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ok listen I'm used to my podcast men being pathetic and incapable of making decisions arthur lester therefore is fucking WHIPLASH
#like my man makes decisions so fast???#he also has the demeanour of a person not to fuck with???#my dude#love this guy#two ends of the fucking spectrum#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur malevolent#arthur lester
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inconsolable over irving in this episode. no nuance here, irving is straight up suicidal in this episode. essentially placing him in the same circumstances in which mark chose to become severed - suffering unimaginable heartbreak and seeing switching his brain off as the only viable option for coping with it - and giving him that same choice at surface level to be relieved of it - except it's NOT the same at all, because innies don't get to compartmentalise, they ARE the compartmentalisation, if they choose to switch themselves off, they DIE. the illusion of choice here. irving can either suffer mindless torture of monotony every day with the knowledge that the man he loves is dead and never coming back, or he can fucking DIE. and he genuinely sees that as a viable option. as his only way out of this pain. because even if he did make it out, if he somehow against all odds gained his freedom in the outside world, he'd still have nothing. burt would not be waiting for him.
"I should be happy he's happy" and the way he doesn't even feel entitled to his grief?? like he has no right to be feeling the pain he's feeling right now? innie indoctrination goes so hard he's incapable of seeing that the very fact he's grieving innie burt, a hypothetical life they could have had together, is proof that he's just as real as his outie counterpart! he has just as much right to that life as anyone! like, NO, irv! you have been wronged, you have been so deeply wronged, they made you capable of feeling these things and forming this relationship and falling in love and then systematically removed every tool you could have had to pursue it, and then effectively handed you a length of rope and made you feel like the only empowerment you can find is in the act of hanging yourself with it.
"if he's gone and I'm gone, then somehow, we'll be together" broke me because he really has been so beaten down by this point at the hopelessness of it all, realising that there is no scenario in which he can be with the man he loves, that his only hope at finding any triumph or meaning in this is to die along with burt. at least in chasing him into oblivion, he will have made the one choice he could have to follow his heart. and that as a queer-centric narrative specifically is actually devastating.
SUCH an insane and heavy thing to come straight out of the gate with in the season premier. immediately cementing irving as one of the most masterfully complex characters I've ever seen - i can only hope his arc this season is in finding strength in the act of defiance at last and making good on his promise to burn lumon to the ground for what they've put him through. to carry that grief and channel it into bringing the system that has wronged you down. I believe in the power of queer rage and vengeance!!!!
#the last time i cried this hard. or felt any emotions of this magnitude. was bill and frank#two ends of the old man yaoi spectrum in terms of getting a happy ending. god.#i want him to go sicko mode. god he deserves it. he deserves it more than anyone#yaoi jesus for fucking real. he should do some crucifying of his own#severance#severance spoilers#severance season 2#irving bailiff#meta tag#wails from the abyss
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something something jay being indifferent to a father being unable to see his daughter because of his work obligation vs gillion being extremely bothered by it
#“jay its fucked up” “no yknow thats just his job its fine”#something something two opposite ends of the child soldier spectrum#i would write a coherent post abt this but i dont. wnat to#jrwi riptide
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made these edits for the age swap au. dies
#there were supposed to be like two others#accompanied by sketches of my own#but i ended up pushing them so far back that they never saw the light of day#so i was like fuck it#i’ll take the one thing that’s actually presentable and post that#so here you go#for tome’s suit i took the blue from her seifuku and picked a color from the opposite end of the spectrum. which turned up a nice brown#if she had a tie i’d make it green#cnp rants#mp100#reigen arataka#tome kurata#mp100 ageswap
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Importante Lore question about the crotch rust comic.
We know Megs had it and I wanna say he was probably the one that spread it to the Petrol pump too infecting poor prowl and the twins
BUT…………,,….. how did Megatron basically get the robo clap/rhea/ lower herp.
Is he the true patient zero or are they still out there.
i'll answer that in a second but hey. i think we should give Megatron the benefit of the doubt here. there are PLENTY other Decepticons (and Autobots, probably) that have STIs...
that being said, Megatron giving a fuel pump an STI is an INCREDIBLY funny image because in many continuities he doesn't turn into something that would fuel up at a gas station, which means one of the following presumably happened:
a) he goes and fuels in bot mode. inherently hilarious and terrifying.
b) a fucking tank rolls up to a petrol station.
c) a jet/stealth bomber rolls up to a petrol station?????
d) gun.
anyway. that aside, ive reviewed the available data and i think patient zero was Shockwave.
i reckon he was keeping a strain of it for testing and it got loose one day when Frenzy/Rumble were poking around his lab and they knocked something over.
i mean... either that or.....
................................ i meant to write injection oh ymgod
#macaddam#suggestive#transformers#WELL ITS TOO LATE TO CHANGE THE GIF! IM NOT DOING THAT.#inbox#anon#velwy.txt#anyway.#i love ppl talking abt the silly comics i make because people always have ideas about things that i did not even consider before#in this case: i did not even consider that prowl could have ALSO gotten an STI from the petrol pump#on the other end of the spectrum i saw someone in the notes be like 'was Prowls list just a list of people HES fucked' thfjfhdjdngbfkgbdn#both are equally fantastic concepts that i could not have thought of#technically theres an Actual Patient Zero out there but we're assuming patient zero on Earth.#also theres the option of 'dinosaur' or 'two headed dragon' fuelling up at a gas station which is ALSO funny af to me#anyway. enjoy the gif. i drew it on my phone. animated it in powerpoint and then made it into a gif at 3am 👍#and BUNGLED IT. INSEMINATION IM FUCKING SCREAMING#sti saga
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ok i think im done i think ive finally done it. i have completed the awakening ship chart with the second gen. except for nah sorry nah. yes i do love rarepair hell thanks for asking im never leaving
#ann plays awakening#i know that lucisev is not a rarepair but thats the ONLY second gen ship i got here that isnt#so shut it#u might be able to make that argument for gerolau as well but i think anything with laurent is rare bc no one talks about him#and i think gerome has a much more popular ship. that we all know and i will not tag#not that i dislike that one but i just like them with other ppl more#speaking of shout out inigo and cynthia for being the only heterosexuals here (WRONG bi4bi)(both on the aro spectrum)#they will be the only ones here to get a written ending and it doesnt even matter bc inigo fucks off to nohr and makes it untrue#oh well. au where that doesnt happen#i spent a lot of time deliberating on brady and a long time ago i rly liked brady/fmorgan but if im using frobin thats not an option#tho shes here in spirit#idk why it never occured to me to try out the male version of her. bradymorg if it was yaoi#tho im actually a little on the fence about this one. but then my top two choices for brady are just morgan and morgan#so it doesnt throw anyone else off i just need to pick which robin#absolutely nothing has changed in the first gen since the last time i posted this im still rocking with all of them#dont think any of them will change#i allllllmost paired noire with yarne#and that could change but idk. i think owainyarne is just too funny i think about them a lot#though if i could make them poly i would cuz owain/noire is also very cute#kjelle is a lesbian and would not fit into that tho. sorry. this is my gf noire and her stupid boyfriends i dont like#anyways i’ll probably shake some of these up when i go back to the awakening trio retainer au but for my main file yeeah i like these :3#sorry i just like to yap about my kids pay me no mind please
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Randomly thinking about how the Getter team is obviously human, they are *not* normal but they are still humans who can die, and we see in most series at least one cast member is always killed off-
But sometimes in my mind I deny that they can actually die. Like, the amount of shit Ryoma and Hayato have survived is fucking insane, especially when you consider the only canon they die is the manga timeline which even THEN saids a lot.
Ryoma was absorbed into the Getter which is still a death but also because of how emperor is he’s most DEFINITELY been cloned by now even if we don’t see him, and Hayato only really got confirmed dead in arc anime, but who’s to say now that he’s been absorbed into the Getter too now technically the same wouldn’t happen to him? And this also doesn’t even count it happened for Musashi even if it’s the most fucked up.
But putting aside the insanity of the manga timeline for a second, most of Ryomas fate don’t even end up with him dead even if you could argue hes in purgatory in a sense, the arma ending is more vague but he likely lived but new? As painful as it is he is still ALIVE and kicking ass even if we only see it for a frame.
At this point the Getter Team is immortal but not in the traditional sense, just immortal in “the narrative will keep me alive in various different ways and my god even if I suffer I’ll make use out of it” way.
#meg text#getter robo#ryoma nagare#hayato jin#i don’t know what came over me to say this instead of the other shit in my head#but I’m glad this is a getter tumblr post to exist now#but seriously like ryoma and hayato really are two different spectrums of being alive by the narrative#ryoma is “I’m too angry to die because of the narrative and I’m gonna fucking fight it even if it’s pointless”#and hayato is “the narrative won’t let me fucking die I’m sad”#and musashi just- haunts the narrative#the other characters really don’t get to this level cause go team only real fucked up fate is the manga#Toei arma and neo are good endings for them but that could never happen to OG trio ever#arc team ending up in the air and who knows if will ever get a au version of them ever but at least all the team is there#The only good ending the OG boys get is like- toei and Neo but even still musashi fucking dies😭#the rule of thumb is either one of them has to die all but hayato has to die Ryoma sacrifices himself to keep everyone alive#or arma ending where they go out together which ig you could count that as a bittersweet end (but musashi is still DEAD)
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so. episode 7 huh.
#fionna and cake#I love how gumlee and bubbline are like two opposite ends of the fanfiction spectrum#gumlee is sweet and founded in reality with feel-good scenarios#and bubbline is the most hardcore insane au with apocalyptic murder-suicide#also haha. the star is so fucking hot
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being mentally ill is so cool
#i cried the entire night because i felt unloved and abandoned while literally sleeping in the same room as two of my friends#who i have been hanging out with for the last 3 days#and i am full aware i am being looked after and cared about but currently i want to do nothing other than lay in bed and think about kms#and scratched the shit out of my neck somehow#it feels like a personal slight agaknst me whenever i dont get the right kind of attention and like everything is#sending me into a more depressed mood#and i dont want to bring anything up bc i dont want to kill the vibe so im trying to bottle it up but i know once i get home#i am gping to have a massive meltdown#and im thinking about how to prevent myself from launching myself from one end of the spectrum of 'best friends' to#'i never want to fucking hear about them again'#through no fault of theor own but holy shit im lkke going through it#i want to be held and cry and be told no im not an unlovable freak whos only at best second place or worse to everyone and everything else#bc currently sure feeling like absolute shit that is making me genuinely suicidal idk how to stress how fucking much i hate myself rn#sorry for posting it here i dont want them to see it if i put it somewhere else 👍
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23 for dinara AND tavian? 👀
23. would rook and inquisitor be on good terms? would they like or not be able to stand each other? secret third thing?
this is vigilskept.tumblr.com so you know its always going to be some secret third option 👍
inquisitor lavellan is pretty much a mythical figure to tavian when they meet. she's done so much is the thing, not only for the dalish but also for city elves in the south and the enslaved in tevinter. she never claimed the title of andraste's herald, but it's hard to see her as anything else.
abra likes most of what she's heard about tavian from harding and varric, so she doesn't really hold that attitude against him. he seems like a sweet kid, and she genuinely feels bad that this has all fallen on his head because she couldn't find a way to talk solas out of this in the last decade.
so it's distant, but overall positive for the early part of their relationship. they do get closer eventually, but it takes a few months to get to that point.
the catalyst is really when abra kind of collapses into the chair across from tavian in one of their later meetings, and it finally clicks for him that yes, she did do all those things, but she's also just a person. she's picked back up the mantle of inquisitor and she's fighting, but she's so tired. this is wearing on her badly.
meanwhile in the other worldstate.... wildly different vibes going on.
inquisitor trevelyan is dinara's contractor, so it's a professional relationship by default. she's expects him to be cold at best, so she's actually pretty thrown off when he bothers to be friendly during their meetings. doesn't know what to make of it since harding and varric clearly don't like him.
and sander... doesn't dislike dinara, exactly. he might even have liked her under different circumstances. he doesn't hold varric's death against her (he holds it against varric) and he doesn't really have any complaints about how she's managing things in his place.
what he does hold against her is her connection to solas. the fact that he's bothered to talk to her or cooperate with her at all is maddening to him. this becomes increasingly obvious to dinara as the months wear on and the polite facade starts to slip away.
it's confusing to her at first because she can't make sense of his reactions. then the ex-situationship angle of it all finally clicks and she's straight up catatonic for a day. oscillating wildly between shock/horror/rage/despair. these are the worst kinds of contracts and that's without the world literally falling apart.
veilguard ask game
#ty for the ask!!#in summary:#tavian -> abra: oh god oh fuck. we have to fix this so we can get u back to RETIREMENT.#abra -> tavian: really wish you weren't stuck fixing my mess. you're way too young to be dealing with any of this.#dinara -> sander: you're insane. how has no one put contract out on you? why did you sign off on this when you want to kill him yourself?#sander -> dinara: why do you get to be the one finally getting some answers from him? what have you done to earn any of his respect?#sander and abra truly are the two opposite ends of the solas exes spectrum lmao#if u swapped the rooks between worldstates... dinara would probably be a little in love with abra.#more than a little actually. she's hopping into that regret prison going “u fumbled HER?? what is wrong with u????”#tavian is just killing sander with hammers.#dinara de riva#tavian mercar#abra lavellan#sander trevelyan
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watching alfie become catastrophically enamored with lunter over the course of thanks to them was so fucking funny i LOVE showing toh to new people. everyone gets something slightly different out of it. and it is Literally Always Hilarious.
#there's nothing funnier than a relationship that has half your friends going 'oh theyre like brother and sister :3'#and half your friends yelling 'KISS. KISS. KISS. THEY NEED TO KISS RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD WHEN WILL THEY KISS'#me? i'm right in the middle baybey. best of both worlds i write them being super weird in ways that defy the usual dynamics.#the most essential thing in my luz hunter writing is that no matter where u stand on the sibling-to-romance spectrum#i want it to feel weird. not like i tripped and ended up in some boring '''just friends''' territory between the two dynamics#but that they are far too bizarre and tangled up together for both the romance And sibling truthers. gotta feel a little wrong for both.#and also a little right. their secret fourth thing (being completely fucking crazy people together. something is wrong with them)#i should get up and go grocery shopping now that ive napped a little. is this a risky post. we're not still doing bad faith ship wars right#lunter is good honestly i'm just never going to ship it without amity and/or willow there too. i dont do monogamous ships when i could not.#toh#horrible mindscape trauma pals
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hate to break it to yall but a lot of kids who were designated as gifted in like elementary school in fact did absolutely not fit easily into the school system. in fact, that difficulty with the system is often the very reason they get the label gifted in the first place.
#i do very much agree with a lot of the criticism against people who make having been designated gifted their entire personality#like absolutely 100% those people tend to be the fucking worst. but i think that those critiques are always based on the american school#system that apparently has such a thing as a gifted program that separates out those kids to make them just insufferable.#whereas majority of kids in the situation of being stamped as gifted in fact never benefit from that and yeah often suffer from burnout#later because teachers don’t pay attention to them and expect them to just be able to handle anything. not to mention they���re very often#neurodivergent and suffering from bullying from peers and frankly not rarely from teachers also.#i don’t see how conflating the two categories is really helpful.#like kids on both ends of the adults’ imaginary spectrum from learning disability and gifted are ultimately made to suffer by the very#system we are criticizing.#p
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champing at the bit to go full mind flayer in BG3 because the problem with D&D-esque non-human races is that they aren't non-human enough. this goes for D&D and Pathfinder and Pillars of Eternity and TES etc (with a few notable exceptions). "just a person but with different features/proportions" fuck off and let me play a squid face. let me play a cloud of sentient light or some shit. my god
#i'm partial to the two ends of the spectrum: relatively normal-looking guy whose fucked up thing is mostly invisible#or swarm of insects in the vague shape of a person#mine
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The Amy comparison is actually gonna drive me sicko insane like. At First I was ABSOLUTELY imagining Ratatoskr like movie Sonic spying on Tom and Maddie and eventually (after many antics) getting forcefully adopted. But the Amy comparison is actually driving me SOOOOOOO INSANE BEYOND any superficial level bc of Classic Amy's entire fucking backstory. Idk I haven't been deeply autistic about the Sonic series in a hot minute but she literally foretold her meeting with Sonic, her idol, and first thing she does is hug him and come on WAY too strong (Sonic CD) and LITERALLY. OPENING CUTSCENE. LITERALLY WHAT RATATOSKR DOES. TO ALFONSE
Which like to be super fucking clear I'm insane about it in an aromantic way where like I'm p sure a part pf Amy's lore is she has severeee abandonment issues which is why she dreams of true love and why she comes on SO strong w Sonic who's both an idol and a love interest but if you're Insane you could read it as the romanticization of romance itself anf Sonic is just the face she puts to it. Because she does geniuenly look up to and respect him.
And like the comparison IS very loose and there is so much more going on here w Ratatoskr and with Alfonse, together and separately. I'm just trying to parse out the dynamic while also still avoiding a romance here bc I'm not interested in that angle. Mostly cause I can't really see Alfonse ever returning any romantic feelings Ratatoskr could have, and also I am absolutely fascinated more by the angle that Alfonse is an idol to her that may Look like a crush. Also I just stilll think yhe mistranslation was so fucking funny I am still so diehard about the possibility of them ultimately being siblings. Man who cannot stop collecting sisters. Sisters Georg
#ratatoskr#like i don't mean to blur the lines here in a weird way i'm also just still figuring shit out#as someone on the aro spectrum who has a lot of discomfort w romance and is also endless fascinated by dynamics#that exist outside of romance#i'm also trying to figure out how the hell moe fits into any of this. ESPPPPPP bc of how EXTREMELY SIMILAR ratatoskr/moe are.#it's insane actually. i feel like they're opposite ends of the same continuum. and somehow#alfonse is supposed to feel two very distinct ways about these guys here#but also i don't want to do it in a way that feels about to ratatoskr like if anything feels bad i'm gonna throw and and cry#much like. how ratatoskr is gonna throw up and cry.#i'm cooking SOMETHING and it is silly but i think it may just come down to the fact that moe is a freak.#whatever the fuck moe has going on. it's like enrichment for him.#i. don't think i'm maintagging alfonse here i'm so sorry. i'm burdened by the knowledge that someone outside of my circle might see#and just completely misinterpert me and killl me pn yhe spot. SAD.
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Man, I get wanting to shit on homeschooling conservatives about trying to brainwash their kids or whatever and I'm sure that happens in some cases, but this pervasive idea that homeschooling is always a red flag HAS to go.
You know what my family did to try and ensure I was only exposed to the "right" topics in the "right" way? Send me to private school. You know what other families with conservative or religious agendas did to ensure their kids would only experience what they approved of at school? Sent them to a fucking private school. Even the families that did not have NEARLY enough money to properly justify private education did it because of how much they wanted to ensure their kid was only exposed to their values.
You know what caused my parents to finally start considering homeschooling for me and my brother? When our disabilities made attending an actual school too difficult or even impossible. The other cases of people I've known or met who were either homeschooled or homeschooling their kid(s) were pretty much exclusively cases where it was detrimental to the CHILD to be attending in-person schooling.
Conservatives have options to continue sending their kids to school while still teaching them only what they want. Disabled kids and their families? Often homeschooling is the only way to keep their kid in school while also valuing their health.
If I had kids I'd sure as hell prefer to homeschool. I couldn't finish my high school diploma because I know firsthand how little our education system gives a shit about the health, well-being, and reasonable milestones of its students (and it's only gotten worse since I dropped out). You can give a child a good education on their terms while also letting them have experiences for growth and meeting a wide variety of people without having to rely completely on a system that does not care about them. And the idea that people would be suspicious of me? Just for not wanting to subject my kids to the hell I and other people like me have gone through? Pisses me off.
#I'm pretty sure someone did a study that showed that the idea that homeschooling is done mostly by abusers and parents wanting to control#the information their kids are exposed to is completely bullshit#but I'm really sick right now and don't feel like trying to hunt it down#when i know from firsthand experience over two decades that that's just not how it fucking works#conservatives and abusers don't NEED to homeschool to accomplish their goals#why do you think so many conservatives graduate from prestigious colleges?#you don't exactly get into those if you've been exclusively homeschooled#you know how you do get into those?#private Christian 'college-prep' academies like the one that nearly killed me#anyway i obviously don't mean this as a way to discredit anything anyone who was homeschooled went through as a result#i promise i understand that end of the spectrum too#but making broad strokes of assumption on the topic while clearly not considering or even having all the facts#is super dangerous for people who homeschool for the right reasons#which is not an insignificant number of people
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I don't know how effective it would be for anyone else, but I think it's helpful to think of genre-requisite pacifists (you know, your Stevens, your Aangs, even your Doctors Who) as characters that, in-universe, just wouldn't be able to handle that kind of violence psychologically without becoming incapable of addressing the threat at all.
Hell, some shows do provide some amount of explanation along those lines. Pretty sure Avatar does (Aang is from a culture of pacifists, fucking with that would at least set off a trauma arc), and any part of Doctor Who where the Time War is relevant definitely has it as subtext.
This requires some amount of engaging in good faith, of course, but tying the pacifism thing into the idea that exists in any fiction where 'there are some things that a character is capable of and there are other things that they are definitely not capable of' can reduce that annoyance to a manageable degree.
i dont agree with a lot of the posturing against people who only watch kid's cartoons because it feels mean-spirited. like if you want to do that it's cool and i don't think you're committing some moral or intellectual sin--but it is very silly when people who do this forget that they're watching cartoons for children, not in a 'you can't expect children's media to be good' way or even a 'the politics of children's media aren't worth analyzing way' but in a 'you have to be realistic about genre expectations' way. because that's how you end up with arguments over whether steven universe should have killed people or not
#TL;DR OP did Doyle now it's Watson time#fandoms#ignore morg#it's like how some people speculate that if you swapped Hamlet and Othello they'd both succeed at solving their problems#you have your story and there are problems in it and the hero you get is the one you get#even if someone else might have solved it more effectively#that's not what the story is about#(If you *want* it to be what the story's about thank fuck for fanfiction. And Shakespeare analyses.)#A good writer can even make the things the story *isn't* about or *can't be about* as interesting as the things it *is*#The argument about whether Steven Universe should have killed people *was* a part of the show though.#and I think those are answered (even more thoroughly) by the trauma arc at the end#which more or less says ''yeah no that approach wouldn't have worked for those characters. Look how bad it got as-is''#lol Then you have xover shit like Super Robot Wars where the pacifism-violence spectrum varies based on who is onscreen at the time#god my two craziest ''it will never happen but I want it'' picks for SRW are on the opposite ends of that spectrum#I'm going to write that crazy wishlist sometime and end up deleting hate mail from *somebody* from one of the two fandoms
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