#twomonthsont

[beingbennitt]

Who even was I 😅 1.) one month 2.) two months 3.) four months #lgbt #gay #queer #transgender #transman #ftm #ftmpride #pansexual #transition #hrt #twomonthsont #testosterone #onemonthont #comparison #myjourney #fourmonthsont

[valkendavid]

❤️❤️ #me #myface #selfie #ftm #transguy #twomonthsont

[butchofwands]

Dismorphia is one of those words I denied. I was so far up my high horse healing ass I denied how badly I wanted to change. I thought I could just work harder on the inside, and do yoga and love myself more, embrace my curves, be a strong woman, and that would be enough. I've had the phrase "I am enough" shoved down my throat so many times and that I shoved down voice that kept telling me I hated my body. I thought radical acceptance of my body meant I loved myself. I thought that if I had to change myself to love myself I was a phony. I thought that freedom came through acceptance, but no matter how hard I tried I never felt free. I knew something was wrong when I saw myself in the mirror, but my head was so convoluted with healing jargon I couldn't accept that I was miserable. I couldn't accept that changing the outsides would heal the insides. When I look at these photos I am so grateful I still hated myself enough to change. I am grateful I didn't "heal" from my dismorphia. The change I see in these photos, and the feelings I've had in the past two months have given me so much more freedom than years of trying to embrace myself. Today my radical step in healing is knowing I am enough in this moment, but empowering myself to know if I don't follow a path of change I won't be enough in the future. I'd love to start a conversation around this. Healers, yoga teachers, and body acceptance preachers and trans people, what are your thoughts? Please tag anyone else you think would have something to contribute to the conversation. #bodyacceptance #bodyacceptancemovement #eatingdisorder #transgender #yoga #forrestyoga #thisandrogynouslife #thisiswhattranslookslike #beforeandafter #twomonthsont #vitamint #healing #radicalselflove #radicalacceptance #ftm @transindustry @ftm_trans_supporters @transandproud @trans_fellas @transgender_features @ftmmagazine @ftmsofig (at The Little Volcano Yoga)

[joshuaarcher302]

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Holy shit. Everyone has been telling me that I sound different. I couldn't hear it before. But now! Holy shit. I don't even recognize my voice from before now. This honesty just made my day. #trans #transman #transguy #twomonthsont #vitaminT #transition #ftm #femaletomale #f2m #voice #change #translivesmatter #werehumantoo ##voicechange

[maxleebarker]

2 months on T! I made a short video back for my one month but it doesn't want to upload for some reason. Still trying to figure it out. The biggest change I've noticed has been my voice, so really wanted to post videos. However, I have started growing a good amount of facial hair as well, it's getting thicker, and ruff. Sadly it's mostly just peach fuzz, so I used some mascara to help darken it to see what it would look like, and I'm pretty happy with the results. :)

[beingbennitt]

One month on Testosterone to almost four months on Testosterone. My jaw has widen quite a bit and my face in general looks more raised. #transgender #transman #ftm #ftmpride #pansexual #transition #hrt #twomonthsont #testosterone #onemonthont #comparison #myjourney #testosterone #fourmonthsont #thisiswhattranslookslike #queer #gay #transisbeautiful #hormones

[g2sweet18-blog]

2 Months on Testosterone!! Craziness!!! Hope you all like the video, it was a little lengthy. Also just know McPherson College did not pay me anything to...

[valkendavid]

I've grown so much in the past two months, it's crazy. thank you so much #FTM #twomonthsont #testosterone #hrt #transguy

[ghosthorse-and-stillborn]

:D I'm so happy right now! #transman #transgender #ftm #facialhair #twomonthsonT #testosterone

[beingbennitt]

#ftm #voicecomparison #voiceupdate #trans #transition #transgender #transman #hrt #twomonthsont #testosterone #transyoutuber #3monthsont #threemonthsont #myjourney

[beingbennitt]

I just injected my shot for the first time completely by myself. It was so rewarding. To anyone who is super nervous about doing their shots, it's not that bad! I remember being scared watching other trans guys do theirs but I'm honestly amazed at how well I handle administing my own. Although it's different for everyone, just keep in mind that you'll probably suprise yourself. You just gotta take the leap! #lgbt #gay #queer #transgender #transman #ftm #ftmpride #transgender #transman #trans #transition #transisbeautiful #translivesmatter #pansexual #testosterone #onemonthont #twomonthsont #threemonthsont #hrt #transman #shotday #tshot (at Clarion University of Pennsylvania)

[beingbennitt]

"I don’t know what to tell you. I’m happy for the first time in my life and I’m not gonna feel bad about it. It takes a long time to realize how truly miserable you are and even longer to see it doesn’t have to be that way. Only after you give up everything can you begin to find a way to be happy. " I've been recently watching Bojack Horseman and this show has some of the best quotes I've ever heard. Diane asked Fuzzy Whiskers if he thoughtit was selfish to leave everyone behind and this was his response. I have a hard time dealing with the guilt of hurting my family but I never regret the choices I made. I thought that choosing my happiness was selfish for so long and hearing this quote made such an impact on me. Thank you Eli for telling me about this show 😊 ------------------------------------- #lgbt #gay #queer #transgender #transman #trans #transgender #twomonthsont #hrt #onemonthontestosterone #translivesmatter #transisbeautiful #pansexual #bojackhorseman #backinthe90s #tvshows #youtuber #transguy #ftm #love #happiness #happy #brave #courage #regret #guilt

[beingbennitt]

I had five people yesterday point out how deep my voice got overnight.  Thank you shot #5 and thank you second puberty.

[beingbennitt]

[beingbennitt]

My two months update video is up! Go check out out ☺

#lgbt #gay #queer #transgender #transman #pridemonth #pride2017 #ftm #ftmpride #pansexual #transition #hrt #twomonthsont #testosterone #transyoutuber, #youtuber (at Clarion University of Pennsylvania)

[beingbennitt]

Idk what this face is but this is my favorite flannel 🤘 #lgbt #gay #queer #transgender #transman #pridemonth #twomonthsont #ftm #flannel #pansexual (at Clarion University of Pennsylvania)