#tryna organise my blog

[mazzystar24]

Who wants buck angst?

Imagine if buck discovers that after the lightening strike he is infertile

And yes I just thought of something angsty so I had to Google and fact check my scenario to see if it’s actually possible and i found an article about a man who fathered a son after being told he would be infertile due to being struck by lightening and in the article it even mentions a fertility specialist who says that there has been low evidence of lightening strike victims being able to have children afterwards

[katyspersonal]

(Responding remaining asks for the ask post in a bundle)

Thank you 🥺 But hey, you only won't have more Soulsborne knowledge than me with THIS attitude!! You gotta believe in yourself! XD

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THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Also I feel like I know who you are XD

That guy, honestly.. I remember giving him some thoughts and analysis that I am still proud of even back in time before I was aware of finer details and translation errors. He felt like someone very real and full of nuances even in my "sounds like creep" era, and then first character I wrote a good analysis on! I take credit for popularising the knowledge about English localisation completely skewing him, because despite LP's document being in access for years nobody fished out THOSE details from it until me!! It took deliberate searching with the purpose of learning THE character!!!! 😎

I miss my more "unalloyed" version of Gehrman though, such a real cold dead-inside man, saved and adopted from abusive house but with the demons inside left forever, whose lack of empathy made him perfect hunter and whose sole true positive emotion in life was meeting Maria but then he took a massive L fsdhdsh I blame @fantomette22 for softening my general perception of him though by just standing there!!! You and your soft ass! GET OVER HERE-

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^ This one was sent during me typing this post! Thank you very much, this is a lot of praise.. т.т I am self-conscious about my art and feel like the only way to improve is to get a teacher, which can't be organised any time soon, but I am happy you enjoy it as it is still!

(and I am sure your personality is great as well <:3 )

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Which 'hot' takes? My takes at cooking that chicken @heraldofcrow JUST right? Well this makes sense I guess dfshhsd

fdjhshdsf okay seriously, thank you XD I am not good at dignified, intelligent way of describing my theories that sounds like telling a sad tale or a scary legend that I see some people do both in text and podcasts.. Hell, some of such posts sound like small fanfics! And I sure as hell don't want to accidentally slip into the unapproachable, humourless "let me educate you peasants" tone (it is hard to not even notice)! So the only option left for me as a wordy kind of loredigger was to unleash my inner clown!! I heard people say that adding jokes and cursed memes in the middle of sharing a theory is actually relaxing, so I am glad I am this way <:3

Also really not tryna become a "contrarian" kind of user, we do NOT have a shortage of blogs that throw a shade at the fandom trust me! But what do I do when I also have a lot to say... 🙄 Aren't we all just people who desperately try to not be Hunters until beasts come at OUR doorstep?

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This is what you see in a Petri dish you've put me in after 2 minutes:

Yes I know I used this image today already you just made it VERY hard to not do it again sdhhfsdsd Anyways, thank you!!

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Thank you! I hope you still like them!!

I'd actually say that anyone can make really unique headcanons and interpretations! My secret is actually to minimise exposure to the takes in the fandom until I've came up with my idea to offer! It helps me to jump into a metaphorical pillowfort with @val-of-the-north when a character or a question interests us and brainstorm the ideas; I do the suggestions, intuition, right questions and imagination part, whereas he does finding the most obscure gameplay consequences, finds obscure images from the furthest corners of the internet and remembers literally every detail that could help or debunk like a supercomputer! *sets the 'days since praising Val on public' counter back to 0 AGAIN fhsdhds*

THEN I hop on Tumblr and offer my idea and look what other people say (with rare exceptions about smaller things). Key word is, 'THEN'! I've met many people who were shocked when I informed them that what they assumed was canon in fact was just a popular fanon! Many people make the same mistake: they see many people doing [thing] and just assume it has to be legit then and never double check for selves! This ensures less variety of interpretations with all (designs, ships, story, portrayals and takes) which is a bit disheartening! Just remember to 1) look at the source material with clear eyes, only consulting wikis and reference videos, for example to know about questline or item you've missed 2) communicate with the fandom about a topic when you DO have your own idea already, this will me mutually enriching for both and 3) never simply take majority's word as canon! And then you will be like me! x)

You will ALSO be like me if you add Spongebob meme within a serious theory and organise dash wars with your mutuals but that's for another story fdshfhsd

[riotsparked-blog]

     like for a possibly ridiculous one-liner?

[sxltedcxramel]

Screw artists block all my homies hate artists block

Reki x gn!reader

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: ̗̀➛ Summary: Reki’s going through the artist’s block, so you help him

: ̗̀➛ Current Word Count: 1015

: ̗̀➛ Chapters: 1/2 (might change)

: ̗̀➛ Tag(s): Reki, Kyan, Reki, p!yn x reki, fluff, slight angst, I'm legit putting my issues on reki and that's ok, sk8 the infinity, Joe

: ̗̀➛ Warnings: slight cursing, slight angst

: ̗̀➛ Taglist: Here

: ̗̀➛ Link(s): Ao3

: ̗̀➛ Notes: Bruh my last piece of writing was a year ago.... hi I'm back "sweats nervously" If you follow my page yk I've been saying I've been writing a story for like *checks watch* some time... Guys in my defence I've been reading fanfics not writing them. But seriously I've been deal dealing with mental health shit and s c h o o l. I'm tryna get in the grove of writing but not force it so I won't go back into writer's block. Also, I know most of my storied were DSMP last year I still write for that fandom (seriously check my unfinished stories) But I still wanna include my other fandoms since this isn't really an MCYT or DSMP-centric blog. But yeah enough rambling feel free to drop into my inbox I don't bite, I'm also accepting requests so shoot! Especially if you're a moot I love talking to you guys (sorry I haven't been active much T-T.

Reki banged his head on his sketchbook endlessly, markers falling off the wooden desk one by one onto the wooden floor. He this close to burning those markers, or chopping his hands off and switching them with a new pair, whichever would cure him of this disease or was it a curse? Wait if this was a cure does that mean he’ll never get over it? The redhead gripped his hair and yelled in pain.

“Will you shut up!” you whisper-shout in annoyance “How’s someone supposed to concentrate in a place like this!”

“Please” Reki grumbled “I’m actually going through something right now unlike a certain someone who’s playing games behind their textbook” he hisses with no malice behind his words ``Seriously who are you fooling.”  You shushed him quickly eyeing around for teachers “Dude you’re gonna get me in trouble, plus it is important.” A cocky smirk appeared on your face “I’m about to put Miya in his place.” 

Reki placed his hand on his chin rolling his eyes “Yeah. Never going to happen he’s like a total boss” 

You gaped at him dramatically “Reki! You don’t have any faith in me” 

“Shh its study hall you’re so friken loud man” 

“Thats rich coming from the loudest guy I know” you glared at the redhead “That reminds me it’s not like your studying either so don’t be a hypocrite buddy”

“Who are you calling-!” a loud smack that could be heard down the hall (if you knew who was in that class you’d know it was Reki who got smacked with the teacher's lesson plan, it effectively shuts the teen up )

You quietly snicker as the redhead pouts muttering something along the lines of ‘I didn’t start it’

You sigh as you put your phone down on the wooden desk grabbing a pen to scribble a note to the boy. 

<I’ll help you cure your disease>

You watch as he frowns trying to open up the note, not even a millisecond later the sun rises from behind that frown. You watch Reki quickly write his response.

<REALLY!! Thank you y/n I owe you one!! :D>

You sighed as you shoved the crumpled note into your binder, between the mess of classwork and notes you had no idea which was which It was like ww3 in your book bag. 

You made two mental notes that day

Organise my shit 

Stop getting involved with sunshine kids I feel myself getting blind by the second

Operation: Destroy the art block monster!

“Alright, first things first!” You smile as Reki stands up straight ready to get to work “As a slime defeating a level 20 boss you have to be absolutely ready to be at your feet at all cost, I don’t want to hear no crying, no whining, no nothing! Got that.” you said in a mock commander voice, this was it you were ready to get to business.

“Yes ma’am!” Reki yelled 

“Our objective” you hit a stick on the brick wall “Defeat the monster blocking your creative vision, for that we need the most powerful weapon of all.” Reki nodded his head eagerly mimicking a golden retriever “Are you ready to know what it is” the redhead once again shook his head excitedly “Good!”

A wave of silence passed through 

“Your wallet” 

“I’m sorry what?”

“You heard me, I’m fucking starving, I’m not doing shit on an empty stomach let's go to Joe’s place.”

Needless to say, Y/N completely obliterated Reki’s paycheck from last week

No seriously, Reki swears flies flew out of his wallet

Reki tapped in annoyance and he wanted his best friend munched happily on their food, he noticed how your whole world turned to colour as you took a bite out of Joe’s food. 

Whoever said food was the way to the soul was right 

‘BUT STILL, I NEED TO DRAW AND ANY TIME THIS CENTURY WOULD BE NICE’ Reki screamed in his head 

Y/N looked up to see the boy bouncing his leg up and down very quickly while narrowing his hazel eyes at the half-eaten plate of pasta. You sigh “Dude chillax your vibe is gonna ruin the food.”

“Y/N!-” 

“I’ll help you  just let me eat” you replied dragging out the syllabus

“Bu-!”

Before Reki could even finish his sentence, shit before he could even finish word Joe showed popped up behind Reki. Propping up his arm onto Reki’s wild hair he put up his signature grin “Y/N, Reki! How are my favourite customers!?” The green-haired man chuckled “Y/N I see you're enjoying the hell out of my pasta” 

You grinned “Joe!” which was followed by a “Hey Joe” from Reki which by the way made the pasta go from ‘Al dente’ to extra hella soft it might as well be soggy noodles

Joe looked at the usually energetic child with concern “Whats up Reki, you usually die for my cooking. Aren’t you going to eat too?”

“Not hungry” he mumbled

Joe eyed you curiously with a questioning look, you sigh softly “He’s going through artist block right now so he’s all depressy” Joe hummed in understanding 

“Y/N said they would help me but all they did was help me blow off my paycheck.”

“S’not my fault Joe have good ass food”

“Exactly it’s not her fault I have good food”

“Stop encouraging them!” He cried out while Joe let out a boisterous laugh and ruffled Reki’s hair and patted yours. “Alright alright, I’ll stop.” He smiled softly really giving off positive dad vibes “But seriously Reki don’t sweat it, there's a process for everything. I’m sure you’re inspiration will come back soon.” Reki smiled softly muttering a ‘thanks Joe’ under his breath “Ok kids I got to go before my chefs blow up my kitchen, I’ll catch ya later tonight, Y/N make sure you help Reki.” 

A chorus of ‘Ok dad, see you later’ came from both the teens after Joe walked away “I am not your dad!” came a shout from the kitchen making both of you giggle.

Taglist: @tanoukiiukii @angstyx

[waveletstsbitch]

Do you have a tag for your poems? I keep tryna find em but I can't.

I do its the tag carbon dreams , and i really need to put on a good description and organise all my writtings sry it's such a messy blog

[owlinspacee]

Aha remember when I said I was gonna post art? Yeh me neither.

This is something I did for my awesome friends birthday, these are her two OCs from a story she’s writing, Charlie (the blonde one) and Meggie (the brunette). “Just gay gals being gay pals being detectives fighting misogyny, sexism and homophobia.”

[rocknrollfuldead]

NoHi I realised going through my old posts that I barely write here anymore. I think I stopped cus j started suspecting a lot of people from real life to have started following me on here. Its ironical but I'm much more comfortable letting strangers around the world know intimate details about me instead of my friends or acquaintances. Any way that is pretty stupid so I'm gonna get back to being more close with you guys again. It used to be really nice to chat every now and then with so many of you! Now I mostly get porn blogs texting me when I post selfies, which is flattering but I prefer sweet friendly conversations instead of men tryna pay me to send them nudes haha.

Well quick life update : I'm done with University, ive been working in the same place as my University , and I'm FINALLY shifting. Least I can say is that I'm fucking terrified. My last three projects went decent. Two were great and very organised - one was a graphic design internship and another was me being a curator for a photography exhibit at an institute. Both were very well planned and professional. However, my last project was a DISASTER.

I'm from India and I was an assistant curator for an art festival at the mall to celebrate Diwali. It was fucking ironic, cus the whole idea of the festival was to be an eco conscious celebration of Diwali , but it ended up being some dumb fucking hell hole where literally everything was bought to create artworks. There were six artists who planned exhibit , out of which three got cancelled cus the people organising the festival hadn't registered their tax forms, etc. Like wow, HOW CAN YOU???

I was very very frustrated throughout the festival. I worked day and night. I would go to the mall by 11am and sometimes stay till 2-3 am. Usually I'd stay till at least 12am for the first 2-3 weeks. It was ridiculous , I was told I'd be working a few hours every weekend just to manage some stuff. To be honest, I didn't really have much work except to give moral support to the curator. She is a total psycho, she would make me wait at the mall for no reason and when I mentioned to her that id like to not wait around idle, she just asked me to "find some work"!!??? Like dafaq ur supposed to tell me what work needs to get done. She and the project managers were friends from before, so I was an outsider from the beginning , who was somehow supposed to feel as of the project was as much mine as it was theirs. It was impossible to feel that way when I often felt insulted by them on several points. My self esteem went for a toss, and my pot hiatus went for a toss as well. I was very responsible with smoking pot, barely smoking once or twice a week. But the stress and anger caused by this project legit led me back to substances. I am now smoking pretty much every day since maybe 3 weeks.

Anyway, I'm finally done with that shit show of a project and have dealt with my anger in the stupidest way possible - I started watching Netflix legit all day, 10 hours a day perhaps for a week or so. I also indulged in a lot of pizza and other junk foods, but I also cooked a loooot of food in the duration. It was pretty amazing. I'm now going for my first solo trip. Although I really fucked up last week by not packing, so now I gotta finish all packing in a day and go for that trip. Well fuck haha.

If anyone wants updates on my relationship, do let me know in the comments below!

See you soon my loves !

[incurableoptimistest1994]

Good morning ☀️ lovely people! Guess who couldn’t sleep because she’s having such bad bladder spasms that they’re making her bladder bleed? Yup, it’s me! HOW DID YOU KNOW?! So yeah, I got about 3-4 hours sleep before I just straight up gave up on tryna snooze. I’ve started reading an excellent new book, done some catching up on my blogging/social media stuff, replied to some work emails, listened to some new tunes, messaged some fellow insomniacs, and I’ve made and eaten a lovely healthy cooked breakfast (cauliflower hash browns, which are just cauliflower and potatoes and are GF, GF sausages, and some yummy veggies), and had some very strong coffee ☕️ so yeah, I’m ready to go 💪🏻! Today I’ve got another hero/angel/incredible friend driving up to Cardiff from Swansea, then driving back to Swansea, the dropping me back to Cardiff, then driving home. She’s even taking me to get my eyebrows done (which probably seems really silly and should be the last of my priorities, but it’s the only beauty related thing I pay someone else to do and I have very Frida Kahlo eyebrows when they’re left to their own devices, which is fine if you like that look, but I need groomed eyebrows to feel like me! So this is genuinely a big help 💖) before I head to mammy and daddy’s house (because mum was allowed we’d home yesterday 😁🙌🏻🎉!!!) to check they’re both behaving (probably not; I’m prepared to yell at those bitches!) and help organise things (pitting up meds, sorting laundry, doing anything they need a hand with that I can manage basically). Now that mum’s home, mum and dad are actually gonna need more help; I’m ready to do this 💪🏻! I’m final repaying them for 24 years of them doing exactly the same for me. Gonna dye my hair whilst I’m there too! It’s gonna be a busy day, but a good day. I can’t wait to see my mummy and daddy and give them a big cwtch 💖 and I’m genuinely excited to see my old carer and good family friend @bethan_williamsx for the first time in ages, although obviously I wish it was under better circumstances. So yeah, happy Wednesday ☀️🌻🌈🎉!! #happytuesday #goodmorning #bladderspasmssuck #whoneedssleepanyway #sleepisfortheweak #todaysgonnabebusy https://www.instagram.com/p/B20nzJ_BREA/?igshid=14xdt5423p9d5

[elnorasims]

lol i gave up real fast tryna keep my cc finds blog organised 

[vicccwrites]

9% as Common College Majors

(A/N: This has been sitting in my drafts since before I even created this blog so I figured I would play around with the idea a bit more and finally post it!! Let me know if you want to see more of these “9% as...” or if I should just stick to fics lol ^^ I hope you enjoy it~ <33)

Masterlist

- Photo(s) Source : Google -

Cai Xukun - Photography

I just have this vision in my head?? Of like xukun holding a camera and building this vast portfolio of aesthetic greatness

I mean he’s already so aesthetically pleasing and has an amazing insta feed so is it really that much of stretch??

Is like that one kid on campus who’s always around

Party at the frat house? He’s the center of the show

Charity event at campus square? weLL guess who decided to show up???

Definitely hella popular and totally has a fan club

Gets teased about it by all his friends

He secretly thinks it’s really cute though

Chen Linong- Animal Biology

Nongnong with animals

What a concept amiright

But anyway he’s such a sweet and caring ball of sunshine and I think that would really show through in the way he cares for and loves all of the animals he works with

Really interested in learning about different types of animals and how he can improve their quality of life!!!

I now have the picture of vet!nongnong in my head and it’s so adorable omg

Linong with that dog?? Ugh my heart can’t handle this cuteness

There was this gifset of him with a cat on my dash a while back and now I need to dig it out of the depths because ughhhh it was so cuteee

Fan Chengcheng - Journalism

Alskdosos this one was hard

I can just imagine him staying up, furiously trying to write and make his deadlines

Also I get that Agent J was a spy concept but it gave me investigative journalist vibes so here we are

Definitely procrastinates on all of his assignments

Highkey jealous of Justin because his major seems “easier” and he doesn’t have to write as many essays and stuff

bOI you are literally a journalism major ok that means WRITING

Justin - Theater

Ok I know that ruibin is the true theater kid of idol producer but

Can you imagine Justin prancing around on stage reciting like Hamilton or something (can you tell I don’t do theater at all)

(I have no idea what I’m talking about)

Anyway him trying to sing the songs would be hilariously great

And I think he’d actually turn out to be an amazing performer?? Even though he probably only chose to major in theater because he thought it’d be easy or something

He grows to really have a passion for the stage and looks forward to every performance

Aims for the lead role like every single time; usually ends up getting it, too

Totally steals the spotlight and is the star of every show ✨

Lin Yanjun - Marketing/Advertising

I was so tempted to say English since that was his actual major (I’m pretty sure)

But then I remembered than one scene in ip when they were like “selling” the ice pack or smth?? It was in one of those unreleased extra content footage compilations welp now I gotta find it again 

Actually I can’t find it so nvm but I remember seeing it for sure!!

(Literally this whole thing is me trying and failing to find gifsets someone please help)

Also,,,,

If Lin Yanjun was tryna get you to buy something, would you really say no??

All of his professors probably love him

Has like a 100% in practicals with his winks and flirting

Even though he’s hella confused and never has any idea what’s going on

Probably models for xukun on the side for extra cash too the boy can do it all

Zhu Zhengting - Dance

Literally the only one that I was 100% set on

I mean come on

He’s like the dancing king of 9%

Can do basically any genre of dance, from modern to hip-hop

Would be super dedicated

Lives in the college dance studio tbh he practically never leaves

BFFs with the other dance majors like zeren and chaoze

They always hang out together and are definitely the type to break into an impromptu dance sesh in like the middle of starbucks

Or some equally random location

Is part of the committee that organises weekly dance mobs on the campus square

He definitely drags Justin and Chengcheng to almost every one

Wang Ziyi - Nutrition

Very healthy bOI,,, a fit boy too

That bag scene where they were like going through what was in their bags?? Didn’t he have juice or smth he just seems vv health-obsessed

also sorry the gif is a weird size

Had like a literal DRAWER of supplements, vitamins, and medicine under his bed during ip,,, I’ll let that speak for itself

Also seems really chill and nutrition gives me a chill vibe for some reason

Probably has the best grades with the exception of yanjun’s charming practicals

Probably is also the only one who actually studies for finals

Xiao Gui - Film and Video

Nearly majored in nuclear engineering for the lols but then realised he didn’t have the grades to make it into the program

Also didn’t feel like doing science

So xingjie convinced him to go into film

Which at first he thought he would hate, but he actually turned out to quite like

Xingjie does musical production and sometimes makes little soundtracks to go along with gui’s mini-films

Lowkey the only thing that keeps linkai’s grade from bombing is the humor that’s always mixed into his scripts

Rlly funny

Also totally the type to waltz into class like half an hour late can anyone see this too or is it just me

You Zhangjing - Vocal Music

I sort of see zhangjing going into the sciences for some reason??

Erin - who’s the local yzj expert around here - sent me this photo a while ago?? (I just saved it from there so the size is weird again oops)

And I get that he’s supposed to be a “doctor” or something in the photo but it’s a lab coat ok

He looks really good akdjdksjsj

And he mentioned in that interview that he did accounting before going to China to train

So that could be an option too

Maybe he did that for a bit but then didn’t end up enjoying it so he switched majors? Idk

Anyway I chose vocal because obvs our nasi lemak can sing very very well

And he loves singing very very much

So he would major in it!!! Ok I lied about Zhengting I was also like 100% sure on this one

Plus I mean it’s common knowledge that he’s talented af so like,,, there you go

All his vocal teachers probably love him a lot

But can you really blame them?? Like he’s so hardworking and talented, so who wouldn’t love him + his awesome vocals? 💕

[mazzystar24]

Okay blame @monica-rambeau for encouraging me to put this out here but like if anyone wants to fic this PLEASE do cos I have no talent and lots of ideas❤️❤️

(Linked posts go in more detail of what I’m imagining)

At the madney wedding:

Buck being wedding planner and maid of honor (clipboard and all)

Buckley siblings pinky promise for posterity ALSO PLEASE ON MY HAND AND KNEES FOR A “found it” reference like how Maddie in her letter to buck saying for him to be happy and find the people that make him happy and love and etc

Adorable wedding stuff

SPEECHES I NEED SPEECHES (also if during those speeches someone -buck👀- talks about how madney pretended to be just friends but took the risk then like there is an oh moment mid speech looks over at Eddie while saying sappy shit™️ that’s about madney and love but really about Eddie and them)

Then like bouquet toss: Buck accidentally catches it

Later Eddie finds him and buck is having a moment™️ and he sorta starts talking about how like his relationships haven’t worked out and he keeps going after the wrong person and he just want xyz (descriptions similar to the you don’t find it son you make it and the Bobby speeches aka describing Eddie) and he’s like talking about how he doesn’t think he’ll ever get it and then Eddie’s like you’ll get it and bucks like you don’t know that Eddie’s like yes I do bucks like how do you know that Eddie’s like I just do (yes this whole last part is basically a luke and loralie from Gilmore girls scene but sue me🙄) then like they have a moment™️ and then they get interrupted

[fatenumberfor]

tagged in games

back at it again

no obligation of course but I’ll tag @kimdaily @notadrag-notaqueen @emojchic @inhyeongi @2nep1nk @dl-uke @starrykooks @fatescenario @nouveaux-dieux @faceless-voice for the music tag, and @parkwoojin @glassxskin @2hyeons @ygbaes @ilhoonsmj @fan-chngchng @gzbrene @somewhere-in-cognito​ (u can post on any of your blogs hehe) @bobbystan @mostlyjbj for either of the 2 about tags 😬 or both if you’re that bored!

if any of you who tagged me and who I just tagged (or anyone else reading this) wanna do the other games in here, have at it!!! who am I to stop you

music tag: list the first 15 songs that play with your entire music library on shuffle; bold the songs that lift your mood and italicise the songs that make you emotional

tagged by @whitefall @omfgbts @croptoplover (you guys tagged me in slightly different music tags but this one had something extra!)

trying your luck - the strokes

mistake - drug restaurant

amorfoda - bad bunny

llégale - yandel ft. zion + lennox

j’suis qlf - pnl

you don’t know - loco

autumn leaves - bts (they went off with this dead roses rip!)

go deep - brllnt ft. jeebanoff

mym - lay

star - heize

rain on me - hotshot

la neve prima che cada - marco mengoni

dive - jooyoung YO this whole album is sooo chill

a glass of water - b1a4

unica - ozuna

rules: answer these 15-20 questions about yourself

tagged by @omfgbts thanks pixie ily :*

name: matt nickname: matt zodiac sign: ox height: This information is confidential. languages spoken: english and vietnamese nationality: viet american orientation: gay favourite fruit: MANGO coffee, tea, hot chocolate: the smell of coffee > hot chocolate > coffee > tea favorite seasons: fall >>>> spring > summer > winter favorite flower: they look nice. wish the pollen wasn’t there favorite scents: the pho spice bag favorite colors: purple, silver, gold favorite animal(s): elephants. they are so nice. what are they so big for? average hours of sleep: if I have school the next day it’s 4 otherwise it’s like 9 dog or cat person: they're all cute :3c favorite fictional character(s): garfield number of blankets you sleep with: 2-3 dream trip: southern italy 😍😍😍😍 blog established: 2011 PLEASE FREE ME followers count: 7 on a good day random fact: I have photo evidence of me climbing montaña picchu with jeans and a backpack wider than i was

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself

tagged by @omfgbts again!! this was fun thank u for tagging me in so many things :’) I always get around to doing them!!

LAST

1. drink - water... i’m a hydrated bitch 2. phone call - the doc 3. text message - “tuna steaks?!” 4. song you listened to - dante’s creek (deantrbl remix) 5. time you cried - proud member of the Disney Coco Sob Club bitch!!!!!

EVER

6. dated someone twice - no 7. kissed someone and regretted it - nah 8. been cheated on - no 9. lost someone special - yes 10. been depressed - its_been_84_years.gif 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - yea :/

FAVE COLORS

12. purple 13. silver 14. gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU...

15. made new friends - yuhhhhh 16. fallen out of love - nah 17. laughed until you cried - yeah 18. found out someone was talking about you - yeah! positive things tho 19. met someone who changed you - yes! 20. found out who your friends are - LOVE YA WENDY’S GC 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - lmao no. this is oddly specific

GENERAL

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - all of em 23. do you have any pets - nope 24. do you want to change your name - I think I grew into it 25. what did you do for your last birthday - 8am to 2pm classes 💀 26. what time did you wake up today - 7am I feel like death  27. what were you doing at midnight last night - tryna sleep cos I had an 8am appointment today 28. what is something you cant wait for - my haircut... 30. what are you listening to right now - childs play by drake 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - my uncle lmao 32. something that’s getting on your nerves - my mom having the audacity to think that I could get up for an 8am appointment 33. most visited website - tumblr probably  🚶 34. hair color - dark brown growing out from when I dyed it blond 35. long or short hair - short! regrettably can’t pull off long :( 36. do you have a crush on someone - not currently 37. what do you like about yourself - my eye shape? 38. want any piercings? - nah 39. blood type - I’M A FAKE ASIAN I DON’T KNOW 40. nicknames - matt, short for matt 41. relationship status - Please 42. zodiac - ox 43. pronouns - any are cool 44. fave tv shows - elementary (NEW SEASON BITCH!!!) 45. tattoos - nah 46. right or left handed - right 47. ever had surgery - do stitches count 48. piercings - nope 49. sport - biking 50. vacation - is this asking where i wanna go. SOUTHERN ITALY 51. trainers - huh

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - strawberry yogurt 53. drinking - water. stay hydrated kids 54. i’m about to watch - it’s dangerous outside the blankets for mino 55. waiting for - my friend to text me back with the tea bicth!!!!! 56. want - chè 57. get married - it’d be nice................... 58. career - activism and grassroots organising!!! that shit’s sexy

WHICH IS BETTER

59. hugs or kisses - hugs 60. lips or eyes - eyes 61. shorter or taller - taller 62. older or younger - based on my history i think my pref is older. but I’m open 2 change :-) 63. nice arms or stomach - arms 64. hookup or relationship - relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant - troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER

66. kissed a stranger - no 67. drank hard liquor - yuh 68. lost glasses - once i was looking for them and they were on the table right in front of me 💀 69. turned someone down - yes 70. sex on first date - no 71. broken someone’s heart - maybe. kinda 72. had your heart broken - no 73. been arrested - nooooooooo 74. cried when someone died - yes :( 75. fallen for a friend - nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - in this economy? 77. miracles - no 78. love at first sight - no 79. santa claus - no 80. kiss on a first date - sure 81. angels - no

OTHER

82. best friend’s name - MARK ily 83. eye color - brown 84. fave movie - inception (2010) dir. christopher nolan is THAT bitch!!! 85. fave actor - dave franco can Dick me Down

[fuwushiguro]

Wait the new chapter is out!? Did I miss it 😭

chapter eleven is the most recent chapter so if you haven't read that one yet then yes you missed a new one 😭 I've just been very slow to answer asks since my animal crossing addiction took over but I'm tryna organise my blog a little before I start writing the new chapter hehe, but I'm about to update my navi and stuff and I've just updated the WUSYANAME masterlist if you need to find chapter eleven 💕

[renissance]

Hi, lol I’m tryna get my life together too but you seem way more organised at it then I am! Can I have a ✶ pls??

listen, hoemie, it took me 22 years to get to the point i am now and i’m still like 40% a mess. but i try to live by these guidelines and it really helps. good luck and i believe in you!

compliment: very cute theme, i love the colors! advice: can’t think of anything really, it’s a very pretty blog

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[wannawrite]

Double Trouble

who?: Wanna One’s Kang Daniel, Nuest W’s / Pd101’s Kang Dongho genre: 🌺 type: bullet point blog navigator. • weeks leading up to prom, someone has been dropping love letters into your locker • you’re certain about who you’re prom date is going to be....or are you? rae, @lalisalsa, requested this and she really loves angst so I’ll try to make it v v angsty >:) HOPE YOU AREN’T DISAPPOINTED BEB sorry this is so short and delayed and kind of sub-par, I’ve just been extremely busy and exhausted. - Admin L 

disclaimer: photos used do not belong to me and all credit goes to their original owner 

• Who? • You needed a name. • Who had been the person dropping secretive love letters into your locker? • The envelopes were a soft, baby pink spritzed with a flowery, dreamy perfume and containing words written on creamy paper that would make anybody’s heart flutter. • they made your heart beat terribly fast and redness rush to your face immediately • all of you friends would snicker and tease you about the mystery sender • NDOSHSKDH WHO IS IT • THIS IS SO UNFAIR • again, this is set in a high school - junior college AU bc I am BLAND and unimaginative • the first letter came in when it was about a month before prom • and it wasn’t signed or stamped with some mark that signified who the secret admirer was • but it came nicely packaged and clearly, a lot of effort was put into it • love makes you do peculiar things • anyway, you were shocked, stunned, brain unable to process that someone had written a LOVE LETTER to YOU • sounds pathetic but uh...not everyone gets this on a daily • you haven’t gotten one in...7 years?   • LET ME REJOICE IN PEACE • haha • those kindergarten love letters count okay. yet, I never received any rip my love life since the start • i :) was :)) unlikeable :))) romantically :)))) anyway :))))) • if anyone tryna fall in love for the new year, do hit me up • I’M KIDDING • or am I? • is the sender serious playing games with you right now? • You’re on the brink of losing it • okay, let me read out what your secret admirer sent • a small excerpt because everyone can keep their secrets ;) • ‘one day, I hope you’ll come to accept my feelings for you. I can only hope my dreams of us together would come true.’ • ‘humbling myself to finally look into your eyes and confess my love in person.’ • *add 5-7 more lines that I was too uncreative to write* • I’m sorry, I’ve never professed my love to anyone before • okay maybe...once? but that's a story for another time • and - how unromantic of me - I did it over text so uh...0 experience • WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN? • HAS SOMEONE HAD A TREMENDOUS CRUSH ON YOU • FOR SO LONG THAT THEY CONSIDER IT LOVE • how adorable • you find them lovable already • unless they’re some creepy, stalker/serial-murderer • racist • misogynist • okay you get the drift • you had clutched the letter close to your chest, feelings stirring up inside like a whirlwind • warmth rushing to your face as your trembling fingers fought to tuck the note into your backpack - out of everyone’s sight - and lock up your locker • without taking out your books for the necessary classes lmao • if you were a cartoon character, there would be a crown of hearts floating over your head and the beating of your heart would be the main bgm • ‘hey y/n,’ your close friend and table partner, Choi Minki greeted with a grin on his face, his navy school bag slung over one shoulder, hands shoved into the pocket of his school slacks. ‘Ready for class?’ • brain: no No nO NO I’LL NEVER BE READY • you: yupp! :D super ready!! Ever ready!! ✨🌸💖🌸✨💫🌸💕💖 • you: boRN ReADY 😫😫😤😤👏🏼😭💯💯👅👅🤣🤣🤣 • brain: MISSION ABORT MISSION ABORT YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FOCUS ON CLASS WITH THIS SECRET ADMIRER ON YOUR MIND • *sobs for eternity* • well uh what the hell happened in maths class??? • you were 90% sure that all the curious stares from your classmates were due to the fact that your eyes were glossed over, clearly in some sort of la-la land. you rested your chin in your hands, lips letting out a dreamy sigh once in a while • ‘MATH NOTES’ was scribbled in a pink Midliner - art marker - at the top of your notebook page but other than the date, the lines were left blank • your mind was too busy focussed on a different date • even Minki was having a hard time figuring out what was wrong with you • *poke poke* • ‘hey, can I borrow a stapler?’ • *no answer* • instead, he spots a couple of different coloured hearts scrawled on your notepad • ahh • love virus • I love Nu’est with all my heart • ignored, Minki moves on to ask Aron - the classmate sitting in front of you - for a sharpener • Aron’s brows furrow in confusion when he sees you, then he laughs it off, shaking his head. • ‘ahh, who is it that has taken our dear friend’s heart?’ • I’ve been reading many webtoons recently bcI’vebeenquitestressed and I can totally imagine how this would look like • especially with the blushes! • uhm who were you? you rarely ever dozed off or daydreamed in class. This was a huge first for you • the bell finally rang and Minki had to shake you out of your oblivion • the sides of your forearms were neatly decorated with Midliner ink, signed by Choi Minki • ‘huh?’ • ‘let’s go! We’ll be late for chemistry!’ • I sense chemistry between my secret admirer and me • THIS MUST BE A SIGN • THEY MUST BE IN MY CHEMISTRY CLASS • your sneakers slap against the tiles, the sound of the impact echoing down the hallway as you race towards the laboratory • dishevelled, you and Minki arrive just before your teacher does and you scramble to take a seat • both of you end up sharing a bench with Hwang Minhyun and Kim Jaehwan, right behind Kang Daniel, Ong Seongwoo, Ha Sungwoon and Yoon Jisung • HYUNG LINE • Minhyun texts you often so you don’t have any qualms with sharing a bench • he just doesn’t have any shared classes with you or Minki, or Aron,,,or Dongho this term :((( • but, intimidation creeps upon you when you realise you’re surrounded by members of a popular clique in school • Minki is friends with all of them so he pays no mind and probably doesn’t sense your ‘I’M FREAKING OUT’ signal • however, as soon as class starts, you’re back to meddling with your suspicions on who the letter sender is • suddenly, your ears pick up soft taps on your bench and you’re snapped back to reality • or is it? • because Kang Daniel, turned his seat around to face you, eyes twinkling with a smile • ‘hi, uh...could I borrow your periodic table for a second? I forgot mine in my locker.’ he asks, ears reddening the slightest bit • still entranced by his gorgeous features and suave tone, you absent-mindedly hand him your print out, not realising you’re checking him out • what a view • I could stir up some chemistry between me and you • *holds up stirrer* • enough puns pls they’re so bad anyway • his eyes scan over it for a second before he writes down his answer and returns the paper back to you • ‘thank you! oh, I’m Kang Daniel, by the way.’ • SWOON • cue Minki and Minhyun’s amused, muffled giggles • ‘oooh heHeHEhEHehE >:)’ • you introduce yourself • then return to work • but your eyes sweep over Daniel’s desk, and it seems as if he’s hard at work, penning something down • it doesn’t have anything to do with chemistry • because he wrote the title as ‘the love I want to confess’ • OH • MY • GOODNESS • !!!!!!! • brain: stop stop stop!! It doesn’t necessarily mean ANYTHING! DON’T MAKE A FOOL OUT OF YOURSELF • yeah, you decide to listen to your head, pulling your lips into a tight smile as you try to refocus your attention on your worksheet • Minki wants to stab you in the heart with a stray pair of vernier calipers he found • probably from a physics class kid who walked into the wrong lab and dropped it • you don’t die and make it back safely • at home, you keep the letter, tucking it away from prying and curious family • hope rises as you fall into bed and pull the covers over your head • but no letters are present in your locker the next day • and the next • and the next • ....and the next • until, one day, you don’t expect anything anymore • studies have taken over most of your thoughts • you’re just about ready to go prom outfit shopping with your friends when you remembered you had left your notes in your locker • an identical envelope tumbled out of your locker • it landed on the floor with a loud thud • or was the sound from your heart? • again, I shall reveal a small portion if this confession • ‘getting ready for the big day already? well I hope you’ll only be dancing with me.’ • ‘never worry about my identity, you’re inching closer to me everyday.’ • more clues • well, recently, you had made friends with a transfer student, Jeon Heejin, hung out after school with Minki and Aron and gotten Kang Daniel’s number • on Thursday afternoon, Dongho and Kyulkyung had invited you to go bowling and that was how you spent your afternoon • hm • at least you managed to form a group of suspects • it had to be one of them • there was only time left to wait and see • 1 week and 4 days before prom,,, • I’m sorry I’m skipping over a lot of plot development and elaboration :((( • this time was different, the sealed envelope was waiting for you on your desk • and it just happened that you running late that day, stuffing your breakfast sandwich into your mouth as you dashed to your table, shoelaces untied and uniform unkempt • you paid the latest love letter no mind, tossing it into the bottom of your school bag, it lay there, forgotten • until,,, • ‘hi, do you have the textbook? Can I borrow it?’ Dongho whispered as he bumped into you in the corridor, probably on the way to his next class empty-handed • rolling your eyes in a playful manner, you unzipped your bag with the intention of taking your textbook out • uh...looks like you need to be a tad bit more organised in that department • schools supplies were jumbled up in your bag, a couple of items fell out of the open flap • including the letter from the secret admirer • puzzled, Dongho picked it up along with the rest of your things • ‘ooh, a secret lover?’ he teased, eyes speckled with curiosity • immediately, you yanked the envelope out of his grip with a blush seeping onto your face • ‘n-nothing! you’ll be late for class!’ you called, shooing him off before he could say anymore • thankfully, your friend was kind and understanding enough to let the matter drop • you managed to make it through the day without much problems. school was rather eventful, you got a chance to bond with Daniel and Minhyun over lunch because Minki was sick • ripping open yet another packet of jellies, Daniel whined, brows furrowed, ‘hyung, are you sure you can’t make it next week?’ • next week? • Minhyun sadly shook his head, biting his bottom lip in an upset manner. ‘I’m sorry Daniel. I have some committee things to settle at the time of your game.’ • game? • oh, pre-prom activities • Daniel sighed in disappointment, he chewed on a candy to calm his feelings • ‘wait, you can invite your new friend. It’ll be a first and it’ll be more fun!’ Minhyun suggested, gesturing to you in an attempt to cheer Daniel up • Daniel went from staring into space to excitedly chatting about it • words you caught: prom, basketball game, hyung always goes to cheer me on, the rest of my friends are coming but it isn’t the same • ‘woah, woah!’ you uttered, putting your hands up in a gesture for him to slow down. • ‘so are you in?’ • YES. I DOVE IN HEAD FIRST • ‘sure I don’t mind going.’ • the boy practically jumped across the table to embrace you tightly. ‘ • ‘wear my jersey!’ • uHM WOAH I KNOW WE’VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR THREE WEEKS AND TEXTED AS MUCH AS I TEXT MY NU’EST FRIENDS BUT WOAH • ‘of course! If you don’t mind.’ • ‘thank you! I love you so much!’ Daniel yelled before continuing on about how much he was anticipating the game • i  l o v e  you so much • is it Daniel? • you gaped in shock, sitting in silence as the beats of your heart drowned out anything else • Daniel • Daniel was the man in love with you • that was the only thought that plagued your mind for the rest of the day • hmm what did that letter say after all? • ‘one more week to the dance, looks like a I’m cutting it really close. Apologies. You’ll see soon.’ • ‘Don’t worry. If anything, I’ll be the one dateless at prom. You’ll always find a knight in shining armour in me. Let’s not joust anymore’ • ‘Kiss me in A summer Night dream? I’m thinking of only you, my Gem.’ • so romantic • I’ve found out that I absolutely have 0 talent in writing love letters • tbh these are so creepy I would be calling 999 already   • my love life only taking Ls • SUSPECT ACCUSED • SUSPECT GUILTY • SUSPECTED: KANG DANIEL • geez he really put effort into these and only reveals his name now wow • for that, I shall wait to text my reply hehehehe >:) • wouldn’t it be better to talk to him in person? I’ll call him to go out later • ahh, he’s busy training for Monday’s game • we can talk then! :) • your family nearly dies of shock when you burst through the front door, a skip in your step and screaming out incoherently • they don’t question your strange behaviour though • something magical is gonna happen at the game and you’re sure of it • clad in Daniel’s jersey, you make your way to the school stadium the following week, itching for the big surprise, your lips tugged into a gigantic smile • students start to fill in the sports hall, gossiping excitedly and predicting how the friendly game would play out • even Heejin attends the game, face pink and hair tucked into a coral beanie. She offers you some chips • Daniel’s most likely still gearing up for the game so you agree to sit with her on the bleachers to watch. • just as you approach the busy stairs, someone calls your name loudly from behind causing you spin round and nearly knocking into the broad chest of a cheerful Dongho • ‘I didn’t think I would be seeing you here,’ he said, pleasantly surprised. His gaze flickered to your shirt - Daniel’s school team jersey that is. ‘How supportive of you! So sweet. • *head pats, dad boyfriend smiles* • Dongho and Daniel would so get along! You could pretty much feel your heart soaring with elation • This is perfect! All I’ve wanted in life! My friends and my future boyfriend let’snotgetaheadnowshallwe to be close friends too! • Suddenly, just as you were about to gush about Daniel and his undying love, Dongho grabbed your hand. • ‘c-can we head outside for a second? I need to talk to you about something urgent.’ • ‘ATTENTION LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THE GAME WILL BE STARTING SOON...’ • you grimaced, wanting to be the first one to catch Daniel’s eye when he emerged onto the court • ‘sorry, but we should take our seats, I’m sitting with Heejin, come join us. You know her, uhm, the transfer student, physics-‘ • you jumped as loud airhorns sounded to announce the arrival of the teams • Dongho quickly hustled the both of you to your seats • the crowd of students started cheering wildly when your school’s team emerged led by Lai Guanlin • your screams were the loudest when Daniel stepped out of the shadows • his charming gaze bore into yours, a smile gracing his features • HEART BEATING STARTS ACCELERATING • HE DOESN’T BREAK EYE CONTACT EVEN AS HE ACKNOWLEDGES THE CROWD • WHATTA MAN • ‘it was me.’ A familiar voice whispers into your ear • WAIT WHAT? • your eyes go wide like glossy marbles, confusion beginning to stir within you • No, I could be wrong. I barely heard him anyway. I’ll ask later • ‘I was the one who sent those letters to your locker.’ • w h a t ? • no way • ‘it isn’t Daniel.’ • Daniel smiles at you one more time as the referee begins to signal for them to take their positions • your grip tightens around the hems of his precious jersey • you aren’t sure what to make of the sudden situation • Dongho • What’s his last name? Kang • Daniel • Another Kang • The Kang twins daddies  • two Kangs, one of them has been sending you love letters • you want to believe it’s Kang Daniel, your new friend and crush • but it’s the boy who has been your friend for so long you don’t exactly remember for how many years • thud thud thud • looks like you’re caught between the two Kangs • Dongho’s eyes are begging you to believe him, trust that he’s telling the truth • Daniel’s eyes are clear, bright, they aren’t ones of deceit • ‘I-I....’ • you can’t seem to form a coherent reply • your lips seal shut, forcing your jaw that fell in shock to close • the referee blows the whistle, Dongho’s eyes don’t leave yours • the crowd drowns all other noises, yet all you can hear is the thudding of the ball, the sound of your fragile heart crashing against your ribcage • Daniel? • or Dongho? • let the game begin

[n-amjoonie]

[tagged by]: the angel herself!! @1rapmon​

appearance:

med-length dyed light blonde hair // brown/hazel eyes // 173 cm // idk my weight i don’t like weighing myself anymore // i used to have a lot darker skin but i don’t go outside a lot anymore lol // pretty long eyelashes?? // got freckles on my face but not organised ones u know lol they’re just random af // i like my cheekbones the most they’re super high and look like my family members

personality:

introvert // i’m loud with people i’m comfortable with but when i’m alone or with my closest friends i’m pretty lax and quiet and let them take over // i’m like really organised chaotic, my room’s a fuckin tip and i hate it, but i plan my work out so well // i’m not good at living in one place for too long // i’m a real softie romantic but externally i’m so sarcastic to anyone who shows interest so [rip] // i take a long time to warm up to people + don’t like being touched a lot

ability:

i’m really interested in so many different types of art but im not GREAT at any // used to draw lots // make music + sing now // i like teaching my self languages // i have synesthesia

hobbies:

music // reading // spend half my time daydreaming lmao

relationships:

like friends wise i have a group of BEST friends i’ve had since high school, and then some uni friends too. i haven’t had a stable romantic relationship since i was like.... 14 and that probs doesn’t count, idk honestly i just fuck around w ppl but it’s not that fun so not that often

random stuff:

my mum studied botany so when i was a kid she used to tell me all the names for plants n stuff so now i have a larger than average knowledge about plants hehe. i’m also just really fuckin obsessed with colours, like half my life revolves around colour.

1. Which BTS song means the most to you?

goD. um. dead leaves. i think. that was such a moment in their discog for me. really was my favourite for a very long time, just artistically very great and just felt like /my/ song. rain also is such a great thoughtful song that i always return to.

2. How do you feel about astrology?

i dont like /believe/ in it but i still am interested in it i guess. it’s kinda nice to frame ur personality a bit even if it’s not real. my brother endlessly teases me for even knowing my signs tho he’s a super brain realist

3. Do you think ghosts exist?

i haven’t met any but like idk man i don’t wanna fuck with ouija boards or any of that shit, it scares the fuck outta me

4. What’s your favorite instrument?

pianoooooooo NO WAIT ok piano for composing on but sonically my fave sounding instrument is the guzheng, its the most gorgeous sounding thing

5. Who was the last person to make you really smile?

probs bts lol i’ve been watchin the new US interviews.

6. What do you do when you feel vulnerable?

if it’s when i’m around people i can get kinda like defensive and mean just to kinda push people away. i’m tryna change that coz i don’t like being mean. if i’m by myself i just turn the lights off n curl up in bed

7. What is the last dream you had?

i have super vivid dreams and it’s usually just a continuation of the night before lol

8. Are you a nature person?

yeah in theory but i don’t like feeling out of breath or sweaty so in practice it’s not always fun

9. What’s your favourite thing to do to relieve stress?

listen to music, force myself to sit down and read of if i cant concentrate, watch a movie.

10. Do you have any other blogs you’d like people to check out?

i have some but its alg i’ll just keep this blog to itself

11. Marvel, DC, or neither?

i like them both for different reasons but i love the wit of marvel. christopher nolan’s dark night series changed my life

12. What do you want out of 2018?

recognition of my work

13. Do you hold grudges?

i try not to but i also just don’t fuck w people who have fucked me over in the past

14. Who is your favorite Disney hero/heroine?

the little mermaid + peter pan

15. Do you consider yourself a positive person?

i try to be

16. What is something you love that’s underrated?

velcro strap sneakers

17. What is your dream job?

being a musician/ an artist, fuck man it’s real hard tho i’m really fuckin goin thru it rn

18. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

paris?? but i don’t wanna be tied to a city, i want to be everywhere all at once

19. When was the last time you faced a fear and how did it go?

it’s really fucking scary sending my songs off to industry people, and a lot of the time they don’t get it or just like don’t reply and leave me hanging for months, but u gotta keep doin it coz i don’t have a plan b

20. Which would you prefer to read: poetry, fiction, or non-fiction?

fiction

21. Where do you feel most at ease?

in bed with the lights off

[tagging]: @holy-namjoon honestly i don’t know who else to tag um @kimdaily @kimjoon