#tw:torture

[backpackingspace]

....do we think xie lian knows everything jun wu did to him because like. I doubt it. When you're being psychologically tortured and reality is breaking around you, you don't remember a lot of it.

[daily-sloop-john-b]

I know someone's commented on this before, but 7000 people—1000 per spawn—over 169 years (Sabastian's 170 - 1 year buried alive) is 5.9 victims/year.

That's really fucking inefficient.

Either Astarion's VASTLY overstating his skill, or there was a lot more torture in the torture:luring ratio than he likes to recall.

[chickensarentcheap]

DarkTyler (as readers called him)

WARNINGS: blood, torture,  mentions of child abduction and abuse (not graphic)

@tragiclyhip  @muchadoaboutcj @thesirenrealm @asirensrage @residentdormouse @youflickedtooharddamnit @secretaryunpaid @munstysmind @mrsmungus @themaradaniels @ninjasawakenedmystar @starryeyes2000

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“Mate, do you really want to test me right now? Do you really want to see if I have balls or not? Because I'm all out of patience here. I'm all out of fucks, like my wife would say. So...” he tightens his grip on McMann's hair, yanking his head to the side and then pressing the tip of the box cutter blade into the skin below his ear. Enough to break the surface; a trickle of blood appearing. “...I'm going to ask you on more time. What were you going to do to my kids?”

McMann refuses to answer.

Tyler presses down harder; feeling the blade dig into the man's neck, his free hand still gripping McMann's hair. Using enough force to draw even more blood, feeling it drip down the box cutter and onto his own fingers; hot, smooth, the smell tangy and pungent. And it only encourages him even more. Kicking his adrenaline up another notch. And he slowly drags the blade along McMann's next, prolonging the pain, until the other man is screaming in agony and attempting to get away. Kicking his bound feet, trying to break the ties around his wrist, struggling to get away.

“Okay! Okay!” McMann finally relents. “I'll tell. I'll fucking tell you.”

“Now that wasn't too bad, was it?” Tyler asks, and cleans both his fingers and the box cutter off on the front of McMann's shirt. “You live to see another day. For now. So, tell me...” he uses his forearm to clear sweat off his brow, then walks over to the cooler and grabs a bottle of water; tearing off the cap and downing half of it before returning to his chair. “...what did you tell them to do?”

“They were going to grab them. After they killed the big one and his girlfriend. They were going to hold them somewhere. Like I did with my kids. Everything was going to be the same. The duct tape, the zip ties, everything. They were going to rough them up a bit...”

“You told your people...grown men...to beat on my kids?” The fury is instant. All consuming. “Is that what you're telling me? That you told adults to put hands on them? The oldest is five. The youngest is ten months. And you told people to beat on them?”

McMann nods, tears sparkling in his eyes.

“Don't cry now, mate. Tears won't work on me. They aren't going to save you. And I know those tears aren't for my kids. You told adults...men...to beat on my kids?”

“I just told you....”

“Now we have a real problem,” Tyler leans forward in his seat, elbows on his knees. “If you'd just said you told them to grab them and hold them somewhere, I wouldn't be as mad as I am right now. I could have probably kept it together when you mentioned the duct tape and zip ties. But you actually told people to put their hands on my kids. That...well that I can't forgive....so....” he jumps to his feet, then heads back to the weapons table. “...I don't think a box cutter is going to quite cut it this time....this calls for something a little...I don't know...worse.”

He selects the crow bar, then decides against it and puts it back. Opting for the pliers instead.

“My daughter,” he says, as he walks back towards McMann. “Well I think you know what I'm going to ask you next. Did you tell them to do anything else to my daughter? Like what happened to that Erin girl? Did you tell any of them to do something like that to my little girl?”

“No. I'd never suggest something like that. I'm a lot of things, but I'd never, ever, allow that.”

“You're lucky I believe you, Michael. You know how Erin was a message? To me? Well I'm going to send a message to your people. To your wife.”

“What kind of message? What the hell are you doing with those? What...?”

“I want them to know that I have you. And that I'm going to keep sending little pieces of you until I get what I want. So...” Tyler once more stands behind the metal chair. “...we can either do this the easy way or the hard way. Which one do you want?”

“What's the easy way?”

“Easy way is you just sit there and open your mouth for me and I take out a few of your teeth. With these,” he waves the pliers in McMann's face, and the man immediately reacts; panic and terror surging through him, screams and profanities flying out of his mouth as he struggles against his bonds. “Hard way, huh?”

Tyler shrugs, then wraps an arm around McMann's throat; squeezing as hard as he can; muscles bulging, veins prominent. Stronger and bigger than the other man, easily able to hold his head still with such a powerful grip, and he shoves the pliers past the other man's teeth, until he's hitting the back molars and clamping down on one, yanking it clear out of the gum. Tightening his hold when McMann fights even harder; choking and gagging on his own blood and saliva and the gradual collapsing on his windpipe. Sweat forming on his own brow and trickling down his temples; dripping into his eyes as he removes two more teeth before gradually releasing the pressure on McMann's throat.

“You're fucking crazy,” McMann pants; his face near purple, a mixture of sweat, saliva, and blood trickling down his chin and onto his shirt. “Insane. You're fucking insane.”

“Maybe,” Tyler says, as he pockets the teeth and cleans the pliers off on the thigh of his jeans “But you fucked with the wrong man's family. And I'm going to make you pay. A little bit at a time. So get comfy. Because you're not going anywhere for a while.”

[the-storm-chaser]

Co-wrote a short story with @facemeandperish when we had to afk for a couple of weeks from Tyranny of Dragons.

Sky and Kigane (the goliath warlock who thinks he is a death domain cleric) went on a scouting mission to find the Red Dragon, and this was the conversation that transpired. The story is in the perspective of Kigane mostly

(I appreciate this doesn't make much sense out of context, but I'm just proud of helping write this after not writing properly for so long)

(....it is long. TW: Torture, body horror, general unpleasantness)

It was raining again. Kigané tilted his head up towards the sky, tracks of rain running down his face like tears, silently thanking Thelaya for this gift of water, and thanking Her brother Manethak for giving His sister the idea, to better aid a hunter alone in the wilds of the world. These things were instinctual, almost granular to the nature of the goliath, that deep well of spirituality that came from living so close to the knife's edge of starvation in the High Ice expressed in the everyday actions of Gods that stood clear within every breath one took.

He carefully removed the eyepatch, airing out the hollow space of his skull where an eye had once sat, before the red hot spike of a Cultist torturer had removed it, and much of the flesh surrounding it. It had only been the blessing of his God that had saved his life, yet now this was all awhirl inside Kiganés skull, for there WAS no God speaking in his ear, only some creature out of nightmare; a monster from a screaming city, with skin as red as blood, that spoke in riddles and half measures as though this were the creatures native tongue.

“Questions for another time.” He muttered to himself, refocusing on what lay ahead. Akmos had asked for aid, and Kigané was loath to refuse, for this aid came at the cost of the Cult, and perhaps with these deaths the screams in his head would lessen, just a little.

He rose from his crouch, beginning the hunt once more, though his usual stalk was interrupted by the approach of the blonde girl. “Akmos says we need to keep moving, the dragon we're looking for is nearby '', she said, a restless staccato on her sword hilt betraying her nerves and excitement both. This girl was undisciplined, yet in a manner that Kigané knew well; the frantic undisciplined behaviour of one who has seen awful things, and lived long enough to regret it, the sight burning away behind their own eyes. Yet while Kigané had embraced the wrongs done to him, had forged them into armour and weapons both, to better avenge those who had died in such awful ways, the girl seemed content to run from her devils, into drink and into the wandering broken life of a sellsword.

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After teleporting away from the monster that the Dragon had made of himself, Kigané made camp, perhaps 3 miles from the Dragon’s lair. A simple campsite this; a low overhang to trap smoke, food and water aplenty nearby, and far enough from roads or deer pathways that only sustained hunting would be able to find them. He coaxed a small fire into life. To be sure, he could have used the magicks that roiled inside him, but there was a quiet peace, a reminder of his upbringing, in doing things like this by hand. It didn’t do to forget the simpler pleasures of goliath life, even if you were the last of your people.

After setting up what he presumed to be her hunter’s trap, the girl came to the fire  warming her hands before her gaze went blank, sighing before she spoke “What happened in the cave….I….I never thought I would see that monstrosity again...what in the heaven’s are we dealing with?” Her voice was still shaking, her hand reaching into her bag for a stale roll that she had obtained, presumably from Akrahan.

“Nothing from one of your heavens” Kigané replied, “More something from a Hell. It had replaced part of itself with that metal Akmos has for an arm, did you notice?” He asked.

‘I….did….’ The cob had seemingly disappeared before her hand reached back into her back, pulling out the shard of metal that strange kobold had gifted her. ‘Chardylnn...the supposedly cursed metal’.  She grimaced, shifting the shard between her fingers.

“I know very little of metalwork.” Kigané said, straight-faced. “If one were to need an arrow, or a carving, then I can speak to the nature of wood grains, but metalwork was never a part of the High Ice, so you would know far more than I in this.” He continued

‘I know what to look for in common metals, and I have some knowledge on rarer materials ... .but this ... .this doesn’t feel ... .right’.

“Right?” Kigané questioned. “Metal is metal, no? Oh to be sure, this thing is rarer and possibly more dangerous than ordinary stuff, but surely that is but the songs of the old and superstitious?”

‘Not all metals are equal.  Some metals have unique properties…unique resistances.  Whatever Chardylnn is…’ She looks down at the shard, a look of horror on her face. ‘...What did it do to that dragon?’

“That I cannot tell.” Kigané said, a troubled look passing over his face. “That thing talked about the metal as though it were a weapon to be mastered. Whatever it seeks from this metal, nothing good comes of it, that I can tell you.” He continued.

‘That we can agree…’ She returned the metal to her bag, hesitating for a moment before looking up at the goliath, her expression hinting at anger and confusion. ‘Then what the Hells were you thinking trying to swing at the damned thing?!  Do you realize how idiotic that was?!’

“I thought that was what we were there to do.” Kigané said, as mildly as he could manage. “To be sure, we were a small party, but if a dragon attacks, I will attack it in turn.” He said, a savage cant to his head as he spoke.

‘Akmos CLEARLY said reconnaissance! NOT, I don’t know, ‘OH WE CAN DEAL WITH A GIGANTIC BRUTE BETWEEN OURSELVES!  ARE YOU HEARING YOURSELF??’

Kigané leant back slightly, to better watch the girl as she worked herself into a fury. Stress, panic and fear mixing into a heady cocktail of violence, yet there was something more there, something Kigané was missing. “That thing had wasted power on its own cultists, and was close enough to touch. My attack bought us time, if nothing else. We could have killed the thing, if Akmos had aided us.” He said.

The sheer horror on the Blonde’s face only worsened, leading the following to occur.  The blue gem she wore on her neck crackled, arms outreaching toward the goliath before grabbing onto his cloak, shaking him violently. ‘Wasted power?! HE WASTED NOTHING.  THAT THING IS A FONT OF POWER,YOU GROSSLY UNDERESTIMATE WHAT THAT THING IS CAPABLE OF.’ Her grip loosened slightly…and trembled, her tone following suit. ‘That thing has razed villages….towns…..a cultist was nothing…you are a fool to think you can strike it down on your own-’

Kigané followed her motions, allowing her to ‘shake’ him back and forth as she spoke. Panic made men and women stupid, and it was usually better to let that fear out, than swallow it like bitter poison. As she spoke of the cultist, Kigané closed his eye for a brief moment, to better remember the screams of the bastard as he burnt. As he opened his eye again, he leant in closer to the girl, hunching down slightly to get closer to her face so she knew exactly how much he meant his next sentence. “Bastard deserved worse.”

She was taken aback by the motion, but she continued, not phased by the Goliath’s actions. “You think what they got was mercy, then?’ She released his cape, backing up slightly to allow him some space.

“Goliath tactics are brutal, to be sure.” Kigané said, inclining his head in agreement. “I fight in much the same way, no matter whom I fight. The Cult is different to a normal foe, but only in scope.” He said.

It was clear she wasn’t buying his lies, her cold glance spoke as much. “I know how you fight normally …and that is a load of piss if I ever heard it.’  Her eyes narrowed before her hands found another cop, ripping into the roll without taking the time to swallow  ‘You do fight differently…I’ve seen you. You seem to enjoy their pain…it’s almost sadistic.’ There was a twinge of disgust before she devoured the second roll, demolishing it before his very eyes…even if he swore it was stale.

“Sadistic?” Kigané protested mildly. “To be sure, I acted more aggressively than I usually would, but that is only because it is just the two of us out here, and so I can act more like a goliath, among those who have experience of the tribes. As for the rest of your points…” 

Kigané sat back and watched the fire for a moment. Sometimes now, he swore he could still see that awful city he had been taken to against his will, but only in fire. Shaking his head, he quirked a smile at the girl, attempting a moment of levity, “We goliath are different to other men. We revel in competition and tests of our worth, and combat is the best test you’ll ever get. The satisfaction you saw was twofold; part of me does enjoy their pain” He said, fighting to keep the satisfaction from showing on his face, “and another part of me just enjoys winning against a foe. Surely the tribe you lived with would have had similar ideas about combat?” He asked, trying to keep the conversation from turning to deeper matters

She raised an eyebrow, almost demolishing the roll before his eyes. 'I think you are mistaken as to what I mean.' Brushing the crumbs off her garb, she shifted to face him, a frown on her face. 'Sure, I do know about some goliath traditions….but torture isn't one of them. That isn't common amongst your people, unless that's tribe specific. The griffon riders did no such thing-'

“The Griffon Riders lived in the mountains, from what you’ve told me.” Kigané interrupted. “Each tribe is its own distinct polity, and those of the mountains don’t know the first thing about surviving the High Ice, much as I would have no idea how to survive in their home. Quite rightly, there I would be called brutal and monstrous, but on the High Ice, to kill a man by any means is normal, if awful. As for torture,” He said, “torture is a tool to be used.” He said, grim memories of the High Ice colouring his tone.

Her gaze returned to the fire, sighing as she shifted her posture, hugging her knees. 'Well, you're not there any longer, and I'd wager your abilities to commune with the dead offer a less grim approach, perhaps a mercy in some cases.' She grimaced, fiddling with her bracers. 'What you're suggesting is torture, regardless of intention…it makes you no better than-'

“Better?” Kigané said incredulously, cutting her off again. “When one hunts monsters, one becomes monstrous. They are monsters, willing to do anything to win, and thus we must be the same. I am willing to destroy the Cult, by any means necessary, so long as none have to suffer as my people did.”

'So you are willing to become like a cultist?' Her response was sharp, her eyes narrowing in suspicion.

“Yes.” Came the instant response.

'Then that makes you no better than them' disappointment laced her voice, her hands clenching into fists. 'I thought you'd be better  than that, Swiftkiller'

“I never said I would be better than them.” Kigané said, bleakness colouring his voice. “I just said I would win. Then, once my war is over and my purpose fulfilled, I can finally sleep.”

Only the sound of crackling flames could be heard for a few moments, the sellsword trying to find the words for a response. Kigané poked the fire with his sword, watching the flames flare up in response, waiting for the girl's response. The flickers seemed to startle her, prompting a response.

'What's the harm of trying to be? Sure, the cultists need to be dealt with, that's not up for debate…but you can be so much more than this…surely?' She paused, concern fleeting on her features. 'I don't know how you are tied to this mess, I don't know why Akmos chose you for this…but we have a chance to end their tyranny as a group…why not work with them, with their methods. They're not perfect, I don't think any of us are ... but you can try…no?' 

“I could,” Kigané said, nodding in agreement. “I could keep my tribe alive through songs and words and art and a thousand other things. I tied myself to you and the rest because I knew you would fight the Cult, and that even should I die, I had helped defeat a great evil. I was chosen for this because I am the monster you all refuse to be, because monsters, loath as you might be to accept this, get murder right. I do not wish to leave this group, but I will not compromise what I am, I will not seek the company of men and women to delude myself about what I truly am; a monster that, when its task is complete, will bend its neck for the axe with joy in its heart.”

The blonde grimaced at his answer, a chill clearly running up her spine. He had made her uncomfortable, not that he cared. It was the truth, his every word rang with it, and the haunted look in his eye told her everything she needed to know about how he truly thought about himself.

'What…made you believe that?' The question came out as a whisper, hesitancy lacing her tone, as if too scared to know. 'What made you think that's all you're worth?'

“The world is a cruel place, child.” Kigané said, a note of affection lacing his voice; her questions, and her knowledge of Goliath norms and customs made him, in the recesses of his own mind, treat her remarkably like a young Goliath child. “Monstrous acts deserve death, no matter the cause. I was sacrificed on the altar of the monster as a child; I knew my purpose from the time I was weaned, and my fate was written into my skin from my birth.” He said, gesturing to the tattoos on his skin, which if one looked close enough, would reveal themselves as actual normal skin. 

'But are you tied to that fate?' She would look up at him, worry in her eyes. 'I don't agree with your methods, but you are your own person, are you not? You have the right to choose your own path, your own future….well…if we live long enough to see it.' She shook her head. ' What I mean is, you don't have to follow that path. You have a choice, we all do. Fate means nothing…' She let out a dry chuckle, a wry smirk on her lips as she looked down.

“Tied to my fate?” Kigané said, amusement lacing his tone. “I chose this fate a long time ago. My people don’t believe in fate in the same way you humans do, Kavaki gave us the right to rail against fate, and try and change it in our own ways. But this fate is worthy.” He continued, “Dying with a song on my lips as I destroy a Cult that would seek to destroy the world?” He said, stretching his arms wide, as if listening to acclimation only he could hear. “Why would I not seek that fate? That I perform monstrous acts is lamentable, to be sure, but the end would be the same anyway. I was damned from the moment I was born.” He said, shrugging his massive shoulders, before quirking a smile at her. “Might as well make a decent song out of it, no?”

'Just because you were born into it, doesn't mean it was meant to be. Hells, if I were to continue my fate, I wouldn't be here, I would be back in Luskan, battering away at yet another sword back in the forge.' She waved her hand at the fire, a red gem glistening in the light. 'I was taught how to fight for the purpose of learning how my weapons worked…I was never supposed to do this for a living, not by a long shot.' There was a fondness in her words before the coldness returned, her eyes closing. ' My fate was shattered the moment the Cult raided Luskan. They destroyed the future I was supposed to lead, and if the gods willed it, I should have died to that-' she cut herself off, her fist clenching as her grip round her knees got tighter, pausing to recompose her thoughts.

'As the gods had it, however ... was for me to survive. I'm not sure if I can call the two years in that damned orphanage living…but I survived I suppose. I lost my family, my home and friends…my future livelihood. The moment I was thrown back onto the streets, I wasn't sure how to proceed, but in the midst of the Everlasting Rime….I had to do something so I wouldn't starve.' She shrugged, resting her chin on her knees. ' I wasn't the best sellsword, but that's all I had to offer, so that's what I relied on. I didn't have a plan, I didn't know where I was bloody sleeping that night…but I made my own way. I found a new path.' She tilted her head to the side, looking over to the Goliath. 'It wasn't ideal, and I have no idea if I made the right choice, but I rewrote my path…and so can you. So can the others if they so chose.'

Kigané listened to the girl ramble, patiently biding his time, until a cut off sentence caught his attention. As she finished her proselytizing, he leant in slightly closer, the flames giving him an almost demonic cast to his face, and said "Should have died to what, exactly?”

Her expression grew pained. 'Who do you think?' Her gaze returned to the flames, eyebrows furrowed. 'While the Cult were few in number, they had enlisted the aid of a damned red dragon horde, or that’s how it seemed..  What else could raze the town to the ground within hours?'

“So you nearly died, and changed your life.” Said Kigané dismissively.

'I should have died. I'm certain of it.' She paused, her gaze growing blank. 'I…saw the horde.  One of them targeted my home, seemingly targeted me…it was too close….and I swore it laughed at me.’  Her expression started to go twisted, almost entranced with the flames.’I- I didn't have a chance to run…I-I…' her speech sped up, her voice growing shaky as she began to remember. The cold sweat from before returned, eyes widening as her memories danced in her vision.

“Breathe girl.” Kigané said, recognizing the signs of battle shock. In his tribe, it was normally the case that a person would succumb to such shock after being forced to perform monstrous acts to survive the winters of the High Ice. He laid a single massive hand on her shoulder, gesturing for her to copy his breathing.

The motion caused her breath to hitch sharply ,bringing her back to her senses with a wince.  Her hand shifted to her torso, ‘Trying to….’ She gritted her teeth, trying to steady herself. 

That was odd, Kigané cocked his head to one side, trying to work out if the girl had been injured in the fighting, and coming up blank.

“Regardless of…that…” She continued, “I have a chance to stop them…to get answers perhaps. That’s why I accepted Akmos’ offer, to try and close that chapter for good.’

The fire crackled as Kigané thought back over their travels, trying to think of if the girl had been injured. The goliath flinched, just barely, as the memory of losing his eye intruded for a brief second. At the thought of his eye, the infernal itching started again, and, unconsciously, so used to being alone, Kigané lifted the eyepatch to scratch at the mess of scar tissue that had once been an eye socket. The entire surface of the socket was covered in burn scar tissue, once a livid red but long since faded to a shocking bone white. There was no eyelid left to hide the ruin of his face either, hence the patch, and no vestige of an eyeball either, the Cult having been remarkably thorough in their attempts to cripple the goliath boy that had slaughtered their friends, if such monsters truly had friends. He could feel the girl’s eyes on him, but he didn’t acknowledge it.

‘What…did that?’  Concern laced her voice as she grimaced.

”Torture”, came the grim response. “I was not always as wise as I am now.” He said with a dark chuckle, acknowledging the raised eyebrow with a slight nod. “I was young and full of youthful daring, and I challenged an entire enclave of the Cult at once to combat. I killed many that day, but was eventually beaten down and tortured. A hot iron to the eye does wonders for one's desire to escape, I’ve found.” He said, raising a sardonic brow of his own.

“You must have your own share of scars from your time on the road though?” He said, clearly trying to move the conversation from his time under a knife.

Her expression was one of shock, then softening with understanding. They were dealing with the cult, she should have understood what they were capable of, or she would have been an ignorant fool fighting against something she didn’t fully understand.  There was a pause, clear hesitancy before she spoke.

‘I suppose you could say that…’ Her head dipped, looking back towards the bonfire.

“You spent a year with The People, did you not?” Kigané asked, his eyes suddenly horribly sharp. “Tell me, did they ascribe to the tradition of sannleikur fyrir sannleika?” He questioned, using one of the old Goliath dialects.

Her eyebrows furrowed in thought, confusion crossing her face before shaking her head, not recognising the phrase. ‘I d-don’t think so.  It doesn’t ring a bell.’

“Truth for Truth.” He said, the capital letters almost slamming into place mid word. “An old tradition of The People, where those who are to be brothers trade truths, and receive them in return. For example, I might ask you ‘what happened to your family’, and I might receive a question on how to kill a dragon in return.” He said.

‘I…understand the notion…’ She paused, thinking before a moment a flash of realization flitted across her face.  Had she cottoned on to his intent, yet she continued regardless. ‘...I do have a question to ask you, so…’ She grimaced before looking over to him. ‘What truth would you want to know?’.

“You hold onto your side, and flinch from fire. What happened to cause these things?” Came the swift rejoinder. 

Her eyes closed, gritting her teeth. It was clear that *something* had happened to the lass, but the goliath wasn’t too sure as to what. The girl started undoing her belt, Kigané instinctively looking away as the girl's shirt was raised, old habits of having the shit kicked out of you by women four times your size dying hard. Once the movements had stopped, he carefully looked back at the girl once the rustle of cloth was silenced, only to behold a horror.

‘A permanent reminder of what killed my family.’  Her hands undid the bandages that bound her torso to reveal her Truth.  The scar tissue was pulsing, rancid looking with flecks of yellow and orange shifting under the broken skin. It didn’t look natural, unhealed under those ointment-soaked bandages.  It was a burn alright, but based on her stories, a burn should have healed within a couple of years…it shouldn’t remain looking so fresh after all this time.

A hiss of breath escaped the Goliath’s mouth, mind running through every paranoid possibility of why such a thing had happened. “What is this?” He asked. “That’s no burn, burns heal, and you say your family died near on a decade ago.” He exclaimed, almost rising from his seat. “You got this scar from a dragon of some sort?” He wondered aloud. “What kind of twisted magery did they infect you with?” He said, purest concern in his words.

‘I don’t know.’ Her reply was flat, clear that this questioning was no novelty. “Countless healers…mages…shamans and scholars have asked the same question.” Her eyes wandered over to her bag, the faint orange glow coming from within intriguing Kigané for a brief moment before her words dragged his attention back to her conversation. ‘During my time at the orphanage, the sisters would enlist any healer they could to work out what they wouldn’t heal. Sometimes it did nothing…sometimes it only inflicted pain worse than this did.’  She let out a dry chuckle, then started to wrap the wound back up. ‘All of them came up blank with a solution, so numbing agents are the best they could give me.  The recipe hasn’t changed in five years…don’t fix what isn’t broken…I suppose.’

“This is a burn,” he said, gesturing to his still bare eye. “Whatever happened to you is not natural.” He said emphatically.

‘It wouldn’t surprise me if it wasn’t.  The dragon hit the forge…my father kept all kinds of exotic metals with unknown properties in there.  Who knows what it could do in an explosion…and if they formed into unstable alloys…they’d have less of a clue.’ She adjusted the shirt back to where it was, attaching her belts. ‘What’s done is done.  I have no answers, and neither do those who know more of healing magiks.  I do what I can to tolerate the pain…that’s all I’m able to do.’

“You have tried healers in the past?” Kigané asked, receiving an affirming nod in response. “I have no power in those arts, all the gifts my God gave me were decidedly violent in their application.” He said with a rueful smile. “But we have healers among our companions, and it is proper that members of a tribe care for one another. Have you not checked with our Paladin friend?” He asked. “I have seen him heal men and women with naught but a laid on hand, after all.” He added, seeing the look of doubt on her face.

The girl sat back down, leaning back with a thoughtful look. ‘That’s a good point. Although…is there any point?’ She sighed, folding her arms. ‘If it's not known to even scholars, how would they be able to get a different result…n-not trying to be rude, of course…’

“Can’t hurt to try, can it?” Kigané said with a broad shouldered shrug. “It clearly causes you pain, and limits your stroke.” he said, his mind suddenly connecting WHY the girl had such an odd sword stroke on her left side. “But that is a question for another time.” He said, waving off further conversation. He leant back, his face taking on the resigned look of an old saint being burnt at the stake. “I owe you Truth.” he said, unconsciously slipping back into Goliath.

There was a nod in response before she looked over to him, a curious look in her eye.

‘I appreciate that my question breaks Goliath traditions somewhat…but why do you go by Swiftkiller when you have other names?’ She leaned forward, looking up at him. ‘Goliaths have several names, and I suspect that yours would follow that tradition….what are yours, and why don’t you use them?’

“You are not blood of my tribe, so I will forgive your ignorance.” Kigané said. “Among my tribe, it is custom to go bare named, that is,” He elaborated, “using only the use-name, among those not of the tribe. True names are long, and the High Ice breeds a need to shout fast, lest something important fall or die.” He continued. “As for what they are,” he breathed in a long, slow breath through his nose, “My True name, the one my mother gave me long before the tribe cast me out, was Kigané.”

There was a curious weight to the name, or perhaps that was only in his own mind. He’d almost forgotten the boy Kigané, lost as he had become in the cloying hell that was his Death Name, Swiftkiller. “I am of Clan Athunataké.” He continued. “So, properly, my ‘full name’ as you humans deem it, would be Kigané Swiftkiller Athunataké.” he said, inclining his head, regal as a king or a cat, in greeting to the girl. 

The gesture prompted a smile from the blonde, pondering on the new information for a few moments ‘So you still follow some traditions.’  She once again hugged her knees, resting her chin on them. ‘I don’t know if you still go by those other names…but it’s nice to know you’re not just *Swiftkiller*... it adds more humanity to it…if that makes sense…’

She paused, almost hesitant to ask. ‘...Would you ever use Kigané again, or is that long gone?’

“Were I among my people, I still would.” Kigané said with equanimity. “But among my tribe, the traditions are clear, and a poor son of the High Ice would I be if I abandoned the traditions of my people.” even if they abandoned me. The implication was there for the girl to pick up. The reality, of course, was a lie. Swiftkiller was his Death Name, the name he was buried with when he went to the Gods Grounds. Kigané was literally dead, impossible to revive, save by abandoning his course, and that, he refused to do, so that the dead might finally sleep restful in their grave in the High Ice.

‘...I see.’ Her gaze returned to the flames, closing her eyes in thought. ‘I won’t push it further, there’s weight in a name and I respect that….I was just curious if my suspicions were correct….that’s all.’

“There are chains to a name, you mean.” Kigané said. “Chains of love, and family and tribe and lives not your own. I have none of those, for my family is gone, my tribe has left me, and all I have left is war, and the Gods.” He said, a savage cast coming over his face as he spoke.

Eventually, the girl rolled into her blankets, Kigané sat, long into the night, staring into the flames, trying to ignore how the pop and crackle of the fire so easily became the screams of his tribe. Eventually, once the girl's breathing had evened out, Kigané looked the girl over from his perch by the fire. Immediately he saw he’d been mistaken; her breathing wasn’t even at all, short jagged bursts of air forcing their way out of her throat as she curled over her burn. Her fingers clawed at the area of the burn, leather armour deforming just slightly at the force of her clawing fingernails. Clearly, she was either lying about the intensity of the burns damage to her, or, the more disquieting thought occurred, it was getting worse. Kigané sat and worried, long into the night before at last, exhaustion claimed him.

[bowlerhatwearer]

Always there, always watching

TW: Blood, TW: Torture, TW: Abduction

Characters: Margteth Robinson, The Launderer aka Albert Clear, Victor Owens.

Originally written: 9th June 2022

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It was a beautiful afternoon in the town of Mayberry, the sun was shining with not a single cloud shielding its rays, birds were chirping happily in the trees that had been planted on the sidewalk to make it feel more alive and people smiled as they usually did. The young girl with her school bag was walking home as cheerful as her surroundings, sure, school was not always easy, especially the lessons of Mrs.Brunswick but that could not dim her day, she was wondering if father was already at home, but given his job, probably not, so it would be her and mother again, with father returning when she was fast asleep. Maybe on Sunday then, they had breakfast and dinner as the whole family.

Continuing her way on the sidewalk, she noticed a white van having been parked partly on the pavement, occupying at least half of it vertically, but for her size there was no problem, she wouldn’t have to-

Her thoughts were interrupted, as she suddenly heard shouting, but not one that sounded angrily, but rather, desperate coming from the residential building next to her, all the other people who walked on the street, hastened their speed, men who looked down on the ground as they walked near the building, women who pulled their children to make them walk faster.

As if from one moment to another, the girl could no longer hear the sounds surrounding her, not the birds chirping, the cars driving on the street or the people walking and talking, only the voice of the woman.

“No! Please, I-I have children!”

The voice grew clearer and when the girl opened her eyes again, she saw a cat, similar to her, with two men in plain white coats who carried her by having hooked in her arms. One of the two men let out a grunt, before his mouth started to move.

“You should have thought about that, before staining yourself!”

The other let out a cough before speaking.

“Your husband has informed us that your children will be taken care of.”

Frantically the woman tried to free herself, however their grip was tight around her, that was, until she was able to bury her hands into the doorframe, using her claws to get a grip.

“I will NOT be sent to the Laundry!”

“Ma’am be reasonable, Mayberry’s Laundry for tainted Woman is the right place-“

Taking another pull, she did not let go of the wooden frame, annoying the man that was pulling.

“-for sinners like you!”

The girls fur bristled when she heard the name of the institution spoken out, father had told her about the place, woman and girls who misbehaved ended up there, only leaving after many years of “readjustment”, some even never returned from this place according to father. He always told her to behave and to do as other expected her to be, for her own safety he would say, so that she would never end up in this place.

And now she was witnessing how this woman, she never saw in the past, would be brought there, who at this point was screaming distraught as the two men continued to pull on her and her clothing, not caring that the fabric stretched or slightly began to tear because of their violence.

“You can’t do this to me, I am an exemplary ci-“

“No, you were Madame, you were, now will you just-“

The quick and sudden opening of the white vehicles door made all of them look into the direction of the car.

First one black shoe tapped carefully on the black pavement, before the second followed suit, with a slight hop the owner of the two stood on the pavement, giving silently, a quick glance to his surroundings.

When the girl was already disturbed when she saw the two man with their white coats, the appearance of this one, made her body heat vanish.

She knew who this man was.

With his orange fur, brighter than any chimney fire she had ever seen, the black suit with its red tie that never showed a sign of wear but most prominently his eyes, that were just like hers, but darker.

“The Launderer”

The one not only father talked about, but who all girls in the school she attended knew, who they were thought rimes so that they would always remember. That they wouldn’t forget to never ever get on his bad side. The one who would always know, no matter what, if they did something bad and if they overstepped this line, he would come and get them to the Laundry.

And here he stood, only a few steps away from her, walking towards the door, with an unemotional expression on his face as he approached towards the three in the doorframe.

“S-Sir, there really is no need for your involvement.”

The other one was rolling his eyes, probably thinking what a suck-up his colleague was.

“There really is, she won’t move an inch, no matter what. Should we sedate her?”

The young girl just watched, she couldn’t do anything else, it felt like as if her feet were frozen or rooted into the ground, all she could do was watch, as the Launderer shook his head to say no, instead he was pulling something out of the pocket of his jacket.

Pinchers, that given the dots and specs of rust, appeared to have been already in use for some time. Some of them looked more red and darker than the others.

He pressed the tool together, one, two times before handing it to the men who asked if they should sedate the woman, he looked down on the pinchers for a while, before giving a nod.

“Oh, of course Sir.”

“No! No please! No I-“

But the woman was ignored by all of them that were around her, as the man held her tight, and the other of the two began to take one of her fingers into the pincher, starting to pull, ignoring how the metal cut into her flesh as she screamed in pain.

“It never would have come to this if you would have just-“

With one pull the finger was removed from the wood.

“-submitted to your duties!”

Tears ran down her face and so was slowly blood from her hand, but he didn’t bother and continued, neither his colleague who looked away, or the Launderer, who observed what was happening.

Despite the pain and them continuing to loosen finger by finger from the wood they had clawed themselves into the woman refused to move, only, when three fingers where left that were not injured by the pincher, where they able to remove her.

One of them was mumbling something about finally being done, as they dragged her to the car.

“I will be good, I will be good!”

Screaming and kicking in all directions she tried her best in an attempt to free herself from her captors grip, but it was all to no avail.

“Please I, I will never sin again, I promise, please, I don’t want to lose my children!”

They didn’t respond, instead one of them opened with their free door the backdoor of the plain white van.

Tears were rolling down her face, looking into the faces of the two that held her, for a sign of compassion or understanding, but there was none to be found.

“I beg you, don’t-“

With one swing they threw her into the van, screaming could be heard, that soon died down as they closed the door and locked it with the key, that the girl assumed belonged to the vehicle.

Finished and satisfied with their work the two men, without even noticing the young girl they stepped into the white vehicle, waiting for their superior.

The Launderer meanwhile, stared for a while into the emptiness of the doorframe, before slowly his head moved, like the seconds hand of a clock, until the eyes of the girl, met his.

Has he always known that she was there?

Despite her whole body and mind telling her to run away, not to look back and to tell no one about what she saw, she couldn’t as the Launderer approached her.

Even when his hand placed itself on her head, scruffling trough her hair.

“If it isn’t little Miss Rivers-”

His voice was, unassuming, for someone with such an intimidating appearance, it was quiet, too quiet in the young girl’s opinion who stared at the orange cat, who bend his knee to look at her on eye level.

“Now, you shouldn’t have seen such a thing my dear, but I guess some things are just meant to be, but you are a good girl, not like, the one you just saw us take away, aren’t you Miss Rivers?”

She nodded, probably faster than she should have, she was a good girl, always doing what she was ordered to do, not questioning anything as she was thought.

“I know you are, you are such a good girl, always listening to father and mother, knowing what is right-

A slight grin appeared on his face, one, that looked, out of place as the thoughts told her, the ones that were not scared of the situation and were trembling in fear.

“-obeying the cities rules and status.”

He stood up now, she didn’t want to be around this man anymore, all she wanted to do was to run, to leave, to be home and hide in her bed until she could forget the encounter, but she couldn’t, her legs didn’t allow it. His eyes opened, the red iris looking down at her.

The eyes looked like blood as if they have consumed the souls of at least a hundred souls who begged for freedom they never would see.

„Now remember before you go.“

Placing one hand on her shoulder he pressed against it slightly.

“Do good and be aware-“

The stare the Launderer gave her felt like what she believed being struck by a thunderbolt must feel like. As if her whole body was cramping in pain, yet there was none.

“- for my eyes are everywhere-

His very same eyes were staring at her, deep down, as if directly into her own soul, looking if she really was without any sin, giving again an unnatural grin as the Launderer spoke one last word to her.

“-Margaret.”

<…>

She woke up, without a yell or scream, just her red eyes snapping open and her upper body suddenly raising.

Margaret could feel how her heart was racing and she breathed in and out sharply, looking around she saw how her second husband was blinking with his eyes, his sleep must have been disturbed by her abrupt awakening deep in the night.

“Mar- Margaret is everything alright?”

She looked at the lynx who gave her a worried glance, a part of her wanted to tell him about what she had dreamed, what she had remembered, but she didn’t want to bother her husband with such, ghosts of the past, at least, not now…

“No dear, everything is fine, really.”

Despite her reassuring smile, her husband, Victor looked at her puzzled and again, concerned for a while, before he placed his head back on the pillow, in a matter of seconds he was fast asleep again.

Margaret however was not, her red eyes wide open, looking at the ceiling as words were echoing through her mind.

Always watching.

Always there.

The Launderer.

Is everywhere.

[multipleoccupancy]

Delighted that his attempt had worked, Mordred was once more smiling behind Fish as he watched Arthur rush forward. He was much less keen on the advance of the others though, it was something they had prepared for and arrows shot out from the arrowslits at the men below. Some of them falling, others falling and getting right back up.

"Do you think he will be fast enough?" Mordred asked Fish, doing something behind her, gathering up another rope now he didn't feel the need to hold the knife. She had lost much blood already, she was not meant to live to see Arthur.

The King's red vanished inside the castle and there was a terrible crash of metal, swords and shouts as he and the men at his heel met an ambush far below.

Mordred tried to drop a loop of rope around Fish's neck, clumsy as he held her hair with one hand and used the hand she had bitten. But he was also keen, he too wanted to fight or perhaps get out of there and to safety.

𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐃 & 𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇 @multipleoccupancy

Arthur was looking at her, and she was looking right back at him. She could not see his face from so far, and yet she couldn't look away either. She didn't want to look away.

Perhaps that was why, even as Mordred hummed a threat in her ear, she didn't hear the whistling of the knife. But she felt it, plunging into her flank and dragging a pained scream out of her as the blade twisted and turned inside her flesh.

She almost fell forward, ironically kept on her feet thanks to Mordred's hand, still tightly gripping her hair. But, even as guilt and fear twisted her entrails, she saw the battalion move, following the King as he rode toward the castle. It was an overwhelming sight, one that couldn't help but fill her with hope. Hope that she'd return to Camelot, safe, that she would get to see Arthur again.

Even from up there, she recognized the blue shape of her dragon, rushing to save her this time. Seeing so many people rallied to come to her rescue, something stirred inside her, more powerful perhaps than the pain that kept echoing in her body.

[skidqrow]

- - continued from here with @aestasrosis - -

Summer was right. He'd guessed these things, saw it in the way she sometimes flinched at quick gestures or distanced herself during conflicts. There were unhealed injuries somewhere inside her, and to know that someone had ever dared to put a hand on her made Qrow see red. More than that, he was frustrated and disappointed.

"Damn right I would've stopped you. Or at least went with you if I couldn't do that," Qrow admitted, his hands balling into fists. "You're my leader, my--" He cut himself short of saying wife. Summer knew all that already. Was there any point to elaborating it?

They'd both been through their traumas through their separation, physical and mental. It'd torn their family into pieces, yet they were gradually healing, or so Qrow thought. "Can't we be done with secrets...? Can't you trust me to be here for you?"

[backpackingspace]

So that poll about how long you've gone without sleep I just rebloged and ranted in the tags about my experience with sleep depervation has me thinking about how sleep deprivation is literally torture. How you're body physically starts shutting down how you die after 12 days. And I can't help but wonder how close to that I was. I was losing time hours and days of it. I couldn't add 2 plus 2. I don't remember any hallucinations but I know they happen after 36 hours so they certainly were happening. I think I can forgive myself my foolishness given those circumstances

[hyomacchi]

Karma Akabane with s/o who is exactly like tanjiro

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a/n:ahh tq anon for requesting this. Hope you saw this cause you req this on my (now)game acc . I was surprised to see that I got an assassination classroom req so early as it was my fav anime. Anyways tq anon again and I still want to confirm whether you're trying to be 🪻 anon or not.

context:karma akabane x tanjiro! s/o (pre-relationship and in relationship, no gender mentioned for s/o)

tw:torture(putting wasabi in people's nostrils)

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Pre-relationship:

❥ you and karma probably met in class 3-E

❥ when karma met you, he thought you're an interesting one like you're so pure how did you got into class 3-E?!

❥ he tease you for fun every single day but you don't mind it??(or you're just too dense)

"Hey (name)! You got a wide forehead!"

"Ah thank you! I inherited it from my father!"

❥ Remember that one time he shoves a wasabi to an assassin nostrils?

"Hey mx nice! Wanna see him suffer more or you can't bear it anymore?"

"Karma please stop doing that! That's mean!"

"But it's fun! I have more things in my bag that i want to try on him"

❥ in the end, you just brushed him off cause he just always like that

❥ after months of being friends, everytime karma did something sadistic or tease you, you just smile and let him do as please. There's no stopping him anyway.

❥ he seem surprised that you actually stay with him even though you know how his behavior is

❥ man starts teasing you more it makes others (and koro sensei) suspicious

"Man everyone knows you like them,just confess!"-Maehara

❥ everyone except you. Oh how oblivious you are

❥ after a lot of teasing from your classmates(and koro sensei) he just decided to confess to you somewhere near the woods when everybody's home (they're not, all of them peaking from a tree while koro sensei joined them)

"(name). I know this is sudden but i...love you.."

❥ i just know that you took too long to understand his words

"You don't need to reciprocate it I just wanna let it out-"

"I love you too karma!"

In relationship:

❥ nothing changed much, maybe he just became more romantic (or more annoying don't get me wrong this man will still tease even though you just don't understand what he's trying to do)

❥ overprotective over you

❥ i mean you're too kind. People might take advantage of you, that's where your boyfriend come to rescue

❥ some students try to bully you? Next time you see them, they'll be on their knees, begging for your forgiveness

❥ some punk trying to hit on you? They're missing the next day (no they're not dead)

❥ your dynamic with him is kinda funny ngl

❥ i mean kind person with their sadistic bf

❥ hand holding is a must! you guys were seen hand holding by koro sensei and oh god, karma's face is red now because of how much koro sensei tease him

"Nurufufu, Karma is actually touch starved~"

"Shut up you stupid octopus!"

❥ next thing you know, karma pulls out an anti koro sensei knife out of his pocket, trying to stab that octopus teacher (and failed)

❥ anyways..karma will always spoil you. You stare at an item for a second? Consider it's under your desk next day

❥ he don't mind outdoor or indoor dates, as long as he could spend time with you

❥ he's very grateful that you stayed with him

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another a/n:finally i finished it! It was longer than I expected so hope you'll enjoy it anon!

[victorhuntthesadisticop]

scarlettxmcknight​:

The pain in her voice, the trembling of her body against his, it was intoxicating to the man, and he wanted more. He moved them to the closest tree and pinned her against it still sending electricity into her body as he slid a knee between her legs. “Mmmmmm your screams are music to my ears~ Scream again for me my little Rascal~” He whispers against Scar’s lips, eyes beaming with glee as he tightens his grip on her wrist. “Now that we are together again and I still have the power over you we get to do this every day......every single moment of quiet I'll be watching you ready to strike at any moment. The chase is one Rascal, and you are my only prey~" He whispers into her ear as he chants a spell. The girl can feel a sharp pain as if something was cutting into her flesh a lightning bolt symbol on her forearm large enough that everyone can see it. "You belong to me soon enough once I've established myself into this school so be prepared Scarlett.......because your freedom will be mine~"

A Fated Encounter//Scarlett+Victor

The chaos.......the madness.......it was music to his ears and watching the building burning with screams around him was like a dream come true. He could do whatever he wanted on his island AND get a degree? Oh this was heaven for the sadistic man and he was going to enjoy every single day. But something in the back of his mind was telling him this place did sound familiar. Why did the name ring a bell now that he was thinking about it? He wonders the street aimlessly trying to figure it out before a certain face popped in front of him. Could it really be her? Was it the girl he had send away all those years ago?

She looked familiar but the woman was much older now. His gut was telling him it was her and he had to find out if it was. So strolling up behind the woman he leans into her ear and whispers. "It seems like fate had decided for us to meet again huh little rascal~?" @scarlettxmcknight

[spookytrashturtle]

tw:torture

I really hate this description of old erik torture, oh my god, but I still noticed "you and charles"

[beautiful-basque-country]

Irun-born Iratxe Sorzabal, has declared today at the National Audience. She was arrested in 1996 for belonging to ETA - which she admitted - and taking part in a victimless attack in Xixón - which she denied.

After being arrested, Sorzabal was brought to Madrid in a Guardia Civil car. «There hell started», she said. «Inside the car I was put a mask, given electroshock, hit, insulted, touched, humiliated and suffocated with a bag», she recalled.

Tortures continued in the Guardia Civil headquarters, where she was held in solitary confinement for 5 days and was interrogated without a lawyer. According to her, during those sessions she was forced to memorize her declaration: «We would rehearse everything and I was told that they were going to show me some papers and photos and that I had to recognise this one or that one. After the rehearsal, I had to do it.» In some footage of her found after these tortures, she stated that «I wasn’t afraid of dying, I was willing to die.»

(Pictured above, Sorzabal’s body damage due to torture)

She also commented that she was given three options before her trial: «If I refuse to declare, if I don’t do what I’m told, I would be given the same treatment. If I declare something they don’t want me to, it would be worse. If I do as they say, they wouldn’t touch me again. (...) I choose the third one. After the hell they were putting me through I couldn’t choose another. (...) I incriminate myself of very serious crimes and other people I know and I don’t. I told them that I would even admit I killed Carrero Blanco. I was told that that wouldn’t be credible, but that they were going to make me responsible of many more cases», she added.

Friendly reminder that the only proof the Guardia Civil has against her is her self-incrimination after being tortured and the attorney is asking for 36 years in prison.

[in-love-with-writing-whump]

Prompt: Stoic

Whumpee is the stoic leader of her team. She is the strongest member, she is protective, and she let Whumper capture her to save her team. Now that she's been rescued, she is deeply scarred by the experience and it shows, but she doesn't want to admit it.

Write about how her hands shake from a tremor, the movement small, but obvious to the team who love her as much as she loves them. Write about h6ow she jerks her hand away when they start staring.

Write about the long sleeves and gloves she wears to cover the scars. Write about the horror her best friend feels seeing what's beneath the clothes. Write about the burns on her hands, the jagged scar on her forearm.

Write about the bruises from Whumper strangling her. Write about how Whumpee's friend who would have died had she not sacrificed herself and how seeing the fingerprint shaped bruises gives the flashbacks of Whumper's hands around his neck.

Write about Caretaker, her S.O., trying to comfort her after a night terror, only to watch her stoic lover try to act like nothing is wrong. Write about Whumpee drinking coffee to avoid falling asleep so Caretaker doesn't have to hear her screams.

Write a stoic whumpee and her attempt to hide her vulnerability from her team. Write about how it doesn't work.

[eyes-blazing]

Emrys took a moment to keep himself from crying, god damn emotions were everywhere and all he wanted was to get high. To forget. But he couldn’t. He made a promise. He rolled over to face Nate.

“I can’t…” His voice broke and he had to take a second. “I can barely feel you with these hands. All they are is a sign that I am hated because I love my father, I-“

Emrys couldn’t do this while looking Nate in the eye. Why couldn’t he do this? Nate trusted him with his scars, his pain, so why couldn’t he do the same.

“I was eight…” Nope, couldn’t do it. Not while looking at the man he loved. Emrys buried his face into Nates shoulder. “I wasn’t…I was just reading. They didn’t…” He could feel the tears falling, hated himself for it. He was supposed to be better than this. “I was eight and a group of older kids found me in the library on Asgard…they called me murders son, s-said my dad deserved death for what he did. I just…I just wanted to read my book and they wouldn’t leave me alone. I don’t even remember what I said to them but they grabbed me.” Emrys couldn’t make himself stop shaking, god he was trying to but he couldn’t stop. “They help me down and used ice magic…I didn’t want dad to know…tried to heal them but I fucked it up…Mom tried to fix them…tried singing them better but you can’t heal scars…and I had only healed them to point of scaring…”

Emrys took a shaking breath, openly crying now. He was only eight years old and they ruined him because he wouldn’t hate his father.

“I’m sure I don’t need to tell you about the cuts…”

@eyes-blazing

When Emrys came back from his performance with his band at his favorite bar, he had 3 missed calls and a voicemail on his phone. All from an unknown number.

"Hello. I'm Doctor Johnson. Am I speaking to Mister Emrys-Aiden Ris Lokison? You are listed as Nathan William Sanders' emergency contact. I am sorry but I have to tell you that Mr. Sanders had an accident and is at the hospital now."

[evilzoldyck]

Fiancée II

part I

The floral scent hanging in the humid air had become particularly nauseating, the mixed flower petals that complemented the oils poured into the bathwater had all sank before you while the water itself had turned lukewarm.

Looking down at your fingers, you noticed that your fingertips had pruned horrendously. Normally you wouldn’t take much of your time disengaging with reality but recently, there was something in your mind you couldn’t quite comprehend. Just a few hours ago you were subjected to your mother-in-law’s favourite pastime which was holding a tea ceremony by the garden. Except it had a special twist, for every crucial detail that you missed, a melting hot iron would be pressed against the palm of your hands.

You didn’t miss the slight turn on the corner of her lips, her hidden smile behind the paper fan every time the torched metal would melt onto your skin, reminding you that will never be worthy enough to be accepted by her. And for every time your skin healed, your scars disappeared, your blood stopped seeping from your skin, she will be the one to make sure to replace them. Asserting her position and making sure you knew who the true matriarch of the family is.

Living with in-laws was a truly dreadful ordeal.

However when a butler with hard lines etched onto his face interrupted the unfortunate event, his sunken eyes that held the deepest sympathies only gazed at yours. He came forward with an ill-bearing news of your mother’s recent passing.

You knew this day would come, but you hadn’t anticipated it to come so soon. Though you had the resources to finance her health with the best doctor money can buy, you knew there was nothing you could offer death for an ailment so monstrous. The more times that you visited her in the hospital, the more and more different she looked. 

You almost didn’t recognise her. She looked like a corpse, barely breathing through her tube encasing her mouth, her hair you used to comb religiously every night was mostly gone. You knew that she was barely alive.

The only times that you were allowed to visit her was once every full moon as the rest of your days were filled with torturous training all for the sake of building your strength. You were barely considered family to them and so your own Mother visiting you at the Zoldyck estate was unimaginable. Sometimes in the darkest hour of the night you could almost hear her hoarse whispers, blindly pleading repeatedly to the nurses for you, why her daughter was nowhere to be found.

She fought for your next visit, begging at death’s door to see you one last time but alas, death was cruelly fair and her time was rightfully due. And so the feeling when you completely missed her burial, when you were refused a visit to her grave to pay your respects, when you were forbidden to grieve for it was a sign of weakness. The feeling of such accumulated events…

What was it you were supposed to feel?

You knew your heart nor mind could never be so numb, you weren’t anything like the Zoldycks at all, so detached to even a sliver of morality and compassion. So then why didn’t the news of her death send you to your knees? Why couldn’t you feel anything? Could it be a temporary shock- perhaps that’s why your cheeks were dry.

Just when you were lost in your thoughts with a tight frown pursed upon your lips, your personal handmaiden politely intruded herself inside the bathroom, announcing the arrival of master Illumi from his recent mission abroad. You lifted your head from your trance as her soft voice ricocheted off the black marbled walls, a gentle reminder to you of exactly where you were before your mind took you someplace else.

Upon seeing her, she was diligently prepped with her arms open wide, holding your robe before you.

The strange family had rightfully encroached all rights that you previously held, your freedom, your dignity, pride, and even your last name; privacy was the least of your concern. Rising from the cold waters, you allowed her to tie the warm fabric around you. She was always so meticulous and gentle, as if the slightest movement of her gestures or the flicker of her gaze could potentially be taken as an affront.

There were ample times that you searched for at least some kind of warmth in this forlorn and dreary estate, some kind of companion to show a little humanity and compassion with. You should’ve known that pursuing friendship on this mountain was pointless. The myriad of maids and butlers that they have at their disposable offered no comfort to your despair as they were always sickeningly polite but never friendly, leaving a gaping hole in your chest to fend this loneliness for yourself.

At the threshold of the gargantuan door, Illumi stood impassively while one of the butlers of the estate came to lighten his load. He had come back rather early from his departure, the extensive tasks assigned to him was nothing he hadn’t done before and yet with so many undertakings he was obligated to finish he had forgone rest when it was deemed necessary, opting to continue on to the next job effective immediately. Perhaps it was his habit of having a tireless and dedicated focus during a mission or maybe it was just his overzealousness to see you again.

“Welcome back, master Illumi. I trust that you found our services to be adequate on your journey back.” Gotoh pleasantly bade a congenial welcome as he gracefully placed his right hand across his chest and bowed his head slightly before the eldest of Zoldyck’s son.

He simply hummed in reply not sparing another glance at the man for Illumi’s vacant stare was occupied, searching the premises based on his peripheral vision for any sign of you awaiting him without fail like you do every time he arrived back from his assignments. “And my wife?” he curtly inquired after seeing no sign of you.

Descending from the stairs, you face your personal demon with a pathetic palpitating heart. The robe that you adorned did little to cover the coldness of his gaze for the room froze every time he was near. Nevertheless a stretch of a satisfying smile formed across his lips as you made your way towards his arms. 

Embracing him always felt like the first time, your shoulders tensed every time his elongated thin fingers squeezed your sides as he enveloped you in a mockingly sweet embrace. If it bothered him, Illumi never spoke of it. The locks of his midnight hair brushed against your face as you placed a quivering kiss upon his cheek, uttering a small greeting for him. 

Just like clockwork he began to led you away from the foyer and into your shared quarters with his lithe hand burrowing itself into your waist. 

Though it felt like years had passed once your fate was intertwined with his, you could never get used to his presence. This saccharine coated reality could never delude you to construe this as something more meaningful than a means of escape from your financial poverty and his obligation on fulfilling his filial piety. The carefully rehearsed charade always played out the same where in the end of the night you would find yourself in a familiar predicament. 

Inside the cimmerian chamber dim flickering candle lights illuminated the tenebrous darkness around you. The satin beneath your naked skin easily shifted as Illumi handled you attentively from above. As he moved to discard of his clothes your eyes absentmindedly wandered to the same spot on the ceiling that you’ve gazed upon countless of times. However once you heard the gentle rustle of his garments join yours into the floor, your attempt to seperate your mind from your body ended in vain. 

Illumi hovered above you leaving a scant space between your lips. You wished you knew why he searched for your eyes every time he began to kiss you, taking a pensive moment for you to finally look at him, to be the centre of your attention. You didn’t know why he bothered taking his time with you for every night you spent with him you had only demonstrated compliance and obedience. Prolonging such affair was only counterproductive. 

You felt him dragging his nails softly into your skin as he brought his hands up slowly from your thighs to your neck, grasping the rhythmically beating point and finally placing a soft kiss. 

Closing your eyes you unconsciously balled the sheets beneath you with your fists. The kiss was timid and placid on your lips as his hair fell and entangle with the pool of your own. Illumi finally released after a few languishing moments and began to trace wistful kisses along your neck. 

You knew better as to why an apathetic assassin that left a trail of crimson behind him for equity would give you the time of day to leave obsequious pecks. 

Illumi was a man of pure objectivity, each action he took had an ulterior motive behind it for no lift of his finger went by without it having some kind of incentive for him in the end. And so his adoring kisses and unctuous attention did little to move your amoral perception of him. 

He only indulged in such idle debauchary for he believed it was what you enjoyed, hence allowing the intercourse to go smoothly and successfully with the benefit of your arousal. Illumi was especially persistent in his countless endeavours in carrying out his bloodline with you. The details surrounding the child were kept quite vague and undisclosed, the only emphasis now was centred around the health and condition of your mental and physical state. 

Perhaps that’s why Illumi always handled you selflessly, as if he missed you terribly every time he went away for his delegated tasks. His efforts to please you easily began to grow more apparent, especially under an auspicious moon. 

Suddenly his hand encapsulated your small shivering ones, making your breath hitch just slightly as he rose up to meet you once more. “You’re still shaking, what’s the matter?” 

Were you? You hadn’t noticed the state of your body for your mind was running wild with endless thoughts. Sensing the tension in the air you quickly placated his growing trepidation with a weak smile. “Forgive me, tonight is just particularly cold today, perhaps I’ve left the window open again.” Avoiding his ruminating gaze Illumi released a ghost of a sigh before nodding, indicating that he took your word for it despite you knowing deep down that he did not. 

“Shall we go by the fireplace?” He suggested innocuously. 

You, however, couldn’t prevent the heat from rising up to your face as you couldn’t even begin to fathom engaging in such activity beside a roaring fire. Not only that but you would be rid of the protective barrier of your sheets and most of all, the wavering waves of red would cast a glow onto his face, forcing you to glance up upon him and seeing more of what you’re already comfortable with. 

A prude is the word most women back in your town would describe you as, however you would staunchly argue to such claims when the eyes of death has its attention solely on you. 

“No,” you gripped onto his hands. “Here is just fine.” 

Illumi gathered you into his arms, pulling you upwards along with him as he pressed more kisses against your lips and slowly trailed them down to your chest. You hesitantly wrapped your hands around his shoulders, careful not to tip the centre of balance he had on you as you nearly straddled his lap. 

“Very well,” he murmured before flipping you back on the bed and making you land onto your front swiftly. “Then I shall hold you instead.” 

Encapsulating you wholly with your back pressed against his chest, he held onto your chest tightly against him with one arm as the other gripped your hips firmly, raising it up to meet his. His head burrowed itself into the crook of your neck to leave more discoloured marks, and just in time as you felt the stretch commence. 

You were nowa Zoldyck, as you often reminded yourself, nothing could contain you not even pain, not even death, not even love. 

Roughly a year had passed and the same moonlight shined through the darkness upon the mountain peak once again. The Zoldyck estate was in turmoil. Nurses ran frantically from across the halls carrying fresh pristine white towels only to have them drenched in blood in the next second. 

You knew what you signed up for the moment you stood before theTesting Gate, it was just simply your time to fulfil your end of the bargain.

The journey of your pregnancy was a stark contrast to the treatment you had been subjected to in your time here. Instead of poison laced meals to the verge of hospitalisation and endless hours of enhancing your strength endurance, you were finally given some form of a break. 

Those little mercies such as extra hours of sleep, the vitamins and protein back in your system and the permission to acquire rest when you needed it were like heaven to you. 

Your health along with your baby’s progress was greatly monitored, not a day goes by that your daily intensive checkup went by carelessly. 

Everyday you gazed down in front of the mirror and saw yourself grow progressively. The size of your belly began to expand with each passing time that came closer to the due date. Though despite the baby being attached to your very self you couldn’t feel a sense of attachment to it, the very kind your mother had for you. 

And so when you first heard him cry from your extraneous labour, you were stricken by a sudden powerful force. Months of him stirring inside you and it took you this long to realise the being inside you was alive. 

The obstetrician and the nurses all cheered and cooed at the successful delivery of your newborn baby, making excessive notes of how handsome he was. Their faces damped with their efforts to ensure the health of the mother and the baby was maintained paid off for the delivery was a success. 

The burden finally left their shoulders as one should feel when it was a Zoldyck’s turn to employ and entrust an imperative job such as this. 

Once the umbilical cord was cut, you were able look upon his face. Blood stained your hands and cheek as you held him close to your chest, his tiny hand already reaching out for your face, finally tempering his cries into charming babbling nonsense when he sensed that you were near. Everything about him reminded you of Illumi, his midnight hair that was twisted in tiny wisps, his complexion, his small but sharp features upon his face.

But those eyes, they were yours. 

The warmth of such gaze possessed you to crumble down before your son for it wasn’t until his arrival that your humanity was finally restored. Emotions flooded your senses to the point that you thought you couldn’t feel anything else but harrowing pain and guilt. Your separation from your only family, society, your own mother’s death, the excruciating pain that was inflicted upon you- you’ve felt it all. 

The mental fortitudes that you’ve built up over the accumulating years all came crashing down when you looked upon a face so innocent and pure. Something that was truly incapable of harnessing any  bloodshed as per the family designed of his future.

And after all this time you were carrying him like a pig to slaughter. Partaking in this corrupt pseudo-experiment to create the cold and hard perfect monster, subservient to the wills and orders of the family.

Just like his father. 

Suddenly, one of the nurses took him away from your embrace consequently making you panic at the thought of your son being alone without you. The feeling that compelled you to care for another was one that felt so familiar and yet so foreign, plucking an untouched chord in your heartstring that you’ve forgotten a long time ago. 

All your life you were living for someone else; when you lost your mother you were at a loss for your purpose was amiss, living as an empty hollow shell of a human being. Now that the birth of your child had come, an epiphany struck you like a blinding flash of lightening. 

He was your new profound purpose.

“Where are you taking him?” You gasped out, already reaching out towards the nurse who held him around a blanket. She briefly replied that she would be taking his measurements but her words of comfort fell on deaf ears for it did nothing to placate the fact that you were separated from your baby. 

“No, no- please! Give him back to me!” Now you were crawling across the maroon soaked sheets, wincing at the fact that you were still bleeding but still keeping a staunch arm out in front of you. 

Your frantic actions forced the nurses nearby to restrain you, holding you back onto the bed while urging advices to calm down. However their grip upon you nearly fell for you could see nothing but red in your eyes, there was no amount of force in this world that could withhold you from being without him. Your beseeches and tenacious struggle quickly came to a halt when you felt a sudden jolt of pain from your side. 

Looking down with your tear stricken face you saw that you were haphazardly injected with a strange transparent liquid to sedate you. Usually you could easily persevere over simple liquid anaesthetics that could even wipe out an entire five adult men but this dose was a new thing entirely, you’ve never been exposed to such a heavy medication that edged on it being lethal before.

However you knew that the fate of your son would be compromised if you stayed, if you didn’t fought for him. 

Consequently, the only necessary action you needed to take was to escape. Gathering your bearings from the Jenny that you’ve rightfully championed two summers ago, you’ve decided that the amount would guarantee him and you a stable future. 

That is why after two moons have passed when you’ve conjured enough strength to gather yourself from your deep sleep, right before Illumi was scheduled to come back to witness the scion of the house of Zoldyck, that you would take off when the moon was at its peak. 

There was no leaving it up to chance for there was no telling when you would see you son again. There was much conviction in your assumption that Illumi would haste his training program to become an elite assassin, just as the family intended from the start. 

The Zoldycks were unrivalled in their system of securing their property. A fortress that the brave or the foolish dared to try to penetrate, though their attempts would always end up in vain; along with bruises and a few broken bones if they were smart enough to retreat soon. However, they weren’t quite as adept at keeping someone in than they were at keeping everyone out. 

Glancing back the faint sight of the distant mountain on the horizon, you slowed your pace as you decided you’ve made satisfactory progress in distance. Looking around perilously and tuning your ears to the sound of even the faintest landing of the leaves in the autumn breeze, you relievedly deduced that you weren’t followed- well at least not yet.

Releasing small huffs from your over exertion of energy, you gazed down fondly  at the sight of your son bundled up in a large cloth in which you tied tightly onto your back. You relievedly let out a soft smile when you found out he was still sleeping soundly, gripping onto some of your loose hairs unconsciously. Setting him down inside a hollow tree you figured you could take a few minutes to decipher where True North lied. 

However, a sudden change in the atmosphere made your blood freeze. Staring out into the darkness, you fixed your sights in the direction of the energy with your fists clenched in anticipation. 

You felt him before you even saw him. Your heart dropped when you sensed whose aura emitted belonged to. 

Illumi came out of darkness with an air of calmness surrounding him. This sense of composure completely shifted yours, you knew he could easily overpower you for his nen abilities reigned supreme over yours, nonetheless you couldn’t allow a fight for freedom to go unchallenged, not when you were so close to the finish line. 

His ambiguity costed you valuable time to quickly devise a plan. Should you fight or should you flee? There was no telling he would kill you and steal your son away if you opposed him and yet given his nature, Illumi was quite capable of putting up a façade to front his murderous intent. 

When he came too close for comfort, you realised you could never outrun him with this distance, thus you had to strike before he could. Unsheathing a small dagger that you carried just in case you ran into some trouble, you cursed at yourself for carrying a short range weapon. 

Nevertheless you missed his shoulder by just the width of a hair. Illumi’s speed, though something to be marvelled at, was the only aspect that you worried most about. 

As if in slow motion you fell forwards and from the corner of your eyes, you saw him shift easily from your reach. Illumi began to extend his arm out to impede your efforts, however you caught sight of his advances and immediate retreated back. 

He blinked in mild surprise before exhaling a jaded sigh. “Fighting me is futile, you know very well that you cannot defy me in battle.” He stated matter-of-factly. “This victory brings me no satisfaction.” 

“Bring the child forth and end this foolishness now.”

“You monster,” you spat out the words like venom. “You’ll kill him.” 

Lashing out in anger you attempted another strike but narrowly missed again. Gritting your teeth in frustration you were so blinded by hatred that you failed to notice his hand reaching from your blind spot to restrain your dagger. 

Wrapping his long lithe fingers around your wrist Illumi gave a warning squeeze, enough to make a grown man fall to his knees. When you refused to yield, he gripped it into a blood cutting bind until you heard your bones shift and crack. You gasped out once your hold slackened as the dagger fell into the soft green grass below.

“No, I’ll make him stronger.” Illumi confidently promised. He just broke your wrist but oddly still, you couldn’t sense any intention of harm from him as you presumed. 

Your body went rigid when he uttered your name softly, pulling your weight into him almost comfortingly. “We’re still a family,” he spoke so lowly you thought you heard a sense of betrayal and hurt from his words. “I know it’s hard, but we only have each other.”

This imitation of kindness pulled you back into reality before you could cry into his chest and take you back to the mountain. Jerking from his touch disgustedly you began to prepare to lunge at him despite your broken hand. 

“You know very well that I will pursue you even to the ends of the earth.” 

You lurch out in a punch at his direction but Illumi hastily blocked your attacks. Dodging your strikes he only ever defends, hardly even trying to challenge you. An approach that was more pacifist as opposed to practical.

“I’ll stop at nothing to bring you both home, there is nothing you can protect him from. The boy will watch many deaths before him. He will know the true meaning of threats and violence, they will fall under mine. He will never know peace.” 

You almost cried when you heard him spoke of your son’s future in a manner that was so casually cruel. Forcing yourself to block his torturous lies and vitriolic taunts, you eyed for your weapon inconspicuously. 

Catching a glint from the blade of the dagger in the tall grass, you reached out to briskly seize it. Before you could even get close, Illumi kicked it swiftly to the point where it was no longer visible to you. Looking up at him with a gaze gaunt with pain and humiliation as he said your name once more.

“Listen to reason.”

In a fit of rage you blindly fought him with your moves only consisting of attacks and albeit not very coordinated for you could barely even see your hands in front of you. You could sense that Illumi willingly took some of your punches as he winced a little when one of your attacks coincidentally targeted his weak points. 

You hadn’t realised you were crying until he balanced you upright just as when you stumbled forwards due to your eyes stinging with blurry vision. Why had you expressed yourself at your weakest point in the midst of a fight? Were you really this weak? After such gruelling years of training did they amount to nothing when you couldn’t even compare to the man you willed yourself away to? 

You already lost before you even began. 

Locking a grip around his neck you managed to successfully pinned him to the ground floor. His eyes blankly looked up at your dishevelled state raw with pure emotions in contrast to his cool and composed self. It took you this long to register that he wasn’t fighting for your submission but for your sake. 

Illumi easily reverted to being the dominant position when he was about to receive a lethal strike from you. Pining both of your hands to the ground as he restrained your legs with his knees.

Illumi studied your trembling form underneath him, appearing like a feral cat caught in a cage, ready to lash out from any sudden actions even one out of kindness. 

“What can I do to get you to stay?” He persuaded exasperatedly, as if he was tired of you looking at him like he’s the enemy. Meanwhile, you glared at the ludicrous question. 

“I want a normal life for him. I want him to see the world, I want him to go to school, to make friends.” Your throat tightened when you brought him up. Proposing your wishes in vain knowing truly he could never fulfil what you desired. “You’ll have to kill me first before you could ever get to him.” 

“An unnecessary sacrifice.” He quickly corrected, as if such a thought had never crossed his mind.”How could I endanger the one I love most?” 

Your face twisted in detest at his hypocrisy. “What do you know about love?”

Illumi merely blinked at your question, in which the answer was one that he thought was already apparent 

“I love you.” 

And yet a thousand needles could never the change the way you feel for him. You only saw darkness within Illumi, death was the only thing drilled into his mind for his purpose was designed only for murder. 

But then why couldn’t you see any deception in his eyes? Why did he possess such sincerity when he declared his feelings for you. In the midst of constant exposure to inhumanity was it truly possible for hope and love to endure for Illumi?

At the cold realm on top of the mountain you have gazed at numerous celestial wonders of the universe, but none could compare to what you saw in his gaze. You recognised the fragments of humanity inside him and it was far more powerful than anything that you had ever witnessed before. 

To have seen compassion for another being in a state of infinite chaos, Illumi was truly a wonder.

“We can have that, you know,” Illumi gently said. “A house for our own far away from here, school, friends, whatever you want.” 

“But... not for him?” Your breath stopped when he nodded slowly, sympathising your disappointment at your speculation. 

“His siblings may lead the normal life you intended for them, but it’s critical that the eldest Zoldyck carry on the family’s name and status.” 

Like an echo through history, you really can’t stop the Zoldycks’ legacy. Nevertheless, the question still rang in your head alarmingly.

Could you do it? 

Doom your firstborn to save the others? 

After what you’ve been through was it the only logical choice?

“You can’t hurt him.”

Alas, the only natural rational course of action was to naturally comply. Illumi graced a genuine smile as he closed the distance between you and sealed the deal with a chaste kiss. 

“Never.” 

[ninjastormhawkkat]

Comeuppance

Magical laughter filled the air, it was like nails against a chalkboard to Athenas ears. Struggling within a bone crushing grip even though she knew it was futile. 

Piercing green eyes glared holes into the mouse themed scientist, kicking in every direction with all her might. 

"Open wide, it's time for your medicine." His voice dripped with acid, tinged with sadistic glee as he moved closer.

Athena tired herself out, attempting to escape from the superheros crushing embrace.  She refused to speak to Dr.Two-Brains, closing her mouth as tight as she could. 

The mad scientist held up a vial of what seemed to be her formula. But it wasn't right, something about it was off. Athena realized that it was tampered with.

He didn't waste any time, fingers quickly prying open her mouth with one hand, vial brought to her lips with the other.

It burned the moment it touched her tongue, it was like fire going down her throat. Her transformation was slow and agonizing, unlike before.  It was bearable before but this left her crying out in pain.

By the time she was fully transformed Amazo Guy let her fall to the ground. He shared a small smug look with the villain. If she wasn't exhausted from the painful experience just shortly before Athena would've been disgusted by the fact that he worked with Dr.Two-Brains.

She couldn't muster up the energy to get up from the ground, breathing heavily. Everything went dark as she let herself drift into sweet unconsciousness.  

-drtwobrainsstuff

Comeuppance

This is an amazing short fic that encompasses everything that was discussed in the reblog about Athena Cartwright's fate after she is defeated the first time. It sent chills down my body the way you described Dr. Two Brains and Amazo Guy, I could feel their rage and satisfaction with putting Athena through this torturous punishment. Also the way you detailed Athena's final transformation to her hyde self...beautiful and stupendously put. I love this short story you made.

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