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is sad about lack of attention
becomes a whore and begs for it
gets noticed
[surprised Pikachu face]
#thank u#u know who u are#btw f around and find out#bratty bunny boy you#this is all lighthearted#u fixed my brain#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm bottom#ftm sub#t4t bottom#t4t nsft#t4t bd/sm#ftm pet#kaedthoughts#queer nsft
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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@philosophiums and i have been nursing the beginnings of an atla au so have some preliminary designs while we cook :>
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#atla!au: art#jjk atla!au#atla!au: design#lmhs#this is all im gonna be thinking abt actually JHFHGFGGH#apparently we were brainstorming fr. 10 hours...............#so yes. brain is Worms and the worms are shaped like this#ill flesh these out later but fr now i am very happy#wld like to thank bolin for his shirt and the kyoshi warriors for their usage of emerald green so megumi can have his blue tones#every1 say thank u source materiallllll#i definitely Will have to work on yuujis outfit to make it less of a direct ripoff of bolin GJFSD#as it stands his hood and shirt length r rly all that differentiate the design#oh well! problem fr future me smile#edit i fixed th shirt @ past me ur welcome
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I find I'm still stuck in place after so long.
#great god grove#ggg grujaja#bizzyboy gr#ggg bizzyboys#booooo booo Aotuurle made another image relating to song lyrics BOOOOOOOOOOO BOOOOOOOO#BOO THEM OFF THE STAGE#fun fact i have a whole brain amv for the song the lyrics are from for this guy. oops#anyway yeah.#gr feeling stuck in place because of anxiety and circumstance and not having anywhere else to go#and relying on a coping mechanism for over 20 years at least in my headcanons#feeling bad about himself that this is *all* he is after so long. someone afraid to break out of his comfort and perceived safety from fear#scared that this will be all there is. but more scared to change n stop seeing almost nothing and muffling himself from the outside world#so he stays in the cone blindly devoted to every word#i have so many thoughts about this guy its horrible in here#giving this guy a huge smoothie and wrapping him in hello kitty blankets. im sorry i fucked u up dude. i cant fix this one#what being my favorite does to you. sorry
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could it be ur face i see, on my computer screen?
#barbara gordon#bart (as in bug art)#babs gordon#oracle dc#batgirl#fixed up my babs design :) i looove her#i ended up giving her braids bc apparently all black vigilantes just have protective hair styles#<- which! makes sense in my brain! but the real reason for her is bc of#maxine from living single#for the 90s of it all#+ i wanted to make a black babs that was oracle#this is like a little treat to me#i will stop rambling now o7#dc#dc comics#detective comics#batman#oh! also rip babs gordon u would’ve loved objectum <- for henry
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something something when the facade of western "democracy" continues to crumble, liberals are faced with the choice of either abandoning the systems that facilitate genocide, theft, exploitation, racism, etc. or resort to old habits that do nothing to seriously challenge or dismantle said systems... inevitably many will fall back on focusing on optics/aesthetics and hyper-individualizing their approach to combat their feelings of helplessness etc. and/or to avoid confronting the systems in place that have led to this moment (which they are most comfortable in, because liberalism never truly changes the systems in place)
the problem is not, never has been, and never will be the *tone* or *conduct* of palestinians (in occupied palestine or the diaspora); the obstacles in the way of peace&liberation are not from palestinians or palestinian resistance but the continuation of colonialism, the maintenance of which is inherently violent and oppressive. the people responsible for the genocide going into its 4th month are not palestinians who liberals want to tone police but the u.s. empire and its glorified military base settler colony, whose existence is founded + depends upon the genocide and ethnic cleansing of palestinians.
#in other words. liberals shut UP.#tone policing the ones whose people are being subjected to genocide is just#straight up racist. and fucking shitty. and stupid. and not going to fix anything.#this has already been said but idk it just breaks my brain#liberals w a genuine interest in justice and change may be having their world views shattered right now#but i PROMISE that resorting to tactics typical of liberalism (focusing on optics rather than actual substance and structural change)#is not going to get u anywhere except for needlessly harrassing the ppl suffering the most right now (palestinians).
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"Okay, this is a meme redraw. It shouldn't take that long"
-Me 3 days ago
#hades game#hades 2#melinoe hades#zagreus#I'm telling you i was LOSING IT towards the end#i wanted to make a dumb sketch#instead i rendered FOR HOURS#Melinoë Hades ur lucky i'm gay or i would not spend like 40 minutes rendering the silver u wear#zagreus is wearing something different because my brain worked for a second and i avoided drawing the dog skulls#Multiply layers save me. save me multiply layers. im sorry i abandoned you.#Yes they are both using their parents' aspects of the weapons#but i didn't pay attention while sketching this so every identifiable aspect of the Hades spear is covered#WHY AM I SO STUPID??#i almost drew a background to this. i came to my senses at the last second. good for me.#Edit: ZAG'S EYE HIGHLIGHTS WERE ON HIS FORHEAD WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME :((( (I fixed it now)#my art
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I'm leaking.
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#yesod#yesod lobcorp#elijah carmy n gio are there too but barely visible fue to lighting im not tagging them#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#meltdown 💥💥🔥 god this one had me struggle so hard to do it. its sloppy w shadding and there are errors. tis fine. im noy fixing#three days total? one for sketch and notes other for line art of bodies last for objects and coloring. hurt. yowch . anyways talking abt it#yesods meltdown form looks so slimey. like saliva. expunged from the form after he had gotten so sick to the point of having bile rise#keeping it short bc my brain is fried (short by my standards). wanted to have him crawling out or being dragged into the middle. strangled#and bound by the material wrapping the body. the uhh key which is barely visible. wanted to have the floor melting from l corps to the old#lab in the outskirts. bullet holes that are also barelt visible (sorry for u james being gun down sounds like ass). expunging/censoring of#information that spurred the meltdown. obvious corpses but also the death of carmen and having to use and build upon the hurt and body of#another for the sake of progress and continuing to get results paired w elijahs which further helped to spur upon the obsession with rules#and his decent paired w the human experimentation (more hurt of another for comfort of another) on giovanni. wanted to have him look not#fully there? yesod that is. plus gabriel. despondent seems far more scary that vivid emotions especially for someone like him#uhh wanted elijah's arm and hand to not be there but the sleeve to be therrle bevauseshe desolved and the sort. didnt end up adding the#blood and other liquids upin her sleeve though. not fixing allat#right obligatory examination table reference. mash up of everything that isnt cohesive but more of a mush of all the bad no good#also a feeling of isolation? dont know if i got that right just checked my notes. the only thing i can say that got it was the soul point#in the middle along with the fact the rest are either covered facing away or further down#... yeah im not going to claim it all was intentional for that part it wasnt done very well#angela carmen piece time. it is significantly more simple...
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short king and his shorter kings
#pizza tower#pepstavo#peppinoise#i sketched it out WEEKS ago#but w me almost finishing this godawful comm i felt compelled to do something for Me#i cannot wait to finish; i have a couple of forms sitting there collecting dust but im too overwhelmed w this shitty comm-#-to even attempt to tackle those. i need to scrub my brain and start fresh. but after i finish it lmao#anyway hey. hope everyones okay and vibin#dont take this seriously but also. heehee.#in hindsight i feel like i need to bump gustavos head up a lil bit but weh#not too compelled to fix it.#additional context that i think is fun; gus is just a touchy dude and he finds all kinds of reasons to pick peppino up#and every time peppino is like SO flustered and shocked bc itll be in the view of customers#like some sports team wins and its on their tvs and ppl are hootin n hollerin#and like people will notice and keep cheering and its alot hes like oh my GOD u cannot keep doing that im going to explode and then die#noise will do it to prove he can do it and then his back snaps in two bc he weighs like 80 lbs (36kg)#but for like a brief moment of time he is facefirst in tummy and hes ecstatic#theo it is not funny to be rushed to the er bc u broke ur back#also suggestive (but funny i prommy)#but he absolutely would be that like girl who needed a neckbrace from having her gf accidentally sit on her face too hard#hes like ouuuuhhghh....that was worth it. how long will it take to recover doc bc i wanna do it again :)#meanwhile. i think if that happened peppino would literally go into hiding. ur not finding him.#it would literally haunt him that he nearly killed this rat w his fat ass#as if this is not the way both gus and noise would like to go out. it would be peaceful for them i think#anyway#runs away cutely; see u in two weeks maybe
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#hi im j here 2 talk . saw this cow yday so i drew her and now u get 2 say hi#but omffgg my gd i dont know if any of u relate but i feel like my ability to socialize w others#specifically online and speciifically in interest-circles has gotten so much harder for no reason whatsoever#like im just becoming more self conscious ab how i portray myself and its so weird bc like . LIKEE I DONT KNOW like . ok#people r super njce . always super nice and reach out to me and talk w me or i reach out first and they respond and r soo sweet#and something happens in my brain where like . i feel like im suddenly like . inserting myself where i dont belong (not true) but why am i#the bus driver all of a sudden . in all of these situations . me when i just show up like hey#i think i j feel annoying >__< . and i dont want to bother other people but said people r literally never bothered ykwim like Will Reach Out#and im the one that pulls back but 4 no reason . i cant even think ab why i do that .why am i doing this 🧨#so many ppl i want to genuinely befriend in all of these spaces but im self sabotaging soo frwaking bad#literally rn thinking of some dms i left on read bc i panicked or mutuals ive talked w before who im nervous 2 be familiar w . hrmm#anyways . i kind of wish i had the ability 2 just talk to new people and not actually gaf ab the outcome#HELPP .. early tmblr or wcf or devart where u have thirty million friends 2 now where u r too scared 2 say hi to an almost friend .#me problem though . if not alr clear HEJAHHAAHA i think part of my reluctance also stems from the fact that i know i get this way#and so i dont want 2 rope someone else into that insecurity so i try to keep it at an arms length until i fix it#but i think i also know its a longer & more introspective thing to work on so i do need to just try anyways
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minhyuk :: living his best life in misc dance relays
#mx7net#monstaxedits#minhyuk#monsta x#choreography#dance relays#tuseral#wabisarah#oorieri#userkyutie#wings.gifs#wings.original#i've said this before but idc what his dancer status he caught my eye during fantasia choreo when i was getting to know mx#& i haven't looked away since#the brain likes what the brain likes#(& what the brain likes is minhyuk dancing in all the floaty outfits and/or with pretty swaying hip adornment thingies)#ALSO VERY FOND HERE OF:#exhibit a) kihyun laughing his head off in the background#exhibit b) best dad 'here let me help u fix that jacket' *takes it off*
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FIX FAX FUCK YOU!!!
#my art#moni meowz#ouhhh i wanna start drawign more mychem... my girlz.......#i like this one :3 reboggle if u wish#fix fax fuck you!!!#she lives in my brain#i post from within her leggings btw#gerard#gerard way#mcr#my chemical romance#mychem#secretary gerard#mcr art#mcr fanart#mcr gerard#digital art
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mend ur clothes paint ur clothes rip em up and sew em together customise ur clothes how u want it'll feel infinitely better than buying fast fashion crap and u will cherish those items foreva
#if u can. obviously#not everyone can but for those who can feel my words infect ur brain#this isnt to shame ppl who buy from fast fashion brands for financial reasons#but if ur fast fashion clothes are showing signs of wear and tear fix em!!#u COULD replace them.... or u could patch them up and embroider cute flowers or a cool ass dragon on them#and then boom ur fast fashion item is longer lasting and ur own creation that u can wear proudly#u can sew a rip together#and darn over a threadbare section#if u have gained/lost weight u can try to adjust them bc theres lots of guides out there#u can embroider over a stain or just purposefully add more so it looks deliberate#eg. bleach painting#also if u were just gonna throw it out buy a replacement anyway why not give mending a go!!#or cut it up to make patches for future mends
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transfem trent forever and ever <33
#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#trent crimm#tedependent#ted x trent#ask and ye shall receive 😊 just kidding i was literaly sketching it down even before going hmm trent ver mayhaps..?! hJKAGHJHF#LOOK INTO MY TRANSFEM ENBY TRENT CRIMM VISION *BEAMS INTO YOUR BRAIN*#this one came out a little bit..... gayer than the ted one erm....#pn.art#freaked the anatomy and whatever a bit but honestly i do not give a damn to go back and fix anything rn#thank u tea for the sign idea <33#anyhoo... *explodes*#something something he looks gay and lesbian at the same time#*ted voice* his pronouns are SHE/HER!!!!#<- IM KIDDING IM KIDDING JAHG AHKGVHJF#his pronouns to me are ''was too busy with work to even realize hes nonbinary''
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#as sooooooon as i saw this pic i was like ok that one selfie from the chile insta post#he hid it after other pics too 😭😭#blindsided 🫠#hss so fine its smoothing out the ridges of my brain#this time its worse bc he has necklaces on .#its giving when he tells u to come over vs after#until we fix south koreas low birth rate 🤐🫠🫠
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Honestly it really riles me up that people are mean to ocean animals because they are less understood than land animals (yes even dolphins as publically liked as they are) I think everyone should put a little more effort into understanding the ocean and the animals in it and the processes they help. You dont have to like the ocean you just need to understand it and understand that its 3/4ths of our planet's surface and that it's indispensable for life because the second that people stop caring about whats in it and what it does the door opens up for people to not care about what happens to it and how big companies destroy it and continue their needless pollution due to lack of care from the general public
#thunderclap#'who cares if this animal is killed its evil/i dont care about it' your brain is the size of a pea you should work on fixing that#did you know the ocean isnt just the Big Water where the Weird Animals live?#its also the earths main thermoregulator and actually regulates the entire atmosphere including the oxygen we breathe#if this cycle is upset (it is threatened by ocean mining operations; overfishing; and global warming) the whole earth will go kaput#it wont be a 'well the Big Water has no more Weird Animals in it' it will be the planet kaput#and caring about that long term starts by people caring about the animals in it#this has been my ted talk thank u for coming
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