeous instrument (and much lower maintenance than a violin is) - I also own a ukulele (thanks to Kit who gave me it!) that I can't play because I cannot for the life of me figure out how to strum without tearing up my fingers - I also have a steel tongue drum! That I don't know how to play yet. - Ocarina! (I figured out how to blow into it and make a decent sound, but that's as far as we've gotten). One day, I'll master them all and everyone will bow before my musical prowess.
Favorite book character? - I... I haven't read a book in so long *cries* (unless you count graphic novels and audio books, which I do not) - If I can cheat and say a TV show character though, then Adrien from Miraculous (Felix and Chloe are close seconds).
What’s your star sign? - Sagittarius but I disowned my star sign. We don't get along Favourite colour schemes? - almost forgot to answer this one! I love purple with black, I love light gray with white, I love green with black (bet you can't guess why), uhhh anything that's dark but colorful accents I like. Earth tones can be really fun when they're done right. Did I mention purple? I love purple. Oh oh and orange and pink. Like sunset, peach shades. Love them! And yellow and white when it's like elegant and light, very pretty. Colours are just amazing actually. I love colours!
Naps or long sleep? - In an ideal world, long sleep. But, my world is far from ideal so I am a very big fan of napping. Took one today actually (was not as restful as I'd hoped)
What languages do you speak? - If we're talking in terms of fluency, then I speak some pretty good gibberish! (I'm a native English speaker). I took German for... four years, question mark? But all I can do is call you a potato or order five pizzas soooo...
Dreams/aspirations? - SO MANY! SO MANY! Ahhhh I wanna go out and live life and live it to the fullest! I want to become a silversmith, I want to amass hundreds of written fics on AO3 (and I want at least one of them to become well renowned), I want to meet my tumblr friends in person, I want to climb a tall mountain so I can say that I did, I want to confuse everyone who sees me because they can't tell what gender I am, I want to write my stories in a coffee shop, I want to make original music, I want to learn how to sing so I can belt Defying Gravity without sounding like a toad, I want to have the most aesthetic cozy happy house, I want to be happy, I want to make art commissions for people, I want to visit as many different countries as I can, I want to be satisfied with each day that I'm living even the quiet ones, I want to take public transport to work every day, I want to smile at everyone I meet, I want to be a supportive adult figure one day for queer kids like me who didn't find the love they needed at home, I want to be able to say I love myself every day and not hesitate and mean it every time, I want to run through a meadow screaming at the top of my lungs, I want to dance like no one is watching, I want to learn to make flower crowns, I want to make my own cosplay costumes and attend fan events, I want to learn sign language, I want to have the coolest decorated house on Halloween, I want to be Fae's roommate, I also want to be Kit's roommate, I want to make an acrylic painting that is just so beautiful, I want a handpan, I want to get really good at all my instruments, I want to do my laundry consistently instead of all at the last minute, I want to have a platonic 'wedding' that's just an excuse to have a great big wedding-like party and I want everyone to wear fantasy clothes and it'll be outside and we'll sword fight with pool noodles, AND I WANT TO PET EVERY DOGGO (and kitty!!) THAT I EVER SEE - I could keep going xD - Basically, life is beautiful and full of opportunities and I want to live it!
Long hair or short hair? - Short. But also having long hair with a drastic undercut sounds amazing. But also- short hair and slaying right now
Tea or coffee? - So, I don't drink caffeine for a variety of reasons but I do drink herbal tea! I love me some tea with lots of honey even though I don't like honey all that much. It's so aesthetic. And delicious. And the fact that tea kettles scream at you when your water is done will never cease to delight me
Bring a book character to life or go into the fictional world? - Go to a fictional world, unless I couldn't come back to this one. Because like Crystal said, I'd love to have an adventure, but also I'm kind of attached to Earth? I like so many people and things here. And bringing a book character to life would be epic, but I also wouldn't want to drag them away from everything they knew and leave them in a life that isn't theirs with no one that they knew or loved from their story.... I made this question depressing, oops. tagging! @quodekash @generalluxun (only if you would like to!) @skyisverybored (absolutely no pressure, feel free to ignore this if you don't want to do it, I won't be offended <3) @lilywolfgray @cauchemarlena @catkin-morgs (you're an awesome person by the way. Just wanted to tell you that) @moony4pads @eleilinnrallin @chaserofstarsandtheabyss @ipso-again @secretsinthevoid That's a lot of people... but if anyone else wants to join in.... please feel free!
thank you @depressedchameleon22 for the tag <3
do you play an instrument? yes i play the piano. i hvnt played it in years tho. also i was learning the guitar but rn i dont hv one so
favourite book characters? charlie from the perks of being a wallflower.
what's your star sign? cancer
favourite colour schemes? orange/wine red/tree green/creamy. basically picnic in the fall disjdkjd
naps or long sleep? long sleep bc when i nap then i cannot sleep at night
what languages do you speak? english and persian
dreams/aspirations? i wanna be a youtuber, i want to write a book, i want to work at an ngo, i hv many dreams actually jfjnsjd
long hair or short hair? for myself? short hair bc rn long hair gives me dysphoria. ive never actually had long hair. id cut it before it got too long everytime. for others tho both diskjsj
tea or coffee? tea. coffee makes me gassy djskskdkjd
bring a book character to life or go into a fictional world? go into a fictional world. probably a chill one where adventure and personal life is separate. like u can hv funa and then come home to a cup of tea and ur wife
do this if u want to <3
#tag game#mutuals#at this point I'm just accepting that I will never provide a short answer to these things#I like to talk and that's everyone else's problem now
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Survey #442
“the more you suffer, the more it shows you really care, right?”
Would you ever sell your soul? No. Do you believe that something is going to happen in 2012? Welp, clearly not. I never believed it. Have you ever been to the Grand Canyon? No, but I'd love to! When was the last time you slept in someone else’s bed? Uhhh not since I visited Sara, I think. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud, for sure. Louder than I should listen to. Did the last person you kiss have a tattoo? No. What’s the last song you heard? "The Bird and the Worm" by The Used. Has anyone told you they missed you lately? No. What are you most likely to do when you’re exhausted; take a nap, drink some coffee, or go for a run to get yourself pumped up again? Naps definitely win. What are you most likely to pick if you got to choose your topic on a research paper; drug abuse, mental illness, or the death penalty? Mental illness, for sure. What is your favorite month of the year and why? October, bc aesthetic. What’s your least favorite animal? Probably wasps. They're mean fuckers that kill bees. What was your class song when you graduated? Some super shitty country song. Have you ever had to spend the night outside (not camping)? No. What`s the scariest living animal that you`ve petted? A tarantula, I'd say. She was a sweet rose hair that I literally did pet, which you absolutely should not do to tarantulas, but I knew nothing about them at the time. The urticating hairs on their abdomens cause serious itching, and I tell ya, that sure happened. So did you play old school Nintendo or Atari or Sega? If so which one? We had an old Atari for a long time. When/where did you meet your first love? In the hallway, during my sophomore year of high school. Is there anyone you dislike, that you have to see/speak to regularly? Hm, what qualifies as "regularly," really? I don't like my sister's husband, who I see semi-regularly, but I don't really talk to him. Does your family eat any unique foods for Thanksgiving that aren’t the norm? If so, what are they? Nah, not that I can think of. If you eat oatmeal, do you add water or milk to it? What is your favorite flavor? Milk; I don't like it with water. I only eat the apples and cinnamon kind. Was the last video you watched on YouTube a music video? If not, what was it of? It's a let's play. Have you ever been brave enough to cut your hair in a very different way? If you have, did you regret your decision after? Yes, and I still love it. What was the last book you had to read for school? Did you enjoy it, or were you just trying to get through? The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood. I loved it. Has anyone you know personally ever won the lottery? If so, how much did they win? Would/have you ever play(ed) the lottery? No to both questions. I have a very addictive personality, so I don't really mess with dangerous things that might tempt that behavior. What band/celebrity/etc. do you know the most information about? Who would you like to learn more about? Markiplier, ha ha. As for who I'd like to know more about... hm. Have your friends met the last person you kissed? Girt has. Who has made the biggest difference in your life? Jason. You get a text from someone saying that they want to hang out - who would you most like it to be from? Also Jason. -_- What is the name on your birth certificate (feel free to withhold your last name for privacy reasons)? Brittany Marie is all you need to know. Even if shopping isn’t your favorite... every girl has a favorite store. What’s yours? My favorite physical store is Hot Topic, but my favorite store overall is Rebel's Market, which I'm pretty sure is just an online source. Which type of undies do you wear most: Thongs, bikini/briefs, bootyshorts, or granny panties? Don't you dare laugh, I prefer "granny panties" lmfao. They're what I'm comfortable in, okay. How many nail polishes do you have, if you were to take a guess? *I* have none. Idk about Mom, but I know not a lot. Are you on birth control? Do you use condoms? I use birth control to regulate my period and ease cramps. If I was sexually active though, both would be musts for me. When did you start your period? How did you react? Who did you tell first? When I got home from school sometime in middle school. I don't remember exactly how old I was, but I was EXTREMELY upset. Like, I cried, because I didn't feel like a kid anymore. My mom was the first to know. Have you ever had sex while on your period? If so, would you ever do it again? NO NO NO NO THAT SOUNDS SO GROSS LKASDFJ;AJW;LKERJA;WEJLRKQWLKE;JR. Which way do you swing (boys, girls, or both)? I'm bi. Or pan. I really don't know. Tell me ALL about your longest/most serious relationship. Are you still in that relationship? How about I don't, because doing that I'm sure will send me in a PTSD spiral. No, we're no longer together. Who is your ALL TIME best friend (don’t count your boyfriend, either, silly!)? Sara. I don't think I've been as close with any other best friend. Which one of your friends has the best singing voice? SARAAAAAAAAAAA. What shade are you in foundation or concealer? I don't have a clue. I don't wear either. Have you ever showered with someone? Boy or girl? Were you completely naked? "Were you completely naked." No, I shower with underwear on. I've showered with my little sister as well as my best friend as a kid. I've never shared a shower as an adult and don't want to. Do you think you’re good enough for the person you like? No. Are you a cuddler or no? If I'm really into you, YUP. And if it's not hot. Wouldn’t it be kinda annoying to have to share a bed every night? No. I miss it sometimes. Have you ever walked on a beach at night? Yes. It's beautiful. Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? Pretty easily, yeah. Would you marry someone you didn’t love if you were paid 10 thousand dollars? No. I just wouldn't be able to stomach doing that. I'm solely marrying for love. Have you had sex today? I haven't in many years. Do you still care about your last ex? Very very much! Do you own more then one bathing suit? Nope. Is there any alcohol in the fridge? Yeah, but none I like. Who have you recently made up with after fighting? Nobody. Who do you WANT to make up with? Jason. Megan. Do you get scared easily? Hm. It really depends on the situation. Have you seen UP? Never the full movie, actually. I need to. How many coats of mascara do you use? I use it so rarely that I barely know. Two, maybe? What’s your favorite bracelet? The one Sara gave me. I used to always wear it, but it's worn down with time and is too loose for me now, so it's just with my jewelry. What color hair does your mom have? It's naturally gray now, but she dyes it black. Favorite song to listen to when you are mad? "Headache" by Motionless In White does it. What restaurant would you want to work at? NONE. I ain't working with hungry people. I don't want to work with people - period. When people ask “how are you?” do you say “good” even if you aren’t? Depends on who's asking. If it's a stranger or someone I barely know, odds are I'm just going to reply with "fine" or something like that. Were you honestly a good kid? Yes. Is anything wrong with your eyes? I have to wear glasses, so. Have you kissed or hugged anyone today? No. What is your mom’s and dad’s favorite TV show? I don't really know for either. Mom watches loads of shows, and I don't live with Dad, so. I know he really likes The Big Bang Theory, though, which Mom also loves. Have you ever suspected your mom or dad of having an affair? No, but ~supposedly~, Dad did with his now-wife. I don't know what the fuck is true between my parents, though. Do you think buying second hand clothes is gross? It depends on the type of clothing (ex., used underwear is a huge fucking no), as well as the state it's in. Does it gross you out when your parents kiss? They're divorced. That would be incredibly weird, uncomfortable, and impossible with how I know at least Mom feels towards Dad. Do you have a playlist made on YouTube? Yeah, multiple. Do you like dollar stores? I mean, sure? They have good deals occasionally and are a good option to stop for a quick snack or something. Mom doesn't actually *shop* in them, though. What’s the last thing you bought from one? I think a honeybun. Do you think it’s weird how babies are made? Well, yeah. Science can be crazy, though. Have you ever lost a friend over the opposite sex? No. Are you comfortable in a short skirt? I wouldn't be comfortable in ANY skirt. Do you and your family go on a vacation ever year? We essentially never do. Vacations cost money. We don't have money to spare. When you were going out with your last ex and you had the chance to date your celebrity crush, would you have left your bf/gf for them? No, because it's not like I know him personally, while I know her very deeply. Who was your most romantic moment with? Jason. Do you sweat easily? Like you wouldn't BELIEVE. A side effect of one (or even multiple) of my meds is hyperhidrosis, so I can sweat an ocean in two minutes, it seems. It's disgusting, and I am so self-conscious about it. What’s one memory you wish would just vanish? Just a specific moment with Jason that is particularly agonizing to recall. Are you in love with someone? No. Partying or watching a movie? Partying isn't my thing. I'd have more fun watching a movie with friends. What pisses you off the most? Child molesters/rapists, probably. Where do you want to be at a year from now? I just want a job by then, dude. I also hope I've lost a lot of weight. Do you like pickles? Only dill pickles. If you saw someone broken down on the side of the road, would you stop to help? Honestly, no. I don't trust people. What do you do with your plastic grocery bags after you unload your things? We put our plastic bags into one big bag for later use. Have you ever slept in a water bed? Yes. How often do you use Flickr? I don't. I only ever check my friend's for meerkat photos, ha ha. Share three nice memories you have of the person you fell hardest for. No, unless you want me to cry. Have you ever made any of your friends cry? Not deliberately of course, but yes. Do you look decent in your most recent photograph? God no, I look high. Out of all the guys you know, who would you trust to not cheat on you? Girt. I know he never would, especially because HE'S been cheated on. How do you plan on disciplining your children? NOT by physical means, I can tell you that much. If I actually had kids, I'd teach them through (hopefully) primarily deeply talking things out. If need be, there'd be time out, grounding, things like that. I do NOT support methods like spanking your kid, so that's a big no. If you could live in another country, would you? What country? Yes; Canada. If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Quinn, probably. What’s one health problem you wish you didn’t have? It's a tie between depression and anxiety. What is your cure for hiccups? NOTHING works for me. It's the worst. Did you ever do anything in class that annoyed other students? I mean, I don't think so. Have you used a Ouija board and had a freaky experience with it? I've never messed with one, and I don't want to. I don't know if I believe in their supernatural abilities or not, but I ain't fuckin around and finding out. Do you stick with a political party, or vote for who you like best? I pick based on their policies and morals, not necessarily their party. Do you know anyone who is an albino? No. Word search or crossword puzzle? Word searches. When you watch a game show, do you like to see people win or lose? Aw, who wants to see them lose? It's great to see people win and be so excited. Do you have a pair of fake redneck, vampire, etc. teeth? No. What is your favorite Pixar film? Finding Nemo. Do you get really mad when you lose a game? Not at all. I'm not very competitive, and games are about having fun. When was the last time you used a pay phone? I actually don't think I ever have. Who did you have your most amazing kiss with? Jason. Do you go to church every Sunday? I never go to church as I'm not religious. If you had to get famous for one of the following, which would you choose: music, acting, writing, modeling? Writing. What do you think of girls with huge boobs that don’t wear bras in public? Who the fuck cares. If they're comfortable and at least have a shirt on, let 'em. Most women have breasts, big whoop. Do you even like politics? God no. What’s it like at raves? Oh god, I'd never go. Have you ever had a dream in which you were making out, or more, with someone? lol yes
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Where, besides Tumblr, can people find you doing fannish things? (Obviously only mention sites and usernames you actually want to be found at. Don’t expose your secret identities on my account.)
What other names have you gone by on these platforms, including Tumblr, if any?
When did you join the IT fandom? And what got you into fandom, to begin with?
What are your favorite ships, or characters, if any, and why? What do they mean to you?
In what ways do you participate in fandom? (ex. Posting memes, reblogging/commenting on content, writing fanfic, making fanart, creating fanmixes, etc.)
Do you have any in-fandom inspirations? Other members of the community that drive you? (And if you have the time/energy, in what ways do they inspire you?)
Name and link some of your favorite works, please!
Do you have any works of your own that you feel particularly proud of, or wish more people would’ve consumed? Please provide links if possible.
Have you ever participated in a fannish event (ie. IT Week, a fic Big Bang) or applied to be a part of a fanzine? If so, which ones, and can you please link them?
Without any form of bashing or lashing out, what is something you feel this fandom is missing?
GOSH this is a lot of questions, lemme give it my best shot.
1.) I sometimes still post art on my art instagram, but I prefer not to cross the beams of that and my tumblr so much. If someone rlly wants the handle tho, feel free to ask.
2.) If this means like...nicknames, too many to count. One of my first URLs was something like “pensword,” which was a reference to Percy Jackson!
3.) I was KINDA in it in 2017 when the first movie came out, but it didn’t hold my attention too much. In September 2020, I really got into IT, tho! I got into it because I realized it was coming up on a year since I saw the second one in theaters (during a wind advisory night in the city I go to college, on Halloween). For a couple of silly reasons (my ex belittling IT a little and me being weirdly internalized homophobic abt it) I was scared to enjoy it publicly haha
4.) My favorite ship in the fandom, ofc, is Reddie! I am kinda basic so I also really think Ben and Bev are sweet. I also really liked Patty and Stan together in the book... they were so achingly sweet together that the bath chapter made me cry for a HOT MINUTE.
Richie is my all time favorite character for reasons I could probably write like 50 pages on! Some of those reasons are like super-duper personal lol so I pull punches on just dumping them on my blog haha! I just really really related to him for a lot of reasons (the humor coping mechanism and the werewolf thingy, to name a couple) so it was only natural I latched onto that boy and went full send kinnie moment!
Eddie is my second favorite bc I love him and wanted the best for him (I don’t want to start disc horse on tumblr, but my gf and I have schemed abt who should have kicked it at the end and it ain’t him). I also have a soft spot for kid Ben in the book, bc I really thought he was a sweetheart (I mean, cmon, walking around whispering Bev’s name? Adorable! Hiding away in libraries? Relatable!)
5.) I’ve done a bunch of stuff! This blog has a ton of IT content. I have made a bunch of fan art (most of which hasn’t been posted sdjbvkdsjbvk). I have written a couple fanfics (a finished oneshot and one unfinished longer one that will...probably stay that way). I have a reddie playlist on spotify, too.
6.) There’s been a few people who’ve done some IT stuff I’ve really liked! Uhh @stitchyarts wrote some fics and has done some beautiful art to go with it that I really liked!! @skelesocks did some HELLA charming art, tho is now mostly Queen blog. No shade there, I have a Queen blog, too, lol. Ask for the URL if you want it. Both of them focused on the miniseries tho.
There’s a couple artists who have done Reddie stuff I have really liked, too, which is super inspiring. here’s a few of those: @trashcanprince @mxgicdave @meowsteryyy ..... tbh fave IT blog of all time tho has to be my gf, em, @dr-kaspbrakmd , bc she got me full swing obsessing and also it was a big bonding thing for us early into the relationship *pauses for crowd to say AWWWWW*
7.) Assuming this means fanfics, like I said, a lot of Stitchy’s works, especially Tinted Windows and TV Guides (which now i rlly want to re-read lol). I kinda have a hard time with fanfic reading bc im picky and sometimes it’s better to daydream my own stories. The other Reddie fics I’ve liked will make yall get the shepherd’s hook and yoink me off stage for public indecency for sure so I’m gonna leave that to ur imagination <3
8.) I feel positively heinous and pick-me trying to get ppl to read my old reddie fics that I wrote during the crushing weight of crippling lonliness so no. they r also not rlly that good so you’re welcome <3
9.) No actually! I have thought about it. I have also schemed the idea of starting my own reddie zine and being super choosey about who gets in but that’s just me wanting to curate content I like lollll.
10.) uhhh decorum, understanding of complex relationships/emotional situations, and the common sense not to fetishize gay men <3 that sounds rlly snotty but there’s some activity tm in this fandom that yucks me out big time. Also, I wish more ppl would have seen the miniseries/read the book but that’s just me being choosy.
Anyways, I’ve been running my mouth for WAY too long but I hope this answers the questions you had good enough!! Thanks for asking!!
#I am genuinely ill while writing this so it took me SO long lmaooo But all around this was rlly fun to look back on my history in the fandom#My interests have shifted a little into some other interests#But IT holds a special place in my heart and reminds me of meeting my gf#So like obviously the simp factor is off the charts now thank u for that#Good times tho gosh I feel like I just did a real survey lol#long post
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Get to Know the Blogger
Rules: tag nine people you want to get to know better.
Tagging @tari-aldarion @agentlemuse @dreamcatchersdaughter @peonyfeather @doubleminorforroughing @peppermintlatte @felawnie and anyone else who wants to (and as always anyone tagged is not obligated)
Favorite color: Green, mostly. Certain shades of blue too, but mostly greens.
Currently reading: I dive into a reread of the Mercy Thompson series since I got behind again, read the most recent four books, and decided just to go back through the whole series. Currently working through Bone Crossed.
Last Song: Uhhh… one of The Crane Wives’ songs, I forget which cause I have a playlist of my faves. Can’t Go Back maybe? *puts playlist back on*
Last Movie: Uhhhh…. Oh right I started The Princess Bride before I got interrupted.
Last Series: Little Sis and I are watching Fruits Basket (2019). But I’m also watching Leverage: Redemption with The Many Jules Squad.
Sweet, Savory, or Spicy?: sweet.
Craving: A beach trip? Does that count? Not as big a craving but a food one is some Tigers Yogurt - Oreo cookie with chocolate sprinkles. Mmm.
Tea or Coffee: *glances sideways at second coffee of the day* Coffee. The sweet sugary kind though.
Currently working on: Like three different in progress fics/series… Better Run series, The Evolution of Buddie, and Gemstones and Silver Spoons.
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Secretary Suki—-A One Shot excerpt from “Fan & Sword”-
(Very Mild Smut warning :) )
Suki had just come home from dropping Yukari and Yumie off at school and was now ready to enjoy her day off from work.
Sokka was talking pretty seriously on the phone, “Yeah she should stay home if she’s not feeling well. I can manage my own schedule…yes that’s fine. Okay? Bye.” Sokka hung up.
“Hey love, you good?”
Sokka stuffed his notebook into his bag and gave her a thumbs up, “Yeah. My secretary is really sick today so I told them to send her home. Do you have work today?”
“Oh, that’s awful. I hope she gets well and no I’m off today.”
“That’s good, you should rest. I have to leave in like an hour so you wanna have some tea together? I made some before you got back.” Sokka got up and poured some tea for them to have together.
“Thank you,” Suki accepted the cup and drank from it, “Will you be able to manage without your secretary? I know it’s a lot to keep up with.”
“Pfft, yeah I’ll be fine. I’m Sokka!” He flashed her a smile and she rolled her eyes.
“Mmhmm. Well you can be pretty forgetful at times!” She teased taking another sip.
“Hey!”
Suki put her hand on his shoulder and chuckled, “Just kidding councilman. I’m sure you can manage.”
“Hmmm well...I do tend to forget things a lot,” Sokka took a sip and then an idea dawned on him, “Hey Suki, you should come to work with me! And like my secretary for today! It would be fun!”
Suki chuckled, “That sounds like a good idea in theory but will you even be able to concentrate with me around?” She raised her eyebrow and leaned forward to smirk at him.
Sokka frowned, “Hey! I can totally do work even with my amazing, beautiful, awesome, powerful, smart…,” Sokka trailed off and she covered her mouth to muffle her laughter, “Okay. You have a point.”
Suki picked up the tea cups and started to wash them in the sink, “Well the girls are going over at Katara and Aang’s later so I’m free all day. I would love to be your secretary.”
“ALRIGHT! BRING YOUR GIRLFRIEND TO WORK DAY!” Sokka got up and ran into their room and came back with an outfit, “Here! Wear this so you look like a person who works at city hall.”
Suki chuckled and took the clothes, “Well this should be fun.” She went to their room and changed into the white dress shirt and black tie, a black pencil skirt, and an emerald green blazer. Suki put her hair half up and applied a layer of her favorite lipstick. “So, do I look like secretary Suki?” Suki chuckled and grabbed a notebook and clipboard to put into her “secretary bag.”
Sokka blushed, “Wow, you look really beautiful!”
“Hehe, thanks councilman,” She gave him a hug and pecked his cheek, “Let’s go?”
Sokka exhaled the breath he was holding and smiled sheepishly, “Yes! Let’s go-to work-hehe.”
Suki rolled her eyes and took his hand.They made their way down the stairs of their apartment complex to walk to city hall. It was only a thirty minute walk and they had time.
Suki clutched his arm and looked at the beautiful cherry blossom trees around Republic City, “So when I get there, what do I do?”
“Well basically you follow me around and remind me of meetings and make my schedule. At meetings you take notes for me.”
“Sounds easy enough!”
Sokka smiled, “Ooo! Since you’re my secretary today then maybe...I could take you out for lunch?”
Suki raised her eyebrow, “Hmmm but this is a professional environment councilman so I think I’ll have to pass on that one. I don’t wanna get fired for going on non platonic lunch dates with my boss!” Sokka shook his head and rolled his eyes causing her to laugh, “Kidding. Lunch sounds fun.”
Sokka poked her cheek, “You are having way too much fun with this….It’s kind of cute.”
Suki giggled and kissed his cheek, “I’m just excited to spend the day with you.”
Sokka smiled and then they arrived, “Okay we’re here!” He opened the door and led her up the stairs to his office, “This is city hall! Here’s a big library with government books and stuff, here’s all the offices, council room, a meeting room, another one, another one...oh and here’s my office!” He opened the door, “Ladies first!”
Suki chuckled and entered the room, “What a gentleman.” He closed the door and followed her, “So where do I go?”
Sokka ran over to his secretary’s desk and pushed it next to his desk, “Here!”
She crossed her arms and smirked, “Will you even be able to concentrate, Councilman Sokka.”
“Yes Secretary Suki I believe in my will power!” He pulled the chair out for her because chivalry isn’t dead, “Let’s start work!”
Suki chuckled and sat down on the comfy office chair and watched him sit down and get settled. He made himself comfy, lit a candle for light, and pulled out his paperwork and notebook. He pulled out a schedule from Suki’s desk and gave it to her, “Here, that’s my schedule. When’s my next meeting babe?”
Suki read the schedule, “Uhhh, today at 12pm and that’s it. You have lunch at 1:00pm and go home at 6pm. Oh I missed this one you need to have whatever you’re doing done by 11pm.”
“Thanks Secretary Suki,” he chuckled and smiled at her, “Okay I have to work now. I’ll tell you if you need to write anything down. Oh and thanks Suki.” He leaned over to give her a quick kiss and got right to work.
Suki smiled and nodded. She watched him write and read for about thirty minutes, “So, love, what’s this meeting for?”
Sokka continued to write, “It’s for funding for the elementary schools. Toph said we’ll be taking some money from the police budget since they don’t need it and education is important but we still need this many pieces,” Sokka pointed to the balance, “So I’m trying to figure out who would wanna invest. Cabbage Corp is way too big so we need to go smaller and…”
“What about Future Industries? Hiro has a kid in the schools so he would probably wanna invest and they’re pretty successful but not too up there.”
Sokka grabbed her face between his hands, “You are a genius!” He smacked a kiss on her lips, “So smart Suki! That’s a great idea!”
She smiled and wrote down the idea, “So you don’t forget!” She scribbled the idea down and sat up straight in her chair like the ‘professional’ she was. Sokka made a call to Future Industries and they agreed in exchange for a sponsorship from the council which he could make happen. Suki wrote down the details of the call and Sokka got back to work. After awhile, she got bored and decided to watch Sokka again. She rested her chin on her hand and smiled, “Hey Sokka,”
“Hmm?” He hummed still focused.
Suki blushed, “You’re really cute when you’re working.”
“Thanks,” he said still focused
She got up and gave the side of his head a kiss, then his cheek, and then his lips. Sokka gave her that, ‘stop that’ look and she chuckled and sat back down.
“Suki, you’re making it so hard right focused right now!” He chuckled and flipped the page.
She twirled the quill in her hand and put her feet up on her desk, “Sorry you’re just so hardworking and I’m proud of you.”
Sokka blushed and turned back to his paperwork and whatnot, “Thanks.” After hour he glanced over at her and his heart stopped. “Suki you look so hot. Can I kiss you?”
She bursted out into laughter and got up as he did the same, “Hey before we make out, are you at least almost done with your work?”
“Yeah, I’m done,” he gripped her under her skirt and lifted her onto the desk. Suki chuckled and sealed the gap between them. Sokka pulled away and kissed her neck.
“Sokka.” She exhaled, “What if someone walks in.”
“My next meeting isn’t for ten minutes so,” he kissed down to her collarbone,”I think we can do it.”
“Hmmm,” Suki hummed. She pushed his face away and gave him a look, “Hmm well I don’t think you can do anything to me in ten minutes.”
“What? Yes I can!” He pouted.
Suki chuckled and hopped off the desk and went down on her knees, “No babe. Ten minutes won’t do me any good and you know that but,” she played with the zipper of his pants and looked up at his face which was tense, wide eyed, and red faced, “I could maybe finish you in ten minutes?”
Sokka nodded quickly, “Yes. Yes please do that.”
Suki chuckled and undid his pants and belt. She gently poked him and he jerked, “Wow, councilman, you’re rock solid.”
Suki kissed him through his briefs and he swallowed the lump in his throat, “Suki,” he exhaled.
Suki chuckled and pulled his briefs down and took him into her hands to stroked him and looked up at him, “You like?” She giggled and kissed the top and swirled her tongue around him and pulled off with a gentle pop.
Sokka groaned brought his hand to hair and massaged it, “Gah, yes Suki. Good. Like that.” He stuttered.
Suki moaned and licked a long stripe from his bass to the top and went down on him.
“Nngh! Fuck Suki!” He groaned out, whisper yelling because the walls in city hall weren’t that thick.
Suki moaned and continued as he rubbed her hair.
She pulled off of him for a brief moment to catch her breath, “Does,” she cleared her throat, “Sorry, it’s bigger than I remember.”
Sokka caressed her face and his face turned an embarassing shade of red, “Spirits, you’re unreal.”
Suki smirked and put him back into her mouth and hallowed her cheeks. She ran her hands up his thigh, leaving a burning sensation of pleasure where she touched.
Sokka gently pulled her in further and groaned, “Gah, Suki!” And moaned, “I’m close baby-“
KNOCK KNOCK!
Suki pulled off of him, “Shit.” She muttered. Suki pulled his briefs up and he flinched, still sensitive and shocked, and pulled his pants up and did them.
“Yes?!” Sokka called our still breathless.
“Meeting in five Councilmen Sokka.”
“Got it!” Suki chuckled and stood up to pat his shoulder, “You are something else Suki.” He kissed her cheek and blushed, “Can you see it still?”
She shrugged, “Just a little.” She smiled, “Does my mouth look okay?”
Sokka licked his thumb and wiped below her bottom lip, “You had some lipstick smudging but you should be good.”
Suki grabbed her clipboard and looped her arm in his, “Alright, let’s go Councilman.”
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“In conclusion we will partially defund our city police since we have already implemented crime prevention programs and rehabilitation centers to prevent crime and we will reallocate those funds to fund education to make better citizens of the world. We will also strike an investment with Future Industries in exchange for advertisement of their company which we can do. Thank you.” Sokka sat down the the meeting clapped at his idea.
Suki rested her hand on his knee and smiled, “Amazing job babe.”
Sokka smiled at her and turned back to the meeting orator, “Okay everyone. That concludes our meeting today. Thank you!”
All the council people bowed their heads and got up to leave.
“Councilman Sokka!”
Sokka turned, “Oh! Hey Councilwoman Hisoka! How’s your day going!”
Hisoka gave him a side hug and smiled and Suki crossed her arms awkwardly, “Great! Good idea at the meeting Councilman Sokka!”
Sokka chuckled and she let go, “Actually, it was this awesome lady’s idea.”
Hisoka looked at Suki and asked, “Did you get a new secretary?”
Suki shook her head and offered her hand for a handshake, “Nope, I’m Councilman Sokka’s girlfriend nice to meet you.” Suki forced a smile and shook her hand.
“Nice to meet you, my name is Hisoka. Sokka’s like my best buddy here at work! Great guy!” She smiled, “You didn’t tell me you had a girlfriend?”
“He has children too. Two girls.”
Hisoka gasped, “Really? You gotta bring them on bring your kids to work day!”
Sokka felt the tension and put his arm around Suki, “Yeah, this my girlfriend, Suki, and we’ve been together for ten years? I think so? Yeah.”
“Cute.” Hisoka said with that weird smile of hers, “Well I’m going to go back to my office to finish up some paperwork. Catch ya later! And nice to meet you Suki” and then she was gone.
Sokka and Suki made their way back to his office and Sokka noticed her expression, “Babe.”
“Yes?” She said in an annoyed tone.
“I know what you’re thinking. Me and Hisoka are just friends.”
Suki sat down at her desk and rested her chin on her hand, “Hmmm she was awfully excited to see you and give you a hug.”
Sokka sat down and chuckled, “You are so cute Suki,” he poked her cheek and smiled, “Don’t worry. I only got eyes for you.”
Suki pursed her lip and blew a stray hair out of her face, “Okay fine. I trust you.” She turned her annoyed expression to him, “BUT if that girl tries to flirt with you again-“
Sokka laughed and looked at her sweetly, “You’ll kick her ass. I know. Calm down you fire ferret!” Sokka leaned his face close to hers and smiled, “ You won because you’re the one who stole my heart,” and pinched her cheek playfully, “Okay?”
Suki looked at the desk and pouted for a second then returned her eyes to him, “Okayyyyyy.”
Sokka rolled his chair over to her and gave her a kiss, “I love you. Okay?”
Suki tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear and smiled, “Okay.” Then she got an idea, “But how do I know that your secretary isn’t as pretty as me Sokka?”
“What? Since when do you get jealous?” Sokka saw what she was doing and he liked it.
Suki sighed and pushed her chair to roll it to the nearby wall, “How do I know that she’s not flirting with you? I mean every girl and some of the boys on this council seem to have heart eyes for you. So how do I know that you can resist them. I mean they are all pretty people.”
Sokka got up and chuckled, “Babe,” he got down on his knees to be at her level, “Only you.” Sokka rubbed her knees and she sighed
“Hmm...prove it.” Suki smirked and Sokka’s eyes widened.
“Right now?” He whispered loudly.
“If you want.” She teased tussling his hair.
“Well...I’ve always imagined fucking my secretary on a desk at work.” He teased, as a joke of course and Suki knew that.
“Ah Ha! So you do think your secretary is pretty?!”
Sokka laughed and slid his hands under her skirt to lift her off the chair and onto his desk, “Yeah, my secretary is really pretty,” Sokka winked and kissed her cheek, “She’s got a great smile, a beautiful body no matter what, clever fingers, a smart mind, pretty eyes, dark auburn hair, and a golden heart.” Sokka leaned into kiss her and Suki smiled out of the kiss, “And she’s from Kyoshi Island and was the incredible leader of the Kyoshi Warriors.”
Suki chuckled and brought her arms around his neck to pull him in, “Hmm I think I know her.”
“You think so?” Sokka chuckled and sealed her lips with a kiss and Suki leaned down with her back flat on the desk and Sokka hovering over her.
Sokka trailed his hands down her side and tickled it slightly causing Suki to pull away and giggle breathlessly, “S-Sokka,” She squirmed as he attacked her neck, “W-what if,SOK-,” she giggled and nudged his head, “What if we get caught?”
Sokka pulled out of her neck and tapped her nose with his finger, “That’s why I locked the door, silly.”
Suki raised her eyebrow, “Oh, so you were planning this?” She smiled and he leaned down to kiss her again.
“I got the idea while you were reading with your feet up on the desk,” he squeezed her hip and smiled, “So what do ya say, Secretary Suki?”
“Well don’t just stand there!”
Sokka chuckled and started to take her skirt off when the doorknob rattled.
KNOCK KNOCK!
Sokka groaned and Suki chuckled, “Yes?” He replied in a frustrated tone.
Suki got up and sat back down at her desk, “Councilman Sokka! There’s an emergency meeting in regards to the bender and no bender conflict in ten minutes. We will eat lunch during the meeting.”
“Okay!” Sokka frowned and Suki chuckled.
“Aww, no lunch date?” She teased while getting up to write the meeting down on the schedule.
Sokka slumped back into his chair, “And no making love on the office desk to my girlfriend!” He whined.
Suki snorted and glanced up at him, “Maybe when we get home.” She smiled and returned to organizing the notes from the last meeting.
Sokka looked at her wide-eyed, “Really?!”
“Yeah,” Suki said nonchalantly, “Just make sure to bring me on that lunch date sometime soon. I was actually looking forward to that!”
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First Lines Meme
I was tagged by @tropical-gothic & @justanotherblonde ! TYSM! 💚
Rules: - List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less than 20, just list them all!). - See if there are any patterns. - Choose your favorite opening lines.
Then tag 10 authors!
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First off, I’ll tag: @agirlamonggeraniums , @frozenzippers , @abbacchiosbelt , @salvadoerena , @evilpenguinrika , @jacarandabanyan , @cityalienn , @crimsonrainseekingflower , @pierrotguru , @lacertae-dreamscape (As always, you are not obligated to do this!)
Now on to the writing! For mine, I gave the first few sentences for most of them. (I shall not be contained! [But in all honesty, I didn’t know if by ‘First lines’ it was meant to be the first few lines or just the first line, so, uh... *Finger Guns*])
1. Set Fire To These Petals- Izutobi (Naruto) “He shouldn't be here. Despite his warnings, Hashirama had insisted on heading to the Uchiha compound and healing Izuna. So Tobirama followed, because this was his mess and he wasn’t going to allow his brother to die because of him. “
2. Goodnight Kiss- Kagatobi (Naruto)
“The bed dips as Kagami crawls in. Tobirama, still too engrossed in his book, hasn’t looked at him more than a couple of times -briefly- since he got home. When he gently places a kiss to his cheek, that changes.“
3. What we can knot say- Mikokushi (Naruto)
“Mikoto knocks on the door and waits patiently for Kushina to answer. There’s a banging sound inside and what sounds like muffled swearing, and she has to stifle the laugh that bubbles up. The door swings open to reveal her friend, slightly flustered, a smile blooming as they exchange their greetings.“
4. Care- Kagatobi (Naruto) [Injury, blood tw]
“Kagami watches as Tobirama returns, dividing his teammates into pairs before passing them their keys with instructions to their rooms. Dismissing them, they are all too eager to head off to their lodgings for the night. Kagami waits on the steps, one hand still pressed to his side (where he can feel the blood seeping through the bandages), the other massaging his leg.“
5. Awakening- Kagatobi (Naruto)
“When Tobirama regains consciousness, he is met with the presence of his distraught subordinate. His nerves prickle at the flaring chakra- too intense, too chaotic- so unlike the man, but so like his clan.“
6. Cut- Sakumo & Kakashi (Naruto)
“He had acted on impulse, again- a growing stain to his once untarnished record. Sakumo rises, the lopped off ponytail clutched in one hand, the blade in the other. The absence of the hair leaves an unusual lightness at his back; the weight of his teammate’s stares taking its’ place.“
7. Blood Stains- Danzo & Kagami (Naruto) [Eye trauma, blood tw]
“You shoot up in bed, panting heavily. The room, typically covered in darkness too thick to see in during the night, is now dyed in shades of red and black. Your eye- his eye- aches and without thinking your (not yours, either) hand reaches up, feels the twitching muscle under the already drying blood.“
8. The Allure- Kagatobi (Naruto)
“I feel the stirring of my surroundings as the young man approaches. I have always been accustomed to ignoring most humans, content with observing from a distance and rarely interfering. But lately this one has been persistent in his offerings. His dedication has caught my attention.“
9. Waiting In Your Arms- Sakudai (Naruto) [Injury cw]
“Sakumo tries to hide the wound like he tries to hide the shame when he hears them whisper or the way his eyes sting when his son leaves without a word, living as if he does not exist (and perhaps he no longer does). “
10. Shenanigans- McSombra (Overwatch)
“At the exclamation, Sombra peeked out of her quarters, spotting her boyfriend (and newest partner in crime) in the living room. “Okay, this time I swear it was an accident.” Her laughter did not make for a convincing argument.“
11. We Are Mountains Meant To Crumble- Reaper76 (Overwatch) [Blood tw]
“The door slams loudly shut and Jack flinches as he jerks his head up. Gabe’s leaning against the door to his office, slumping forward, his gloved hand rubbing wearily at his face. Dried blood covers his clothes and chestplate; flecks of it are still splattered on his face.“
12. Time is Short and Life is Long- Tracer & Soldier: 76; Reaper76 (Overwatch)
“He blinks- world a hazy grey. The details come to him in pieces. Whereever he is, there are lights, dimmed down, and an incessant beeping. He’s laying in a bed, he realizes. It’s firm, but still softer and more desirable than the living situations he’s been in half the time since the incident.“
13. Returning Home- McReyes (Overwatch) [Injury cw]
“Jesse wakes to a dimly lit room, feeling processing faster than sight. It’s cold and his body, especially his head, throbs and aches. He shivers, hissing at the pain the movement elicits.“
14. Don’t Take My Sunshine Away- Reaper76 (Overwatch) [Suicidal ideation tw]
“He’s lost count of how many times he’s held this very gun in his hand, thoughts- tempting- flickering through his head. He always put it away in the end. Shoved and buried the urge under a long to-do list and the knowledge that somehow, someway, he could still do right in the world, could still work to fix his and others mistakes.“
15. Like Lightning Striking A Nerve- Doomfist & Reaper; Past Reaper76 (Overwatch) [Body Horror cw kinda]
“Each burst is like thunder- the effect like lightning coursing through his skin, dismantling, disrupting. His flesh disintegrates into plumes of smoke despite his effort to hold together under the assault of his senses.“
16. Ice Cream Memory- Genyatta (Overwatch)
“The bowl is set on the floor with a gentle clink. “Eat, my student.” He glares at the green ceramic, the pink lumps inside already melting even in the shade. He has the sudden urge to hurl the bowl against the pillar.“
17. Of Injuries and Dates- McReyes (Overwatch)
“Gabe looks up from his stitching when he hears the boots approaching. He knows who it is by the jingle that carries on the air. “Hey, Jesse. Enjoying your day of rest?”“
18. Rest- McHanzo (Overwatch)
“It’s not a surprise when he finds him on the balcony. They’re both no stranger to nights void of sleep, to the sun creeping over the horizon, burning weary eyes.“
19. And I Fear The Day My Nightmares Become Reality- Reaper76 (Overwatch)
“When he finally manages to open his eyes, all he can see is a darkness that he cannot trust. Gabe’s heart hammers, breath laboured as he manages to win the fight for control over his limbs and flips his body over.“
20. All is Fair in Love and War- Mc76 (Overwatch)
“A slight breeze blows by, biting at their cheeks. Jack suppresses a shiver as he adjusts his scarf. “God, I haven't been in the snow for years. Not that I miss it that much. More trouble than it’s worth. But- Jesse?” His forehead crinkles in confusion- the man no where to be seen. “Jesse?”“
So uhhh some patterns for me is that half the time I open without the p.o.v. being immediately specified. (Hope that’s not too confusing. 💦) I also tend to open with an action or a sensory description. Being in an injured state is common. And it looks like the first sentence tends to be short. As for favs., I think I’ll go w/ the openings for Cut, The Allure, We Are Mountains Meant To Crumble, Time is Short and Life is Long, Don’t Take My Sunshine Away, & And I Fear The Day My Nightmares Become Reality.
#me#my writing#naruto#overwatch#long post#injuries#traumatophobia#blood mention#suicidal ideation mention#food mention#okay i'm not going to tag all the ships/characters for this post but they are mentioned before each snippet#memes#tropical-gothic#justanotherblonde
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All the botanical asks you haven’t got yet
lia that’s so many 😳
lavender; soundcloud or vinyls?
soundcloud, i don’t have the money for vinyls, but if i had the money for them then vinyls
primrose; what book does everyone right now need to read?
i can’t think of any lol
lunar mist; do you like wearing other people’s shirts/jackets?
yeah
bird of paradise; what was the best thing that happened to you this month?
i hung out with my friends yesterday! also November 5th was incredibly funny
gardenia; what’s a promise you’ve recently made to yourself?
i promised to be nicer to myself, and to exercise every day, and to get a job, and to write more
whirling butterflies; would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
have not kissed
marmalade skies; do you plan your outfits?
sort of?
apricot drift; how do you feel right now?
a bit tired! also a bit annoyed at the universe because I keep dropping and breaking things lmao (I dropped a glass lid everywhere and then kept stepping on glass as I was cleaning it, and then spilled water everywhere)
everlasting daisy; what’s the last dream you remember having?
recurring apocalypse dream, I don’t remember the specifics
queen’s cup; what are you craving right now?
chocolate
lavender dream; turn ons/offs?
uhhhh i don’t like most perfume smells, or specific sudden loud noises
water lily; when was the last time you cried? why?
i cried a little bit yesterday when I was watching bly manor, but it wasn’t a full on cry
lily of the valley; did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
no, but I don’t expect one, i’ve moved on
winterberry; do you bite or lick your ice cream?
both
desert rose; do you like yourself?
a little bit more every day. two steps forward one step back
snapdragon; have you ever met or seen in person a celebrity?
nope
night owl; how many countries have you visited?
5, i think? excluding one flight layover
heliotrope; have you ever been in a castle?
yes! in Germany
creams and sky; what’s the craziest/bravest thing you’ve done?
idk if i’ve done anything really
lantana; what’s on your mind right now?
the mini nanowrimo i thought I would start, that I haven’t written anything for (10k words in two weeks)
pumpkin patch; what’s your zodiac sign?
aquarius sun, sagittarius rising, scorpio moon
tulip; name 5 facts about yourself.
1. i love rollercoasters, 2. i love love, 3. i cut my hair the other day, 4. i overheat easily, 5. i am a bad actor
daphne; do you believe in karma?
yep! even if not in a spiritual sense, I think that being kind can bring kindness back to you, and being cruel can bring cruelty back to you
queen of the meadow; ever been in love?
perhaps, but I might be wrong
wisteria; whom do you admire and why?
someone I once knew, they are good at making boundaries
angel’s face; what was your favorite bedtime story as a child?
i don’t remember
remember me; did you make someone laugh today?
hannibal played by mass mikkelsen
lilac; if you could go back in time which time period would you visit?
hmmmm 1920s? 1980s?
caramel kisses; would you want to live forever? why/why not?
i would want to be immortal until I want to die. there’s so many things that I want to experience! but I don’t want to live FOREVER, that’s too long
primula; what makes you sad?
a lot of things. there’s a lot to be sad about, especially this year
rain lily; was today typical? why/why not?
it’s typical of the holidays, i’ve spent the morning watching netflix
queen anne’s lace; who do you trust the most?
damn idk that’s a loaded question. next
forget me not; do you have any regrets looking back in your life?
yes lol many
lunaria; what’s your favorite fictional universe?
honestly? rise of the guardians
violet; favorite tv show?
doctor who is my favourite comfort show, but i have a lot of shows that i love like dghda and bly manor
snowdrop; what does your ideal day look like?
visiting a theme park with someone i love, and then we have a picnic, maybe on the beach. it’s sunny and there’s a nice breeze. then we go for a drive along the coast and listen to music together. we get home and it starts storming so we hang out together and watch movies
tiger lily; do you have any hobbies?
knitting! i started a blanket in the Irish moss stitch :) i like writing too. i also like baking and cooking, and i sometimes pick up guitar and ukulele and duolingo. um also games.
peony; share a small random book passage that means something to you.
there’s a bit in the book thief by markus zusak where Death describes the colours of the sky
tea rose; what’s something you always wanted to do but were too scared?
can’t think of anything rn
honeysuckle; do you usually date people your age or older/younger?
i’ve only “dated” one person and they were my age. i’m not really into dating people older or younger
love in the mist; best books you’ve ever read?
i literally cannot remember and I'm too lazy to try and remember
foxglove; who is your favorite cartoon character?
dr doofenshmirtz
magnolia; coffee or tea?
both! i love coffee!! i also love tea!! i’m a multifaceted person
crown imperial; would you rather be extremely rich or extremely loved?
extremely loved. but if i had a lot of money i could help a lot of people
snowflake; are you a dog or a cat person?
both!
bell flower; what is your biggest addiction?
don’t judge me lmao i am addicted to asmr, it makes my brain go brrrr
cosmos; do you ever think about the galaxy?
all the time
moonflower; what’s your favorite color?
yellow, but also pink, and blue, and so many others
freesia; do you have a good relationship with your parents and siblings? why/why not?
yes, they always try to be good people. also i just generally get along with them
poppy; have you ever dealt with a mental illness?
perhaps. i think so yeah. self diagnosed. i’ve gotten pretty good at dealing with it over the years
clover; how would your friends describe you?
uhhhhhh idk quirky? 🤪 i don’t know.
dandelion; do you consider yourself an extrovert or an introvert?
introvert, i’m good at spending a lot of time alone, and that’s how i recharge. but i still enjoy people’s presence. i think the words extrovert and introvert are uhhh misnomers? it’s like asking if you prefer the darkness or the brightness. there’s different shades of light on a spectrum
lilly; what’s something you love watching/reading but you are too embarrassed to admit you do?
asmr but i’m only tentatively embarrassed
anemone; describe yourself in 3 words.
weird, eclectic, trying
lotus; best memory as a child?
can’t remember much, but i can remember that time i went on the green lantern rollercoaster at movie world like 4 times
angelonia; what is your eye and hair color?
brown, dark brown/black
dahlia; do you like crystals?
yeah, not really in jewellery (it tends to look a little tacky (not always!)) but i like crystals :)
buttercup; if you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?
stop overall suffering. it’s not one thing, it’s a series of things: war, poverty, food deserts, etc. um if i had to choose one i’d make it so that there’s a reliable source of water available to everyone
baby’s breath; what’s your hogwarts house?
hufflepuff
calendula; biggest pet peeve?
people who have a very different sense of personal space to me and don’t respect mine
blanker flower; would you rather go to a cocktail party with your best friends or stay home and read a book/watch a movie with your pet?
hm stay home? but also i want to hang out with my friends. i haven’t been to a cocktail party before with friends
blazing star; share a secret.
scroll through my old blog, i’ve blurted a lot of secrets on there
carnation; would you rather live longer or happier?
happier
bluebell; do you wear glasses?
nope
orchid; do you like exercise?
depends on your definition of “like”. I like the benefits, the after effects. if i’m walking, i like the time alone, and the time out in nature and on the street
pansy; do you like poetry?
yes duh i’m a poet
morning glory; any special talent that you have?
adapting
botanical asks
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