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ravarui · 2 years ago

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Ravarui is an independent multi-fandom multi-muse RP blog.

The blog is private/mutuals only and highly selective Personals do not interact, unless you got an RP Sideblog

Written and loved by Akki (she/her - 30y/o - germany)

Icons were made by @alyafae

Short overview of my muses as well as my rules under read more (in case the link doesn't work)

Shanks is currently my most active muse, so be prepared for a lot of One Piece content on this blog

Links:Rules - Muse list - Memes - Wishlist - Headcanons - Mains & Exclusives

Muses on this blog are currently:

Tony Stark from the MCU Red Haired Shanks from One Piece (Manga/HC-based) John Marston from Red Dead Redemption 2 Cersei Lannister from Game of Thrones (book based with some show influence)

Request only:

Jaime Lannister from Game of Thrones (Book based with some show influence)

Arthur Morgan from Red Dead Redemption 2

Morzan from Inheritance Cycle (Heavily HC-based)

Disclaimer: This is a multimuse blog for muses of various fandoms. I am up to date to everything regarding all the muses I have on this blog, so this blog is NOT going to be spoiler free.

Recent spoilers, for example in regards to the latest One Piece Chapters, will be tagged however.

This blog will contain mature and triggering content, such as murder, robbery, kidnapping, mentions of slavery etc. Especially when my Red Dead Redemption muses are involved. I will tag triggering content like "murder tw" for example.

1) No Godmodding

If you do it, I’ll contact you and ask you not to do it again and change the part in the reply. If you do it regulary you will be blocked.

2) Portrayal

My Tony Stark is mostly based on the MCU since I have little to no knowledge about the comics. His relationship with Pepper is exclusive with @alyafae version, since we developed our headcanons together over the years and there is no way to seperate them by now.

Everything that happens in Movie Red is irrelevant for my portrayal of Shanks and will be treated as AU. So please do not assume that he raised Uta, unless we discussed it beforehand, because my version does NOT know her.

His backstory is heavily headcanon based and in my version he was NOT found in a treasure chest as a baby by Roger!

Post Time-skip Shanks has a tattoo that looks like this

In the verse where he is married to Makino he wears his wedding ring around a thin chain around his neck, and he keeps the ring hidden under his shirt. No one except his crew and the people of Fuschia know about their marriage. Please do not assume your muse knows about it, unless we talk about it before. I am more than fine with muses finding out about it over the course of threads! It just has to come naturally.

Arthur and John stay mostly true to canon. Arthur is mostly based on the high honor version, because that's how I play him in the game. John is mostly neutral, but leans towards high honor, can however also act more low honor, depending on the situation/muses

3) This blog is 18+ and mun is 28+

I will not write with anyone under 18, since I myself am in my thirties now and it just makes me uncomfortable writing with minors. Preferably people who follow this blog are 21+

4) Shipping:

Shipping is always welcome, no matter what kind of ship. If we're mutuals and you would like to ship our muses in whatever way, don't hesitate in approaching me. Chances are I ship them already as well anyway.

I am multiship in regards to all of my muses. The only exception is my Tony Stark muse when it comes to shipping with Pepper. That is exclusive with @alyafae

I also won't ship Steve and Tony. If you are a Steve Rogers blog and send something shippy in a romantic or smutty way Tony will not react in a positive way and will make fun of him for it.There are only two people who are excluded to this rule.

5) Triggers:

I have personally no triggers and I am willing to RP very dark themes as well. The only topic I will not touch is animal abuse. Otherwise everything is fair game.

If we write dark/triggering themes I require plotting/ooc talks! I do not want to make my RP partner uncomfortable.

Should we write something dark and you notice that you can’t bring yourself to write this theme anymore or feel in any way uncomfortable with the way it’s going: Please tell me immediately so we can talk and drop it if you need it.

You never have to worry when you bring something like this up. The well being of my RP partner when writing highly triggering and dark subjects is my main concern.

6) Activity:

I have a personal life and RPing is a hobby and not my job.

I try my best to do my drafts, but I don’t always have muse for them and some drafts take me longer than others.

Mains/Exclusives get priority most of the time.

So please be patient. You’re welcome to send me a small reminder if I didn’t reply in two weeks. Tumblr loves to eat my notifications and on top of that I have the attention span of a squirrel sometimes and also tend to forget to draft replies.

7) OC’s:

I am OC friendly, but picky when it comes to interacting/following them. If you have no about page I will not follow at all. No arguing. If you have one, I'll read through it and if I can see our muses interacting I'll follow. Otherwise I wont. It's nothing personal.

8) Duplicates:

I adore duplicates! I love exploring all kinds of shenanigans our muses can come up with, if there are two of them.

9) Memes:

This blog is private/mutuals only. It’s a personal preference so I can keep my blog tidy. Memes are open for everyone, even non-mutuals, unless stated otherwise in the tags.

My memes don't have an experiation date and it doesn't matter when I reblogged one. If you want to send something in, feel free to explore my meme tag and send whatever interests you. Spamming memes is also encouraged.

You're always welcome to turn asks into threads! Doesn't matter if we already have a lot of them going or not. It's always encouraged.

10) I wont accept asks like: Do you want to RP with me?

If I am following you it’s a 100% indication that I want to write with you and explore the chemistry between our muses.

If I am not following you and you send me such an ask it will be ignored. If you truly want to write something then come to me with an idea or send me a meme. They are always open unless stated otherwise.

11) Inbox memes/Asks:

Always specify a muse when you send something into my askbox. Especially when sending asks regarding Headcanons or little games like: Guessing my muses kinks

Unspecified asks will get deleted/not answered

If you forgot to specify you're always welcome to either hop into my DMs to clear things up or send a follow up ask.

12) This rule applies to ALL blogs that follow me (especially personal blogs)

If you reblog my roleplays when you are NOT involved in them, I will message you and ask you to delete it from your blog. If you don’t do this you will be BLOCKED without a further warning.

13) If I see you posting a lot of callouts and drama I will block you. I am to old to deal with this stuff

14) My IM is reserved for mutuals only. So if you have any question send them into my askbox.

Rules will be updated

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mencnfire · 2 years ago

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it's a way we had over here with living with ourselves. we cut 'em in half with a machine gun and give 'em a band-aid. it was a lie. and the more I saw them, the more I hated lies.

an independent multimuse for the characters kazuhira miller, yevgeni borisovitch volgin, jack krauser - please read rules before following. penned by han.

beta editor only (unfortunately, rip)

MAIN | CARRD | MEME TAG | INTEREST TRACKER

ㅤ1ㅤㅤmultimuse / verse / oc / dupe friendly. i'm only selective in terms of i can't follow everybody back purely due to time & content. i want this blog to be an enjoyable, casual place to be. if you want to interact - deffo approach me and we can work something out !

ㅤ2ㅤㅤrated 18+ due to the series content which includes themes of torture / war crimes / mentions of child soldiers / blood & gore / violence / sexual violence / mental anguish / suicide-ideation etc. volgin's character is a large part of why this blog is rated 18+. he is a sadist, highly sexual & violent. i wont sugarcoat him for the sake of this blog. triggers will be tagged 'tw;-'. this blog will contain dark content. do not follow if you think that this will be a problem.

ㅤ3ㅤㅤthis blog is a drama-free and casual zone. i have zero time for tumblr shit. callouts aren't welcome, dnis will be acknowledged but not necessarily followed.i have no issue with things that people want to write, so long as they're respectful about it.

ㅤ4ㅤㅤshipping is welcome but it has to be noted that all of these men are messed up guys. volgin is a super sadist who will accidentally (and sometimes purposely) shock his lover's during sex. kaz is an incredibly broken man with anger issues & an obsession turned bad. krauser is a mess. all need help. shipping is welcome but i urge we discuss it before hand.

ㅤ5ㅤㅤi focus primarily on kaz during his mgsv era and onward. though his younger self will sometimes be alluded to / spoken about and maybe even written, i'd rather explore his character from mgsv onward. as for volgin, i focus largely on his mgs3/v self. though he's technically 'comatose / dead' in mgsv, i write him as having thoughts and feelings whilst he's the 'man on fire'. as you can tell, this blog began as an mgs blog - krauser, i will write during any timeline.

ㅤ6ㅤㅤfeel free to request my discord to talk plotting or chat shit ! ims are fine for talking but please don't be offended if i dont respond immediately. i'm quite slow due to personal obligations; however, if you message me requiring immediate attention, i will do my best to respond quickly.

ㅤ7ㅤㅤa lot of my portrayal is headcanon-based. there are certain fanon opinions, i do not share. i will not write volgin as a rapist so don't even suggest it. nor will i write rape / sa. i will not even look at shipping with underrage characters or writers. though i dont judge others for what they want to write, i don't want to be forced to write things i'm not interested in entertaining.

ㅤ8ㅤㅤimportant - i've added this rule because i feel it's incredibly important to me. this blog is low activity, and by extension - i am, too. i cannot be here 24/7, i cannot reply to ims and messages frequently. i have suffered a massive personal tragedy in the last few months, alongside this i'm in my final semester of university and i'm working. when i don't reply to a message, it's never anything personal, i apologise for not being quicker. if i don't reply in 1-2 weeks, you are welcome to nudge me. but please have some understanding as to why i may be slow. thank you.

ㅤ9ㅤㅤimportant to add on from the previous rule - i have zero patience now for those who take silence personally. if you think i have an issue with you because i have not replied to a message - ask me. i have zero tolerance for the expectations of being here 24/7. as stated above, my dad died suddenly in january of this year. i am in my final semester of uni, i am currently working with my manager to expand our business. i hate writing this rule because i'm a laid-back person who gives my partners the same space i expect, but if you're the sort of person who will reply to 1-2 weeks silence with a block or a shitty comment, do not follow or interact with me.

ㅤ10ㅤㅤa final addition re threads ; i am diagnosed with migraines and unfortunately can't handle heavily formatted text. i would prefer text be simplified ( it can be small or normal ) but heavy use of colouring and space does effect my eyes. i'd prefer text unformatted or small - if this can't be changed, i understand. if you can - bless you. also, regarding threads - my way of writing is to merge character responses and dialogue. i can't write opposite characters who respond separately to each and every line of dialogue as i don't feel it's natural. please keep this in mind when writing with me, my character usually will merge their thoughts / dialogue to whatever was the last thing said by your character.

i know these rules might seem a bit dickish but im just a little exhausted when this is meant to be a fun hobby, it's nothing personal. i just wanna have a good, chill time

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rose-tinted-kalopsia · 10 months ago

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READ BEFORE YOU FOLLOW. please be aware of my rules and guidelines for this blog before you follow/interact. failure to follow my rules will have you blocked! ageless blogs will also be blocked on sight. put your age/adult indicator in your bio or pinned post!

CONTENT.

this is a writing blog, and will contain works written by me as well as reblogs of others' works. however, it is a primarily nsfw blog, meaning that i will be writing and interacting with mature and potentially dark content.

these will be TAGGED (format: "tw (tag)" i.e. "tw non-con"), so you're free to mute specific triggers if anything, but please be aware that such content may show up on my blog from time to time.

some content i will write and interact with include: cnc/dub-con, somnophilia, cum play, pseudo-cest, doctor-patient dynamics, teacher-student dynamics, manipulative/obsessive/possessive tropes (eg: yandere)

some content i will NOT write but may interact with include: non con, stepcest, hard incest.

i also only write x afab!reader (she/her pronouns) works. please understand that this is what i'm most comfortable with writing!

i write for the fandoms listed here, and only the characters specified. stray kids, a k-pop idol group, is a fandom that is listed. for works such as blue lock where the original source material writes them as minors, the characters in my works will be automatically aged up to 20+.

you can find a full list of what i write and do not write here.

DO NOT INTERACT IF...

—you are a minor.

if you are a minor (under the age of 18) or if you don't have your age on your blog, then please do not send me asks or interact with me! i block those who do not have an age indicator somewhere on their blog.

—you cannot separate fiction from reality ("omg that's a minor!!").

the fictional characters i write for are just that—fictional. drawings. it may not be 'canon', but a character is still an adult if written as an adult! i am someone who believes that a canon timeskip and a fanfic timeskip should be on equal ground! if you are not comfortable with this, then you are not part of the target audience. please refrain from sending hateful comments, and just scroll past!

—you are anti/hateful/negative.

i am aware that this blog will contain mature and dark content. again, if you are uncomfortable with that, please do not interact; this means you are not part of the target audience! please refrain from sending hateful comments, and just scroll past.

OTHER RULES.

—mdni.

—please respect my work as my own.

DO NOT: steal, copy, repost, reupload, modify, or claim any of my works as your own, regardless of credit given. absolutely do not use my works for AI training and other related purposes.

—if you know me from my main art blog... shhh!

this is a separate blog under a separate alias, and they're being kept separate for a reason! please do not address me here as my other alias, and do not address me on my main blog as roxie! if you know me, hi!! but let's keep it a secret 🥰

—be polite.

—interact with me!

when commenting or sending me an ask, please be nice and use basic manners! use a please when requesting, and don't bring up triggering/controversial topics such as general discourse, politics, suicide, trauma, religion, etc.

i don't address asks i am uncomfortable with addressing, and they will be deleted automatically.

i do still welcome anons, asks, interactions, and requests! please feel free to comment on my posts, talk to me about your days, your thoughts (hard/thirst hours are always open!!), your favorite characters, if you want to be an emoji anon, and all that! <3 i don't bite- i promise !!

—requests are encouraged, but not promised!

while i'll try my best to get to every request, i only write requests i feel like writing. if it's not up my alley, they will probably go unanswered, but please don't take it to heart!

—please be patient with requests.

i am a graduate student with a part-time job, and other side projects lined up. this is just a fun little thing for me to write some nsfw when i feel inspired, so i may get to requests pretty slowly!

—do NOT poke me on your request/WIP status.

AGAIN, some may go entirely unanswered if i don't feel like writing them; or generally, i may get to requests slowly. please understand that i will NOT entertain these messages. this is all free content, and i write because i want to! please have a little respect for that!

—make sure requests are open before you send any in.

if you send a request in my inbox while they are closed, they will automatically be deleted, or i will otherwise answer to tell you to please check my request status again.

—please be specific when you request!

let me know what you want me to write! mention tropes, characters you want, and as many details as you like. don't hold back; i don't mind long asks!

—please do not send me requests for fandoms and/or characters that are not listed here.

if you send a request for a character NOT LISTED, they will automatically be deleted.

#navigation #rules #dni #guidelines #divider by mikeykuns #Spotify

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liviingdarkness-a · 2 years ago

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𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔡𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔞𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤? 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔡𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢? 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖉𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖊𝖛𝖊 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝙽𝙾𝙱𝙾𝙳𝚈 𝖎𝖘 𝖜𝖆𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌? 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖉𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖊𝖛𝖊?

# 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒

private and selective FANDOMLESS HORROR OCS. dark and triggering themes may be played out on this account *please follow with caution* minors and personals do not interact. rules and bio in sites please review before interactions. possessed by alex ˢʰᵉ / ʰᵉʳ creatures including but limited to : 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐬 , 𝐯𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬 , 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐬 , 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝. rules and temp muse list under read more affiliate with - theirhorrorstories

𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘 , 𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔪𝔬 , 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 , 𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔰

TEMPORARY MUSE LIST. click name for about stats and about

𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐔𝐒 - 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚗 𝐕𝐀𝐋 - 𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚗 𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐔𝐒 - 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚗 𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐀 - 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕 𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐇 - 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄 - 𝚟𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝐍𝐀𝐎𝐌𝐈 - 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚟𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝐍𝐗𝐘 - 𝚟𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐒𝐎𝐍 - 𝚟𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎/𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚟𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚕 𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄 - 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚟𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚕

RULES

this account will contain ocs created by me consisting of it's own lore and back stories. this page is still very much under construction and as i work a full time job it might take me a little bit to update it. please come to my inbox with any questions you might have!

I am a mutual only blog , meaning i will only be interacting with people who follow me and i also follow back. please if we are not mutuals , do not interact. any interactions outside of mutuals will be ignored , this does include pms , and if it’s continued i will have to block for my own comfort.

I do tend to take a little while to respond to things being that I have a full time job working outside and it does usually take a lot out of me. my usual days off are wednesday and saturday and i will be most active on those days. rping is a hobby for me and i would like to keep it that way , so please no pressure for responses.

when it comes to triggers , i will tag anything i feel needs to be tagged with “trigger” TW or “trigger” CW if it is written but please keep in mind there will be many dark themes played out on this account. if there is anything you see that you wish to not, feel free to reach out and ask me to tag anything. i don't mind and i will go on tagging it in the future. the only thing i have blacklisted personally is 'animal death' or anything along those lines.

my name is alex and i’m 21+ so with that being said i will not follow anyone under the age of 18 nor do i think anyone under the age of 18 should follow me. if i do find a minor following me it will be a hard block. in addition to this rule , when it comes to nsfw content i am comfortable with writing it out as well as fade to black. admittedly i’m not great at writing smut though i am fully open to mutuals sending in any nsfw content.

when someone follows me i will take the time to look over everything on their account and decide if i think our muses could interact and i would expect anyone else to do the same when i follow but if my follow sits there for a few weeks without a response , no hard feelings , i do not mind but i will just unfollow to keep my dash clean! if for some reason i do not add you back please accept this and do not follow and refollow or interact with anything on my account. this will result in a hard block.

i do have shipping open for most of my muses and it will be stated on my muse page if they’re open for it. i would keep in mind though that most of my muses don’t jump into relationships quick, everything will be simply be based on chemistry. of course i am also open to other ships, they don’t have to be strictly romantic, give my muses best friends! Enemies! anything you can think of, i’m always open to plotting!

credits : icon border , promo , psd coloring

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amchara · 3 years ago

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Intro / List of Contents

Hey, I’m Gillian, she/her, an adult fandom nerd. Mostly at the moment my blog's content comes from The Shadowhunter Chronicles by Cassandra Clare. But other fandoms will also appear.

I like to talk theories, future book predictions, headcanons, incorrect quotes, deep character dives etc. I’m not artistic but I admire those that are and I happily re-blog edits and fanarts that I find aesthetically pleasing.

My favourite fandom activity is reading and writing fanfic - so you’ll see a lot of that here. I also like to comment and give feedback- so feel free to tag me! (Fanfic recs tag)

This blog at times contains explicit language and sexual references, particular in fanfic but will be tagged as such. Explicit fic with sexual content won’t be posted on here but will be linked to Ao3. If you are a minor or don’t feel comfortable with these topics, please be aware of this!

Feel free to send me asks and tag me in stories you've written - I might not always be super quick to reply but I will get to them.

Fanfiction Master List:

Shadowhunters (TV Show)

Something I Need - Simon Lewis / Jace Herondale (Explicit, background Mark Blackthorn / Kieran Kingson)

Simon and Jace have been sent on a rescue mission to the Seelie Realm... it doesn't exactly go to plan.. (Lust spell/potion trope) Also, bringing book characters into tv show universe because... heh, why not?

The Mortal Instruments

Follow Your Truth - Simon Lewis, Marisol Garza (Gen, background Simon/Izzy, Marisol/Jon Cartright)

Two Ascended Shadowhunters from the first graduating class of the newly formed Academy - Simon Lewis and Marisol Garza - have hard conversations amidst the events of Lord of Shadows and deal with their own grief over fallen classmates. (Set during Lord of Shadows)

The Last Hours

For How Long - Matthew / Cordelia

Matthew Fairchild and Cordelia Carstairs have unfinished business between them. Will it come to a head while they're visiting Paris (written post-Chain of Iron)

Warmer Where You Are - Lucie / Jesse

Set post-Chain of Iron, Lucie and Jesse re-connect in a cottage in Cornwall and experiment with runes, now that Jesse is no longer a ghost.

leave a light on - Matthew & Cordelia / Matthew/Cordelia

Set immediately post-Chain of Iron, Matthew and Cordelia have to stop for the night before they get to Paris. Some classic comfort fic, where Cordelia needs to be the one taken care of, for once, and Matthew is more than happy to provide it.

The Dark Artifices / The Wicked Powers

Los Angeles Night Patrols - Mark Blackthorn, Andrew Blackthorn (tw: homophobic language)

16 year old Mark joins his father on an evening patrol in Los Angeles.

Days Like These - Jem / Tessa, Carstairs-Gray family fluffy ficlet

Jem reflects on a day at the beach

Baby Group - Jem / Tessa, Carstairs-Gray family ficlet

Tessa, Jem and Kit all take turns taking Mina to the local baby group in Devon.

Road to Hell (Wait for Me, I'm Coming) - Kit / Ty (Work in Progress)

The Hadestown AU, ie. Kit is trapped in the Underworld and Ty is going to break him out.

When I Go Quiet, You Say I Look Good In The Silence - Kit Herondale, Kit/Ty

Five times Kit hid when he was sick (and one time Ty didn’t let him)

black butterflies and deja vu - Kit Herondale, Ty Blackthorn, Tessa Gray, Jem Carstairs, unrequited Kit/Ty

Just ahead of The Wicked Powers, while still living in Devon, Kit bites a vampire and Ty is there to witness the aftermath.

Trouble Seems to Follow - Kit / Ty

Mini-novella reunion fic set nebulously at the start of The Wicked Powers. Livvy comes to Kit to save Ty from a mission gone wrong, and Kit accidentally teleports them both to Cirenworth.

Can't Go to Hell (Ragnor Fell, Ty Blackthorn one-shot)

Ragnor and Ty’s relationship at the Scholomance is unorthodox but they have more in common than first meets the eye. (Contains spoilers for Secrets of Blackthorn Hall

Effortless/London Files universe (Kit/Ty)

Effortless (Or, the time Kit almost earned an A-Level) - Kit Herondale, Carstairs-Gray family, Ty Blackthorn and more (Mostly Gen, Kit/OC, hints of Kit/Ty) - Novella length

After moving to England to live with Tessa and Jem, Kit ends up attending a local sixth form college alongside his Shadowhunter training. Or- a story exploring Kit’s life in the time gap between the end of The Dark Artifices and the start of The Wicked Powers.

Featuring a charming but slightly broken Kit, typical teen drama, mundane friendships, pop culture references, Carstairs-Gray family moments, a rotating cast of our favourite Shadowhunters as guest tutors and of course, some unacknowledged pining for one Ty Blackthorn.

Not the distance that scares me (Kit-centric, Kit/OC, some Kit/Ty)

Post-TWP, Kit finds he has a choice in what he does next. (four parts, two published so far)

Weather Change - Kit / Ty

Centurion Ty Blackthorn has been sent to London to investigate a potential new threat, while Kit Herondale has taken up a post helping to rebuild the London Enclave. But when their first patrol goes horribly wrong, Kit and Ty realise there may be larger problems emerging in the Shadow World, drawing in not only Shadowhunters but their mundane friends and Downworlders alike… (Post The Wicked Powers, set in the same universe as Effortless)

Herondales Don't Fail (Mature- current WIP)

Kit was happy to accept the London Institute’s invitation to assist in the rebuilding of the city’s Enclave. But he didn’t count on being blindsided into joining the competition to become its next head - or being hated by most of its inhabitants who assume he’s only there because of his name.

A Present from Soho/A Present from Hoxton - Kit / Ty (Mature tw: sex reference)

Kit buys a present for Ty in Soho... and yes, it is handcuffs. Ty reciprocates with his own gifts (Set post-The Wicked Powers)

Talking Bodies - Kit / Ty / OFC (Explicit, tw: explicit sexual situations, explicit language)

Ty has been observing their friend Ellie during her unexpected stay at the Herondale townhouse and believes he has found a solution to her problems - or at least, her problems with men. And Kit is usually up for his plans, even if this one is a bit unorthodox.

Pink Sky Warning (Additional scenes following end of Talking Bodies) - (Written for Whumptober 2021) Ellie Harris, Ade Olawale

Whumptober 2021 ficlets (TLH and TDA)

(Please mind tw at the start of each post)

Prompt One - “You Have To Let Go” (James Herondale, Cordelia Carstairs, Matthew Fairchild)

Prompt Two - Choking/Gagged (Dru Blackthorn, Ash Morgenstern, Ty Blackthorn, L.A. Institute inhabitants)

Prompt Three - “Who Did This To You?” (Cristina Rosales, Mark Blackthorn, Kieran Kingson)

Prompt 4, 7, 22 "In Cold Blood" (Kit Herondale, Belial, Sammael, Carstairs-Gray family)

Prompt 9 - Tears (Cordelia Carstairs, Sona Carstairs, Alastair Carstairs, James Herondale, Lucie Herondale)

Drabbles tag: mainly The Shadowhunter Chronicles, contains some other fandoms too

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My fic snippets tag - Bits of upcoming fics, because sometimes I'm impatient and want to post stuff on the internet for validation even when its not finished

#tsc fanfiction #my fanfic #pinned post #intro post

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bodtulism · 3 years ago

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## CONTENT INFO ✧*:･ﾟ

if you are unsure of whether or not i write a certain kink or concept, send me an ask!

fandoms ↯ boku no hero academia. attack on titan. jujutsu kaisen (anime only for now). tokyo revengers.

what i write ↯ fem!reader. m and f characters. occasional character x character. aged up characters. food play. bdsm. pegging. femdom. drunk/high sex. breeding kink. sex tapes / cam sex. spit kink. piss kink / omorashi. anal. period sex. pregnant!reader. voyeurism. exhibitionism. branding. manipulation. power imbalance. somnophilia. dacryphilia. corruption. dumbification. bimbofication. mindbreak. breeding kink. omegaverse / a/b/o dynamics. gun play. knife play. impact play. AND MORE…

what i don’t write ↯ non-fem!reader. coming out of the closet. proposals. pregnancy announcements. scat. vomit. lolita/shota. pedophilia. teacher/student (even if it’s 18+). fisting. suicide. character death. snuff. eating disorders. self harm. mental illness. ddlg. cheating (on either end). orgies. mommy/daddy kink. sex work. public sex. anonymous sex. hard incest. yandere. noncon. age play. pet play. hardcore monster fucking.

## TRIGGER WARNINGS ✧*:･ﾟ

NOTE: my blog is very new, so i have not written dark content yet, but assume this blog will contain and interact with dark content soon enough.

here is a guide to what tags you should block if you do not want to see certain content!

i will always do my best to tag anything that some people might not want to see/read, so let me know if i miss anything. please be mindful of your triggers and things that make you uncomfortable!

** = i do not write for these themes and/or topics, but i may discuss them or reblog this type of content.

general dark themes ↯ blood (tw blood). drug use (tw drugs). intoxication + drunk/high sex (tw intoxication). descriptions of violence (tw violence). gore (tw gore). branding (tw branding). dubcon (tw dubcon). noncon** (tw noncon**). consensual non-consent** (tw cnc**).

dark relational themes ↯ manipulation (tw manipulation). power imbalance (tw power imbalance). pseudo incest** / stepcest** (tw pseudo incest** / tw stepcest**).

kinks ↯ somnophilia (tw somnophilia). dacryphilia (tw dacryphilia). corruption (tw corruption). dumbification (tw dumbification). bimbofication (tw bimbofication). mindbreak (tw mindbreak). bondage (tw bondage / tw bdsm). breeding kink (tw breeding kink). omegaverse / a/b/o dynamics (tw omegaverse).

play ↯ gun play (tw gun play). knife play (tw knife play). fear play (tw fear play). impact play (tw impact play).

taboo concepts ↯ stomach bulge (tw bulge kink / tw stomach bulge). foot fetish (tw feet). anal (tw anal). pegging (tw pegging). piss kink / omorashi (tw piss kink / tw omorashi).

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#saturn.system #🗂.content_info #drop a like if u read this far!

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rpbetter · 4 years ago

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Hey there, check out this pinned post first!

Thanks for visiting Roleplay Better, where I believe that you can fucking do better! That kind of language, however, is why it is important for you to read this post before proceeding.

This blog and its posts are meant for an adult RPing audience; be over legal, adult age in the USA, 18+. Do not interact by submitting, asking, reblogging, commenting, or liking unless you are over eighteen years of age. By interacting with RPB or me, Vespertine, you are assumed to be following this rule. If you are breaking this rule, you will be blocked.

I have that rule because this blog can/will/does address topics inappropriate for a younger audience. Those can include, but are not limited to:

not safe for work - violence, injury, sexual language, smut, substance use

“dark topics” and themes like violence, unhealthy relationships, mental illness, trauma, graphic injury, dubious consent, substance use, and so forth addressed realistically

foul, sexual, and otherwise “Adult” language

unpopular opinions and approaches about writing, RP, fandoms

“negativity” since literally anything can be, and my whole point here isn’t about holding back; it is likely that, at some point, in some post or another, a shoe will fit you-you need to be mature enough to handle that without taking it as a personal attack on you

images and links that may contain things inappropriate for a younger audience

this blog is founded upon the idea that fiction has reflections in reality, but that fiction does not utterly equate to reality. You should write with realism, your characters should be people in their own right, and you should absolutely be addressing many popular topics responsibly, which is to say realistically. I do not support or otherwise condone purity culture, so while realism is a big deal here, fiction = reality arguments are a no

seriously, you have no idea how fucking salty I am! I try to be fair, reasonable, and mellow with everyone, but it can and does come out.

This blog tags for common, major triggers, but it is not for those easily triggered or particularly sensitive. By proceeding, you take responsibility for yourself...like a mature adult. I expect you to utilize blacklist, unfollow, and block. Tag format is simple, it is literally just the word in most cases, with “cw” and “tw” added to particularly common things. Example, a post containing a breakdown of forms of dubcon will be tagged #dubcon #dubious consent. If that was specifically of a sexual nature, since tumblr is unfriendly to using Not Safe For Work now, I will be using #notsafe for sexual topics. In the event that this needs to change, it will be posted about, the previous tag left intact, so that you may update your blacklist.

You are always welcome to send me an ask or private message requesting a particular trigger be tagged for you. I try to check blogs I see following, especially if I follow back, so that I can tag what you require. However, I’m a person, I’m an ND, ill, busy person though, I do make mistakes!

If you find yourself desirous of telling me to tag in a hateful way, don’t. You will not be responded to with an apology and kindness. Do not be rude, it’s uncalled for when informing someone of a problem or making a request.

I will run the blog largely on a queue, and will not be following many people back. This is not personal! I just like to try to provide content at many different times, have a life elsewhere, and I am so happy that you love your fandom, but it might not be something I’ve enough interest in to have on my dash.

Don’t tumblr message me. Use the inbox or submit.

Due to recent events, I am changing this rule. It’s hard for me to receive messages unexpectedly, and I hate to imply that I’ll be able to get to these quicker because it isn’t the truth. Quicker, better responses come from the inbox. However, there have been too many incidents lately in which people needed to speak privately and had to make that a request. If you’re having a problem and need to vent, request sensitive advice, etc.? It’s alright, go ahead and drop me a PM, y’all. I’ll get back to you as soon as I am able. Please, do not be angry with me if I respond to inbox things or my queue is running! You’re important to me, I just might not have the requisite social cognition and energy you deserve at that time.

Aggressive inbox messages will be responded to in kind. I don’t care if you are on anon or not, if you haven’t an ounce of polite communication skills, I won’t have them either. This is not a “we don’t publish anon hate” blog.

I highly encourage asks and submissions on any and all RP topics, and it’s perfectly alright to be salty as fuck in them, you can totally vent here, but don’t take out your frustration on me or be demanding of me. I am always happy to help with information, advice, or just a response to your venting-it’s important to know someone is listening. However, it may take me a few days to a week to get to you, be patient.

If you are going to vent, leave out usernames. This isn’t a callout or burnbook blog. It’s fine to state characters and fandoms, but if this becomes a problem, it’ll have to change. I don’t want this becoming a salt blog for one or two fandoms I very likely can’t even stand. Practice the fine art of alluding to things, its good experience for your writing! Besides, RPC problems are RPC problems, I promise. It might feel like it’s just your fandom, but there is something relatable in all corners.

I will not overly police comments. Keep the slurs and shit out of it, though. If there is an issue going on pertaining to a serious instance of hate speech, or behavior I, personally, deem as too inappropriate and/or immature to be taking place on my post, I will step in. Otherwise, I expect everyone to be adults in the comments and reblogs too. If you want to argue with each other, that’s your business. If you want to argue with me, I’m not sorry in advance.

Addition to the above: this is not a blog in which it will be tolerated that commentators or those submitting with the URLS are targeted for callouts, shaming, or other instances of bullying. No, I cannot make those people stop bothering you by blocking them, but the least I can do is address that by shutting down their access to this blog and it’s posts by blocking on the URLs I have for them. And I will. Fuck that “we can’t be responsible for” shit. It’s my blog, it’s my content I’m putting out there, I’m not going to just ignore shit like what went down over on COAR, thanks. Not. Cool.

This is definitely not a place for:

people who think giving muses labels, including top/bottom “dynamics,” is a good substitute for character traits, personality, and development

those with no reading comprehension skills

folks dependent upon aesthetics and aesthetics-based purple prose as filler for actual writing

anti-original character/just wants to fuck a FC or canon character club, get the fuck out immediately

y’all who see writing as an obstacle to getting down to action, be that smut, drama, or fight scenes...it’s literally a writing hobby

politics, any manner of phobe or ism, violent/non-inclusive feminists, purity/rpc/fandom/content police of any manner, and exactly any manner of racism, sexism, or religious intolerance - I give not a shit if it’s popular to hate the straights, for example, I neither believe in nor tolerate reactionary classifying of any group as blanket-statement evil

people who are going to tack onto my posts shit like, “it’s okay, OP, you can say x character.” Trust me, if I were talking about one character, I fucking would name drop them, don’t bring me into your fandom drama, I doubt I know or want to know who that anime guy is who looks like 12 other anime guys to me.

About Vespertine

You can call me that, Vespertine. I’d rather you didn’t go with Vesper, but as it is unfortunately so likely to happen, I won’t feed you to the dogs over it either. RPB Mun is also acceptable.

I’m alright with either she/her or he/him, they/them is also fine. Apparently, that was big enough clue-in for the poor reading comp crowd, so while I feel it is not of importance, I’m nonbinary, yes.

Late 30′s, chronically ill but still working adult with neurodivergence. I’m both busy and Busy, and always sick. This limits my brain power and ability to be here. I have an active RP blog that I won’t be sharing to keep responsible distance. That is always going to be my priority, it is my primary hobby.

Please, don’t tumblr message me totally random things if we don’t have that kind of relationship! I’m too ill and busy, and it really fucks my nerves to have a bunch of messages/have to suddenly interact socially with people. Don’t do it. Use my inbox, use the submit, comment on posts. I cannot do random messages of “hey” and so forth.

I only do written RP, don’t expect me to understand much of anything from tabletop. I’ve RPed for the last 23 years consistently, on every platform from AOL chats to forums to messengers and here. I also don’t do RP in discord, so I’m sorry, but I can’t advise you much on anything with a word count, except to stop it for serious RP. Other than that, I promise you that I’ve seen the trends, the drama, the fandoms. I can give a lot of advice and perspective on a wide range of topics, situations, and characters! When I don’t have a clue at all, I’ll try to do enough research to give you an answer.

Do I come off as a horrible, strict asshole? I do! I’m not going to say that I am just a shy bean who is more scared of you than you are me. I’m not. I’m honestly feral, but have common decency, compassion, and sense. All of which are lacking in the general RPC. So, if you can inbox/common/otherwise interact with anyone else on this site, you can totally handle me!

Honesty and openness are policies.

And in the spirit of that, I repeat; you can fucking do better, tumblr RPC!

#pinned post #tumblr rpc #rph #rp help #rp advice #rpbetter

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hutaochan · 4 years ago

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˗ˏˋ about the blog ˎˊ˗

↺ back to navi.

this blog is rated m for mature. minors are allowed to interact with sfw content only, and i absolutely expect them to behave. all nsfw and dark content (to include heavy angst, smut, suggestive, and yandere) will be under the tag rated m. minors found to be interacting with this content will be blocked without warning.

⤷ all characters in smut (explicit, nsfw written works) are 18+/aged up. no exceptions.

this is an lgbtq+ and blm safe space.

dni with this blog if you are racist, homophobic, ableist, closed-minded, islamphobic, xenophobic, misogynistic, sexist, transphobic, victim and slut shame, believe in or condone cancel culture without allowing people to learn and grow from their mistakes, are against sex workers, and/or are a trump supporter. you’re not welcome here, please kindly gtfo my blog. thank you.

due to the nature of the written works i tend to write, please remember to practice self-care before, during, and after reading my heavier pieces ♡

i do not take requests! however, i do take suggestions. this is for my personal well-being (both physical and mental health, as i am a spoonie with several chronic illnesses), and also for the sake of my creativity. from the bottom of my heart, thank you to everyone who understands ♡

at this time, i will not write: pedophilia and bestiality; kinks with scat, vore, and watersports; adult/minor fantasies; snuff; eating disorders, suicide, and self harm; and pregnancy loss.

I will write: abo/omegaverse, heavy angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, explicit nsfw, noncon/dubcon, hard incest, somnophilia, and yandere.

this blog contains soft, dark, and yandere content. please keep in mind that there are gross depictions of fantasy written upon these shelves. heed all the warnings at the top of each written piece: you are responsible for the type of content you decide to consume. do not come after me because of something i have written when it is properly tagged. you are ultimately in control of what you do and do not read. on the off chance something is not appropriately tagged, please feel free to kindly let me know and i will update it asap.

⤷ want to blacklist a tag / tw / kink? head over and look at heart glitch’s (taglist).

the storyteller’s ask box is always open for questions, thirsting, and general chatter. (she doesn’t bite, promise~ ♡)

˗ˏˋ fandoms & fanfics ˎˊ˗

this blog is not spoiler free.

i default at writing female pronouns, but some of my works are gender neutral. every piece is tagged accordingly.

i will sometimes write character x character ships that i particularly adore, or feel i can do justice to writing. ultimately, i write what brings me muse.

fandoms i currently write for: boku no hero academia, haikyuu, and jujutsu kaisen.

bnha characters i write (currently): todoroki shouto, bakugo katsuki, midoriya izuku, shinsou hitoshi, dabi (todoroki touya), and hawks.

haikyuu characters i write (currently): semi eita, nishinoya yū, kuroo tetsuoru, kenma kozume, miya atsumu, miya osamu, kita shinsuke, and iwaizumi hajime.

jujutsu kaisen characters i write (currently): gojo satoru, yuji itadori, megumi fushiguro, and sukuna.

bolded characters are favorites of mine and will more than likely have more content written for them ♡

˗ˏˋ disclaimer ˎˊ˗

© eitabun 2020 — all rights reserved. reposting, modifying, copying, or translating of any kind is not allowed. i do not own the characters of boku no hero academia (by kōhei horikoshi) or haikyuu (by haurichi furudate), but i do reserve the creative commons rights of all of my written works. do not read my works for asmr. do not plagiarize.

#about the blog #rules #📽 main.screen

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ruthlessnessisyourdesire-archive · 5 years ago

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rp guidelines.

Mun is Ash. She/Her. 21+. Ruthless Drama King keeps me prisoner.

This blog is 21+ Nsfw/smut will not be written with those under 21 years old. I will not write with minors.

I know there are a lot of rules here now but incidents, past stuff in rp scene kind of made it mandatory for myself to put down. Common sense lacks in some too so sorry it’s so long but ya know. Gotta do what we rpers gotta do. <3

tw: potential for triggering content & subject matter due to crime scene investigations/forensic profiling. strong language expected. he is simply a problematic aggressive character in most verses.

no godmodding. unspoken rule but please do not control my character under any circumstances. if you continue to break this rule however I may have to cancel our thread. only in extreme cases.

Don’t have personal triggers but I will not write my muse forcing themselves on any other muse.

any personal triggers you are uncomfortable with I will not write and vice versa.

multiverse/oc friendly. au friendly: discussion on AU’s are love. same char different mun friendly. duplicates are always welcome. personally I love OC’s and this boy cannot get enough interaction from them ever. just so you know.

Do not screenshot my posts: ooc, threads etc. It is MY content. I should not have to add this but yes this has happened without my knowledge - at first.

Unfollowing: If there is something you disagree with, do not favor about my writing, portrayal, muse(s) or views the button is always there. Please soft block to unfollow. I will do the same and quietly if it calls for it.

PSA: Don’t call 60 Connor. He is not Connor. He is his own person. This sort of trumps the significance I have built for him as an individual entity in my characterization/ headcanons/ personal iteration in a fandom where he is overlooked. Also if you do refer to him as such verbally to his face you consent to the wrath and animosity he will bestow upon you be it verbal or potentially physical. Trust me 60 is not fond of being mistaken for his predecessor. (It’s a pet peeve and I’m sorry lol but they’re two separate people. I mean I write Connor too so bear with me.)

plots are love. let's discuss story, char relationships, just anything really. down for plotted, random prompts and memes. my dm’s are always open. if I don’t respond straight away I’m either not on at the moment or I’m just swamped in drafts. I still want you to drop in tho.

replies may take a bit. this is a hobby. if I take a while it doesn’t mean I don’t want to rp. sometimes I forget, tumblr eats my notifs or I haven’t thought up a decent reply as of yet. please be patient. I always offer the same to my rp partners. also I do get swamped in drafts and asks so this does contribute to my reply speed. TLDR: I am slow af but I want to write with you.

want to drop a thread? we all lose muse, get too busy, overwhelmed at times. it is perfectly OK. when I do thread purges I will always post an update and @ those I am keeping threads with. the number of follows I have it is just easier for me to do it this way.

shipping: will ship with chars but there are some I may turn down depending on personal preference. typically ships with another RK800/RK900 are a no. sibling, platonic, enemies is where I go. some exceptions may apply depending on verse type but his exclusive and only RK800 ship is with @rob0badge . 60 also would like platonic, friend and enemy ships to counter his romantic ships. any and all are appreciated.

open to smut threads. 21+ very explicit at times depending on verse. 60 is ruthless. fair warning. also smut is not a requirement for romantic ships. if you’re not down for that then 60 is all about the respect of his partner’s wishes.

multiship friendly: winning rk800-60's affection is not easy in the long run. remember he is not easy to get along with.

Shipping Additions: I WILL NOT ship cross unless it is plotted mutually between all parties. even then I will be selective about it. please respect this. multiverse is a thing and that is what my blog is. it will just be ignored.

Content Trigger: 60 is very much ruthless despite his fall into deviancy. if you are uncomfortable with intense personalities this may not be the rp blog for you. certain themes will be highly thematic, problematic and even controversial at times. all of these will be tagged accordingly and put under read more for my followers/mutuals. he will be aggressive and hateful depending on circumstances. he is not very nice. however, the mun does not reflect this characterization and is extremely nice to followers. 60 may not share that affinity but the mun has no malicious intent. Only this ruthless boy does.

threads containing 18/21+ material always go under read more. please adhere to all warnings. some subject matter may be unsettling. remember any dark or triggering themes are NOT condoned by me irl. it just needs to be said.

Interactions: non-rp blogs, personals or those not part of current threads: DO NOT REBLOG. this is becoming a problem lately and I really don’t want to be that person but please follow this rule.If you continue to do so you will be BLOCKED. You can like my posts just fine however. In fact it’s welcome! I like to see others enjoying what I write for the ruthless king.

DBH VERSE REQUIRED: It just works better to be able to write adequately and since my muse is from this universe it’s a given. I rarely do crossovers as I feel some just do not work or fit my muse. If I do they are with main mutuals depending on fandom or personal preference.

Mutual Exclusive/RP Blogs Only: This blog is now private. If you follow me and I do the same back it means I want to interact. Otherwise assume I won’t be following back if I haven’t in a week. I have had some odd things come 60′s way and it is why this blog is locked down now.

Follows: If I follow back it means I want to interact with you. If you're a mutual and you still have not interacted with me after several weeks I WILL unfollow. This is nothing against anyone or meant to be unfair/mean spirited. The blog is an rp blog so of course I want to interact with you all. Also I do not just give free follows since this is not a personal blog.

I would love to follow back depending but if I see no rules or somewhere that states 21 and above for the mun on your blog I won’t. I interact solely with those 21+. I myself am 28 years old. Respect this and don’t lie about your age to me. I have had people lie to me in the past and they’ve been dropped faster then you can shout “Deviant Spotted!”

I reserve the right to unfollow anyone for whatever reason including but not limited to rp politics. Ya gurl not here for rp snobbery or assumptions made. If I become uncomfortable I will soft block to unfollow quietly. I also practice block back. Meaning if I’m hardblocked (which is in anyone’s right who is uncomfortable with my content) I will hardblock back. It’s only fair and honestly it’s a lovely page taken out of one of my waifu’s books.

OOC: If you post a crap ton of ooc posts (I mean plz it’s your blog and your content is yours so go for it) I may unfollow if I cannot blacklist them properly. I mean things that aren’t rp related. This is only in extreme cases. My blog has overwhelmed me so the dash being flooded is something I want to clean up.

Replies: As I have stated in updates on this blog I am super busy and backed up. My reply speed is slower due to lots of drafts and asks. You can remind me but please don’t come at me or try to push me. Muse can be fickle. Some days I have it for a specific verse, others I have it for shorter convos or text threads. I aim to reply to everyone but keep in mind running this blog is not easy and I want it be fun for me. It’s a hobby. When I have to worry and hide from people this is no longer that. If it continues I will drop the thread completely. Only in extreme cases.

Pressuring: Do not come into my inbox on anon passive aggressively asking when I will reply to threads. If you honestly want to remind me like a normal person my dms are open to mutuals only. Do not guilt me into rping. If you pressure and attempt manipulating me you will be blocked. This has happened and I will not put up with it.

Please reblog any memes/prompts from the source and not this blog. I am not an rp source or creator of these. If you continue to do this and just harvest my blog for memes without even interacting I will unfollow/block. If you reblog send me one then. If not well do not do it. non-mutuals do not reblog anything at all from this blog. Also I have to mention some people have used me as a source WITHOUT reblogging from me. Meaning they see the meme and reblog it for themselves as a means of bypassing sending in anything. If we’re mutuals why are you doing this? It will just make me think you do not want to interact.

Asks: Do not reblog asks. Please if you wish to continue make a new post and link back to ask. It just makes my dash a little cleaner and I want to avoid extra asks in the inbox continuing it when we can turn them into convo threads. So please don’t keep sending asks to continue a plot line. Thread it.

IMPORTANT NOTE ABOUT HATE & ASSUMPTIONS: If I discover you sending hate on anon to anybody you’re gone. If you send hate to people about what they ship, especially to female muns/muses, you’re gone. I will not tolerate hate of any kind and if I see you talking negatively about any female muse I will soft block you quietly. I just do not want to interact with you. People who assume generalized posts are about them when I follow you will be softblocked as well. Honestly it’s a given that if I’m following it’s not directed at you. I will not put up with assumptions or continue to view it on my dash. Unfollow me, softblock me, etc. It’s not difficult. My comfort levels are important to me as well as yours should be.

I will not interact with egoists. If I see anything that wigs me out I will just softblock quietly. Elitists go home. I don’t want you here.

I will never rush or be pushy at my partners. I’m so chill about threads. please take your time. let’s never take the fun out of it. never think you’re taking too long or bothering me. DM’s are open to my mutuals only.

I do not do passwords or send messages of any kind. If I am following you rest assured that I have read your rules. I do this automatically when someone follows me and vice versa since I expect the same. If I’m liking update posts you can consider that me seeing it as well.

unfollowing/refollowing: Don’t do it on my blog. If you follow and then unfollow but for some reason come back to follow you get blocked from my side. I don’t need the bs or the attention seeking.

Duplicates are amazing but I will be selective who I follow back and interact with. Nothing personal but I have been the victim of theft in the past. It’s an unfortunate thing but my characterization and headcanons for 60 are my own. I have been writing this boy forever even long before I made this blog. I’m highly protective of my ruthless king. He is my baby after all.

softblocks: I remove people by doing this. It could be for any reason to be honest. We never interact, you keep dropping our stuff, show no interest, I don’t see us interacting after all or any number of reasons to make my dash more comfortable. Do not ask me why I did it. That’s my comfort. No hard feelings. Just move on. I don’t have to cater to you. If you don’t like my methods use the unfollow button and leave my blog. Simple enough.

hardbocking/blacklisting: Yes I have done it. Am I going to blatantly broadcast it for all to see? Nope. I am not obligated to explain why I blocked you. Most times you have broken my rules despite me reminding to read them. Other times there are people I just do not want to see and that is my right not to see them. Same goes for you. Block me if you do not like what you see. I will not censor myself, my writing or who I interact with.

ostracizing people in the rpc: If you don’t like who I am interacting with use your blacklist function. NEVER tell me not to interact with them. If I find out you practice this exclusion tactic on others in the rpc I will purge you off my blog no questions or explanation needed. I totally get it. There are people I don’t like. No one is going to like everyone but do you see me telling others NOT to write with them? Hell no because I know for a fact they have done it to me and others love to listen without all sides to a story.

I also drop people who vague in public servers because it’s straight up childish behavior. I also will not follow or interact with anyone who guilt trips, suicide baits or lies with a pity party song and dance. When you’re found out to be lying or telling other people not to interact with somebody in this RPC I want nothing to do with you. Move on. That’s it.

Drop a like if you made it this far. Whew! No passwords needed. Even if you don’t drop a like it won’t prevent me interacting it’s just nice to see.

#[ooc files]#{~status: updates}#{~status: guidelines}#{{rule post to be linked for a more mobile friendly view}}#{{new rules fully integrated}}#{{thank you loves}}

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glysimachia-blog · 5 years ago

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general information : formerly faunahymn. so , if anything seems familiar , that’s why. gaea lysimachia is an original character and while she had originally been made for the ffvx verse , i decided to make her more general because i had certain people only that i wrote with in that verse. that and i have so many other verses , it was good for me to just make her indie and fandomless.

i. activity. i stress myself out a lot over getting things out on time and again, here i am, attempting to get my act together when it comes to activity. this blog is going to be queue - based and what that means for me is that most replies and asks will be thrown into my queue. update: because of how busy i am, i have decided that even things for my mains and my exclusives will be thrown into my queue. i haven’t decided how i am going to set up my cue but i am leaning toward posts at eight hour intervals: two text posts and one photo.

ii. discord. i primarily use discord to scream about things ( can also be read as plot ) and to share things with my writing partners. i write on there as well and have a number of discord - only muses. will i make a writing server? one day. for the moment, though, i prefer conversations to take place there rather than in tumblr ims. i will ask you for yours probably as soon as possible and will not be offended if you do the same.

iii. formatting. i will try to format to match the reply of my partner. starters and asks will be written in the small size with spacing. update: there is a possibility that i will be redoing my icons or at least making icons in different shapes, such as long and vertical. we will simply have to see.

iv. shipping. when i think of shipping, the first thing that comes to mind are romantic ships, though i totally understand it can cover other relationships as well. the fact is, gaea is in love with love. she falls easily and her loyalty has definitely gotten her in trouble. i will never force ship. i encourage people to send in romantic memes to test the waters. i’ve gotten to a point where i think we should all be free to admit what we want with no shame. if you ship it, come to me. or send in a meme. all relationships are important here, though. so all ideas are welcome.

v. content. you can definitely expect to find mature themes here. and probably triggering content consider i don’t have any triggers and i do love dark themes. triggers are formatted in tags as : ‘tw: ________‘ , ‘tw ________‘ and ‘ _______ tw.‘ i look at everyone’s rules before i contact them and look for triggers and do my best to keep everyone’s in mind. i may make a list of them as well. but if i end up missing something or forgetting something , please slap me across the face and let me know. i want everyone to be comfortable on their blogs. mature themes will also include smut , which i for the most part will not place beneath read mores.

update, june 9th: this blog contains mentions of and the discussion of forced prostitution, dub and noncon, domestic abuse, fucked up family dynamics ( not incest ), unsafe and unhealthy bdsm practices and depression / low self - esteem. again, my trigger warning formatting is above for you to blacklist what you need to.

vi. godmodding. partners that i feel comfortable with and who i feel know gaea are allowed to do whatever they want with gaea ( basically mains and ships ) and don’t need to ask. there’s a difference between godmodding and moving things along and sometimes it’s hard to know where you are. you can always ask if you have an idea in mind and want to make sure it’s okay. chances are likely you will also be told to do you , boo boo.

vii. memes. i have a problem. between my two archives, i have at least two hundred. i may bring some of them over here. you are always free to send any in. i’ll be honest with you if i can’t come up with anything. but i love doing starters based on memes and will never be upset when i get one ( unless it’s angst and that’s just because i’m a sensitive soul ). if you reblog a meme from me , please at least send on in. i’m very serious about this. if you don’t want to, at least reblog from the source. update: the game hasn’t changed; i still might bring some of those asks over. however, i’ve noticed the new trend to make asks into new posts and i am here for it.

vii. drama. new rule. i try very hard to keep my blog a safe space for myself and for others. i don’t reblog call - outs and i don’t get in the middle of things. i do, unfortunately, have my own little issues. nova ( @mysericordia ) and i used to write together but are no longer on speaking terms. once upon a time she said that gaea and her oc temp were too similar. she is now using bey as a face claim and i just want to be clear: i am not her. she is not me. i would never ask any of you to stop writing with her but just know there’s some tension there. i don’t have a monopoly on bey but to decide to change a face claim after years... to mine... there’s tension.

viii. mun. my name is djaq! twenty - five year old african american cis female, going by the pronouns she and her. i have a job working in a warehouse which means that between about 9:30am - 8:00pm it’s radio silence, unless i’m on my lunch break. i started writing when i was twelve on myspace and i’ve been doing it on different platforms since. i don’t have a big preference when it comes to genres, which is why i have so many verses. i look forward to talking to you! <3

credits, update june 9: base icons are from whimsies and evaccue on insanejournal ( kerry washington ), hilohello on insanejournal ( yara shahidi ), and allscalliepsds here on tumblr ( yara shahidi ). psd is mango from darkpsds and icon order is from silentxwillxfall. the incredible hollow ( @voitel /@crimsoninfinity ) made me icons and those are what i will be using from friday, may 31st on! my love myf ( @masterstrange ) gave me a psd to use for steve but i’ll be using it in some of my graphics and icons from now on as well. thanks so much, beeb!

#✿ *・ﾟ( ooc ) — ❝ dancing's not a crime unless you do it without me ❞#guidelines.

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aurrorean · 6 years ago

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— Rules / Do Not Reblog

thank you for reading my rules! it means a lot to me! this LOW ACTIVITY blog is penned by ESSIE. 20, british, she/her. attending uni . blog is multiverse, crossover friendly, multi ship to an extent , highly selective && private. this blog tracks aurrorean here’s a few things to keep in mind, it looks long as balls in this format but please take a look;

— all the basic rolaplay etiquette applies ie. rl before roleplay, don't be rude, i have the right to follow and unfollow whom i like as do you, timezones and personal space matter, yadda yadda. don’t be a tit basically.

— i appreciate detailed as well as banter roleplay. plot driven rp is my absolute fave so my inbox & IMs are always open.

— this blog is drama & vague free, tagging info below. canon divergence comes in because ... some writers of dw are ... fools .

— this blog contains dark themes! nsfw content will be tagged, please invest in the tumblr saviour extension if you don’t want to see it on your dash - smut is a minimum or well tagged. NONE WITH MINORS. nothing even close to it with minors. please . i will try to tag all triggering material. if anything comes up you would like tagged, drop a note in my inbox or ims and i’ll try my best to remember to do so! i don’t exist to make you uncomfortable, but you must speak up. i tag triggers with whatever it is tw , long post // i myself would appreciate anything with vague or negative posts and self harm tagged. if you continue to post these things without tagging, i’ll unfollow. thank you for considering!

— crossover and multiverse friendly, though we might have to have a conversation - or you might have to give me time - to think of how we go about an rp for varied fandoms. patience please!

— THIS IS A MULTISHIP BLOG TO AN EXTENT. no ships collide in the same universe unless otherwise written and agreed. i ship by chemistry only or if i'm approached about it. i'm up for all kinds of relationships and threads! be they friends, families, lovers or collegues. shipping is not always the end game. i usually only ship romantically with one or two of the same muse, again that’s dependant on partners preference. if you would like to become a main ship let me know! a friendship with the mun always helps in this. also please don't be offended or rude if i don't want to ship with you. rudeness will result in an unfollow. i have major ship anxiety - what the heck is that? it just means i'm really nervous abt approaching folks about it, so my apologies if it takes time for me to say anything if our muses click. i have only good intentions when it comes to writing with you, so please be open in communicating with me if you can and i'll do the same with you and we should get along just fine. to make it easier you can like my shipping calls or just state whether you'd like something platonic, familial or romantic. thank you so much.

— edits and writing are by me, no plagiarism will be tolerated. i'll add a page linking all recs and psd's i've used for this blog asap.

— i love memes!!! i'll send you them often, and i won't be offended if you don't reply. i'll tag you in things, and i won't be offended if you don't always reply or tag me. i don't mind if you reblog a meme without sending me something, but please keep in mind i'm not a meme rec blog. i understand it can make people anxious if they want to reblog a meme but can't think of what to send me. so no worries!

— lol i'm dyslexic. you can probably already see misspellings dotted about. i try my best to spellcheck but if things slip through, do forgive me!

— i rp in small writing, with or without icons is fine, i don't mind matched length (but if i've written a few paragraphs and thou givest me back a line... bruh) and formats/layouts on blogs don't bother me! i won't be offended if you resize my writing to suit you or if you'd prefer me to write with bigger text for your eyes. just let me know what works for you!

if there is anything else i will add accordingly. for now, have fun, i hope you enjoy my writing and rambling! can't wait to get typing!

essie x

#( ; rules #rules tbt /#long post //

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flecks-of-stardust · 3 years ago

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All posts related to dreamless will be tagged as #dreamless au on my blog.

! If all goes well updates will resume soon, depending on my availability to write. !

I’m looking for sensitivity readers for Dreamless! Check out this post for more information.

Funky post link dump below (note that most of these links have not been updated or checked in months and are outdated; I am refreshing some, but others may be taken down.)

Info about the Dreamers: Monomon (new!) | Herrah | Lurien (new!)

Prose pieces about the major characters: Hornet | Quirrel

How the gods work in dreamless

How magic works in this au

Fact dumps about the gods: Unn | Radi

Info about the different domains in dreamless: fact dump about the main four domains | cuisine in hallownest | arcleome’s culture, part one | arcleome’s culture, part two

General worldbuilding: bug color vision (new!)

Any post that contains spoilers for dreamless or post-dreamless content will be tagged with #dreamless spoilers. Each post will also be clearly marked with the fact that it contains spoilers. Please filter the tag if you don’t want to see them.

The tag #dreamless whispers is the writing tag, where I’ll be posting the written story of this AU. Click ‘read more’ on the AU description above to find the chapter directory. Content warnings are added at the beginning of each chapter; please request additional warnings if you think they’re necessary, but you have been warned that this story contains canon typical violence, and a little more. Read at your own discretion.

Other tags that may interest you:

#my art — what it says on the tin. Includes a lot of Dreamless stuff, general Hollow Knight stuff, some short comics, among other things.

#crochet shenanigans — all posts in here also appear in #my art, but are specific to my crochet work.

#knit mischief — similar to the above, but knit work specific. Some posts have both tags, some only have one of them.

#translation complaints — I have lots of thoughts and 70% are full of rage. Here I channel them into complaining about the Chinese translation of various games (currently only Hollow Knight). If that interests you, have a look at it. (Updates on this are slow as I am prioritizing other projects. I am not very good at balancing several of those, I’m sorry lmao)

#poetry — self explanatory. This includes all of my work, whether it’s Dreamless relevant, Hollow Knight relevant, or neither. I tend to write fairly dark poems; read my work at your own discretion.

Other important details about my blog

This is not a spoiler free blog. This is the furthest thing from a spoiler free blog, for all forms of media I consume. If you happen to find my blog while you’re working through a piece of media I talk about, you will see spoilers everywhere, and I suggest you block the main tags for the fandom; I tag almost every post I create or reblog with the relevant fandom and characters, so blacklisting the tags should catch most, if not all of them. I mainly post about Hollow Knight, but you’ll occasionally find my nattering about Bug Fables and Rain World on here too.

For trigger tags, I will only put the relevant word. I am not interested in trigger tagging a post with every variation of the tag under the sun, so I will simply use the word itself. For example, if there is mention of alcohol in a post, I will only put ‘alcohol’ as a tag, instead of ‘tw alcohol’ or ‘alcohol tw.’ Blacklisting post content should be able to catch both my way of trigger tagging as well as all the other variations. Also, aside from major/common triggers, everything else is ask to tag, but I have limited time and energy and cannot cater to everyone’s needs. Dreamless involves a fair number of darker themes, and is overall a somber story; I will warn for things where I think is appropriate, but please note that I am a college student writing this story and running this blog in my spare time for fun. Approach my content with caution and discretion.

I sometimes talk about politics on this blog, particularly around my home city, Hong Kong. Political posts are typically tagged with #current events and/or #serious, depending on context. Posts specific to my home city will be tagged as #hong kong rants. Please block these tags if you don’t want to see these posts.

Regardless, welcome to the shitshow! I hope you find stuff that interests you here!

Dreamless AU — Yet Another Hollow Knight AU

yayyy another au. tldr; what if the moths never turned their backs on the radiance, and the radiance was actively trying to help hallownest? in other words, the pale king fucks a lot of shit up and it comes back to bite him in the ass

Perhaps the story goes a little like this…

It begins with the Radiance with her moth tribe, and Unn with her mosskin. The gods are aware of and respect each other, coexisting peacefully. Some trade occurs between the two tribes, and all is well.

Keep reading

#whee no tags

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yukilumino · 7 years ago

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I can’t believe this became longer than expected! A chapter about Kafu’s story (My OC, for the ones who doesn’t know her). At this point of time have in mind: Kafu has been in the Port Mafia for 3 years or so, She has interacted with the agency before, she doesn’t know their abilities nor they know hers and the events happen a month after [this] I think that’s all the context you need, for more info go to her tag on my blog or feel free to ask. This hasn’t been proof-readed, so sorry for possible mistakes. This is written in second person so you can know more about how Kafu thinks and feels (or at least I tried to). First time portraying BSD characters and a lot of self-indulgent dialogues.

Spider Lily [ words 4,852 ] [ tw: Kidnapping, stalking ]

in the language of flowers, red spider lily means: Never to meet again/Lost memory/Abandonment

“Remember, at 8 o’clock I’ll come to pick you up”

That was your deal. Chuuya got you a free day, but you had to fulfill all of his requests. It wasn’t a bad deal, in fact, you gained more than him, reason why you obeyed every word he said. You didn’t want to cause him any problem, after all.

You watched the car went away quietly. When it totally disappeared from sight you walked to the big building that was at your back. You didn’t even remember why you chose that orphanage or when did you decide to send part of your money to them. But before you were aware of it you loved those kids as if they were yours. The moment you crossed the main door an avalanche of tiny bodies were running and hopping to your arms. You couldn’t answer all of their questions, but you for sure felt loved. It was going to be a great day.

The morning was progressing like any other time you went there. You first talked with the headmistress about issues with your bank transferences and then you’d have all the time you wanted with the kids. You even had prepared a couple of songs for them. They enjoyed them a lot and you loved their happy smiles, it was a win-win situation. After your “private concert” they ran again where you were -they were always running, though- and started talking about how they were doing in the orphanage and how happy they were because Kafu-chan visited them again. You didn’t always have the time you wanted to visit them very often. Actually, you only visited them each two or three months, so it was special when it happened. Suddenly, you realized one of them wasn’t there.

“Momo didn’t come to play.” –Said one of the children. “Momo! You are so boring, always reading alone.” “Don’t you like Kafu-chan??” “So selfish, Kafu-chan came to visit us and you only think about reading.”

One after another the voices of the kids called Momo, but they only received a minor look from him. Momo was an 8 years old boy with dark hair, grey eyes and a book always in his hands. He was shy, very intelligent and he barely talked, although, when he did, their conversations were really mature for a kid his age. Socializing wasn’t his strong point, although you knew he was good hearted and more loving than he seemed.

“Momo appreciates books, but I know he appreciates us even more! He is one of us, after all, so we are not going to let him alone.”

That said you went where Momo was. This time he stopped reading and stare at you with curious eyes. You were sure he wanted to play, but also knew that chapter was too interesting for him to let it unfinished. Not a problem for you, though! You bowed with your back before him, doing signals with your hands. At first he looked a bit confused until you explained that way he could continue reading and be with them at the same time. Then a little smile drew on his face and Momo didn’t take too long to be on your back, still with the book in his hand. You played with them for a long time as if hours were seconds. Your ability didn’t affect children so you felt safe every time you were with them. No barrier could separate you, you could be yourself and it was the life for you.

Noon arrived before you realized it and the headmistress demanded your presence in her office. The kids complained about it, but you told them it should be important so they had to be patient. You also promised you’d prepare them a surprise to be such good kids. You followed the headmistress through the corridor and when you entered her office you could see some familiar faces. You never thought you would ever see them again after how they got to know you were in the mafia. Much less knowing how you only said goodbye to them without explanations about it, but there they were, eyes fixed on you.

“Long time no see!” –Waving at you with a smile, Dazai seemed less surprised than you. “N-Nagai-san….” –Atsushi, on the other hand, had this face full of worry and mixed feelings. “Nagai-san, please, take a seat, we would want to talk to you about something.” –And there went Kunikida, always straight to the point.

The headmistress looked at you with total distrust and followed all of your movements while you sat on the armchair that was indicated to you. Interrogation was the right word to this entire situation. You already knew the main subject of it, so better be clear from the start.

“Of course, I’ll answer all of your questions, but I’d want to point something out. Maybe I’m from the mafia, but it’s not my hobby to kidnap orphans. You know, I prefer people around my age.” “Ohhh then this is going to be faster than expected! Good~” “You are what?! How do you-??!” –And the headmistress lost her cool faster than you expected. Although Kunikida coughing and putting his glasses correctly was worth your comment. “A little bird said to me two of them went missing and that the headmistress explained to them that they had been adopted. Despite this, they suspected it was a lie, because nobody came to visit them and it wasn’t announced at all.” “Which one told you that?” “You tell the sin, not the sinner~. However, you dismissed them in front of their partners and now others call them a liar and they feel terrible because of it. If you are going to tell a lie, headmistress, at least make sure you don’t hurt anybody in the process. Would you?” “A pitiful girl from the mafia is scolding m-?!” “Being the fact that two minors have disappeared. Shall we continue our work?” –Despite having a smile on his face you could swear you felt annoyance from Dazai’s words. “May you take a look at this, Nagai-san?” –Kunikida continued, passing some envelopes to you. “The headmistress informed us these letters have kept coming during this past month, and you are its addresses. Maybe they can contain any hint?”

You were a bit startled by Atsushi’s words. Technically nobody except Chuuya knew you went to the orphanage, or at least it would be somebody who definitively would contact you in person. You didn’t understand what was going on so you decided to open them quickly. Cut letters pasted on paper creating nasty sentences accompanied by some photos of you, some of them covered in a substance you preferred not to think about. The content of the envelopes were without a doubt, perturbing. You left your recent discovery above the office desk to make the rest aware of the situation. You had handled with stalkers before, but none of them had reached this level. The thoughts of all the presents in the room were cut by a knock on the door.

To the answer of “come in” a little girl opened the door. She was one of the children you were playing with before, Haru. She brought an envelope with herself.

“Ka-chan, sorry, but a man told Haru to give this to you.” “Oh, don’t worry, Harucchi, thank you.” “Haru. Did you know this man or did he tell you something more?” –Kunikida kneeled before her. “….” –But Haru was so scared of him she didn’t tell a word. “Don’t worry missy! Kunikida may have this stern face and be obsessed with ideals! But he only wants to help!” –Dazai to the rescue. “Dazai….” –Although Kunikida wasn’t really pleased about his ways of doing it. “Nope…” –Haru finally stated.- “He only wanted Haru to give the letter to Ka-chan really bad. So Haru has been a good girl and came here quickly!”

“I’ll make you look only at me” and a photo of you with Momo on your back were enough for you to get up and hurry out of the room in his search. Knowing him you were sure where he may be and your only wish was to be on time. You arrived to Momo’s room and it was a mess, that bastard was faster than you. Glued to the window was a note with an address on it…He wanted you to go. You ran to the entrance, but were stopped by Dazai, who was waiting in front of it.

“You weren’t thinking on going alone. Were you?” “If giving that man what he wants saves Momo be sure I’ll do it. Alone or not.” “Well, I wrongly formulated the question, my apologies. This is the agency’s work; it’s our duty to go. My real question is: Are you coming or not?”

You kept silent for a moment, that question stole your words. You understood what he meant and your slight opened mouth changed to a smile. An energetic “yes!” left your lips and he smiled back. You hadn’t time to waste.

Kunikida drove all of you to the addressed destination while Dazai and he explained in detail what they had on mind. You’d go first to distract the kidnapper because that way he would think you went alone. Meanwhile, they would inspect the area looking for the children. With the kids safe and sound, Kunikida would stay with them and Atsushi and Dazai would go and finish the job. Atsushi nodded in agreement, but at the same time was worried about leaving you so much time with your stalker. You told him not to worry because you knew how to defend yourself and joke with an “I’m from the mafia, after all”. Atsushi’s face showed he was having a hard time assimilating it. He was so pure…

Old and abandoned houses lost in nowhere had a discount for criminals or he just was so cliché? You approached the building, the broken windows allowed you to take a peek inside, but of course he wasn’t going to be on sight. You took a deep breath before entering, but didn’t hesitate; you had a mission to accomplish. Soon the kidnapper appeared behind you, you heard his steps, but you stayed still. Maybe it was risky to let him do this, because you didn’t know what he was going to do, still you need him to feel he was in an advantage position. He put his hands on your waist and whispered something nasty on your ear. Then you turned around and distanced yourself, telling him that without information of the kids you wouldn’t do anything. This bastard answered he had them on a cage and if “you were good” he’d give you the key to it. He also pointed out if you didn’t obey him he couldn’t assure the safety of the children. If he always flirted this way you were pretty sure he had to be alone as fuck. Then you suggested him to go to one bedroom to be more comfortable “a ruined entrance hall wasn’t your idea of erotic”. Neither of this was, really, but the rest would need space to operate and with both of you in the entrance they surely wouldn’t have it.

“Ahhh, I’m so happy. I knew you would accept me sooner or later. I still remember your words about how I didn’t know you and that you could perfectly be an assassin or a Mafioso. You asked if I could love you despite that. But now I have my answer! I don’t care what you are, baby, because if I’m as bad as you then our relationship should be perfect! As perfect as you…”

Then he reached a hand and touched your cheek, looking at you with sick eyes. Those love-sick eyes you had seen so many times. With him this close you could recognize he was a regular customer in the bar where you performed. You turned him down a couple of times and it seemed like he wouldn’t give up easily. Although it wasn’t his fault, your ability was the culprit of him having these wrong feelings. Instead of anger, you felt sympathy for him, yet you wouldn’t allow the guy to do as he pleased only for pity. He took a sip of your ability, got intoxicated and touched what he mustn’t. Now he was going to take the full bottle and regret it deeply.

Key in hand you left the bedroom and found Dazai and Atsushi looking for you in the corridor.

“Nagai-san! Are you ok?? How was-“ “I’m okay, don’t mind me. Most important, Atsushin, where are the kids?” “They are sound and safe. Kunikida-kun is at the entrance with them. I’m sure they are dying to see you.” –After Dazai’s answer you were again in a hurry. “Excuse me then! Ah! The kidnapper is in the room! He’s tied so he won’t give you any problem!” “T-tied?!” “Oh~?”

Was he still half-naked when you tied him? Well, unimportant details. His dignity died enough the moment he called you “Kafu-sama”, but now it was Atsushi and Dazai’s problem. At the moment your only preoccupation was the rescued children. The instant you arrived their location they ran to hug you, their scared faces changed to bright ones when they felt your arms around them. The tension, the worry, all disappeared and seemed like a distant nightmare and you couldn’t be grateful enough.

“Kumiko, Momo, Aki. Did you say thanks to Kunicchan?” “K-Kunicchan?!” –was the only contribution Kunikida made to the conversation. “Ahhh, sorry Ka-chan, we still didn’t do it.” “Don’t worry cuties; you have gone through a lot. Do you still remember how to do it~?” “Yes!!!”

Three high-pitched voices talked in unison just before jumping where Kunikida was, starting a group hug. Kunikida’s stability didn’t take long to fall and so he did with the kids clinging onto him. He shouted a lot, scolding them not to attack people that way. He seemed embarrassed at the same time as happy and even Momo was playing along with it. The scene in front of you was so heart-warming and cute you couldn’t help but laugh at it. While this was happening Atsushi and Dazai returned, police already informed to take care of the kidnapper. You went near them while listening to the situation and wait until they stopped talking. Then you broke the distance and hugged them tightly. Each one was embraced by one of your arms and your heads were together. You usually were afraid to be so close to people due to your ability, but you felt so grateful for their help, you were so touched and happy your body moved on its own. “Thank you…” was what you said in a soft, but cracked voice, wishing your feelings would reach them. You stayed in their warmth for a bit before let them free again, looking at them with a sincere smile. The silence was then abruptly cut by three familiar figures that continued their hug attack with the three of you.

The situation returned to normal after Kunikida scolded all of you, this was a serious matter, for god’s sake. For now you were thinking how to return to the orphanage, because you were too many to properly fit the car. You also had to wait for the police to arrive, so Atsushi suggested to divide yourselves between those vehicles. You kindly refused for obvious reasons and added you had to make some things before coming back. Although Momo and co. accepted it would be safer for them to wait for the police, they complained about you going. Dazai agreed with the kids and offered he to accompany you “It would be sad for a beautiful lady to go by herself!” he claimed. That way the space problem would be solved, so you hadn’t much of an option.

Dazai and you took a taxi to the city and he asked where you wanted to go. He looked amused by your response, but you really need to go to the supermarket. You weren’t familiarized with supermarkets so when you got inside it your eyes opened a lot and you stated your amazement in a loud voice. The cashier told you not to raise your voice, still you couldn’t help it. Chuuya always took you to restaurants because you both hadn’t much time to cook, so this was new for you. Dazai chuckled at your back, but you would have done the same to be honest. You went where he was, grabbed his hand and told him you both had a mission. You promised the children you would make them a surprise and they went through a lot so you wanted to keep it no matter what. You thought making Sukiyaki would cheer them up, but you never did it before, so you need his help. Dazai kept staring at you with amused eyes and then he started making exaggerated gestures with his hands, saying how you of course would need his help and how he couldn’t leave a damsel in distress. After laughing at his behavior you started your purchases. Dazai suggested all kind of ingredients, from beef, noodles and mushrooms to wasabi, crab and mochi. No matter how strange it sounded, you put it in the cart without questions. When you were going to pay, Dazai tried to charm the cashier into giving you a discount, but you stopped him on time. That wasn’t right! No matter how ironic it would be coming from someone working for the mafia.

“That has been really enjoyable!” “I’ve never seen someone so excited about buying groceries.” “Well, in company all is better and we did it to make somebody happy. I’m sure it will be delicious!” “Do you think so?” “Yes! Because they are the ingredients Dazacchi helped me choose!” –You couldn’t erase the smile from your face, you were wishing for the kids to prove it. “Dazacchi, huh?” –He kept silent for a moment, somewhat thoughtful. – “Then I was also a good kid! I deserve a prize too! Maybe something like-” “Here!” –Before he could continue you put in front of his gaze some colored and strange-flavored candy. “You have the habit of cutting people’s speech halfway, did you know?” “Ah! Sorry! I just-“ “These are for me?” –He cut your sentence on purpose with a smirk. “…. “–You looked at him for a bit before laughing at the situation and kept talking between chuckles. – “Yes, yes it is. I realized you were looking at them curiously and I thought they would be a cute detail! O-only if you want them.” “Of course I want them! You bought them only for me, they are legitimately mine! “ “Ok, ok~” –You gave the candy to Dazai who was stretching his arms like a toddler asking for a new toy, pout included. “Do you think I could choke myself with the wrapper?” “Don’t you prefer me to feed you?” “Only if it’s mouth to mouth~” “It sounds like fun~, but only if you don’t try to die with my present.” “Your rules are so tough, Kafu-chan.”

Your little stroll with Dazai was accompanied by endless small talk. It was about the most trivial things, but you treasured every word of it. For some reason you felt comfortable by his side and didn’t mind to show it when you were together. Time always flew quickly when you two were chatting and before you were aware of it you were again at the orphanage. You told Dazai to go with the rest, because you had to talk with the headmistress first. She welcomed you with a serious face, yet different from the one she gave you when you clashed hours ago. Her gaze softened a bit; sorry and thanks being her initial words. She was sorry for unconditionally doubting you and thankful to you for rescuing the kids. You accepted her apology, but you had already made your mind and had a long conversation ahead with her.

The sun was hiding by when you finished talking, but you didn’t care, you wanted to leave all this matter clear and closed. You were again at the entrance hall, ready to go. The weather prevision was right per once and you were happy for buying an umbrella because of it. The downpour made the afternoon darker than usual, just like your mood. The more you got away from the orphanage, the more the children filled your thoughts. All the time you spent together, all the smiles they brought to you and then sudden flashes of this incident. “It is for the best, it is for the best” you repeated like a mantra, still the pain wasn’t going away. It always happened, you loved things and then you had to say goodbye to them, but this time you’d make sure they stayed alive. You got to the place where the mafia would pick you up and sat in a rock bench, it was wet, but whatever. Ahhh! These depressive thoughts wouldn’t make you any good! Your kids were going to eat the most delicious sukiyaki ever, be happy and grow healthy! Because that’s what they deserved! And you…well, you…

“There’s place for one more?” –A familiar voice cut your train of thought. “… Dazai-kun? Why aren’t you with th- Ahh! You are going to catch a cold!”

Your reaction time was amazingly slow, but how could you ever think someone would go out without an umbrella in weather like this? You tried to cover Dazai with your umbrella as fast as you could, although by then he was completely soaked. Soon he was the one holding the umbrella, because the 21cms of height difference resulted in a comical situation if you were the one doing it.

“Please, take care of yourself. What were you thinking going out in the middle of a downpour?” –You said while trying your best to dry Dazai with your little handkerchief. “Because the last time you ran away without a word you disappeared for a month.” “…You should be with the rest.” “To be honest, I think it’s the other way around.” “Don’t be silly, I’ll cry like a baby if I do. Besides, I can’t stay.” “…” –Dazai looked at you with a bit of disapproval. “This time I’ve been able to protect them, yet I don’t know if it would be possible a next time. They were attacked because of me and I can’t let that happen again.” “It’s the price to be attached to something. The more things you have, the more you’ll have to lose” “You are right, but I’ll never regret loving them. Not a single time. If I do I’ll be denying the fact they made me so happy.” “Although right now you have this sadness in your face and a hole in your heart?” “Yes.” “It’s a contradictory feeling the one you have.” “They gave me hope and strength. It doesn’t matter if I’m sad right now having to say goodbye, because all these good feelings will stay with me forever.” “Will you be ok losing what you love again and again only for the sake of its safety?” “No. I’ve lost enough things and I won’t lose them anymore.” –You raised your head after being looking at the rain all this time and looked Dazai in the eye.- “I’m going to fight, I’m going to return as a better version of me, using the strength they gave me.” “And what strength would that be?” “Love” “Ohh?~ And you said it so confident at all!” “Of course! I’m not ashamed of how I feel. Love is the best feeling ever!”

Then you raised both of your arms enthusiastically and hit the umbrella in the process, which swayed by your action. After your “woah!” you helped Dazai stabilizing it by holding his hands and continued talking for a bit with a smile before letting him go.

“To protect what I love I’ll become unstoppable” “And your plan starts with you sitting on a wet bench under the rain” –Dazai teased you. “Says the one who came walking under the same rain” “Achooo!!! Ahh~ my body is losing its warm! Maybe the day when I finally receive the hug of death has come???” “pfff… Not on my watch” –You couldn’t help but laugh at his exaggerated affirmation and decided to get along with it. You sat closer to him, shoulder against shoulder and covered the hand that was holding the umbrella with yours. - “I know it’s not very much, but you could also, you know, return before the mafia picks her subordinate up.” “Or I can keep you company until they arrive.” “But-“–Your complain couldn’t continue because Dazai rested a finger on your lips. “Shhhh. If you try to kick me out now I’ll be very offended! Besides, the agency has dealt with the mafia before. No less than Atsushi-kun had a bounty on his head.” –Your surprised face had to be real, because Dazai smiled and kept elaborating. - “Atsushi-kun’s ability… he’s… a weretiger.” –By then you already knew he loved to be dramatic, but you must admit those pauses got your attention. “He’s a big sized kitty!!! I want to pet him!! I bet he’s very fluffy and big in tiger form, like a giant plush!!” “A plush that can break your neck.” “Well, I’ll die happy then. Like in movies when people die in their lover’s arms.” “That’s the spirit for a double suicide!!” –Dazai looked incredibly excited for a moment. “I see… but it would be sad. I mean, I wouldn’t want for the person I love to die just after finding them.” –You made a pause, put together your hands and couldn’t avoid smiling softly. - “Rather than committing suicide together… Wouldn’t it be better to find together a reason for living?”

Dazai kept silent for a while looking at you, silence that was soon ended by the motor noises of a car coming near you. It stopped in front of you and you already knew who they were. For your surprise, the one getting out of the car wasn’t Chuuya, but Kouyou. This made you a bit nervous, because, Kouyou, despite being your mentor, didn’t appreciate you a lot. You were afraid of what could happen and then Dazai stood up and greeted her with total confidence. You felt your heart skipped a beat.

“Shall I be surprised? What are you scheming now, Dazai?” “You flatter me, Kouyou-nee-san. Can’t I keep a lady company?” “Your smiles may fool a bimbo girl, but not me.” –Her tongue was as sharp as her katana, but you were already used to it. – “Kafu-kun, I suggest you to choose better your companies.” The rain stopped a few minutes ago, so you closed your umbrella and stood up too. In a way, you appreciated Kouyou’s comments despite them trying to be hurtful. People always showed their best side to you due to your ability, so said comments showed a part you weren’t always able to see. In addition, she gave you the opportunity to change and let you stay, reason why you expected for both of you to get along someday. However, today wasn’t that day. “Don’t worry, Koi-san, I won’t give you any problem. Besides, I trust Dazai.” “Perhaps did he tell you about his past or the real him?” “For me, the real Dazai is the person who has been with me until now and the one I trust. To tell about his past or his secrets is for him to decide and it won’t change my mind.” “Why so?” “Because he’s my friend.” “…you are so naïve it’s risible. Let’s not waste more time, it’d probably start raining again.” –She turned herself around direction to the car. - “And you, take care.”

You looked at Dazai and saw him waving, still being very quiet. You knew Kouyou would be impatient soon, but you didn’t want to go away like last time, not now. Then you offered your umbrella to him.

“Please, take it. I’m not going to need it and I don’t want you to catch a cold for real this time.” –You left the umbrella in his hands and smiled at him again. - I have said it before, but thank you, for all… Well! I have to go or Koi-san is going to get even more irritated! See you!”

Moments before you could go into the car a voice called your name so you stopped for a moment and turned around. “Thank you” were Dazai’s words. Your eyes brightened and a big smile was brought to your face, you nodded and then parted ways. It was a bittersweet day and a lot of things happened, leaving a mix of feelings inside you. You were sure it would bring consequences in the future, but for now, you peacefully looked outside the window, observing all those bright lights sparkling in the dark of the city.

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