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My mother is such a hard headed atheist, and I reverted to the domican church, she doesn't know, she saw me wearing a cross today and almost lost her head, asked me if I believed and head to tell her that I didn't because I was to scared to tell her yes, I did a silent apology prayer to the Lord, I can't wait to turn 18 and tell her, and I'm going to boarding school so then I can finally go back to church again and pray in peace

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How inlove are you?

Me: I am incapable of fixating on fictional men because of the one I have in this reality. How do people do that? I don't know what to do. That nan has my head in a spin, it's ridiculous?

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“Fuck you, my child is completely fine!”

ma’am your child kins regulus black

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

Thank you so so much

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After seeing the Lena Luthor one I had to make one with the four female characters I would absolutely let step on me, so here you go 😂

Credit to @supercorpandbeyond for giving me the idea after I saw their Lena one

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No need to call me out

me, reading my own incomplete writing : *gasp* and then what happened?

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“english isn’t my first langua—“ say no more.

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giggling, blushing, kicking my feet.

i need them.

both.

at the same time.

(images aren’t mine, credits to owners)

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Me, a teen author, I 100% agree

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the bitches traumatized by saltburn would never survive the fics in my ao3 history

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i need them biblically. at the same time. until the bed breaks. until i can’t see straight.

gif by : @icaxrus

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Keyboard go BRRRRRRRRRR

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Every time I watch CM or The Rookie my Mommy/Daddy issues are raging high and I what to cry, laugh and kms at the same time 😭👍😀💀

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John Nolan x López!reader

Bc I love the parents friend trope I'll write another nolan ff this time with reader being a lopez (and of age, like 21 22 or smth like that)

John Nolan x reader fluff

Warnings: mamma Lopez, swearing, Nolan scared of his life, hints of smut but no actual smut, mentions of Alcohol (let me know if I forgot anything)

AN: I have zero clue what I made here but something came out so her yall go have fun

It was John's rare day of and we charished it with quality time and Netflix. That's when my phone rang. "Lopez-Evers? Hi mom what's up?" *over the phone* "Hi sweetie how you doing?" "What do you want mom?" "Can't a mother ask how her child is doing?" "She can but I know she wants something by her tone so spill it" "What do you know about secret relationships?" my heart sank "what would I know about that?" "We think Nolan is in one and you have the greatest skills to find out who it is." "Aren't you the detective?" "I can't spy on my co-worker" "so you want me to do it?" John looked at me with confusion and he picked me up and put me on his lap and nuzzled into my neck while I kept talking "Mom I love you but I won't Stalk your co-worker bc you want to know who he is dating, if you want to find out ask him yourself. Why don't you and dad throw a grill party or something then you could ask him, I can come to if you want, I mean it's springbreak so I have the next two weeks in LA." "okay I'm gonna tell your dad but please tell me what you find" "I won't find anything bc will not stalk Nolan end of discussion. Love you bye." John looked at me confused "why would you Stalk me?" "I will not Stalk you amor but I don't think this will be a secret much longer. My mom really wants to know who you date, maybe because you act differently." "So we are going to a grill party at your parents to find out I date you?" he asked amused "Yes precisely now if you don't stop with the little kisses I will drag you into the bedroom." I said and earned a mischievous grin from him "Oh well I do not mind" and kissed my neck harder until he hit my weak spot and I moaned. "John I swear to god~ christ that is good" he chuckled into my neck, turned me around and picked me up and carried me into the bedroom. "amor, as much as I would love doing that I have to get home and change." I was mad at myself for saying that. "You look beautiful all the time love" he said and kissed me. "thank you baby but I still have to change into something that isn't yours even if we get exposed today I still want to drag it out because as soon as my mother knows all hell will break lose and at least then she will have some alcohol in her system. " I said. "Alraight I will see you tonight but after that I will take out outfit and it will be in the corner of the room." "Okay sound perfect, I love you and I will see you at my parents." I gave him a quick kiss and walked out the house.

*Timeskip bc Idk what to write*

I was wearing something that will drive john insane bc the last time I wore it I couldn't walk the next day, that was fun explaining that to my professor when I couldn't stand for my presentation. I arrived and My Parents friend were already here but no John.

"I thought that whole thing was about Jo- Nolan, where is he?" I asked cursing myself for almost calling him John.

"He Texted me traffic is bad so he's running late." Lucy said. "What happened to your neck?" Harper asked with a smile "Got a Guy from LA?" "You have a boyfriend?" My mom asked in disbelief "I do and I wanna say imma kill him but I think you will take care of that." I said and the realisation hit Harper "No..." "Yes and I need you to not tell anyone okay" "Harper who is it?" My mother asked. "Oh you are going to figure that one out by yourself I am just gonna get popcorn and enjoy the show." she said and Lucy gave her a look of confusion then realisation and then shock in what my mother is going to do to him as soon as she finds out.

Nolan was enjoying a beer and a talk with my dad when my mother interrupted "Nolan question, do you know who my daughters boyfriend is?" She asked as if it was the most normal thing in the world John on the other hand was white as a ghost. "Why would I know that I barely see her I didn't even know she's here hi btw it's good to see you again, now I'm going to get a beer you want one?" He asked pointing at me "Yes I would love to and get my mother also one." Once John was gone a turned to my mom "Where is dad?" "Oh he is in the back Jard showing James his knew grill" My mum and Harper chuckled "What is it with Dads and Grills?" I that moment John came back and handed me mine and my mom's beer, when he handed me mine he said: "Here you go Honey-" That's when everyone froze. "Nolan, I am going to kill you!" "Oh God I would run amor" And with that John ran to the other guys and try to hide. We all started laughing.

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My Love For You

My love for you is getting painful but yet I still love you because my heart doesn't want to let you go. My love goes deep, as deep as the ocean can get. Not a lot of people can say they get that kind of love from me, I am careful with whom I share my love with, my love got used und misused so many times that now I only give it out to so many people I can bare and that is mostly only one person, and you are that person.

I respect you to the fullest but it hurts to see you without being able to hug or even kiss you again, I might have been only one kiss but since that kiss you have turned my world upside down. I hate when people touch me but I feel safe with you, I don't show emotions like fear, sadness or vounrablety infront of people but with you I feel free to show my emotions because I finally stop overreacting about everything when I am with you, I don't think about people a lot but somehow I can't stop thinking about you.

How come it is possible that one person can turn my life around so drasticly. You came into my life wothout any warning but I think it was the best unexpected thing that has ever happened to me