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hmm what if i ended constellations where it is and made the epilogue into it's own thing.... like a separate fic entirely with each section being a chapter...
it's not really an epilogue then, but it'll be much easier to read.... 🤔
#i'm at 30k that's why im thinking about this#one part is 7k#in order to prevent another chapter 5 split i might have to do that#problem is#people are subscribed to constellations and not necessarily to /me/#so they won't get notified#ughghghggh
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when the autism fuels an impulse purchase so strongly you drunkenly rush through the checkout process only to realize after you put the wrong shipping address in and have to push past the social anxiety to send a Dreaded Support Email which ultimately taints the whole experience as you come back to reality
#still worth it#ASSUMING THEY SEND IT TO THE RIGHT ADDRESS#I WANNA BE EXCITED BUT I WANT THIS SORTED OUT#ITS MY OWN FAULT SO I CANT EVEN BE MAD AT ANYONE BUT MYSELF#UGHGHGHGGH#my bs
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oh boy i sure would love if my ribs stayed where theyre supposed to!!!
#*deep space noises*#ughghghggh#i am Not looking forward to potentially needing to ice them when it starts getting cold 😬
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finsihed the dndads s2 background !!!!!! guys i like . them
look at these cuties
#dungeons and daddies#dndads s2#dndads#lincoln li wilson#scary marlowe#taylor swift#taylor swift not that one#taylor swift dndads#normal oak#normally oak swallows garcia#hermie unworthy#hermie the unworthy#dndads fanart#i havent listened to s3 yet im SORRY ive been rly caught up w other interests </3#i plan to listen soon tho. eventually#i love how i drew linc and norm they look sooo cute and silly ...#also proud of hermie bc i havent rly had a solidified design#i always wanna color him like lego joker but ik i shouldnt </333#most of the scars r off memory i hope i got most of them#I FORGOT TO COLOR TAYLORS BRACESS UGHGHGHGGH
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Some art of Tori from @misfitmccoward ‘s Naruto fic Plasticity! Because!! It’s such a good fucking fic…! I had to do fanart for it!! honestly after I first read it I was so fucking hype about it that I was almost like “omg.. I have to do an animatic or something for this. it’s SO GOOD” but. My ability to do animatics has kinda flushed down the drain recently ghghg- But! Still!! I had to at least draw some fanart for it…!
#sorry if I got any details wrong! it’s been a few months since I read the fic!#I mean. I originally drew this right after first reading it. but! I only finished them now so. I might have screwed something up ggh-#but yeah! YEAH! OMG! I FUCKING LOVE THIS FIC!?!?!?!?#ITS SO GOOD!?!?#LIKE. ughghghggh. idk. I read it while still pretty deep in my head about awful life stuff#and just. reading Tori. going thru absolute HELL. was like. cathartic?? like my life. is not even a fraction of the shitshow hers is#but! JUST! STILL! like.. the way she responds to stuff… the delayed reactions. the attempts to just roll w the punches.#the fACT ALL OF HER POSSESSIONS ARE LIKE. MEANINGFUL AND IMPORTANT TO HER.#like that’s! a small detail in the grand scheme of the fic but the fact that sort of thing is commented on at all is like! FUCK.#I GET IT TORI I FUCKING GET IT#AND ITS SO FUN!!! like yeah shit is awful for tori basically ALL THE TIME. but it’s not! a downer to read! its fucking fun as hell to read!#the interactions between all the characters are SO GOOD! and entertaining!! literally EVERYTHING in this fic is a fucking delight!!!#and it’s like! ITS SO GOOD AT GETTING U TO ROOT FOR TORI! like!!!#yea I recognize Tori has slowly crossed all her moral and ethical lines and become. like. pretty fucked up.#but like! seeing that shift. coincide w the slow shift. towards everything in her life becoming NOT completely horrible#it’s just like!!! yes! girl! do what u gotta do! become a monster! get some happiness in ur life!#like it’s like… I love it so much. its such a fucking good fic. it’s sO FUN. I cannot overstate. how fun this fic is.#and Tori’s such an endearing character!! and everyone else is really likeable and well written too!#lIKE. IDK. ITS JUST A GREAT FIC DUDES. ITS GREAT#doodles#plasticity#blood#tori mendoza#also. the song that I was thinking of using for the animatic was gonna be ‘stupid intruders’#cuz I heard it and immediately was just like. OMG. THIS FITS THE VIBES SO WELL. like. it just felt very fitting ghgh#also also! Srry for misspelling ‘obviously’ in the first pic.. spelling is hard ghg-#but!! yeah!! have some art. of Tori! cuz I love her! and I love this fic!!#featuring 2 diff pics of her absolutely covered in blood from the 1st chapter! cuz. that was iconic…#and also I felt I didn’t properly convey the like. drowned rat energy the first time gGHG-#god ok I’m running out of tags now. U SHOULD READ THIS FIC IF U WANT ITS RLLY GOOD. highly recommend! it’s fucking great!
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No thoughts head empty, just Kaeya gently running a hand through your hair as you both lie down on the couch with a warm blanket sharing stories and drinks. Body relaxed, mind at ease.
His thumb rubs at your arm lovingly with a tiny smile as you recount something funny that happened a few days ago. He loves seeing you smile, loves to hear your laugh and excited rambling.
He kisses your forehead and chuckles at the blush that blooms on your cheeks, but you just feel so happy, so warm.
This is nice...
hhhhhhhh crys!! you always put the prettiest, loveliest images in my mind of my faves.
just...spending quality time alone w kaeya like this, enjoying a couple of cocktails at home together while exchanging stories and laughs. mindlessly twirling a strand of his long, blue hair around your fingers as you recount and bemoan the sheer lack of competence you have to deal with at work some days. and he reminds you in his pleasant, melodic voice,
"just remember, my love...stupidity is job security,"
sending you into another fit of chuckles because he's so right?? then you shake your head while telling him how entertained you are by his way with words sometimes. and it makes him smile back at you bc hearing you say the things you like about him warms his once-icy heart. he secretly hopes that you never get tired of him and his cheeky antics, not knowing that his playfulness is one of the things that made you fall in love with him in the first place.
#kel.answers 💌#precious.moot: crys 🦋#kel + kaeya hours#ughghghggh help me i'm STILL pining for kaeya and his fluff and comfort#something i've realized tho#is i normally go along w and enjoy being cared for and fussed over by my f/o's#but w kaeya i inevitably always end up wanting to take care of him?#he's just been through so much and deserves the love that he's lowkey afraid he'll never have#he is not his ancestors#he is not his fate#HE IS NOT HIS TRAUMA#he believed his purpose in life was to serve as a pawn#he was specifically groomed for that ffs#but then you came along and gave him a new purpose#his TRUE purpose#even before he told you his truth you had him convinced that he wasn't just a tool or a means to an end#you showed him he has inherent value and doesn't have to be or do anything extraordinary to be loved#ASLKHKHSKHS MAKE ME STOP#I'M SO SOFT FOR HIM AND FOR WHAT#kaeya#kaeya alberich#kaeya fluff#kaeya x reader
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This is ridiculous but I truly wanna RP so bad and focus on something ELSE LMAO but it is impossible to foster a good RP dynamic while I'm doing so BAD!!!!
#starts scratching at the walls just want to rp haikaveh.....!!!!!#but it's so hard to find good rp on a normal day let alone ughghghggh#text posts
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i managed to lose like. three pounds on this fucking trip
#im sure i'll be back on the up and up by this time next week#i just need to get my eating schedule and workout routine back in line#but ughghghggh#atlas.txt
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UGHGHGHGGH I'M BORED
HATE SLOW NIGHTS
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why is it so wholesOme that harrison and dexter experience a bonding moment of deep emotional connection when harrison finally realizes his dad kills people!!!!! aaaa this is so sweet??? comforting kinda??? im melting??? i was dreading this because I Do Not Agree but nowww its just augh good maybe??? ughghghggh
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need to write 600 more words today to hit the nano daily goal, ughghghggh
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;-- omg you guys i miss being on here and miss you all sad uwu !!
#;ooc#:^)#i forgot all tags smh#but hhhhhnnngggghhhh#i wanna rp so bad#but my motivation to do anything on here is so low#and it sucks#like i wanna come back and write novels with ya'll#but i just have no energy for it cries#i miss my narutos#and my sasuke#and everyone else#guuuuyyyyys#im having some sort of crisis over here#bc im feelign hella nostalgic#and i wanna come back but i can't#ive tried so hard#ughghghggh#maybe one day idk#i just wanna do things with you guys again !!#why must life be this way
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anyway its now 3 a.m. and i will once again be way too tired for dnd in the morning tomorrow
#ughghghggh#y#my stuff#personal#oh yeah bc i had to drown out feeling really shit about the series and also my life
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I feel soooo bad i haven’t done any of my us lit work because it’s all discussion boards and i literally cannot deal with discussion boards i don’t even know why but my brain just does not work whenever discussion boards are assigned and i have a 0 in the class 🤭
#this is why i need to start waking up early and doing all of my work in the morning when i am more motivated!!#ughghghggh
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I’m Mod Silver ! please !! I’m also !! Me and my friends ( they all do not hate me !! its okay though, I have my friends… haha .. ) made this blog and I’m so excited to start .. I don’t know how to do introductions,, so I hope this suffices !
🌼 Mod Silver
#yo tf???#tumblr history#god damn it not this shit again#sonicforrealjustice#im-#alxkxkalsjdkzlamskdlzks#-_-#ughghghggh
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