#u___u unless u ask

[deleau]

elysalark replied to your post: — ;; { who wants to marry my meebo he’s up for...

//i’ll take him as long as he provides me with snacks on demand

— ;; { he would in fact, provide snacks on demand

[janiedean]

Oh no I'd love to get out more and stuff, that is my goal right there cause i always wanted to be a professional author which is... bad if you can't actually get out a novel-length story... or at least novelle length you know? But yeah, mental illness and having to work regular hours isn't really helpful. I'm aiming to get into therapy again tho, so maybe it'll help me a bit. Sorry for whining in your inbox like this. For feeling all out of words I sure write a lot of asks ^^'

Unfortunately a different fandom is out of the question, cause i really love this franchise and have a ton of ideas for both writing and drawing and posted a lot already and ugh I don't want to let myself bullied out? I think I'd rather make an empty main and keep my artblog with asks turned off and just create and post with no interactions but alas the creative well dries up without interactions. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ thank you for the writing advice! Very helpful :)

haha it’s okay I got entirely worse things to discuss on anon in the askbox XD and hey if you write a lot of asks then you’re not totally out of words ;)

nah don’t let anyone send you out of a fandom like seriously never let the assholes win u___u idk maybe you could make a completely new blog and use it for fic and stuff without telling anyone who you are unless they’d recognize you? :////// or just stick to ao3 for a while though if you don’t crosspost it I understand it’s less audience :/ that said when I was doing *mini* nanowrimo I kind of found it helpful because like you give yourself a small wordcount per day goal and you try to stick to it for a month, if you want to get a story out no matter how it comes out as long as it does maybe try it with doable wordcounts ie 200 words per day for a month or something? it’s not as bada as nano bc you don’t have the 50k pressure but it’s really good to go into the swing of writing every day u-u