#trying to kill the part of me that cringes
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Mr. and Mr. Alabaster
(this is me being cringe but free THIS IS ME BEING CRINGE BUT FREE)
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true to my word, I am currently rewatching root rpg just bc I miss celgene alabaster. I was thinking a little bit too hard about him though and ended up making him a husband, so here's Sonny! he has existed for like two days and already he means the world to me.
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they r,,,,, important to me. idk man i just like the idea of this big ol grumpy, shady badger guy having an adorable rabbit husband who he calls cute affectionate nicknames and they both adore each other. THEY MEAN A LOT TO ME. i have like so many thoughts about their dynamic but i can't articulate them into words so im just like hrnrnrnrnrnrnnrnrnr!!!!!!! im thinking about them so hard guys you dont understand they r taking over my brain i love them so much
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i have more doodles i'd like to make of them but i guess only time will tell how many of those i'll actually be able to get down.
#legends of avantris#root#uprooted#i guess#booker uprooted#hazel uprooted#celgene alabaster#i will singlehandedly build up the celgene alabster fandom from the ground up if i need to#top 10 avantris npcs i am !!!NOT NORMAL!!! about#oc#original character#fan oc#fan character#oc x canon#sonny alabaster#im having heart palpitations#trying to kill the part of me that cringes#also i just wanna say with the mini comic#assume the rest of the gang was also there with booker#i was just lazy and didn't wanna draw them all lolz#i was thinking abt sonny helping as like a server n stuff#realistically do i think celgene would have his husband doing that when he's got other servers?#no probably not#but its fun and cute and i like it
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It’s fursona Friday and I will not be stopped
#art#my art#fursona friday#Fursona#trying to kill the part of me that cringes#I don’t want to put my face here so I can put a little fox there instead
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Made this silly little edit so I could have a cover for my ship playlist!
I had a lot of fun picking out and deciding the order of the songs so give it a listen if you're inclined :P
#it's 3 hrs long with 55 songs in it. i feel so cringe but i'm also trying to kill the part of me that cringes. so here it is.#jax x ragatha#bunnydoll#ragatha x jax#tadc#the amazing digital circus#ragatha#jax#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#skels jingles#<- making that my playlist tag#Spotify
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utterly random late night panic thoughts but
if you read my zelda comic and like it i love and appreciate you but i really do need to be upfront about it being very much a self indulgent enemies to lovers story with a villain at the center that has done bad but isnt bad at his core and is struggeling to come to terms with the fact that he doesnt actually want to be the evil beast he and almost everyone else believes he should be
yes im one of those people ... fake villain fans or something ... i think .. i dont know the rules to that ... q-q
#ganondoodles talks#i thinks its in part the time thats making me suddendly panic about that#like i often see posts from people that are like fake villain enjoyers make the guy into a good guy#and real villain enjoyers are those that like him bc he kills people#or making fun of or generally seeming very agressive towards people that redeem villains#and i have no idea if id be counted among them bc im kinda doing it#yes he killed people but no he doesnt like it and doesnt want to#im one of those cringy softies that are like .. but what if villain ... good#of course im trying to make it make sense and with alot of extra written lore#like i made an entire world up just for demises backstory#but im undenialbly afraid that some people will tear my comic apart once they realize i made him not all that evil#again i have pretty much read no fanfiction and am unfamiliar with alot of common fanfic tropes and stuff so#i got no idea what is commonly understood as the wrong kind of villain fan or soemthing#I DONT KNOW THE CRINGE RULES I JUST HAVE LOTS OF BLORBO THOUGHTS#i need to go to bed
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i was feeling like being a little cringe today... whoops (my fursona is a snailcat btw, so she has two sets of eyes)
(i would be an absolute DIAASTERRR if I met ink sans irl it would be horrible)
#ink x me#selfship#selfshipping#haha#oh my god#thats my fursona btw#i do have a persona but i think my fursona fits better aesthetically lol#usually i cringe whenever i try to make self ship art#but i didnt this time#maybe i finally have killed the part that cringes#ink sans x artist?#ink sans x creator#idk what the tag is#toffeesdoodles#edited because i forgot inks gap tooth like a doof
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Are there any fans of Lydia the Bard and her series of Disney Princess villain songs on here? Because I am one. And I've been listening to them so much that now I'm thinking of writing my own for Sofia of Enchancia and Elena of Avalor, with tragic backstories and all.
#i'm trying to kill the part of me that cringes#i can't sing or make animatics but i can write the story and script and lyrics#i love these two unofficial disney princesses so much#and what better way to show your love for a character than to break them and twist them into the very thing they fought against?#lydia the bard#disney princess villain songs#sofia the first#elena of avalor
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i made some dream pop / shoegazey vocaloid music :D downloads are free. also put it on youtube!
#music#my music#dream pop#shoegaze#i'm bad at genres sorry#vocaloid#vocaloid music#vocal synth#synthesizer v#synthv#synthesizerv#kyomachi seika#bandcamp#bandcamp artist#bandcamp music#soundfont#midi soundbank#logic pro#trying to kill the part of me that cringes i guess
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A Cage of Guilt
* . ⊹ a doc!ren moodboard
🩷 🩵 🩷 🩵 ☕ 🩵 🩷 🩵 🩷 * . ⊹ div
ren wanders the city on his off days, enjoying the food and the lights and tucked-away shops. he decorates his space with trinkets he buys during his excursions, and he pins photos from his outings on his pinboard. an illusion of connection to the people around him. his mask is too strong to open up to anyone; he can't be more than the friendly doctor, or the friendly coworker, or the friendly customer.
in the end, he's left in his lonely apartment with his coffee and takeout, sitting at a table big enough for one. still stuck in the cage his parents constructed around him in childhood, perpetuated by his exhausting job run by people who shouldn't be in charge of vulnerable peoples' lives, until his emotions eventually build and explode.
#if i haven't made clear before that a big part of ren's whole Thing is about how soul-sucking and lonely capitalism is... teehee~!#this one also works with v!ren given. yknow. they're both sourced from the og ren dream... just flavored a bit differently.#AND THIS IS THE MOST PROSE-ESQUE IT'S GONNA GET trying to kill the cringe in me but also it's forced. art's more comfy for me.#📌 [ my posts. ]#🫧 [ 046 moodboards. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#food -#selfship#self ship#selfshipping#self shipping#✨ [ oc lore. ]#needles -#medical -
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writing 5 page encyclopedias on my ocs and their stupid backstories is so fun but writing the story itself oooooh i can't stand the writing the story itself
#mantra of 'i'm cringe. i'm cringe. i'm cringe' playing in my head as i write reassass's 5th chapter 1 first draft#i would get my sister to read it and tell me if it really is cringe but its so cringe i cannot even show her#writing savory's factfile on why he's so fucking weird: haha! yeah! weird guy!#writing savory in the comic itself being fucking weird: why is he talking like that. why is he like that. this is cringe#dude you are literally the one who made the character#the thing with reassassination is that i want it to have edge like shadow the hedgehog ripoff oc type edge#cmon its about a girl who gets KILLED but COMES BACK and she KILLS PEOPLE and shes trying to find WHOEVER KILLED HER and KILL THEM BACK#i dont want to take myself too seriously here#but thats the hard part how much edge is too edge#how can the transition from edgy horror-comedy to serious horror-drama be executed in the most graceful way#AURRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHH#we're strong. and we're brave mate. we'll find a way#its only cringe if u make it cringe zeno..... go write your stupid comic....
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I'm contemplating uploading the various one-shots and shorts that I have in my notes to Ao3 that are based off of various projects. Some are from longer stories that I have planned, some are standalone, and - originally - practically none of them were gonna be uploaded. It's a constant battle in my head between "you don't need to post everything you do" (which I don't) and "I like sharing things with people, and this could be fun!" I'm leaning more towards that second bit with each passing day, because I'm trying to be less restrictive of myself.
#rambling at the crafting table#continuously trying to kill the part of me that cringes#and just upload things that i want to for fun#even if no one sees it#because theres the chance that someone WILL see it#and also enjoy it!#also how else am i meant to get people interested in my original stuff if i dont upload it?#fic writng#ao3
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I have this deeply unfortunate condition where I cannot absorb verbal information without doodling, but also I have the drawing skills of young child and the permanently shaky hands of a wizened crone SO the results are. Unfortunate.
I am definitely making a great impression on my classmates and future colleagues by scrawling stick-figure patho characters next to them while they’re trying to listen to orientation lectures 👍🏻
anyway this (+ illegible handwriting) is why I can never lend people my notes. termitarywallart.jpg
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#my art inspires questions in the mind of the spectator. such as ‘ok then…?’ and ‘yeah but like. why’#do not kill the part of you that is cringe. kill the part of you that cringes :)#on another note#i won’t say it again: bloodstains should be considered business casual. maybe business formal#i need to fix my sleep schedule and generally get my shit together#it’s going great#anyway your honor those are my emotional support scrimblo bimblos. my comfort scrunklies. my favorite special little guys#pathologic#pathologic 2#мор. утопия#silly pathologic doodles#fully forgot what the executor mask looks like. also fully forgot what birds look like#katerina saburova#clara saburova#rat prophet#the 2nd one is me every time they try to take my blood#i have shitty veins#rats: they’re just like us!
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how do you write poetry that isnt mortifying...how do you write poetry that is earnest...how can you write something earnest that isnt simultaeneously so mortifying that the only thing to do with it is destroy it 😂😂
#trying to write a poem is horrifying wow...i think ive found a form that doesnt buckle under my tendency to ramble and turn to prose#but the actual writing of it is nightmarish 😂😂 theres nowhere to hide 😂😂 this is not a poem this is a wet + ugly + indecent#regurgitation its a wonder that anyone's poems have ever seen the light of day 😂😂 im never going to be earnest again 😂😂#cant talk rn sorry im killing the part of me that cringes...yeah its going to take a while. years even..but the time will pass anyway..
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My dad does things that feel like they're a made up tumblr post. Like a month ago he walked up to me and randomly asked "do you know what hazbin hotel is?" Which is already one of the scariest questions I've ever been asked and I was like ....yeah I know what it is. Pure terror. And his next question completely casually was "is it cringe?"
Which is probably the funniest possible follow up question and in my sheer shock I managed to be like Yeah it sucks and he just nodded like "Yeah I thought so."
#s.txt#it almost killed me i think#context was apparently that his childhood friend was trying to suggest he watch it#said childhood friend is known for having horrendous taste#so my dad thought it would be best to check with his chronically online daughter first LMAO#i will never be over being asked 'is it cringe' by my 50 year old father#he doesn't normally talk like that for the record??? like cringe is not part of his usual vocab LOL#this is okay to rb if you want to i just needed to share this insanity
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SIGH. this is so embarrassing to me. to post. so be gentle. but this is an old comic I did a few years ago about my headcanon of Trahearne realising he has a crush on Rhydenach (my commander)
Trahearne is on his way to Orr, after the level 30 personal story, after saying bye.. I wanted to sort of get across that sense of when you're just teetering on the realisation (and then the realisation) that you have a crush on someone, because you're thinking about them a lot, and they keep creeping into your thoughts when you're left alone with them... and how silly and immature that feels!
the dialogue he's thinking back to is directly lifted from the dialogue tree at the end of the level 30 personal story. I've always fixated on it and extrapolated its meaning in my head more than was ever meant...
the purple/fuschia are memories, and then the pink is ofc.. imagination. um. anyways. the art standard isn't like... the HIGHEST. but this meant a lot to me. and i'd like to put in the world i guess.
bonus equally vintage tree husbands image:
#gw2#guild wars 2#trammander#trahearne#rhydenach#rhydenachimages#my art#tree husbands#(personal non-generic trammander tag for my blog)#my sylvari#my characters#mine#fucking white knuckle gripping my knee#this is embarassing to post i am emabrased#like. trying to kill the part of me that cringes but it is difficult#there's a reaosn this is so many years old and never saw the light of day
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'it's not my legacy 🤷♂️' brad from monetization invented idgaf
#no one even asked and he's just like 'idc lol'#YES I AM STARTING THE REWATCH THE DAY AFTER I FINISHED LEAF ME ALONE#ian voice i don't DO loss#i just perpetually watch <3#besides i have a whole self insert thing going on so i need to properly familiarise the episodes to make my storyline work#<I forced myself to say that even though I'm embarrassed bc something something trying to kill the part of me that cringes instead of the#part that's cringe something#alexprobablytalksshit#mq#mythic quest
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me, who gets extreme second hand embarrassment from literally just typing out the name of a character: im sure writing a fanfiction is a great idea
#send help ive been staring at a phrase for like 15 minutes too mortified to move on because i have to mention a character by name now#dont want microsoft word to try and correct the spelling/grammar of said characters name as well because then it feels Worse#i need to kill the inner cringe-culture-participating 11 year old part of me asap#funkys sillyposts
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