#ty to the ppl who send me these asks they genuinely make me so happy 😭

[zuzusexytiems]

Jean calls Pieck his sugar mommy because she's older and more famous that him in Marley. I like the idea of calling her a cougar teasingly to get back at her for all the times she's managed to press his buttons. This one is her button, and Pieck doesn't enjoy it.

"it's ok (wink) I like bold women"

"SHUT UP IT'S 3 YEARS"

HELLO I LOVE THIS DJKHSIUJKSA PLSSS and you're so right!!! I've always loved the thought of them balancing each other out despite having opposing personalities. this is one of the ways that it happens for sure 😭

there's also something super amusing about pieck—who's rarely ever embarrassed—blushing bc of jean ; u ; I think he's the only one who's able to do something like this to her. pieck is his One Weakness, but it works the other way around as well—he's hers 😭

[reshinless]

hello reshi good weather today innit

first of all iwant to say that i LOVE YOUR WORKS i gobbled them all up its not funny 😂😂😂😂😂hheneelelpp…… the brainrot is real and its eating AWAY!!!!!!!!!

seconf of all i keep going back to your kinich breeding kink fic. which made me wonder liek what do u think about dad kinich ,??:?\ mmmaybbeee…. mayhaps…

FEEL FREE TO IGNORE THIS no pressure ^_^

also can i be 🦢 anon i think ill probably return

hallo 🦢 nonnie!!!1!1!1 and ty, I'm happy lots of ppl read n enjoy my stuff, feel free to send more ideas >_0

he'd honestly frfr be a super good dad. like as someone who's learned that life is precious, and he's happy to have made some with you.

but if you take it in the single parent kinich aspect instead—he's just such a good dad, and often leaves hi child with mualani IF he still decides on doing saurian hunter stuff. but for sure I feel he'd leave the night warden war stuff behind

he honestly felt...somewhat scared. he fact he might have been about to lose his chance to hold his little girl again :(

oh but real talk he'd let his kid get their own saurian. I feel like he'd get them a saurian that is anything but whatever ajaw is.

he loves to throw them up in the air like genuinely he loves it so much.

same with swinging them, probably makes a playground set for them from scratch because his kid asked

he watches cartoons w your guys' children and acts like it doesn't really hurt him when something crazy happens to the mc

like ex. trolls when poppy lost her color. he was just as heartbroken as your daughter.

lowkey gains a dad bod if you think about it >_0

he always does the "ask your mom/other das" when it comes to serious stuff or things he doesn't wanna answer

example: kid asks about where babies come from..? go ask your mother sweetheart.

he brings the kid on his adventures sometimes—sometimes—only because it's his gift to them. but he knows if it were any other occasion then the kid's birthday you would kill him 💞

whenever you both do corny couple stuff the kid is always gonna go "ewwww!!" and run away while laughing.

"well would you rather me and your daddy fight all the time?" you joke as you finish braiding the little splitting image of you both's hair. "nooo! never! but you guys are cheesy!"

ajaw will be teaching the kid swear words and then blame it on kinich

like randomly while you and kinich are discussing things about I don't know getting a yumkasaurus for your little girl—you hear the same little one shout the word 'fuck.'

"where on earth did you hear that word from young lady!" "from daddy." "KINIIIICH!!"

and ajaw giggles behind the curtain watching everything unfold and he's rubbing his hands together like "muehehhehe... ur done kinich!!!..." even when u meant ur scolding light hearted after finding out about uncle ajaw. and will scold ajaw later.

thanks for coming to my ted talk

[shouyuus]

i liked the smau aspect you added to your most recent chapter!! it was so fun to read :)

thank you!!! it was my first time making smau-like screenshots so i def had fun doing it! but they're also harder than i thought!!! so much respect for ppl who do full blown smau stuff!!!

ur blog has become both my morning newspaper and also my bedtime stories….. thank u 🫡

asldfjs ur welcome bby! tbh it's just me trying to sate the insane brainworm that's taken over all my waking moments HAHHA just happen that ppl r here along the ride as i descend into vi-shaped hell

reader is such a sweetheart!! I love her omg😭💖

she IS but she's also truly a little unhinged and impulsive and i love that about her tbh

"Silver over your sheets slit into slivers" OKAY QUEEN SIBILANCEEEEE

alsdkjf HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY i love a good aliteration, love a good sibilance love a good FORM REINFORCES MEANING all my lit nerds RISE

my memory is so bad I literally had to reread part one cuz I forgot everything😭 ur writing slays the house down tho

no ur TOTALLY fine like i absolutely forget shit i write all the time and IM THE ONE WHO WROTE IT HAHHAHAH

genuinely buzzing with excitement for the new vi x reader series... like your writing is immaculate and the PLOTT is so good and fake dating???? sign me UPP!!!! anyways i love your writing and i will be supporting this series w all my heart

THANK YOU!!! this is def a passion project and im glad that ppl are enjoying it as much as i enjoyed writing it!!! things start to really get going in ch4 so !! hehe much to come!!!

Girl that new fic you just posted was so good! i wanna eat it for breakfast, lunch, dinner, AND dessert

its GURL DINNERRR.mp3 for meeeee!!!

Just want to say you're an incredible writer and reading your fics never fails to brighten up my day 💗 (and ty for feeding the Vi simp community)

no thank YOU for allowing me to continue to spam the tags and for sending asks and reblogging and commenting and liking!!!! it means the world that ppl r interacting with stuff i write/make! <3

Long fic! Long fic! Long fic! *this chant is accompanied by furious happy dancing*

longest i've written so far!!! hehehehe

[wooahaes]

hi! (first time sending an ask so pls lmk if anyone has this emoji but-) i completely agree w/ u that writers should put a warning or smth that the fanfic will be catered to a certain body type as ive read fanfic w/o that and have felt insecure. not saying these writers are intentionally trying to make ppl feel bad, but they need to realize that sometimes their works do cater to thin/skinny body types and letting readers know that rly isnt a big deal. ty for always speaking ur truth! - 🐱 anon

hi nonny! im gonna answer all ur asks in one go <3 (no need to apologize for spamming! i had a moment of 'oh fuck did i say something wrong' but thats just anxiety brain speaking haha)

honestly! i genuinely don't mind if writers wanna intentionally write works for a thinner reader, it'd just be nice for them to write in a little warning at the beginning of the fic <3 i write chubby readers and mark 'em with chubby!reader so my audience knows, nothing wrong w doing it the other way around!

i also wanna say, i remember looking up "seventeen x chubby reader", "svt x chubby reader", or smth along those lines on tumblr but just knowing almost nothing will pop up 💔. until i saw a little fanfic called "tiger stripes" and was baffled that someone actually wrote something that had someone like me in mind. i remember feeling and being so happy about it. just thank you for your svt x chubby reader works because u make us chubby carats feel so seen 🫶🏼 - 🐱 anon

aaaa ty lovely!! im a chubby gal myself so i love writing chubby!reader fics from time to time when inspiration strikes <3 usually i try to keep everything body neutral so that anyone can enjoy my fics (even in my chubby reader fics, i try not to specify how big reader is so that anyone bigger can enjoy them), but sometimes i just gotta aim something for the chubby gals out there <3 tiger stripes is one of my most beloved fics and it genuinely makes me happy to think of my own stretch marks as tiger stripes hehe <3

ah anyway !! hope im not a bother w/ my asks !! i just wanted to tell u this despite my shyness bc idk, i rly feel like u needed to hear it 🙏🏼 anyway, i also wanna add ur a rly good writer and keep on doing what ur doing 👍🏼 - 🐱 anon

u are 100000% fine!! i love talking to anons and ur always welcome to pop into my inbox whenever you feel like it <3 + it does always help to hear that other chubby carats enjoy my work!! mwah mwah ur so sweet

tw fatphobia mentions (nothing explicitly fatphobic tho) // omg though.. i remember finding this [redacted] x reader fic and bc it appeared under the [removed] tag (smth like that) and i assumed that it was catered to fat ppl. but unfortunately it turned out to be incredibly fatphobic w/ it's themes, plot, + y/n. im not saying u have to be fat to write "x fat reader" fanfic but perhaps step away from writing for ppl u have no understanding of if ur gna write stuff like that.. - 🐱 anon

redacting the guy + the tag from your ask purely to try and avoid anyone tracking down the writer by any means! i trust my followers to not do something like that, but i'd feel better reducing that risk in any way <3

oh yikes! i think like... its worth it to sometimes address fatphobia in writing, but that kind of stuff 100% needs a warning! one of my current fic ideas involves a reader who is confident in her body but kinda relapses back to a previous mindset of 'maybe i Should be ashamed of it' after being fully insulted for being a bigger gal and the fic would absolutely have a warning.

i do agree that you def do not have to be a bigger person to write chubby/fat reader fics, but its definitely something you need to be mindful of when you wanna handle the heavier topics. im always happy to weigh in with my own thoughts + experiences, and im sure other people would be, too! no shame in trying to address it in themes/plot, but there's def a difference between endorsing those ideas and discussing them (and i'll say i have no idea which was being done in this fic)

(btw: no one go looking for this writer to say anything to them btw, we do not promote harassment on this blog--anon ur 100% fine to express ur opinions since i've seen fatphobia in reader fics, too, and it's okay to express discomfort with the idea. i'm always open to discussing things as long as they don't point too directly to anyone's work--and i'm equally open to taking down anything that pinpoints a certain writer.)

anyway ur 100% fine to send as many asks as u want!! im always happy to talk to people esp abt topics like this (or in general too!) <3 ty for being polite tho mwah mwah ur v cute

[onisia]

hey um pro-transid person here and i just wanna thank you for apologizing and stuff,, im very glad that you realized what you did was wrong and apologized for it bc yeah your posts did incite a lot of harassment but more importantly they were one of the causes of a *lot* of people realizing what transids were and then faking being pro-transid to get into our communities just to later harass, hate on, and threaten us,, which like, not saying u did that at all, just saying that your posts ended up causing a lot of that to happen

but if you ever want to genuinely learn in good-faith what different transids and stuff are, the community is very accepting and supportive of people and is very open to helping out and not "cancelling" anyone who's done bad things in their past that they've apologized for

we're (me at least,, /lh) happy to explain things to you and tell you about our experiences if you genuinely want to better learn about our communities, im sorry that people hurt you in those communities in the past but from what i've read from other people a lot of well-known ppl in the community ended up being trolls (ex. transabled-dream is a very very well-known troll who made a lot of people anti-transid by making the community look terrible) so most likely the people who hurt you were trolls who only set out to hurt people and weren't actually genuine pro-transid ppl,, since that's happened to a lot of ppl

tldr;; if you wanna learn anything then ask the community abt our experiences and we're happy to tell you,, ty for apologizing though && i hope you're doing better now

It's cool to see people sending kind words over, and personally I'm interested in learning!

It's easiest to contact us via discord which is currently 🌲The Onisian Sectorヽ｀、#0156 but may change soon since the system has changed so much already, if it does I'll just update this post

Any discord servers or tumblr blogs are also appreciated - you're free to send them in as asks too if you prefer that over messages, I won't respond to them if you say not to

:)

[yamagucji]

love letters from cupid.

dear lovely anons,

i cherish every bit of interaction we have. im extremely grateful to know that there are people out there who read and enjoy my works. hm, hope you know that i care about each of you. honestly sometimes i just wanna make a post dedicated to each of you but idk!! if you’ll see it or not. hopefully this bit is enough to let you know how much i appreciate every single one of you. thank you.

dear readers,

thank you for reading my works. it’s comforting to know that there are people out there who will check out something that i’ve slapped on together with every bit of my effort. to those of you who have consistently supported my works in silence- you know who you are. im just... keeping my distance because ya’ll are really just minding your own business while i get giddy about seeing you pop up in my notifications again. im hoping to get around and send a ty note to as many special readers n special ppl on this blog. but im a little shy, so i hope you’ll give me some time. seeing you in my notifications from time to time makes me happy; sometimes i do wonder if you’re still here and in good health. i hope you all are right now. thank you.

dear dani,

what a wonderful being you are. never regretting the first time i *shyly* asked if there was anyone that wanted to be friends here. i probably already talk about my love for you and vera so much but who’s gonna stop me? you’re such a cool person. i look up to you (literally). i think it’s amazing to get to know a person who has a lot of passion for history like me. but also- screams about 2d men with me. truthfully, this site is much more bearable having you as a moot. i feel very comfortable talking to you, about anything at all. lomve you, you’re the best.

dear mayya,

kindness personified. im sure you’ve made a plethora of people smile with every rb and comment you’ve given; including me. i think it’s very refreshing to see such genuine comments. you radiate this calm aura that im always seeking for. thank you, for providing me (and many other people) with that. a little embarrassing that you see my uhm, messy sideblog, but... it’s comforting i think. to know that someone is listening. i hope that you understand it goes the other way around too— that i’m here for you.

dear hrituja,

my partner of chaos. when did it start? i can’t remember. all i know is that every little thing you send me on instagram really makes my day. i’ll have bad days and all i need to do is look at the silly stuff you sent me and get a laugh out of it. i think it’s cool that we’ve been able to build this space where we can talk about anything (literally), poke fun of each other, and also ourselves. you’re cool. i genuinely like hearing you go off about ace. if i could meet a moot it’d probably be you unless you’re secretly a fraud and you’re actually just a 80 yr old man looking for a sugar babie. in that case im in.

dear oz,

you overly sweet bean. i genuinely watch you in awe from afar, just by how talented and hardworking you are. your art is amazing, and i always look forward to the design you make for your oc’s outfits. thank you for understanding me, and for being patient with me. i care about you a lot, so if there’s ever anything that’s occupying your mind and you need to let them out, i’m here to listen. ps. i really don’t know any other mutual who listens to *that* comfort stuff like i do so im really thankful to have someone to talk about them with. you can always share your interests with me too, especially with your dearest tendou.

dear tate,

im such in awe of you. just the fact that you devote a lot of your time into writing and setting up the theme for your blog astounds me. not to mention, your art skills as well. i am still very much in love with that bokuto piece you made with the hanging leaves. i hope you know that bokuto loves you just as much as you do to him. i know you’re writing up something special atm, so i’m really looking forward to it. thank you for all the time you’ve spared just to send me an ask. it truly does mean a lot to me. it feels like someone is listening, and i’m very appreciative of having you as my dear mutual. please know that i’m here to support you too, with the best of my abilities.

dear winx club,

[ @wissbby @kageruna @pinkbunnyplushie @astrooliver @lovingtobio @kenmaki @lfjr @lcsbianist ]

im such a clutz, but thank you for dealing with me. i was little nervous to start up such a discord server because im bad at staying in one. though, the warm environment that you all provide makes me feel much more at ease. i think it’s funny popping in to the server and seeing a few people spamming the chat with hugs, headpats and kisses. it’s sweet, too. being in a group discord can get overwhelming for some people, so i appreciate you all for having that patience. another thing- thank you for understanding each other’s boundaries. its hard to be aware all the time especially when you’re interacting with people you don’t know to at a very personal level. im glad that you all helped each other make the space comfy. i look forward to more chaotic and genuine talks with all of you in the future. maybe we’ll still be in touch with each other after a long while? who knows. but im going to cherish every single moment i get with you all.

dear @nishinoya-is-baby @keitsukki11 @sullen-angel24 @smolbludandelions @whootwhoot @cheatingthroughthislife @tadashi-simp @oikaw-ugh @lostsealscreams @sleepykarabou @atsunflower @lfjr @globe-fish @bewwybun @tetsoleil @sleepykarabou @justcafewriter @rin-suna @atsumusc0ck @waitforitillwritemywayout @dorkyhaikyu @yemilnisu @sunseteyes @kenmaki @kenanami,

goodness, i would write you all individual messages if time let me. but, i hope this is alright. i just wanted to thank you all for interacting with some dummy like me because that shit takes real patience </3 y’all are some really cool people and im really glad to have you as a moot. im ngl im pretty sure i’ve stopped by all your inboxes just to forget to actually send an ask :’( or maybe im too shy. one or the other. hopefully i can come around to all your ask boxes soon and fill it with my love because it’s what you all deserve. ya’ll are such amazing and talented people. for the love of god- you have all my love and care in the world. i hope that these past few weeks have been gentle with you, but if not, please let yourself rest from whatever it is that may be putting you down. here’s a gentle reminder that im always here to listen, and i wouldn’t judge you for whatever it is it may be. thank you for being so kind to me, and i hope to return that as well. take care.

@insanitywrites @derpeedoo @killuababie @lespaghetti @ordinary-ace

i haven’t told you this until now but, thank you for giving me company and comfort during a time that i was deeply struggling.

ps. if there’s any grammar or spelling mistakes no u did not see that <3

[certifiedceraunophile]

Hi! A fan of your writing here. I just love the way you write Caroline. An Avoidable Heart is my comfort fic and I am constantly in awe with the way you write and craft the dynamics in that story. Caroline's inner monologue is just priceless and God! I just love that intro scene where Caroline is walking into the Mikaelson compound with vampires and hybrids in the surrounding ready to pounce on her.

I would love to hear how you would have visualized Caroline crossing over into TO or not? Like in what season and why? How it would have likely gone?

Thank you!

First of all lovely anon gimme a moment to breathe, asdfghjkl why are people so lovely 😭😭🥺✨ It means sooo much to me that you’d take the time to jump into my inbox and send these kind words, like please I’m not worthyyyyy, But you make me smile and feel really freaking warm so *handcuffs your hand to mine* you aint leaving 💖✨💞🙃

But OK ALSO oh my god dude THAT CAROLINE WALTZS INTO THE COMPOUND AND TAKES ON A COUPLE HUNDRED VAMPIRES BY HERSELF SCENE???? Ughhhhh I’m sorry but I have SUCH a boner for Caroline in that, like my badass -I admit kinda op- QUEEN IS HERE and she’s fucking shit up, I’m sorry but I love that scene so much it’s so dear to me I was killing myself over how self-indulgent and grossly Over powered Caroline is but like idgaf man it’s such a hot scene and Caroline is practically invincible and we just love to see that, so seriously lovely anon, you telling me you LOVE that scene??? Puts the biggest smile on my face and reassures me a LOT bc I was whining and cribbing over how absolutely unbalanced that scene is to literally everyone BUT LIKE YOU JUMPING OUT OF NOWHERE and pointing that exact scene UGHH…...meant to fucking be the both of us 💖💞✨

And ALSO Caroline’s monologue is quite honestly the easiest inner monologue out of the three voices I wrote for that work, Klaus’s is the real pain in the ass tbvh like it is NOT easy writing pretentious besotted losers with a Kardashian complex especially when you need to make them sound cool when they’re the lamest OP dude bros to ever exist - and no I don’t hate Klaus although I seem to try my darndest to convince ppl I do- I just personally believe that a feral fucker like that with a thousand years of existence under his belt can grow a pair and graduate from his kindergarten level of emotional maturity to adult sometime soon, But then on the flipside he’s so grossly adorkably smitten and feral for Caroline plus hella horny for her all the time that its usually easy to write the trashed and devoted idiot he is into something pretentious and powerful and potent when relating to his unflappable arrogance and his narcissism, but sometimes I also need him to be *deep* and ffs profound for the sake of the plot and jfc my muse just wont work with me on that, she’s like I’m sorry I’m not about to bust my ass to make this mongrel intelligible like no sir all I wanna do is make him uncomfortably horny for Caroline and leave him like that.

So smh yeah the struggle is real….but lmao Caroline is just so precious and fiercely protective and just so achingly lonely in that story, so desperate for connection and trust and intimacy yet so guarded and impervious to everyone like it hurts me to write her like that but it really challenges me as an author to balance out her inherent light with the “void” I create in her and through her, so yeah it’s a very fulfilling task and I wouldnt change it one bit, and also I had to balance out her physical op-ness w half a millennium of the ugliest emotional trauma lol so I guess that figures, but the point being….once again I am overjoyed knowing that you liked a facet of the story that I tried so hard to make as authentically Caroline and achingly real and moving as I can and I cannot possibly feel more accomplished than rn for it so ty ty ty ty for reaching out to me and telling me *tackle hugs* It makes me GIDDY knowing that you enjoyed that particular part of the story like ugh stab me please you're too sweet.

And ok NOW, coming to The Originals part of the ask, (also please note that when I say TO headcanon; Hope does not exist, Hayley is a dead in a ditch and ofc Klaus will stop being that lil bitch they tried to pawn off as Klaus in TO) 

HEADCANON 1

Honestly my biggest headcanon when it comes to TO crossovers somehow always include non-humanity!Caroline like it’s just so perfect to me?? The opportunity to make shit BLOW UP b/w them like imagine the DEBAUCHERY, the heat, the SEXUAL TENSION, the repression of one Klaus Mikaelson, the EXPLORATIONS, and omg the role reversal when Klaus has to be the voice of moral reason between them and not bc he believes Caroline would not be able to stand herself if she does something heinous and monstrous but bc he wants her to be completely and utterly herself, and yk *aware*, when she DECIMATES ppl to the ground and is in full-on predator mode, like he wants her monster to come out and play with him when no part of Caroline is locked away or suppressed, so obviously when she is w/o her humanity KLAUS exercises restraint on her behalf, like can you imagine that, Klaus restraining himself and being the vague, extremely broken and just largely inaccurate moral compass between the two of them for ALL the wrong reasons- and the entirety of NOLA just standing there watching him herd this baby vampire who seems to be intent on riling him up and angering him when all she is doing is giving him a massive hybrid hard on, like IMAGINE THE GOODNESS of non-humanity Caroline wrecking NOLA and Klaus letting her wreck it bc he is helpless in the face of Caroline Forbes and also bc he is quite honestly *enjoying* the debauchery himself so why put a damper on the festivities.

-I might wanna add that I favour this headcanon a lot bc I genuinely do not even remotely *like* the idea of NOLA as Klaus's chosen place to set his roots so like I would love Caroline going to NOLA and destroying everything there just bc I detest NOLA and the storyline behind it in TO. (yes is it petty? Obvi, but like I am a petty soul and I make no apologies ma’am)

HEADCANON 2

So yeah that’s my main TO headcanon, but my other one being, one I talk about very frequently, scream about in tag rants to an obsessive level, and like this is a cracky one but still very valid, where Caroline rolls up to NOLA humanity intact and all, finds Hayley preggo and is just laughing her fucking ass off bc anybody ANYBODY, with half a brain and a two minute convo w klaus would know how UTTERLY stupid the entire baby shit is especially when it’s with an immemorable one night stand, and Caroline’s just losing her shit about how like an entire city is obssessed w this baby and she just straight up tells Klaus he’d SUCK as a dad (which he really does tho like he was a shitty fucking dad canonically too) and Klaus is just like *sigh* girl tell me about it. I mean basically he’s finally relieved that someone is on his side about the whole baby thing and how he definitely does not want his entire millennium of life to finally sum up to this one squalling leaking stinky infant/unicorn Hayley is apparently baking in her oven, and I say this headcanon is cracky bc klaus would never have put up w this mess long enough for Caroline to come in and sort it out, there’s this preferred method of disposal of his called heart ripping that would've been employed quite early on and honestly saved us all a lot of brain cells and minused years of life, bc let’s be real any Klaus who’s NOT a lil snivelling bitch wearing a Klaus skinsuit would’ve yeeted the baby and the mama first chance he got, and that’s just how I see it.

Lmao I really hope I didnt scare you away w my *strong* opinions Ik they can be a bit much but I enjoy having them so theyre not going anywhere, anyways this ask answer got WAYYYY too long but I’m hoping I answered your question well with this or atleast left you slightly confused and bemused over my feral screaming....either ways I’m really really really happy to have got your ask and the chance to rant so much bs, Twas cathartic and honestly I had nothing to do today so I was more than happy to dish this baby out for you. Thank you so much sweet anon for putting a smile on my face today I am absolutely HONOURED by your words you’sa cutie 💖💞✨🗣🗣

[jtrbluv]

“F 2020!” - TXT

it’s 3:30am and i’m 2 lazy to make a header so here’s yoongi, i promise i have nicer handwriting

wow, i literally have no idea where to start. it’s almost my three year anniversary of being on this hellsite, but i think i can definitely say that 2020 has probably been one of my favorite years by far, and i am really grateful for it. i think 2020 was a year i was able to improve a lot in my writing despite not producing and releasing a lot of content. quarantine finally allowed me to actually sit down and focus on writing more than i ever have before, and shit, it felt good! it finally felt like i was able to write for myself and not just to please others, and it felt so rewarding rawr (•̀ᴗ•́)و

to all my followers, thank you all so so much. each and every single one of you are a huge reason as to why i’m still here and continue to write. all the likes, reblogs, comments, asks, and more mean the absolute world to me and other writers as well. i think as content creators we can all say that we all go back and scroll through all your messages. thank you for continuing to support me and hopefully i can manage to gift more fics to you this year! luv u all so much <33

to all my mutuals, whether we’ve talked once, twice, never, or a lot, thank you so much for letting me into your world! i really appreciate and luv each and every one of you and always enjoy seeing you all around my dash, we love 2 see it!! i wish you all the best and pls never hesitate to talk to me, i’ll always be here through but especially to support you and hype you all up!! >:) <33

i was going to tag people, but i don’t wanna risk missing anyone T-T. hopefully, you all know who you are :)) just know i luv u fr

lastly, here are some sappy ass luv letters to some of you in particular, sry in advance 🥶🥶

@koushiningg - yeah, of course your ass is going first. hey jae bae, bestie 4L, partner-in-crime, the one person who’s read every, and i mean EVERY single one of my fics. it irks me how much you’re always able to write out your feelings towards the people you care about, bc i SUCK at it! so yes, thank you so much for just being you, i’ll write u a sappy long letter for ur grad email but for now, thank u so much for putting up with my dumbass, listening to me ramble abt the ideas i get at the asscrack of dawn, reading my fics, supporting me in everything that i do. i love u sm fr. here is to the year that we’ve been waiting for, 2021. let’s make it our year.

@taehyungieskith - mika bae........ to think that you were still a local this year is so silly to think abt, i still remember us in the 400s and me giving u song recs in the band room GAHAHDHAJ. i love the little book club type shit we be doing, i always love ur recs duh wtf. thank u twin for always hyping up my stuff and thank god u arent on wattpad anymore mhm love u twin jumi #2 fr

@viopera - VIO!!! we’ve met recently but it feels like i’ve known u for awhile now. literally i’m so happy cuz i remember telling u to write fics and u were straight up like “no.” and now here we are RAWR! u should know this by now and u probably do but i will always be ur #1 supporter and eternal beta-reader. i hope you’re feeling better and ily my fav corpse stan and bad bitch!!!!

@bangtans-peaceful-piegon - AHH PIDGE!!! if i can remember correctly, you were one of the first people i actually talked to on the fic hub server and wow you are just the cutest and literal sweetest thing. we clicked so easily and the vibes u give off are just absolutely impeccable. i love u and i’m always here for u !!! <33

@sugacouture - AYO MEI!!! istg we literally just started talking frfr like a couple days ago but it’s like i’ve known u for years, like wtf. we literally have the same humor and vibes and it’s been rly swag talking to u. i am also more than happy to be ur eternal beta-reader and header helper if that wasn’t already clear duh <3 yeah you are so cute and you write so well that it’s unfair. mhm. unfair. *inserts that one taekook photo* love u, i’ll kidnap u and we’ll get boba and pho <3

@dreamystuffers - RACH!!!!!! rach you truly mesmerize me bc you are so freaking multi-talented, it leaves me in awe. i’m so happy you’ve continued to do what you do luv!! i will always be here and supporting u thru whatever u do!!! luv u sm!! <33

@tatastaetae - marria bby! hi!! ik we don’t talk that much but when we do you’re always such a joy to talk to! the range in ur fics is insane and i always love 2 see it! love u sm and i’m always here for u luv (i swear i’ll be more active on servers wjdjsjjds)

@pjmsdior - bella!!! we haven’t talked for that long either but i always love meeting fil moots!!! you are the sweetest thing and just know that i’ll always be here for u if u need anyone to talk to!!! if i was rich, i’d buy us both new phones in a heartbeat bc our phone literally hate us and for WHAT. kk luv u bella mwah <3

@suhdays - MO! oh my i rly do mean it when i say that u have got to be one of the sweetest and most genuine ppl i’ve met so far this year on this hellsite. ty for making me feel so welcome on the discord servers and networks despite me not being super active on there. when i do get money, i do wish to buy from your etsy shop T-T ,, you are literally the best and deserve the world mo, love u !

@jinpanman - mai! hiii!!! i know we don’t talk much but i’d just like to thank u for the sheer kindness and sweetness you’ve always treated me with! on the occasions that we do talk, you are such a sweetheart omg. ur fics are absolutely to die for and ilysm bby <3

@softguks - AHHDHJE LAUR! when i save u best 4 last <3. we’ve honestly barely interacted at all but you are the most sweetest thing ever, you make my heart full!!! i hope we’re able to interact more in the future and that u come back soon!

- ur local laur luvbot

my secret admirer, hi! i’m not sure if you’ll see this or not since i obviously can’t tag u, but i rly do appreciate u and all the messages u send 🥺🥺 sometimes i go back to them and read them over bc they’re actually so sweet and this is my first actual anon interaction rawr ;w; like always, i wish u nothing but the best and pls take care ☀️ anon!!! <3

sending luv and good vibes to all of u for the new year, always <3

— love, jumi (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃

[freckliedan]

If I don't ask you about theories who would I ask? I'm honestly impressed by all your theorizing and you make my experience as a fan so much better! I needed to send a response because ppl I follow are already reblogging it and it's getting attention and I have severe anxiety so even though I'm anon my brain was like oh no did I mess up by asking this? Thank you for reassuring me that it was okay. I seriously live for every word you type and I'm so honoured I prompted that amazing response :)

😭💕 aw b ty i’m so happy to talk about theories and i’m really happy that i was able to reply to your second ask so fast! anxiety is the worst and i’d really hate to have not been able to say something sooner

[leejh]

!! mention one or more mutuals that come to your mind at first when you read the following words (per word): flower, angel, love, smile, laugh, chocolate, sweet, cute, gorgeous, bean !!

I get scared to do these but this was too cute to ignore ;-; may get long… yeah no, it will be long but here it goes

flower 🌻; @batao you’re the first I thought of! you’re just so hngg- your responses to everything are so cute & your theme, s o f t. sometimes you seem so delicate, not fragile, but just uhh soft, I want to pick you, water you & watch you grow into the beautiful flower you are ♡

angel 👼🏻; @lycheae you’ve always been so kind & patient w/ me /: literally such a kind person. if the package doesn’t reach you, I’ll send as many packages as needed until you get it when I get home because you deserve it! you’re also pretty quiet who just browses along, like an angel would. btw flora is such an angel like name, I love ;-;

love ❤; @shipping-that-assdick ash is just full of so much love. even when you’re going through your own stuff, you’re always there to comfort & love others, I really admire you for that. you give off very cool mom-ish vibes or like an older sister? & anyone close to you is lucky. the way you talk of others or tell your stories, I can feel your words carry so much genuine love & endearment, it’s so beautiful to experience that

smile 😆; @yummyyugyeommie whenever we sent each other asks you always make me smile so much, especially when you spazzed out about got7. when I was down, your asks/responses to mine felt so kind that I almost wanted to, no wait have, tear up. your old mustard hair colored yug icon alone made me smile, especially when you popped up in my notifs.. also hi, I missed you ): hope you’re well ♡ @ikon-on-my-hellevator-cactus when you were my anon I was like what a sweetheart even though I knew who you were since day two lol but then when you revealed yourself you were really passive aggressive about everything, I loved it. I think it’s because we’re different in some ways, you always made me smile because I felt apart of your world when you told me your rants or about how happy you are + you make me snort/smile so much because you were always ready to fight, cutee ^^

laugh 🤪; @calcifer-rose having you as an anon, oml- you caused me stress. I knew who you were though by like ask #3 ahsoka but yeah, you’re just so chill yk? you’re so cute in the chat too ;; I loved having you as an anon & as a friend @ifistoptherain I would’ve put you in all categories but you fit laugh the most. I was so scared to enter the chat but you made me laugh a lot & feel welcomed. getting a message from you always lights up my mood. you made me laugh when I was in my darkest moments. ty fath -btw you two are a mess, the weirdest 01 liners I met ahjska love ya

chocolate 🍫; @kiriyuin I dont like chocolate very much so… lol I’m jp. you remind me so much of chocolate because of your dark but aesthetic themes. you’re bitter yet sweet sometimes. bitter sweet love. well, our convos are, we talk some interesting shit, from anime to weird analogies of life o.o we need help. although I’m not a big fan of chocolate, I’m a fan of you ♡ lol you’re welcome to cringe w/ me

sweet 🍯; @yugyawns you’ve always been so sweet my banana milk rant friend. you’re just very soft okay, no matter what you say. I loved hearing about all your passions. you just always talked so kind me, I never felt intimidated to ask you smth stupid … love you & hope you’re doing okay pax ]:♡) @emounicornorstitch (you’re seriously the sweetest person ever like how?? ah I’m getting emo temy ): when I would disappear for a while & came back you always reassured me that it’s okay & no need to apologize TT & you always yell at me if I dont eat right, like a mom but way more adorable. you’re so caring. everyone needs a temy!!!

cute 💞; @cafebfs just cute really. your cute face had me screaming & you’re whole vibe just generates cute. your whole blog as well, just simply put, cute. you’re very ‘uwu’ as ppl would say, lol I just think you’re cute okay. I hope you’ve been doing alright, if not my in/askbox is always open!)

gorgeous 💫; @spearbe you’re so fucking gorgeous jess!!!! your cute little face & doe eyes, I cri TT perfect match for kookie, but besides being physically pretty, you’re so freaking beautiful in the inside. the way you treat your anons & mutuals- everyone needs to learn how to be pretty both ways from you~ my respect for you is high because you’re that special to me

bean 🌱; @pwark-jisung wholesome bean laura ^^ you already know how much I view you as a sweet little kid right? you’re an actual bean to me, such an adorable bean who should be loved by many so them haters can find me =.= sometimes you remind me of a cute little puppy because of how cute you are) @felixmahdork (my actual baby! you’re so smol even though we’re the same height (’: I cant believe I was ever intimidated by you?? because you’re such?? an adorable bean?? beans are cute & so are you, what a coincidence huh. ily

[storytravelled]

Helpppp I love your confidence with approaching ppl to become moots 😭😭😭😭 I wish I had that confidence lol, any advice on approaching ppl ? <3

aw you're so sweet ty! i'm actually not that confident and barely interact with the mutuals i get and kind of just collect them which makes me super sad but i'm not confident enough to do anything about it,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

but i've also been here for a short while now and have some tips!

join groups! i found my first and dearest mutuals (who i ACTUALLY talk to) after joining my first discord server. we've got a few mutual interests (some that we've gotten into together) and we can get each other into stuff. honestly, tumblr isn't my favorite messaging platform and i prefer discord a lot, which is why you won't see a lot of interactions on here from me. i have a ton of mutuals now from making writing and rp blogs and finding spaces where others did the same- my ayaka blog made me mutuals with a ton of big genshin people, and joining interwoven fates did that for a ton of smaller genshin people that add just as much to my dash and daily interactions

this kind of goes with #1, but pay attention to events! i joined the aforementioned first discord server because of an event, and i've gotten to know quite a few people from either joining or following genshin extreme bias games. I've joined fanfiction and collaboration events hosted by blogs that are larger than mine, giving my work publicity and also giving me an opportunity to talk to other participants and the host as well as some talking points to use

interact with people! i know this is kind of useless and vague, but it is really easy to just send someone an ask off anon asking if they wanted to talk about something or contributing to something they're talking about. make sure to ALWAYS have at least three different talking points to use. they can be coherent with each other or not, but you need backup plans in case your conversations hit a dead end. however, the talking point strategy applies much better on discord and in pms than on asks. still, make sure to have backup plans. i recommend that if someone continually interacts with your posts or work, go talk to them! i remember the first person to send me interactions on my writing blog- he sent an ask off anon and i went to clarify with him and now we're super close! to go with this, it's generally easier to get people like that to go with you into groups. that way, you're not alone, and they can help you get more acquainted with a larger circle if you're not confident in your own interaction skills. i know @unkownknowledge, who i'm speaking about, mentions a lot that he's happy to help others who are intimidated about speaking to mutuals, and i am as well.

find multiple avenues! i created my sideblogs for fun, but they've become great ways to meet people. sideblogs are just more roads into more fandoms, so i highly recommend making some exclusively for some interests to get a concentrated topic in the people that follow you. to go with that, always make sure to properly tag your content so people will actually see it, even if it's a reblog. blog organization looks really professional too, although it doesn't really matter if you use it or if you tag reblogs as reblogs so it looks like you do. it's a neat trick and i don't think anyone really notices it, because it becomes a subconscious thing.

be yourself, be patient, and have fun! i know i said a lot of this with an undertone of "be super strategic and use all your angles and manipulate people into seeing and caring about you" but, in the end, what helped me most was finding what parts of myself were truest and amplifying those. be genuine and be yourself, and it'll be genuinely less tiring to talk to people. this is tumblr, where it's incredibly easy to find when someone's being fake because we're all insane and ridiculous here. please remember not to take things here too seriously. we're all just clowns in different circuses. the worst that can happen to you is that someone will politely reject you, delete your ask, or impolitely reject you. polite rejections will generally assure you that it's not your fault and they have a reason for doing what they do. deleting your ask means that you can let go of that person. don't worry too much about them, but i generally assume if they're answering asks regularly about their posts in a timely manner, about three days of them responding to proveably recent asks and ignoring yours generally signifies for me that they deleted it. in this scenario, you should forget about them. they don't matter that much, and you'll be okay without them seeing your url once ever and doing nothing, i promise. i'll help comfort/distract you, if you want. if they impolitely reject you, tell me and i'll take care of you darling don't worry about that. if you don't have many mutuals yet, you won't have much of a support system on this app. but that's what i'm here for! i'm going to help you in any way i can. this whole thing is solely for the purpose of having fun, so please keep everything lighthearted and don't worry too much about a lot.

ask literally everyone if they want to be mutuals. this is less a tip and more of a way for me to offer to you my mutualship because i genuinely like you. let's be friends, anon! i'd love to know more about you

[neokollection]

whats your biggest headcanon for a 127 boy, like what do you firmly believe that hasnt really been shown to us? eg, is one member less shy than they let on, or does another member get emotional during films etc? whats one headcanon of yours?

I can’t understand this well, but are you asking me something I firmly believe about NCT? Or to make a headcanon about… something I firmly believe about them? Sorry ahhhhhhhhhhhh

For the most part, I firmly believe in the profile analysis headcanons I’ve made [tho not that many…] It’s kinda a below the surface analysis of who each member is- Obviously, I can’t be 100% correct, but I like to think I’m on the right path at least.

I feel like I know, Taeil, Yuta, and Mark the best, so it’s harder to know what hasn’t been shown to us when talking about other members like Jeno or Taeyong…

I think most of the ‘hasn’t rlly been shown to us’ stuff has been outted, but I’ll make a lil list for fun~

Taeil:

In the beginning [of debut], he was shy on camera and all, but now we know he’s actually rather rambunctious and goofy

I think he may be a lil bit of a cry baby :’) / the type to cry easily

When he’s upset he’s quite curt and direct and often raises his voice and fumes to himself

He probably sings all the damn time, getting a class of juice, in the shower, etc… and doesn’t even notice how often he does

A not-so-closeted perv

Johnny:

I think Johnny always wants to b carefree and stuff, but actually worries a lot about a lot of things

Liek I think he might have late night existential crisis’s in his bed at 2AM while listening to Suran, but never talk to anyone [even Mark] about them.

He jokes around a lot and says like ‘Ah yea, I’m a handsome guy’, but in the grand scheme of things when he compares himself to others [we all do it], he probably has a lot of things he wants to change and has a difficult time accepting genuine compliments bc he gets shy of how genuine they are and is modest

Taeyong:

Most ppl have found out TY is a soft qt under his semi-awkward and intimidating surface glance

Also, like TL, prolly a bit of a cry bby & is similar when upset

I think he can get annoyed really fast tho… His moods just swing

Yuta:

Sounds bad, but judges people, [I mean we all do it, just to varying degrees], but the type to be like ‘when I first met you I thought you luked like an asshole’ or in his head just like ‘mark honey, those socks do not go with those shorts-’

I also think he’s very picky about people. He’s always sweet, but like that cool person you want to be friends with and you managed to get their info, but when you send a message hoping to keep talking or be friends you get no reply- Like he doesn’t want ppl too annoying, nor too boring, he probably has a lot of requirements before including you in his circle- I say this but at the same time I think he also feels lonely and will accept anyone at times

Also, I think most ppl guess this, but he’s both confident and insecure about a lot of things, including his visage

Doyoung:

The first thing I think of/wander, is does he often think he’s annoying, I feel like he often worries if he’s being too talkative or annoying-

I also feel he’s insecure about his appearance when comparing himself to the other members he prolly feels he just luks average in comparison :(

Jaehyun:

I’m not sure, but I think he has a lot of patience

OK, rlly suggestive tho? Like that’s just his humor I think, but he maybe thinks with fans it’d be disrespectful or gross so he saves it for later

Win:

There must be a lot of times he feels really frustrated- by not being fluent in Korean and feeling as tho he can’t fully express his thoughts himself like he wants

I think he’s a little devilish and a semi-closeted perv

He’s a clingy koala too, but will deny it and say he’s independent 

Mark:

A philosopher- I think he thinks a lot, like …too much and then tells himself to stop and just live in the moment and be happy and not worry about how his presence on this earth is minuscule compared to the history of the galaxy [What a time to be a live tho, living while NCT and all these other great artists do :’)]

I think he’s actually quite messy

Haechan:

Cries in the shower for how thankful he is for NCT, SM, and his hyungs, but will never admit it

He’s stubborn to a degree we have yet to even unsheathe

[kyunsies]

My assumption about you is that you're the kind of person who'd do small little cute things for the people you love! You'd be like, "you were feeling sad the last time I saw you so I got you (something that person loves)!"

You have this ability to make people really comfortable with you. You're always so kind and loving :( it's so so nice. It always feels like a hug when I talk to you. I feel like if I ever want to talk to you about something really random, you're here to listen!!

You're the kind of friend who'd stay back with me when I've stopped walking cause I'm tying my shoelaces.

You're the kind of person who knows when something is wrong with the people you love. You care so much and you immediately know when something is off.

You are like home. I could be having the worst day ever but when I talk to you, I feel so much better! There is something magical about you!

And a headcanon: mädch is a really good singer!! When are you dropping that album, big sis?

- 🐼anon

angel :(((( firstly u did NOT have to write me this whole thing but u did and i'm kinda tearing up a little bit u are the sweetest kindest angel ever :(((

1) i do !!! i remember a lot of things about my friends (at least i try) !!! i am not that big on gifts tbh but i try doing little things here and there, maybe like buying a friend their favorite drink at starbucks or bringing them back their favorite order from a restaurant they really like !!!

2)i try to make ppl feel comfortable all i can !! i mentioned this to rika, but i kinda just ,,, act a little goofy with ppl when i first meet them?? not weird or anything but i like to let ppl right away know that they can act themselves around me bc there's nothing i hate more than artificial relationships and if u get the message that u don't have to hide anything, you'll be more likely to be genuine with me <3 btw, u can talk to me about LITERALLY anything !!! even if it's kinda tmi !!!! i clean ppl's asses in the hospital i've literally seen it all LOL so even if it's a little random or weird or gross i don't mind at all !!!!! nothing will bother me !!!!!!

3) I WILL ABSOLUTELY STAY BEHIND IF UR SHOELACE CAME UNTIED !!!!! i hate when ppl don't do that !!!! my roommate when we used to get dinner together she would always be on her phone while we'd be walking to the dining hall and ofc i would walk faster than her bc she'd preoccupied but i would always try to slow down so she could walk with me :( (she never cared tho so ... :/)

4) i am so aware of how ppl feel it's almost intuition for me it's not even funny ..... i can tell something is up and also i am someone who is affected by other ppl's moods as well; so if u walk in the room upset i will also be upset until we talk it out !!! it's a little burdening at times bc for some moments i just want to ..... not feel what the other person is feeling bc it's just way too much , very draining , but i am soooo in tune to what my friends are feeling ....

i'm really happy u feel safe with me angel u have no idea how much that means to me !!!!! ;___; i just want to put good into this world and be kind and spread lots of love and the fact that u so openly express everything to me makes my heart absolutely soar to the moon !!! bubbie i love u so much and i'm so happy u are in my life <3 i am always here for u <3

5) also DKFJSLKFJSLKDFJS OKAY ....... THAT ALBUM THO SLFKJSKLDFJ i'm laughing ur so funny :'D i'm an okay singer babe !! NOTHING SPECIAL ...... i'll only sing for u if u ask ;)

send me assumptions and headcanons based of the little you know about me