#u ask him and he's like: dont worry my friend i knew you weren't going to die so it was safe for you to go!

[darabeatha]

ㅤㅤRule number 1. Never trust a man harlot

[unearthly-doting]

yandere farmer

a/n: smth smth i Really like people w southern accents smth smth so here's a farmer. im not 100% satisfied w this one but it's been in my drafts for so long so here it is.

warnings: mdni, not proofread, yandere content, gn reader, male yandere, idk how cars work so, overprotective behavior, obsessive behavior, reader has hair in this sorry if u dont, murder, brief mention of vomit, non-con kissing, mild depictions of gore, choking, i think that's it??

— maybe it's a bit cliché but life in the big city was exhausting, and all you wanted to do was get away from it all. it was a bit sudden, deciding you wanted to uproot your entire life and start somewhere new, but you knew that this is exactly what you needed.

— and it's not as if you weren't going into this blind. a friend of yours had a family vacation home in a small farm town that hadn't been used in years, and they were willing to let you stay there until you could find a place of your own.

— you had everything planned out. you had enough money on you for gas and food for the drive there, and you had already had some of your stuff shipped off to your new temporary home, so you didn't have to worry about leaving anything behind. you even kept a little extra money on you in case you needed to crash at a motel.

— the drive had started off fine. traffic wasn't too bad as you left the city, and there were no major setbacks until you were almost at your destination. when you were 20 miles out from the farmer town you'd be living in, your car just suddenly died on you. it still had gas in the tank, and there didn't seem to be anything wrong with the car itself, it just… died.

— what's worse is the fact that your phone had no service. you suppose that's not too shocking, considering how far out in the country you are, but it's a bit shocking, isn't it? you're not that educated on farming life or this small town, but surely they had modern technology, right?

— it's cliché, honestly. it felt like the start of some cheap slasher. or maybe a southern christmas romance movie. you're not quite sure which would be worse. the slasher, realistically. whatever, you're getting off track.

— the point is, your car is dead, your phone is useless, and it's starting to get dark. you could probably make it to that motel you saw a few miles back, but you didn't really feel comfortable leaving your car out here alone. not to mention you're not even sure if you have enough money on you to cover one night at a motel.

— the universe, in all her mercy, takes pity on you before you can get too upset over your plight, because not even 20 minutes after your car stops, a truck drives by. it's beat up, but it slows to a stop next to your car. the window rolls down, revealing the driver to be a man just a little older than you.

— he asked if you needed help, and offered to tow your car and drive you to town. you didn't have much choice but to agree, and the drive to town was… not as awkward as you thought it would be, actually.

— the man introduced himself as rigby shaw, a farmer that lives on the outskirts of town. you actually drove by his farm maybe 15 miles back, and he had been heading into town to pick up some medication for one of his dogs when he saw you pacing outside your car. in turn, you told him how you were moving into the small town because life in the city had been overwhelming.

— rigby didn't think you'd survive long outside of the city. city folk rarely ever strive in small, out of touch towns, away from modern technology. the small handful that made their way here always went back to the city not even three months into being here, so he didn't expect to see you last long either. you were nicer than most city folk, though.

— but you were determined to make a living out here, so when rigby dropped you off, you got to work immediately. you unpacked your stuff that had been there waiting for you, and in the morning, you got to work trying to fix your car. turns out, your fan belt had somehow come loose just enough that your car could no longer function. why? who knows, maybe the universe was in a silly mood.

— anyways, you settled into the small town life with relative ease, and rigby was very surprised when he returned to town a few weeks later, you were still there. the only thing you were struggling with was finding a job. maybe because he was fascinated by your determination, but rigby ended up offering you a job on his farm. he did need help taking care of the crops and feeding the animals there, but he mostly just wanted to learn more about you.

— you were a fast learner, and his dogs took to you fairly quickly. the cattle and horses were a little less trusting, though that was expected. he's sure they'll take to you soon enough, given how you respect their boundaries and go at their pace unlike his previous farmhands. you had no problem taking on any challenge rigby had set up for you, and maybe that's when he started finding himself thinking about you.

— if he's out in town while you're on the farm, he's worrying that you might get injured without him around. you can take care of yourself, but he can't help but worry. same for when you're in town while he's on the farm. you’re still an outsider there, and he knows that some of the townsfolk may try scaring you off. or maybe they'll try hurting you. or maybe you'll be completely fine and he's just overreacting.

— he starts hovering around you more often when you're on his farm, jumping in to help you whenever he thinks you might be struggling with something. you think he's just worried you might fuck his crops up or something, so you never really pay much mind to his behavior. it only struck you as odd when he insisted on helping you feed the dogs of all things. was he scared you would poison them? you wouldn't, obviously, so you don't know why he'd think that.

— his behavior only seems to escalate when you meet a guy in town one day and start going on casual dates with him. he was… shocked, when you asked to take the day off because of some guy. in the months that you've been living in town, you had never shown any interest in pursuing a romantic relationship with… anyone, truly. you had always seemed so dedicated to working on the farm and making a living for yourself, rigby had never even considered you could want anything other than that.

— at first, he felt disappointed. why would you prioritize dates with some guy when you could be working on the farm with him instead? it took him a bit to realize that disappointment he was feeling was jealousy. he hated when you'd step away from him to accept calls from your new boyfriend. he hated how you stopped eating lunch with him in favor of eating it with your boyfriend.

— your boyfriend wasn't even that great of a guy. rigby did some research on him–it's not stalking, he's just making sure it's safe for you to date this guy!–and he was not pleased with what he found. you could do so much better! you didn't understand why rigby was so interested in your boyfriend, always asking questions about how he treats you, if he's really what you're looking for in a relationship, if you actually loved him…

— you couldn't help but notice how touchy rigby has become as well, his hands always lingering on you far too long when he helps you with your work. you swear that you've heard him smell your hair a few times when he's close as well. he's been acting weird ever since you officially started dating your boyfriend. he's even going as far as to pile more work on top of you, leaving little free time for you to spend with your lover.

— it's gotten unbearable to the point where you decided you ultimately needed to find a new place to work. you liked rigby, he was a great guy with a kind heart, but his behavior was bordering on obsession and you didn't want to enable this behavior by ignoring it. your boyfriend agreed, and with his help, you were able to find a job at the local market in town.

— rigby was not pleased when he heard you on the phone with your lover, talking about how you'd tell him you were quitting after you finished work.

You're not really sure what happened. One moment, you were on the phone with your boyfriend and then the next, you were being hit in the head and everything had gone dark. The sun had only just started setting when you had been knocked out, but it was completely dark outside when you had woken up.

Your head was pounding as you opened your eyes, looking around in an attempt to figure out what the hell had happened to you. You were still on the farm, that much you knew. The first thing that worried you was the fact that your hands were bound to a wooden post, leaving you unable to move without injuring yourself. Your phone was broken on the ground, so it was completely useless.

Did a trespasser knock you out? It's not the first person people have trespassed on the farm, trying to steal the horses or ‘save’ the animals Rigby had. You had assumed that to be the case, because… what else could have happened for you to be tied up like this?

“Rigby?!” You shout his name, wincing at the throbbing in your head as you did so. Was he okay? Was he hurt? What if something happened to him? What if–

Your panicked thoughts get put on pause when a light blinded you, and you shied away from it as best as you could as you tried to figure out its source. It seemed to be a flashlight, and you only realized who was holding it when they got closer.

For a moment, you relaxed at the sight of Rigby, relieved to see he was okay as he approached, though there was something off about him. Maybe it was the fact that he didn't seem injured, yet there was blood on his hands. Or maybe it was the… borderline crazed look in his eyes.

Something wasn't right.

“Rigby…?” You hesitantly called his name, your relief bleeding away into a reluctant unease, “Are you okay? What happened? Why am I tied up?”

His silence did little to help you as he set his flashlight down on the ground and started undoing your binds. Your wrists felt raw as you gently rubbed them once they were free, standing up while Rigby retrieved his flashlight.

“Rigby, what the hell is going on?” You ask, growing frustrated at being left in the dark. You had been knocked out and tied up, so you think you deserve some sort of explanation as to what had happened.

“I have a gift for you.” Rigby says, completely dodging your question as he grabbed your wrist and pulled you after him. His grip was tight, almost bruising as he dragged you along, ignoring you when you asked him to loosen his grip on you. He refused to answer any of your questions, and you were starting to get worried.

You've never been scared of Rigby. Sure, his behavior lately had been concerning, but you had no reason to be scared. But right now, you couldn't help but feel a bit afraid as he led you in the dark. Your concern only grew when you realized he was taking you to the barn the pigs were kept in.

“Will you just tell me what's going on?” Your words fall upon deaf ears as he passes the flashlight to you, motioning for you to take the lead as he opens the barn doors. You hesitate before shining the flashlight in the barn, slowly stepping forward.

Most of the pigs were sleeping in their own separate stalls, a few were watching you and Rigby with indifference as you both stepped deeper into the barn. But two things stood out to you. One, a handful of pigs were nowhere to be seen. Two, there was this weird… squelching sound coming from the back of the barn.

“It's just back there.” Rigby says, his breath hitting the back of your neck and causing you to jump. You hadn't even realized how close he had gotten. You scurry forward just to get some distance. Truthfully, you didn't want to see this ‘gift’ Rigby was talking about, but you knew that you couldn't turn back.

Deep down, you knew something horrible was about to happen. The squelching sound grew louder, and you could hear the sound of chewing along with it. When you looked back at Rigby for some sort of reassurance, he just had this strange smile on his face. It sent a chill down your spine.

And when you hesitantly looked in the last stall at the very back of the barn to see the source of the noise, your ‘gift’, you dropped the flashlight in horror and let out a scream as you stumbled back right into Rigby's arms.

On the ground was your boyfriend's corpse, his face nearly maimed beyond recognition as several pigs chewed at his body. You're lucky you're able to swallow the vomit in your throat as you try to get out of Rigby's hold, looking away from the horrific scene in front of you as you cried.

“Let go of me!” You claw at his arms, but he just holds you tightly against his chest, gently shushing you as he forces you to watch the pigs eat.

“Do you like it?” He asks, completely ignoring your horror, “It wasn't hard getting him to come here. I just told him you had an accident, and suddenly, he was on his way. Isn't that sweet? It's a shame he wasn't stronger… he never would've been able to protect you if someone tried hurting you. But I can, see? I can give you what you deserve.”

You weren't even listening to his deluded words, trying to squirm out of his hold, “You're a fucking monster.” You spit out, a sharp gasp being torn out of your mouth when he shoves you against the wall of the barn, his hand around your throat as he lightly squeezes. A subtle threat, one that had you shutting up.

“I expect some fucking gratitude, you ungrateful brat.” Rigby’s voice is cold, his anger had never been something you'd ever been on the receiving end of, “I did this for you. For us. You should be thanking me.” His hand on your throat tightens, squeezing the air out of your lungs, his gaze hard as he stares at you expectantly.

Desperate for air, you're barely able to wheeze out a small, “Thank you.”

As black spots start to fill your vision, Rigby removes his hand from your neck, and you're able to breathe again. His anger was gone, replaced with delighted satisfaction.

“Of course, darlin’.” He sweetly says, a bloodied hand coming up to gently wipe the tears off your face, “I'd do anything for you. I can provide for you, so just be good for me in return, okay?”

And as he pulls you into a kiss, his lips pressing against yours with a heated desperation, you find yourself missing the city for the first time since you left it.

[malereadermaniac]

Go to bed ~ Leon Kuwata x Male Reader

Leon trying to flirt word count: 650 m!reader (no genitalia mentioned) / FDNI

It was early in the evening, 9pm sharp

You'd been scrolling mindlessly on tiktok for the past hour

You come across a video you felt you just needed to share, so you post it on your Insta story

Hoping you can making your friends giggle at it

Of course, Sayaka replies to it, and the two of you spiral into a conversation

But halfway through your convo with Sayaka, you get a message from none other than Leon

You and Leon were good friends, you liked the red-head, you went to hid games and cheered him on louder than anyone else

He fucking loved it when he heard your voice in the crowd

Leon had recently realised he had the fattest crush on you, so he did what any reasonable person would do and asked a friend for help

However, that friend he asked was Mondo.

Who encouraged Leon to talk to you as much as he could and to try exert dominance

"Cause a guy like (y/n) would totally love a dominant typa guy ya know?" - verbatim Mondo's advice to Leon

You end your conversation with Sayaka and go check what Leon sent you

It was a short reply to your story

"Go to bed, it's late"

You audibly chuckled, you looked at the time on your phone

It was barely 9:30

What the hell was Leon on to be going to bed so early?

"Bro it's 9:30 it's so early wdym???"

"This is actually late for me, I go to bed at 9 pm, its much better for you yk"

"Oh really now?"

"Yeah, clearly why I'm so much healthier and better than you"

Oh no...

Leon clearly misunderstood the kind of dominance Mondo meant.

....

....

"(Y/n)? You still there?"

You left him on seen again and then shut off your phone

"Oi (y/n)!"

"Shit please dont ignore me."

"I'm sorry okay"

"(Y/nnnnn)"

Leon was panicking, spam texting you as you put your phone on silent and went to bed

Guess he achieved his goal of getting you to go to bed

But he pissed you off while doing so

Truthfully you didn't care, Leon was ditzy from time to time and didn't think before he spoke

You were used to it

But you took up the opportunity to make the man frantic

You weren't thick, you knew the baseball player was crushing on you

And you were crushing on him too, hard

So knowing that Leon was now worrying that he messed up his chances with you gave you a sick pleasure - you didn't care if it was just the tiniest bit toxic

The next morning you woke up well rested

Your phone now plastered with message notifications from a certain ginger

You open them and send one quick message

"Oops I fell asleep sorry... Guess you are better than me for that haha ❤️"

Leon stopped in his tracks when he read that message, toothpaste falling out of his mouth as he froze

The sportsman quickly finished brushing his teeth and screenshot the message

Sending it to Mondo, frantically messaging him

"WHAT DOES THE HEART MEAN OMFG WHAT???"

"AHHHHH"

"HFHFJFHSJDNDN"

"Dude chill.... he defo fucks with u" mondo replies half asleep

Leon short-circuits, mindlessly changing as thoughts of a relationship with you fly through his head

He was like a schoolgirl, but he had reason to, in his eyes you were the finest of men

"Good morning~" you say with a smile as you sit down next to the muscular man

"Hey, beautiful~" he mumbles flirtily

"Oh? That's a new one?"

"Yeahhh figured I should up my game if I wanna get with you by the end of the year"

Holy shit you were shocked just how much that one heart emoji riled the ginger up

"Hold your horses, BallBoy... who said I was getting with you?" You tease him

"Oh just you wait, (n/n)..."

Short but eh whatevs!!

This has happened to me before - I doubt he meant it as anything but I just remember the situation while writing this and wtaf...

Anyway hope u enjoyed!

[lukecvntstellan]

do you reckon u could do a leo x reader fluff plsss 🙏

a/n: this is the first time i've written anything ____ x reader in a LOOONNNGGGGG time... forgive me if i'm rusty. don't be tooo mean i'll probably sob idk

improper grammar probably (not proofread) and written in all lowercase because i dont feel like capitalizing

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hurt/comfort with leo valdez x reader i guesssss

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leo had been down on himself recently. him and his significant other had been together almost a year now. as of late he had been locking himself in bunker nine, away from his friends and s/o.

leo had been drowning himself in work, alone in bunker 9, as an excuse for his loneliness. over his music he hears the door swing open, he looks up expecting to see his s/o, but is instead greeted by one of his best friends, piper mclean.

"hey, leo. we noticed you've been spending a lot of time in here... is everything okay?"

the question he knew was coming, but had been dreading.

leo unplugged his radio before saying, "yeah, piper, i've been great. just working on a big project!" trying to feign excitement over his project, which in reality was a pile of scrap metal on his desk that he wasn't quite sure what to do with.

"i'm sorry, but you're the most social out of our friend group? locking yourself in here for days is unusual. y/n has been worried about you. you haven't even spoken to them?"

"okay piper. i'm sorry. okay? i just don't know what to say. you're the only person i've opened up to before. i'm scared y/n would leave me if they knew what was happening. i can't tell them. being with me is already hard enough, i don't need to add on additional burden with the nightmares i've been having..."

despite being "closer" with jason, leo had only ever talked about his feelings with piper before. jason already had enough of his own problems, and never really noticed when leo was going through something.

ever since leo was claimed by his father he had been told by multiple people that he was fated to always be the outsider, never have a place, always the seventh wheel. those words echo through his mind constantly, never ending. because of this, having an s/o was hard. thoughts of "do i deserve this?" "are they going to leave me?" and "am i good enough for them?" were always cycling through his mind.

piper's voice cut through leo's thoughts, "i'm not the one you should be apologizing to. i think you need to talk to them. they're worried about you. do you want to tell me what's been happening first though?"

"do you remember a few months ago i told you about the dreams i had, with hera in them?"

"oh gods.. they're back?"

"yeah... i haven't been sleeping to avoid them. but now i'm so tired and i want to sleep. but i'm scared."

piper moved to give leo a quick hug. "i'm sorry that the dreams are back. i'm gonna get y/n to come talk to you. okay?"

"thanks beauty queen." (**LEOS NORMAL NICKNAME FOR HER IN THE BOOKS**)

as piper was leaving leo walked over to the bed he had made for his late nights in bunker nine, preparing for a conversation he did not want to have.

emotions weren't leo's strong suit. he always tried to be funny and cool to distract from any emotional issues that were happening. no amount of jokes could hide the dark circles under his eyes and his unbrushed hair. he looked rough.

the door opened, and y/n walked in and sat down next to leo. running their hand through his unkempt curls they asked, "are you okay, what's going on? i'm worried about you."

leo laid down, his head in y/n's lap, and their hands gently playing with his hair.

"my dreams have been really bad recently. i haven't been sleeping to avoid them. i'm so tired. i haven't been able to finish any project i've started. i can't do anything right-" leo pointed to the haphazard pile of junk on his desk.

tears started to form, leo tried to blink them away, to no success.

"i guess i've always been insecure? i've been told by hera and nemesis that i'm meant to be this outsider with no role and will always be alone and now i just feel like i don't deserve you. and all my dreams lately have just been those same words on repeat. hera standing there telling me that i'm always going to be the seventh wheel. i'm never going to find my place. i can't take it anymore."

y/n pressed a light kiss to his forehead while contemplating their words.

"leo. you realize that isn't true, right? you DO deserve me. you're not an outsider either, you have a place in our friend group. everyone there loves you. and I love you-"

"love me? you haven't said that before"

"i've been thinking it for a while"

leo couldn't hide the smile that was taking over his face. "really? i love you too, actually, i love you more." he sat up and tackled y/n down on the bed in a hug. "you can't ever leave me now, you're trapped here!" leo said through a laugh.

"you know, i wouldn't dream of it."

"i mean, you probably will. the demigod dreams go kinda crazy."

"you know what i meant, stupid."

"WHAT! you think i'm stupid?" leo protested.

"no. i didn't mean it like that and you know it."

leo shut up after that. being in the arms of his partner after not sleeping for days was making the sleepiness overwhelming. y/n noticed leo drifting off, running their hands through his hair and whispering soft "i love you's" and other sweet nothings.

this was the first night of no nightmares in a week for him :)

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this is ASSS bc i wrote it at mostly 4am and i dont proofread. the concept is there, the execution isn't.

i love leo i think he deserves some comfort in his life PLEASE

[october-nightt]

spoiled (x black reader)

warnings: cussing, mentions of sex at the end, angst but then fluff, hatin' ass ex.

you and jack have been together for almost 6 months now, but it only took him 6 seconds to realize how high maintenance you were.

you loved designer brands and you always kept you hair and nails done so when it was time for you to walk down the red carpet with jack next to you, he knew you wanted to show off.

he was ready to announce yall's relationship and tonight was the big night.

"jack! I need help with my hair, I don't know what to choose" you whined.

jack leaned over your shoulder to look at the options you selected.

" baby you know I love you with your braids, or shit a 30 inch buss down would look good too" she smiled wide.

you frowned.

"fuck you know 'bout a 30 inch buss down?? that wasn't one of the options."

jack laughed and kissed you on your forehead.

"don't get fucked up jack" you said jokingly before booking an appointment to get the wig installed.

"you know I'm fucking with you baby, but it would look great. even tho yo natural hair is my favorite"

he said as he looked in the full body mirror sitting in the corner of the room you and jack shared.

after booking your appointment you slowly walked over to jack and put on your best begging face.

"you know what would go good with my hair?" you asked

"what?

'a new dress and nails, maybe some jewelry and shoes and new makeup!!"

jack turned to look at you.

" you was gon get that anyways mama" he responded.

you hugged him tightly and kissed his cheek.

"thank you baby"

after that yall finished getting ready in silence.

once you both were ready jack took you shopping. he wasn't worried about the price, he just wanted you to be happy.

but he also secretly wanted everyone to know how fucking fine his girl was.

you starting looking for shoes first, then your dress, and make up, and jewelry.

after shopping it was time for your appointment. jack didn't stay because he had to take care of something but you knew it would take a little while for your hair to get done so you didn't mind.

that was until his ex-girlfriend walked in.

she didn't see you at first but you damn sure seen her.

jack had told you stories about his ex. about how she only cared for herself and money.

you loved nice things but you weren't money hungry.

you decided to mind your business but she finally noticed you and had to start some bs.

" oh my god Y/N. you look beautiful" she leaned in for a hug but you moved away

"aww dont be like that, what? mad because jack was with me last night?"

you didn't believe her, you knew she would lie about anything to start some drama

"bitch please, my man left yo nasty ass long ago" you rolled your eyes.

you didn't have time for this hoe and her bullshit.

but then she pulled out her phone and showed you a picture of jack sitting at her house, and sure enough the time stamp proved it was from yesterday night.

you heart dropped

"just thought you should know" that bitch.. his ex said before walking away.

after your hair was done you immediately called jack

"hey baby, I'm right around the corner ill be there soo-"

"what the fuck were you doing with your ex last night?" you cut him off.

you heard his sigh

"y/n listen I was just over there because she needed me to help move her furniture into her new house"

you let out a spiteful laugh

"oh so when she calls, you go running huh? she's not your girlfriend jackman. I don't give a damn if she needed help she should've called someone else! and the fact that you answered when she calle-..."

you took a deep breath

"I don't wanna talk to you right now, ill find a ride. don't bother picking me up."

and with that you hung up. you felt like jack had you looking dumb. your own boyfriend was with his ex and now she's bragging in your face.

you called your best friend to pick you up and take you back to her house, you didn't wanna see jack.

you get ready at her house. even though you were mad at jack, you refused to let him show up to the red carpet alone.

you took an uber which arrived at the same time as jacks.

"Y/N?" he called out to you.

"can we talk?"

you simply nodded and you both walked somewhere more private.

"look I'm so sorry y/n. you're right, she's not my girlfriend and I shouldn't have picked up her call..shit I should've blocked her the day we got together but baby I cant be without you. she's blocked now and I know that doesn't mean much but I'm begging you to forgive me baby."

you looked up at jack.

"I forgive you jackman."

jack pulled you into a kiss and smiled as his arms wrap tightly around your waist

"now lets go mama, cus you look good as hell and once this is over I'm ripping that expensive ass dress off."

authors note: this is my firs time writing so please be nice! also feel free to leave suggestions on how I can write better or request for what I should write next. I'm not on here all day but I will eventually get back to yall. I will post everyone that I write for soon thank you so much for reading!! <3

[pacifymebby]

hi, can i request peaky blinders reaction to reader coming out? i'm doing mine today and i'm kinda scared of my friends' reactions :( feel free to ingore my ask if you don't feel comfortable writing it!

Aw hey! First of all I'm sorry i think u sent this last week? Im only just seeing it!!!

I hope your coming out went well and that your friends showed u all their love and support. (u have all my love and support)

I'm bi, but i never had an official coming out I just sorta awkwardly would say gay shit in conversations until people just accepted that i was queer haha.

Tommy

🌿 You've been close with Tommy for a little while, working at Shelby Company Limited. He took a shine to you in a way neither of you really understand... Anyway the point is you feel like you can trust him, and because of that you feel guilty for keeping this a secret

🌿 You're so nervous to tell him and actually he's been thinking you've been being odd all day. You keep looking at him funny, like youre about to say something, like youre really thinking about saying something... But you haven't said anything yet and its beginning to worry him

🌿 So when he feels your eyes on him again he doesnt even look up, he just carries on writing, "alright y/n i can tell youve somet to say so why dont you just say it eh... What is it? You have a problem with how I spoke to Lizzy earlier? You don't like Michael? You think am dealing with these Italians incorrectly? Come on what is it?"

🌿 You're completely stunned and your heart starts racing in a panic as you stumble your way through "what? No i mean... You were pretty harsh on her weren't you but... Wait Michael? What? And I... I don't know how i think you should be... Why would I have an opinion on..." your cheeks are burning as you realise youre losing control of your voice, getting flustered and making a fool of yourself, but worse than that, Tommys looking at you with a smirk on his lips, leaning back in his chair, hands folded over one another on the desk.

🌿 Tommy probably already knows what youre going to tell him, because he has eyes everywhere, and because he himself is observant. Hes seen the way you look at women/men... He knows what you are but he doesn't care. He just wants you to tell him so that he can tell you he doesn't care, that it doesnt effect the way he thinks of you. That you'll always be welcome at the Shelbys.

🌿 Just because he knows doesnt mean he's going to take your moment from you, he doesnt know why but he feels its probably something you need to say out loud, to him, no interruptions. Your sexuality might not be a thing that concerns him or even really interests him but he understands it as an important thing for you, something you need to feel confident taking ownership of... So he just waits quietly.

🌿 When you finally say it he sits quietly still, he nods his head, he lets you believe that this is news to him, he doesnt tell you he already knew.

🌿 "Well," he says calmly, "I'm glad you've got that off your chest y/n, and am touched that you trust me with this information..." he's a little awkwardly formal about it, because he doesnt want to make a big scene or embarass you, but he doesnt want to make you think he isnt bothered...

🌿 "You know who you love, thats your business and nobody elses, and I know the world doesnt understand that yet, but I do, and my family do, and youll always be welcome where the Shelby family are concerned... Youre part of this family y/n, this doesn't change that... "

🌿 Youd feel so relieved and also so loved and accepted. Youre glad Tommy didn't get too dramatic about it, youd been worried he'd get angry at you for having kept it a secret so long... But his calm presence was reassuring and you feel secure.

Alfie

🐻 Alfies noticed you've not been yourself for a few weeks now, hes getting worried about you because you seem much more nervous and mousy than you used to be... He's worried something bad has happened to you that youre trying to hide from him.

🐻 So he calls you into his office one day, gets you where you can't escape him (because every time hes tried to talk to you recently youve managed to avoid a real conversation and ducked away from him)

🐻 You feel like youre in trouble whenever he calls you into his office but you feel worse just now because you probably are in trouble. You can't stop thinking about this big secret youve been hiding. It isn't fair, it shouldn't have to be a secret. Other people don't have to hide when they fall in love...

🐻 Alfie is wearing his usual frown, he looks mean, grumpy, intimidating. "Alright y/n treacle I think you an me need to have a little talk yeah... Just a little one don't worry don't worry i won't keep you long... Know youve probably got somewhere to rush off to, thats all you seem to do these days... Rush off places... Run away from me... Feel like we haven't had a proper conversation in weeks and well you know me... Miserable old sod, spend all me time on me own... Been starting to miss you haven't I treacle so..."

🐻 Youve always been so impressed by the way Alfie can talk and talk and talk his enemies into a nervous sweat but you arent really feeling appreciative of it just now. Actually youre beginning to sweat yourself. Now youee sure you're in trouble.

🐻 But youre not. And Alfie doesnt know... Even though you think he must know, he doesnt have a clue. His concern is completely genuine. He thinks his friend is hiding something, some kind of trouble, and he wants to help you if he can...

🐻 "So come on then treacle, why don't you tell your old pal Alf just what's goin on.. Why ain't you stopping by anymore? Why am I missin you?"

🐻 You think about lying to him but only breifly because you know he will be able to tell.

🐻 And when you do tell him your voice is shaking and you're convinced he's going to turn on you, be digusted, all the negative thoughts youve had about yourself bubble to the surface and you can barely keep it together...but

🐻 He just does a big sigh of relief and youre just looking back at him confused.

🐻 "Well i must say treacle I'm a little relieved..." "W.. What... Alfie I just... That was so hard to tell you and youre... Youre relieved? Why are you relieved? This is..."

🐻 "What? This is what exactly treacle? I hope you aren't going to say bad cause well, you and me both know that that, well that just ain't true is it..."

🐻 He'd give you a whole speech about how you shouldn't think badly of yourself, that your sexuality is completely valid, love is love ect, "its a miserable old world we're doomed to live in, why deny yourself the one joy god gave us eh..."

🐻 "You know I've been worrying about you treacle, i thought something really bad had happened to you... Thought you were caught up in some bad shit... Italians or peaky boys shit you know? But this... Well... Treacle I'm happy for you..." "You're happy for me?" you look back at him a little dumbfounded, still a little shocked hes taking it so well.

🐻 "Thats right, I'm, thats me Alfie yeah, Im happy for you, thats you y/n l/n... I'm happy that you've found some understanding, and I hope that you can find some happiness and peace and... And i hope you stop lookin so worried all the time... Come on, cmere, give your old pal a hug,"

🐻 You're getting bear hugged to hell and back.

Arthur

🍂 I'm not going to lie, Arthur would be confused at first... As in not, what do you mean why are you gay? But more, i don't understand, why are you telling me that?

🍂 Really really tries to say the right thing, says the wrong thing.

🍂 He'd get so flustered because he knows this is a big and important thing you've told him and he needs to say exactly the right thing to show he loves and supports you...

🍂 But he's terrible with words and even though he's trying really hard it's all coming out wrong and he's getting embarassed and confusing himself, tripping over his words and stuff.

🍂 But its lowkey endearing seeing him trying so hard for you, thats always been how you've known arthur cares about something or someone because he gets embarrassed whenever he has to show it.

🍂 He'd tell you that if anyone else doesnt accept you or says anything "homowhatsit" about you, you tell him their name and he'll sort them out. No ones gonna bother you about this.

🍂 He'd end up just giving up, giving you a hug with one of those awkward male clap on the backs, then he'd ask you why you chose to tell him this and not "someone smart like Ada" and when you tell him its because he's your best friend and you needed him to know first he's very touched, gets embarassed all over again. Secretly very proud.

🍂 Probably waits until you've come out to Ada and then goes to her to ask her what he should have said. She laughs at him, tries to tell him he probably said the right things in his own way, but he insists he has to say it properly. So she practices with him and lets him rehearse it with her..

🍂 Then when he tries to take you asside and tell you it all over again he does exactly the same thing as before and messes up all head in hands "sorry love I'm so fuckin stupid with words an you know all this... Feelins like.."

John

🌼 If you're a lass he's definitely making the "what you mean you don't fancy me then? Thought that was the whole basis of our friendship..." joke which makes you roll your eyes and knock him with your elbow.

🌼 If youre a lad, "and youre telling me this because naturally you're in love with me eh...knew it nobody can resist the..." youd cut him off with a shove and a shut up and then he'd laugh and say sorry

🌼 "only messin mate..." as he puts an arm around your shoulder.

🌼 He'd be very supportive of your coming out but he wouldn't want to treat it like it was too "serious" or really acknowledge the dangers it posed to you.

🌼 He wouldn't want to talk to you about those dangers or think about them because deep down he'd be incredibly worried for you and his mind would be working over time to think how he can protect you.

🌼 He'd probably start spending more time with you and you'd end up jokingly reiterating the fact that you don't fancy him he should leave you alone

🌼 But he'd be like "used to spend this much time with you, nothins changed don't be daft"

🌼 Wants to meet any man/woman you start seeing so he can vet them and make sure theyre good enough for you

Bonnie

🍀 Being your best friend he's very in tune with you and he's quite sensitive to a change in your mood or behaviour.

🍀 He's kind of always suspected you might not be straight because its always the girls that seem to get you shy and not the lads. When you're with him and the other lads you're confident and you speak your mind but when one of the pretty girls joins you get quiet, he's caught you starring so many times...

🍀 And so when you tell him he's really really really happy because he's been waiting for so long for you to realise who you are and stop being scared or ashamed of it. He was worried for a long time that you'd keep it secret your whole life and make yourself miserable.

🍀 Literally, youre shaking with nerves and hes just sat there grinning like a stupid little boy on christmas. He can't wipe the smile off his face and why should he? He's so happy for you and so proud of you.

🍀 "Brilliant, thats brilliant, youre a wee star! Brilliant..." you get shy and remind him you havent actually found a girlfriend yet but he completely ignores that point. "Yeah but you will soon won't you youre a heartbreaker in the makin i reckon..."

🍀 He'll get even more protective now when lads hit on you because he knows for certain their advances arent welcome. And once other people start to find out, if anyone says anything, to your face or behind your back Bonnie has the temper to knock them down and make sure they never say anything again.

🍀 He wants to meet anyone youre interested in, hes always trying to wingman you... Just wants you to be happy!

🍀 If he thinks you're crushing on someone he'll tease you about it so badly!

Isaiah

🐀Similar to John, if you're a girl, he's going to make that joke. If you're not and you say he's not your type hes actually going to be a bit offended. Its really going to wound his stupid ego and he'll have to try not to sulk about it.

🐀He obviously isnt making said jokes to belittle or not take you seriously, its friendly teasing, he wants to put you at ease and make you laugh.

🐀 He knows what its like to be a minority though, to have something people treat him like "less" for. So he's empathetic and will stand by you no matter what. He'll make sure you know that it doesn't make you a bad person, that its not you thats the problem.

🐀He knows youre worried about what other people will think so he tells you, "doesn't matter what other people think are gonna think, first thing people see when they see a peaky blinder, is a peaky fuckin blinder..."

🐀Will try to talk to you about women as if he was talking to a lad... Which is embarassing as hell for you and makes you visibly squirm... Which he finds very funny.

🐀He's actually really proud that you chose to tell him first and he gives you advice on how to tell everyone else... Honestly none of its that good, most of it sounds silly or embarrassing...

Michael

☘️ Honestly out of all the blinders i get toxic masculinity/homophobic vibes from Michael the most because he's the only one who hasn't experienced growing up as some kind of prejudiced against person BUT

☘️ I think he'd change for and because of you... See any snide comments he'd ever made, any judgemental things he'd said, he wouldnt ever have thought they were hurting his friend!

☘️ You're genuinely terrified to tell him and jt probably slips out in the messiest way possible... He says something about someone else being an *f slur and you very sharply counter with "whats so bad about that... Dont see how its any of your business is it..."

☘️ He'd get defensive and youd argue about it and when he tries to turn it on you with a "Don't see how its any of your business what i think of..." "Because thats me you're talking about! Every fucking time you say something like that you're hurting me Michael!"

☘️ Teary explanation and him immediately going quiet, guilty, he didn't realise and he feels terrible for hurting you like that.

☘️ It might take him a day but he'd apologise to you, he'd tell you that he might not understand but he wants to be there for you, it doesnt make you a bad person, nothing could stop him from loving and caring about you... He will probably really uncomfortably admit that its his problem and not yours

☘️ And then he'll be your biggest cheerleader and defender, he'll support you as best he can, he'll become a better less judgemental person, driven to become kinder because of you and realising how wrong he was before.

☘️ It will take time but even in the awkward beginning he wont let you doubt his love/care for you as a friend.

☘️ "You're still my best friend y/n you always fuckin will be and nothings gonna change that, and anyone... Anyone at all ever says any of that shit I used to come out with, to you or about you, I'll fuckin kill em..."

☘️ The way hes suddenly the fastest to shoot down other peoples homophobia. If he sees Isaiah or someone else laugh at a homophobic joke he'll shove/hit them to shut them up.

☘️ He can tell when you're crushing on someone and will be fucking brutal about making you talk to that person. Coming up to you at parties and lightly bullying you into flirting with them.

☘️ "You going to stand here staring whistfully at them all night or are you gonna grow up and talk to them?"

[mxxn-shine]

[am i a shitty person?]

you had a fight with your friend, one of your closest friends, and the fight somehow led to the both of you breaking it off with each other. the quote "you were a shitty person tbh lets never meet again bye" kept on nagging you. it honestly felt wrong, going to him to talk about your problems, out of all the people you could go to. (the both of you weren't exactly the closest, actually.) normally, you were worried that talking about your problems would burden him, and it led you to keep your problems to yourself around him. but maybe today will be the first. (there's always a first for everything, you try to convince yourself.

[...]

three dots popped up, and honestly, you were surprised that he was answering at 'the god damned ungodly hours of a day' as he liked to call it. you had expected a reply.. maybe around the time he woke up, or during the day.

[no]

'no'. that was it. it was likely of him, no inspiring message nor reassuring words. not that you expected him to send those kinds of answers. (but the sinking of your heart could say otherwise) knowing that he'd be upset, or maybe ignore you for a day or two if you didn't answer or leave him on read, you texted him back.

[thx ig i kinda needed that today]

you paused, considering if you should send a different answer. you sighed, tapping the delete button quickly, opting for a different, more 'you-like' answer; dry, simple, and never long.

[k. thx.]

after you checked the time, and you got to know it was 3:25 AM. (you felt guilty after you knew. since he'd say something to you tomorrow, maybe complaining that you ruined his 'healthy 8 hours of sleep' or something else) you yawned, choosing to go to sleep and not checking your phone if he answered or not.

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on the other hand, the unresponded state of his text was... driving him crazy (which your are sure that he'd never admit himself) his thoughts were jumping around crazily in his mind, like he just downed a cup of coffee at 8 PM. he sighed, rubbing his face in frustration. 'it sounded better in my head than text.' he thought, keeping it in mind as an excuse for his 'out of character' text.

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[y u ask tho?] [u def know u arent a shitty person] [if u dont u should, bc u know i dont keep shitty ppl around to be my friends]

[somemetallyillbitch]

My love

Okay so I didn't find a fanfic anywhere with him so I am just gonna project my fluffy fantasys in this fic. Also Reader is Harpers kid in this one. I hope you will like it

!!Not prove read!!

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Warnings: fluff, a bit of angst and just comfort, yelling, Happy ending,Herassment, abusive ex tell me if I left anything out

She/her pronouns

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I was in the bar with friends including my mom and her friends. "So tell us more about this mystery man." Lopez said with a smile on her face. No one knew that it was John since my mom was his TO. "Ya like a Name, that would be helpful." my mom added "so you can spy on him ya not gonna happen, and why is it so important to you to find him, he makes me very happy" I say. "And from what I've heard he makes you scream to" Lopez said. Oh she was playing dirty. "what?! Now u really need his name I wanna know who my baby is screwing" My mom said. "Oh that is so not gonna happen and how do you know about this anyways?" I turned to Angela. "I have my sources" she simply said.

We where having a good time when I went to get another round for us. That's when he appeared. My ex. The man who was abusive and absolutly shit. I just prayed to all the gods that he doesn't see me. But that did happen.

"Oh well hello my love, it's been so long" he said with a smug smile. "yes I wonder why?" I said sarcasm dripping in my voice. "hey you know I dont like ist when you are Sarcastic so cut it out" and with that he grabbed my arm and wanted to jank me out of the bar but I freed myself somehow and came back to the table.

"Hey im sorry but I don't feel well so I'm gonna head home." I said just wanting to get to John, the only man I wanted right now. "Are you okay should I give you a ride?" my mom asked but I politely declined and walked home, or to John. Lucly he didn't life far away so I was there soon.

"John? John im home." I said. "Hey dove, I didn't think you were gonna be back..so..soon, what's going on you seem upset." he said taking my face in his soft warm hands. "I saw my ex again" I said tears welling up "what ex?" he asked afraid he'd knwo the answer. "David." I said breaking down crying in his chest. "he grabbed me and wanted to drag me outside." I sobbed. He just hugged me tight and strocked my back. "im so sorry dove, but you are here now. You are save now, no one is gonna hist you anymore, not if I can help it." we went to the chouch and I sat on his lap hidding my face hin his neck, I want to stay like this forever.

I was so exhausted from all that that I fell asleep on his chest, so he carried me into the bedroom and he layed down next to me and I snuggled up next to him.

A few hours later I woke up from the doorbell, I looked over to John who was asleep like a rock, lucky, I thought. When I went to open it I already regreted it. "Mom? What are you doing here at *looks at clock* 4 am in the morning?"

"I wanted to know if you were okay so I pinged your phone-" "You what?! Why on God's name would you do that?" "you weren't home and I got worried but the bigger question is what are you doing here?" she asked and in that moment John came it "what's going on sweetie who's at the door?" "Amor I love you but you have bad timing sometimes." "Nolan you are sleeping with my kid? She's 21 years old. Shes a baby!" my mom said. John looked very scared so I jumped in "I am not a child I am a grown adult who happen to be with someone older then me and it gives you no right to torment him at work just because I am dating your Rookie, got it?" I said hoping she'd understand. "Mom?" "Alraight but if he hurts you that will be his last day on earth." She stared John down with that comment. "Harper I wouldn't even dream of hurting her" he said while snaking his arms around my waist. She seemed like she wanted to murder him. "Okay okay but don't PDA infront of me got it?" "Got it" we said in uinon. She walked away and I closed the door. "So how many pushups do you think you'll have to do before she's satisfied?" I ask. "Oh my love there isn't a number that will satisfy her, I am dating her one of her daughters so I will get pushups till my Rookie year is over. Now its 4 am in the morning do you wanna go back to sleep or...?" he asked with a smile. "Oh I like your thinking Mr. Nolan." I said and took his hand and led him the bedroom where we kissed and closed the door.

[weebnotheree]

Oneshot - ✭¤ ᴀʟᴀꜱᴛᴏʀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ¤☆ Part 1

okay so this story is on my Wattpad acc if you want to reader it or anymore of my stories[00Anime_Weeb00]. i just thought of this, well..added somestuff to this thought. I really don't like like it that much bc its not good, is it good? I also have a another but its time for me to sleep so gn! ENJOY!

(Btw should i make it an actual story??? Go check out my wattpad acc) FIRST TIME POSTING MY STORIES ON TUMBLR SO I NEED TO GET USED TO IT!!

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¯'~ 𝙁𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙪𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 ~'¯

Y/n. A lovely singer. She always sang, even if it was walking along the street or baking something. Especially with her love. Anthony. They'd always sing and dance together. They love each other's time together. They would spend hours..and I mean hours together. She knew about him being a serial killer, she was fine with it. She didn't care.

Her parents had died in a car crash. I know, the classic. But roll with it. Now step parents. And Y/n was only a child at the time they died. Anthony was the only one who conferred her besides her friends..but they moved away, so it was just him. 

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~ New Orleans, Louisiana ~

Doing his regular routine like he did everyday, Anthony and his lovely wife Y/n were walking along the sidewalk. Anthony finally let her go with him to watch him host on the radio. "I cant let you be happy. Ever"

[FlashB]

"I told you dear. I don't want you to come to the studio just yet"

"Oh, come on Anthony..just one time! One time is all I'm asking for. Please my love" she finally did it. She pulled the puppy dog face. He couldn't help but sigh. "Fine" The only woman who had his heart, and the one he couldn't say no to. 

[FBE]

"Hello dearly beloved people, Alastor here! And I want to introduce my lovely wife Y/n!" "Hello there!" she said cheerfully. "And I'm pleased to to see all of the requests I've been getting about you wanting me to sing again! And I would love to sing again for such a lovely audience! But I want my wife to sing with me! She has such a lovely voice!"after saying that he turned to you to see you blushing with your eyes wide. You became nervous. "Dont worry darling. Its okay"he reassured reaching a hand out to you...and you took it. (mind u, you are like kind of sitting in a chair slightly behind him but a the side, yk wut I mean?)

He sat you down in one of the chair beside him. You guys were getting ready to sing together. Now. Fast forward a little. 

He had passed first which, is what broke you. Its like your light went away. Never smiled again...u weren't..happy. You wanted him back. 

"Heh. I told you.. I'll never let you be happy" The same person said as he watched her in tears, crying her lungs out. "It was either him...or me"

Another timeskip. Now, you ended you dying too, If you wanna know, then ill make another part. But here..

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IK this wasnt good T^T

BUT i promise my other stories are good, just PLZ go see!! (>~<)

[hugheshugs]

never leave you | j. hughes

this one was requested :)

part one

summary: it's the day after and you ignore jack because you're afraid of confrontation. you leave your apartment for hours and jack gets scared, leading to a confession and a breakdown.

pairing: bestfriend!jack x reader, crush!jack x crush!reader

warnings: just jack being a little crybaby (kidding, dont hate me.. but he does cry)

word count: 2.1k

note: i feel like im bad at writing breakdowns but its all i ever write.. hope u enjoy !!

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you wake up to someone's breath fanning against the back of your neck. groaning from the pounding headache caused by the night before, you struggle to wiggle out of this person's grasp without even realizing you slept with another person.

it isn't until a couple moments after you really come to your senses that you remember feeling a body beside you and turn around with your eyes wide, only to be greeted by your best friend sleeping peacefully.

what's jack doing here?, you ask yourself, thankful there isn't a random guy in your bed.

you don't remember anything from the night before. all you know is that you were watching jack's game and started drinking but that's it. it's hard to shrug off the fact that jack's in your bed, though. had you done something embarrassing to drag him under your sheets?

worry rose through the back of your neck and you hastily got out of bed, not wanting to face him. you begin to grow scared, knowing you definitely did something while drunk to end up asleep in his arms.

walking into the kitchen, you wince at the light and squint as you begin rummaging through your medicine cabinet. you take something for your hangover and drink a ton of water before slowly getting ready for the day.

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you laid on the couch in the living room after that, feeling too weak and gross to do anything. you also didn't want to go back into your room with jack.

it hadn't taken you a long time to come to the conclusion that you needed to avoid him. you knew it would be hard but that didn't mean you wouldn't try, hence why you've been roaming around the outlet mall for the past four hours.

jack called you nearly ten times and you hadn't answered a single one. you're avoiding him no matter what, not wanting to face the embarrassment of having a confrontational conversation with him.

you spend your day doing the most to forget him. well, not forget him completely, but your feelings. it's the best thing for you to do, to get your mind off the man who owns your heart. once you've finally calmed down a bit, the anxiousness of this morning settles and you decide it's a good time to go back home.

it doesn't occur to you that jack is probably enraged. you don't know just how much he wanted to talk to you about last night. you don't know how worried he is that he woke up and you were gone, not to mention that you haven't answered any of his calls. he's going insane back at the apartment, trying to figure out a way to reach you and make sure you're safe. he woke up at 11:30am and you weren't there. it's nearly 7pm and you're still not home.

he knows he didn't do anything wrong and he definitely knows you don't remember anything from last night so he wonders what happened to you.

finally, you get home and open the front door as quietly as possible. you cringe when you see jack comedically sitting in a chair a couple feet from the door with his arms and legs crossed. the moment he sees you, his face sports a harsh glare and you can practically see the smoke fuming out of his ears.

"where were you?" he asks as you shut the door behind you. you stay in your place, scared to even move an inch. you don't think you've ever seen jack this mad.

"uh— um, i-i was—" you can't even speak. you look at him confused, wondering why you're stammering. as if he'd know the answer..

although angry, for a split second jack wants to laugh at the look on your face but holds it in expertly. it warms his heart to see you so flustered because of him. he can't let that get in the way of the task at hand.

"i was at the mall," you say as you gather yourself.

"you don't have any bags with you."

you scrunch your nose, thinking about your failed attempts to get him off your mind. you didn't get the chance to buy anything because you somehow found a way to connect jack to everything you saw.

"didn't like anything—"

"i don't buy that. you were there for what, over seven hours and you didn't see a single thing you liked?"

you nod your head. "mhm. you know how picky i am."

god, jack wants nothing more than to scream his head off. he wants to let out his anger, wants to show you just how worried you made him, he just doesn't want to scare you. he can't even explain how badly he was losing his mind over the thought of you being hurt and there you were, at the fucking mall.

he stands up from his seat, arms still crossed as he makes his way over to you. you watch his slow movements, almost feeling like time's slowing down with him. your heart pounds in your chest and you don't realize it until he's backing you into the front door.

your head hits the wood with a thud but all you can focus on is jack's arms caging you in, his body pressed against yours so you can't escape. your breathing halts and you can focus on nothing other than his warm breath tickling your face just like this morning. regret wracks through your body and you feel a heavy weight on your shoulders when you register just how mad he must be.

"my calls. how many times did i call you?"

"eleven."

"ah, so you know. and you didn't answer any of them?"

you don't trust your voice to respond so you shake your head, a tsk coming from him.

"do you know how worried i was, y/n? do you know how worried i was after i woke up and hours passed without you coming home?" his voice quivers, almost sounding like he's holding something back. "do you even fucking remember what happened between us last night?"

it feels like after those words came out of his mouth, your throat decided to grow a desert. it's like a pin dropped and you don't know what you're supposed to say because you don't remember anything.

"answer me, goddamnit," he demands roughly after your silence.

"i-i don't remember," you confess, frightened by the state of your best friend.

he takes a couple deeps breaths, eyes searching yours for something that he can't seem to find. he doesn't believe you. after a couple moments, his demeanour changes.

"of course you don't," he chuckles dryly, backing away.

"you know what, forget it. i'm sorry i got so mad. i'm sorry i care about you this much. and i'm sorry i love you this much."

he notices the change in your eyes but shakes his head before walking back to his room and slamming the door shut. the pictures on the walls rattle and you digest his words.

jack loves you?

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it doesn't make sense in your mind. you take some time to think over what he said — after moving the chair he placed in the middle of the room to be overdramatic. you think taking a long shower'll calm your mind but it doesn't work and all you feel is guilt. if jack really does love you, today was probably hell for him.

you put on your pyjamas and walk into the living room hoping to see jack but he isn't there. deciding to give him some time, you take a seat and try watching some tv to relax.

it hurts that you made him so scared, you can't even enjoy the possibility of him actually having feelings for you. that part completely slips your mind and all you can think about is the look on his face when he finally saw you. you know he was hiding most of his anger which makes you feel even worse.

you turn off the tv and throw your head back, wondering when jack's going to cool down. you'll give him all the time he needs, you're just so incredibly impatient.

hearing a door creak from the hallway, you whip your head around to see him walking over to you with his head down. his feet patter against the hardwood floor and messy hair falls over his forehead. he stands before you, your heart aching when the sound of sniffles reach your ears.

he's been crying.

"jack.. come here," you instruct softly, not expecting him to listen.

he takes a seat beside you and you wrap your arms around his neck, letting him hold you close. he begins crying again, burying his head in the crook of your neck while his body trembles through sobs.

"i-i thought i lost—" he shakes his head, unable to continue. his cries are quiet but it pains you nonetheless. you bring a hand to his hair, running your fingers through the soft strands to ground him.

jack's never been a crier. the fact that he's sitting here bawling because of you makes you feel like the worst person in the world. you're the sensitive one, he's usually the one to calm you down — not the other way around.

"i thought i lost y-you," jack tells you, breathing rapidly. you try pulling his face out of your neck but he resists, only holding you closer.

"jack, look at me," you say softly. he lets you take his cheeks in your hands and hold his face in front of yours. your expression is unreadable but his twists your gut. his eyes well up with tears and his bottom lip trembles, simply from looking at you.

"i'll never leave you, ever. that's a promise."

he sniffles, nodding his head. "you mean it? god, i'm so pathetic—"

"no, you're not. i understand why you're upset and i'm sorry, i really am. when i tell you i won't leave, i mean it with everything in my soul," you reassure, wiping his tears away.

he takes deep breaths and you smile now that he's calming down. you fix his hair with your hands, waiting for him to say something. as much as you hate thinking it, jack looks absolutely adorable to you. his puffy eyes and red nose only make him cuter than he was before and you didn't think that was possible.

you aren't worried anymore, now that you know he's okay. you're still mad at yourself for making him feel this way but all you can think about now are your feelings and what he said to you earlier.

"last night.." he starts, making you tear your gaze from his hair. "you told me you love me."

your face falls in shock and he stares at you before licking his lips and chuckling. you told him what?

"then you said you were gonna puke on my jersey."

with a mouth wide open, your heart skips a beat. you hope you didn't actually puke on it. that would be your last straw.

"did i puke on it? oh my god, were you wearing it?" you ask in horror.

"i was wearing it but you didn't puke on me. you puked in the toilet," he laughs through his sore throat.

seeing him smile after making him cry warms your heart even though you know it's a bad time. his voice is still a bit raspy and you're trying your hardest not to wallow in embarrassment by focusing on the way he sounds instead of how stupid you feel for your drunken actions.

"um, then you asked me to sleep with you. just sleep, nothing else. that's why i was in your bed," he explains, his smile dying down.

"and i'm sorry, again, about getting mad and.. crying. that's so fucking embarrassing, i just— you have no idea how scared i was that something happened to you. and then after last night, i thought that i lost my chance and i just want to love you the way you deserve and—"

"do you actually love me? like.. that wasnt a joke?" you ask warily. jack looks at you like you just insulted him.

"i just had a breakdown in front of you," he deadpans.

you shrug your shoulders sheepishly and leap onto him, making him fall onto his back as you lay upon his chest.

"i love you for real. i won't make you cry like a baby ever again, i promise," you mumble.

jack smiles at your teasing. "hey, at least you know how much i love you."

"you love me?" you lift yourself up, hovering above him.

"i love you," he rolls his eyes playfully.

you give him an adoring smile, one he copies, then press a quick kiss to his cheek before scrambling to lay back on top of him.

"i can get used to this."

"so can i."

[prttydolls]

Hello !!

I dont know if you are taking request rn but i was wondering if you could do that tiktok trend thing that is "he needed more than me" with draco x reader where draco slowly falls out of love with reader and inlove with astoria and then blablabla((you can decide what happens here), then a few years she moves on and then she meets him again and then yeh you can decude the rest from there. THANK YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY OR EVENING !!

He needed more than me.. — draco malfoy

ೃ⁀➷ 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴(𝘀) : angst

ೃ⁀➷ 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 : draco malfoy x fem!reader, draco malfoy x astoria greengrass

ೃ⁀➷ 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼 : 7th year, pansy using muggle slangs

ೃ⁀➷ 𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲 :omfg this idea makes my heart ache sm. 💔 Also u have a wonderful day too babyy<3

You and draco always loved eachother, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

Your felt connected to eachother, like you were meant to be. It was written in the stars.

Your relationship was like a fairy tale, draco treated you like a goddess even worshiped you like a goddess.

You guys were destined to be together.

Now.. You and draco weren't together, because of Astoria Greengrass.

— 7th year, September 5 1997.

7th year arrived, you and draco finally had a fresh start from all the chaos and war, now you both would have calm lives like you both used to.

When you two sat down in a cabin in the train, it went swell for a few minutes, But a girl knocked on your door.

“hello, my name is Astoria Greengrass May I sit here?” a girl who looks like she was in her 6th year introduced herself.

“yeah sure..” draco patted the seat next to him, since he saw Astoria his eyes lightened up..

You thought nothing of it and dozed off to sleep.

When you woke up you saw the two of them sleeping together, astoriaʼs head on dracos shoulder. Her silky brown hair decorated his back.

Your heart broke at the scene, you wanted to be Astoria even though draco is your boyfriend...

𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝗲 .

You were patrolling the halls as usual, and you see a 1st year crying in a corner, You were concerned for the boy so you kneeled down at him.

“hi little guy, what happened?” you asked comfortingly, “i-I...I don't know where to go... I'm lost” he sobbed, “oh don't worry, please stop crying first, I'll take you to your common room..” you hugged the boy and he felt comforted.

"Thank-thank you Ms. (yn)” he thanked you, “no problem, after all that's what prefects do” you winked at him as the both of you walked the halls until you arrived at his common room.

“goodnight little guy.” you smiled warmly at him, “night Ms. (yn)”

𝗶𝗺 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗹𝘆, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗳𝘂𝗹.

“yay! Happy birthday (your friends name)” you hugged your friend as you handed your present to them, “aww thanks! Your the only one who knew it was my birthday...” they chuckled nervously.

"it's no biggie, your my best friend after all!” you giggled happily, “thanks (yn) I appreciate it so much..” they felt super grateful to have you as a friend.

You were the only one who remembered their birthday, which made (your friends name) smile.

𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗾𝘂𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝘄𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆.

People were complimenting you for no reason, around the halls you heard (yn) is gorgeous! Look at her, she's so beautiful I wish I was her!

You smiled at the whispers, and silently thanked them, it boosted your confidence, people really thought you were a princess.

“girl, you literally glowing right now! Your so stunning!” pansy said with adoration laced in her voice.

“thanks pans, hey your using the muggle slangs!” you pointed out, "yeah, I do muggles do make their lives easier or making their talking easier.” she chuckled.

𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝗲.

“draco, what do you mean?!” you cried, “I'm sorry (yn), I just don't love you like I used to the spark that used to be there for you was gone..,” he confessed.

“now that stupid spark is for Astoria now isn't it?” you mumbled through your sobs, “yes, I'm so sorry (yn), I wish we can still be friends though..” he held your hand looking at you with pleading eyes,

“i-I'm sorry I don't wanna be your friend even after this..”

"(yn)..”

“good bye draco.”

It hurts that he needed someone else and that someone isn't you.

— years later..

“oof-I'm so sorry!” you nervously gather your items from the floor, “no worries-wait (yn)?” draco was stunned and shocked. “oh... hi malfoy..” you said, no interest in talking to him, “it's been so long (yn)! How are you?”

"I'm doing.. well.. how about you?”

“well, I'm doing—” “MOMMYY!” your son , hayden screamed, “yes darling?” you turned your focus at him. “daddy is being mean again!” he hugged your leg as theo came with a goofy grin, but that grin slowly faded when I saw draco.

“hey..malfoy..” he said, “hello nott.”

“well it was nice talking to you draco, were gonna leave now..”

thats when he realized that he made a mistake all those years ago.

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[moaville]

afterglow - sunghoon x reader

genre: full of fluff, established relationship

note: heavily inspired by a reddit post (i lost it though T__T i'd definitely appreciate if someone sends me it in my asks hehe) and also inspired by taylor swift's song afterglow.

warnings: lots of crying, overdramatic reader (same! i am overdramatic too /jk), some swearing and mentions of cheating. plus this fic is meant to be annoying and cringey so if u dont like young adult romance style fics, skip this one!!

it was surprising, you didn't like it. you have been in a relationship with sunghoon for around 3 years, and it was always the type of relationship that understood each other.

recently though, sunghoon's old boss resigned. that old boss was very demanding, asking him to work for more than expected and having you guys skip some plans for next time. it gave him loads of stress, you understood that it did, so you always tried to help him after work.

his new boss was more lenient, but for some reason he worked harder than before. yesterday, he said that he was going to go on a work trip, when you really wanted to spend more time with him in some way.

in addition, it made you feel so bad when you wanted to ask him to stay.

and here comes our current situation, you accidentally saw a notification from his phone when he was in the shower. it was from someone named 'areum' and it had the subject 'trip details'.

everything was making you feel more and more anxious. "it's just a co-worker, y/n don't worry." he said and kissed your forehead before turning off the night light.

there, you tried to force yourself to agree with him and think that it was only just a co-worker. just nudging your face onto his chest and hoping that it was true.

but the next day was a different story.

since you realized a shirt you really liked was gone, having you accidentally wander around sunghoon's side of the closet. and for some reason there was a receipt of things that you knew he wouldn't usually buy for you and for himself, and it all of it had you swear that it made your stomach turn in pain.

all you could think of was call wonyoung, who was a friend you and sunghoon were close with ever since you graduated college.

"hello y/n" you stayed silent. for some reason, you couldn't say what was happening. "what happened?" she inquired, and there you took your time to mention everything.

"well, first i saw an email from sunghoon's phone. it was from someone else that mentioned trip details. next i also found a receipt of things he wouldn't usually buy for me, i just feel so anxious right now. what if he's cheating on me? what if he's getting tired? what did i do wrong?" you continuously asked, getting emotional and crying again.

"hey... don't worry. i promise, it's going to be fine. now you need to be calm and you need to talk to sunghoon once he comes home. go relax your mind for a bit, and wait for him to go home. i love you so much, y/n. i need to go now!" she said and ended the call.

you decided to go to the kitchen and drink a glass of water to hopefully calm yourself down, but sunghoon had messaged you that he was on his way home because wonyoung called him. not really ready to face him yet, you chugged down on your water and breathed in and out.

feeling as if your world was breaking and you were just so annoyed that wonyoung had called him immediately, you just broke down in the middle of the kitchen.

when you noticed he was there, you suddenly felt the urge to cry harder until you couldn't breathe and feel at pain.

"no, y/n. no no please i'm here now. look, i'm so sorry."

he apologized multiple times, and you just stayed there crying loudly like a child. he tried to touch you but you backed off, and he sighed at your immature antics.

you weren't sure why you were acting like this either, and it all came into a halt when you realized what he was saying. "i'm not cheating, i would never do that. please, i didn't mean to scare you, but just listen to me now i'm so sorry y/n." and it made you stop. "what?"

"i... wanted to surprise you. because i've always cancelled multiple plans and i felt so bad so now i'm.. i didn't realize it. and actually, kai told me that you might find it more romantic as a surprise. i'm really awkward in relationships so i need more help, despite us being years together i know that i'm not the best boyfriend in the world, but please, listen to me first."

you settled down and let yourself be dragged to the bedroom, where you sat on the bed and kept some distance.

"god, so where do i start?" he said with a nervous chuckle. "uhh, you remember when my boss was changed and you told me that it would be easier for us to spend time now? well, yeah i got told by kai and wonyoung that we should have a really pretty vacation and i really wanted to give you the best. yeah. and then areum was just a travel agent i got connected to for this trip. it's just.. really.. i'm sorry. if you also noticed some of your clothes went missing, i might've borrowed some of them to check your size. see i'm really sorry about that. then again they told me it should be a surprise, kai was the main one who helped me arrange, you know, huening kai? oh what else.. have i thought the idea of it being a suprise would really be cute and i got so carried away... but really i'm so sorry."

you smiled a little, feeling so comforted. it felt like he just answered all of your unsaid questions. sunghoon really wasn't the type to say really long sentences, so having him clarify it all for you like that made you so relieved.

for some reason, you continued crying and tearing up hard. "hey hey, why?" he said, cupping your cheek and wiping away your tears. "dork. i just feel like, i love you a bit too much." you said and he just kissed your cheek, hopefully kissing your tears away. "please, i love you more. now i feel weird admitting that." he said with a smile, and you just looked at your handsome boyfriend and hit his chest playfully.

you adjusted your position to huh him and basically strangle him to lie on the bed with you, where he explained where you were going and how wonyoung was on the plan and messaged him quickly on how you were feeling anxious and he should go home quickly or else you would definitely ask to break up before the trip happens. you giggled a bit, and apologized for being immature.

you ended up talking and talking until it was late at night. you tried your best to stay awake, but you felt a bit tired so you just allowed yourself to be hugged by sunghoon in comfort.

you sighed and just leaned more to his chest. maybe you would deal with it someday and ask your friend group about it more, but now you were just enthralled that you were still in your sunghoon's arms and still happily his girlfriend. maybe you're not the best relationship out there, but you're both happy and that is definitely the most important thing.

[hysenie]

can you write for A13 or A14 with a fluff ending please <3

hello !! thank u for requesting<3 you didnt specify an idol :c so ... i just took sunwoo from ur pfp hope u dont mind. i also used both the prompts:D idk if this classifies as angst but... i did my best. hope u like it!

김선우 — A13 ; “If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.” + A14 ; “Just get home as soon as possible, okay?”

wc: ~1.3k i cant write a short fic for the life of me

Three times.

Your phone had rang three times already and it got you thinking who could possibly call you on a Tuesday night.

You had missed the first two calls, but as the familiar sound of your ringtone made its way onto your ears a third time, you rushed to get it.

It was an unknown number, but thinking it might be one of your friends calling you from a party or club, you picked it up.

Silence.

“Hello?” You spoke into the line, checking if the call was still ongoing.

The silence was replaced by a heavy sigh and you frowned. Something didn't feel right.

“Hello? Who is this?” You were getting impatient and a bit scared, but the moment your fingers moved to hang up, you heard a voice.

His voice.

Your name spilled from his lips in a quiet way, and that alone made you freeze on your spot. Your jaw tightened, all color draining from your face as a chill ran down your spine.

“Sunwoo.” You weren't even questioning it, there was no way you wouldn't recognize his voice, that low tone that used to murmur sweet little nothings into your ear every night.

There was just no way you wouldn't remember. He was engraved in your brain and attached to your heart. Sadly, most of it was not good, and that's what made you break in an annoyed sigh.

“Why are you calling me?” Without you knowing, he flinched at your sudden coldness. But he still had the faintest of smiles at the melodious sound of you pronouncing his name.

And well, it wasn't like he expected you to be nice and go back to him like nothing happened but shit, it had been so long... And even though he never forgot a single thing about you and your relationship, the small interaction with you felt way better than the memories he desperately grasped at almost every night.

You called his name again with furrowed brows, the air around you feeling tense and even when you could just hang up and do your own thing... You didn't really want to, curious as to why was he calling you.

Or that's what you told yourself.

“L-listen. I won't tell you anything that might make you uncomfortable... Even if I want to scream and tell you everything. I just...” A quiet sob was heard and your heart started racing in anticipation.

“Just...?” You waited for him to speak again. “You there?”

“I just need you, okay? I can't explain it now, and— And honestly it's not like you'd care either, but I need you right now.” Your eyebrows lifted in surprise but also in slight worry. You noticed him stuttering, tripping over his words and voice breaking.

You could only think about what could have happened to the man for him to call you in such a vulnerable state. Especially since you both haven't interacted at all in months.

“Can you come over? Please...” The question came out as a faint whisper and you silently scoffed in disbelief.

The once lively and flirty Sunwoo you knew was gone.

And while your heart screamed at you to go and take care of him, your mind replayed all the bitter events that happened over the year you were together.

“Sunwoo, I don't know what happened, but you can't just call me in the middle of the night and ask me to go back—”

“Not... It's not as a partner, not even as a friend if you don't want to. But as a person, you knew me— You know me better than anybody else so, please... Just— Get home as soon as possible, yeah?” He was quick to cut you off, voice a bit more firm.

You stayed silent for a moment, your mind registering his words.

Home.

He used to be yours. You used to swear you could go to the end of the world and it would feel like home because you were together.

You hung up the call.

Eyes heavy with determination, you had been staring straight at Sunwoo's door for about fifteen minutes. You couldn't even find an excuse for yourself as to why you came so quickly.

After months of composing your thoughts and reorganizing your life without Sunwoo, you thought it might've taken him the impossible to convince you. But here you are.

You repeated words of encouragement to yourself in a whisper, before finally knocking on the door.

He opened it almost immediately, and if you thought he sounded broken over the phone, you couldn't even describe how he looked in person. He couldn't even look at you in the eyes.

Goosebumps arose on your skin at the sight of his figure, he slouched and wore a desperate frown on his face. The neverending joy that his round eyes always seemed to carry, was overshadowed by sorrow.

Damn, you may even say suffering.

You physically couldn't move. Your feet were set on the ground and not a single emotion could be distinguished in your features, even when the dark haired boy stepped aside for you to come in.

“Look at me.” You whispered without even thinking. But he did.

In shock, Sunwoo lifted his gaze and locked his droopy eyes with yours. You stayed like that for a couple of seconds, as if your eyes were communicating for yourselves.

Finally stepping in, you both sat down in the sofa as you waited for Sunwoo to explain himself. He just looked down, mumbling something you didn't understand. You asked for him to repeat it.

“A hug...” Your eyebrows furrowed very subtly, and he took the initiative to make eye contact this time. That alone surprised you. “I... If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”

His voice broke and simultaneously, you felt your heart drop to the floor. Never, in all the time you have known Sunwoo, you had never seen him like this.

He was begging at this point, desperate to bask in the serenity your presence had always given him. Still looking at you, he hoped for you to accept him into your arms like you always used to do.

You swallowed the lump in your throat, trying to get rid of the nerves and the sting of tears. Your face softened the smallest bit and after what seemed like ages, your arm stretched around his shoulder, pulling him in.

Despite the awkwardness, Sunwoo wasted no time in burying his face in your shoulder, hands set on his lap. As his lips parted in a shaky sigh, his mind kept running about how much he had been longing for this moment. Your arms tightened around his frame.

None of you muttered a word, but as your head tilted to rest over his, you noticed he started crying.

Feeling a bit rigid and not wanting to pressure him to talk, your hand took his own, making it wrap his arm around your torso.

Sunwoo didn't move for a second as if silently asking you if you were fine with it. But at the feeling of your fingers rubbing his arm in comfort, he tightened his grip on your waist.

Minutes passed, but neither of you cared. This was for Sunwoo, but it was unconsciously affecting you too. Before you could get lost in the nostalgia, Sunwoo muttered in the lowest tone, as if he was scared of your reaction, he asked the one question that has never left his mind since.

“Did you fall out of love?”

“That's... a question I'll answer in the morning. I think we got other things to talk about, hm?” You hummed softly, one side of his mouth quirking up in a light smile.

It was crazy how he felt high just by being around you, like nothing ever changed.

In that moment, everything felt correct. Your minds were blank as you relished in the feeling of being so close and intimate again, even if it was only for a couple of hours. Nothing else mattered, no past memories, no status, no labels. It all vanished. It was just you and him.

You were truly made for each other, maybe it just wasn't your time.

this one took me a while sorryyy 😭 idk if its good or what jakfka again, thank you very much and i hope u like it<3

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[redledsandharrystyles]

Best friends - Luke Patterson x Fem!Reader

Summary: Y/n and Luke have always been best friends, but one night he isnt answering your texts and you get a little worried. What you see when you open up the door to his room, might just change your friendship.

Warnings: Swearing, smut, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it, kids!) Lots and LOTS of spelling errors. I dont think there are any more...

Word count: 2767 words

Authors note: Its literally been so long since I've written ANYTHING, especially smut, and English isn't my first language so go easy on me please.

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You were making your way up the stairs to your best friends room. It was currently 10PM, and he wasn't responding to your texts, making your worries increase, since he usually didn't take more than 10 minutes to respond, and he didn't go to sleep until at least 2AM. The TV downstairs was on, since his parents were watching the news in silence, and you knocked on his door.

No response.

You knocked again, but the only thing you could hear were muffled moans, which just made you even more worried. What if he was hurt? And he couldn't call for help, or reach his phone. Or what if he's unconscious. Then, you heard your name. Once. Twice. You let out a sigh, and opened the door. The room was dark, with only the moon lighting up the room. You carefully walked towards his bed that was pushed up against the cream walls, and saw him laying there, peacefully. Letting out a sigh of relief, you sat down, placing your head into the palm of your hands. Of course, the small amount of sleep he got every night would catch up to him eventually. But then you heard it again. Your name. Leaving his lips in a sinful manner. He kept moving around on his bed, his forehead sweaty. Was he having a nightmare?

You softly shook his shoulder, but he wouldn't budge. So you shook it again, but a little harder, making him shake his head. "Luke," You murmured, shaking him again. "Luke, wake up." He finally opened his eyes, rubbing his face with his large hands. "Y/n? What are you doing here?" He said as he reached for the lamp that sat on his nightstand, turning it on. You shook your head, "I got worried, since you weren't answering my texts. Stupid, I know. I wouldn't have woken you up, but you kept saying my name, so I thought you were having a nightmare or something..." You trailed off, seeing his face flush. "Y-yeah, n-no, I'm fine. I wasn't having a nightmare." He scratched his neck, which had now also turned a deep shade of pink. "What? Then wh-" Your eyes trailed down his body, spotting the lump in his sheets by his crotch area. "Oh. Oh!" You turned your head away, quickly standing up, and flattening down your skirt. "U-uhm." You weren't able to look him in the eye, your gaze moving from the electric guitar that was leaning against his wall, towards his desk, and lastly, the dirty laundry that sat on a chair by his window. You could hear movement behind you, but you still stood awkwardly in the middle of his room, your cheeks flushed, and your hands fidgeting with the hem of your skirt.

"I-I'm sorry, Y/n, It's not like it was on purpose. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. I swear, i have no control over this. You're my best friend, and I really dont want this to change the way things are between us. B-but you're just so beautiful it's hard not to fantasize about- no, I mean you're really pretty so of course it happens sometimes. N-Not that this has happened more than once! I- I just-" You cut off his rambling with your hand over his mouth, making him exhale, and shut his eyes. "I know how dreams work, Luke. I know you have no control over them. I'd be lying if I said I've never had those type of dreams about you, y'know." His eyes opened in an instant as you realized what you had just said. He placed his hand over yours, moving it away from his mouth. "R-really?" Your eyes widened as you moved away from him. "I-I think I should go. My parents are probably waiting for me to get back and I dont want to worry them-" You quickly turned towards the door which lead to his room, hearing him sigh as he plopped onto his bed. Your hand hovered above the doorknob, but you sighed quietly, plucking up every ounce of courage, you turned back around, leaning against the wooden door. "Unless you need some help." You screwed your eyes shut, waiting for his response, your hands intertwined behind your back.

"W-What?" He propped up his elbows, leaning against them. You shook away your nerves, and slowly, seductively, walked over to his bed. "I asked if you needed help," you placed yourself on his lap so you were straddling his thighs. "With that." You pointed towards his member which still hasn't softened. He visibly gulped, and slowly nodded. You raised a brow, "Use your words." You purred, leaning closer towards him. "I-I might need some help." He stuttered, leaning back until his head landed on the soft mattress. You bent over in order to reach his neck. Nibbling at the soft skin, he let out a soft moan. You moved your lips down to his collarbone, sucking there, then blowing on the purple mark you left. You sat back up and slowly grinded on him, a groan escaping his lips which sent shocks to your core. His hands moved from his sides to your hips, making you grind a little faster, until another moan left his lips. You, once again, leaned into him, but now aiming for his lips. You brushed your lips against his, your tongue sweeping over his bottom lip, asking him for access, your tongues softly moving against each others. Pulling away for air, he sat up, with you still straddling him. "Tell me about your dream." You cooed into his ear, his grip on your hips tightening. "What?" You looked him in the eye, your hands trailing up his chest, tugging at his shirt, signaling for him to take it off. Then wrapping your hands around the back of his neck. "What was I doing in your dreams, that made you moan my name?," You asked, one hand trailing up into his hair, softly tugging at it, while you tugged at his bottom lip with your teeth. "Were you fucking my mouth?" You nipped at the spot right below his ear, grinding onto his member, a sinful moan leaving his plump lips that went straight to your core, and you then realized how truly wet he had gotten you. "Were you fucking me into the mattress?" You pulled at his hair, and his hips bucked into yours, making your breathing hitch. "Maybe you were bending me over your desk... fucking me from behind, or maybe spanking me." His hold on your hips was so hard he was probably leaving bruises.

"Oh, fuck me." He rasped, "You have to tell me, Luke, what were we doing?" You purred into his ear, your fingers trailing down his muscular abdomen. You looked him in the eye as your hand softly grabbed at his member, his lips parting as you rubbed him through his pants. "Please, Y/n." He whined, his head now resting in the crook of your neck, his breathing heavy, and his chest moving at a fast pace. "Tell me what you want baby." You muttered into his ear,

His hot breath on your skin caused a chill to run down your spine. "I- Y-you were, uhm, sucking me off. Th-then you started riding me." You smirked, and pulled his head from the crook of your neck, and kissed him, starting off slow. You pulled away so you could take off your shirt, now showing off your lacy bra. You then cupped his face, your lips now moving at a faster pace against his. His hands moving up your body towards your breasts, squeezing them through your bra, then moving down to your waist. Pulling away from your mouth, he moved his lips now towards your collarbone, creating a trail of hickeys from your neck to the swell of your breasts. You arched into him, a moan leaving your lips, and you could feel his member harden under your core. "Luke." You moaned, your fingers tugging at his brown locks of hair, he groaned into your neck, as he sucked at the sensitive skin. As amazing as his lips on you felt, you knew you had to at least give him something from his dream, so you pulled away, standing up from his lap. He whined as you moved towards the end of the bed. "Oh come on, Y/n, you can't just tease me like this, this hurts." He said as he pointed at his crotch, making you giggle.

"Did you forget what I was going to do to you?" You said, leaning over the bed, giving him a perfect view of your tits. He looked confused for a second, before his eyes widened. "Y-you were being serious? I-"

"Of course I was, now come here." He moved towards the end of the bed, and you sunk down onto your knees in front of him, looking up into his eyes as you pulled down his grey sweatpants, making him lift his hips. It took you by surprise when you saw he wasn't wearing a pair of underwear underneath the sweatpants, but you grinned nonetheless, licking your lips. You started off by spitting into your hand, then you wrapped your hands around his member, forming a fist. You heard his breathing hitch as soon as you made contact with his skin, but then you started moving. Your fist going up and down at a slow pace. Luke had put his hands onto his sides for support, his head thrown back in pleasure. He moaned out your name, as he fisted his bed sheets. You then licked our lips again, and wrapped your lips around the tip of his cock, an even louder moan escaping his lips. You slowly sunk lower into his member, his breathing now consisting of short pants. You had now taken all of him into your mouth, the tip of our nose brushing against his lower abdomen, and the tip of his cock brushing against the back of your throat. You gagged around him, trying to swallow him, "Oh, fuck." He muttered, his head turned down as he watched you bob your head up and down. "Fuck princess, look at me." Your stomach churned at the pet name, your wetness pooling in your underwear. You looked up into his eyes as you continued bobbing your head, swallowing every once in a while, one of your hands grabbing his thigh, while the other played with his balls. You hallowed your cheeks, and he bucked his hips, making you gag, "I-I'm sorry, sorry, I'm sorry," he repeated, a moan following soon after. His right hand went to the back of your head, tangling itself in your hair, as his left hand supported his upper body. He wasn't pushing your head down, just guiding it. You swirled your tongue across the tip of his dick, and fondled his balls again. "Fuck, I'm going to cum. Fuck, fuck, fuck," He screwed his eyes shut as he threw his head back. You pulled your mouth off of him, making him whine, but your hand kept going, just at a slow pace. "Where do you want to cum?" He opened his eyes, raising a brow. "What do you mean?" He asked, biting back a moan, trying to hold back. "Do you want to cum in my mouth? On my face? Perhaps my tits?" You asked, looking up at him with innocent eyes, your fist still moving up and down on his member. "Fuck, you're so dirty." He chuckled, so you softly squeezed his shaft, making his laugh cut off with a moan. "Your mouth, I want your mouth." He pleaded, and you smirked, wrapping your lips around him again, and bobbing your head up and down. Feeling him twitch in your mouth, "Shit, baby I'm going to-" You quickened your pace, both of your hands trailing up his thighs and up to his abs, scratching softly, then trailing back down, and softly squeezing the base if his member. With one final moan, he came. Swallowing his cum, and pulling your mouth off, saliva running down your chin. His hooded eyes looked down at your reddened lips, loving how swollen they currently were after what you just did. "Holy shit." He groaned, falling back onto the mattress, and you let out a soft giggle. "That was perfect. You- You're perfect." he said, tucking your messy hair behind your ear, and pulling your bottom lip down with his thumb. Cupping your face, he pulled you towards him, his lips meeting yours, then pulling on your bottom lip with his teeth, making you moan softly. "Were not done. Theres still one thing that happened, that we still havent done." You teased, your lips brushing against his, pulling back and looking into his eyes. "Really, and what's tha-" he cut himself off with a moan as you ran your fingers across his member.

You pulled down your skirt, and underwear, then unclasped your bra, making Luke's eyes widen, his gaze fixated on your chest. You straddled him, moving closer to his ear, "I'm going to ride you, remember?" You purred, your hand wrapping around his member, making it harden again. You then, slammed your hips down, sinking down onto his cock, making you both groan. Your fingers were digging into his shoulders, and his were digging into your hips. Your head fell forward into his left shoulder, and you lifted your hips again, making him shudder beneath you. When you slammed back down, he let out a louder moan than before, making you silence him with your mouth, "You have to be quiet baby, your parents are home." He nodded, leaning his forehead into yours. You started bouncing on his member, setting a steady pace, moans and grunts leaving your mouths. His hands moved from your hips to the curve of your ass, gripping it harshly, then slapping it, making your lips part and a loud moan escape. His lips were right beside your ear, so when you slammed your hips back down, the sinful sound he made went straight to your core making you arch your back. "Fuck, Luke." You moaned into his ear, your thighs burning. He grunted, "Hell, I cant do this." Then he flipped you over, making you land on your back int top of the mattress, ending up in a missionary position. He inserted him self into you once again, loud noises leaving the both of you as you arched your back. He shifted his position, grabbing your leg and placing it on his shoulder, allowing him to bury his cock deeper in you. Your breathing was getting heavier, and you snaked one hand towards your clit, desperate for a release. You started rubbing your fingers against your clit in circular motions, but when Luke noticed, he grabbed both your hands and pinned them above your head, leaving you a whining mess. He replaced your fingers with his thumb, repeating the circular motion, you arched your back again, your chest pressing against his. You felt a knot form in your lower abdomen, "Luke, I'm gonna cum," You cried out, making him quicken his pace. His hips slamming into yours, the sound of skin on skin, and the headboard banging against the wall making you feel even more aroused. The knot tightening in your stomach as he pressed his lips onto yours. You repeated his name over and over again, begging for permission to cum. "Hold it, princess." You cried out as he put pressure on your clit with his thumb, "Fuck, you feel so good around me, baby. I'm going to cum," he panted, pressing his forehead to your chest as he slammed his hips into yours,  the tip of his cock repeatedly hitting your g-spot. "Please, Luke, I can't-"

"Let go for me." He grunted into your ear, and snapped his hips one last time, before you both came. You attached your lips to his in order to silence you both as you rode out your highs. Luke sucked into your collarbone, before pulling out, and plopping down next to you. You were both breathing heavily, your chest heaving up and down, your bodies covered in a thin layer of sweat. "Fuck, did we use a condom?" He asked, sheer panic laced in his voice, you chuckled, wrapping your hand around his waist, placing your head on his sweaty chest. "I'm on the pill." He breathed out a sigh of relief.

[sickficsforthesoul]

here's a prompt ?(or whateverits called): not a request ! also  ، ¿ ¡ ૮₍ 𖦹 ˕ ×` ₎ა ! ?·＊·  anon or 🧛🏻‍♀️ anon(emoji form) .  : the sickie hates today so much. they had to go to school bc it was a important practice match they had to be in. but they got a stomach bug yay! good 4 them !! they woke up feeling like shit , they knew they were sick. they wanted to stay in bed . praying to any god that they weren't gonna be sick. they fell asleep again saying just to rest for a few more minutes (well it ended up being 30 minutes ) now they only had 30 minutes to get to school, they knew they actually had to wake up. running out of bed to get there clothes and change as fast as they could (they dont shower in the morning and they were to lazy to brush their teeth) rushing out of bed that fast made them all dizzy . great . now they're stomach hurts. yep they were gonna vomit. they knew they couldn't make it to the bathroom . so they found a place that could store it , they rushed finding something in their room . they searched their desk. feeling the vomit rising up. shutting their mouth bc they dont want their desk getting vomit on it. it was so strong it went in their nose. they couldnt hold it in anymore. throwing up in their desk  wetting all the papers. homeworks . they were gonna get in trouble at school. they had no hw anymore . well they were gonna be late to practice if they cleaned it up.so they ignored it. gagging at the smell of it. they finally finished their daily routine . they skipped breakfast (just like most of the times). they grabbed a mask and went to school . playing games on their phone to distract themselves.  sadly that didnt work . they got all dizzy , they put their phone. feeling too dizzy they nearly tripped . they countied waking to school. remembering they only had 5 minutes left they had to continue walking faster. they started running. while running they were thinking abt how they got sick. :: I prob  got sick from some1 in my class. yeah. they threw up in the classroom and they sat near me. they were probably coughing alot.. ew.. :: they arrived at school. going into the volleyball ball gym changing room. no1 was there . they were probably practicing.  suddenly they felt their stomach growl. it hurts so much. why today they ask. they wrapped their arms around them and it hurts so bad. when it kinda stop they had the courage to change into their volleyball club uniform and go to the gym. while walking there they started coughing.having a coughing fit made every1 look at them . they hated that . they really dont like  being the center of attention.  some1 from their team asked "hey you ok?" they just said yeah. the coach said to run 4 laps around the gym. uh how much they hated running. they only did 1 and a half.(END PT 1) they couldn't handle 4 laps. while some1 was running they saw them hiding (so no1 can see them slacking off) they asked "um?? what's wrong ? ud probably get in trouble if coach finds out.  I'm already on my 3rd lap . ig in  3 mins its over. r u just gonna stay here? and also if u act like this it the match . you'll get in big trouble. they just said "ok". when the coach said ok! they went back in the gym and prepared the net. they started a sneezing fit which caught som1 to give them tissue. they eventually stopped . they're nose is so stuffy they can barely breathe.  they really want 1 more tissue but they don't have any , they ended up using their arm as a tissue. well atleast only 1 person saw. every1 was practicing.  it was gonna end it 10 mins . they're shocked how they went so far. when they setted the ball they suddenly felt they're stomach grumble. they cant just suddenly go to the bathroom.  they had to wait. uh they started feeling nauseous and they silently stared gagging.  then came the wet coughs , they could feel the vomit loudly.  end . pt1

(contin.) they had to fake spike? idk . they didnt have the power to do so. obviously they looked like they were faking it. they're team lost, they honestly didnt care . then some1 hit then on their back saying to,work hard. some vomit came up . they swallowed it . they thought it tasted so bad. they started coughing really loudly.  every1 was looking (they had to rush to the bathroom but since every1 was looking they didn't want to make a scene so they didnt ) they waited till every1 wrnt to they changing room /club room.  finally every1 besides 1 person who was a benched player went to the toilet . oh no. they cant wait that there was vomit coming up they wanted to wait for at least 2 mins , but they couldn't only 36 seconds.  they started to vomit .  in their hands . dripping on the gyms floor. they couldn't make it into a stall so they threw up in the bathroom floor. threw up already half of what they had. they heard the doors unlocking from the bathroom (it was the benched player) they rushed into a stall so he couldn't see them  . they walked out and saw vomit.  they didnt care , they walked out like nothing happened. they were still vomiting , they didn't have enough strength to propt themselves up to puke inside the toilet,  they just ended  up throwing up on the floor . they thought they were done after dry heaving for 2 minutes.  getting up to go to the changing room to change into their uniform.  they didnt tie their tie properly but they dont care. going into their classroom late. like 10 minutes late. they got scolded for wearing their tie wrong and being late.also not bringing hw. yay good for them this class they didnt do anything. so they just fell asleep /WITH THEIR MASK ON!// pt2done

while waiting they double bagged the plastic bags to prevent in from seeping thru. one the bus came. the sickie regretted going on already feeling dizzy once they sat down , they sat at the back where no1 sits (although that would make them more dizzer, but they didnt know that) after 5 minutes of the ride (there was some traffic. normally itd take 10 minutes. but since there is traffic they didnt how long they'd have to wait.) "[caretakers name]...while wet coughing.mm candy." they rushed to give the candy. it soothed their throat for 5 minutes until making them dizzy . lying down on the caretaker,while they play with their hair. they fell asleep. after 20 minutes (still in traffic) they woke up to the bus driving. they woke up and asked for water. they drank the water in small sips. they didnt vomit. the they drank it quickly before spitting it out. then coughing. they nearly threw up. swallowing it . asking while coughing for the 'bag'. they grabbed it and held on it and tried getting it out bc they were very nauseous. they couldn't. until the bus continued moving. they're grip to it was very weak. the bus suddenly moving made their stomach growl. and letting of their bag to hold on their stomach. the care taker asked "what's wrong ???? you let go... r u gonna ..." "no. stop.u will make me.stop.talking abt it"(they hated vomit so much thinking abt it makes them gag) the sickie was shaking. they messed up dropping the bag and it flew away. they caretaker getting their jacket just incase yk they vomit. after the bus stops again. a couple and a 2 ppl (4 alltogether)decided to sit in the back. their stomach hurts so much... they started crying. the bus started moving more . 2 more stops till their stop. they gagged. letting go of their hand on their face. "I'm gonna-" the caretaker getting the jacket and hugging the sickie to cover them . they threw up on the caretaker. the couple moved away in disgust whilst the 2 other ppl stayed. just on their phone. "ppl r looking...." "I want to leave.. " "''dont worry , no1 is looking'' the care taker grabbed their bag looking for a (idk the word but it's like a towel but not , you stick it on some1 face and it cools them down) they place it on the sickie. they sickie just dry heaving at this point. they said "sorry.." it's ok. - ¿ ¡ ૮₍ 𖦹 ˕ ×` ₎ა ! ? / 🧛🏻‍♀️ , which haikyuu character do you think this is? also very bad prompt :). again,not a request.

This sounds a lot like Kunimi to me, but I'm also getting Kita, Ennoshita, and Jin (Soekawa) from this. Maybe Yamaguchi too.

For Kunimi, his primary caretaker is the sweet but helpless Kindaichi. Kindaichi really means well, but he's terrible at taking care of sick people, so he just makes everything worse for Kunimi in the end. The rest of Seijoh ends up helping eventually, but it's just Kindaichi for a while, and he does not handle that well. Kunimi basically takes care of himself while Kindaichi stands in a corner muttering apologies. After this incident, Kindaichi resolves to be a better caretaker and starts doing research and taking first aid classes later on.

Kita's primary caretaker is Aran. He's much more competent than Kindaichi and takes good care of Kita for as long as the captain needs it. There isn't much to say after the incident because Aran handles everything so well.

Ennoshita is stuck with the other benched 2nd years (Kinoshita and Narita). They're okay caregivers but nothing special. Ennoshita is the most nurturing of their trio, and with him out of commission, Kinoshita and Narita do their best to help their friend. Ennoshita still has to do some things for himself, but Kinoshita and Narita can at least know the basics of taking care of someone, so Ennoshita still has it better than Kunimi.

Jin gets two caretakers too because why not. His caretakers are Reon and Semi. Both are very experienced with taking care of others and are the unofficial team parents, so Jin has it very good. He recovers pretty quickly thanks to the excellent care he receives from Semi and Reon.

Yamaguchi's primary caretaker is obviously Tsukishima. Daichi and Suga try to help too, but Yamaguchi gets panicked by anyone who isn't Tsuki, so Tsuki has to deal with basically everything. Tsuki also ends up calling Akiteru for help because he's just so out of his depth caring for another person. Akiteru, on the other hand, took care of Tsuki for years and is a wonderful caregiver. Yamaguchi recovers well with the comforting presence of his best friend and the lovely caretaking of Akiteru.

[joyofbebbanburg]

Wrote this for @amofbebbanburg

My amazing sister. Now it's not spell checked or anything I am actually recovering from wisdom teeth removal so super tired, alot of pain and falling asleep alot so bare with all my mistakes and fuck ups

Love you girly.

Also I do not own any pics or video.

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You were an actress for the hit show Vikings.

You got act along some some great people but theres one man in particular you enjoy working with..in fact you play his love intrest. You bare his children in the show and everything.... Alexander Ludwig.

You were madly in love with him and it seemed as if he loved u back that even the fans picked up on this during interviews or just when you both are out together or posting about eachother

Some where super sweet but others...were not.

Some wanted Alex with someone better in their eyes and some loved you guys.

You and Alex had basically became a couple but with no label

You knew for a fact he was not seeing ot talking to anyone, and he knew the same was true for you.

But fans decided to break you guys apart. They had no idea that you and him didnt have a label.

Some fans made fake edits that looked real but if you looked close enough you could see it was edited or they used old pictures and edit those to make it look up to date.

They posted them everywhere after you latest interview with Alex. (Think of the video of travis placing his hand on the glass looking like hes grabbing Kate's butt )

Alex had put his hand on the glass so fans blew saw it looked like he was touching your butt. You caught him and laughed while playfully pushing him and he pulls you close and kissed your head but kept you in his arms.

This is what pissed some fans off and the pictures where released

You and Alex had just finished an interview where they asked if you guys were a couple and you both smiled and just said

"We have alot of fun with eachother. Shes my best friend and I can share the world with her." Alex said

"And I feel the same hes my best friend and I share everything. My whole world with him. So take that as u may" u had smiled

After the interview you and Alex went out for lunch and then back to his hotel room to relax a while.

You both ended up in a heavy make out like normal...you just wish you knew what you and him were.

But you were not turning down a make out or anything more from him.

You guys did feel like a couple so maybe you were but no label. Maybe he assumed you both where together alrrady.

He eventually got up to take a shower and you scrolled thru Instagram.

That's when u saw the pictures

"Omg Am Is not who Alexander needs. He knows it too because he was caught kissing this beautiful woman and it's not Am" a fan shared some edited pics. Then u saw the video

https://youtu.be/4LRtL3x6HhU

You jaw and heart dropped.

It looked so real.

What if u assumed wrong..what if he only saw you as a fuck. What if you were nothing more than someone to be with until he could see this woman again....

Your eyes watered

You quickly wiped them away though. You guys never had a label so you can't be upset but you can stop this before you get hurt worse.

Alex steps out the bathroom after his shower and he drys off but stays naked.

"Hey actually I need to head back to my room. I'm just not feeling well and I dont wanna get you sick " you lie and stand up grabbing ur bag

"Hold up let me walk you" he says jumping up and throwing on pants a shirt.

"No it's okay Alex you dont have too. I can get myself there. No worries. Really don't wanna get you sick hun especially if ur gonna wanna see ur other girl after this press tour ends tomorrow. You dont need to be sick." U fake a smile and get out of his room fast an lock yourself away in your own room.

Alex stood there shocked. You said he had another girl....but he didnt. He only had you. He only loved you. No one else but you.

He sat on his bed and scrolled thru insta when he also saw this pictures and captions..he knew u had seen this but these where clearly fake. Because in these pics be does have his tattoo on hid arm and he has a new on that no one has seen b4 and hed use that to prove to you he loves you

He called you but u never picked up. He text you and you replied one time.

"Alex look I think you should finally commit3to your girl. Honesty if I knew you were seeing someone...I wouldnt have been with you. But I was and I fell for you and I need space know so we can be friends again later...but just friends...I wont the the whore everyone thinks I am by being with you. Because that's not the person I am. I had a great time with u Alex but I'm the one who ended up burned...goodbye " you sent to him and blocked his number and sobbed

Alex couldnt text you or call and he was panicking. He knocked on your door but u ignored it.

You refused to see him unless work related.

"Am it's not real....its just you...always has been and you'll see I'm telling the truth. He says and you hear him walk back to his and You sighed.

Alex placed back and forth until he made a choice

He went live and waited for enough followers..mainly you.

You joined but only for a bjt.

Enough to hear him rip a new one on the fans who did the edits

"I know the people who made the ed ih ts are here and in want to say. You guys are sick. Trying to ruin peoples lives just because you dont like a person you dont even know!

She was my girl...and I had the perfect woman..but because some fans hated that ymthey had to ruin things...I was going to show her tonight something special..it would have made us official but...we couldnt because sof you people who made the edits...Amqnda baby I know you watching ..please just look. " he says and he lifts his shir my his bicep (the other one)

Ut was your name in runes and u teared up.

" it's always been you...so come here babygirl " he says and ubbo ln red to his room and knocked.

He turned off his live and opened the door

"Alex .....you..love me?" U ask and he chuckles

"Yes baby. Only you..now come back I cant sleep without my woman next to me" he says.

"ur woman?" U asked

"Yes ur my woman now " he smiles and yall share a sweet kiss.

"I love you..only you" he says and brings u in to have a sweet passionate kiss.

You weren't sure how things would go in the future but right know its looking pretty damn great. Your happy where your at for now.