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Hello, I have a question that has been bothering me for a long time. How old is Buttons?
Depends on the context I draw him in. Usually he's drawn in his 20s or 30s. He's not quite as young as your usual Vault Dweller.
GTA Online Buttons is in his mid-20s. He started working for the Weezbugs in his early 20s.
#let's put off developing his 40s in detail for when I turn 40 lol#it's fun because I know he will be getting a forehead scar and an ear scar and both his teeth knocked out#but I am not sure how yet - I love stewing on details#maybe I'll maim something else on him too! WHO KNOWS#I don't like thinking about middle aged GTA Buttons I pretend he doesn't exist#age#Buttons#OC
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sciles is the “you came” “you called” romance trope except it’s both of them all of the time, and no that doesn’t make me emotional at all it’s fine I’m totally normal about them don’t look at me
#on one hand I’m emotional but on the other. giggling a bit#they’re sort of dramatic#like it happens with them so often that their continuous affectionate surprise when the other shows up… everyone else is like ‘okay guys’#‘let’s wrap it up shall we’#imagine them living their domestic life and in the middle of the night Scott has to go help like Liam or Isaac or something#Stiles shows up n he’s like ‘omg bae? ����’#bc sneaking out works better when you don’t share a bed. and Stiles is like ‘I’d never let u take this on alone babe…..’#Isaac (GAGGING): You drove for like half a mile#Malia: You guys never turn your locations off it’s not that hard—#you get me. they’re dramatic. but also it is SO SERIOUS#IT IS NO LAUGHING MATTER. but also giggles. but also DONT LAUGH THIS IS SERIOUS.#teen wolf#scott mccall#stiles stilinski#sciles#scott x stiles#toasty talks
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Am I lost in some addiction? Or just chasing state of mind? We are trapped by my ambitions. I don’t mean to sound unkind. Hurting people, hurt people, I’m really missing you. But I’m feeling disrespected from the screaming that you do.
inspo song | my DE comic
#ah yes the three moments when my drawings turn out best#in the middle of the night#when i should actually do something else#when i just want to do a quick sketch but end up with something like this#i draw a lot a lot lately it's kinda scary even for me how much i draw#i announce the forthcoming week a jeanvic week on my blog#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#jean vicquemare#jean heron vicquemare#i'm not obsessed with jean#my art#art
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Voyager plotline in which The Doctor, Seven, Tuvok, and Neelix have to become a barbershop quartet in order to save the crew. With the little outfits and everything. (Harry's providing the music)
#It's life or death bc neither Seven nor Tuvok would want to do it otherwise#Look at the EMH and tell me he wouldn't love to twirl a little cane around and sing a jaunty little tune#I chose Neelix as the fourth bc I remember Seven was trying to teach him how to sing?#and I like a whole 'we'll NEVER get to nationals like THIS!' moment bc he's got enthusiasm but is horribly off key#I think the resolution is that they try to just have Neelix lip sync but something goes wrong and one by one the other members#fall in the middle of the performance for a variety of reasons and then it's only Neelix and whoever was providing his voice falters#and so Neelix just has to sing himself and it turns out the aliens fucking LOOVE his terrible off key vocals#everyone else is groaning (from the variety of ailments and injuries that hit them) and Neelix is grinning with a trophy the aliens gave th#(they also gave their crew back)#fake star trek voyager episodes my beloved#st voyager
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Creepypastas and their TMA alignments, I think.
Jane-the hunt
Jeff-the slaughter
BEN-the spiral/the vast (need to draw this because he's my favorite and I just know this would look sick as hell) maybe the web because of the whole ARG.
Nina-the corruption
Eyeless Jack- the flesh/the dark
Toby- the desolation/the buried
Clockwork -the end
Slenderman- the eye(ran out of ideas)
Laughing Jack- the stranger
The Lonely isn't included because I feel like that applies to most of them.
#the magnus archives#tma#tma podcast#creepypasta#i am cringe i am free#just wanted to do something quick and fun. might elaborate or include some of the other ones some day#ooo the creepypasta elementary/middle schooler to tma enthusiast highschooler is so real#i actually REALLY wanna make this an actual AU now ooooh the wheels are turning.#the au is tisming#there is so much potential here has anyone else done this?
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so i'm crocheting a temperature blanket this year. my initial instinct was to say it's for my 32nd year but that's not actually how birthdays work so instead i'm awkwardly going with "the year i'm 32" and shortening it to just 32 mostly. anyway, that's besides the point.
i have the colour palette/yarn, i have the pattern (toni lipsey's linen stitch pixel temp blanket), i made a gauge swatch, i've started tracking temps (i've recorded hi/lo starting on dec. 8).... but fuck, i'm having so much trouble figuring out the temperature gauge!!!
i can't decide what the intervals should be, i can't decide if i want purples to be warm temps or cold temps or where to put the neutrals, i can't decide if i want to fiddle/tweak(/cheat?) and use the lows for the cold temps instead of the high which was the initial plan.... i just don't know!!! ugh.
#temperature blanket#temperature gauge#personal#crochet#whine whine complain complain#(i know it's not cheating bc it's my blanket/project and no one else's. i'm just so unsure)#i feel like if it was -20 early in the morning in jan but then warmed up to like -5 midday#then recording that day as -5 wouldn't accurately reflect the temperature variation? so that's why i'm thinking of using the low#but then i'm like. most often the low will be during the middle of the night which... is that representative??? idk????#and also like... representative of what??#i welcome advice or thoughts but reserve the right to ignore it if it makes me more confused lmao#i just have to pick something and stick with it for a bit#i guess if i find it's not working for me / not turning out how i'd like i can just tweak it from that point forward#except for the colour group assignment i guess#by which i mean purples = cold or whatever will be set in stone#i mean not literally. but i would not want to switch that up once i've started actually crocheting#i'm so conflicted about this bc i desperately want to start the project but i'm so so so unsure about the temp gauge
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me: what is the point of support types. my strategy is "just hit the other guy hard immediately so they die fast"
also me:
#you dont wanna see how many turns it takes me to complete a challenge quest#i usually get bored in the middle and go do something else cause it takes so long lol
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Guys, I read Flipped and I loved it.
#it’s very simple and yet the core is so good#it’s like the movie in that it’s a love story but the questions are about what kind of person you are#and who you want to be#I love that liking Juli is something Bryce admits only as he begins to realize how cowardly and cruel his dad is.#and how much he doesn’t want to be like his dad#and how it’s all intertwined with standing up to Garrett’s shallowness#and rejecting the social hierarchies of middle school lol#and I love that for Juli her struggle is to be consistent in her choices#and to try to turn away from Bryce if he IS actually as cowardly and cruel as he seems#she is not going to nurture something that is one-sided or based on an unreal image of a person!#she wants to be truthful above all else#but then I love that she doesn’t have to let go of Bryce#because he has chosen/is choosing to be something else#idk. It is a lot to me!#also I prefer the slightly less ambiguous ending of the movie#But I also didn’t totally mind the softness of the ‘let it hang in the air’ ending#because they are so young#I’m rambling but yeah.#flipped
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Becoming A Patron Saint
Patron Saint of Horror
You're the patron saint of the dawning moment of realization. The patron saint of comprehension, maybe. The patron saint of understanding. The patron saint of knowing exactly what's going to happen. Of seeing clearly. Of not being able to look away.
Tagged byStolen from: personae-obscura Tagging: @elisethetraveller, @question-marked, @ratwhsprs, @sanguine-salvation, @violetgleams and anybody else who'd like to do this??
#🌈 || dashboard games#🌈 || musings#I'd tag more people but I think it's still broken :(#This is quite a good and fun uquiz though!#And so so accurate for poor Khare GOD#I don't think she quite understands yet just how badly she's fucked but#She knows something BAD is happening to her and it's like a very slow train wreck#Slowly turning into... something else#Her life's been one non-stop horror show since Prometheus kidnapped and experiented on her lmao#Hello hello people how are you all doing?#I hope 2025 is treating you all kindly so far <3#Still stuck into SDV here asdfghjkl#On the plus I'm in the middle of Year 3 with an awesome growing farm and enjoying tons of new content#In SDV Khare is getting a happy/normal life :')
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god i've had such bad writers block lately. which i guess in a way i anticipated would happen when i went back to school full-time, but alas. like today i spent an hour staring at a doc, knowing exactly what i wanted to convey but completely forgetting how to actually say anything.
#plus for some reason i decided to write this particular wip in past tense which i hardly ever do with fic and that's really throwing me off#on top of everything else#i know it's such a first world problem and i go through unproductive phases a few times a year but still#i always feel so empty when i can't tap into my creative outlets#plus there's this pressure to strike while the iron is hot and turn something out before the show ends#but i just like. idk i just don't have it in me right now#sorry for randomly being a downer in the middle of sexy times#idk i was just overcome with a wave of sadness as i realized i completely failed to make progress with this wip today
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venting dont mind me xp ✌
#if i dont get out of my parents house im going to die#either by my hand or my mothers#i refuse to be forced into the role of woman becuz my mother cant get over herself or accept other peoples suffering#so i either leave or i die#i am never more depressed than when im in this house and it gets worse everytime i return#every second of oeace is a facade careful held up by smiles and jokes while ignoring who i am to please others#and ignorjng the genuinely genocidal beliefs of my parents against myltple peoples#at least one of which includes me#why cant life be easy#when is it .y turn to tbrive#in this hluse i am no older than a middle schooler no more mature or happy#everyday i dream of relapsing sh-ing just for some control of the pain i experiemce something anything#maybe someone will finally listen to me and se ehow ioset i am see how smothered i am and the sting will pull me back down to earth again#but no who would see would understand#my brothers or my parents none of them would kniw why even if i said it to thwir face#i dint event even want to think of what my mother woukd say#shed use it as an excuse to further deny my transness surely#say how horribke and spirtful and manipulative i am against her#that i ddi it to hurt her#i am trapped as a doll in a house only allowed to be agreeable no politics no emotions other tan#contentness and love and adoration for my family#or else i am unloveavle and horrible and sick#i cannot tell my mom she has uoset me becuz it would be unfair i am silent instead#i am to take her anger and rage as a perfect recepticle and no matter how well i handle it#i am thanked with resentment amd scorn amd terfisms#i can neither disagree woth her beliefs nor avoid discussing them to keeo the oeace all she wants is comoliance#i refuse to do that tho ill take hee scorn on that one thing i refuse to xomprimise my beliefs verbally to save my own skin#ill just be quiet#im sure id be a better recepticle for her dead so she can dress me up as a girl one last time#the dead cant argue or disagree with you its everything she wants from me
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im saying this with love but this shit is why a lot of people will never take anarchism or anticiv seriously. if you literally refuse to answer people or take their concerns seriously you're just going to look like a paternalistic know it all dickhead. we know the state medical apparatus sucks shit; but having to rely on whats essentially a local fucking alchemist to make the meds you need to live also sucks shit. and i dont even think that this (imo relatively adventurist) individualist stance is that big of a deal, and honestly probably would be better than a lot of our current medical shitshow, but why are YOU afraid to conceive of something better, a workers state that distributes medicine and resources to people who need it with the strength of centralization? when shit hits the fan, do you really think that formless affinity groups are the best way to recover and provide for other working class people everywhere? so fucking obtuse
#not to mentions anticivs already turning disabled ppls criticism into inside jokes 🙄 its ableist. get real#also like idk i lived in the middle of nowhere rural WI for a while#and we like knew all the doctors in town and all i can think is like. okay if it was an anarchist post rev town then what do i do#if one of the doctors is disgusted by my transness or otherwise hates me? what if i get taken advantage of because i /need/ medical help?#only answer is either live through hell or leave and look for meds elsewhere but i cant fucking walk to another town without my knees actin#like theres a power dynamic there and thats not something id be able to address to work against easily in a strictly social situation if#everyone else trusts or like them more. like they tout the freedom this arrangement provides but then wtf does someone do if they're unlike#wheres accountability come from if not enough people like/trust you?? you're fucked!#sasha speaks
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theres a smoke alarm in my building thats been chirping all day and its in the middle of the hallway so its kinda everyones problem so i was like "okay ill just fix it. ill deal with it." so i went to see what i could do and pressed a button and it started beeping even louder and saying "FIRE. FIRE." so i panicked and ran away. then it stopped going off after a few seconds but now it's STILL BEEPING and im too scared to try to fix it again
#i first heard it at like 9 am and ive been ignoring it ever since#and i thought that since no one else did anything that it was like. right outside my door or something and no one else heard it#but no. its in the middle of the hallway right next to the staircase#so im assuming everyone else hears it and has also been choosing not to do anything#but i hope someone else tries bc ive made my attempt and it didnt work. its someone elses turn
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music from 2018 you are my mental health
#sophie speaks#tw vent#i was doing BAD then but like#idk i think it was around when i was finally starting to accept my life would not look like everyone elses#and i was MAD. you have to like mourn yourself when you have chronic illness. mourn whatever job you could've had whatever life#and i hated myself so much. and i do still but like??? i was so angry but i was coming to the realisation that like#it wasnt all my fault#id been done a wrong by the world and doctors and the school system#and id play my weird illenium edm ass music and lose my mind walking to 7/11 at like midnight or something#teenage me was me realising id been wronged. that i had the right to be angry and furious and angsty#i was 14 and knowing that the fact that they couldn't help me wasn't my fault was kind of. revolutionary.#being middle support needs autistic now and being forced back into an environment physically and mentally painful for me everyday#was cruel and bad and not my fault!!! its still not my fault!!! i am not at fault for existing and i damn well never will be!!!!!!#this turned into another rant but whatever i am mentally ill and i do be doing things mentally ill#and to combat that i shall now... go on a walk!!! its dark out so less pain but it is freezing so ill have to dress for it#how do the swedes do it honestly#me and the tw vent tag are BFFs you could never imagine the love the two of us share
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😂😂 so like 😂😂😂😂😂 when am i going to get the instructions for making friends and talking to people everyone else got 😂😂 its a little late 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
#Whyd rhey have to make this human connection shit so hard . Why doesnt anyone care abourt what i care about#how come everyone else can hold conversations about nothing without getting bored and i cant .#how come i feel like im receiving automated responses. i feel like my interactions are all surface level#whh doesnt anyone seem as interested in anything as i do . Why do i feel like im being judged for indulging in my interests#how come when i say something it doesnt feel like anyone is sayi g anything back . Why do my friends turn my sentences into filler .#why does it feel like im in the middle of a hivemind and i dont know it . why does it feel like its all computer generated .#why can everyone else talk and laugh and converse withoit trouble but when its my turn everyone treats it like an obligation#nobody wants to watch what i wsnt to. nobody wants to listen to what i want to. nobody wants to talk about what i want to.#And if they just go along with what i wsnt to do im just wasting their time . we wont even talk about it . theres no expression .#i hate enjoying mhself when nobody else is. and i hate when others are enjoying themselves without me#but apparently im not a part of 'together'#how come even in small social circles nobody is treated equally . Whh does preference come into it.#Man. whatever.
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how do i start setting firm boundaries with this kid in my club who keeps making unfunny jokes and taking over the whole meeting and pissing me the fuck off without like dragging down the vibes of the entire thing. because i did not manage it tonight, i got genuinely hostile and killed the vibes👍
#he is in the wrong here like fucking. if theres four people in ur club meeting for the week#and you say ‘hey put on this clip of this brutal saw trap’#and one of the other people (1/4 of the group!) says ‘i do not want to see that’#i think u r an asshole for insisting on watching it! and making me have to awkwardly sit in the hall cause just hearing the audio made me#feel nauseous!#lime.txt#sigh. he also just like. he doesnt mesh with the group he’s a first year but he acts like a middle schooler#i get being a fucking 18 year old guy and joining a niche media club and like not understanding feminism#but when other people make pretty clear that they are uncomfortable with something you are doing. quit fucking doing it#and i swear to god he keeps making us watch nu metal music videos#like today he did it TWICE every fucking time we start talking about something else#like me and this other guy started talking about gundam and he was explaining in depth why he was disappointed w the turn the 2nd season#of iron blooded orphans took and i was like omg interesting and he was like was gwitch good and then i was like yeah its an homage to rgu#and literally mid conversation this other kid puts a fucking linkin park music video on the tv and makes us all watch it. like fuck offfffff#sorry im genuinely too mad to do my work rn i need to destress im gonna have some cereal
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