#u will just be dissapointed by a lack of posts

[hololive-screens]

this blog is very dead idk why ppl keep following. im not gonna post sorry

[moonsfantasyworld]

The following contains spoilers for beast yeast ep8, do not read if you have yet to finish the chapter

this is your last warning!

dont read this if u havent finished it yet!!! OK SO im starting with what i liked and then i'll get to the things that i have a bit of issues with

I genuinly enjoyed the chapter a lot!!! the dynamic between black sapphire and candy apple is very interesting and silly (the siblings fr), and the situation between PV and SM its very interesting, complex and fun to anilyse.

I LOVED seeing sm being desperate and in complete denial of his situation, that he is lonely, i really wanted to see him in such a vulnerable state and i got what i wanted and it was wonderful

The way SM noticed fast how the soul jam was full on connected to its owner was, as well, something very interesting to me. Me personally it came off as a mad scientists toying around with his lab rat, trying to see how much he could push him, its complex and it can be interpreted in different ways

Finally getting the full blown confirmation SM did not stalk PV as a kid was also refreshing. It had been alwasy clear to me it was all just a lie and sm toying with pv's mind completly, but a lot of you, AND I MEAN A LOT OF YOU, lack basic reading comprehension and knowing how to read a room

we are in the kingdom of lies

deceit

we cannot complelty trust shadow milk on his words or what he does, he is NOT a reliable source, ever

i liked that we didnt get to actually see past SM, its an interesting choice since we sort of saw the ones of the previous ones (mystic talked about her past and has statues and we saw burning spice the moment he broke)

Also the whole update feels like SM is having a lot of personal beef with the world, specially the witches. They were brought up like, twice and he always mentions it with so much loathing. I cant wait to see whats to come and to see their past

bUT this points being said

First off, i am kinda disssapointed PV isnt more angry towards SM, it would of been interesting to see the two fight and THEN Pv tries to offer him a helping hand, an opportunity to fix his issues, im at least glad sm didnt instantly get redeemed tho and part of me hopes he doesnt

The ending felt a bit rushed, but this seems to just be a recurring issue in beast yeast apparently :/, like, its not BAD bad, but it leaves you with a small feeling of ''that's it?''' and a small slap to the face, the pacing was good until a bit near the end

Speaking of the ending i was surprised we didnt get any extra scenes like we usually get. I really would have wanted to see the group arriving back at the kingdom, or pv thinking about what he saw in sm's memories, HELL IT WOULD HAVE BEEN AN INTERESTING CHANGE TO SEE SHADOW MILK'S THOUGHT AFTER IT ALL

Im also increidbly dissapointed fandom wise. The amount of posts i've seen of people not tagging things properly or tagging and then reblogging something that isnt tagged is dissapointing and kinda pissing me off a lot

now, im putting this near the end bcs its a PERSONAL NIT PICK

i am not against shadowvanilla, never was, never will. The artists are extremly creative and often create very beautiful pieces of art and i admire them a lot for this, along side the fact I GET WHY THEY LIKE IT, WHY ITS POPULAR, IS A FUN, INTERESTING SHP DYNAMIC THAT EVEN I HAVE ENJOYED IN THE PAST. im stating this cause im worried what i will say will come off as me hating the ship

The update hadnt come across to me as shippy up until the very last few levels with Pv saying they were meant to be together, and how he paused for a moment before saying friends a bit (altough this can also be interpreted as him heasitating to offer this as well)

i honestly like a lot the interpretation of them being teacher and student, i like shadow milk being pv's mentor and that's how the update had felt TO ME, if you know me i have an au were pv is sm's adopted son in an universe were he didnt corrupt completly and gave up his duties as an ancient hero, this being said

I dont like how the fandom instantly is taking the word submisive as something sexual, i dispise how sexualised the word has become and how it cannot be used in other ways often, and i wish some of the wording could be taken as something more than potential ''love obessision''

i kinda wish we could explore dynamics like this without needing it to be shipping, to me it didnt feel like there was necesarrly any romantic feelings of any sort, obbsesive? absolutly, but to me this is all SM trying to push pv to become like him bcs he is LONELY, at that point you dont care if its romantic or platonic, you just want SOMEONE so you arent alone

something something, this is something i wish it was in general, this isnt just about this ship in specific but many others in many different fandoms

seeing so much shipping has honestly made me struggle a bit sometimes to understand the differences between platonic and romantic DX but that's something me and myself alone has to work on on my own, no one is responsible and im just ranting at this point about personal nit picks

perhaps im just being in denial rn about it and being addmitedly kind of a pissy baby, im still processing the update after all.

again i dont have anything against shadowvanilla shippers, at least i dont think i do and i hope it does not come across compleltly as such

maybe some of my thoughts might change with time, maybe they wont and i'll just stay stubborn who knows

that being said this is the one and only time i will bring this up regarding shipping as i do not want to stir the pot till it boils and be dumb about HEADCANONS

TLDR: some nitpicks about headcanons but in general i think the update was really good in general, love the new sprites. 8.5/10 (kinda want to make it a 9 but im on the fence about that jksdbgfk)

[vee-dmsr]

seeing that last ask and I dont want to try turn you into a fic advice blog but idk where else to try ask this because im not exactly up on incest kink circles lol and most other people dont react so well I'm sure you know

If im not generally into incest as a kink but im outlining a fic featuring 2 sisters i just think would have fairly open boundaries, if i have scenes where one sis makes kink gear to be used on the other, they get dommed together by one sisters gf, and one sister when domming maybe gets her sub to fuck her sister whos being dommed by the mentioned gf. How would you normally see something like that flagged in terms of the incest ship or kink tag or warnings? In your experience

I'd just hate to have both incest fans dissapointed at the lack of actual sister fucking but also the risk that its clearly past the line for a lot of normal people and I wouldnt want to spring it on them unwarned, plus getting hate from it either way

okay so im assuming this is something ur gonna post on ao3? since u can basically put whatever u want in the tags i would tag it something like: incestuous undertones, inappropriate sibling relationship, indirect incest (they don't actually fuck).

this should cover ur bases and get the point across 👍🏼

[imnotrealimsleeping]

i'm halfway through greywaren and i saw your post about ms purposely making tdt bad and omg i thought i was going crazy or being a hater for no reason, i feel like i'm reading a super rushed school assignment for her least favourite class or something and it is taking all my willpower not to just google it and put it down after avoiding spoilers up to this point, im so glad i'm not the only one but also rip to this series and also also thank u for making me laugh about it at least lol

ohhhhhh baby.

I was literally going through the five stages of grief when I first started reading the book. Like it is just so clearly written by someone not in the same headspace that was writing trc.... and by headspace I mean someone that actually cared about the characters. I had a number of problems with the series (no spoilers ahead) but biggest gripes for me was:

the laziness. Trc is filled with such insane attention to detail that it (rightfully) makes you feel like you're going crazy. Rereads reward you with details you never missed: In cdth, ronan breaks down the door to save hennessy with a tire iron. the same weapon that killed his father. Noah constantly saying don't throw it away, etc.... Greywaren and mister impossible just.... had none of that. the attention it deserved was lacking at best.

What happened to literally every plotline in cdth. Cdth, in my opinion, is ms' strongest work to date. Every page is like an emotional punch in the gut, but in a way that is believable. By the time Ronan was blowing up server farms because.... his mysterious self-conscious Fight Club sexy man tells him to (???) she basically lost me

WHERE WAS LITERALLY ANY CONVERSATION. THe reason I loved and still love trc is that the fights are so real. They don't pull punches. They call each other selfish and ruthless and cruel. And sometimes, they're right. In TDT, every emotional plotline was underbaked and then just left. and so incredibly emotionally unsatisfactory

Anyways if anyone ever wants to rant about greywaren in my inbox hit me up im obviously still not over the massive dissapointment

[italianpersonwithashippersheart]

I have been going in the d*uck tag for a few days, for news of the new season. And I was just reminded why I do not go in any of the sk@m tags and follow only a minimal amount of blogs about sk@m.

[4lph4kidz]

so i completely get what youre saying with the jakeposting but as a lit nerd i think you may be missing the sense of irony his character holds? as well as hussies involvement with the text of homestuck pretty much always being ironic? idk hs is full of irony and metanarratives and with tavros too its pretty regularly called attention to the absurdity of him being bullied by vriska for the disability she gave him. i just think its a little more aware than "let me bully this little queer here" especially if u view it thru the lens of hussie as someone whos relized their nonbinary as well and jakes relationship with gender. as well as their repeated statements that their characters represent a part of them and their relationship to themself.

oh, yeah. i'm well aware. my post was intended to be a flippant/hyperbolic reiteration of what i find interesting about the character, including the sheer absurdity of how he is framed on a meta level. like on some level part of why i like him is because of those metatextual elements, even if i do also sincerely like the character and am dissapointed with how he is written. i actually do respect & try to engage with the writing of homestuck for what it is, and for the record i think getting overly defensive over fictional characters is kind of silly, but like... i do still feel like there are some issues with how characters like jake and tavros are characterised despite that. i can understand what's going on and still find it lacking.

[sexydreamgirl]

Heyy Bae~ (I'll try to keep it short)

So..Basically I've been PRESISTING that I've a DF+DB n I live in my DR bc of my perfect SC as I'm GOD ∴ I am who I wanna be!

N for the KNOWING whatever is in 4D leaks in the 3D anyways.

To get desired results I only need to focus on what I like n not what I see here in 3d. So basically I've been living in my imagination. Whenever I think of my desires I close my eyes n look for it in my imagination affirm out n then continue with my day.

So.. it just popped in my head. U know when I pass through mirrors I peek at them expecting results n be like 'oh my it worked! Haha'

So is it wrong? M I still u know lacking or smthn bc u know my affrimation is perfect n so is my belive in the law ( it's like gravity duhh! Focus n get it cause sub n me we both r same) when I look in the mirror m not exactly super dissapointed but maybe a lil 'oh' their n then m like know worries I repeat same (focus on 4D line) + imagine n get the hell out of their.

So m I lacking is it wrong for me to expect when I should know that I'll get it anyways like gravity shit. M just like is it their? Uhh buy aren't my my aff n mindset perfect so.. yeah that's where I doubted n came here.

Lemme know bub what u think. (It's not short hehe)

N tysmmmm!!! My mindset has changed drastically good all bc of ur super long SC post!! Ty love♡♡♡

I think you’re on the right track, what’s important is that you aren’t seeking validation from the 3D because signs follow, not precede :)

[gunsatthaphan]

I don’t get the entire “bromance-couple” thing directed at sarawatine when they have clearly expressed their romantic affection for each other countless of times in verbal and non-verbal ways so I really don’t understand what more people want from them? Making out? A sex scene? Like what is it that still2gether lacks that these people need to cement sarawatine’s relationship as romantic? Bc right now it looks like a bunch of straight girls just wanting to watch men makeout on screen to me 🤷‍♀️

-> /abt the still2gether ask u got earlier/ I didnt even notice that sarawatine "dont have romantic spark" or what ever,, but I'm ace so I guess that's that. I think most people are just salty that 2gether isnt like tharntype. I keep seeing ppl post stuff like "I thought there was gon be sauce in the mantype shower scene" etc,, but ? idk why would they think that when it wouldnt fit the series at all, it just wouldn't fit the flow of the story at all imho

-> For the anon who talk about sarawat & tine relationship in still2gether yes i agree i can see their relationship level up and i can feel that bright is more relax in showing affection or when he's cuddling with win and his eyes also different than in 2gether i can see all of that i think some people are dissapointed because they didn't get to see some steamy scenes like doreen said and honestly if you guys want to see some steamy scenes or 2 dudes screwing around just open p0rnhub duh

-> sarawat and tine are cute it's just that bright gives off too much of a bro vibe but i try to ignore it

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ok so I put some asks together bc apparently we’re back on this debate now lol and I don’t wanna clog the tags.

@ anons 1&2 - Maybe “romantic” was the wrong word when I answered that ask because they do embody romance for sure. I was aiming more towards the desire-aspect if you know what I mean. Obviously it doesn’t have to be like TharnType or TorFight, that would be ooc and weird to watch like you said... also desire doesn’t equal sex lol. It also has something to do with emotional intimacy and being comfortable around each other. Which they are but just,,,,, not to an extent where it feels like they’re a realistic couple sometimes you know? if that makes sense. Bc while they’re being cute with each other etc. (which I love btw), they could easily pass as a queerbaiting bromance-situation lol. 

A counter-example was the mantype shower scene. Like anon 2 said, it was perfect the way it was; there was a lot of intimacy present but without being steamy or anything. And it’s things like these that Sarawatine are missing sometimes in my opinion. 

As I said, it always depends on the type of show and the vibe of it. Sometimes the spicy stuff fits the characters and therefore the show in general, like with TT or torfight etc. For 2Gether it would feel odd if they went to that extent. But as I said, a little more closeness and casual intimacy would... be nice and would sell them as a more realistic couple. 

xxx

[xsecretblastsx]

1x08 - Seventeen Candles

It took me longer than intended (again) but here’s the recap for this episode, which is another of my all time faves. 

Once again posting under a break because this got way too long. 

Thoughts I had while watching the episode:

The start of this episode is hilarious. There’s being melodramatic, and then there’s Blair Waldorf, guess that’s what happens when one surrenders their virtue to a self absorbed ass. 

Seriously the way she describes the whole thing to the priest is so funny. Also 20 minutes? wow girl. Thank god he’s a total pig who will act as if it never happened... yeah

Vanessa? Serena. To be honest I wouldn’t put it past him

One wants to be open minded and be kinder and objective with characters I hated the first time around, but God Vanessa is so annoying

Blair coming out of the church, exchanging her little facinator for those glasses, “one week of danger” playing in the background is just one of those scenes that really got stuck in my mind, girl’s killing it

“Would you consider avoiding me over breakfast?” this is so one of my fave scenes of them, it sets the mood so much. 

Nate’s parents are so patronizing 

Remember when mp3 players were a thing?... somethings never change though, like parents having to deal with teens isolating themselves via earphones.

I still don’t like the Vanderbilt Ring, also llike “im not asking you to get engaged son, but please give your girlfriend this engament ring” and the way Anne say’s it, Nate’s mom is such a pro at emotional blackmail.

Blair jumping around in her room, thanking God because her boyfriend bought the diamond necklace, aww. Also this is so relatable, the jumping around obviously, not the diamonds.

I sort of have a soft spot for Chuck standing akwardly behind the door not knowing how to deal with his best friend..,this is such a disaster waiting to happen and I’m loving it

Smooth Chuc, hiding the little gift back before Nate notices it (gotta confess I didn’t notice he did this the first time around, oh the pleasures of a rewatch)

Typical, your best friend that never pays attention for once is catching up on the little facts, like you shouldn’t know he broke up with his girlfriend

Though... If the town car was waiting for Nate to take him to Victrola, and it’s Blair the one that ends up using, shouldn’t have Nate realized that Blair and Chuck saw each other last ninght

The good old days when Chuck cared only about three things “Money, the pleasures money gave him, and Nate”, and even then when he’s saying it, is already kind of a lie.

He may have his own agenda, but yeah regardless Nate did needed to put a stop with his parents 

She’s been in like three episodes and she already has invated herself to like two UES parties already, wow Vanessa.

“you wish, no you wish” and then the butterflies!!!!! This is a scene that admitedly I’ve seen more than once already and I love it every time. Chuck’s a delight here.

The real first of one of those shared moments of Jenny and Nate... the fist tase I would said.

“Blair about Vanessa being like This is such a problem” you don’t know the half of it.

That little wage was so pointless, as if Chuck would have left Blair alone.

Watching them play guitar hero is making me so nostalgic.

“You didn’t tell her?” she may say it wiht a smile and innocent eyes, but no Vanessa, I don’t buy it, and it was bitchy.

You get grosser by the minute, and you get older” :’) also, that’s a really pretty cake.

Happy Birthday B! What a bitch

Nate finally growing some spine and putting a stop to his parents manipulations.

Seriously how pretty is that necklace. Also I’ve never really thought it but Blair probably wore that dress (which I love) and her hair up because her previous call to the jeweler.

Serena’s face in the end is prceless is just like “oh god no, what a mess”

I missed Lily

Honestly 1x07&1x08 are some of my favorite episodes in the whole series. And this rewatch hasn’t changed that. While 1x07 is in some ways the turning point of the show, this is the first episode that Chuck and Blair are one of the main plots, and since the start it doesn’t dissapoints.

One of the things I love about this episode is how teenage-ry it feels. The focus of the episode is typical teenage drama: break ups, hook ups, a bit of jelousy between the girlfriend and the best friend. Made me a tad nostalgic, and much more interested in the storylines involving the young cast. In part because I honestly don’t care about the Humphrey family drama, and by this point is obvious how shitty Nate’s parents are. Also there was no rufly which I’ve enjoyed a lot the past few episodes.

So, this episode is the one where the little animosity between Serena and Vanessa comes to an end, and it just shows that in the end Serena is very understanding and also really friendly, I do like that it never actually evolves into a catfight, seriously is a shame to see girls fight for a guy, worse if the guy is Dan Humphrey. There was also Nate and Jenny, which I enjoyed because this was the first real tease of what could be between them... it’s also the moment where Nate finally decides that the best for him and Blait is to break up, so far my main issue with Nate is that he lacked the nerve to really do what he needed to do, from breaking up with Blair to standing up to his parents, he does both this episode. Finally

Obviously Chuck and Blair were my favorite part or the episode. Lowkey is a very telling episode about how they see each other, and their eventual dynamic.

One side there’s Blair. Beyond how hilarious it is to see her confessing at church after sleeping with Chuck Bass, one line in her tirade is quite interesting: “he’s a pig who will act like it never happened”. If one thinks about what we been showed of Chuck so far this is in many ways a very logical conclussion. To Blair’s surprise he does no such thing: he seeks her out for breakfest and it’s clearly no interested in pretending it never happened, he’s actually embracing it, Blair wants to go back to how things were before; the only life she knows

Sure last night she realized that her relationship with Nate had reached it’s end, and that there was much relief in that because in many ways her failing relationship with Nate was a constant reminder of all her insecurities, and that relief led her to just be and do whatever, and what she did well that wasn’t on the plan at all. “No one of my friends would understand” and I guess in a way she doesn’t understand her impulses either, and Blair doesn’t deal well with change, and so she goes into denial mode, and that means gaining her boyfriend back.

And so the episode goes and we see her on and on trying to grasp to her Nate once more, and Chuck is constantly there telling her basically two things: 1) let’s do it again because what happened yesterday won’t leave my mind, and that’s weird and 2) accept reality, in this case you and Nate are done. She stubornly holds to her ideas until everything crashes around her, and once it does Chuck’s still there, and she finally sees him, listens and gives in. And just like the song last episode in retrospective is almost a preview of how their relationship is going to play out, their behavior this episode is also a preview of what ends up being a predominant dynamic their whole relationship, the details and circunstances are going to vary, but Blair’s going to hold with eveything she has to what she believes her life should be, the script she wants that it’s probably best without Chuck and him trying to prove her wrong and that best option is them.

Whereas Blair’s actions are consisten to what we know of her so far, Chuck’s actions doesn’t. So far he’s been a giant asshole to all the female population, a self absorbed womanizer who once he got wanted is like “thank u, next”. Sure he and Blair are close friends but still, to him sex is just sex and she knows how he is, that’s why he asked her if she was sure. That’s what we know and what we could have expected of him. Instead he seeks her out, and when he rejects him, he still doesn’t hesitate her and he goes out a buy hers the gift she’s expecting from her boyfriend. Who happens to be his best friend

From the episode where Nate gets tricked by Carter we learned how loyal Chuck is to Nate and that their friendship is really important to him. And yet he doesn’t hesite to try to stir him far far away from Blair, sure the advices he gives him is good for Nate but he says more in the vain of keeping Blair single rather than in Nate’s best interest. Chuck schemes,we know but up until now it was hard to picture him scheming against him.

The more interesting bit for me is however the first scene between him and Blair at the balcony; not only because it points to the fact that these characters are equals “you forget who you’re talking to, so do you” but mainly because of the answer he gives when Blair ask him if he likes her, he doesn’t denies it he even admits to having butterfies and sure he claims he is ashamed and suprised by it even bactracks a little but it’s a very quick admission anyway, and it makes me wonder the why of it. Why is he so eager to explore this? It’s not his style and if he wanted only sex he knows he could achieved that easily some where else

It’s obvious they had chemistry between them, and that in itself may be a good reason, but to me it’s probably because on some subconcious level he liked her even before this. It’s not that I picture him pining for her in the background for her waiting sadly for the day she dumped Nate, more like he was lowkey always fascinated by her, on the earlier episodes there is more than one shot of him in the background watching her closesly, with a knowing smirk and amused by whatever she did.

So there’s this girl he finds interesting, extremely atractive, and also a close friend that he gets along really well to the point of being the one he takes to see his first business venture, and know she’s unattached and he also enjoyed quite a lot having sex with her, and for the first time he really stops to think about it and it’s quite obvious there was something there, fluttering, he’s just noticing it now because he can.

That scene where he gaves her the necklace he has being somewhat in smarmy mode before but when he see she’s hurt he tries to make her happy and as honest as he can be, last episode when it was just a dare between friends he tells her she’s ten times hotter than the dances, this episode he says “something this beautiful deserves to be seen on someone worthy of it’s beauty” the diference in sentiment is amazing because now there’s feeling behind it, and it’s such an honest and tender moment, this is the moment when the posibilty of Chuck and Blair finally takes root in both their minds (also that shoulder kiss is one of my favorite details ever through the show)

For the longest time I didn’t believe he felt something for her pre limo, but the more I think about it especially the way things happen later, for him to be that into her since the first moment and how it hit him when things went wrong it had to be because it was something he had felt in some way for a time, he’s not surprised because he felt something for the first time, I think he’s surprised by how much and because he quite can’t believe it’s a possibilty, this something he never dared to really think about.

Random bits:

Silas was the creepy monk in the Da Vinci Code right?

They actually used the demo version of “one week of danger” in this episode, I’ve heard the actual finished one, but I’m ruined and prefer the demo one.

Search TM, because we can’t use google’s name

Falling like Britney at the VMA’s, it’s hard to think that was so long ago.

I love Serena’s dress, chic and comfy. 

[broken-mirror-sanders-sides]

This is going to be a longwinded, confusing, and labrynthine essay so bear with me. A quick warning that this post will have:

Fandom critique

U! Side and S! Side mentions (for all the sides)

Whining

Writing critique

Writer critique

Character critique

I was thinking recently (a dangerous pastime, I'm aware) that I'm actually not bothered by u! Dark sides (specifically Remus and Deceit), I'm bothered by shallow u! Remus and Deceit. When treated as real, serious villains with motives, good and bad intentions, and places on the spectrum of moral grays that are on the darker end, I enjoy reading it! I enjoy a good villain- same for Virgil, Roman, Logan, and Patton. What irks me about any u! Side is them just being evil for no reason, with no motive, no internal direction. Very few actually evil people are just evil because they drink evil sauce and cackle for fun.

This is also an issue in media in general, that being that morality is so often seen as a coin with no edge, a black and white scenario where you're good or evil, us or them, this or that. A view that annoys me to no end, for so many extensive reasons.

It feels like such a betrayal of a character or series to me, to simplify any character to the degree that they so often are. It seems so.... Unrealistic. So often when reading fanfic or posts or hc lists I'm bored by them!!! To a almost laughable degree!!! So often characters are turned into two-dimensional, shallow, annoying, boring mockeries that just don't excite me.

The thing that I love so much about Sanders Sides specifically is it's dedication to the moral gray zone! I love watching, reading, and writing about how Anxiety can be good, how Morality can be bad, how dark doesn't mean evil, how light doesn't mean good. It's exhilarating. But the dedication to realism I attempt is so often lost in turning the characters into caricaturial, tropy, moronic versions of themselves.

In mainstream fanon, all the characters seem flat, with Virgil and Patton woobified to the point of my teeth falling out from sugar poisoning, my endlessly deep sighs of dissapointment when I see that Deceit has been turned into another cookie cutter manipulator, Logan and Roman turned into a boring nerd and prep stereotype or a lineless Disney prince with the same face as every other prince and an emotionless evil robot, where Remus is either an idiot or just flat out a murder and manipulator too. It lacks depth, the part of writing I valid the most, the part that keeps me reading.

This is why I've gravitated to the part of the fandom that explores u! Light sides. It's entertaining to see characters given depth, to have different interpretations of the sides. It's fun, it makes me think! It's exciting and I like reading and participating! And seeing this part of the fandom I find so enticing be seen as wrong and shameful is frankly dissapointing (But that's not what we're talking about rn so I'll stop with that).

I am just... So done with and tired of tropy, two-dimensional, cliché, annoying, boring, overdone characters. Be original. Get out there, do something new, and interesting, and deep. Tag me in it! Let me see something that excites me! Let me enjoy this fandom for what it could be if we allow a marketplace of ideas where we don't have a mainstream fanon that's boring. Let's not have a mainstream at all! Differing interpretations and tastes and portrayals are cool and fun and should be the norm.

Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

Oh! And,

TL; DR: 3d sides would be cool stop making boring villains who are just evil that's so boring

[logicality-vs-prinxiety]

The New Prince

Pairing/s: None

"Logan! Look, there's a boy over there!"

The boy rubbed his head in a mix of confusion and pain. He was awoken at the sound of the voice, lying on the cold floor tiles. He didn't know where he was, he didn't even know who he was. He can't remember anything.

The boy heard footsteps approaching, one hurried and one at a normal walking pace. He looked up at them, they looked worried.

"Oh my gosh, are you okay?" One of them said, he can't quite make out the appearance of this boy because of his blurry, post-slumber eyes.

"U-uh, I am, ye-s."

He couldn't quite use his voice properly, as if he hadn't spoken in months. The boy-- who he can now see is wearing a blue polo --only got more worried hearing his croaky voice.

"I- I don't get it. Patton, who is he? What's he doing here?" Logan (probably) said, inspecting his appearance. His cheeks flushed, this was humiliating, lying on the ground as two people look down on his messy self.

"I- um- I don't know too, Lo. But hey, he looks like a prince!" He looked down on himself and yes, he does look like a prince. Long sleeves of white fabric covered his arms, golden buttons decorate his chest, and a red silk sash draped accross his torso.

'Patton' sat down on the ground with him, patting the space besides him to invite 'Logan' as well. The prince is only now noticing how they look exactly alike, maybe they're twins?

"So, what's your name?"

"I- um- I don't know?"

"What? How can you not know?" Logan questioned, his eyebrows scrunching up in confusion.

It took him a while to answer, taking his time to think. Who is he?

The prince thought and thought, what's his name? He browsed his mind for his name, but he didn't seem to remember. In fact, he really can't remember anything.

There was something though, a name that felt just right for the young prince.

"My- my name's Roman..."

"Okay! Welcome, Roman! To Thomas' Mindscape!"

Thomas? Who's Thomas? And what's a mindscape?

"Um, uh, apologies but... What?"

Roman just hoped that he got his point across to the two, seemingly more knowledgeable boys in front of him. He had lots of questions that needed answer. Who's Thomas? Where is he? Mindscape? Why is he dressed up as a prince? Who are these boys?

"Good question, Roman. Patton and me should explain to you."

Logan and Patton evacuated them to the living room, sitting him down to explain everything. Logan kept his calm, seated in his little armchair, pulling out graphs and papers out of nowhere (how does he do that?) all the while Patton jumped and bounced around the room as he did his part of the explanation with added visuals and sound effects.

Eventually, they reached the end of their discussion about the mindscape. A problem though, they still don't know why Roman's there. Apparently Patton is Morality, and Logan is Logic, the latter theorized that Roman may represent something as well.

"But it's too late though, we should discuss it tomorrow. We need to go to sleep."

"But, um, Logan, where will Roman sleep?"

"Well, if we're right and he's a side then he probably also has his own room."

They agreed to help the prince around before heading off to bed themselves, Roman went with Patton to search on the right side of the Mindscape as Logan went on the left.

It didn't take them long, Patton wanted to show him his own room first and fortunately, Roman's was very close his.

From just a single look it was very obvious that the room belonged to a prince, and Roman happens to be one. Patton almost squealed when he saw his door ("Neighbor Sides!").

Roman reluctantly opened the door, to be met with-

Dissapointment?

He looked at the blank, boring room in front of him and shifting his gaze downards, he sighed.

For a prince, he imagined he'd have a lavish king-sized bed with soft silk pillows, fancy wallpaper with intricate patterns, a big mirror to admire himself in, a giant portrait of him trapped in an elaborately detailed golden frame, a wardrobe of all the finest garments there is, the softest carpet-

He blinked a couple of times as the carpet he was visualizing just seconds ago appeared right below his feet. He was, for a lack of better word, shook.

Slowly lifting his head up, he found that his dream room was there right in front of him. He turned to Patton with his eyes as wide as his mouth can be and saw the other boy with the same expression.

"Oh my gosh, it's so pretty!" Roman exclaimed with pride evident in his voice.

"I know!... But, as much as I want to see more, I'm kinda tired. So I guess I'll go to my own room, now. Bye, Princey!"

Huh, Princey. With a smile he turned to go to bed, but stopped abruptly as he heard rushed footsteps outside. Surely, Patton wouldn't be rushing to his room? It's very close. Not to mention he was tired, and the footstep were growing closer, anyways.

From his room, he heard Logan reunited with Patton once more. With the door acting as a barrier of sound, the boy could only make out snippets of their conversation...

"...ound... another b... like Roman... in the dark si..."

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my longest one!!!!! i think?????

btw i know theres some grammatical errors in the dialogue but theyre supposed to be kids in here. like when the t man developed his creativity

also this wasnt proofread so oop-

also, peep the lil all time low reference-

how was it??????? if you have any feedback let me know!!!!!!!

[slytherinbangchan]

i hope u don’t mind but, are you still continuing the Hybrid Hyunjin and Jisung bullet scenario? 🥺

Hi! I already answered to this~

I’ll sum up what I said before.

I wasn’t planning to make a part4 but some people asked me to so I got excited and wrote a >>teaserand asked my followers to interact with it if they wanted me to write the actual part 4 but it ended up with 44 notes, (49 now) and since I’m not a machine I got dissapointed and lost my motivation to keep writing it. 49 Notes out of all the followers I got is nothing. Meaning is a very, very small part of my public and if I hadn’t other aus to focus on I’d keep writing the hybrids one no problem. But it’d be taking time I barely have to write that I could spend on other aus.

——–

Since I’m an honest and kinda blunt person I’ll take the chance to say this to all my followers and people who come across it.

If there’s really people who want us writers to keep working on certain stuff we need feedback if you don’t want the posibility of the ‘AU’ being discontinued out of lack of motivation.

I’m very grateful for  the people who always like/reblog and tag my work. It’s cause of them that I’m still here and hadn’t lost my motivation entirely.

I write for myself but when I post my writing here is like I’m showing my friends something I work so hard on so I get all excited about it and when I get little feedback(interactions) I feel like stop sharing anymore and just keep writing for myself in private.

Anyway if you read till here thank you and sorry If it came out too ‘strong’ somehow.

I’ve been giving a lot of thought to this lately and I just wanted to be honest about how I feel sometimes. I’ve talked to other writers and I know it’s not only me who feels this way. I’m not blaming anyone for how I feel either. At the end of the day I’m the one who decided to post my work here. I’m just asking if you like my writing to let me know cause it helps a lot with creativity and motivation. Don’t treat writers as if they were ghosts or bots on your dashboard. There’s people with real feelings behind those posts. Make sure to interact in any way when you enjoy our work.

And to the poor anon who sent the ask. I’m sorry I used it to let out all my thoughts about the topic. Ily🖤 and I can only tell you if the hybrids au gets to a considerably amount of notes someday, maybe I’ll find my motivation back to keep writing it.

[suhyunfmd-blog]

   hello everyone ( good morning, afternoon or night depending on your timezone, i have to wake up really early tomorrow because of college so this post will be queued, i hope it posts at the right time lmfao ) . my name is chloe ( 18 years old, college student & she/her. english is not my first language so if you see any typos or weird sentences that’s why ) and this is my baby kang suhyun, 1/5 of fuse, just trying her best despite being hated a lot. i thought i’d have time to make a plots page but no ( i had time but got lazy, i’m sorry. exposed. ) so below i’ll leave a few basic connections and a little tl;dr?? on suhyun since it’s easier for most people especially if you’re using your phone. please give her a lot of love ♡

   [ her profile ; her biography ]

   tw: mentions of death, eating disorder (if you see a [ * ], it means that those topics and mentioned there, please skip if you don’t feel comfortable reading, even tho i don’t give any triggering details. a second [ * ] means that what is written afterwards doesn’t mention anything related to those topics)

basic things: she was born on january 31st, 1999 in seoul, south korea. has a younger brother, her father is the ceo of a hospital and her stepmother is a housewife.

[ * ] her mother died after giving birth to suhyun. her father doesn’t have a super close relationship with suhyun because of that, seeing suhyun reminds him of her mother so yea. [ * ] always gave suhyun everything she wanted as a way of making up for the lack of attention. suhyun didn’t turn into a cold sad bitch because her stepmother always took care of her and gave her tons of love. tried really hard to be the perfect girl, was on the top of her class and always did what her parents wanted but her father likes her brother more lmfao

just like her father found his escape in his job, suhyun found an escape on music and kpop groups. started taking dance classes and would spend her days in dance studios. dad was quite dissapointed in suhyun’s dream but she wasn’t going to take a no as an answer, like always. auditioned for bc in 2011 but got rejected. auditioned for happy ent. mid 2011 and left the company late 2011 since they weren’t thinking of debuting any ggs soon. auditioned for gold star media in 2012, saw impulse and origin debut and thought that maybe they’d be like her old company and wouldn’t debut any gg soon. fuse happened.. but she wasn’t part of it. was about to leave the company until she heard some rumours about adding a new member to fuse, she ended up getting called and was informed that she’d be the new maknae - it was something along the lines of wanting the group to look younger and fresh so they needed someone her age

i’m pretty sure most of u are aware of the amount of hate yerim got once she was added into red velvet so i guess you can imagine what suhyun went through. [ * ] she fell into a really bad place, lost a lot of weight because of the stress she was under ( her relationship with food was really bad, she’s currently recovering from her eating disorder but it’s not easy ), [ * ] her personality changed so much she went from being a super stubborn ready to fight girl to being shy, scared and reserved. suhyun really had to find help in order to change her mindset (slightly) and that’s when the whole fake extra personality on camera started

so basically: she wanted to deleted the whole victim image she had, she didn’t want to be the one who ruined fuse or the shy kid around, she wanted the spotlight and the love the other members had so she started to act all bright and extra on variety shows, people thought she was over the whole negative feedback bUT GUESS WHAT that’s a lie. while she’s better now and all that jazz, suhyun is not as energetic as she shows - she’s quite easy to befriend, she loves attention and feeling loved but deep down she’s been hurt so many times and is still seen as the bitch in the eyes of the ot4 stans. her smiles might not be real at times but she’s caring and is truly there for everyone even tho she can’t be nice to herself lol ( she hates expressing her feelings, just a ps ).

   as for the connections ( really basic ones )

the whole best friends thing. i don’t think i need to add anything to this

crushes. males or females, suhyun is into both

ex s.o from trainee days. must be around her age, ‘98-’00, i’ll open it to any company

current love interest. same requirements as the ex s.o

even tho i don’t see suhyun having enemies i think that would be fun to try

a muse that is like her mom and was with her during hard time. cute.

and idk more, i’ll be more than happy to read everyone’s plot pages and help fill all the wanted connections so feel free to send me something! 

[spicynochu]

I needed to write my s7 thoughts out,,,plz skip lol😬

I had time to stew on this season and process it properly and it had good parts ngl it was a good season in regards to the characters growing and learning from their lions etc and the lions being total badass and the fucking animation was fucking brilliant..

The wolf was fucking awesome in every fucking way

The spaceships were cool,,,

HUNK WAS FUCKING WONDERFUL IM GONNA MAKE A SEPERATE POST ,

Coran was great and hilarious as always he’s so fucking smart like I’m gonna make a coran appreciation post cos that bitch deserves it

but everything else was disappointing??? Idk how to explain it? Idk I’m probably reaching and being over dramatic but whatever they can kick rocks

But okay

Like I liked the family reunion for lance bc my boy deserved it but the lack of one for hunk??? They made it bareable because Keith was there to support him and that was cute. I liked the fact that we saw other characters but they literally gave that bitch sadna a better mourning that they gave Adam??? I literally didn’t look up from my phone when that bitch got killed but I fucking cried when I knew that they were gonna fuck Adam up as soon as I saw him getting on that ship because of that cunt sardines orders (literally fuck her). Everytime the bitch Sandra showed up I wanted to punch my tv I knew that bitch was a snake

I was dissapointed because Keith’s mom left him once again even though she said she wouldn’t and you want me to believe he was okay? yeah they reunited again but what if they didn’t??

The game show episode was necessary but calling lance dumb every second wasn’t? Not having any of the other paladins sticking up for him, after all he’s done?? My heart broke seeing him frown the whole time,, they could’ve disprove the whole dumb shit and had him answering all the characters name right ( which by the way was fucking stupid like most of the guesses the characters faces were fucking covered??? U were setting him up for failure??? Not surprised???) I didn’t even fucking know the characters names TBH i only know rolo because that bitch wasn’t covered AND THAT WAS AFTER THE PALADINS SPELLED IT OUT

the garrison pilots, like James and all them or whatever they were cool but I didn’t care for them,, I deff didn’t give a fuck about James dude he’s hot but at what cost,, kinkade should’ve had more screen time and stuff hello.

Romelle was useful and funny till a point and I think we all know which one. After a while they just stopped showing her?? I felt like it ?? Anyways that’s just lazy writing.

The love tropes were literally weird and forced. Like Acxa I like her she’s fucking cute and cool and I was totally expecting her to be Keith’s aunt or sibling and her having a crush on him or something was like???? I don’t know like kinda lame?? Like “oh another one? (Het relationship) I thought she also had a thing for Lotor but whatever,, I know something was up with her cute ass since Keith saved her that one time ???

Ezor and zesthrid totally they were cute like?? why’d they have to die??

I thought lance last season was coming to terms with allura not reciprocating his feeling and then in this seasons he’s back to his allura ship and I mean if she didn’t always shut him down and brushed his feelings off in the other seasons and didn’t treat him like he was annoying and didn’t kiss Lotor and had a thing with him that apparently suddenly went away???, then sure they’d be cute. I feel like she should be alone and not because I want her to be alone but I feel like her character deserves more than that like hello?? Upgrade from princess to queen and show her Indepence as the leader and ruler she is.

I rather nobody gets paired than just throwing people together just because.

I literally didn’t see that Matt was holding a girls hand till I saw the pics later like I just saw his long hair and that’s all I saw. something that simple could’ve been done for shiro and Adam. Shiro has suffered so much like from the beginning like the least they could’ve done was to have his significant other there for him, but nah u just gave him this extra burden of guilt and sorry towards Adam and probably regret like y’all literally been fucking shiro over since the beginning like if you didn’t like him you should’ve just killed him off when you said you would you cowards.

What else

What else

I also feel like the holts are always reuniting and saying goodbye and reuniting?? Give that screen time to the mice they’re the real fucking heroes

I totally understand everyone’s dissapointement with everything like this aside, the show is a fucking cool show they have fucking mechanical lions that come together to form one fucking giant evil fighting badass robot

[exclusionistgodzilla]

“beliefs that don’t harm u” ,,,,, bro aren’t u gay too like ???? what

I'm gonna put this in the actual post bc a. You're genuinely so stupid you've depleted my "dissapointed" reaction image folder b. PLEASE learn to grasp the difference between institutionalized religion and personal belief and also like,, fucking, the difference between Christianity and native beliefs? And Judaism and Islam? And various other belief systems?? Usually I just let atheists like yourself (I will genuinely acknowledge that not all of you are this annoying) talk themselves out because, Jesus Christ with someone this far up their own ass, you can't pull them out. You genuinely can't. They have to come out on their own, so just letting it happen is the best way to deal with it. But the utter.. LACK of introspection, analysis of the world you live in as more than black and white (religion and nonreligion, how "religion" is not one thing that can be targeted since clearly you lack some ability to grasp the intangible) is just. Astounding. You can message me if you want dude, but fucks sake, get out of my ask box. And I pray- no, for you, wish, that you pull out enough to look at the world as the complex place that it is. And learn some goddamn humility.

[strengthofmayhem]

AU where Franziska von Karma is literally the older sister

OKAY so i understand that you’re probably talking about this in relation to miles but also. i just spent all of yesterday yelling about The Eldest Von Karma Daughter & her kid so im going to run with it as though you’re talking about franziska and her elder sister swapping places

which makes franziska about……ray’s age, more or less. 

momkarma (just as much of an asshole as mvk) called dibs on Projecting Her Legacy the eldest child!! in canon, that was liesel von karma. and momkarma’s legecy is. Horses. anyway, liesel is…….not in the possession of the same force of personality as franziska. she sorta got. steamrolled. momkarma was Dissapointed by her “lack of spine” but. it made her easier too push around.

anyway liesel actually likes horses and this not the post to get into that. 

the POINT is that this franziska grew up being groomed to follow in mama’s footsteps in Horse Breeding. manfred mostly ignored her, because he has dibs on youngest daughter. she……….did not take to it the same way liesel did. like she likes horses but. not that much. probably still rides tho. 

ANYWAY. 

it’s been sort of decided that eventually this franziska gets to a point where she bucks the reins and goes off and becomes a prosecutor out of like. spite. lots of nights spent furtively reading Law Tomes under the sheets with a flashlight i guess. momkarma dies during the is-7 trial. that might have been the point franziska made a run for it, idk. will have to go into it more later. 

its kind of funny because she becomes a prosecutor at an at least somewhat more reasonable age here lmao

the thought is that franziska has like??? SO MUCH DIRT on mvk. and she doesn’t…… like him much. he was sort of……..never…….there anyway. she got stuck dealing with Severe Horse Lady instead. anyway she leverages said dirt to get liesel von karma out of the house which MVK IS FURIOUS ABOUT but liesel would have. crumpled if she was forced into franziska’s position. at least she likes horses.  

anyway desire to avoid a scandal (THE PERFECT FAMILY) + the fact that franziska can ruin him stops him from like. calling the cops to get His Child back. probably debating fucking……assassins. honestly im just digging franziska fucking off on her own she’s hurt and not okay but choosing her own path even if its motivated by Spite

and then, u know, dual dl6.png & childTheft.png. [franziska voice] scheiße

miles probably thinks she’s Awesome and franziska wants to return this fucking kid from wherever the fuck papa got him from