#ttmd

[jinx-on-mars-19xx]

Happy 4th TTMD 🩷

[sunwarmed-ash]

How many tattoos do you have? And which ones and where? 💫

At the current moment, 9! 5 of them are tiny, just little friend tats or personal tats in various places

'both.' on my wrist is a new one and probably a top fav. On my ribs I have a heart with a pulse line through it that's bi pride colors. It's also of my favs <3

and then the other 4 are HUGE and take up almost my whole left arm.

Please excuse how dry my skin is, its hot AF here

1: serotonin and pride, I'm gay and depressed. Two things I don't really try to hide from people. Nor do I think I should. I've spent so many years cutting off pieces of myself to fit into a world not made for me and 'I became such a strange shape from trying to fit in.' So after 23 I stopped trying to. Also its funny to me to tell people this way I always have a little serotonin on board.

2. 😍😍😍 my MGK tattoo! I know the world is divided on my boy, but I genuinely like and owe my life to this dudes music. 2020 was fucking rough for me and that had less to do with covid than most people expect. I promised myself if I made it through the end of the year I'd get a tattoo. So I did. And it was after the album that got me through most of the shit I was dealing with. 👽✌🎟

3. (Suicide TW:) The flowers and the butterflies I got shortly after someone I loved very deeply passed tragically. I think about him every single day. Three and a half hours in a tattoo chair without painkillers hurt less than the hole in my heart i live with every day.

His ashes are spread in the same place he died, his favorite valley here in CO. The flowers and butterflies we saw the day we hiked to spread his ashes. I wanted something to remember him forever 💜

[torturedmemesdepartment]

TAYLOR SWIFT : FEARLESS TV PROMPTS (PART ONE)

(adjust as needed, pronouns, tense, etc.)

Fearless

" there's something 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained. " " i wanna ask you to dance right there in the middle of the parking lot. " " i'm trying so hard not to get caught up now. " " you're just so cool. " " i don't know how it gets better than this. " " with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fealess. " " baby drive slow, 'til we run out of road. " " i wanna stay right here. " " i'm not usually this way. "

Fifteen

" try and stay out of everybody's way. " " you know, i haven't seen you around before. " " somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them. " " count to ten, take it in. " " we'll be outta here as soon as we can. " " i swore i was gonna marry him someday. " " take a deep breath. "

Love Story

" we were both young when i first saw you. " " please don't go. " " take me somewhere we can be alone. " " all there's left to do is run. " " close your eyes. " " escape this town for a little while. " " you were everything to me. " " they're trying to tell me how to feel. " " this love is difficult, but it's real. " " don't be afraid. " " we'll make it out of this mess. " " i got tired of waiting. " " my faith in you was fading. " " i've been feeling so alone. " " i keep waiting for you, but you never come. " " is this in my head ? " " i don't know what to think. " " i love you and that's all i really know. " " i talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress. "

Hey Stephen

" i know looks can be deceivin' " " i know i saw a light in you. " " i didn't say half the things i wanted to. " " i can't help it if you look like an angel. " " i wanna kiss you in the rain. " " i can't help myself. " " i've got some things to say to you. " " i never seen nobody shine the way you do. " " it's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change. " " why are people always leavin' ? " " i think you and i should stay the same. " " you're perfect for me. " " why aren't you here tonight ? " " i'm waitin' alone now. " " pull me near. " " i could give you fifty reasons why i should be the one you choose. "

White Horse

" say you're sorry. " " i honestly believed in you. " " i shoulda known. " " i'm not a princess. " " this ain't a fairytale. " " i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell. " " this ain't hollywood. " " this is a small town. " " i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. " " it's too late for you and your white horse to come around. " " maybe i was naive. " " my mistake, i didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand. " " i had so many dreams about you and me. " " i'm so sorry. " " it's too late to catch me now. "

You Belong With Me

" she's going off about something that you said. " " she doesn't get your humor like i do. " " what you're looking for has been here the whole time. " " i'm the one who understands you. " " why can't you see you belong with me ? " " you belong with me. " " you've got a smile that could light up this whole town. " " you say you're fine, i know you better than that. " " hey, what you doing with a girl like that ? " " i remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night. " " i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're bout to cry. " " i know your favorite songs. " " tell me 'bout your dreams. "

Breathe

" none of us thought it was gonna end that way. " " people are people. " " sometimes we change our minds. " " it's killing me to see you go after all this time. " " i don't know what to be without you around. " " you're the only thing i know like the back of my hand. " " i can't breathe without you, but i have to. " " never wanna see you hurt. " " sometimes it doesn't work out. " " feeling like i just lost a friend. " " hope you know it's not easy for me. " " i'm sorry. "

Tell Me Why

" you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not. " " you took a swing. " " i see who you are. " " i'm sick and tired of your attitude. " " i'm feeling like i don't know you. " " you tell me that you love me, then cut me down. " " i need you like a heartbeat. " " you know you got a mean streak. " " i remember what you said last night. " " i know that you see what you're doing to me. " " tell me why. " " you could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day. " " i get so confused and frustrated. " " i'm sick and tired of your reasons. " " i got no one to believe in. " " you tell me that you want me, then push me around. " " why do you have to make me feel small so you can feel whole inside ? " " why do you have to put down my dreams so you're the only thing on my mind ? " " you ask me for my love, then you push me around. " " i told you i'm not bulletproof now you know. "

You're Not Sorry

" all this time i was wasting hoping you would come around. " " i've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down. " " i've figured you out. " " you're thinking we'll be fine again, but not this time around. " " you don't have to call anymore. " " i won't pick up the phone. " " this is the last straw. " " you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you. " " you're not sorry. " " i might believe you if i didn't know. " " could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. " " you've got your share of secrets. " " i'm tired of being last to know. " " you had me crawling for you, honey, and it never would've gone away. " " you used to shine so bright, but i watched all of it fade. "

The Way I Loved You

" he is sensible and so incredible. " " he says everything i need to hear. " " i couldn't ask for anything better. " " you look beautiful tonight. " " i feel perfectly fine. " " i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain. " " it's 2am and i'm cursing your name. " " that's the way i loved you. " " i never knew i could feel that much. " " he respects my space and never makes me wait. " " he calls exactly when he says he will. " " i'm comfortable. " " he can't see the smile i'm faking. " " my heart's not breaking. " " i'm not feeling anything at all. " " you were wild and crazy just so frustrating. "

Forever & Always

" i believe it was a tuesday when i caught your eye. " " you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me. " " were you just kidding ? " " we almost never speak. " " i don't feel welcome anymore. " " one second it was perfect now you're halfway out the door. " " forever and always. " " was i out of line ? " " did i say something way too honest made you run and hide ? " " thought i knew you for a minute, now i'm not so sure. " " where is this going ? " " you didn't mean it. " " did you forget everything ? "

The Best Day

" i don't know why all the trees change in the fall. " " i know you're not scared of anything at all. " " i had the best day with you today. " " i don't know how my friends could be so mean. " " i don't know who i'm gonna talk to now at school. " " don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay. " " he's better than i am. " " i know you were on my side even when i was wrong. " " i love you for giving me your eyes. " " i didn't know if you knew. "

Change

" well it's a sad picture. " " you're getting sick of it. " " i believe in whatever you do. " " i'll do anything to see it through. " " these things will change. " " can you feel it now ? " " so we've been outnumbered. " " it's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair. " " they might be bigger but we're faster and never scared. " " we don't need this. " " we can beat this. " " we'll stand up champions tonight. " " can you see it now ? "

[clown-baby]

when he says I'm not mad, I just cover up my temper, You're supposed to love me better, baby

[the-good-bad-truth]

What if you’re right? He better be smarter than have thought the Grammy jury—the same one that didn’t even consider him for that terrible song—was going to be impressed by some baby announcement. That would explain why everyone was akwardly laughing in the video he posted with them on the plane. All that effort, now wasted. It might also explain why he’s so upset.

Are people really trying to use ‘baby magic’ to manifest awards now? I would hope not. What in the world?

Nah, if she’s five months along, LR was his first true announcement. Celebs always bait the public before dropping big news—it's a way to test the waters and prepare their fans.

Really, he should name it ‘Grammy,’ because that’s the only Grammy he’ll be getting—until the other parent decides to use it as a pawn.

The first blog that revealed she was pregnant also mentioned that they’re getting married during the winter. Let me guess—Halloween or Christmas themed, at the Kardashians place with a crew documenting for his next Hulu project?

He's officially sold out to the industry, maybe this way they can spare him from having to go to any Diddy trial.

I think it's a good theory that the baby announcement could add promotion or boost him if he was nominated for lonely road. I think that could be one explanation or reason to why he does not appear ecstatic over the announcement because it did not come with the benefit of being nominated. You have to think back to like his #1 albums where he used the twin flame narrative for TTMD and the miscarriage/engagement for MS. It could be they thought it would help him get a grammy. But I would also like to think that they would not be too selfish and greedy for bringing a baby into the world just for a silly award. I also do not see them getting married at all because they do not seem compatible whatsoever. They both have different work ethics and lifestyles. I truly believe this relationship will never last nor should it have gone on this long.

[throne-for-queens]

I felt like before her music cameos were about promo and making money, now it feels like it's about all of the guilt he has been tripped into.

"I whole heartedly think this was a lie to get him to write songs about her. And he has. And he's milking the "we lost the baby" "my hand wasn't on her stomach".

Whoever wrote this ATE. and y'all know it or y'all wouldn't have gotten that mad, other anons completely lost It, trying to bring up MAGA and human rights to guilt trip us into silence.

The truth is that she is gonna be in whatever video she wants to, especially those that remind the people she was once popping and those about her allegedly miscarrying.

She said on the VMAs(?) red carpet "he's not allowed to have other hoes, it's the QuEeN 🤪 or no one"

"Fun" fact about Shakira: She was in a 12 year toxic partnership. Not only allegedly her man tried to frame her to get locked (they said her baby daddy and his father were doing her taxes for her)... not only there is public footage of him and his whole family scolding her in public, not only they named (ex mom in law) their dog after her, not only her mom in law cut her iconic curls into a short straight bob shortly after meeting, not only they say he cheated with both sexes but also.... SHE WAS FORBIDDEN from having male love interests or sexy men in her VIDEOS. Either him or no one (in fact she had him in "me enamoré"....what does this reminds you of?). When this went viral, in latam and rest of the world, many people dismissed it as "love". Turns out it was one of the many bs he was putting her through

Until he wake u

Starting from the beginning, bloody Valentine felt like an ode to 2000s Megan Fox. People were excited to see her again in a fun, upbeat song, that felt like a slight nod to Jennifer's body. Then came the slow bloody Valentine song with the For MF written in the clouds, which made it seem like the song was always about her when she was never the inspiration for the song. Then came drunk face where they kissed on screen and at this point he's at the height of ttmd and paparazzi are everywhere and I'll admit it felt inauthentic to the man I always perceived him to be. Then came her voice on the interlude with the intended romantic dialogue ( and I do mean intended) sounded a little weird to include it but hey it wasn't for everyone. And then the "I am god" quote at the beginning of emo girl. Which brings us now to this this video, where she is yet again the love interest.

I know we all thought it was jokey, jokey when she said she didn't want him to have any other love interest in his videos, but could it have been the truth? I'm starting to think so, because 1 time is coincidence, 2 times is intentional, and 3 well...3 is mandatory. It leaves the impression that Megan may be uncomfortable with Colson having other female leads in romantic music videos. We can say that it's colson who's uncomfortable, but I'm just not getting that vibe, especially since he's been doing this long enough to know that it's business. Now whether you think it's Megan or Colton, that's completely up to you, but at the end of the day its getting quite old.

[the-jury-room]

TRAVIS gave that box ring to him around the time ttmd dropped

Thank you ❤️

[triplexdoublex]

Quite annoying seeing everyone so worried bout him again after he dropped another song from the project, I get it he seems to be going through something. Ofc you should be worried but they seem to be acting like it’s a new thing that he’s not doing good as of late. He said he recorded the album over the past 18 months and if you actually read the lyrics to TTMD and MS then you can see that he hasn’t been ok for a while. It’s not a new thing, like he said in don’t let me go “I swear I’ve been telling you over and over again in all of these songs but they don’t hear nothing I’m writing”

I’ve been worried about him for some time now , especially ever since Megan’s epic IG meltdown. I think that people are just more worried than ever right now. But you’re absolutely right he’s been telling us forever that he’s not ok, it’s not new it’s just worse.

[hollywoodxwhore]

I miss TTMD Kells :(

[jinx-on-mars-19xx]

Happy 3rd Tickets to My Downfall!

🩷💚👽💚🩷

[mgkconfessions-too]

Anon who said: "genre sadboy was one of my least favorite projects of his (that is my opinion, I am allowed to have it and i have my reasons lol)"

It wasn't my fav either... 🤷‍♀️ BUT I liked it bc he revealed some truths about Megan in it and I thought that album was his breakup album dedicated to her. How wrong was I. 🤦‍♀️

Unpopular opinion about his albums: Binge I LOVE. 🥰

But my fav album of his...🤔 I don't have one exact favorite I think but more so many favorite songs of his that make up one unnamed album if that make sense. His very best album that I love every song hopefully still is to come 🤞 (But if I had to choose an album I'd say depending on my mood: Binge, Hotel Diablo, General Admission & from his more rock albums thus far: TTMD).

That was me that said that about genre sadboy 😭

[torturedmemesdepartment]

TAYLOR SWIFT : FEARLESS TV PROMPTS (PART TWO)

(adjust as needed, pronouns, tense, etc.)

Jump Then Fall

" i like the way you sound in the morning. " " your laugh is the best sound i have ever heard. " " i can't keep my focus. " " we should be together. " " every time you smile, i smile. " " i'll shine for you. " " don't be afraid to jump, then fall into me. " " i'm never gonna leave you. " " say that you wanna be with me too. " " i'ma stay through it all. " " i like the way your hair falls in your face. " " i love each freckle on your face. " " i like the way you're everything i ever wanted. " " come closer. " " take a deep breath. " " i'll catch you. " " i'll hold you through the night until you smile. "

Untouchable

" i just can't tell you why. " " i'm caught up in you. " " when you're close, i feel like coming undone. " " it's like a million little stars spelling out your name. " " say that we'll be together. " " i won't wait here all day. " " i wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me. "

Come in with the Rain

" i don't wanna go there anymore. " " i know all the steps up to your door. " " let me know what you find. " " i'll leave my window open. " " i'm too tired at night to call your name. " " i'm right here hoping that you'll come in with the rain. " " i don't wanna have to go that far. " " i know you by heart. " " you don't even know where i start. "

Superstar

" this is wrong. " " i can't help but wish i could see your face. " " i'd be breakin all my rules to see you. " " you smile that beautiful smile. " " i can't keep my eyes off of you. " " i'm no one special. " " i'm not dreaming about you. " " you'll be in another town. " " i 'd be counting down the ways to see you. " " you played in bars, you play guitar. " " i'm invisible and everyone knows who you are. "

The Other Side of the Door

" this time i've had enough. " " you've called a hundred times. " " i'm not picking up. " " i'm so mad, i might tell you that it's over. " " all i really want is you. " " i'm in love with you. " " don't you leave. " " all i need is on the other side of the door. " " me and my stupid pride are sitting here alone. " " i keep going back over things we both said. " " tell me why you couldn't see. " " when i left, i wanted you to chase after me. " " i can't even look at you. " " i don't need you. " " there's nothing you can say to make this right again, i mean it. " " was she worth this mess ? " " after everything, i must confess i need you. " " i need you. "

Today was a Fairytale

" today was a fairytale. " " i used to be a damsel in distress. " " you told me i was pretty when i looked like a mess. " " time slows down whenever you're around. " " can you feel this magic in the air ? " " fell in love when i saw you standing there. " " you've got a smile that takes me to another planet. " " nothing made sense 'til the time i saw your face. " " did you feel it ? "

You All Over Me

" i lived and i learned. " " swore that i'd get out of here. " " no amount of freedom gets you clean. " " the best and worst day of june was the one that i met you. " " don't you wish you had me ? " " every breath of air i breathe reminds me of then. " " we were never really meant to be. " " i lied and i cried. " " i watched a part of myself die. "

Mr. Perfectly Fine " mr. perfect face. " " mr. here to stay. " " looked me in the eye and told me you would never go away. " " i've been waitin' for you all my life. " " every single day until the end, i will be by your side. " " i fall apart. " " it takes everything in me just to get up each day. " " it's wonderful to see that you're okay. " " how's your heart after breaking mine ? " " everything revolves around you. " " i've been miss misery since your goodbye. " " he goes about his day, forgets he ever even heard my name. " " i thought you might be different than the rest. " " i guess you're all the same. " " i hear he's got his arm round a brand-new girl. " " i've been picking up my heart. " " i never got past what you put me through. " " it's wonderful to see that it never phased you. " " so dignified in your well-pressed suit. " " sashay your way to your seat. " " so far above me in every sense. " " it's such a shame. " " maybe you'll miss me. "

We Were Happy

" we were happy. " " you threw your arms around my neck, back when i deserved it. " " when it was good, baby, it was good. " " we showed 'em all. " " we used to watch the sun go down. " " goodbye's so much harder. " " i hate those voices telling me i'm not in love anymore. " " that's what these tears are for. "

That's When

" i need some time, need some space. " " need some time to think about all of this. " " you watched me go. " " i knew my words were hard to hear and harder to ever take back. " " when can i come back ? " " i'll be waiting at the front gate. " " i'll let you in. " " i did you wrong. " " leave those all in our past. " " honestly when you were gone did you ever think of me ? " " did you ever think of me ? "

Don't You

" i knew i'd run into you somewhere. " " it's been a while. " " i didn't mean to stare. " " i'm sure she'll make you happy. " " don't you smile at me and ask me how i've been. " " don't say you've missed me if you don't want me again. " " you don't know how much i feel i love you still. " " why don't you ? " " i really wish that i could hate you. " " my heart knows what the truth is. " " i swore i wouldn't do this. " " you can say we're still friends. "

Bye Bye Baby

" it wasn't just like a movie. " " i still love you, but i can't. " " bye bye, baby. " " i want you bad. " " you took me home but you just couldn't keep me. " " i was so sure of everything. " " feels like i'm becoming a part of your past. " " you're all i want. " " it's not enough this time. " " i'm so scared of how this ends. "

[zot3-flopped]

have you seen the newest lyric from ttmd? I‘m sorry but i know why joe didn‘t want to marry you and it clearly was the right decision

"Even statues crumble if they're made to wait"

Puerile. And Cages is over there right now insisting again and again that Joe actually proposed and they had a wedding planned - because she's so besotted with Taylor herself that she can't imagine anyone else not being. But in Willow Taylor was pleading with Joe to propose to her:

I'm begging for you to take my hand

Wreck my plans

That's my man

[the-good-bad-truth]

I wonder if he’ll ditch 'Kells/MGK/Machine Gun Kelly/mgk' for good and start fresh as Colson Baker—or even Cole. Or even as 'The Gunner'.

I don't see him going back to rapping full-time, except for the occasional freestyle or cash-grab mixtape. He’s no stranger to that; Binge was a rushed project aimed at capitalizing on the Eminem beef. Fans were complaining even back then because, aside from 'Loco' and 'Lately,' most of it felt mediocre. It had potential, but it was clearly a commercial move with the wrong motives behind it. I think that moment was a personal turning point, not necessarily for the better. Something in him switched, and he decided that 'keeping it real' wouldn’t pay the bills for long.

Looking back, the transition from Binge to the Tickets and Mainstream eras makes total sense. I doubt we’ll ever get an authentic, unapologetic, 'coming clean and going back to the roots' era after genre: sadboy and this pregnancy announcement. If not, I think this baby’s birth will mark his rebirth—renewed as a Hollywood A-list tabloid celeb.

Love Paparazzi, baby carriage... then a televised marriage?!

For now, I think he will use Mgk as his rap/artist's name and Colson baker as his actor/director's name.

I'm going to be honest he is putting rap on the back burner, and he might not even truly get back into it at least not fully.

I became a fan of his music around 2019 when hotel diablo was just released. I knew of him before with the Bad things song he did, but 2019 is when I fully got into his music like I went through his discography.

With his albums/eps I always felt like each was its own world, energy, tone, etc. Like General admission and Bloom are two very different albums. One has more rock, heavy elements while the other is flashier and lighter if that makes sense.

I say this because he is the type of artist that needs to try different things whether it be music, acting, directing etc. I feel like he was always going to change his style, and he will continue to do so.

I think one thing that he will or is struggling with starting with TTMD and albums after is that like you were kind of saying, is it became more about the drama, the relationship then his music. I feel like when he tried to open up his heart and share his dark secrets, it ended up becoming a headline that was spun into something bad or negative for his public image.

Also side note: one song of his that I don't like at all from him is Love race. I just did not vibe with that song at all.

But my top 10 songs of his are (in no particular order):

Hollywood Wh

Waste Love

Makeup Ex

Lately

Let you go

Bad Mother F (even kid rock is an idiot)

Can't look back

The breakup

hiding in the hills

Why are you here

[throne-for-queens]

Biggest crock of shit is the perfect definition for that snippet. The audience is not dumb. That's why their couple is not as public as it used to be.

And the reason why TTMD worked is not because they were inspired by his love for Megan. It was good writing (when he met her most of the album was already done), good visuals (not talking about BV, Downfall High was clearly loosely inspired by his life and younger years) & his label finally thinking a big investment would pay them back. Especially after seeing how singed up for PR (twin flames) and how he managed to get a good network (Travis Barker new label). He can lie to himself and to his "yes men" all he wants, he won't lie to the people who sat there as they saw stuff unfold everyday. I was there on mgkconfessions days, as I think many of you here. Things didn't go as he's trying to sell, that's why TTMD worked.

He spoke about Saturn return: let's use his language. TTMD was released when he was 30, he called it the year of the Saturn return. Saturn is supposed to pay back your years long wrenching hard work and sacrifices but also comes back to clear out the karma you owe. That's being it, that's everything we need to know. She is his karma. His logic doesn't work even with the spiritual standard, he forces irrationality to explain his life and it still fails to make sense out of the nonsense. He knows better and we already know. Shiii, will he ever stop with this shit show?

The whole thing about him meeting Megan and finding his purpose and using that to write ttmd had me like

Honestly, it’s a bit ridiculous to claim that all the effort and time put in by everyone, including himself, was just because he fell for Megan. The album was pretty much finished, and then we just added "Banyan Tree" and the interlude, and now suddenly Megan's the reason behind it all? That’s just not right.

Richard don't piss me off

[the-jury-room]

i always thought he’s wearing that ring for megan too until someone told me travis gave him that ring. he (colson) made a post on ig about it but since he wiped his ig i can’t prove it and i also have not seen any other fan page repost it so far.

I’m sorry but the timeline you give is such a giveaway that you are lying 🤥

First, you wouldn’t have known about him wearing that ring for Megan at least until 2022, bc that was the first time he mentioned about it & that it contains her blood. People only picked it up after that interview. Unless he told you before hand I am assuming you didn’t know until then. Now, if Travis gave him that ring after TTMD released it puts the timeline as 2020. Since you say he made a post about it ( which surprisingly nobody ever saw ) , you would have already clearly known that he was not wearing it for her, isn’t it? So even if I want to believe, your story doesn’t pass the logic test.

Also, with Colson it’s really not hard to get pictures from his IG posts from the internet. This is bc there are Tumblr and IG pages that repost and archive everything he posts even the stories. This has gone back to as long as I can remember.

So, is it possible you dreamed about it and later got confused that it was real? That would frankly explain your bizarre timeline and unique claim.

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