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I absolutely adore your ideas for turian culture. The shawls, the interesting word choices correlating with Roman/Latin words (like zuccha, amar, saccha). My absolute favorite thing though is the ties they have with the sky and stars. Garrus' curses (empty night, blackest night) especially are some of my favorite little elements in the universe you write for them. Where did you come up with these awesome ideas? I'm just so invested in the culture you created for my favorite space cats!
Hello Anon! Sorry this took so long to answer, I got absolutely giddy when I read it!
Well the whole Latin thing is taken both from canon (they're based on the Roman empire) and fanon. I know others have used Latin words and Roman culture to develop turian culture, and I liked it so I ran with it. A lot of the words I made up are bastardized latin words, lol. Saccha, mela, and zuccarum (zucca for short) are taken from the Latin words for sugar, honey, and ... sugar again, I think, lol. Crulum is taken from cookie. I kind of just look up the latin words for things and throw some letters around until I'm happy with the mouth feel of it. Other words I just plain make up, like lambas, which is a dish Val makes for the family. I want all turian words to sound like a rich, rolling, rumbly language as much as possible. For Avinelin, a Garrus/Nihlus one shot, I wanted the turian language Nihlus teaches Garrus to sound more like Spanish, because I think it's an incredibly sexy language. Basically, I want turians to sound hot I guess! I think a lot of people like to write turians as cold and ultra-militaristic, and go as far as to say they don't show physical affection easily (which is a valid take that I fully support!). But, I like to show the opposite of that -- that yes their culture is regimented and bureaucratic, but there's still warmth within them. Maybe expressing that warmth within them is even more important, considering their strict social guidelines.
I think that's also why I like to explore the importance of celestial themes with them as well. It shows that they once were religious, just like many species, and that shaped their language and how they cope with life. I know others play with curses being star based as well, so I didn't invent that, I just have fun playing with it. I will say that so far my favorite bit of star theme that I've come up with though, is Garrus seeing Jane's freckles as stars in a night sky, and that when he was a boy he'd look up at the night sky for comfort and solace. I don't get gushy over things I write often, but that moment in The Quarian where he makes that connection gets me! And I will absolutely be playing with that as Garrus and Jane reveal their feelings and explore their relationship in The Boy. One day he'll tell Jane that her freckles are like stars and she'll just melt 🥺 (I've already written the scene 😁)
OH, and the shawls...in the sequel to The Boy (working title is The Missing -- I hate my titles btw, but I feel stuck to the theme now, lol) There's going to be a murder based on the Jeffrey McDonald murders (a military doctor accused "hippies" of killing his family) and I wanted turians to have some sort of cultural appearance that xenophobic humans judged, but was based on something loving, so I thought maybe turians wear shawls while they marry, then i daydreamed about Jane wearing a shawl when her and Garrus get married, then when I was writing about a winter turian holiday (Anivia Vocan) I thought it would be cool if turians wear shawls for all important occasions. Boom, turians have special shawls. Okay, I feel like I've blabbered on enough. Bless anyone who read through this all. TLDR is that I have no plan and don't even keep track of the stuff I write. It all just bubbles up while I'm daydreaming about Jane and Garrus and I include what I remember.
Thanks for asking! Hope this was fun to read. If it was, I'm always down to answer any questions about my stories or world building! ❤��
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Turian Behavior and Mannerisms by Oblivious-Man this is such a well thought out read
#turian behaviour#turian behavior#turian expressions#turian facial expressions#turian mannerisms#mass effect
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so turians are supposed to resemble cockatiels from what i know, so that meant i of course had to draw garrus’s reaction to being told he looks like one only to find out its… a tiny bird.
#garrus vakarian#garrus#mass effect#my art#i love garrus#i wish turians were more expressive#can you imagine how fun it would be to see a turian pouting#i think i got better at drawing him#practice for the win
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THE BEST OF THE NORMANDY SUMMIT
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Primarch Adrien Victus, Dalatrass Linron, and Urdnot Wrex With: Comm. Specialist Samantha Traynor Commander, you need to keep Cerberus at bay- I can't overstate what a victory a treaty between the Turians and the Krogan would be for the Alliance. We need all the help we can get... Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#urdnot wrex#samantha traynor#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#finally got around to gif'ing the sur'kesh footage and i ended up splitting it in half bc the summit just had too many good wrex moments#by best of: the normandy summit i really just mean best of: wrex bc this is literally just every wrex moment from the summit LMAO#i was gonna stuff this in with the priority sur'kesh set but literally when i had like 10 gifs of just the summit i was like#sur'kesh is getting the mars split bc wrex has too many good moments to just start cutting half of them out tbh#also victus in his fancy primarch robes with THAT VOICE??? i'm not down bad for most turians but DAMN victus#maybe we talk about how fucking real he was for hearing wrex say that the krogan were the ones who spilled their blood to stop the rachni#and immediately looked at the dalatrass and said that wrex was fucking right#and then said that the dalatrass was helping wrex or she'd never see another friendly turian again?? like he's a fucking ICON for that tbh#and soph in the dress blues????? HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT (mass effect women in uniforms and armor 😍)#her angy face coming back at the dalatrass to defend wrex is everything to me#and wrex's expressions during the summit are so fucking good#there's so much raw emotion on his face that you can see and you can tell how like angry and frustrated he is with the dalatrass and victus#and how much he's holding back!! especially when linron insults him!! when she basically calls his people useless!!#like there's just a thousand+ years of pent up krogan rage about the genophage just boiling behind wrex's eyes#and he somehow manages to keep somewhat cool during the summit? like obvi wrex isn't a thousand+ years old but he's his people's rep#he's such a fucking interesting character especially during this scene when you think about a thousand+ years of the genophage#bc you get to watch him balance keeping his cool in a political situation he's a leader in#vs. remembering he's a krogan in the presence of the leadership of the people who literally created a sterility plague for his people??#and the raw emotions of that for him???#wrex my love you deserve the world for dealing with the summit in the cool-headed way that you did bc it was 100% bullshit for you#canon soph would have thrown the dalatrass off the normandy so fucking fast for insulting wrex and his people and you cannot change my mind
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cannot Believe there are still sh*karians in this day and age who still act like the lady turian in the citadel dlc Looking Respectfully at garrus is somehow a threat. she turns away and minds her own business once garrus shows interest in shepard. she doesn't even have speaking lines in the romanced version of the scene, you only get to talk to her if garrus is unromanced and you're wingmanning for him. "that's MY man back off" girl she does. she literally does. she does not make a move on him she sees he's with someone and turns away why do yall feel the need to write entire essays and comics and fics abt ur shepards being insecure jealous twats
#councilor's notes#she's confirming garrus is attractive to turians it's a compliment also garbus is PIXELS yall are being like this over PIXELS#stg i see a fresh wave of this shit every couple years or so#very un-feminist of you bestie. almost daresay it's very toxic straight people culture#cannot express enough SHE LITERALLY *DOES* BACK OFF. SHEPARD HAS NO REASON TO BE JEALOUS.
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4F for the dwarf then :D
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#wild answers things#da fanart#varric tethras#my art#expressions challenge#ughhhhh i have to draw the turians now#too many turian asks
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-gasp!-
Sanshee finally made a chuby little Liara pin to go with the others!
There's a Thane one now too, but ehhhhh...
But Liara! Look how cute!!
They just need to make a Wrex one now and The Squad will be complete
#it's so hard to find good Wrex shit. like i get it i understand krogans are hard to draw but c'mon#C'MON#y'all can draw turians fine! mostly. okay good garrus shit is also hard to find but sanshee made the CUTEST one#their tali isn't that great mainly because nobody ever does the glowing eyes that are vital to her expressive characterization#but it's a consistent style to get the squad to match in
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thinking about andromeda again and like why didn’t they make facial animations a prime focus when the game is 50% cutscenes 😐
#like no one looked at lexi and was like yeah people are going to notice every asari looks like her#no one looked at turians and remembered they should have facial markings and expressive mandibles#the original trilogy had i think four face models for asari but with their varying skin tones and facial markings you’d never notice#and with turians again their skin and markings really made you feel confused about npcs#*never made#not to mention how humanoid faces move?? in the trilogy everything moved as a whole#open the mouth wide and you could see the nose move too. they even had a special thing dedicated to how eyes work#in me:a everything moves individually making it so uncanny and robotic and weird !!!!#and the eyes are horrific the shading is so poor#gives me a greater appreciation for the trilogy’s expressions which are really quite stellar but damn#idk it’s wild. i really love so much about me:a but those cutscenes pull me out of it every time#anyways.txt
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He is, indeed, my space chicken. XDDDD
Somebody get Garrus a fish gun, stat.
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Briar "stoic face" Jane Shepard and the way her expression only does that when she sees a certain Turian.
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N7 Month 2024
We present to you the N7 Month Challenge 2024!
You are welcome to participate in this challenge with fanfic, fanart, videos, edits or whatever else you can come up with. Both Original Trilogy and Andromeda content, as well as any paarings and ratings are fair game!
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Thanks to @kesla and cord for helping with the Prompts this year!
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Starting November 1st
Day 1 Poetry Day 2 Reflection Day 3 Humans Day 4 Hegemony Day 5 Turians Day 6 Identity N7 Day FREE SPACE Day 8 Presumption Day 9 Asari Day 10 Transform Day 11 Shepherd Day 12 Situationship Day 13 Reputation Day 14 Rachni Day 15 Tradition Day 16 Place Day 17 Priviledge Day 18 Artifact Day 19 Colony Day 20 Fuel Day 21 Hangover Day 22 Korgans Day 23 Map Day 24 Mirror Day 25 Quarians Day 26 Radio Day 27 Clan Day 28 Expression Day 29 Signal Day 30 Unknown
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Imagine that you are now living without shelter on the street, without a house to shelter you or even a tent. Just imagine this feeling, what you will do then, how you will act.
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Some more emergency expressive emotes!
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A little dive into Turian expressions ✏️
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Please I have to know! Do you have any other ‘what we choose’ multiverse first kiss scenes in-progress/in your mind/etc? I just reread the moment between them when Kaidan’s putting on Sam’s N chain and sjsksjsjsk
Apologies for making you wait, but since I didn't have the heart to tell you that I didn't have one cooking, I just wrote one. <3
This may start out looking familiar to you. Until it doesn't. :D
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In Your Universe
02 December, 2182, Arcturus Stream, Arcturus, Arcturus Station
A steady crowd of people mill through the observation deck on the Callisto section of Arcturus’ torus ring. This time Kaidan knows where he’s going, but even though he’s a few minutes early, the buzz of Shepard’s biotic field slips under his skin before he spies the small opening in the wall just below the ceiling. The only difference between now and that morning almost four years ago is the souvenir shop where the empty storefront used to be.
Shepard pokes his head out of the alcove and holds out his hand for Kaidan to grab. No biotic energy to pull him up this time – Kaidan brings his own momentum. But Shepard’s pull is still stronger, and for half a heartbeat Kaidan winds up in his arms. He clears his throat as they disentangle, and settles beside him in this strange little architectural oddity that’s a perfect fit for two people to sit and watch the stars.
“Still beautiful,” Kaidan murmurs, looking out the window. He mostly means the view.
“Never lets me down, I’ll give it that,” Shepard admits. He pushes a datapad out of the way and stuffs a stylus in his pocket.
“Been here long?” Kaidan asks. “Didn’t mean to keep you waiting.”
“Nah. Needed some time to do a little thinking. Been a hell of a day, and it’s not over yet.”
Kaidan sticks one foot out in front of him, so it hangs just off the ledge. “Yeah. New rank, new ship, new crew. What did you think?”
Shepard ducks his head, hiding a smile behind a fist. When had Kaidan first seen him smile like that? It should stand out in his memory, but it doesn’t. Sometimes it feels like there have never been any firsts with Shepard. They’ve just always been.
“The ship’s pretty incredible. You’d have a field day. She’s got stealth tech.”
“Stealth? Really?”
He nods. “Get this. It’s a cross-species effort with the turians.”
“Huh.”
“The chief engineer threw a lot of jargon at me, but the long and short of it is, she’s got an internal emissions sink system that stores waste heat. She can run silent for close to three hours before the crew is in danger of cooking.”
“Damn. I’m guessing wherever they plan on sending you won’t be lacking for action.”
“Not from what I gather. Crew is hand-picked. She’s small, fast, top of the line, and you would hate the pilot.”
Kaidan snorts and leans back on his elbows. “Why would I hate the pilot?”
“Just trust me.”
“Okay,” Kaidan says with a wry smile. “Guess I’ll have to take your word for it.”
There must be a little more misery in his tone than he intends, because Shepard’s expression sobers, and the gravity well flips.
“Anderson’s the CO,” Shepard says, right before the quiet that settles between them starts to get heavy.
Kaidan’s eyes widen. “Oh, that’s great, Shepard. Really great.”
“Should make things interesting, that’s for sure. I sure can drive him batshit. Wonder how long before he wants to put me out the airlock.”
“He thinks the world of you, Shepard. You know that right?”
Shepard shrugs a shoulder and pulls the stylus out of his pocket, twirling it in his fingers. “Lot to live up to, still.”
“Hey. You’ve worked so hard for this. And you’re going to get to do it with the person who means the most to you. Enjoy it, okay? At least for a minute. This is everything you wanted.”
Shepard looks at him, right at him, eyes so clear and sharp there can’t possibly be anything Kaidan can hide.
“Yeah. Guess it is.”
Maybe the hint of regret in his voice isn���t real, just Kaidan hearing what he wants to hear. Just like the hand on his shoulder at the café didn’t mean anything, the damn crooked pin at the ceremony had just been harmless banter, and the way Shepard’s looking at him right now is just Shepard.
That’s what he always tells himself.
What if it is something? His stomach churns with a rush of exhilaration and anxiety. What would you do if I told you the truth? If I kissed you, would you push me away, or put your arms around me and tell me not to stop?
But then Shepard drops his eyes and the moment’s gone. He shoves the stylus back in his pocket, scowls, and digs something else out and holds it up to examine. It’s a chain, for a dress uniform, but black instead of the regulation gold. Just like the one Shepard already has on, linking the top button of his jacket with the gold trim of the shoulder pad. The chain worn by anyone who’s achieved N status – the only adornment allowed by anyone who isn’t N7.
Kaidan raises a curious eyebrow as Shepard rolls it between his fingers, the gaze that moments ago had only been for Kaidan now bent elsewhere.
“Did you bring an extra this time?” Kaidan asks, trying not to smile. The last time Shepard had taken that dress coat off, after the N7 ceremony, he’d forgotten to undo the chain first and snapped it in half.
He shakes his head. “My mom gave it to me today. It…was my dad’s.”
Oh.
“Why today?” Kaidan asks. “Why not when you made N1?”
His laugh is bitter. “She didn’t know she had it. She never went through his things.”
“Oh,” Kaidan says softly. “I’m sorry, Shepard.”
“It’s just a chain,” he says with a shake of his head, and starts to shove it back in his pocket. “Never been the sentimental type, anyway.”
Kaidan stops him, leaning in close enough the sharp hum of their mingled fields leaves him a little lightheaded. Shepard’s lips hover close, too close while Kaidan detaches the chain on his uniform. When he drops it in Shepard’s open palm and takes the one that belonged to his father, an electric shock passes through their fingers. Kaidan swallows, makes the mistake of glancing up at those eyes that may as well hold the depth of the stars inside, then fastens the chain carefully in place. Throughout, Shepard watches him in silence that feels like it means something.
“Thanks,” Shepard says softly.
Kaidan traces the chain with a finger, lump growing in his throat, all the times Shepard had nearly killed himself chasing N7, carving the path that’s now leading him away from the ‘Yang to Anderson and the Normandy flashing in front of his eyes.
They’re sending you somewhere I can’t protect you.
Like a reflex, he splays his hand against Shepard’s chest. There’s still an undershirt, dress jacket and dress uniform between them. Sometimes it seems like there’s so much standing between them, even when they’re side by side, and that space is about to become so vast.
But he can still feel Shepard’s heartbeat. Not a number in his HUD. Just a steady rhythm under his palm. He draws in a ragged breath.
“I don’t want to lose you.”
The words are out before he can stop them.
He curls his fingers against the fabric of Shepard’s uniform, trying to break the spell, trying to pull away while he still can, but instead Shepard cups his knuckles, trapping them in place.
He’s always been trapped in Shepard’s gravitational pull. There’s never been any other star he’s wanted to orbit.
“Hey,” Shepard says. “Kaidan, I…”
Without giving himself time to think about what it could cost them, he hooks Shepard’s neck with his other hand and erases the space between them.
Kaidan does little more than brush their lips together, so quick and reckless he almost misses. It’s nothing like what he's imagined in the rare moments where he let himself imagine anything at all. But when they part it’s only by inches. He can’t bring himself to move farther away.
But Shepard doesn’t move either.
They hover nose to nose. Shepard sits still as a stone, breath warm against Kaidan’s cheek, gaze unfocused, like the galaxy has just reordered itself around him. When he finally manages to speak, it's with a voice Kaidan's never heard before.
"Oh."
Kaidan inhales, the reality of what he’s just done setting in hard. “I’m sorry,” he says hastily, trying to scramble away, trying to think of a way to fix it, but Shepard tightens his grip on Kaidan’s hand, keeping it pressed against his chest. His eyes glitter like the stars in front of them, though reading his expression is like being on the wrong side of a two-way mirror. For agonizing seconds, he doesn’t say a word.
“Oh,” he repeats, softer this time, eyes dropping to Kaidan’s mouth. The gap between them narrows until it doesn’t exist.
The kiss starts awkward, hesitant, like they’re a flickering candle that can’t get enough oxygen to catch. But then Shepard’s head tilts to the left ever so slightly, and suddenly…it does.
Shepard’s lips part wider, drawing Kaidan in, before returning to something chaste, like he’s testing what it means, how it feels. Kaidan goes with it, he’ll go anywhere Shepard leads, so long as they go there together.
The gravity well swirls with a gentle hiss of static. Shepard’s fingers curl around the hand Kaidan still splays against his chest, like an anchor locking them together. Kaidan traces the back of Shepard’s neck with a thumb, catching the stubble of freshly shaved hairs at the base of his hairline.
In the space of heartbeat, kissing Shepard is as effortless as breathing. Soft, slow, with only the stars as a witness. They take their time, letting it grow around them, taking its own shape, until it feels familiar. Theirs. Callisto buzzes with the sounds of conversations, life, and laughter taking place below them. But here, in this little pocket of time and space Shepard has carved out for them, there is only the warmth of his mouth, the hum of his biotic field, the beat of his racing heart.
It’s racing for me.
Kaidan grips the front of Shepard’s uniform, black chain tangling in his fingers, still trapped under Shepard’s hand.
I was made for you, Kaidan thinks as Shepard slips an arm around him.
But that isn’t true, is it? There is nothing predestined about it. Nothing written in the stars.
Only what they’d spent four years writing themselves.
When they finally part they rest their foreheads together, breathless. Shepard’s eyes flick to Kaidan’s. He reaches a hand up, hesitates, then gently runs his fingers through Kaidan’s hair. Kaidan closes his eyes and breathes deep.
“That felt…like something we should have done a long time ago.”
A laugh slips out of Kaidan. Not quite the reaction he’d planned, not that he’d had anything planned. But at the sound of it, Shepard’s face lights up like the sunrise.
“When, um. When the hell were you gonna tell me you could kiss like that?”
A flush builds at the back of Kaidan’s neck. “Didn’t, uh. Didn’t think it was relevant to your, uh, interests.”
“My fucking interests.” Shepard’s turn to laugh. “You dick.” He wraps Kaidan up in a tight embrace. Kaidan hooks an arm around his neck, the way they’ve done so many times for helmet checks, always with armor in the way.
No armor now.
“I’m sorry,” Kaidan says, head buzzing with a mix of euphoria, elation, and dread. In a matter of hours, Shepard is supposed to report to a new ship. “My timing for this is really terrible.”
“Epically terrible, are you kidding me?”
Kaidan huffs. “Well, I planned to take it to my grave, but it turns out going back to the ‘Yang without you wasn’t…something I could do.”
Shepard pulls away from him, expression turning solemn. Kaidan tries to look away, but Shepard catches his chin in his fingers and holds his gaze.
“You weren’t going to tell me. You were just gonna let me walk onto another ship and not say anything. Why? You’re—” His face scrunches up as several different emotions pass across it at once. “Why.”
“And risk losing you, because I wanted something you didn’t?” Kaidan scoffs. “No. You’re the best thing I’ve ever had in my life. I just wanted to…be in your universe, I guess. Whatever that looked like. Whatever that meant…to you. If it didn’t mean, well—”
“Making out with me.”
Kaidan rolls his eyes. “Fine, if it didn’t mean making out with you…so be it. We part ways here, and I hope like hell you call me every now and then so I can still hear your voice.”
Shepard waggles an eyebrow. “So you’re into my voice, too, huh?”
“You know what, never mind,” Kaidan says, stifling a grin. “Forget it. I’m finding another hiding spot where I can spill my guts to someone who isn’t the actual worst.”
Shepard seizes hold of him with a laugh that’s light as a bell and pulls him in close until his back is pressed against Shepard’s chest, and presses his nose to Kaidan’s ear.
“You idiot. You are my universe.”
A shiver runs down his spine. Shepard might have a point about the voice thing. The low resonance of it in his ear is…well, it’s fucking exhilarating. He grips Shepard’s arm, closes his eyes, and exhales. “Kinda feels like we’ve been saying that to each other for four years now.”
“Maybe it’s time we finally listened to ourselves.”
Kaidan turns his head and kisses him again, deep and slow.
“Fuck, I’m a great listener,” Shepard murmurs when they part. Kaidan laughs, and Shepard’s grin gets even wider.
There is no star that shines like you do.
Shepard’s omnitool flashes. He dismisses the notification with a grunt, using the opportunity to rearrange his limbs into a more comfortable shape. A shape that includes Kaidan. His head spins.
“Something you need to deal with?” Kaidan asks, nodding to his omnitool.
“Later. Don’t worry about it.”
“Come on, I worry about everything.”
“Yeah, I love that about you.”
Shepard’s eyes widen the moment the words are out of his mouth. Kaidan’s heart does a somersault.
“Um,” Shepard stammers. “What I meant was…” He stops. Shakes his head. “No. That’s, uh. That’s what I meant. I think I love a lot of things about you. Everything, probably. You’re—”
Kaidan cuts him off. Continuing to exist in a galaxy where the words haven’t been said out loud is something he can’t stand anymore.
“I love you.”
It’s the truest, boldest, most honest thing he’s ever said in his life.
Shepard gazes at him, poleaxed, then chuckles weakly. “Well. We’re just having revelations all over the place today, aren’t we?”
“Figured a few more couldn’t hurt.”
“No. I…think kind of the opposite. It’s, ah.” His face relaxes a little. “It sounds kind of amazing. Something I didn’t know I wanted to hear.”
“I love you,” Kaidan repeats, softer this time.
Shepard holds him tighter, resting his head on Kaidan’s shoulder. For a few minutes, they just sit in each other’s arms and watch the stars.
So many stars, home to so many worlds. Humanity had ventured out into the night sky and found new life, new constellations, new technology that had taken them to more stars, where they built new homes in alien frontiers. And somehow, through it all, I still managed to find you.
Some days the galaxy feels so big. Other times…it doesn’t.
“You know,” Shepard says quietly. “The day I first brought you here…I almost didn’t.”
“Oh?”
A wistful smile tugs at his lips. “I thought if I didn’t say anything, maybe you’d give up and go away and I could be left the hell alone. It was a miserable day for me. Last thing I wanted was someone else to see it.”
“What…changed your mind?”
“I knew you. You’re stubborn as hell and never give up when you’re set on something. I was doomed to never know peace.”
Kaidan chuckles.
“And you were—” He hesitates. Kaidan gives him space to put his thoughts together. “I grew up coming to this spot. Never told anyone about it. It was mine. No one could find me when I came here. But then…you did. And I realized…I wanted you to. Felt your field and was actually relieved that maybe I wasn’t going to be miserable…alone.” He laughs weakly. “Yeah, looking back, this is pretty obvious and I’m kind of an idiot.”
“I love that about you,” Kaidan says softly.
Shepard presses a kiss to his temple, but that’s not enough. Kaidan turns his head and kisses him like he means it. Shepard makes a sound that goes straight to Kaidan’s groin.
Which is when reality sets in. Kaidan pulls back and drops his gaze, fingering the black chain on Shepard’s uniform. “So…I just, ah. Made things a lot more complicated.”
“We. Team effort, here.”
“We,” Kaidan repeats. “Guess it could be worse. Could have done it while you were still my superior officer.”
Unease flicks past Shepard’s face. He shifts restlessly. “Yeah, that would, uh, make things a little more complicated.”
Kaidan gives him a wan smile and traces the line of his jaw with his fingers, something he’s never done before, and hopes to do a thousand more time. “What do we do now?”
“How about we worry about now later? You’re the one who said I should just enjoy things for a minute.”
This is everything you wanted.
Kaidan settles back against him and exhales. Shepard wraps his arms around him. A few hours ago, the future had felt so bleak. As empty as the space between all those stars.
Leave it to Shepard to shine bright enough to fill up the gaps.
“Thanks,” Kaidan murmurs.
“For what?”
“For not turning me away that day.”
The gravity well hums as Shepard leans in and kisses him again, the way it only does when their fields collide.
“Thank you…for staying.”
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Okay so I know "turians purr" is like. Old hat and basically accepted fanon at this point, because they are Space Kitty People, but.
I like the idea that it's not necessarily a direct translation to "this turian is happy".
Like a human smile, it's all wrapped up with other body language and can mean a dozen things - a smile can be sad, or uncomfortable, or pleased, or passive aggressive, or threatening.
ME1 Shepard is paying close attention to her new alien crewmembers, so she figures out fairly quickly that purring suggests satisfaction or contentment more than outright joy - he purrs when she tells him "Good shooting today, Vakarian," or when he's finished a good meal or when he's cleaning his rifle, which she knows he finds relaxing. She knows Nihlus made a purring noise when she gave a response he approved of.
ME2 Shepard finds out that turians also purr as comfort, similar to the human shhh. When she goes to the battery after Aratoht and feels her face crumple and bursts into tears because 300,000 innocent people are dead and she couldn't save them, he wraps his arms around her and rests his chin on her head and rumbles into her hair until she calms down. And it's not just to comfort others - she hears him purring when he's semi-conscious in the medbay after he takes a rocket to the jaw, and when she alerts Mordin he helpfully clarifies for her that she doesn't need to be alarmed - Garrus is hurt, and scared, and he's self-soothing. He also purrs when he's floundering trying to flirt with her in her cabin before the collector base, and her translator chip interprets it as nervous laughter.
Like. It's a social behaviour. It's evolved out of "I am content" in some ancient Palaveni animal into basic comfort ("you are expressing distressed body language, so I am demonstrating calm, contented body language to reassure you there is no threat here") in primitive turians and into a dozen multifaceted social cues in an advanced species with a complicated culture that calls for formality and politeness.
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