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"Birthdays" a fancomic about grief and loneliness. A reimagining of John's relationship with Golden Boy.
Happy birthdays, Constantine đ§
#john constantine#hellblazer#dc comics#vertigo comics#my art#jl remix#goldie constantine#cw stillbirth#cw family loss#this is inspired by the many experiences of twinless twins- who I thank for their vulnerability in sharing their stories#a reminder that grief is love persevering. memories unforgotten
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đđđđ đđđđđđđ â price, gaz & simon SHORT angst.
đŽđșđŻđ°đ±đŽđȘđŽ: youâre soapâs identical and grieving twin brother and youâd do anything to get your boys happy again, even if it meant that you disappeared.
2 months.. thatâs how long itâs been since you two have got into one of your brotherly scuffles.
60 days..thatâs how long itâs been since youâve heard johnnyâs obnoxious laughing .
1,440 hours..thatâs how long itâs been since simon looked at you.
86,400 minutes..fucking hell thatâs how long itâs been since youâve shared a bed with your husband.
and 5,184,000 seconds..thatâs how long itâs been since you became a stranger to your own boys.
you knew why they didnât want to associate with youâ you looked exactly like Johnny. you knew when they saw you, they saw your brotherâ cold, dead, soaking in his blood, reliving his life in seven long and emotion filled minutes. you knew they couldnât help but grieve but god did it hurt any less. you knew that you were a key reminder of exactly what they lost.
but did that give them the right to treat you like this? like a stranger? you didnât want that. you wanted a sense of familiarity. you wanted to grieve with themâ to cry and remember with them. which is what lead you hereâ holding a pair of clippers with the initials âJ.Mâ carved into the side in the sloppy handwriting you knew too well. you gripped the clippers tighter knuckles turning white and you took a deep breath and removed the towel from the mirror.
you physically shuddered at the sight that greeted you. you looked miserable, hell you were miserable, you were on the brink of a breakdown and you had to do something about it. your eyes had horrible bags, themselves being bloodshot. your hair untamed and unkept, you tore your eyes away from the mirror, eyes blurred over with unshed tears. his blue eyes was what disturbed you, except they were yours. but yours were a pathetic replica that would never match the weight of his, they would never come close.
you turned the clippers on giving yourself one last pathetic once over before lifting the clippers to your hair. clump by clump and sob by sob johnny was back. johnny was home. your boys would be happy and everything would be normal. youâd make sure of it.
even if it meant you disappeared with his return..
even if you wouldnât be able to welcome him back yourself..
even if you had to wipe every trace of your being or break and bend every piece of flesh and bone to bring your baby brother home.
youâd do it one thousand times over. youâd consume his very being from his mannerisms to his golden retriever like nature, youâd do it. you did it. you rid all of your clothes and instead took on his, a little tight fitting but who cares? you cut your hair to be just as it was two months ago. you took back up on some hobbies, the ones you had two months ago.
simon immediately greeted you with a hug, it almost made you nauseous, you almost wanted to claw his hands off of you with how much his touch was foreign. instead, you embraced him with just as much passion.
kyle broke down before punching your shoulder and cracking jokes.
and your husba-âgood to have you back soapâ oh..
that sent a slimmer of pain through your body. when your husband looked at you he didnât see you. he saw johnny. you know he did, those eyes? he didnât see his husband. you looked exactly like him, you acted like him, got his exact tattoos. you hated how sick and twisted you were to do this but as they say..grieving actions are the worstâ best remedy. as time went on, it hurt less, yo-no johnny felt welcomed.
johnny was welcome.
johnny was happy.
johnny was home.
#cerebus.speaksâ©#cod mwii#cod x reader#call of duty#i love you#big boy#john soap mactavish#ghost cod#top male reader#cod mw2#angst#cod angst#dark urge#tw death#drabble#john price#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#twins#grief
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i can regret the situation without regretting my choices. i would never take it back.
#would you believe ive had this in my head for a long time?#it just suddenly became time to put it to paper#bluh bluh#you cant stop me from drawing donnie with a tail and a snoot#tw sibling death#cw sibling death#sibling death#tw family death#cw family death#family death#tw grief#cw grief#grief#death#rottmnt#rottmnt disaster twins#rise disaster twins#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt 2018#we all know whos responsible#i dont need to tag them
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my biological parents who birthed and raised me exactly
#doing arts and crafts for trucoop nation instead of dealing with the post-season 2 finale grief i am currently in#twin peaks#trucoop#dale x harry#sheriff truman#dale cooper#sheriff harry truman#dale cooper x harry truman
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#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#f!leo#future donnie#future leo#f!donnie#rise disaster twins#bad future rottmnt#wrong fabricated time branch#struggling with the dialogue here good grief..#i still have no idea where i'm going with this eugh boy#teehee~#fun fun this is fun#:)
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POV. You're both a blonde, blue themed capitan, with some messed up age and a friend who supposedly "died" during the war but then came back missing a limb/limbs and you somehow ended up on opposite sides of the fight, and also a different friend who you fought one war with and another war with their child/children
And obviously, I had to add this as well
#star wars#my art#fanart#the clone wars#marvel#capitan rex#ct-7567#capitan america#steve rogers#bucky barnes#howard stark#tony stark#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#ct 1409#anakin skywalker#the skywalker twins#idk if i should tag all of them if they're only mentioned but whatever#i think i went through the five stages of grief when drawing steves hair#it just wouldn't look right#but then i gave up and just let it be#i also couldn't decide on the suit that i wanted to draw so they are two different ones#i think the first one might not even exist and just be something i imagined because i couldnt decide
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âwhen iâm queen I will create a new orderâ
#house of the dragon#game of thrones#alicent hightower#targaryen women#princess rhaenys targaryen#dowager queen alicent#young alicent#queen alicent#rhaenyra the cruel#young rhaenyra#rhaenys targaryen#queen rhaenyra#rhaenyra targaryen#baela targaryen#rhaena targaryen#baela the brave#dragon twins#dance of the dragons#helaena the dreamer#queen helaena#helaena targaryen#asoiaf grief#asoiaf women#asoiaf
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when im writing them, i often find myself thinking about the difference between jiang cheng and wei wuxian's anger. im not sure how to put it into words, but the way they both express anger is so interesting to me bc like... for jiang cheng, it tends to be his first response. he's confronted with something unpleasant and the safest response is to be angry and lash out, because then that protects the vulnerability hidden beneath whatever has upset him. his anger tends to be explosive, with shouting and violence, until eventually it ebbs away and the vulnerable emotion underneath is revealed. wei wuxian, however, tends to let it simmer until it eventually boils over. I think about the confrontation with jin zixun about the wens a lot, and how you can see him trying to keep a lid on the anger at first, and how that makes him cold and sharp (which is made all the more striking by how warm he is under better circumstances) until finally he can't keep a lid on it anymore and the anger boils over, which is the point at which you should probably aim to leave his general vicinity because an angry wei wuxian is very, very scary
#mdzs#idk i just find wwx's anger so interesting#especially contrasted with the person he is when he's in better circumstances#wei wuxian at his best is warm and friendly and kind#but at his worst he is cold and dangerous#and that contrast is so compelling to me#meanwhile there's jiang cheng who's like. the Angry Oneâą#but so often that anger is a way to mask other more vulnerable emotions#like grief or love#he cares so deeply but he can't show that weakness too freely#so it's covered up with anger#the people who know him best know this#like jin ling (because i think he learned to do the same thing from him)#idk. this has gotten long. i have twin heroes brainrot as always
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this is one of my favorite short films and the kind of content aware scale thing that they do with her face in this moment is just. obscenely, grievously effective to me
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Reunion and Loss. A continuation of Twin in the Mirror and Chimera Twin Constantine, a remix of the Golden Boy arc from Hellblazer.
A story of Two Constantine brothers and the different ways they handled grief after losing each other at birth.
#john constantine#hellblazer#vertigo comics#dc comics#goldie constantine#golden boy#cw stillbirth#cw family loss#my art#jl remix#while I like the concept of the Golden Boy arc in Hellblazer- I feel they skimmed right past grief as a major theme#someone said before that womb twin deaths are brushed over and not recognized fully as a loss- and that's not fair to the survivor twin!
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part one.
to dumbass twin brothers everywhere. april 13 1997 - may 11 2022.
#this is called projecting kids#and look i know its the homestuck day#but this is my birthday#it was my brothers birthday#and as far as im concerned now its their birthday too#fidgetwing#tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt movie#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt fanart#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt bad timeline#rottmnt bad future#rottmnt comic#f!leo#future leo#disaster twins#grief#death#angst#rottmnt movie spoilers#rise leo#rise donnie#tmnt fanart#tmnt 2018
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coroner voice the short stories got her
(I have received... several invitations. I do not think they're seriously expecting us, but it would be rude not to attend, right?)
#im still getting a handle on their personalities. but the short stories DID get me#did anyone else realize sharlyan basically watched the apocalypse through a telescope--#my art#ffxiv#alisaie leveilleur#alphinaud leveilleur#little guy of it has been decided therefore i will not cry about it even tho im a sad eleven year old. im very graceful and dignified#vs the heavensward experience of hitting him with the crying about your friends stick like three times#and my girl of watched her new friend Die??? miss lonely road of grief over here......#ANYWAYS. ive been got im very fond of the twins. theyre silly guys to me.#++ ari's characteristic misreading of the situation. is he misreading or purposefully not bothering him about crying who knows#ff14#ch'ari (oc)
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I made myself super emotional. I was thinking about deceased loved ones sending signs to those who are still alive, and I was hit with the image of the batch and Phee receiving signs from Tech.
#I was writing something about crosshair grieving his twin and whenever I write about grief I think of my own experiences#so then this happened#I was like hmm what if tech sent crosshair a sign#i made myself cry#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#tbb tech
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BLOODMOON IS AN ONLY CHILD NOW
Or we'll kinda
HAVE HUMAN[?] AU COMIC I DID I'M SOBBING I CANT I MISS THEM SO MUCH
Straight up I was grieving and crying the whole time I was doing this
I hope that the brother that remained is handled well by the writers in the future
Fingers crossed T.T
#sun and moon show#tsams#tsams au#the sun and moon show#tsams bloodmoon#tsams bloodtwins#the sun and moon show fanart!!#the sun and moon show bloodmoon#tmgafs#the monty gator and foxy show#tmgafs foxy#tmgafs monty#tmgafs fanart#idk#i was genuinely going through so much grief with this one#i love foxy sm#bloodmoon is so cool#i fr believe foxy would do this#foxy is the best and you cant convince me otherwise#i wish that Bm twins death hadnât been so quick#i wish the writers did a bit better?#i love bm too much i cant
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The Lunatic of Etretat (1871), Hugues Merle // Margaret Lanterman (nĂ©e Coulson), AKA âLog Ladyâ, Twin Peaks (1990-2017)
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The joys of pregnancy.
#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#my sims#pokesims#pregnant sim#piers pokemon#pokemon piers#gym leader piers#the twins giving him grief already lmao#the sims#sims4#ts4 sims#pokemon sims#ts4 pokemon
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