#tw soushin

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

It’s like I like SouShin for the lore it brings, for the trauma it adds to the story. But it’s absolutely disgusting at the same time. I do not ship it I simply appreciate it for the story it brings in the logic route -anon that complained about romanticizing SouShin

this!! yes, i think it's alright to have problematic relationships in media as long as they're presented as not okay!! but it's not exactly fun to see some people in fandom ignoring that canon has again and again presented Shin and Midori's relationship as extremely abusive:

Midori says "that's mine" when talking about AI Shin- possessiveness

during the above moment, Midori also went "stop getting friendly with them" to AI Shin - isolating him from potentially nicer people, behaviour that abusers are infamous for

AI Shin called Midori a "scary friend"

Shin quite literally felt ill talking to Midori, who "enjoyed" seeing that effect- "i felt really restless... i was so scared, i started sweating, i got anxious... he really seemed to enjoy seeing me like that...”

Midori outright expressed wanting to murder Shin- "since he was going to die anyway, i wanted to kill him with my own hands"

Midori would take photos of Shin without his consent AND hang them up- "he wouldn't let you take photos of him, yet he loved to put up photos of me... disgusting."

i don't know if you can even call that simply implication at that point, it is really quite obvious what the nature of their "friendship" was

and there's probably even more but just from a few of those, i really cannot fathom what goes through people's heads when looking at Shin and Midori's relationship in canon and going "oh yeah, that's cute, Midori was just a bit silly with Shin" or whatever the fuck they think (they probably don't actually)

[westaysilly]

gift.

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doodles under the cut! :-)

swap au by @/Helado_jpg on twt x) !!

[hitokuiii]

Guys guys guys guys soushin but it's that one liverleaf scene...

[nottsou]

soushin headcanons pony infection au!

hiyori insisted on amputating shin's wing because of the supposed risk of infection, but in reality, he just wanted to prevent shin from being able to fly away from him. he is also infected himself, but he is careful to hide it. shin would be very afraid of getting infected, and hiyori would exploit this fear for his own benefit. hiyori would manipulate situations so that shin would end up in danger, and then hiyori would always come to his rescue, making shin feel indebted to him and portraying himself as the only source of support and hope in a world that lacks it so greatly. hiyori would make shin believe that he cannot survive without him. :p

[warped-paranoia]

poem (cred: anna malihon) tl: i am an extension of your stomach that denies the shadow by itself your first want out of all your 'don't want's

[lexia-solve-e]

leave you hanging

[livyslabyrinth]

also, following this up but way darker— i was talking w my bf and we realized somehow all 3 of them got groomed in some way. lord, help this mess of a family.

spoilers under the cut: trigger warnings for subjects like abuse, and grooming (the action of attempting to form a relationship with a child or young person, with the intention of sexually assaulting them or inducing them to commit an illegal act such as selling drugs or joining a terrorist organization.)

kanna reveals that kugie was being romanced by a “mature/adult” woman in the original japanese version of your time to shine. sara is still called “underage” by mishima when keiji thinks about drinking with her, so i assume the simulation takes place with everyone at their same ages as in the death game.

shin was groomed by sou, whether you see their relationship as romantic or not. i personally see it with slight “romantic” undertones due to the excess of photos of shin being placed around sou’s house (possibly one sided as shin, at his most affectionate points with sou, states he viewed him as a sibling or an anti-hero) but either way… it was definitely abusive. shin’s ai reveals that sou was not even a student at his school, just a random grown ass man attending.

(side tangent and personal head cannon : i wonder how much coke sou was snorting to be able to balance high school, being a “psychologist”, “prison guard”, cashier at the ice cream shop, shin’s “friend”, a “nurse”, meeting with the yabusames, working for asunaro… like, half of their funding probably goes to his booger sugar because no way you’re doing all that without speed.)

but back to the main point, he specifically picked an emotionally vulnerable teenage boy with no friends, making it easy to groom him with the intention of forcing him into the death game. shin was very uncomfortable throughout the time they shared. during the lantern scene he says they spoke between computer monitors when at his house due to how uncomfortable he felt with him, and became even more disturbed upon seeing sou peek from between them.

when clicking photos of him he claims sara is “making him remember the bad parts”. he shows the most disdain in the chapter when upon inserting the fake id card into the control room several smiling photos of him appear.

i believe one of the most heartbreaking things shin has said is when confesses relief at the sou’s death despite the loneliness of losing his only friend.

i really hate the romanticization of their relationship. it’s sad seeing a complex character have clear grooming overlooked by gooner-fans (chainsaw man fandom is rlly bad with this as well) and the “i love toxic yaoi” crowd. shin is a victim who deserved much better. he was, at best, a kid who was groomed into joining a death game due to the trust he put into his first “friend”. at worst, there’s a possibility he was groomed romantically or sexually as well.

i do like their relationship. i find it incredibly interesting from a psychological perspective— but the romanticization of it genuinely takes away from a well-written character.

upon taking sou’s name, shin also took upon himself the man’s personality. believing that a psychotic, sadistic, and morally dubious demeanor would save him. but upon doing so— he continued the cycle of violence (fortunately ending it out of genuine love for his victim in chapter 2.) he latched onto the weakest of the group, manipulating kanna to his will with the sacrifice card.

i frequently wonder if he did this because he saw some of himself in kanna. that same timid highschool boy that was manipulated by sou hiyori, the man he has “become”.

regardless of his later intentions and affection, he originally sought to groom her into becoming someone he could use, bend to his will, make part of his plans.

but in chapter two, he broke the cycle. he found himself becoming affectionate towards kanna— and her self-sacrifice distressed him to the point that he was willing to die for her.

that’s one of the reasons i find his name reveal so perfect— we learn of shin tsukimi when we first see that true side of himself that he tried to “kill”. sou hiyori would never care for another human being the way shin tsukimi does. sou hioyri would never feel empathy for his playthings and feared death until the end, while shin tsukimi died at peace giving himself up for kanna.

tragically — even if kanna had been the sacrifice, he was prepared to die. he knew she would choose sara to live alongside her as her surrogate sister.

shin tsukimi broke the cycle, and i find it so tragically beautiful.

favorite thing about kugie + greenblings is somehow— despite the biological siblings being separated and kugie not even being related to them… all three of them ended up gay.

shin and kugie are pretty self explanatory, but kanna gives me gay vibes as well. (this is NOT shipping in any way, just general observation) her blushing sprite is only used when sara says she smells nice in 2-2, if i remember correctly. and i don’t even know what to say about the hot springs scene… she’s visually checking her out and nobody knows wtf happens when the screen goes black. kanna in the hot tub cutscene photo always reminds me so much of the feeling of changing in locker rooms in middle school when you first start to question your sexuality— poor girl. also, either intentionally or unintentionally grabbing reko’s ass in the emotion route 😭

like, its not due to influence between them as kanna only recently found out about kugie’s girlfriend pre-death game and neither of them knew shin. it’s not genetics, since kanna and shin aren’t directly related to kugie.

just genuinely blows my mind how ALL OF THEM ended up gay.

…honestly, that could be said for most of the cast though

[pastryfilledpup]

(You don't have to publically answer this I just want to be a weirdo and vent my admiration for your work haha)

I commented on your story but I wanted to reach out to your tumblr but I love your feeder s0ush!n fic so much I just wanted to say it again. I'm so happy you mentioned your tw!tter- I went there instantly haha. All of that sh!n art is so good he's soo cute when he's so fat and so soft. The convenience store uniform and the ramen picture were my favorites but they're all wonderful

(Apologies for rambling now and it might be tmi!) I appreciate extreme wg a lot, but I do think I lean to the less extreme side usually. I still like him big though haha. In your story I loved your description of his waistband pressing against his stomach until his button fly popped, that type of thing is really really hot shdjsj the taughtness of a full belly after being overfed a big meal is one of the best things ever.

But a soft, big tummy after gaining weight over a long period of eating good food every day is really good too! I think both sudden and slow wg suit s0ush!n a lot.

With the way S0u photographs sh!n a lot, one of my absolute favorite things to think about is how he would love to document sh!n's weight gaining progress over time both with pictures and written log of how sh!n enjoyed (or not) his meals that day or if he needed to shop for new clothes that fit him. He would take his measurements and weight down too of course haha. Having the photos to visually compare his body from the beginning to the weight he is at now is an added bonus.

Thank you for sharing your work again! I loved s0u pouring ramen broth into sh!n's mouth so much, but if I could make any request for any future works it would be so nice to see a hand-feeding s0ush!n scene with food you can eat by hand!

(again you do not have to answer this- just the fact that I could get my feelings out is enough! thank you for all that you share and I look forward to all of your future writing!)

no actually i will answer this mwuahhaha 😈😈😈

but omg???? do NOT apologize to me this kind of ranting is what i live for!!!! do you understand the rush of dopamine and inspiration and motivation i get from seeing things like this???? that's why i ask people to reach out! it's such a huge encourager and omfg i just want to write write write!!!! you're words are so kind and so sweet...ahh im tearing up smiling and laughing.

also your ideas for soushin???? nomnomnom im eating them UP! ill be honest im not even a huge soushin fan but i feel their dynamic is perfect for feederism...poor shin who wants to stop being thin, and the overly affectionate to the point of being sadistic sou, who just wants to show his love for the boy...aghhhh is so good. i would love to do a handfeeding fic sometime! handfeeding is so intimate and sweet...so relaxing and gentle... but i feel sou might not be too sweet the whole time, haha.

oughh and the things you said about the photos and documents ahiqoahywjaj uthrhshgajak urhhhghhgg ohhhh that's rotting my brain...id be so down to do something like that but doing a long slowburn is very intimidating... perhaps sometime in the future...

also im in the same boat haha. i don't like extreme sizes too much and usually find them more fun in art, but i cap myself to certain limits when writing and such. the convenience store one i admit i didn't give the artist much description, just told them to make him huge 😅. but i still love how he came out, and i love that artist very much. the soup one is also very lovely! part of my fic was inspired by that one. my personal favorite is the sleepy catboy, since i just want to cuddle with him so bad 🥹

but again, thank you for reaching out to me!!!! it makes me so happy im like yeah yeah yeah!!! weirdos forever!!! i have given up hiding my weird interests which is why i uploaded and started doing these works, because i was tired of not getting any good or genuine ones!!! being open about this has made me so happy, especially knowing there are others like me who want it! and dont ever be afraid to ramble as i eat it all up!!!!! my brain is rotten with wg shin ideas, do not be afraid to share i would love to hear them. my ask box is always open, and so are my dms. i am available here and anywhere you are comfortable. thank you really truly thank you. you are wonderful. i hope you enjoy what i have coming up next.

from your friend, pastrypup <3

[digishin]

Sylo ﾉ Shin ♰

> sixteen y / o ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

> trans boy ⸝⸝ he xe prns

> ⌗ sys mem , shin tsukimi fict

> DNI :: basic dni , pro/comship , endo “systems” , if you think alters won’t be affected by source trauma (please form your own opinions outside of tiktok /dir) , fakeclaimers , fujoshis / himedanshis , hiyori fictives or supporters , think soushin isn’t a proship

> BYI :: i’m an alter in a system , i have bpd + hpd + schizophrenia + autism , im a really nervous person , if you message me there’s a good chance i won’t respond (sorry) , i’m physically disabled , pls tw needles , hospitals etc ++ stalking , soushin and tasers around me

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

I feel like I can’t go anywhere in the YTTD fandom without finding cool artist who is a soushin shipper whst the hell do I doooo

HELP YEAH

my personal thoughts on the ship are that i don't mind people who like... find the canon dynamic interesting and theorise, write and draw about it... as long as they acknowledge that it's a shit and unhealthy relationship. however, i can't STAND seeing people romanticise it, painting it in a positive light, not one bit

though there are definitely plenty of YTTD fanartists who do not ship that, thankfully!!

[tweek-koffee]

HELLO!

if you ship soushin (sou hiyori/midori x shin tsukimi) uh please unfollow me due to the ship being a huge discomfort /srs

[schaddrenfeeu]

(self indulgent thoughts about cut ch3 content)

[illiterate-nd]

you physically could not have said anything worse

thoma x childe would be the funniest fucking thing I think it should be more popular

[spookyscaryships]

Can you make a Soushin stimboard? (Midori x Shin Tsukimi from 'Your Turn to Die')

TW: Stalking and manipulation

Posted! - Mod Stake

[beforeitrains]

Sou Hiyori’s Vegas Wedding An illustration to a wonderful fanfic story by Florencetheflowerfairy.

[aiilow-kins]

Aaa thank you so much!! I love it!! 💚

Real Sou Hiyori/Midori x Shin Tsukimi + green, turquoise, soap, melting, and candles

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