#turncoatsilver

[stellapryce]

Break Me

[stella and @turncoatsilver being angsty]

There had been something different about Isabella. The past few weeks, about since she had gotten back, the woman just seemed not herself. Less confident, less assured in her disinterest. At first, for a long while, Stella didn’t mention it. Didn’t bring it up. Because she knew how Isabella operated and she knew that she wouldn’t want Stella poking around and digging into her life. But finally, Stella realized that this wasn’t the same Isabella.

Something had changed. So her approach could change as well.

It was a dreary Thursday that it finally came to her. Thunder hanging low overhead and most everyone cloistered inside their houses. Except Stella and Isabella, the only two in the Big Apple. Heading over with a pot of coffee, Stella wore a determined look. “Need a top off?” she asked with a soft smile.

Isabella looked up like she didn’t know who Stella was at first. A moment passed before she nodded. Murmured a thanks as the mug filled. There were no notebooks in front of her. She wasn’t furiously scribbling.

Stella took in a deep breath and then set the pot down. Dropping into the bench across from Isabella, she turned the second mug over and filled it. Took a long sip, eyes watching Isabella just over the rim. The other woman looked at her with incredulity. Stella just barreled through it.

“Tell me how you’ve been.” Stella said, letting the mug clink against the table.

To her pleasant surprise, Isabella opened her mouth and she did. 

[h-gilmore-blog]

★

ISABELLA

I like you // I love you // I’m indifferent toward you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’m jealous of you // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’m attracted to you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I respect you // I want your respect // I feel protective of you // I’d like to cut loose with you // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I want an apology from you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[possessedclaire-blog]

★

I like you // I love you // I’m indifferent toward you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’m jealous of you // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’m attracted to you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I respect you // I want your respect // I feel protective of you // I’d like to cut loose with you // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I want an apology from you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[catalystunbound]

★

I like you // I love you // I’m indifferent toward you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’m jealous of you // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’m attracted to you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I respect you // I want your respect // I feel protective of you // I’d like to cut loose with you // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I want an apology from you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better 

[divinum-venenum-blog]

★

ISABELLA →

I like you // I love you // I’m indifferent toward you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’m jealous of you // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’m attracted to you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I respect you // I want your respect // I feel protective of you // I’d like to cut loose with you // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I want an apology from you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[vanavxs-blog]

★

ISABELLA

I like you // I love you // I’m indifferent toward you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’m jealous of you // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’m attracted to you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I respect you // I want your respect // I feel protective of you // I’d like to cut loose with you // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I want an apology from you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[demimondc]

🍸(not really here but I want it)

“Intoxicating. Wait, that’s me. Intoxicating. Intoxicated. -- Somehow, that word doesn’t sound quite right. They say you repeat the same word over and over, it starts to sound merely like...sounds. Sound like sounds. Teanga. Silly thing, really. That’s all language is; merely a collection of sounds, organized in some sort of way. Ones containing sounds that are impossible to other mouths, don’t sit properly on their tongues. Mouths are formed, are grown, for particular sounds. For particular languages. Intoxicated, isn’t it? Bloody hell. Intoxicating.-- Of course, you can shed that. Look at me. Look at that woman. Clearly she was once the whisperer of Latin, of old spells women were accused of muttering in my time. She looks like she belongs on a pyre. Unburnt.” 

[rowanofwar]

🍸(I'm not really here but it's 5 am and I want this)

“She reminds me of a Poe poem. The darling could be interpreted in so many different ways but is essentially haunting and enigmatic. No one truly understands her except for me. I want to thrust her under a microscope and study her further because her position is precarious but -- her reactions are what I really want to know. I’ll admit, I’m interested in her though. She had potential, was so moldable and could have been something coaxed into greatness. I know why she went to hell, but this “assignment” could also be her “second chance”. Wouldn’t you be interested too?”

“...Don’t tell her I said anything of this or else she might get her hopes up and think that I like her.”

[rxphaels]

😶, 🙇

😶 - how i think our muses would get along. 

Turncoats and spies, something Raphael never had the steel to deal with. He knew of weaving your way towards someone’s good graces with a smile and gossip and rumors, but being a mole? That was something out of his league and something that he didn’t care to do. There is something that is resentful in Isabella, something that Raphael would like to stay as far away from. He feels familiar with discontent, but her type not so much. She’s a variable in a sea of constants and he would rather not deal with her ( or give her any info ) at all.

 - for someone my muse feels regret for

ANSWERED!

[jorouwhit-blog]

😥, 😘

😥 For someone my muse finds annoying

I’m going to go with the easy answer and say her husband, Patrick. But that’s kind of a tricky answer, because Josephine’s feelings for him aren’t just annoyance. She slips between emotions when it comes towards him, but the constant contact they have creates and even larger window for finding him annoying. He’s just always there, and she has never been used to men staying for so long, especially when, although she’s an exceptional liar, eventually she figured he’d figure it out. Sometimes she wonders whether or not she hid her actions from him on purpose, and then she ends up finding him more annoying for the fact that she can’t make herself give him up.

😘 For what our muses would be like in a romantic relationship

Oh, god. I think these two might actually find some sort of solace in one another’s selfishness and narcissism. Which is odd, but I also believe they sort of have some kind of understanding that might make a relationship actually sort of work. They would feed into each other, and continually build one another up until either they just joined together, or they blew up. The biggest issue I think, would be Josephine’s inability to actually, and truly commit, and open up to someone else, and Isabella would have the same problems as well. They’re both liars to the core, and they both would do anything to survive. Maybe in a different time, when they both didn’t feel like caged animals. For now, however, they would use each other until they were both empty. {@turncoatsilver}

[stellapryce]

★

ISABELLA

I like you // I love you // I’m indifferent toward you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’m jealous of you // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’m attracted to you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I respect you // I want your respect // I feel protective of you // I’d like to cut loose with you // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I want an apology from you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[h-gilmore-blog]

Yellow, Blue

YELLOW // headcanons 

Isabella is the person behind the camera, and Holly doesn’t mind the flash capturing her. In short -- modeling. The closest Holly has been to modeling is taking instagram selfies, but she would be curious to learn more about the art of capturing a photo; would even volunteer to get in front of the frames if needed. 

I’m sure Isabella has hundreds of photos from the war, all ranging in beauty and gore. And Holly would love to sort through all of them, asking the dark haired female countless questions about her time spent at war. More specifically -- how did it compare to when those beasts attacked? 

They both have the same demons -- booze, dead parents, a stolen lifestyle -- so why not  bound over it? Granted, Isabella has chosen to bat for the side Holly despises, but who doesn’t love some good drama there? And imagine all the new information she would learn from Holly, sweet little Holly thinking that Isabella couldn’t ever turn back on humanity. 

Isabella is the informant, the spy, but can she break past Holly’s barriers? Can she unlock the dirty little secrets hidden so well behind the pink facade? Consider it a challenge, or a game of sorts. 

BLUE // aesthetic 

COMING SOON !!! 

[juniarose-blog]

@, ツ, $

Send “@” for a SCARED text.

[text]: The sounds in here are awful[text]: I want to help but I don’t want to know what’s happening

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

[text]: I just saw Evangeline across the fence!![text]: Was she with you? Are you guys coming here??[text]: She looks so BEAUTIFUL

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

[text]: I can hear Adam talking from all the way over here[text]: Sorry, my mistake, sent to wrong person!

[catalystunbound]

✆, ✘, ♀

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. 

[text]: morning, creep, let’s go for a run[text]: meet me at the docks in half an hour[text]: prepare to be outrun

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

[text]: i always knew you were a piece of shit[text]: stay the fuck away from lydia [text]: you come near her again and i’ll kill you a second time

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text. 

[text]: i’m leaving[text]: i found a way out and i’m going tomorrow morning[text]: tell lydia i’m dead [text]: don’t let her follow

[divinum-venenum-blog]

❄

“Spring,” she answered, looking delighted just to think about it. “When the grass is perfect green and soft and nice to roll in, and all the flowers are blooming and they remind me of – myself. I love when the Earth is growing. Humans trample that growth far too often, but I have gardens at each of my homes. It’s a beauty that demands you be a part of it.” 

[fideiism]

✉, #, $

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

[unsent text]: you look familiar. didn’t you have wings the last time i saw you?

 Send “#” for a RANDOM text.

[text]: PICTURE SENT

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

[text]: no, but i actually slept with him when i was drunk i think[text]: OH NO[text]: delete that please please please