#tw: albelism

[demigodseameg16]

Bro as someone who uses a walking aid (a cane) and is disabled seeing the new trailer for Miraculous Ladybug makes me absolutely furious. I have never felt so much hatred for a fictional character before and yet here we are. I didn't like Marinette before but like, this just. This hits way too close to home and I know Astruc is going to frame it in a way that makes Marinette the good guy. But NOTHING excuses touching a disability aid without permission, especially fooling around with it and sabotaging it. And the fact that a younger generation is going to see this, I absolutely can't. I feel so bad for disabled children who will see this scene on TV and have their feelings be in the wrong, shown that they are the bad guys for getting upset, or heavens forbid being disabled. Screw you Astruc.

[demigodseameg16]

I am updating this as I see clips circulating and I see people defending Marinette. And all because a girl was making friends with Adrien? That they shared a class? Marinette has "won" in the sense that she's dating Adrien, and even by the clips Adrien is kinda uncomfortable with Marinette's behavior (if only he knew how deep it went) but he tried to frame it in his mind with Marinette trying to make friends, because to his knowledge, what else could it be? But that's not enough for Marinette. Adrien has to be hers and hers alone. Does she even consider WHY Adrien may be wanting to make new friends? Everyone considers Gabriel a hero, which must make conflicting feelings on Adrien (if only the show got to explore that but I know it won't) while we, the audience and literally half of the heroes know Gabriel was Monarch. Adrien is finally free from Gabriel's controlling and abusive environment and is trying to explore new avenues of expressing freedom, like running. And he probably sees himself a bit in Sublime, and wants to help her out. Sublime might not even know who Gabriel Agreste is or was, which may be such a relief for Adrien in some way he can't place yet. But you know what scene hurts me the most?

THIS. THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE.

The expression on Sublime's face, pure exhaustion, grief, as her legs are broken, nay, destroyed. This girl has probably had mishaps before with prosthetics but this is akin to being assaulted, someone violated her personal space and ruined a piece of her. And she has to keep going, because that's all she knows. Because if she breaks down, she is seen as weak, pathetic, invalid. And if she keeps going everything is fine, but she's also seen as heartless, a machine. And that balance is exhausting to maintain and I am sick of that double standard placed on disabled people, especially disabled women/female presenting. She is allowed to cry, allowed to get upset, and yet literally the caption is about freaking Marinette. Marinette, the one who destroyed her legs and pretended to be an akuma to harass her, and we are supposed to feel bad for her? To pity her? No. Absolutely not. Imagine all the young disabled kids watching this scene, especially disabled girls, seeing that their feelings are invalid because their sadness got someone akumatized when in reality it was the harasser whose actions should be held accountable, but the narrative won't let that be shown. They must have been so happy to see a girl like them in a show, only for her to be suddenly the "bad guy"? And if they feel one negative emotion, bad things happen. Sure in real life a magical terrorist won't turn you into a monster, but it might as well have the same reaction. Because we aren't supposed to feel unless it's positive, and even then we can't show too many positive emotions because that's being haughty. The double standard indeed. And it hurts even more because of that face on Sublime? I see that every freaking day in the morning.

( TW for seizures, hospitals, skip to * if you need to.)

Getting personal here, but not only do I have a cane that I need to use as necessary, and have been relying on more and more, but recently I have been having seizures. And these suck. Like so bad. Especially since nobody can figure out the cause of them. I live in a state with one of the best healthcare systems for my country and yet nobody is figuring out what's causing them, and I've had so many horrible experiences with paramedics and hospitals (some thinking I'm faking it and won't treat me, others I won't mention here because their harm is still fresh). And what's worse is that they are triggering conditions I thought had gone dormant after physical therapy, like a condition that paralyzes my legs and vocal cords. It's making me have a worse short term memory and making me so afraid and exhausted. *But I have to keep going. But sometimes you don't want to, and you can see that in Sublime's face that she's so tired but she knows she has to. Her trembling fingers as she tries to fix her shattered prosthetics BY HERSELF .

And the sad thing is? She's trying so hard not to blame Marinette, because in her mind she's responsible for her prosthetics and any damage that happens to them. If this was a reverse situation, Marinette had no problem blaming Sublime for talking to Adrien when she literally did nothing wrong. But here's the kicker. Marinette did do something wrong. She accosted, tampered with, and harassed a girl all for being potential friends with Adrien, who she should know would never cheat on her, he's not built like that (literally. And Marinette knows this and YET-) Sublime shows the maturity of a girl who had to grow up too fast, which often is the case with disabled kids, not to mention probably a result of her mother/coach. Marinette shows the maturity of a girl whose favorite doll might have to be shared with the class. And one of them is a hero of Paris. To reiterate my earlier point, screw you Astruc. And even though she's not real, this is for what she stands for: Screw You Marinette.

Bro as someone who uses a walking aid (a cane) and is disabled seeing the new trailer for Miraculous Ladybug makes me absolutely furious. I have never felt so much hatred for a fictional character before and yet here we are. I didn't like Marinette before but like, this just. This hits way too close to home and I know Astruc is going to frame it in a way that makes Marinette the good guy. But NOTHING excuses touching a disability aid without permission, especially fooling around with it and sabotaging it. And the fact that a younger generation is going to see this, I absolutely can't. I feel so bad for disabled children who will see this scene on TV and have their feelings be in the wrong, shown that they are the bad guys for getting upset, or heavens forbid being disabled. Screw you Astruc.

[nerdy-chocomallow]

I’m sorry that happened to you. I understand that feeling of being strong and have to push through because of your disability and how others see you. And I hate how Sublime became friends with Marinette after everything marinette did to her, the stalking, constant harassment, and the fact she damaged her prosthetics (regardless it was on accident), we don’t get a sense that Sublime’s feelings matter… it’s all about marinette in every clip I have seen in the episode.

Bro as someone who uses a walking aid (a cane) and is disabled seeing the new trailer for Miraculous Ladybug makes me absolutely furious. I have never felt so much hatred for a fictional character before and yet here we are. I didn't like Marinette before but like, this just. This hits way too close to home and I know Astruc is going to frame it in a way that makes Marinette the good guy. But NOTHING excuses touching a disability aid without permission, especially fooling around with it and sabotaging it. And the fact that a younger generation is going to see this, I absolutely can't. I feel so bad for disabled children who will see this scene on TV and have their feelings be in the wrong, shown that they are the bad guys for getting upset, or heavens forbid being disabled. Screw you Astruc.

[booksrbetterthanpeople]

Okay. Now I have even more reason to hate Marinette

Bro as someone who uses a walking aid (a cane) and is disabled seeing the new trailer for Miraculous Ladybug makes me absolutely furious. I have never felt so much hatred for a fictional character before and yet here we are. I didn't like Marinette before but like, this just. This hits way too close to home and I know Astruc is going to frame it in a way that makes Marinette the good guy. But NOTHING excuses touching a disability aid without permission, especially fooling around with it and sabotaging it. And the fact that a younger generation is going to see this, I absolutely can't. I feel so bad for disabled children who will see this scene on TV and have their feelings be in the wrong, shown that they are the bad guys for getting upset, or heavens forbid being disabled. Screw you Astruc.

[demigodseameg16]

Thank you so much for your kind words, like really, I didn't expect this post to go the way it did and for people to reach out to me asking if I'm okay. The sad thing is, I have an answer on why Sublime became friends with Marinette. Survival tactics. I've done this before a lot, be kind and appease people who used to, and sometimes still mistreat me, make myself smaller so they can't threaten me anymore, or if they do, it won't hurt as much. Sometimes it's a conscious choice, sometimes it's subconscious.

And it's really sad because Sublime really DID want to be Marinette's friend at first before all of this, and now she feels like she has to honor that promise otherwise she will lose her only friend Adrien, Marinette's boyfriend. She has to be the mature one, the one to shove down her emotions and respond with a maturity beyond her age group. And Marinette still is acting like a child whose favorite toy is being shared with the class and is throwing a fit about it, and is being catered to because of it, instead of being taught that we do in fact need to share our friends, or if you didn't want to share it in the first place, don't bring it. (But that doesn't really work with humans, *stares at Emilie and Gabriel* so she's gonna need to learn how to actually share.) And that's the hero of Paris that people are supposed to trust? Yeah, no. I don't think so.

Bro as someone who uses a walking aid (a cane) and is disabled seeing the new trailer for Miraculous Ladybug makes me absolutely furious. I have never felt so much hatred for a fictional character before and yet here we are. I didn't like Marinette before but like, this just. This hits way too close to home and I know Astruc is going to frame it in a way that makes Marinette the good guy. But NOTHING excuses touching a disability aid without permission, especially fooling around with it and sabotaging it. And the fact that a younger generation is going to see this, I absolutely can't. I feel so bad for disabled children who will see this scene on TV and have their feelings be in the wrong, shown that they are the bad guys for getting upset, or heavens forbid being disabled. Screw you Astruc.

[demigodseameg16]

I'm joining your dark side if you join mine.

Bro as someone who uses a walking aid (a cane) and is disabled seeing the new trailer for Miraculous Ladybug makes me absolutely furious. I have never felt so much hatred for a fictional character before and yet here we are. I didn't like Marinette before but like, this just. This hits way too close to home and I know Astruc is going to frame it in a way that makes Marinette the good guy. But NOTHING excuses touching a disability aid without permission, especially fooling around with it and sabotaging it. And the fact that a younger generation is going to see this, I absolutely can't. I feel so bad for disabled children who will see this scene on TV and have their feelings be in the wrong, shown that they are the bad guys for getting upset, or heavens forbid being disabled. Screw you Astruc.

[thetwistedarchives]

This shit is ABSOLUTELY disgusting! And Mari-Bitch is supposed to be a protagonist!?

Bro as someone who uses a walking aid (a cane) and is disabled seeing the new trailer for Miraculous Ladybug makes me absolutely furious. I have never felt so much hatred for a fictional character before and yet here we are. I didn't like Marinette before but like, this just. This hits way too close to home and I know Astruc is going to frame it in a way that makes Marinette the good guy. But NOTHING excuses touching a disability aid without permission, especially fooling around with it and sabotaging it. And the fact that a younger generation is going to see this, I absolutely can't. I feel so bad for disabled children who will see this scene on TV and have their feelings be in the wrong, shown that they are the bad guys for getting upset, or heavens forbid being disabled. Screw you Astruc.