#tw i think

[star-drip]

low key jealous asf of people that can info dump about their paras/paracosms so easily, because honestly i'm just daydreaming about whatever feeing i want to target in that moment, so my lore can be so contradictory.

it's hard for me to even elaborate that much on para back stories, interests, etc. because it's not something i usually care to consider. when you're daydreaming just for the purpose of targeting emotions, your daydreams can be very shallow.

i hate it tho, because then all of my paras are constantly changing too much or having basically One thing associated with them, so it makes my daydreams super dry too. my daydreams have sucked recently, like everyone has somehow lost all character completely.

my daydreams would be so much better if i could actually hold on to actual lore and keep it consistent. maybe it's because i never have consistent inspo idk.

i have like 5 shows i haven't finished and so much of other forms of media too that influence my paracosm. a lot of my friends have a "main" source of inspo and i used to, but now it's just like not very relevant to me anymore.

i want to share content that isn't just depressing or stupid. i want to share my paras actually being themselves and not just their trauma or problems.

idk i want to share things about my paracosm so badly, but it's so difficult to even come up with one consistent story. all of you guys on discord and tumblr are so good at being creative and sharing amazing content and i'm not at all. 😭

[fruitytulip]

Do you ever feel like you just don’t matter at all and all your family and friends would be better off if you was gone?

[cupcakeshakesnake]

Uncaring

[wolfythewitch]

I'm gonna haunt you in your head

The things we did, the last words I said

[lady-raziel]

honestly if in like 2012 you had told anyone that dick Cheney and Taylor swift had both endorsed the same candidate for president and that person was a Democratic woman of color and she was running against reality tv star Donald Trump they would have asked what shitty adult cartoon episode you were referencing

[wildbasil]

things haven't been great but i think they will be. eventually 🌻🌼🩷

[dunmeshistash]

One of the things I really appreciate about Dungeon Meshi is how the text is so clearly full of love for animals. Like the true kind of love Laios feels for the monster where he wants to know everything about them, but most of all he respects them and loves them as animals.

One of the chapters I can't stop thinking about is the one about Anne the Kelpie. It's kind of impressive how well it illustrates the different kind of love people have for animals. And how someone that loves an animal isn't necessarily an animal lover. If that makes sense.

When Senshi calls out Anne what he says is "Don't worry Anne's Harmless" but she isn't, she's a wild animal.

Marcille immediately reacts positively about it thinking it's cute she accepts the treat Senshi has for her. And hers and Chilchuck's reaction to Senshi wanting to cross the river on her back is more surprise while Laios immediately realizes how bad of an idea it is.

But Laios is the animal monster lover so how come when he finally is faced with a "docile" monster he doesn't react positively like the others? Marcille even calls him a monster. That's because Laios loves monsters, and Senshi loves Anne.

I've seen this attitude around me several times, where people love a specific animal but what they love is their idea of that animal, they don't really know them because they don't love the animal part of them.

It becomes a "this one is special because I love them" that can quickly become an issue for the animal as much as it is for the person. It's something unfortunate I see time and time again irl.

Anne wasn't wicked, Anne wasn't mean, Anne didn't trick him. Anne was a wild animal and Senshi loved her as Anne but not as a kelpie.

She acted on instinct, maybe she did love Senshi in the way kelpies can love, but animals are still animals and must be respected and treated as such. Climbing on top of Anne's back was the equivalent of putting your arm inside a alligator's mouth, the mouth is gonna close because that's what they're designed to do.

The real life equivalent I see the most of "I love this animal but I don't love the animal part of them" is with dogs. If you insist on loving an animal without acknowledging they ARE an animal they might hurt you, you might hurt them, it will only end in grief.

The best way you can love an animal is by understanding they're an animal.

That is all to say I don't mean that the love Senshi felt for Anne wasn't real or that it's all his fault. He couldn't have known with the information he had and unfortunately it came down to the worst outcome.

I just love dungeon meshi dearly.

[idiot-swanwich]

I dunno how but I somehow got a paper cut underneath my nail and now my finger hurts

[ruporas]

dragon meat, you, and me

[urgentkettle]

[maines]

AGATHA ALL ALONG | 1.08

[i-am-a-fish]

I'm very sorry to ask something like this, I've really been struggling with this question, and I wanted to ask the combined wisdom of the people on this site

I would like to know why you keep going, and what drives you to keep living. I know there are a lot of reasons to stay alive and enjoy life, I can think of a few that personally resonate with me, but I really want to know what your reasons are

You do not have to comment on this if that's too big of an ask, and I'm very sorry for asking something like this, I really need someone's help, I feel like I don't have much purpose

Also if I may ask, please don't post any suicidal ideation in the comments of this post, I really can't handle something like that right now

[anneliis18]

definitelynottober day 5 - heavy is the hunger

[voltaical-art]

do you guys ever think about how Wyll is introduced as an archetypal fantasy hero, but then it turns out he’s a warlock, who made a pact with a devil. Do you ever think about how Ansur is described as this fantastical dragon of myth, but then when you find him, he’s turned into an undead monstrosity. Do you think about how when Wyll does the right thing, he is punished to become more monstrous. Do you think about how as Wyll’s warlock powers grow, his spells get more horrific. Do you think about how Ansur was killed by his closest friend. Do think about how Wyll was cast out by the most important person in his life. do you guys ever think about Ansur and Wyll.

[the-barefoot-hatter]

Triangle solo

[sui-imi]

Funeral, right

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been seeing some discussion about canon/fanon sans re: papyrus' death, and then i thought, unrelatedly, "hey i wonder what he did with the dust"