#tw: shoulder dislocation

[huffle-dork]

Whumptober Day 8: Sleep Deprivation

When I saw this prompt I just knew I had to draw for one of my fav Marvin fics by @beerecordings !! Is it normal to have a comfort fic be a torture fic? Probably not HFGFH

[im-an-anthusiast]

There is something deeply wrong with self-harm itself finding ways to hurt you. In becoming more than which you intend.

It hurts to look at, does it not? The red, swirling down the drain. The hair, littering the floor. Just in a reminder of its own presence, the knife is twisted, pulled out and plunged deep.

There is something deeply weird about self-harm itself finding ways to hurt you. In becoming an insatiable ouroboros of agony.

The handiwork of hands that work still, but only on this. Even they hurt, don't they? The parts of you you have cut off, severed, trash against you, be it in fury, confusion, or pure pain. So, they inflict it too. You rid the edge of red, only painting it a deeper shade. You try to use your nails instead - but they bend with masochistic overuse.

There is something deeply right about self-harm itself finding ways to hurt you. In becoming just harm.

[chalupaconspiracy]

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[paradoxesofgalaxies]

I thought I might finally be able to do some embroidery today, but last night my right collarbone (which doesn't typically act up) popped out while closing a sliding door. Husband was able to reset it right away and it hadn't been hurting today so I thought it was fine but it's back out again and now my neck is acting up too ;;;-;;;

I want to embroider!! I want to paint!! I want my shoulders and collarbones to just stay where they're supposed to!!!

[spn-fanfic-reblog-writes]

So in a fic I’m working on I had this idea that at some point my oc and Sam are possibly making out (you could just make it a Sam Winchester x oc) when they realize her shoulder is dislocated. She’s got a higher pain tolerance so she didn’t think much of it until later and she keeps wincing and Sam catches on.

'What was that? You winced.'

Sorry it took so long. Mental health was a bit off with packing to move. Enjoy!

Sam Winchester X female!Reader

Rated: Teen and up (kissing, implied reference without actually stating, injury)

Summary: After a hunt, the adrenaline gets to them and they start enjoying themselves back at the bunker only to find out Y/N got hurt.

💋🔪

“Hey,” yelled Dean happily from the map room as Sam and Y/N walked down the stairs. “How’d it go?”

“Ok,” said Sam.

“Got thrown around,” replied Y/N from behind Sam and shrugged, flinching at a pain in her arm. Rubbing it, she walked across the floor to the table and set her bag down. “How’s your vacation going?” She smirked at Dean.

Dean rolled his eyes, closed his book, and got up.

Y/N smiled, teasingly and opened her arms for a hug.

Dean came up, bent over some, and wrapped his arms around her with a grin, “Glad y’all came home in one piece.”

“Me too,” she agreed with a small squeeze and hiss.

Dean pulled back with concern in his eyes, “You ok?”

“Yeah, just sore,” she explained.

He looked over to Sam with a smile and moved to him with a hug as well. Stepping back, he inquired, “Need anything?”

Y/N and Sam shook their heads.

“A’ight. I’m gonna head to my room and let the love birds relax,” he teased and walked into the kitchen, grabbed a beer, then headed towards his room.

Sam and Y/N rolled their eyes at him. She giggled and Sam huffed with an upturn of his lips.

Y/N picked up her duffel bag from the floor with a small grunt and rubbed her arm leaving her hand on her shoulder, the pressure feeling good. Sam tugged on her duffle causing her to naturally let go. “Be right back,” he bent and planted a kiss on her cheek then headed to the hall to their room.

“I’ll grab some beers,” she called out, letting her arms swing as she strode into the kitchen.

Once back at the map table, she opened her beer and grimaced as she set Sam’s bottle down. She rubbed her shoulder again thinking it must be a knot but it didn’t help. Shrugging, she took a long sip of beer and set it down.

Hearing footfalls, she turned in her seat with a small smile and a quirk of her brow. She pursed her lips slightly causing the smile to widen.

Sam quirked a brow and grinned. He slid into the chair next to her and patted his lap.

She sat across his lap, her legs over the armrest with a smile only for him, then leaned over, slotting her lips against his. Her body relaxed against his frame, her hurt shoulder leaned against his chest drawing a hiss from her.

“What was that? You winced,” Sam noticed.

“Nothing,” she informed. “Just a knot or something that’s bugging me.” She tried leaning back down to continue kissing Sam but he held her in place with a raised brow.

“You’ve been hurt before without realizing how serious it was, Y/N.”

With a sigh, she got up out of his lap and sat back in her chair facing him.

He started examining her shoulder quickly causing her to flinch with a painful grunt. He chuckled warily and shook his head, “Only you could have a dislocated shoulder and not notice.”

“You like me with my high pain tolerance, so shut it, Winchester,” she teased.

Sam leaned over and kissed her lips, chastely, “I do but right now let’s go to the infirmary to see if we can find you an arm splint.

She grumbled, wrinkling her nose, and reluctantly followed him.

Tag: @myloversgone @riley-phoenix

[kevyeen]

did i tell you guys about that time i thought i'm a parkour god (i'm not) and jumped over a fence only to fall on my elbow and a) bust it open and b) dislocate my shoulder and c) laugh hysterically because our distraught principle was running towards me and her coat was bellowing after her dramatically while i was trying to not pass out as i lay on the floor?

it was on a school trip and the other side of the fence was two metres below of where i was jumping from and i didnt know.

i was 'parkouring' because i wanted to get on a swing in the playground. i was 16.

[ghost-proofbaby]

i think this perfectly encapsulates this trio in my redemption durge playthrough

[divineprank]

Hello everyone! ♥ 

Sorry for the lack of activity from me on this side of my blog! I just wanted to give you a small update and let you know what’s going on. Allow me to warn you that the following will contain descriptive mentions of chronic pain, advanced arthritis, skeletal injury, spinal injury, paralysis, shoulder dislocation, surgery, and shoulder replacement surgery. I am a caregiver for my physically disabled mother who normally struggles quite a bit with her usual physical limitations. Twenty years ago, she was in a horrible accident that left her partially paralyzed from an incomplete spinal cord break. She can walk and talk and feed herself, but she’s quite limited in her daily life and she is often in a lot of pain as a result. 

Unfortunately, as she’s grown older, she has developed arthritis in her left shoulder, like many of us do. Sadly, it’s progressed to a point that her arm has literally dislocated itself. You see, she has stage IV arthritis -- this is the worst “grade” your arthritis can be rated. Having stage IV arthritis means that the cartilage has completely worn down and now the bone has been grinding against bone. What this means for her is her shoulder bones have ground against each other so much that it is no longer physically possible for her arm to remain locked in her shoulder joint where it belongs naturally. Because of how bad her arthritis is, reducing the shoulder dislocation--that is, to set the arm back into place--is impossible. There is literally nothing for her skeleton to lock together, the shape of her shoulder anatomy has been permanently altered due to the progression of her arthritis. Since they can’t pop her arm back into place, she is facing a total shoulder replacement. Right now she is in an immense amount of pain and her usual limitations have been amplified ten-fold. So, I’ve been really busy with helping my already-limited mother maneuver life around basically having only one arm, as well as trying to manage her terrible pain until we can get this surgery taken care of. We’re almost there, she just needs a medical clearance from her lung doctor because she just got over COVID. 

To those of you who are waiting on the asks you sent me, and to those who are expecting some older threads I have drafted: I am still here, I am still present and I definitely want to write with you guys. Ganondorf’s muse is on fire and I want to be a pyromaniac! But things will be a bit slow from my end for a little while. I’ve just got a lot going on at home right now, haha.  Please don’t let that discourage you from reaching out, though! Even though it sounds like I’ve got a lot going on, writing is one of my favorite ways to decompress, so I’m still VERY open to receiving asks, getting tagged and talking through IMs (or Discord with mutuals!) right now! Plus, I’ll definitely still be chipping away at what I owe you guys! I’m hoping to get a bunch done by this weekend! But yeah! All this craziness aside, I am normally kind of a slow RPer, but with the situation at hand, I know I’m going to be even slower, so I’m writing this because I’m a little paranoid that I’m coming across as aloof. I want to be open and honest with you guys in case it seemed like I was procrastinating or ignoring anyone! Thanks for reading; I appreciate your understanding and I hope you all have a great night! :) 

[bronze-stag-of-rocyria]

Obedire

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Green eyes shine happily unseeing feeling the rain on their skin as they're deer-like ears flick hearing the sound of their father approaching them.

“My Little God? What are you doing out here? It's raining and we can't have you getting sick now can we, Shekhikhi?”

Their father's voice echoes in their ears, as they wince go to respond annoyed. No that's not right, worse the want for bloodshed screams in them, crying out for them to reach into their burning inner darkness.

“...I needed...a moment away, away from being The Bronze-Stag, away from being a god...just one to feel...something other then what is expected of me.”

Shekhikhi hates their trembling voice, as they shake with to many emotions at having to preform always and forever... Thane's hands go to pick up his little fawn, putting his head to theirs.

“My fawn, why do you think that, this is what you are. You know it, your powers, your growing antlers, even your tail. You're fate is this, don't you understand that?”

Shekhikhi can't stop themself asking softly out to their father to appease him. He always loves their singing.

“Father? I know a new song? C-can I...show you? I've been working really hard and I know I've got it perfect to show you!”

Thane blinks at this his bronze eyes shine curiously where had his fawn heard this. His pretty little fawn-child always was so naturally good, a prodigy at music.

“Sure, my light go on give it a go.”

Shekhikhi looks so excited at this distracted from their depressing thoughts for the time being at being giving the go head from their father.

“In the shadow of His light we stand,

With faith and fire in our hearts, For the Empe-!”

Thane slams Shekhikhi into the ground with an angered glare, reaching down watching his child flinch away at his touch to their right shoulder blade and arm knowing what is coming and how it's about to get worse then just the pain from being slammed down. Shekhikhi notes the burning pain in their tail, knowing somethings wrong and knowing the pain of dislocations so well...Not just their limbs will be dislocated this time it seems...

“Wait-Papa please, no don't-..! I'm sorry, Sorry sorry!”

Shekhikhi's plead falls as always on deaf ears, the fire like pressure on their shoulder blade felt eternal, growing more and more painful and then....the loud sound of their shoulder popping out of place, echoes in their long ears with a wobbly sob escaping them still wiggling to get away from their angry father.

“Enough, stop fighting me, this is what happens when you disobey me, when you do things you're not allowed! I am done, it is time for you to know the meaning of obedience and only obedience!”

Shekhikhi hates this the growing dread at every word escaping their father. He can't be serious right? He's just angry and disappointed in them. He has to be, he wouldn't steal their little bit of freedom, he wouldn't! His father's aura though was burning with rage. By...Themself? By The Bronze-Stag please, this can't be-! Oh no, He would... Shekhikhi feels their tears running down their face even faster, snot running from their nose, sobs escaping louder, breaths panting and panicked for this not to be happening to them, as they can't breath with the terror filling their soul.

The sounds of and agony of their other shoulder and arm being grabbed and pulled out, at their hips both being popped out of socket as well, at their knees and elbows now being taken out alongside their wrists and ankles in their father's rage.

Thane's voice echoes coldly, sealing all hope away from his fawn-child's soul and mind. A dreaded spell binding through them making sure the child would never disobey him or anyone again.

“Obedire.”

And with their body tattoos and scarification the word bounds to them, making it forever their fate, all they will ever know when that word is said...Is to Obey and be a good puppet from this day forth, as Thane picks them up and beings them back to the center of the place they picked to worship the little limp god Shekhikhi and worship they would...

[ducknotinarow]

[2k12 Rasey]  “It looks worse than it is. I’m sure it’ll be gone in a couple of days…”

| 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 & 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒   𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄          

Raphael looked at his cell once again, eyeing the last text sent between him and Casey. Weather wasn't gonna be the best for them to go and paint the town red tonight but seemed like everyone was looking to sort of make it a night in together at the lair. April offered to bring snacks, Mikey had pizza ready to order up, Don and Leo went about selecting their movie choices. Might be lame, could get stuck watching lame nerd shit. Was how the turtle with the most attitude phased his text to his boyfriend, but ya know might be nice to spend time with the others he had also tossed in because despite what he said or acted like it was clear it did like spending time with his brothers and April. So it might be nice to do so with his boyfriend as well. Raphael asking without asking if they could maybe join in even if they might hate the movies they get stuck with? Because he would never outright say he simply likes his families company. Besides they could make fun whatever stupid thing they get stuck with so they could be fun.

Casey seemed fine with that idea, or maybe he was just aware of what Raph was asking, chances ere he just might. Saying he'd be there so Raph made sure he saved the best spot for him and Casey, the corner of the couch so they could lean against each other and rag on the movie, enough to be heard to annoy if they wanted. Well slightly being just out of the way if they got snug enough against each other so if they really got bored they could as Casey once told him do what you're actually meant to do at the movies. And make out.

As everyone else got in with what they were bringing along though and Raph turned to look back for maybe the tenth time hoping when Aprils voice called out Casey would be strolling on in with her. Only for his heart to sink a little when he didn't see that bright and wide, toothless grin he came to adore so much. He slumped in his place as looked at his phone. Casey did say he was coming right? Yeah he did. He didn't miss any calls from them, Don made their phones so signal wasn't an issue? If something came up Casey would have texted to let him know. Quirking his beak a little he sent another text simply asking where they were. Well everyone settled in, Raph hadn't even paid attention to what was on face to his phone he settle for even that little read to at least say he looked at it and was maybe on his way. But his mind started to wonder and worry the more the minutes went by near half way through the movie and he's wondering if he should just cut his losses and call them. That's when he finally hears the turnstiles move, the familiar clicking sound the bars made when they passed through them.

It had to be Casey clearly, as he turned to look over face was already fixed into a scrawl. Drawing up a leg to rest his knee on to the couch, a hand plants on the ground already working to push himself up from his spot. "Jeez ya coulda least said you were runnin'-"

Words had got caught in his throat his sentence left unfinished once eyes settled on to Casey. He'd seen Casey look pretty banged up many times sure, after hockey games or practice, or even the nights they got a little bit of bad luck on that landed someone just a bit more hurt. But it was all something you could walk off in the end. Raph was no stranger to the bruises Casey often carried, hell some where even from Raphael himself. These were fresh though they were still redden no where near cooling down into shades of blue or purple.

Raph's eyes hadn't once left Casey, when they walked in further, he wasn't the first one to turn and notice them when they made their way through the turnstiles Mikey moved ahead and was the first to gasp and gawk at Casey's state in that moment. Casey went on to talk to Mikey seeming to act as if it was all nothing to worry about, Raphael however was too busy looking at every movement Casey made. He saw how they favored one leg of the other how they were hold on to a arm that was hanging far too loose. How his shoulder was hunched in an odd way, his breathing seems wrong, like breathing hurt him alone. There dried blood around his nose and a split in his lip. He's all scuffed on top of it all covered in dirt and grime. His clothes are wet but some spots are soaked. Like he had landed into puddles, there's scraps on the bits of skin not covered and a tear on one of his sleeves. Eyes look back towards Casey's legs he can see something seeping in against the black of his jeans, not quite like the water. There's something about how Casey is holding himself in the moment he clearly didn't win said fight but even when Casey got his ass handed to him he found it in him to still boast.

Finally he moved and near stormed over to Casey and Mikey, still not a single word given as he brushed past his baby brother getting. No hellos exchanged or a word of worry given to Casey.

"You're comin' with me." Is all he tells them before setting a hand on their back and pushing them away from everyone else. Raphael didn't need pay a single word to anyone else in the lair, they all got the message loud and clear from the lack of shouting on Raphael's end. Slowly they all returned to movie, as Raphael brought Casey to their well sort of medical area. It was the best they could make so with, bed to rest in if anyone got sick and some medical supplies they got lucky to find. Can't exactly go about a doctor to fix them up when any of them got hurt. Ignoring anything Casey tried to say as Raph pushed him into the room. Door shut behind them. "Sit." is all he overs as he walks over them over to the bed, least Casey was willing to listen.

Raph took a moment to look them over better, eyes mostly focused towards Casey's arm fingers gently feel over the shoulder, he knows a dislocated shoulder when he sees it. Looking back over Casey's face, he moves to cup their cheek in his hand, not the usual hold he gives them. He's looking close at them eye the scraps, and bruises they don't seem too bad though. You think that would settle him but it just made something else come over him instead. "you look 'ike shit." Normally a remark like that would have bite to it or a teasing undertone. There was neither in his voice.

“It looks worse than it is. I’m sure it’ll be gone in a couple of days…”

Raphael wasn't sure if that was meant to ease his worry, or piss him off. Normally he be yelling at Casey, scolding them even like he always dose but he hasn't really said much of anything. He gestures his head to Casey's shoulder a moment. "Pretty sure 'hat won't fix itself in a few days." His tone lacked a lot of his usual snark even when he spoke as he felt over the area again, deeply rubbing in against the muscle, surely working a whine out of Casey from the pressure he places there. It been like that a bit too long you could feel Casey's muscle had started to lock up, explained the breathing and why Casey was holding it as he was. Gently rubbing small circles with his thumb he could feel how tight it had gotten, he could easy imagine how painful the spasming muscles had to be. There nothing but a low growl working under his breath as every point of his fingers seems to cause hitches in Casey's breath. Itching for answers but he was trying to focus on one thing at time here.

"try and relax" Raph simply says a word of warning "it'll be easier if you stay limp." he adds in as he moves to set his hand against Casey's arm still gently rubbing circles to their muscle to sooth it over and help Casey stay relaxed as they were, he didn't want them to brace themself.

It's a little different than doing it to another turtle, their muscles are a bit thicker least compare to Casey's own. HE shouldn't need much force. Once it seems like Casey is ready he waste no time giving them a second to try and expect it would just make Casey tighten up. One hand set to the front of their shoulder as Raph got Casey's to lift his arm. Fast and forceful he snaps his movements quick to slot the joints back into place. All that follows is the sicking sound of bones and flesh shifting and popping into place. Followed by the pained grunt Casey lets out. Letting Casey arm settle as he gently returns to rubbing soft circles over their shoulders. Soon he reaches over and pulls their head in to rest against his plastron while they ride out the pain, softly allowing fingers to pet over the back of their hair.. Something to help ease them and focus on a different sensation as Raphael just idly stroked over Casey's hair. Tangling his fingers in-between the dark deep black color of them. He can feel gravel trapped in all of Casey's hair slightly combing it for them as he worked tangles free. Just holding Casey close to himself as they breath through the pain. Raph isn't always the best when it comes to mapping out his emotions, he can't always put words to his thoughts, but he understood when he was angry. Seeing Casey like this just kindle it in his vines.

Casey breaths out as they speak again seemed through the worse of it, they were going to need to ice his shoulder Raph thought before he moved back from Casey. Foot hooking the near by chair so he could drag it over to sit in. Fingers drag across their arm but stayed to rest there as he looked at them. Moving his gaze down to Casey's knee now he drops his arms and lifts there leg, working to roll the denim up so he can get a better look at their knee.Raph didn't ask, nor care to tell Casey what he was doing he was simply rolling it up till he work it over their bloody knee. Another growl works from the turtle as he eyes it. It wasn't too bad, but still. Fingers glide down towards their ankle slightly taking hold to try and twist it a little and gauge the reaction Casey gave. Nothing seem broken that's good.

Reaching over he snags bandages, and some rubbing alcohol they had to help clean it up. He's trying his best not to lose it just yet, working quietly as he starts to warp the bandages around Casey's leg. Not the first time he's fixed Casey up either now is it? He's done this before when Casey went to far trying to prove some point taking on too much stress and made stupid choices. Only to get hurt like this in the end. He can hear Casey voice drop low when they call his name. Looking up at Casey again. His eyes are soft and sad, his mouth curved in a frown, mouth moving to speech.

"i'm not mad at you." Raph cuts them off with. "I don' care ya late, I don' car ya didn' text me or call me or whatever the fuck! I fuckin' pissed off at how bad ya are Case!" Less Casey got attacked and was lucky to make it out only banged up. He huffs out a puff of air at that thought. "Ya go silent on me and then when you show up ya look 'ike 'his! an' wanna act 'ike is no big deal well guess what dumbass it is a big deal! A major big deal!" He doesn't care if anyone else can hear them right now as he shouts."To them! to me!" he fixes a look at Casey "I get it ya mister tough guy gotta stroll around like ya fuckin' arm wasn' in place!" Now all his anger is coming out, flaring as he's known to do. Then reigns in his anger or tries to at least.

Letting eyes fall back down to their knee, he knows Casey can handle himself. His anger isn't aimed Casey's way in the slightest here, he dosen't know what happened he just know Casey is hurt and he ain't okay with that. Leg all taken care of Raph doesn't bother with rolling back down Casey's pant leg as he moves to stand up now, hand lifting to take hold of their chin so he can tilt their head back and look at them. Thumb strokes over their cheek as he sets a hand down beside them and slightly leans leans in on Casey. Nothing about the look in his eyes is clam though, his touch on Casey's cheek is more observing whoever hurt them did. Sure Raph is aggressive and he's just clearly upset that Casey got hurt. Casey's fine they are going to be fine. Casey's faced worse he knows that all too. Hates it but still. He just lets his star settle over brown, brown eyes he loves. He drawn in his breath clearly trying to keep his cool.

"Are you okay?" he asks for once since pushing them into their little medical bay area. He sees how Casey looks at him, a slightly smile as they try to tell him he's fine. Raph just hums clearly that answer wasn't enough for him. Honestly? he wanted to hunt down who ever hurt Casey, hell he felt like he could take one anyone when mad enough. And right now? Eyes blinked slowly when he opened them again he saw nothing but white, hot seething rage. Ready to demand who did it make Casey tell him and head out and do twice as worse to them. One of Casey's hand set on him though and he blinked again.

Shifting green eyes back to really look at Casey, it was enough to cool the hot head down a notch or two as he just growled again. Sometimes annoyed how easily Casey was able to do that. He wanted to got bat shit crazy on whoever hurt them, chances were if he did learn who did it? Well Raph would do just that but have time to not outright beat them to an inch of their life. Letting his forehead rest to Casey's own.

"You own me answers Jones, an' I am beatin' up whoever did this got it?" slightly pulling back now just enough to change the angle of his head as he pressed a light kiss to their split lip. "We should still ice your shoulder. Think ya foot can take weight?" he asks soon smirking a bit as he decided not to give them a chance to answer though. "I know your the prince between us but ya hurt so" scooping his arms under Casey's legs he easily pulled them into his hold, Casey weighed nearly little to Raph. from how often he threw them around. Smirking bright as he he started to head to the door, to go to the kitchen meaning everyone would get to see. "But I think ya still should get the princess treatment too."

[just-an-anon-reader]

The Forgotten Sister

Pairing: Ekko x Fem!Reader

Tags: Minimal use of Y/N, no specific description of the reader, friends to lovers, CW blood, CW injury, CW, violence, CW guns, TW death.

A/N: Soo I just couldn't wait! My brain was goin into hypersimp

Prologue — Chapter II

Chapter 1

It's been seven years since then. You've grown and changed. Granted, your leg remained weak, leaving you limping, but the rest grew strong. Responsibility tends to have that effect on the people who bear it. Almost immediately after Ekko founded the Firelights, group consensus made you the resident saw-bones.

How? You hadn't the slightest idea. You did, however, have a lingering suspicion that Ekko had a hand in it. Especially with his vastly exaggerated recounting of the time you popped back Vi's dislocated wrist after she thought it would look cool to punch a concrete wall with her bare knuckles. Although you initially accepted the role reluctantly, you performed it in great stride. Applying everything you knew from your own experience as a sickly child while learning the rest from tomes Ekko would you bring every now and then from their scavenges. You grew to become a pretty skilled makeshift doctor. From common colds to bullet wounds, everyone entrusted their lives to you. Ekko, most of all. 

And today was supposed to be just another day as a makeshift doctor. 

Just beneath a set of branches on the firelight tree stood your infirmary. Big enough only to house ten patients at a time, it was considered one of the largest areas in the hideout. It might not have been the prettiest, made up of strewn-together sheets of steel and wood bolted at the seams, but it did just fine. Inside, standing in front of a row of cabinets, assumingly counting the stock of medical supplies, was you. Your lab coat swayed with the gentle breeze that drafted in from the open doorway. The wooden floorboards slightly squeaking as you leaned against your cane. Mind adrift to the events from earlier that morning. 

"You be careful out there, Ekko. Salve and bandages can only do so much," you say, stuffing his right jacket pocket with supplies.  Bandages, salves, ties for bleeding, pain meds... were you missing something?

"You make it sound like you haven't saved lives with those," he chuckles.  

Noticing the subtle trembling of your hand, Ekko reaches for it. Pausing your mission to stuff his pocket with the whole infirmary and instead giving it a gentle squeeze in the hopes of comforting you. It always worried you every time they went out on missions. They never ended cleanly. Some would never come back. While others would end up rushed into a cot in the infirmary. Their blood soaking the floor, staining it red. It was never a pretty sight. 

"Salve won't magically close bullet wounds or weld back hacked-off arms," you bite back, returning his comfort with your own. 

"Just... come back home. In one piece, preferably," you say, looking up at him. 

"We will, Firelight," he replies, gently bumping his forehead against yours. Closing his eyes as he breathed in the scent of you. Antiseptic and lavender. Weird, but uniquely you. 

You did the same. Basking in his warmth, in the feel of him. Letting the butterflies flutter in your gut as you felt the tips of your ears flush. After a moment, you step away from each other. Confident and resolute. Ekko gave you a firm nod before walking away... 

"-C! DOC!" A voice boomed, snapping you out of your reverie with a squeak of surprise. 

A man stood beside you. He had large wing-like ears and a cut pink button nose that looked out of place on his gruff face. Scar. 

"Geez! You scared me! And when did you get here?" you say. 

"I've been calling for you since I got in here. Get your head back on your shoulders. You got a few to patch up. Nothing serious this time, " he said as three boys from the group started filling the space. 

You saw to them, one by one. A couple of bruises, some cuts, a nick or two from a grazed bullet that'd need a few stitches. But nothing too serious. Good.

"What happened out there?" you asked, cleaning away the filth and gunk that stuck to the dried blood on one of the boy's shoulders.

A hush fell over the conversation. Confused at the sudden silence, you turn your attention to the chimeran. Scar had that look. The one you've gotten used to since the situation with Silco started to escalate. Started to turn more... violent. When it began to become... personal.

Jinx...

"I see, and Ekko?" you ask as you grab a pack from the cabinet. 

"'Course you'd ask about him." Scar teased. Earning a glare from you. "He's fine. Just finishing up. I'm sure he'll come over soon." He says, walking away, his tone not any less teasing. 

You could only scoff at his antics. For such a rough and gruff person, his penchant for teasing certainly takes some getting used to. Focusing on the task, you tenderly clean the area around the wounds. Expertly stitching and bandaging with a quick and skilled hand. Before long, all three boys lay fast asleep on their cots. Ice towels on their bruises and bandaged arms or legs angled away to keep them from snagging. Satisfied with your work, you started cleaning up. Throwing away bloodied gauze and used needles while saving the rest for future use. After all, supplies down here in the under city don’t come cheap. Just as you were about to put away the last pack, Ekko's voice called to you from the entrance of the infirmary. 

"Firelight! Get over here. There's something you need to see," he said, tone urgent. Almost... somber. 

Worriedly, you hobbled to him as fast as you could, a difficult task when you're also trying not to trip over your cane. 

"Hey! What's wrong? You hurt?" you ask, hand on his shoulder, nudging him left and right as you inspect him for any wounds he may or may not be hiding from you. 

"I'm fine, I'm fine... but there's someone else you should see," he said, placing a hand on yours on his shoulder. His eyes shifted to something to his right, then back. Pointing. 

"Who-"

You felt your breath catch and the wobble in your knees. There stood a young woman. With wild pink hair that glowed where the sun would hit it. And blue eyes that sparkled as they looked at you. She looked tired and haggard. Like she hadn't had enough sunlight in years. But that face... you knew that face. It may have aged over the years, but it was still... hers. 

"Vi?"

"Hey there, shortstack. But I see you aren't so short any more. And, I guess it's Doc around here, huh?"

With a stumble, you shuffle towards her. The thunk of your cane against the hardwood floor being the only sound between you two. You stop in front of her at arm's length. Slowly, nervously, you reach out to her, hand trembling as you carefully cup her cheek. It was warm, it was soft, it was... real.

"You're... real?" you whispered.

"I sure am," Vi whispered back. Her own hand reached out to cup yours. Thumb gently rubbing circles on the peak of your cheek.

"You're not a nightmare? Or some ghost here to haunt me 'cause you're still bitter about that time I popped your wrist back wrong?" you said, wet hiccups mixing with blobs of tears gushing out of your eyes. Sniffling as you felt snot beginning to drip from your nose. You always were a messy crier. Pulling you in, Vi embraces you tightly, letting you sob against her shoulder. Drenching the fabric of her jacket with tears and snot.

"I missed you, baby sis. So, so much. I'm so sorry I left you alone. It'll never happen again. Ever." Vi says, holding you tighter. Feeling her own tears beginning to fall, staining your white lab coat gray.

"I missed you too..."

[2aceofspades]

For the injury/angst sketch prompts-

#15 with Casey Junior and Future Leo? :) Maybe F! Leo has to re-locate Casey’s dislocated shoulder or leg… And Leo doesn’t want to hurt him. :( Might come to the point that F! Donnie has to fill in cause Leo just can’t do it.

15.) "I can't. I just can't."

This one stumped me for ~reasons~ , but hopefully I did it justice in the end

TW: Eye Strain/Bright Colors, Blood/Injury

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finch knows they know more -- but they don't interrogate them. they've always been aware that, in the grand scheme of things, there were more pressing matters to be dealt with, to focus their rage on, a bigger picture. they should be focusing on how to best help their team in the arena, strategies to go over, things like that -- not rampaging around backstage demanding to know who popped their tribute's arm out of its socket. but focusing on things they can control -- like finding whoever it was that did this -- rather than what they cannot -- like who lives or dies and what to expect in the arena -- feels better than sitting around and just taking it. if they had to be labeled as impulsive or vengeful for it, so be it.

they slap amp's hand away from their shoulder halfheartedly. finch clears off one of the desks for them to lay down on and silently move into the right stance to pop it back into place. they aren't a professional (and they hate that they actually wish she was here now to fix this), but they know what needs to be done -- it's not as if this is the first time. they reach for amp's wrist, a firm grip as they slowly move their arm to a 90-degree angle from where they lay. "shouldn't have been holding you in the first place," finch grumbles. "if he was doing his job, this wouldn't have happened. but we all know how good they are at that, don't we?" there's a bitter twinge to their voice and a cynical little smile as they finally pull the arm into its rightful place with a satisfying noise. "you're gonna need the brace." they mumble, moving to sit by amp once they're up, too. they glance at amp briefly before adding dryly, "and a makeup wipe."

they'd been taller than finch since they were fourteen years old, but these moments never failed to make them feel about two feet tall. it's the shame, if they had to guess. the shame of being seen like this. the shame of someone knowing how bad it was. even if that person never, ever held judgement or disapproval to them for their circumstances, never blamed them for any of it, gave them no reason to feel this shame, it burned all the same. and as finch pulls them to a chair to sit, the pain becomes more intense now, the adrenaline dying down and letting everything actually hit them. sitting down jostles their arm no matter how careful they try to be and they inhale sharply, voice slightly strained as they try to answer. "i don't...i don't know." a half truth. "he..." they debate for a moment. "i didn't see his face." a half truth again. they're not lying to finch right now. the peacekeepers all looked the same in their stupid get up, which was kind of the point. there was no way to know for certain who it had been without amp hearing him speak, and the idea of being marched around until they heard the right one made them almost as nauseous as the pain in their arm.

when finch asks if it's dislocated --again, dislocated again, this is far from the first time it's happened since they came back-- the half shrug they give is white hot pain, and they swear sharply under their breath. "i, i didn't notice, i was-- was just trying to get away from him. i, uh-- fuck." it's sharper this time as their opposite hand goes over their shoulder as they try to move their arm, the motion feeling as wrong under their good hand as it does down their bad arm. and there's the answer. "yeah. yeah, he-- i fucked it up. i pulled away. wouldn't have happened if i hadn't pulled away. he would have let me go." it almost sounds like they're trying to get themself to believe that, which...yeah. and now this adds another step to this entire stupid process, because they'll need that stupid fucking shoulder brace once it's back in place and this is going to fuck up the few days they have left, actually. they're only vaguely aware that the pain made their eyes water again, brushing it away when it itched and their hand coming away black and blue and silver. they know they look like absolute shit now.

[paradoxesofgalaxies]

I got woken up by trigeminal pain this morning hours after less than four hours of sleep 🫠

After meds, heat, and ice, the pain is under control but I'm exhausted and defeated

[magics-neptunes-things]

Cheetah

Hello everyone!

So for once this isn't a request, but more something who was walking in my head rent free and I just had to write it.

I don't know a lot about motorcycle to be honest but i made some research, so if there is some incoherence, I'm sorry!

Also I start to translate the English in Spanish before stopping, because in the end almost everyone is supposed to talk in Spanish and I'm really bad at it (I only can command something to eat and drink).

Please let me know what you think about it and enjoy ♥

TW : Moto accident, Angst, Injuries and a little bit of autodestruction maybe.

“Come on Cheetah, everyone’s waiting for you!”

You sigh softly, putting the picture you were looking at in your bag. It’s a picture of your ex-girlfriend and yourself, during your happy days. It’s been three months since the breakup and you are still mourning the end of your relationship like if it was the first hours. You still feel numb and if like someone is constantly crushing your heart in their iron grip. It’s not getting better, and it probably never will. Ona was, is, the love of your life and it’s just impossible for you to recover from it.

Falling for Ona was easy. You met her when you were both 20, even if you come from Palma de Mallorca and not Barcelona. You are a athlete too, so it wasn’t hard to cross her path at one of the Spanish awards. Patri Guijarro was there too and like you she comes from Mallorca, so she introduced you both and the rest is history.

When Ona moved to Manchester, you follow her. You find a team to train your motorcycle and your skills there. You were still young but promising on the circuit and you didn’t have trouble the find someone to help you getting better. And better you get. Just like Ona in Manchester United, you easily improve your skills and became one of the best in the world. Sure, you were sometimes away from home and Ona for your competitions, but everything was perfect.

When Ona came back to Barcelona, you flow back with her too. Some of your team came with you, some other didn’t but you can’t hold it against them. You find people to replace them and continue to race on the top of the leader boards.

The breakup didn’t come from nowhere, you can’t say that. You knew how much Ona was worried when you race, scared that you hurt yourself. You never had a big injury until now. But just after Christmas, you were implicated in an accident and Ona had trouble to concentrate in something else than that since that day.

It wasn’t your fault honestly; you just weren’t able to avoid the motorcycles already lying on the road. So, you made a gliding flight and had a concussion and a dislocated shoulder, nothing too serious. But Ona was in Barcelona while you were in Qatar, and it took almost two hours for you to be able to call her, even if you make everything possible to have your phone back.

That’s what pushed Ona to break up with you.

“I can’t keep focusing on your future death while I’m in training or supposed to be concentrated on something important, Y/N/N. I’m so sorry.” was what she told you.

Can you blame her? No. Did she told you it was because she doesn’t love you anymore? No. Did you try everything to make her change her mind? Yes. You even told her that you will stop your sport. But she’s not with you anymore and it hurt like hell.

“Hi Cheetah!” make one of your opponent when you arrive in the garage, where the motorcycles are stored.

“Hola” you mumble back.

Cheetah is your nickname, because of your speed and the feline way you stand on your bike. But it’s especially Ona’s favorite animal. You wonder if she’s still looking at your race sometimes. Probably not. You never asked Patri who became your friend with the years, the girl never talked about your breakup either. You like it that way.

One hour after, you are on your bike, ready to start your race. Your helmet is a notch off from what security recommends, but you prefer to wear it like that. Ona had forbidden you to do so and you had accepted her request without flinching. But Ona isn’t here anymore, and you have no one to care about.

Well, your brother who is in your team maybe. And probably your parents, but even if you love them, they aren’t Ona.

The qualifying rounds put you in fourth place at the start, but after a daring overtaking you manage to get gain the third place. The weather is great honestly, a little bit sunny maybe but it’s better than the rain. You are in Italy after all.

The fight for the second place is hard, your opponent always manages to stand in your way to keep you from reaching it. It starts to frustrate you, even if your team keeps telling you in the helmet to take no risks. You don’t listen to them, still being careful not to make faults though, you don’t want to have any penalty against you.

“Lenta, hermanita por favor!” (Slower, my little sister please!)

You hear your brother’s voice but don’t listen to him either. He will probably kill you for it after the race , but if you manage to get the second place, it’s worth it right? Winning is the only thing that you have left. The only thing that makes you feel a little alive.

That’s why you don’t hesitate to take other risks to get the second place. Plot twist, you shouldn’t have.

It’s the first time since you’re a teenager that you lose the control of your motorcycle, but it’s a strange feeling. You feel yourself flying and the helmet getting ripped off your head during the crash. After that it’s all black, you just have little moments of consciousness from time to time.

“No no no no no! ¡ Y/N No me hagas esto! Respira por favor!” (Don’t do that! Breath please!”)

That’s your brother voice. You don’t know where you are, you hear people screaming and probably running next to you. But you are too tired. Falling asleep now probably will help you feel better, right?

“Sigue luchando. Piensa en Ona." (Keep fighting. Think about Ona.)

Ona? You think about her every single second of the day. You are surprised by this statement, but it has the advantage to wake you up a little. Your brother usually never mention your ex-girlfriend, knowing how much the breakup is destroying you.

“Alright we take her to the ambulance, now!”

If you were able, you probably would have rolled your eyes because of the strength that this man screamed with. You are not even able to open your eyes though, and you hate the way you feel your body not responding to what you want. But your head hurt and soon you are asleep again.

The next time you are awake, it was way quiet. You hear your parents and your brother, but you have to make a big effort to understand what they are saying.

“She called her name several times in the ambulance, but she’s asleep since”

Well, that’s embarrassing. It’s useless to wonder which name you called, there only is one woman in your head after all.

“Did you call her?”

Your mother.

“No. Y/N would have probably hated me if I did.”

Is he right? Maybe. You’ll think about it later.

“She has the right to know how Y/N is.”

Point for your father.

“I’ll call Patri instead.”

Well, it’s probably better that way. Patri is one of your best friends and if Ona wants to have news of you, she will ask Patri. But once again, she probably has no interest about your health anymore.

You fall back asleep again soon after that.

Patri’s face is white when she reaches the gym of FC Barcelona Femeni. It’s not Ona who realized it first, your ex-girlfriend is focused on her exercises next to Mariona.

“Patri you alright?” Pina asks, looking at her friend with worry.

Everyone raises their gaze on the girl, but she’s only looking at Ona. And Ona knows, right there. She gulps and stand up, her hand shaking.

“What happened?” Ona asks quietly.

But Patri takes her by the hand to take her out. She doesn’t want to explain to Ona what happened in front of the others. She doesn’t know how the younger one will react at the news, and she’s scared of her reaction to be honest. Every single person in the team know how much Ona is sad about your breakup, even if she’s the one who chose to have it that way.

“Y/N had an accident during the race” Patri starts, looking at Ona with attention. “I don’t know what her injuries are or anything else. But she has that awful crash, and they came with the ambulance and those kinds of white curtains.”

Ona knows what the curtains are for. It’s to protect the dignity of the runner in the case of a serious injury… or worse. Very worse. Her face passes from white to green.

“Is there a video from the crash?”

“I don’t think it’s a good idea to…”

But Ona doesn’t listen. Like you, she’s stubborn. She wants to know. She needs to know. She doesn’t know when the accident happened, but the video of it is easy to find on social media. She doesn’t react at all during several seconds and Patri wondered if Ona’s mind crashed, too.

“She loosened her helmet” Ona whispers at first.

“What?” Patri frowned.

“She loosened her helmet! She loosened her helmet and now she’s probably dead!”

Ona’s shouting and Patri prefer that, but it’s surprising. Ona isn’t the kind of girl who shout usually. She puts a comforting hand on Ona’s arm before talking.

“We don’t know that for now” she tries, with a comforting voice.

“Haven’t you seen the crash? Haven’t you seen of hard her head hit the ground? She didn’t move after that! At all!”

Patri doesn’t know what to answer at that. Ona’s right and she regrets to have inform her so soon, without having news of you. Or your brother, who had kind of a crush for Patri before realizing that she’s as gay as you are. You still tease him about it years later.

“I’ll try to call her brother, ok? But for now, let’s get out of here.”

When you wake up next time, you have enough strength to be able to open your eyes. You don’t know what time it is, but the sun is shining behind almost closed blinds. There is someone on a chair next to you, but you are disappointed to realize that it’s only your brother. Not Ona.

“Hola” he whispers when he realizes that your awake.

You only answer with a grunt, unable to talk for now. You feel sleepy again, but you want to talk with him a little bit.

“We are at the hospital. Do you remember what happened?”

You close your eyes briefly to make him understand that you remember. Your throat feels too scratchy to talk for now. You’ll learn later that they have to intubate you to keep you alive.

“You’re lucky you’re alive, I’ll kill you a second time if you weren’t. They want to get you back in Barcelona tonight, are you okay with that?”

You don’t answer right away. Why can’t they keep you here?

“The team think it would be easier to be somewhere where they speak Spanish. And we will be closer to Mama and Papi.”

Your brother seems to understand your questions. It’s a great thing that you are both so close. You close your eyes again now and he nods before taking your hand in his. You don’t really care where you are taking care off after all.

“You can sleep now. You need to rest to get better, ok?”

You squeeze his finger softly before closing your eyes for good now, falling asleep again. You are still asleep during the transfer to Barcelona and when you wake up again you are in the Spanish’s city hospital.

Once again, it’s your brother who is here when you open your eyes. He changed his clothes but he’s still here, reading a newspaper with his feet on your bed.

“Don’t you have a house?” you groan.

He rolls his eyes after having looked at you for two seconds. Maybe to realize that he wasn’t dreaming. He threw carefully the journal next to you without putting his feet down, but everything is still blur.

“I can’t read it” you whisper.

“The Spanish’ motorcycle prodigy almost died in an awful crash yesterday. Her condition remains alarming” your brother read for you.

He’s angry. You don’t answer anything, what should you say anyway? You know that it’s your fault, if you were a little more careful nothing of that would have happened. You know too that you aren’t on the point to die, your brother wouldn’t have scolded you if that was the case.

“What are my injuries?” you ask without looking at him.

He sighs loudly before answering.

“You have broken ribs, a broken tibia, your cheekbone too, your elbow is in pieces, your shoulder has been dislocated again and you have a massive concussion. They thought that you have something broken in your spine, but it’s just a massive bruise. Oh, and you have other bruises almost on every part of your body, when it’s not burn because of the asphalt. They had to put stitches somewhere on your head and your brow bone too.”

you stay silence for several seconds, completely stunned. These are massive injuries, you know it. It will probably need a lot of time to heal all of them and that mean that you will miss the end of the championship. You were on the top 3, and it’s an awful disillusionment for you. You were already picturing yourself on the podium at the end of the season.

“How many time am I supposed to stay in bed? Before starting my rehab?”

He frowns softly, not expecting this question.

“They don’t know for now if you elbow will be well enough to start racing again”

“Of course it will be” you snort.

“No” your brother answer. “It’s serious, Y/N. You maybe won’t be able to drive a motorcycle again. On a circuit at least.”

“You don’t understand. I don’t have the choice. This is all I have left now.”

Your breakup was awful for you, but it was for your family too. You weren’t always careful with you, but Ona pushed you to be reasonable and stayed in the track. Now you don’t have anyone to hold you back. Ona was the only one you were listening. You don’t listen to anyone now. Only your Abuela when she when she emotional blackmails you. But your loved ones try not to use that card too much to not burn it.

“You have to stop that. You still have people who care for you. The Oldies do, I do, your friends do. I know that the breakup sucks, but you can’t play with your life like you do.”

“Piss off” is all you mumble back.

Because you know he’s right, but what are you supposed to do now that he’s here with you and you would give ten years of your life to swap him with Ona? He doesn’t answer anything, knowing that you’re out of arguments and that you know he’s right.

“Did she… Did she call you?”

“She didn’t have to” he answers after a moment of hesitation. “I called Patri as soon as we were in your hospital room in Italy.”

This hurt a little more, to be honest. You are not aware that Ona was with Patri every time she received a call or a message from your brother. You sight softly before closing your eyes. Your head starts to hurt like hell, which is probably normal for a concussion.

You wake up several hours later and you already know that it’s the night. There isn’t any noise coming from outside your room and no light from outside. But there is someone sitting on the chair next to you.

“Ona?”

It’s seems almost impossible, but it’s definitively Ona. You are able to recognize her silhouette in the dark after all these years passed with her. Even if you haven’t seen her in the last three months.

“It’s worse than anything” she mumbles, looking somewhere near your broken leg.

“What?”

“Not knowing how you are. I thought that break up with you will help me to stop worrying about your races, but it’s worse every time. I almost called you or messaged you before every race just to hear your voice, but I just couldn’t. And then I learned about your accident, and I have to live with the thought that you were dead for several hours.”

She raises her eyes on you, and you have trouble to support her gaze, even if you are in the dark.

“I’m sorry” you finally say.

“Really?”

She seems unconvinced and she has every right to be. She knows you, better than anyone.

“Well, I’m sorry that you were worried because of me. But as you see, I’m alive.”

She rolls her eyes and let her back go against the chair she is sitting on. You still feel strange, without knowing if it’s because of the drugs or because you are dreaming. You don’t have really anything to lose, so you ask.

“Is it real life?”

Ona looked at you with an obvious surprise on her beautiful face. God you missed her so damn much.

“What do you mean?”

“Is it real or am I dreaming?”

“Are you making the move where you ask me if I am an angel?”

You stupidly laugh before regretting it, your ribs protesting hardly. Ona seems alarmed when you groan in pain, putting your non-injured hand on it.

“I’m ok” you whisper, taking several small breaths, the big one would have been too hurtful.

“You are not” Ona mumbles.

She’s right.

“It’s less painful than the thought that I lost you.”

She sighs once again and looks at her fingers before shaking her head softly. You wanted to grab her hand, but she’s on your bad side and your arm is in that awful cast.

“Tell me what I have to do to have a second chance, Oni. I’ll do every single thing you’ll ask me. I swear. Please” you beg when she stays silence for several seconds.

“What if I ask you to stop your stupid moto?”

There is a challenge in her voice, and you know why. One time, she told you that she’s not even sure that if she asks you to choose between her and your sport, you’ll chose her. At that time, you didn’t know that she was serious, you thought that it was something she wasn’t thinking and said due to the fight. How wrong you were.

“I’ll do it” you answer without any doubt.

She seems surprised, looking at you with two big eyes. You have always loved Ona’s eyes, some people said that brown eyes are the most common and expressionless. They never have crossed Ona’s gaze.

“I saw what a life without you is Ona and I don’t want that life. I want you and if I have to stop my sport, I’ll do it if you still want me.”

She sighs and rubs her eyes. She seems tired to be honest, but maybe because it’s the middle of the night and that she’s supposed to be asleep right now.

“I didn’t break up with you because I don’t love you anymore. I still do and I think I will for all my life. I need you to be a part of my life too.”

Her words are melody in your ears, but you feel like there still is something else. Like if something was restraining her.

“But…?” you mumble, looking for her eyes.

“But I can’t continue like this. I thought you were dead.”

She’s crying now and your heart hurt like if someone just punch it. You move in the bed, trying desperately to touch her or anything to try to comfort her. Your ribs and your legs burn awfully, and you ignore your elbow hurting in protest.

“Ona I’m so sorry, I swear” you say, managing to take her hand in yours.

The position is awful, and you wonder briefly if you can throw up even if you haven’t eaten anything since almost two days.

“I didn’t think it will hurt you that way. Please don’t cry” you continue.

She shakes her head softly, kind of laughing between her tears.

“Why would you think that?”

“Because you left me. And you blocked me everywhere.”

That point hurts, too. You weren’t even able to look at her social media to have news of her, you were reduced to follow fan’s account of her.

“I just couldn’t live with you popping randomly on my timelines. It hurts too much every time.”

You nod and that the gesture who make your position too hurtful. You roll on your back, trying to hold your whine of pain. But Ona sees it anyway and frown almost instantly.

“Do you want me to call them to have more painkillers?”

“Are they ok with you being here? I don’t want them to make you leave” you admit with a law voice.

There is a beam of silence.

“I won’t leave your side” she says in a comforting voice.

You want to believe that she means it for like all your life. But having her tonight is what you have best for now. So, you nod, closing shortly your eyes when she rings the nurses. The door is open only a minute after and you open your eyes again when you hear Ona’s voice.

“I think she’s ready for more painkillers” the brunette says.

“I will give some to you” the nurse says to you before adding something in your intravenous. “What hurts?”

“Everything” you admit softly.

She nods and gives you a smile in sympathy. You look at her doing her things, missing Ona’s small winces at your admission. The nurse starts to talk again when she’s at the door, ready to leave.

“You will feel better like this. After that it will be great if you try to eat something. You will be sleepy for now though.”

Your eyes fly to Ona who is already looking at you. She said that she will stay by your side, but does she meant while you sleep too? She probably has training or somewhere to go. A match to play? You don’t know which day is it anymore, the painkillers are starting to kick already, making you confuse.

“Ona” you manage to say.

“Sleep, Hermosa. I’ll be here when you wake up, ok?”

Two weeks after, you are finally leaving the hospital. You still have to leave in a wheelchair, much to your disappointment. But with almost half of your body injured, there is no way that you are able to walk with crutches.

The only positive thing is that the person who is pushing the wheelchair is Ona and that she managed to make it funny, sliding on it in the hospital’s floor. Your brother is following with your suitcases, smiling softly while watching both of you.

After learning that you will be alright, you parents went home in Mallorca two days before you were authorized to go home. They proposed to you to come back to Mallorca with them and you have to admit that you miss your island, but there is no way that you are somewhere Ona isn’t.

When you felt better, you had a very intense and long discussion about your relationship, both of your feelings, what you both expect from that said relationship and where you want it to go.

Ona is the one who will look after you on daily basis, but sometimes your brother will need to take you to your appointment when Ona is away or training. The end of the season is soon here, but there still is the Olympics this Summer so she has to prepare herself intensively.

Your girlfriend’s here, one month after, when you are in the doctor’s office for the worst moment of your professional life. Sitting next to you, she’s holding your hand when the doctor looks at you with an awful sorry face.

“I don’t know where to start” he begins, playing with the sheets on his desk.

“Just go straight into it, Doc” you sigh softly.

You know already that you will hate what is going to be say. Ona’s fingers stroking your hand help, but your heart is still beating faster than ever.

“You are making good progress, I saw that they removed your cast on your feet, but we are really concerned about your elbow. We don’t think it will be fit enough for you to be able to start motorcycle in a professional way anymore.”

You were waiting for it, but it’s still hurt to hear that. Motorcycle is the only thing you knew since you were a teenager, you never thought about doing anything else in your life. You swallow softly before passing a hand on your face. You did everything you can to be able to start again, followed every advice your team gave you. But it’s not enough.  

“I don’t know what to say” you finally mumble, looking at an imaginary point somewhere on the desk. “It’s all I know; I don't know how to do anything else.”

“I can pick you an appointment with our psychotherapist if you want to. It can help.”

“Can we leave? I’ll tell you if I want one”

For now, you just want to get out of this office and be able to breath some fresh air. Ona helps you to get up even if you don’t need help anymore. You suppose it’s a way to comfort you. You are glad for her. She doesn’t say anything while you are getting out of the building, but she doesn’t let your hand go when you lean against the railing once outside.

“What am I going to do, Ona?” you whisper softly.

She let go of your hand now, but it’s only to pass her arm around your waist and hold you close.

“Whatever you want mi Amor. It’s ok not to know now, but you still have a bunch of possibilities. We will figure it out together, yeah?”

She kisses your cheek, and you close your eyes, letting yourself being cuddle a little more. It’s not the same feeling that the one when you lost Ona. You know there is different exit doors, you just have to find the good one. Ona will be your light in the dark.

Several weeks later, you are in France. Not for a race, but for playing the WAG for your girlfriend who is playing the final today. She introduces you to others girlfriends/wife of her teammates and you get along great with everyone. You watched every single game in the stadium, and you were able to see Ona several times in between. You missed her and she was worried sick to let you alone at home, but you are pretty fine.

You are famous in the world of sport so it’s not a surprise that you are not able to skip some interviews while going to the stand to attend the finale.

“Y/N” said one journalist when he puts her microphone under your mouth, with an awful French accent. “You announced your retirement sooner this month because of your massive injuries. How are you feeling?”

“I’m still sad about it, of course. It wasn’t my choice and I think it makes it harder but I didn’t have the choice. I’m sad not to be able to finish the championship this year, I was really well ranked, but you know…”

You shrug, thinking that’s between his accent and yours, people on social media will have a great fun.

“Do you think you will come back in the motorcycle world one day?”

“Not as a racer obviously, but why not. I still need to figure what to do with my life, but first I have to heal correctly.”

“Thanks for your answers” he smiles. “Do you have a favorite for today?”

“Spain, obviously” you smile back.

“Have you a favorite player?”

You almost roll your eyes at that. Your relationship with Ona is a common knowledge for everyone, you are not hiding yourself. You both weren’t as famous before and you were posting without really thinking about it.

“Oh, I don’t know… Number two is pretty great” you smirk, looking at the jersey you are wearing.

You hear someone giggle in the background, and you are pretty sure to recognize Irene’s wife waiting for you with Mateo. You soon say goodbye to the journalist to find your place in the stand. You are sitting next to Ona’s family obviously and your family made the travel too. They are sitting next to other Majorcans people, Cata’s family and Mariona’s brother and mother aren’t far away neither.

When Ona smiles at you during the national anthem after looking around to find you, you smile back and say “T’estimo” to her. You know that she can’t hear you, but she easily can read it on your lips.

You don’t know what the results of this game will be, like you don’t know what you will do in several months. But you know you will be fine, because you will be with her.

Ona is your forever and you don’t want another.

[iheartmapi]

Mapi angst? Pls🥹

Answer: This is my first time writing angst but I hope you’ll like it 😭

What I dreaded the most

Summary: You’re Barça’s youngest player, which makes your teammates call you the “kid” of the team. The team is supposed to play a match but you’re nowhere to be seen, which causes Mapi to be anxious and worried. She later learns that there was a good reason for your absence.

TW: mention of a dislocated shoulder, car crash, hospital, brief mentions of pain and wounds

Angst with happy ending.

Word count: 2,261

Y/n Y/l/n was Barça’s youngest player, her teammates were quick to jump in on calling her the team’s “kid”, upon her first time hearing her being called that she couldn’t help but feel as if it was meant to be a subtle punch in the gut, like “kid” was something derogatory, perhaps it was a bit childish but slowly over time she started feeling warm whenever one of the girls called her that, even if it was a simple “hey kid” or maybe even “kiddo”, there were many variants, but all became a familiar and nice nickname.

Out of the entire time you’ve grown the closest to Mapi, the girl’s eccentric and often times unpredictable personality absolutely charmed you, the two of you enjoyed joking with each other, frequently talking with each other during breaks at training

Today, was the day of a match for Barça, Mapi was in the locker room, sitting down on a bench whilst talking with Ingrid and Aitana. There were only a few minutes left before they’d have to go out, yet you haven’t arrived yet, this weirded out Mapi as well as Ingrid and Aitana when they brought it up, you weren’t one to be late to anything (Mapi liked that trait of yours) so what the hell happened? Mapi couldn’t help but shift anxiously in her seat, her mind thinking of the worst outcomes; something must’ve happened to you, or perhaps someone? You were her close friend, she always had this natural worry in the back of her mind when it came to you, maybe because you were so young…She looked around the locker room, hoping that you’d finally appear somewhere and explain that something came up or something. “Did she tell you guys anything?” Mapi looked up at her teammates, concern written all over her face, “Nah, listen Mapi…you have to calm down” Ingrid assured her, patting her shoulder “You should listen to Ingrid, Maps, I mean maybe Y/n caught something? You know how it is” Aitana agreed with Ingrid, Mapi appreciated that they were trying to get her to calm down but nonetheless it didn’t help her, she sighed and lowered her head. “We can always try and call her” Aitana proposed and immediately retrieved her phone, Ingrid nodded and did the same.

And so the girls started calling Y/n’s number, but to no avail, it seemed like her phone was either turned off or hadn’t been charged, this only made Mapi‘s panic worse, other teammates tried to call her as well but no one got an answer.

“Something must’ve happened, she’d never pull something like this” Mapi frowned “I have to talk to the coach” she added and stood up from the bench she was sitting on, Aitana and Ingrid wanted to tell her to give it up since she was completely off contact, so what could the coach do? But they let her go anyway, Mapi marched to find the coach, and when she did she didn’t save any of her concerns from the coach, she needed to search for you since this was incredibly weird, but in the end all she got was a “We can’t do anything about it María, you have to focus the match is about to start, Y/n will probably come over in some time anyway”.

Mapi came back to the locker room with her head held low, Aitana and Ingrid were still on their phones trying to call you up, as well as Keira, Patricia and even Alexia…it was clear they were feeling irritated at this whole situation, some more than the others. They had to break it to Mapi that they couldn’t just keep on trying to call you for hours on end since they had a match to play, Mapi was feeling terrible at this point, but they were right, even if she wanted to she couldn’t just run out of the stadium to go looking for you right now.

She sat back down on her bench, taking a sip of water to try and do anything that could calm her down even a minimal precent, Alexia came up to Mapi, sitting down next to her on the bench, “You shouldn’t be worrying so much, I’m sure Y/n’s fine, wherever she is…” the blonde tried to comfort her teammate, Mapi looked over at her friend smiling slightly “Yeah I guess you’re right Alexia…we’ve gotta focus on the game” Mapi’s smile falterd after she said that, she could feel it’d be hard for her to concentrate on anything else other than you right now, she wished she could listen to all the things her teammates were saying to her, but they couldn’t help her at all.

There was no more asking or calling now, they had to go out and play at this moment. As Mapi stood there on the green pitch she felt as if she was doing this for the first time, like she was a stranger among her teammates, it was as if her own feet were misleading her, she could see Ingrid, Aitana, Alexia and the rest looking at her with confused looks, as she was barely managing with her defense. Mapi’s concern for you overtook all her senses, and in result as the first half neared its end, it was no shock that Mapi was taken off the field for someone else to replace her.

Weirdly shaken up and distressed she made her way back to the locker room. She sighed, she sat back down on that same bench she was sitting earlier in a much calmer state than now, Mapi held her phone in her hands, she still had a hope that as her screen light up she would see a notification from you, wherever it was a message, call or anything else. She blinked and there it was, as if what she was hoping for came true, there it was, clear in a simple black coloured font

Y/n:

It’s bad Mapi

Attached to your message was your localisation, Mapi’s eyes widened, in that moment she knew that she had to drop everything to see where in God’s name you were all this time, her levels of worry were going through multiple roofs, she grabbed her bag and sprinted out of the stadium, she had to go to that localisation at this exact moment.

The setting was only a little bit off from the city, the countless buildings were clearly seen in the distance, she neared the localisation that you sent her, it wasn’t hard to miss the absolute train wreck of what seemed to be a car crash ahead of her, Mapi pulled up, close to the scene. She got out of her car, running towards the collision, red and blue lights flashed, two cars were crashed against each other, it looked like one of them quite literally rammed into the other one, there was an ambulance, where he could see a couple of paramedics rushing here and there, and finally there was a cop car, one cop was speaking with a civilian who was leaning against the ambulance, they had some bandages on them, but it seemed like they were the less hurt party in all of this.

Even if it sounded bad taken out of context Mapi couldn’t care less about them or anything else than finding you right now, she ran up to one of the paramedics, asking all about you, if they knew anything, “There’s a woman inside the ambulance-“ the paramedic told her, Mapi didn’t even want to listen to them finishing their sentence, she hurried to look inside the ambulance. Surely there was a woman inside…but it wasn’t you. It wasn’t possible for you not to be here, where the hell were you?! Her hands were shaking, were you dead? You couldn’t be, she walked further…then she felt as if a massive rock was taken off her heart, she was you sitting on the roadside, your head in your hands, you were patched up, some bandages on your legs, but what made Mapi feel at ease was the fact that you seemed to be doing alright, she ran up to you, gripping your shoulders with her hands, you looked up at her clearly startled but your gaze softens slightly as you realized it was Mapi.

Mapi looked you up, searching for any wounds, cuts or anything of that kind, she was glad to see that you were still pretty much in tact. “Jesus Christ Y/n! I- I was so goddamn scared!” She exclaimed barely catching her breath, “What happened..please I’m begging you tell me!” Tears started rolling down your cheeks, covering the dried tracks of the small droplets from before you saw Mapi, “I’m..I’m not sure Mapi It- It was all so sudden” your voice broke as you tried to come up with anything that had sense to tell her. Mapi cradled your face in her hands, her thumbs wiping away the salty tears “Alright- Alright- listen please just tell me if everything’s alright Y/n, I was so scared…I knew something went wrong I just wasn’t…expecting all of this, please tell me you’re fine!” You sniffed, quickly nodding your head in a “yes” motion. “Dios mío…” Mapi muttered to herself

“Y/n I’m glad, seriously I’m glad, I don’t know what the hell I’d do if something was wrong..” Mapi revealed, a single tear running down her cheek, “Come here you big dummy…” she sniffed as she finally smiled, Mapi’s arms lowered slightly resting lower back on your back, she pulled you against her, wanting to hold you tight as if to ensure that some imaginary hurricane wouldn’t just come and snatch you away, she was tired from worrying the entire day.

The second she pulled you against her you suddenly felt a piercing pain go through your body like an arrow. You winced loudly in pain, Mapi’s heart started beating abnormally again, she looked at you, her eyes wide like cherry pies. “Y/n? Y/n?! What was that? What happened?” She started blabbering any word that came to mind as she tried searching for any way to do something, you started sobbing, tears falling like rain, staining your shirt that was already slightly dirty from the car crash.

The first logical step was to take you to the goddamn hospital, Mapi had to pick you up, lead you there- do anything to get you there without accidentally hurting you more. “Where does it hurt? I have to take you to my car, we HAVE to go to the hospital Y/n” Mapi asked, you managed to choke out a “My shoulder…” through tears, Mapi wrapped her arm around your waist, making sure your “safe” side could lean on her. “It’ll be alright, ok? I promise you Y/n, everything is going to be fine, you’ll be fine” with that she helped you somehow make your way to her car, Mapi supported you with each step the two of you took, finally the two of you got into her car, she wasted no time in immediately speeding off towards the closest hospital, the only thought keeping her going was getting you help. As Mapi was driving with you wincing and still crying from the pain next to her on the passengers seat she suddenly heard her phone buzzing, she guessed it must’ve been someone from Barça, the coach, Alexia maybe someone else…but there were too many things going on right now for her to be able to pick it up, she’d call later.

The white walls and typical sterile scent wasn’t comforting at all, Mapi was sitting in a chair outside of your hospital room…you had to get a scan right now, the doctors concluded that a dislocated joint could’ve been the cause of your sudden pain, then Mapi remembered she was supposed to check who was calling her earlier…she took out the sleek device from her pocket and checked missed calls, surely it was one of her teammates; Keira, Mapi pressed the contact to call her back, Keira answered quite quickly .

“Maps! What’s going on? We’re all worried over here!” She heard Keira’s voice on the other end, Mapi took a deep breath before beginning to tell her what just happened.

“Yeah…they said it’s possibly a joint, the doctor assured me that she should be fine though” Mapi said with a hint of disdain for the possibility that her friend’s state could be worse, Keira sighed. “We have to trust them Mapi…alright I don’t want to keep you up so long, we’ll talk later, yeah?” Mapi answered simply “Yeah…later” before hanging up. Just then she saw you being escorted back into the room, Mapi’s heart dropped, she hated seeing you like this, hurt and helpless, “Can I come in? That’s my friend” She asked on of the nurses, the woman nodded, and so she waited as the nurses put you back onto your bed and left the room.

“Did they tell you anything, Y/n?” Mapi immediately asked as she pulled up a stool for herself to sit on, you nooded, “Yep…” you turned your head to look at Mapi “Dislocated shoulder, I should be fine though, already got all the necessary things scheduled…I definitely feel better tho- thanks to you Mapi” you added and smiled weakly, Mapi laughed gently, she carefully tucked a stray strand of your hair behind your ear.

“I was so worried, everyone thought I was going to lose it…” she chuckled

“I’m already imagining that…” you laughed with her as well “But there’s no need to worry anymore Mapi.”