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Hello, I have a question that has been bothering me for a long time. How old is Buttons?
Depends on the context I draw him in. Usually he's drawn in his 20s or 30s. He's not quite as young as your usual Vault Dweller.
GTA Online Buttons is in his mid-20s. He started working for the Weezbugs in his early 20s.
#let's put off developing his 40s in detail for when I turn 40 lol#it's fun because I know he will be getting a forehead scar and an ear scar and both his teeth knocked out#but I am not sure how yet - I love stewing on details#maybe I'll maim something else on him too! WHO KNOWS#I don't like thinking about middle aged GTA Buttons I pretend he doesn't exist#age#Buttons#OC
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sciles is the “you came” “you called” romance trope except it’s both of them all of the time, and no that doesn’t make me emotional at all it’s fine I’m totally normal about them don’t look at me
#on one hand I’m emotional but on the other. giggling a bit#they’re sort of dramatic#like it happens with them so often that their continuous affectionate surprise when the other shows up… everyone else is like ‘okay guys’#‘let’s wrap it up shall we’#imagine them living their domestic life and in the middle of the night Scott has to go help like Liam or Isaac or something#Stiles shows up n he’s like ‘omg bae? 🥹’#bc sneaking out works better when you don’t share a bed. and Stiles is like ‘I’d never let u take this on alone babe…..’#Isaac (GAGGING): You drove for like half a mile#Malia: You guys never turn your locations off it’s not that hard—#you get me. they’re dramatic. but also it is SO SERIOUS#IT IS NO LAUGHING MATTER. but also giggles. but also DONT LAUGH THIS IS SERIOUS.#teen wolf#scott mccall#stiles stilinski#sciles#scott x stiles#toasty talks
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Am I lost in some addiction? Or just chasing state of mind? We are trapped by my ambitions. I don’t mean to sound unkind. Hurting people, hurt people, I’m really missing you. But I’m feeling disrespected from the screaming that you do.
inspo song | my DE comic
#ah yes the three moments when my drawings turn out best#in the middle of the night#when i should actually do something else#when i just want to do a quick sketch but end up with something like this#i draw a lot a lot lately it's kinda scary even for me how much i draw#i announce the forthcoming week a jeanvic week on my blog#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#jean vicquemare#jean heron vicquemare#i'm not obsessed with jean#my art#art
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Voyager plotline in which The Doctor, Seven, Tuvok, and Neelix have to become a barbershop quartet in order to save the crew. With the little outfits and everything. (Harry's providing the music)
#It's life or death bc neither Seven nor Tuvok would want to do it otherwise#Look at the EMH and tell me he wouldn't love to twirl a little cane around and sing a jaunty little tune#I chose Neelix as the fourth bc I remember Seven was trying to teach him how to sing?#and I like a whole 'we'll NEVER get to nationals like THIS!' moment bc he's got enthusiasm but is horribly off key#I think the resolution is that they try to just have Neelix lip sync but something goes wrong and one by one the other members#fall in the middle of the performance for a variety of reasons and then it's only Neelix and whoever was providing his voice falters#and so Neelix just has to sing himself and it turns out the aliens fucking LOOVE his terrible off key vocals#everyone else is groaning (from the variety of ailments and injuries that hit them) and Neelix is grinning with a trophy the aliens gave th#(they also gave their crew back)#fake star trek voyager episodes my beloved#st voyager
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Creepypastas and their TMA alignments, I think.
Jane-the hunt
Jeff-the slaughter
BEN-the spiral/the vast (need to draw this because he's my favorite and I just know this would look sick as hell) maybe the web because of the whole ARG.
Nina-the corruption
Eyeless Jack- the flesh/the dark
Toby- the desolation/the buried
Clockwork -the end
Slenderman- the eye(ran out of ideas)
Laughing Jack- the stranger
The Lonely isn't included because I feel like that applies to most of them.
#the magnus archives#tma#tma podcast#creepypasta#i am cringe i am free#just wanted to do something quick and fun. might elaborate or include some of the other ones some day#ooo the creepypasta elementary/middle schooler to tma enthusiast highschooler is so real#i actually REALLY wanna make this an actual AU now ooooh the wheels are turning.#the au is tisming#there is so much potential here has anyone else done this?
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something really gets to me about eiffel and hera talking to themselves while addressing each other - in am i alone now? and the watchtower in particular. i can't say this to you, but you're still the person i want to tell it to. i know there's no way you can hear me, but if you can...
eiffel talks to himself a lot, and he is very used to being alone with no one paying much attention to the things he says, so i'm not sure he ever realized exactly how much until he was on the hephaestus. in the early days of the mission, i imagine hera responded to a lot of eiffel's asides and sort of embarrassed them both. and then that sort of... shifted. their relationship shifted, they got comfortable being around each other, and eiffel's conversations with himself started including hera, too. i like the idea of that as an establishing moment: that, at some point, there was a first time eiffel said something in an empty room, and hera was so used to him talking to himself that she didn't realize it was meant for her, and he asked her, "hera? are you there?"
i imagine hera still talked to eiffel, too, when they all thought he was dead. with each day increasingly longer and more difficult, that she would vent her frustrations to the empty comms room the same way he would've encouraged her to when he was there. she can't talk to anyone the way she can talk to him, and they just... keep talking to each other, even when they can't. they are so much a part of each other, the voice of encouragement and comfort in each other's heads. for so long, all they can really do for each other is talk, and they maintain that connection even in absence. they ask each other "are you there?" like reaching for each other's hands in the dark.
#wolf 359#w359#doug eiffel#hera wolf 359#eiffera#was talking about the middle part of this with beth hephaestuscrew earlier and she got the gears in my head turning#this kind of feels like multiple posts mashed together but i just. mm.#the importance of communication in all wolf 359 relationships but especially between eiffel and hera because it's so much of what#tethers hera to everyone and everything else. that even if she's annoyed sometimes by eiffel asking if she's there. it's also#a comfort in a way that he wants that affirmation. he's reaching out to her in the best way he knows how. and she does it too#i said some version of the last line of this in the tags of another post once but i think about it. i think about it.#there's something about how. hm.#eiffel drives conversations in the show. he's the communications officer. he gets people talking#and hera is the type of person who. goes quiet more often who shuts down and internalizes#that she's as much defined by the things she doesn't say.#and then. that some part of their relationship then ends up defined by things that couldn't be said#'hera i ---' but also that she calls him doug when she's 'talking' to him#but never directly never actually to him#i know not everyone will agree with me on this but i sincerely do think eiffel/hera is a canon romance it's just. an incomplete one#and something about that compels me very much.
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so i'm crocheting a temperature blanket this year. my initial instinct was to say it's for my 32nd year but that's not actually how birthdays work so instead i'm awkwardly going with "the year i'm 32" and shortening it to just 32 mostly. anyway, that's besides the point.
i have the colour palette/yarn, i have the pattern (toni lipsey's linen stitch pixel temp blanket), i made a gauge swatch, i've started tracking temps (i've recorded hi/lo starting on dec. 8).... but fuck, i'm having so much trouble figuring out the temperature gauge!!!
i can't decide what the intervals should be, i can't decide if i want purples to be warm temps or cold temps or where to put the neutrals, i can't decide if i want to fiddle/tweak(/cheat?) and use the lows for the cold temps instead of the high which was the initial plan.... i just don't know!!! ugh.
#temperature blanket#temperature gauge#personal#crochet#whine whine complain complain#(i know it's not cheating bc it's my blanket/project and no one else's. i'm just so unsure)#i feel like if it was -20 early in the morning in jan but then warmed up to like -5 midday#then recording that day as -5 wouldn't accurately reflect the temperature variation? so that's why i'm thinking of using the low#but then i'm like. most often the low will be during the middle of the night which... is that representative??? idk????#and also like... representative of what??#i welcome advice or thoughts but reserve the right to ignore it if it makes me more confused lmao#i just have to pick something and stick with it for a bit#i guess if i find it's not working for me / not turning out how i'd like i can just tweak it from that point forward#except for the colour group assignment i guess#by which i mean purples = cold or whatever will be set in stone#i mean not literally. but i would not want to switch that up once i've started actually crocheting#i'm so conflicted about this bc i desperately want to start the project but i'm so so so unsure about the temp gauge
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me: what is the point of support types. my strategy is "just hit the other guy hard immediately so they die fast"
also me:
#you dont wanna see how many turns it takes me to complete a challenge quest#i usually get bored in the middle and go do something else cause it takes so long lol
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Guys, I read Flipped and I loved it.
#it’s very simple and yet the core is so good#it’s like the movie in that it’s a love story but the questions are about what kind of person you are#and who you want to be#I love that liking Juli is something Bryce admits only as he begins to realize how cowardly and cruel his dad is.#and how much he doesn’t want to be like his dad#and how it’s all intertwined with standing up to Garrett’s shallowness#and rejecting the social hierarchies of middle school lol#and I love that for Juli her struggle is to be consistent in her choices#and to try to turn away from Bryce if he IS actually as cowardly and cruel as he seems#she is not going to nurture something that is one-sided or based on an unreal image of a person!#she wants to be truthful above all else#but then I love that she doesn’t have to let go of Bryce#because he has chosen/is choosing to be something else#idk. It is a lot to me!#also I prefer the slightly less ambiguous ending of the movie#But I also didn’t totally mind the softness of the ‘let it hang in the air’ ending#because they are so young#I’m rambling but yeah.#flipped
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god i've had such bad writers block lately. which i guess in a way i anticipated would happen when i went back to school full-time, but alas. like today i spent an hour staring at a doc, knowing exactly what i wanted to convey but completely forgetting how to actually say anything.
#plus for some reason i decided to write this particular wip in past tense which i hardly ever do with fic and that's really throwing me off#on top of everything else#i know it's such a first world problem and i go through unproductive phases a few times a year but still#i always feel so empty when i can't tap into my creative outlets#plus there's this pressure to strike while the iron is hot and turn something out before the show ends#but i just like. idk i just don't have it in me right now#sorry for randomly being a downer in the middle of sexy times#idk i was just overcome with a wave of sadness as i realized i completely failed to make progress with this wip today
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venting dont mind me xp ✌
#if i dont get out of my parents house im going to die#either by my hand or my mothers#i refuse to be forced into the role of woman becuz my mother cant get over herself or accept other peoples suffering#so i either leave or i die#i am never more depressed than when im in this house and it gets worse everytime i return#every second of oeace is a facade careful held up by smiles and jokes while ignoring who i am to please others#and ignorjng the genuinely genocidal beliefs of my parents against myltple peoples#at least one of which includes me#why cant life be easy#when is it .y turn to tbrive#in this hluse i am no older than a middle schooler no more mature or happy#everyday i dream of relapsing sh-ing just for some control of the pain i experiemce something anything#maybe someone will finally listen to me and se ehow ioset i am see how smothered i am and the sting will pull me back down to earth again#but no who would see would understand#my brothers or my parents none of them would kniw why even if i said it to thwir face#i dint event even want to think of what my mother woukd say#shed use it as an excuse to further deny my transness surely#say how horribke and spirtful and manipulative i am against her#that i ddi it to hurt her#i am trapped as a doll in a house only allowed to be agreeable no politics no emotions other tan#contentness and love and adoration for my family#or else i am unloveavle and horrible and sick#i cannot tell my mom she has uoset me becuz it would be unfair i am silent instead#i am to take her anger and rage as a perfect recepticle and no matter how well i handle it#i am thanked with resentment amd scorn amd terfisms#i can neither disagree woth her beliefs nor avoid discussing them to keeo the oeace all she wants is comoliance#i refuse to do that tho ill take hee scorn on that one thing i refuse to xomprimise my beliefs verbally to save my own skin#ill just be quiet#im sure id be a better recepticle for her dead so she can dress me up as a girl one last time#the dead cant argue or disagree with you its everything she wants from me
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im saying this with love but this shit is why a lot of people will never take anarchism or anticiv seriously. if you literally refuse to answer people or take their concerns seriously you're just going to look like a paternalistic know it all dickhead. we know the state medical apparatus sucks shit; but having to rely on whats essentially a local fucking alchemist to make the meds you need to live also sucks shit. and i dont even think that this (imo relatively adventurist) individualist stance is that big of a deal, and honestly probably would be better than a lot of our current medical shitshow, but why are YOU afraid to conceive of something better, a workers state that distributes medicine and resources to people who need it with the strength of centralization? when shit hits the fan, do you really think that formless affinity groups are the best way to recover and provide for other working class people everywhere? so fucking obtuse
#not to mentions anticivs already turning disabled ppls criticism into inside jokes 🙄 its ableist. get real#also like idk i lived in the middle of nowhere rural WI for a while#and we like knew all the doctors in town and all i can think is like. okay if it was an anarchist post rev town then what do i do#if one of the doctors is disgusted by my transness or otherwise hates me? what if i get taken advantage of because i /need/ medical help?#only answer is either live through hell or leave and look for meds elsewhere but i cant fucking walk to another town without my knees actin#like theres a power dynamic there and thats not something id be able to address to work against easily in a strictly social situation if#everyone else trusts or like them more. like they tout the freedom this arrangement provides but then wtf does someone do if they're unlike#wheres accountability come from if not enough people like/trust you?? you're fucked!#sasha speaks
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Omfg I hate him
"I wanna learn how to do this for myself so I don't have to bother you all the time like the other 3d printer"
"I need you to clean my fep plate because I don't know how!" Dude I've fucking done it for you every time and explained it every fucking time it's nit hard you're just being stupid.
Tiniest blemish on the fep plate: "ugh it's trash I don't care I'm not replacing it guess I'm just not printing"
Dude I said it's probably fine because it's not huge plush you can always just print around it it's not like it's right in the middle or anything.
You're not guilting me into changing it for you that doesn't work on me
#hes such a pain in the ass#dont try get into something if youre not actually gonna fucking learn how to do it yourself#im not your fucking engineer whatever you can just be like hey fix this for me#and when I was done I turned to leave and he was like “ugh bye then”#bitch I did the one thing you asked and I'm fucking leaving i was in the middle of doing shit when you demanded I clean it now#plus then when you saw the blemishes you said youre just done so clearly I dont need to do anything else#dude just learn this fucking shit its not fucking hard
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theres a smoke alarm in my building thats been chirping all day and its in the middle of the hallway so its kinda everyones problem so i was like "okay ill just fix it. ill deal with it." so i went to see what i could do and pressed a button and it started beeping even louder and saying "FIRE. FIRE." so i panicked and ran away. then it stopped going off after a few seconds but now it's STILL BEEPING and im too scared to try to fix it again
#i first heard it at like 9 am and ive been ignoring it ever since#and i thought that since no one else did anything that it was like. right outside my door or something and no one else heard it#but no. its in the middle of the hallway right next to the staircase#so im assuming everyone else hears it and has also been choosing not to do anything#but i hope someone else tries bc ive made my attempt and it didnt work. its someone elses turn
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music from 2018 you are my mental health
#sophie speaks#tw vent#i was doing BAD then but like#idk i think it was around when i was finally starting to accept my life would not look like everyone elses#and i was MAD. you have to like mourn yourself when you have chronic illness. mourn whatever job you could've had whatever life#and i hated myself so much. and i do still but like??? i was so angry but i was coming to the realisation that like#it wasnt all my fault#id been done a wrong by the world and doctors and the school system#and id play my weird illenium edm ass music and lose my mind walking to 7/11 at like midnight or something#teenage me was me realising id been wronged. that i had the right to be angry and furious and angsty#i was 14 and knowing that the fact that they couldn't help me wasn't my fault was kind of. revolutionary.#being middle support needs autistic now and being forced back into an environment physically and mentally painful for me everyday#was cruel and bad and not my fault!!! its still not my fault!!! i am not at fault for existing and i damn well never will be!!!!!!#this turned into another rant but whatever i am mentally ill and i do be doing things mentally ill#and to combat that i shall now... go on a walk!!! its dark out so less pain but it is freezing so ill have to dress for it#how do the swedes do it honestly#me and the tw vent tag are BFFs you could never imagine the love the two of us share
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😂😂 so like 😂😂😂😂😂 when am i going to get the instructions for making friends and talking to people everyone else got 😂😂 its a little late 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
#Whyd rhey have to make this human connection shit so hard . Why doesnt anyone care abourt what i care about#how come everyone else can hold conversations about nothing without getting bored and i cant .#how come i feel like im receiving automated responses. i feel like my interactions are all surface level#whh doesnt anyone seem as interested in anything as i do . Why do i feel like im being judged for indulging in my interests#how come when i say something it doesnt feel like anyone is sayi g anything back . Why do my friends turn my sentences into filler .#why does it feel like im in the middle of a hivemind and i dont know it . why does it feel like its all computer generated .#why can everyone else talk and laugh and converse withoit trouble but when its my turn everyone treats it like an obligation#nobody wants to watch what i wsnt to. nobody wants to listen to what i want to. nobody wants to talk about what i want to.#And if they just go along with what i wsnt to do im just wasting their time . we wont even talk about it . theres no expression .#i hate enjoying mhself when nobody else is. and i hate when others are enjoying themselves without me#but apparently im not a part of 'together'#how come even in small social circles nobody is treated equally . Whh does preference come into it.#Man. whatever.
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