#tw: exile

[nekolikedacat]

c!tommy have faint burn scars on his forearms after exile, from covering up his face when c!drm would blow up his stuff.

after experiencing what it’s like to get burnt he only feels more guilty about the festival.

[fjdraws]

top 10 exile moments watchmojo compilation

[wonda-cat]

My c!Tommy exile arc zine is finally here! With illustrations inspired by @/alliumcola

I'm selling physical versions of this artbook for an extremely limited run of just 15 copies on Etsy.

Once they're sold, they're gone forever, so be sure to pick one up if you're interested or if you'd just like to support me and my work. 🌼

[icebear4president]

Remember back in the old days when we used to think the fandom over exaggerated the exile arc, and then you dig up clips likes this

[moriphyte]

the ghosts and gardens of exile

[hoglinz]

extra company

[teaableu]

Usagi in the Nexus what will he do (he’s been away from home too long)

[infizero-draws]

winter nights can be rather lonely

[senvurii]

can u be gentler wtf

[finalherrschers]

carry me in your teeth with tender jaws of sympathy.

[stemms]

I believe that c!Tommy’s kleptomania is one of the most fascinating and heartbreaking parts of his personality, as it adds layers to his character, and explains certain parts of the lore that some people seem to consider a simple bad habit and display of his childishness. I would like to elaborate on that further and explore the way it changed in the exile arc.

To begin with, c!Tommy has been suffering from kleptomania ever since s1, but contrary to popular belief, he had no malicious intentions. From the very beginning of the server, he was already severely traumatised to the point of having PTSD and lacked self-worth. So, understandably enough, he was craving something to make up for his self-hatred, and robbery became that thing. c!Tommy would mostly steal insignificant things because what truly mattered was the amount of things he possessed, not their value or rarity. After all, if he had a large number of objects in his possession, it meant that he was worthy, and nothing else truly mattered.

Since the very beginning of exile, despite his need to acquire items to stabilise his extreme self-hatred, c!Tommy adamantly refused to accept anything from his visitors because he couldn’t help but assume that the gifts in question were “pity items”, and being pitied was one of the things he hated the most. As his exile went on, the belief that no one cared enough to offer him a gift out of genuine care, only grew stronger due to c!Dream’s manipulation, c!Tommy’s severe loneliness, and the heartbreak of the Beach Party. However, with time, the blond has grown to trust someone other than c!Dream — c!Ranboo. Eventually, he allowed the enderman hybrid to offer him things, as long as he promised that his gifts came from the heart. As much as c!Tommy attempted to hide his true feelings, he cherished every single object received from c!Ranboo. These weren’t just objects, like the ones he’d often steal from people to feel worthy — these served as a reminder that there was something to live for, and at least, someone other than c!Dream genuinely cared about him.

Considering that c!Dream has been obsessed with c!Tommy ever since s1 (which included living in his walls and stalking him) and used his kleptomania and “destructive nature” as an argument to get him exiled from L’Manberg, he certainly was aware of the boy’s insecurity, and was looking forward to exploiting it to the fullest to break- no, shatter him :)

The daily routine of discarding his objects hurt c!Tommy far more than we could’ve imagined, because if we keep his deep self-hatred in mind, he didn’t simply find it upsetting due to being stuck in the cycle of obtaining and destroying his items — it was something more than that. Every lost item equaled a tiny shard of c!Tommy’s self-worth, and soon enough, there was almost Nothing left; he was nothing but an empty shell.

Understandably enough, with time, the teenager has grown to believe that he wasn’t worthy to possess anything valuable of his own — he was meant to earn every little thing, and his best friend tormentor couldn’t be more pleased :) :) :)

[rainsteas]

exile.

[copyplays]

Another commission for @bingusbongusminghiskinghis

[marblebagcollective]

watched a exile vod and ctommy mentioned his eyes greying and getting diamonds so thought of this . his eyes used to be as blue as a diamond

[daiin0]

HUNGRY.

i am so so not ready (extremely ready) for the next chapter. i cant wait for him too hurt /pos (i love ocs gaining new trauma what can i say its so scrumptious)

this is zenith :3 ive posted him before but this is new. im so happy with it

oc and lore from @exilethegame

[guywithporcelainskullsforeyes]

am I the king of exile arc fan art now