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[monstrslayr]

dr pepper cured me i’m normal now

not to sound mentally ill but you guys actually like me right

[sweet-drmzzz]

wowowowow I’m finally doing a pinned post

DO NOT SENT ME DONATION REQUESTS THEY WILL BE DELETED

This post is super fucking outdated btw. We have a new host (me, Cal he/they/it) who is a Coil fictive and uhhh yeah basically there was an entire sys overhaul which is... a thing that happened lmao. Crossed out text is outdated information, updates in blue (only until i have the motivation to make a new one.)

Hiya!! My names are Z-Fey, and Faele (pronounced fey-elle) Daze and sometimes Somni!! I am the host of a median collective, and this is my/our main blog. You can find our plural side blog here: @treehousearchive < name has been changed to @the-evil-dreams-collective

I go by Fae/Zi/It/They pronouns, and idrc how the grammar around them works (so you could say “fae are a person with adhd” or “fae is a person with adhd.” Please use my neopronouns as much as, if not more than you use they/it. Also daze neos. ill grab conjugation next time im on discord, host also uses he/him

if you misgender me I’ll eat ur knees /hj

I am faekin and foxkin (plus dog and maybe angelkin), and I’m absolutely amazing at it. Don’t try to disprove alterhuman shit. I won’t listen. Also keep any alterhuman discourse off this blog. All nonhumans are welcome here. Yes even physical ones. Yes even ones that truly believe they are an animal. Yes even mentally ill/delusional ones.

Collectively we are aspec and arospec. Afaik that goes for everyone in our collective but I could be wrong. We have several new ppl who dont fit this, myself (Cal) included :3

currently I don’t check my discord, if you need to reach me my asks and DMs on here are the fastest ways. We go through phases of isolation. Sometimes we chrck it sometimes we dont.

I use a lot of emoticons, abbreviations, and tone tags :3

tone tag key:

/lh- light hearted

/j- joking

/hj- half joking

/sarc- sarcasm

/nm- not mean

/nf- not forced

/gen- genuine

/aesth- aesthetic (used to describe aesthetic attraction. Ex. “He’s hot /aesth”

if I ever use one u don’t understand just ask! I’m more then willing to inform!

DNI:

Pedos. Like genuinely. Pedos maps etc fucking disgust me. Stay tf away from my blog

Zionist. Yeah nuhuh. If u support genocide I don’t want to talk to u.

Homophobes/Transphobes. I’m gay asf. I don’t think you want to be here.

Zoophiles. No. Just no.

Anti furry/Anti alterhuman. Once again. I’m a therian. Y would u want to be here???

Sexual/kink blogs. Nothing against you, have ur fun. Idrc. I’m just not comfy w that.

Anti-endos. I don’t want that negativity on my blog. All good vibes here.

If you demonize mental illnesses (like schizophrenia or npd) fuck off. If you use “delulu” or treat serious mental illnesses as silly little things fuck off.

Anti aro/aspec. This shouldn’t even be a thing? Just let people exist?

if I don’t like u I’ll block u.

With all due respect, which is none, leave me alone.

Tags!!

#Happy Fox Hours

Foxkin euphoria and just generally happy foxkin related stuff

#Happy Fae Hours

Second verse, same as the first but w fae stuff this time.

#Zi speak!!

text posts and me ranting

#Soda Spill

My writing. Includes poetry and short stories/snippets from bigger stories. (Please note that since originally making this I have stopped using the name Soda, as that has gone to one of my headmates. This tag may change soon.)

#Faele agrees

Rebolgs!! I might forget to tag my rebolgs. I’ll try my best but if I do my apologies. we do, in fact consistently forget to tag reblogs

#Sad bitch time

vents n stuff. Me being depressed.

Yeah um. We only ever use zi speaks and sad bitch time consistently, plus ty for the ask <3 when we get them

Boundaries: mostly im fine with anything.

pls don’t tag me in angelic/religious stuff, or send it to me. Especially if it has eyes featured prominently.

uhh i feel like this shouldn’t need to be said but just in case: foxes are a game animal where I live. I already see my kind’s hides enough. Don’t show me pics of that.

just yk… if i ask u to quit do so please. There’s nothing rly big other than those two things that I can think of. Be nice.

PLEASE KEEP THE PHIGHTING DRAMA AWAY FROM US. it is a horrible awful thing that happened but seeing that shit (especially untagged) is so fucking triggerjng for us

My filter tag list is here. If you are intentionally rude and disrespectful about it you will be blocked. < Link is broken

I have a side blog for Will wood stuff called @willwooddaily

member sideblogs are

@c3rb13 (cal)

@gravity-disrupting-sharks (grav)

@music-box-alien (ben)

@silass-skatepark (silas)

thank you for your time!!

(userbox by @/plural-userboxes)

[ambrosialdesire]

Dont worry for rantingg ambro, i get that.

Idk if u want my opinion on ur friends but ive been in ur shoes but most of my friends are in relationships and they still talk to me and even for small stuff like with tiktoks and stuff. They never like leave me hanging with their partners and if they do i know which ones. Trust me Ive been there with the your always single but it is different because its more in an uplifting way because my friends fall hard like horrifically hard over people. Im sorry your friends aren’t treating you very good right now. Especially with the aroace thing because thats a little shitty ngl… especially if they know that u struggle with it. But then again i dont know ur dynamics soo :3

ARCANE IS SOO FUCKING GOOD. I could never play influenced to play League it looks not appealing to me personally.

-🌷

that's good you have amazing friends like that, i think it's just my own perception of the whole thing with that particular group of friends or that i miss what the group was before all the dating but idk i've been hopeful it'll return back to what it was even with the dating, but all those mfs are still in honeymoon phases or something 😒 /hj

NO IT IS SHITTY I WON'T LIE, i'm so sick of hearing "you'll join us soon" or "you just need to be more confident" or "you need to put yourself out there" LIKE NO BRUH, I'M TRYING TO FOCUS ON MY STUDYING GRIND AND THE MEN SHOULD BE COMING TO ME ANYWAYS 😒😒 /hj nah but i'm really tired of hearing shit like that and i know sometimes it's jokes, but can any of the conversations be anything but about dating or relationships, like can we talk about stupid silly shit like before ☹️ ik their partners are important to them to maintain contact with and keep up, but what about our friendship too? it's frustrating AND I CAN'T BE EVEN BE ON A CALL WITH ONE OF THEM WHEN WE GAME EVERY FEW MONTHS OR SO WITHOUT HAVING THE PARTNER BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PHONE, LIKE CMON YOU CAN'T STAND EVEN JUST A FEW HOURS OF NOT BEING ON THE PHONE WITH THEM??? and i can really tell when they don't want to keep hanging out with me even when we plan out how long we'll play, so either i cut the hangout short or they do sometimes.

my friends are great, they're very near and dear to me and i will always want what's best for them, but very much recently, i've been feeling real bitter about being left behind; it's kinda making me feel incomplete in a way, something i haven't felt in a while prior to my aromantic identification and i don't wanna like rush to find someone cause i don't want to regret my first relationship and i don't want to hurt that person's feelings once i realize that i rushed a relationship yk? BLAH i hate it LMAO

anyways arcane has such a nice art style ngl, riot fucking EATS with the animation cause the valorant animations are one of my favorites since i used to play that before my laptop's storage couldn't keep up with the updates, ESP when they involve omen. my mains were killjoy (MY ABSOLUTE GOAT), viper, omen, kay/o, fade, skye, and sage. i sucked at the duelists cause i never was good at doing the main confrontations, i enjoyed doing all the background support stuff instead hehe AND i actually tried out league before cause of an old friend, but i never was into the whole gameplay cause i could barely see the character and the whole thing was insanely confusing even with tutorials, so i quit after a day LMAO

ty but i'd rather stick to my open world games, otome games, and fps games with blinding ults and skills 😋

[ask-reese]

I’m back!!!

Hello everyone, I’m finally back from my rather short hiatus and I’m gonna be honest it went pretty well!! I’m way more in the mood to continue my blogs and my love for my ocs is back again jdshfjfhgjs

Oh I’ll be doing a giveaway to soon so stay tuned for that!!!! uwu

I hope everyone stayed safe and well <3 I’ll be posting asks and replies soon!

But for now I actually want to thank some of peeps who sent me some support in here/discord with messy simple sketches sooooo

(beware long post)

Starting off with @lumiere-angel-90!!<3

Thank you so much for your reply on my post and for drawing my ugly ocs AAAA you seem like a really nice person and youre very talented so tysm!!!<3

Second person would be @ask-shy-heart!!!

AAA thank you so much for all the advice you gave me on the post!!! You have no clue how much I appreciated it so aaaa tysmmm!!<33

Next person is @an-awkward-anon!!!!

Thank you for the little msg you sent in!! I’m sorry I didn’t color your sketch, I looked thru ur blog and I wasn’t sure what her colors were u_u But still ty!!

Forth person would beee @askablindflorist!!<3<3

AAAAAAA OK UHh first of all I REALLYREALLYREALLY love ur oc so much and im sorry I kinda butchered herrrr but I really wanted to draw her with Oliver!!! Idk how they communicate butwhatverhsfjgethfjd also you seem like a really nice and sweet person overall and i honestly would like to be ur friendDSJFGETSIGUH or at least talk more w uu aaaa u_u but im p awkward ANYWHOSJDSFH uhh TYSM for the msg you sent!!!! it was really nice AAAA<3<3<3;;w;;; ((ALSOALSO i forgot to add this but I really hope you continue your blog but if you dont thats fine buti finna be sad asfADSJFHGDJH TTvTT but if you really feel like idk nothings coming out of Ama you should make a new blog but IDK ITS JSUTME rambling cause id like for u to stay arounD FSJGFDJH))

Next up is @ask-peach-kisses!!<3<33

i- idont know okDSFJGETHRTJ im jk thank u for the msg u sent me on discord umu it did help and im sorry im flopping on ship art so have oliver staring at his wifes titties yuor walcome. also i changed the 12 cause fuck u SFJDGHJFH ILY THOO ALSO TAKE BREAKS AND DONT STRESS OUT TOO MUCH!!!

idk what number we’re on BUT NEXT UP ISS @askgrittyblossom!!!!<3

MIRAAAAAA THANKYOU SM FOR THE SUPER SWEET MSGS AND THE DOODLES YOU DREW FOR ME I LOVE YOU SOMUSDHAWRH aaaa ur too kinda im still crying about them ;;_;; i tried drawing some silly cheddar but i floppedJFHDS I’ll draw more soon!!!! but thank you for everything u_u you have no clue how much i dusdfkinggn cried istggggg aaAAAA <3<333 ILLYY

AND LAST BUT NOT LEASTT @askmicapony​!!!!<3

NOAHHHHHH OKAYSFGJETSHGFDGJ THANK U FOR THE MSG AND THE SUPPORT U SENT ME ON DISCORD THE OTHER DAY I really appreciated it SMM AAAAAA ILY AND IM SORYRUfjh Im JUST A MESS WHEN TALKING W YOU SJFDHJFHGDJ also IM SORRY i kinda butchered ur boy BUT TY FOR EVERYTHINGSDGJH ur really nice and kind UR OCS ARE ALWAYS SO FUCKING CUTE I GET SO JEALOUS OF THEM AAAAAAA<3<3<3

OK THATS ALL IMDSFJGH

Sorry if the doodles are kinda stinky but

Thank you guys for all the support and even if you didn’t send me a personal msg I still love u lots, thank you to all my followers, all my friends and all my mutuals for being so supportive and just overall kind and patient <3

[pokemagines]

blue, green, & silver + a s/o who breeds and trains growlithes

anon asked: “How about Green (boy/girl or Both?) and Silver with a S/O who breeds and trains Growlithe for police work?? Just started my apprenticeship and I love this job so much <3 ty loves!”

a/n: THAT SOUNDS ADORABLE im JEALOUS.... being w puppers all day aww.... ANYWAYS! happy valentines day if ur single sorry we r dating now ;3 --mod touko

blue:

she has a very short attention span. she doesn’t know how it is you keep up with the rambunctious puppies all day, teaching them the same command over and over until they finally learn it. blue tries to watch you sometimes, playing with the many growlithes in your spacious backyard, but she often dozes off.

you want to help her understand better, so you pull her close and give her the reins. she’s more nervous, wanting to impress you with her skills, so she over-confidently barks out an order at the pups. this just startles the baby growlithe, who whines and hides behind your leg. blue seems upset, so you pull her close so you can show her just how to do it.

in a soft voice, you cue the puppy to you, make him sit, tell him the command, then reward him with the treat. seems a bit simple, but blue wasn’t ready to do the more challenging commands. she seems more interested now that she’s working hands-on (you knew she would be), so she repeats your steps, and after, she turns to you like: “did they learn the command yet?”. you don’t have the heart to tell her that this process takes days of steady reinforcement.

all in all, she’s mostly supportive of you (after all, there’s nothing like snuggling up with 15 growlithes in your bed at night), but likes to take a more hands-on approach! 

green oak:

professor oak (junior) knows all about the caring and training of growlithes. in fact, he lets you use the pasture beside his lab to train them. one, because the other pokemon get a chance to play with the puppies, and two, because he can look at you all day (he will flat out text you like: “lookin’ good babe ;)’ when you’re bent over petting one of the dogs).

he’s a researcher, so he often comes to you with advice when a particularly stubborn pokemon is asked to be kept in his care. he thinks if you can train growlithes, the rambunctious little pokemon they are, you can tame anything. this is a very big bragging point for him, as he boats about you loudly to anyone who can hear: “MY S/O IS THE BEST GROWLITHE TRAINER IN ALL OF KANTO... NO IN ALL OF THE WORLD! HAHA!”.

he will help you pick up the slack if you’re busy, which you often are; running back and forth to officer jenny and back to oak’s lab. he watches all your eggs for you. he even has his magmar keep them warm (flame body helps speed up incubation time!) for you. 

all in all, he’s SUPER supportive. green is the best boyfriend to have if you’re working with pokemon in any field, because he’s ready to brag about you at any given time.

silver:

now that he’s learned about how to treat pokemon with kindness (much in thanks to you, ethan, and lyra), he likes to watch you train them from afar. he would never flat out ask you if he can help with anything, but he often mimics your training methods with his own pokemon. you have to hold back a laugh when he tries to command his crobat to heel after he nervously offers him a treat.

you see him watching you and invite him to come help out. he assures you he’d just get in the way, but you aren’t having any of it. dragging him out by the hand (he turns bright red when you lock fingers with him), he joins in the field. you give him the job of holding the treat bag for you, which makes all the growlithes crowd around him. you don’t know what he’s thinking, until a small smile grows at the corner of his mouth. he’s having fun, you excitedly realize.

it’s a small gesture, but if he’s going out to train somewhere, he’ll often bring an egg along with him, tucking the incubation machine under his jacket to keep it warm as it gains experience from his battles. if anyone dares comment on how silly he looks he gives them the beatdown of a lifetime with his team.

all in all, a sideline supporter mostly, but he will help you a bit if you need it. 

[95s-moved]

bias tag thingie uwu

tagged by @sanrising ty angel i needed to go off abt my bb!! 

1. who is your bias: mr im changkyun!!!! my angel my love my chouchou 💖💫💗⭐️

2. what made you notice them: OK SO the first song i heard was hero and i heard his voice and i just! ! ! !!!!!! i love....... deep voices............... oomg like something about his voice was so calming for me but i never really kept listening to them until shine forever and i heard “one and only,,, like a holy” and i was like :o thats the guy!!!!!!! like idek something about his voice was so enticing until finally shoot out era when i actually started stanning mx everytime his parts came on it was like,,, extra asdhgfkl for me idk how to explain it like i just got really excited at his partss and thats when i realised mayhaps i am in LOVE!!

3. what is your favorite thing about them: how do i describe one person in words? no combination of sentences can do him justice like,,,,,, i love . everything about him. first of all his talent. GOD hes so talented i could write an essay for every word hes ever written, hes so amazing. like!! he writes for every song and his words are so beautiful,, and MOHAE???? thats literally my favourite song of all time i really hope he gets to compose more in the future :+( not to mention he is SO kind i can’t get over it. the way he interacts w mbbs at fansigns almost makes me cry because he’s so sweet and u can tell he genuinely cares!! like when that one mbb was crying and he was so gentle nd soft i almost died i swear......... he’s so cute and silly when he talks to them too im so jealous sometimes hehe ^^ and when he’s with the rest of mx! sure he teases them but it’s in that joking way that all friends do!! he is so considerate when it comes to them especially when they’re in america and he helps translate and is patient with them.. goDD i really love him...... and he is SOO hardworking, like in no mercy he was so diligent in what he did even though he came in like halfway through the show and he didn’t get support or encouragement from ANYBODY which is understandable, the others had said goodbye to so many of their friends but he never got discouraged from that. he made a conscious effort to show friendliness to the others, to form bonds so he could prove himself to them. he’s so selfless in so many situations too even when he was voted into the lineup (on no mercy), u could see the guilt on his face on how, instead of considering it as a guaranteed debut, he felt guilty for taking the spot that the others could’ve had. changkyun was thinking of others during a time where most people would only celebrate themselves, and that’s so rare in a person, it’s so nice to see it in him. also hes pretty i really love him

4. who would initiate skinship more: at first kyun bc i’d get freaked out abt being too forward but afterwards it would be me

5. who would hog the blankets more: me!!!!! i get really cold especially at night i kinda wrap myself in a cocoon

6. who would be more clingy: me!!!!!!!!! again i am . babie koala i like hugs and cuddles ^^

7. who would say i love you first: kyun!!, like i said i’m super anxious abt being too forward until after ik its like.... a thing- idk where im going with this sentence u get the point

8. who would be more easily flustered: me!! im so easily flustered literally anytime i get called cute or anything i blush and become a puddle 

9. what cuddle position would you two have: literally this entire list is me talking abt how much of a babie i am.. so id be little spoon..... or the one where im facing him so we have a little bit of room to breathe, like cuddling is fun until u feel like ur being strangled..... OH AND ALSO the one like when ur sort-of-sitting and my hand is on his chest and one leg is on top of his ok im melting again uwuwuwuwu

10. which colors remind you of them: depends!! u know how sometimes he’s that dark rapper persona and other times he’s adorable squish?? like that but mostly blue tones so like he’s 83D8D2 but other times he’s more 02202F or sometimes E4EDEE ! 

11. which season would you like to spend with them: summer!! definitely summer esp bc my family goes to this victorian seaside town during the summer and everything is basically contained on the island i’m hesitant to call it that but TeChNiCaLLy it is so :+/ and it’s really beautiful, especially since were right on the beach and u can walk along there during and after sunset,, theres also one beach called “[redacted] point” where they have “[redacted] diamonds” which are really just rocks that the salt water made transparent but ppl go there all the time to collect them and watch the sunset since you can see p much 360 degrees of ocean around u. also!! theres a bunch of little candy n ice cream shops that are really nice, not to mention that the food there is AMAZING even though its relatively cheap, and its really historic so they have tours of old houses and also ghost tours which i LIVE for theyre so fun.. it just seems like the perfect little town n even tho its not a big city theres a lot to do and its kinda my safe haven so id really love to share it with him :+(

12. who would bake cookies and who would steal the batter: i would steal the batter but at least i’d ALSO bake,, mr changkyun, as much as i love him, is a pest and would just keep taking the batter from me....... what a gremlin, icb i love him

not tagging anyone bc lazy soz