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My toxic trait is I think Apollo should have more crazy backstories. Make him suffer.
#this came to me in a prophetic vision at 1am#ace attorney#aa#Apollo should have more backstories actually#Make him the distant descendant of a famous serial killer#its good for him. its enrichment.#the math works her btw. Magnifi Gramarye was born 1951-1952#Iris Wilson would be in about her twenties in 1910. Would need to have a daughter that takes on the Gramarye surname#tgaa#dgs#dai gyakuten saiban#barok van zieks#klimt van zieks#lady baskerville#iris wilson#herlock sholmes#ryunosuke naruhodo#magnifi gramarye#thalassa gramarye#jove justice#zak gramarye#trucy wright#apollo justice#phoenix wright#dhurke sahdmadhi#nahyuta sahdmadhi#rayfa padma khura'in#amara sigatar khura'in#dgs spoilers#tgaa spoilers
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tulips crop top, my beloved 🤍
Tyler Joseph at the Pinkpop Festival (2022)
#tyler joseph#twenty one pilots#topedit#tjosephedit#bandedit#musicedit#bandsdaily#gifs#pinkpop festival#he was so tanned on this day i am Suffering#suffering bc. yeah. but also because everything looks yellow but oh well#i wanted to gif josh because he also looked 😮💨🤌🏻#but his best takes are during Saturday and i dont have an HD file of that. my villain origin story.#'SAI era was bad--' okay whatever did u SEE them during that era jesus christ#it's not just the shirt it's the pants sneakers haircut paint everything combo#little note: i got so distracted by these two demons that i almost forgot to close my attendance sheet at work.#can u imagine. no salary due to debilitating twentyonepilotsness
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second chances
mob boss! lando norris x reader
part twenty-five: here in spirit
word count: 4.1k (sorry, i tried to make it shorter)
warnings: mentions of drugs, allusions of drugs being used without consent, allusions of coerced sex work, unwanted touch/harassment
twenty-four | twenty-five | twenty-six
The air in São Paulo was thick with humidity and the smell of gasoline and hot pavement, a constant buzz of life thrumming through the streets even as the sun began to dip behind the skyline. Lando sat at the back of the dimly lit lounge, a glass of whiskey in front of him, untouched. The place reeked of sweat and old cigars, the walls lined with dark wood and overpriced liquor. Clearly, he wasn’t here for the ambiance.
Lando had never understood why men like Piquet insisted on doing business in places like this—dark, overpriced lounges filled with cigar smoke and half-dressed women clinging to men with more money than morals. It was all a show, an ego trip. A way to remind everyone who was in control.
“You Monte-Carlo boys,” Piquet said, slouching back in his booth with a smirk. He swirled his whiskey, letting the ice clink against the glass. “Always think you’re the smartest in the room.”
Lando didn’t bother responding. He just took a sip of his own drink—untouched until now, because he trusted the alcohol here about as much as he trusted the man across from him.
He’d done his research. Piquet had ties to over half the cartels in the region, none of them particularly stable. The only reason Lando was even here was because Brazil was a lucrative market, and if he wanted his product to move freely, he needed a deal with the right people.
Not good people. Just useful ones.
Across from him, Nelson Piquet Jr. leaned back lazily in his chair, fingers drumming against the table as he spoke. “I’ll be honest with you, Norris. I wasn’t sure if you had the balls for something like this.” His smirk was the kind that made Lando’s skin crawl, the kind that belonged to men who thought they were untouchable.
Lando just stared, entirely unimpressed. “And yet, here I am.”
Nelson chuckled, taking a slow sip of his drink before setting it down with a clink. “So you want my network. My ports, my transport, my people. And in exchange, you come here to offer a cut of this… Noxium —which, if your numbers are real, is already eating into my market.”
Lando didn’t react. The numbers were real, and Nelson knew it. That was why he’d agreed to this meeting in the first place.
“I could just take it,” Nelson mused, something sinister brewing in his dark eyes. “Get rid of you, run the product myself.”
Lando tilted his head, feigning boredom. “Sure, y’could try.”
Something about the way he said it made Nelson’s smirk falter for just a second.
Then, just as quickly, Piquet laughed, shaking his head. “Relax, amigo. I like a businessman who has got some bite!” His eyes gleamed with something vile.
“You’re young,” Piquet mused, swirling the amber liquid in his glass, his smirk edged with something condescending. “Smart, I hear. Ambitious. But tell me, menino—” He leaned forward, voice dropping into something conspiratorial. “Are you ruthless enough for this business? Or are you just another greedy coward?”
Lando’s fingers curled around the glass in his hand, slow and deliberate.
He didn’t respond, just let the silence stretch, let his eyes—stormy, relentless—linger on Piquet long enough to make the older man shift slightly in his seat.
Ruthless enough? Please.
Lando had grown up in the cracks of Monte Carlo, where the city’s gold-plated veneer barely covered the rot underneath. He hadn’t been born to privilege or power—just a name, one that meant nothing when you were sleeping on benches and stealing bread from corner cafés. Orphaned young, swallowed whole by the streets, he’d learned the rules fast: take before you’re taken from, strike before you’re struck, never let anyone see what you love because they will use it against you.
At seven years old, he’d held a stolen gun to another child’s chest, hands shaking from hunger, stomach clawing at his ribs. He hadn't even known if the gun was loaded. But the other kid had flinched first, so Lando had gotten to eat that night.
By fifteen, he was running errands for the men who actually ran Monte Carlo, learning which names to whisper and which to keep locked behind his teeth. By sixteen, he was orchestrating jobs bigger than any street kid had the right to. Small, underweight, overlooked, and underestimated—until he wasn’t. Until he was something else, until his name became a shadow resembling a cloaked figure with a foreboding scythe.
Piquet wanted to know if he was ruthless enough?
Lando had carved his empire out of nothing. Had turned himself from a scrawny, unwanted thing into someone that people feared, respected, obeyed. He had no illusions about what it took to survive in this world.
But as the night went on, as he watched Piquet speak—watched the way his men operated, the way he handled things—it was clear as day that this guy was so desperate he reeked of it.
He wouldn’t know ruthlessness if it cut him across the face.
Instead, Lando found himself thinking about her.
About the way she had looked at him that night at the restaurant, warm and unguarded. About the way she had wrapped that bracelet around his wrist, completely unaware of the kind of man she was tying herself to.
She’d told him once that sometimes the system didn’t work, that sometimes someone had to do something.
He hadn’t cared at the time. Hadn’t thought it was his job to give a shit about things that didn’t affect him directly. But sitting here, listening to Piquet laugh, watching the way he took from people just because he could, Lando felt something shift in his chest.
“I think you’ll find,” Nelson was saying, swirling his whiskey in its glass, “that our friends in this region don’t take kindly to newcomers stepping onto their turf without offering something in return.”
Obviously.
Lando’s expression didn’t change. “That’s why I’m here.”
Nelson grinned, all teeth. “Right. Because you are a businessman.”
Lando didn’t respond. He just watched as Nelson leaned back, spreading his arms wide like he was holding court in his own little kingdom.
“I’ll tell you what,” Nelson continued, his voice casual. “We let you move Noxium here, we take a cut. I don’t believe I am alone in seeing…” He trailed off, eyes flickering to something behind Lando. “Other benefits.”
Lando already knew what he’d see when he turned around. Sure enough, a group of women lingered near the back of the lounge—beautiful, young, draped in expensive dresses. They weren’t here by choice. That much was clear.
Lando’s jaw tensed. He turned back to Nelson.
“No.” His voice was quiet, but there was an unmistakable edge to it.
Nelson just laughed. “Oh, come on. No need to get all righteous about it. We are all businessmen here! We all make money in ways we don’t talk about.”
“I said, no.”
Nelson’s eyes narrowed, sensing the shift in tone.
Lando leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. His voice was still calm, still controlled, but there was no mistaking the temper underneath.
“You want my product? Fine. We split the profit. But if I hear that any of my shipments get used for anything other than what we agreed on, this deal ends.” A pause, as he stepped closer, positioning himself in the Brazilian man’s personal space. His voice dropped to a chilling whisper. “And if I find out you’re running other operations through my business, I’ll put a bullet in your skull myself.”
Nelson held his gaze for a long moment, the bravado slipping just a fraction. Lando had seen that look before—the realization that he wasn’t bluffing. Still, Nelson smirked, trying to regain control. He chuckled, but there was something uneasy in it now. “Fine,” he settled, clearly displeased but unable to do much about it. “Let us talk numbers now, hm?”
“Yeah, let’s.”
Piquet smirked, leaning forward. “You want distribution, I want a cut. Simple.”
“You want twenty-five percent. D’you think I’m an idiot?”
Piquet spread his hands. “Your product moves through my people, my routes, my infrastructure. This is a fair price.”
Lando exhaled slowly. “Five. Even that should be able to feed someone as greedy as you.”
Piquet laughed, shaking his head, though there was nothing joyful about it. “Not how this works, degenerado. You are the visitor. You play by my rules.”
Lando just stared at him. A long, unimpressed silence.
Piquet’s smirk faltered slightly. “Alright, alright, for my new friend I bring it down to twenty,” he conceded.
“Ten.” Lando countered. “Final offer. Either you take it or I leave, with my goods and my money.”
Another pause. Then, finally, Piquet huffed a weak laugh. “You are… a cocky little shit, aren’t you?”
Lando didn’t answer. He just tilted his head slightly, waiting. In this lighting, it almost appeared as if his lips were curled in the ghost of a smile.
After a beat, Piquet clinked his glass against Lando’s. “Ten it is, it seems. But… know that I will remember this. And if you fuck me over, Norris, I’ll have you buried in the rainforest before anyone even realizes you’re missing.”
Shrouded in the dark, Lando responded with an easy Cheshire smile.
“Alright!,” Nelson cheered loudly, as if expected cheers and applause from his men or the showgirls. When he noticed the lack of enthusiasm, however, he was undeterred. “Let us celebrate with a drink, eh?”
The older man beckoned for the attention of one of the girls who’d been walking around, serving the other guests. Once she leaned down to hear him over the commotion, he grinned, dark eyes gleaming with excitement. “Some drinks for me and my new friend here, gatinha. And be quick about it, eh?”
Lando watched the girl—she couldn’t have been much older than twenty—nod and move to turn away, but not before Nelson grabbed her wrist. It was quick, almost casual, the kind of thing men like him did when they thought no one would care.
But Lando did. His body moved before his brain did. One second, Nelson had his fingers wrapped around the girl’s wrist. The next, Lando had his own hand clamped over Nelson’s.
Nelson barely had time to react before Lando squeezed. Hard.
“Didn’t you hear her?”
The other man’s expression twisted. “What the fuck are you—?”
“She said,” Lando seethed, voice remarkably even, “she’ll bring the drinks when she’s ready.”
A beat of silence.
Nelson stared at him, his lips parting slightly in disbelief. Maybe he wasn’t used to people telling him no. Maybe he thought Lando was just another business partner, another man willing to turn a blind eye.
Lando could feel the pulse beneath his fingers, the slight tremor in Nelson’s wrist as he tried to decide whether or not to push back. Before now, Lando wouldn’t have given a shit.
He exhaled slowly, grip firm as he kept his face unreadable.
This isn’t even my problem.
His mind flashed—gentle fingers tying a bracelet around his wrist, the warmth of her hands, the way she’d smiled and told him she wasn’t going anywhere.
Shit.
Lando squeezed just a little harder. Not enough to break anything—yet—but enough to make his point.
Nelson let go first. The girl stepped back instantly, vanishing behind the bar. Lando didn’t look at her. He only leaned back in his chair, picking up his own drink like nothing had happened.
Nelson forced a laugh, rubbing his wrist. “Such a gentleman.”
“I’m not,” Lando said simply. “I just don’t like people who think they can take whatever they want.”
Nelson smirked, but there was something wary in his gaze now. “Good to know.”
That wasn’t something he would have done a year ago – hell, even six months ago. He didn’t know what had changed. Or maybe he did.
Maybe it was the fact that somewhere else, in a much better place, there was someone who had made him think—sometimes, just for a moment—that he could be better.
It wasn’t until later, when he was getting ready to leave, that he noticed something else.
The same girl—young, barely in her twenties—stood stiffly near the exit of the establishment, eyes darting subtly between Piquet and his men. Her hands were clenched into fists, nervous and fidgety. She had the look of someone calculating an escape route.
He should’ve left. It wasn’t his business.
But something about the way her fingers trembled slightly, the way she flinched when Piquet raised his voice, even in jest—
Fuck.
She would hate him for this, wouldn’t she? If she knew. If she knew the kind of people he did business with. But maybe she was also the reason he lingered. The reason he, uncharacteristically, got involved.
He turned back toward Piquet, voice easy, careless. “She with you, yeah?”
Piquet barely glanced at the girl. “What’s it to you?”
Lando shrugged. “I’ll take her off your hands.”
The Brazilian raised an eyebrow, amused. “You want to buy her?”
Lando didn’t blink. “You said I was a visitor. Consider it a parting gift. Seems she’s more trouble than she’s worth anyway.”
Piquet laughed, then gave the girl a slow once-over. She was pretty, but he had plenty of others. After a moment, he waved a lazy hand. “Fine. Take her. But she’s a pain in the ass, so don’t come crying to me. No refunds, how you say, hm?”
Piquet let out a loud laugh, seemingly endlessly amused by his own joke.
Lando turned to her, his voice low. “Come on.”
She hesitated. Piquet watched with mild amusement, probably waiting to see if Lando would have to force her, but he didn’t. After a second, the girl moved. Slowly at first, then with more certainty. Lando led her out without another word.
Once they were clear of the club, he finally spoke. “Where do you need to go?”
She looked up at him, wide-eyed. “You’re not—?”
“No.” His voice was flat.
A pause. Then, quietly, she said, “...My sister’s place? It’s not far, and I’ll never tell him, I swear–”
He nodded, leading her toward the car. As they stepped outside, into the humid night air, Lando glanced down at his wrist—at the frayed threads of navy and green still tied there.
Looks like she’d been a bad influence on him, after all.
Lando's internal clock ticked like a bomb. He should've been wheels up, Brazil’s neon glare shrinking in the rearview. Instead, he was stuck in this backwater place, Piquet's stench still clinging to his tailored suit.
"Mate, what the bloody hell?" Daniel drawled, leaning against the rented SUV, a picture of casual impatience. "We're missing our window. Vettel's charity thing isn't going to wait."
Lando ignored him, fingers flying across his phone screen, a frustrated scowl etching lines into his usually smooth forehead. His lips pressed into a thin line as he attempted to search something on his phone, scowled, then tried again.
Daniel's eyebrows climbed. "Seriously? We're holding up a jet for this?" A wide grin spread across his face. "No bloody way."
"Shut it, Daniel," Lando snapped, jaw tight.
"You're delaying a private flight—our escape route—for a caffeine run?" Fewtrell butt in, an eyebrow raised in uncertainty. He had an inkling, but he just wanted to be sure. "You know Monaco has coffee, right? Like, actual coffee, not whatever swill they brew here?"
Lando's glare could have frozen hellfire. "It's not 'just coffee.'" His gaze flickered away, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes. "It's... specific. Special or somethin’."
Daniel let out a low whistle. "Oh, special coffee. Right. I get it."
He didn't get it, not really, but he recognized the telltale signs of Lando's obsessive focus, the kind that usually preceded a meticulously planned heist or a ruthless business move.
Why was Lando suddenly interested in souvenir shopping?
"Christ, mate," Max chuckled, slapping Lando's shoulder as they slid into the SUV. "You just stared down Piquet, the snake himself, and now you're about to throw a tantrum over a bag of beans? Overpriced, probably smuggled, beans?"
Lando rolled his eyes, gesturing for Fewtrell to finally start the car. "Are you two muppets gonna help or not?" The question wasn't an invitation.
"Wouldn't miss it!" Daniel said, his grin a wolfish thing in the dim light. The two men in the front seats knew better than to push. Lando's fixations were rarely trivial. They were the threads that held his meticulously constructed world together, the obsessions that fueled his ambition and masked the darkness beneath.
This’ll be fun.
Lando felt slightly out of place in the warmth of the bustling streets, constantly checking his watch, aware of how ridiculous he looked trying to focus on finding coffee beans that might make a difference to her—as if she’d even care that much.
But Daniel seemed to thrive in the chaos, a natural with the locals, swapping stories and buying knickknacks he didn’t need while Lando trailed behind, his mind still reeling with thoughts of business, of the deal with Piquet, of everything else he had to get done.
Max Fewtrell lingered beside him, his stance protective, but his smile knowing.
The hunt for the right coffee took longer than expected, largely because Lando, despite his tactical brilliance, knew exactly fuck all about specialty coffee.
They made their way to a small, unassuming store that Daniel had picked out, a little café tucked between a butcher’s stall and a flower shop. The smell of freshly roasted beans hit Lando’s nose before they even walked through the door. He felt instantly out of place.
The woman behind the counter greeted them in rapid Portuguese, but Max responded smoothly, and with an exchange of a few words, they were presented with a small selection of the finest beans. Max gestured toward Lando and Daniel with a casual wave, glancing at Lando. “This’ll do. Trust me, this is the one she’s gonna want. Make sure you get a whole batch. Don’t be cheap.”
Lando raised an eyebrow. “I’m not cheap.”
“No,” Daniel said, pulling out his wallet. “But you are clueless. Trust me on this one, alright?”
“What’s the difference between this one and that one?” Lando muttered, squinting at two nearly identical bags.
Max, to his credit, took the moment as seriously as Lando did. He crossed his arms, nodding sagely at the labels. “Think this one has notes of caramel and citrus. And…” he trails off, examining the second package. “That one says it’s more, like, nutty? With chocolate undertones.”
Lando blinked. “What the fuck does that mean?”
Daniel sighed, suddenly appearing by Lando’s side. “It means, boss, that if you pick the wrong one, she’s going to sip it, make a polite face, and say ‘aww, thanks,’ before never touchin’ it again.”
Lando’s stomach twisted uncomfortably at the thought.
“Here.” Daniel finally tossed him a package about half an hour later, grinning wider than a kid on Christmas morning. “This’ll do the trick. The best beans in the region, handpicked by some old guy who’s definitely too proud of his product. I’m sure she’ll love it. And you?” He waggled his brows. “You’ll look like a hero. A dashing one.”
Lando stared at the bag of coffee beans in his hands, a strange, unfamiliar feeling settling in his gut.
Mistaking Lando’s silence for doubt, Daniel spoke up. “There’s even a little postcard with it about how they roast the beans a specific way to bring out the ‘soul of the coffee.’”
Lando rolled his eyes but grabbed the bag Daniel had given him, tossing it onto the counter without another word. He paused momentarily, before grabbing another bag and adding it to his things.
Just in case.
“For the missus,” Daniel’s grinned, looking over at Lando as he spoke to the sweet cashier.
“Thanks,” he muttered, stuffing the coffee into his jacket pocket and checking his watch again. He could already hear the plane engines warming up.
“Now can we get the fuck out of here?”
Lando stood outside her apartment, the bags of coffee in a small grocery bag, his fingers fidgeting with the zipper of his coat. He hadn’t planned for this, hadn’t expected to get this far. It was just coffee. A simple thing. He was just doing something for her—no big deal.
Lando didn’t do things just to be nice. Niceness was irrelevant. Nice didn’t get you ahead. Nice didn’t keep you alive in his world. And yet, here he was, standing at her door, pretending he hadn’t gone out of his way in a foreign country just to get her a damn bag of coffee beans.
His shoes scraped against the concrete as he stepped forward. Somewhere in the back of his mind, something shifted.
What if, one day, it wasn’t about the coffee anymore?
What if it wasn’t even about remembering her smile or hearing her laugh—bright and unguarded, like sunlight cracking through storm clouds? What if it wasn’t about being the guy who could get her whatever she wanted, whenever she wanted?
What if it was shifting, evolving into something else entirely? Maybe it was the way she made him feel like he was more. Like he wasn’t just the sharp, calculating businessman he’d been for so long. Like maybe, just maybe, he was something human. Flawed, vulnerable. Caring.
Disgusting.
Lando knocked, the sound cutting through the quiet hallway, and forced himself to ignore the way his heartbeat stuttered slightly. When she opened the door, her face lit up immediately.
“Oh my god,” she breathed, eyes going wide as she saw what was in his hands. “You actually got it!”
She looked at the bag of coffee like it was some kind of rare artifact.
Lando held it out nonchalantly, as if he hadn’t spent the last few hours making sure to get the perfect one. As if this wasn’t the third store he had gone to. As if he hadn’t let Daniel Ricciardo, of all people, drag him around the streets of São Paulo like some lovesick idiot just to find it. As if he didn’t endure Max Fewtrell’s smug smirking and subtle innuendo for all the 11 hours and 39 minutes it took for him to be standing here.
“’Course I did,” he said with a shrug, the corner of his mouth curling up just slightly. “It’s just coffee.”
It’s not a big deal or anythin’.
Before he could say anything else, she took a step forward, her eyes gleaming—and then her arms were around him, squeezing him into a hug.
Lando froze.
His entire instantly body locked up, every muscle turning to stone at the sudden, unexpected contact.
She was warm. Soft. She smelled like something clean and familiar, warm and sweet. Her arms wrapped around his neck, firm but easy, natural, like she didn’t even have to think about it. And that was the worst part.
She just came up to and wrapped her arms around him without hesitation, without caution. Like he wasn’t someone to be wary of.
The kind of hug that made something deep in his chest go tight. He swallowed, forcing his hands to move, resting them awkwardly against her back, stiff and unsure.
“Uh. Yeah. No problem,” he muttered, voice a little too tight.
She pulled away just enough to look up at him, her smile bright, so happy over something so small. “You actually remembered.”
Obviously, he wanted to say.
Instead, he just gave a small, disinterested shrug. “Was already there. Figured I’d grab it.”
She turned the bag over in her hands, beaming down at it, and Lando should’ve been fine.
This was fine. She was happy, and that was good. In fact, that was the whole point, right?
So why the fuck did it feel like he’d made a mistake?
He needed distance. Now.
Lando took a step back, shoving his hands in his pockets. “Alright, well. I’ll see you around.” His voice was steady now, controlled, detached.
She looked up, a little amused. “You sure you don’t want to come in? I was just about to—”
“No.”
Too fast. Too sharp.
He forced himself to soften it. “I’ve got stuff to do.”
“Oh. Right.�� She nodded, still smiling, but there was a flicker of something—confusion?—in her eyes. She seemed to shrink back, clearly at least a little caught off guard. But who was she to assume–after all, Liam likely had places to be and things to do. He was a businessman, and businessmen were busy all the time, right?
Still, the brightness of her smile faltered momentarily, before she automatically nodded in understanding. Lando turned on his heel and walked away before she could say anything else, before his resolve could slip. He didn’t care.
Why the hell would he?
a/n: not real proud of this one, but wanted to put something out as promised. sorry if it's shitty, guys
#second chances#formula 1 fic#formula 1#saffu's works#lando norris fanfiction#lando norris#lando x reader#lando imagine#lando norris imagine#lando norris x reader#lando#lando norris fic#lando norris fanfic#lando x you#mob boss! lando x reader#mob boss!lando norris x reader#mob boss au#mafia au#chapter 25#part 25#chapter twenty-five#part twenty-five#tw: drugs#tw: unwanted touch#sorry if this is shit#i've been editing it all day i don't know why it's like this
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who up joshlering
#redrawing the spookyface fanart did psychic damage i think#anyway i love them sm…….#art2 and craft2#twenty one pilots#clique art#joshler#josh dun#tyler joseph#tøp#what tags does the clique even use these days#i woke up at 3am and immediately started working on this#it’s now 1pm#my brain is shrivelled i need to Hydrate
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"Are we gonna have a problem? You got a bone to pick?"
#my art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel valentino#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel fanart#hellaverse#valentino#vox#velvet hazbin hotel#velvette hazbin hotel#velvette#the vees#vees#hazbin hotel vees#heathers the musical#heathers#I drew this for WEEKS#twenty-one days?#not in a row of course thanks to the work#but I swear if this flop I will flop next#I even have a timelapse lol#but I'm not sure I'll post it
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what's your dissertation about? you mentioned it in the siltcord and i'm really interested
oh my god hey I'm so happy you're interested! broad strokes because I've only been working on it for a few weeks but: the current theme is 'resistant landscapes' (both man-made and natural) in the later writing of Shirley Jackson!
Essentially, my main thread is that Jackson had two parallel strands to her work, which as far as I can tell began kind of interrelated but then diverged quite significantly? She's probably best known now for The Haunting of Hill House and to a lesser extent We Have Always Lived In The Castle, which are these. weird surreal psychological horror novels, engaging explicitly or implicitly with the supernatural, and centred around introspective, strange and sometimes deeply misanthropic female characters from isolated social units with dysfunctional, possessive relationships to each other.
Aaaaand then on the other hand she was known for being a 'happy housewife' who wrote these whimsical, quasi-autobiographical stories about all her children and how hopeless her husband was. These were popular too. Betty Friedan called her out in landmark 1963 feminist manifesto The Feminine Mystique for essentially spreading patriarchal propaganda.
The interrelation between the two is really jarring, because in one family is a source of horror and tragedy and in the other it's a source of, like... laundry. And Jackson's home life wasn't everything those stories made it out to be-- her marriage was unfaithful, her mother could probably be fairly called emotionally abusive, and as I talked about on the siltcord, she developed severe agoraphobia which often left her housebound.
So, yeah. My plan is to explore the depiction of families as constructed social units in dialogue with the environments they are constructed in in that work. Obviously a lot of that is relation of house to family, in the context of which Hill House is especially rewarding to consider, but I also want to look at relationships with nature and urban environments (especially in the context of settler colonialism and how that has had an enduring legacy in Jackson's particular part of New England), xenophobia (largely in regard to class, though racism and anti-Semitism are presences in her writing), domesticity and the idea of the housewife, and how horror relates to All Of This. The ideal of making a home within a hostile environment and of that environment turning on you, essentially.
I don't yet have particular areas of focus within that broad umbrella, but I might update with bits and pieces about it as I work? I don't really talk about academic stuff on here but I am very much Critical Literary Analysis Guy and I do also post relentlessly about haunted houses as a concept so if people would be interested in it maybe I will
anyway if you've read this far I recommend Horror in Architecture: The Reanimated Edition (2024) by Joshua Comaroff and Ong Ker-Shing which is a book about how horror movie tropes can be mirrored in built environments! I'm reading it right now and it's conceptually fascinating plus fairlyyy comprehensible by academic standards (if a little dense) if you, like me, are a Fool who knows nothing of architecture. very good also for getting to look at pictures of some of the most Fucked Up Buildings (affectionate) you've ever seen.
#thank youuuu for asking this!! <3#I didn't want to hijack siltcord bookclub to talk about my academic work#at least in part because I think it's fun to read thohh blind#but it's my blog & I'll infodump if I want to#also holy shit morgan I think you just tricked me into writing up a more thorough plan for my dissertation than I did for my supervisor#so thank you??? this has been bizarrely helpful#fun fact I very very nearly ditched this idea to write about family/amatonormativity/happiness in the silt verses as my actual dissertation#but decided not to because I like my supervisor and didn't want to switch#and also there is essentially no secondary literature for tsv.#well. there is some genuinely excellent secondary literature#but it is all written by the same twenty or thirty very unwell people on tumblr dot com#and that's not usable because I can't cite it and refuse to use it without citing it#I'll still write that tsv paper some day tho. just for funsies.#dissertation posting#shirley jackson#the haunting of hill house#✨️#voices from beyond
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tyler joseph original sketch
#worked on this for like two days#kind of proud#original art#sketch#artists on tumblr#tyler joseph#twenty one pilots#clancy#blurryface#vessel#trench#scaled and icy
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you can sit alone in the car after you turn it off….. but watch out
#it’s like this addictive liminal space where all executive function ceases#every day I am trapped by the seductive silence and isolation when I get home from work#I am currently still in my car. and I have been for almost twenty minutes. send help
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I think the clancy world tour is actually the best thing to ever happen to me
#its been days and im still not over it#ill do a storytime of how i ended up going bc the night before i was SURE#i wasn't going#crazy how life works#twenty one pilots#twenty øne piløts#tøp#clancy#clancy world tour#top#tyler joseph#josh dun
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-ˋˏ .·:·. ⊱ 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐕𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐛𝐲 @pavus — day one: 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞.
— 𝐈𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐑 . 𝐕𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐈 𝐃𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐀 . 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐀 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐄.
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐃𝐀𝐒. 𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐘 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐓 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐒.
— 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 (mutuals can opt in/out via 𝐭��𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 <3):
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#oc: irulanne ingellvar#oc: vethari de riva#oc: cassia thorne#leg.ocs#leg.edits#*myedits#*ocedit#veilguard30#dragon age oc#datv oc#dav oc#datv#dav#dragon age rook#userimogen#oo moots w/tracking tags i cant recall if ive asked before (i think i did?) but please feel free to lmk if youd like me to tag ur tracking!#ITS STILL THE FIRST HERE THANK HEAVENS I MADE IT IN TIME (ish<3) spent all day on this ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!#the other rooks are veeery wips rn so i will do one of these for them soon HEHE <3#i think i have like..... four more kdfjfkn IM SO SOO STOKED TO YELL ABOUT THEM SOON RAHHH#and happiest first day of dragon game month besties and moots <3 WERE IN THE TWENTIES feeling very normal about it!!!!#for sure will be doing a few of the writing prompts for the next few days before i do another edit brain FRIED egg <33 eek it was worth it!#the happiest with how this turned out and the blurbs of info the coloring from cavalierfou on deviant worked SO well with this!!#divider is by saradika it fits THE LOVELIEST with this as well EEEEK.#hopefully the names are easy to be seen <3#ANYWAY i am so soo stoked to yell about my dragon game dearies and the rooks and see what everyone creates for this!!!!!!#THANK YOU THANK YOUU MO FOR CREATING THIS EVENT youre a treasure its day 1 and i had soo much fun with this!! tyty again!#besties and moots also also if you read all of this im baking you cookies!!
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i can feel the light shine on my face
#if you couldn’t tell im vibing w this colour scheme rn#apologies if this lasts longer than a day#art2 and craft2#clique art#twenty one pilots#tyler joseph#tøp#thought this faux marble style would work as a reference to the arcane/mv thing
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guys look they gave him a free tee shirt for being on the show! :D isn't that cool?
aka I saw this image and thought "this is sooo sai Clancy coded":

#clancy#tøp lore#twenty one pilots#my stuff#sai era#good day dema#dema make up artists work hard but Bishops work harder. they could never fully cover the smear marks. i dont think#plus I dont imagine they expected his arms to be bare at any point during filming so whoops :) no one covered the bruises :) :)#demaverse#abuse cw#<-implied#after finishing that monster comic im trying to make. smaller things for a bit
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I made my post about Dean Highbottom and then as I was writing my tags realised that his Hunger Games counterpart is Haymitch. and now my head is in my hands and I don’t think I’ll ever recover
#IM GOING TO CRY. I am part of the system I never wanted anything to do with it#I killed so many people without laying a hand on them. I never ever asked for this. I tried to say no. my hands are still bloody.#both turned to drugs to cope. both had a mentee who reminded them of someone they hated so much#(snow reminded the dean of his old friend. katniss reminded haymitch of himself)#both knew exactly how the games worked and all of its consequences because one made it and the other lived it#both lived in the shadows of the past and never really got out from it#but in the end one of them chose to be cruel to the children who they were asked to mentor#and the other loved even when it was killing him#god. twenty three years and they never managed to drown the fire out of him. his heart broke again and again#but he held onto those shards even as they made his hands bleed. and then one day two children appeared and pieced it back together#and some of it was missing and always would be. you can’t undo twenty three years of alcoholism and pain and grief and self loathing#but a lot of it was still there. far more than he ever even believed could have survived#Haymitch I love youuuuuuuuu I will always love you#and Dean Highbottom you were kinda cringe and lame. guynobody ass bitch. do better#haymitch abernathy#dean highbottom#thg#the hunger games#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#abosas
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the blog vs. the blogger (link to the picrew!!)
many thanks for the tag @unchaineddaisychain !! may the cozy and comforting vibes of passionate-songwriting-gays settling down in a scottish cottage be with you ALWAYS 🙏

Tagging: @hilton-my-luvx @gasstationwomen @angrytranspossum @majito18
#did it on this blog instead of main since i'm relatively inactive there so i hope the picrew council doesn't smite me#also because i'm still really happy with the color theme/lavender hues i was able to create.........#*edits a photo of '64Paris!Animals for over twenty minutes to give it the illusion of seeming purple*#their brain-melting powers are strong especially when alan's wearing that scarf. and eric's within 0.2 inches of his personal space.#(he can get closer still alan doesn't mind)#anyway this was fun!!!!! it's been ages since i did a picrew#i'm happy when they have my glasses-frame-style (even though my frames are green now)#tfw alan price smiles more than you#nah my neutral face is just solemn in general#especially after having to unload a truck for a coworker and work in the dairy department by myself for two days in a row#all worth it to set aside money for Gay Magazine Articles to fuel my niche hurt/comfort revisionist-historical-account of a fractured band#wAhghgghGzgh rambling rambling I am Rambling as always .... aggHhh ANyway THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE TAG HANNAH THANK YOU!!!!!!#things i said today#tag games
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adhd time management is so abysmal i wake up at 6am thinking "perfect ill have a little time to myself, then breakfast, and i can start work an hour early too!" now its 8.50am and im just getting set up to start work
#not entirely adhd i just have european friends i need to yap with#and it takes me an hour to get out of bed and all that#but i do also sit around for twenty minutes while my food gets cold 😭#but anyway im actually really happy im adapting to the work schedule really well#like its only week 3 and i feel pretty great! as opposed to being sleep deprived brain fog fucked up#maybe i will even manage the 8am start one of these days...
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gnawing on cardboard because I've been seeing so many posts lately about how a character putting on healthy weight can be used narratively to show their healing journey and them finally feeling safe after struggling either physically or emotionally, and. God it's beautiful.
#saw it in a beautiful rookanis art a couple days ago and it's been everywhere since then#putting most of this in the tags to avoid dumping something that might be triggering on anyone's timelines#but one of my ocs is my main bg3 tav who this works SO well for#I accidentally designed him as being younger without much experience as a fighter which would leave him with “baby fat" (he's just healthy)#but honestly he'd probably lose it bc of the Nautiloid + camping for months w/out real food + fighting running etc. so constantly#and he already had an arc of struggling to adjust to being home when he feels like he can never be the same person as he was before#but him going home and eating well + sleeping properly + not fighting ending in him gaining back what he lost?? Being healthy again??#being able to physically see himself readjusting to his old life and fitting in like he was so scared that he couldn't??#and his friends and family who went to his funeral getting to see him come back to life like that??#I've had this idea for maybe twenty minutes but it's already so important to me#it's also a little relatable for me and makes me really happy#ramblings
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