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bookgeekgrrl · 1 year ago
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My media this week (16-22 Jul 2023)
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legit obsessed with this show right now
📚 STUFF I READ 📚
😊 Hi Honey, I'm Homo!: Sitcoms, Specials, and the Queering of American Culture (Matt Baume, author & narrator) - interesting look at queer rep on sitcoms starting with Bewitched - focused on shows with substantial content so it was very white (which does reflect the TV landscape) but doesn't really address that -- I would have liked at least some mention of the lack of intersectionality tbh - but still an interesting and entertaining overview
🥰 Hurts that Time Alone Cannot Heal (E_Greer) - 44K, post WS recovery wingfic
🥰 come hell or high water (helix_stomper) - 66K, pt 3 of boots & budweiser’s miraculous misadventures - steddie D/s - after weeks of falling for each other thru anonymous glory hole sex, they finally meet and really get started
💖💖 +194K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖
Ill With Want (thedoubteriswise) - MCU: pre-war stucky, 27K - incredibly well written delicious angst from Bucky's POV [reread]
the slow death of Steve Rogers [at the hands of the stupid, sexy, considerate stripper] (MaddieWritesStucky (Madeleine_Ward)) - MCU: modern no powers stucky, 5K - very hot stripper!bucky AU [reread]
📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺
D20: Dungeons and Drag Queens - "In The Heart Of Death" (s18, e4)
D20: Adventuring Party - "The Gaming Super Bowl" (s13, e4)
Um, Actually - s8, e9
D20: A Crown of Candy - s5, e5-14
D20: Adventuring Party - s1, e5-14
🎧 PODCASTS 🎧
⭐ Vibe Check - A Special Conversation with Jenna Wortham
Wait Wait... Don't Tell Me! - Patti LuPone
Re: Dracula - July 18: Trouble Ahead
Into It - The Enduring Appeal of Barbie
⭐ How To! Plus - How To Make Aging Easier for Everyone
The Sporkful - Why Ice Is This Summer's Hottest Trend
What Next: TBD Plus - America’s Killer Car Problem
⭐ Vibe Check - All I Have Faith in Is Art, Orgasms, and Friendships
Re: Dracula - July 19: Present Craving
Rachel Maddow Presents: Déjà News - Episode 5: Taken for a Ride
Stuff The British Stole - Zero Marks The Spot
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - The Coffee Palace
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - A house move like no other
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Darién Gap
Outward Plus - The Pleasures and Politics of Cruising
Re: Dracula - July 20: Most Difficult and Vital Aspect
Pop Culture Happy Hour - A Barbie v. Oppenheimer Game
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Face to Face
50 MPH - 6 MPH / A Workhorse Takes the Reins
⭐ 99% Invisible #545 - Shade Redux
Dear Prudence Plus - How Do I Disclose to My Kids That I've Had an Abortion–Twice? Help!
Into It - Culture Is Back: Why We Love 'The Golden Bachelor' and Those Weird TikTok Livestreams
What Next: TBD Plus - America’s $5 Trillion Grid Problem
Hit Parade Plus - Lenny on Mars Edition
Re: Dracula - July 22: Rough Weather
ICYMI Plus - The Day AO3 Went Down
⭐ The Sporkful - Why Barbie’s First Dreamhouse Didn’t Have A Kitchen
Switched on Pop - How Louis Armstrong invented the modern pop star
50 Years of Hip-Hop - 1986: "No Sleep Till Brooklyn" by The Beastie Boys
50 Years of Hip-Hop - 1987: "Paid in Full" by Eric B. and Rakim
⭐ Decoder Ring Plus - What's Really Going On Inside a Mosh Pit?
🎶 MUSIC 🎶
Best Of '81 To '85 [Y&T] {1990}
Pop Radio • 1970s
That! Feels Good! [Jessie Ware] {2023}
Jessie Ware
Get Pumped: Rock Anthems
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clawbehavior · 9 months ago
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Hello (◍•ᴗ•◍)♡ ✧*。
I am sending u warm wishes ✨
For the ask game :
7,15 & 17
6 (everything, everywhere all at once)
18 (my heart is going back to you, i just don't know) and/or (skin deep)
19 (final coda)
21 (skin deep) and/or (till kingdom come) and/or (elevator troubles)
I apologize for having so many questions, i simply love your writing 😅
not only do i appreciate that you asked a bunch of questions, i love that you asked about these specific stories! they've been on my mind lately, which you somehow picked up on?? i thoroughly enjoyed answering your asks and appreciate you sharing that you love my writing. sending many warm wishes for the weekend anon ❤️❤️
7. Any worldbuilding you’re particularly proud of?
everything everywhere all at once (once i finish it). i spent all my free time July last year plotting out where corruption happens in government and how it trickles down into gaon and yohan's lives. i was doodling in the back of my notebooks and working through several Google docs at once. that experience was rewarding because i got to move between multiple layers of the story, thinking not just of how gaon and yohan relate to each other when gaon's in debt, but also how their ties with the rest of the world actively shapes their romance. that agility makes me proud of myself.
15. What’s your favorite AU that you’ve written?
'til kingdom come' because i LOVE fantasy, when fics of this genre are a rarity in this fandom. plus, i liked the new context to their initial meeting in the office, where instead of staring because gaon looks like isaac, yohan's staring at his long-lost and oblivious lover. but i honestly love all my au's and my favorites change because it's the one i'm writing at the time pfft.
17. What highly specific AU do you want to read or write even though you might be the only person to appreciate it?
an au inspired by 'his dark materials'! yohan's demon is a male black panther named baheera. gaon's is a white doe. the story would deal with touch, in that gaon and yohan's demon touch all the time but through layers like clothes and latex gloves. yohan doesn't know because he and baheera can be in separate rooms, but when he finds out he's PISSED because touching another person's demon is reserved strictly for family and lovers, when gaon is neither. and then we find out that it was yohan and gaon's demon who touched first, because when the office got destroyed, she tackled yohan to the floor ro shield him. gaon didn't see and she never told him. 
6. What’s one fact about the universe of [insert fic] that you didn’t get a chance to mention in the fic itself?
fic: everything everywhere all at once 
this is serendipitous because i was thinking of this exact story when i read the question and so were you it turns out! remember how ms. ji experiments with food to disastrous results? the culprit in this story is elijah. she mixes together strange assortments of flavors and foods to the point that if she orders something normal (like plain vanilla ice cream), yohan knows she's upset.
18. If you wrote a sequel to [insert fic], what would it involve?
fics:
- my heart is going back to you: sunah kidnapping gaon
-  skin deep: a fluff one shot of gaon supporting yohan's particular brand of parenting. yes, we can read him The ABC's of Firearms for Kids. no, he cannot accompany you on a hunting expedition when it means staying up past his bedtime, etc.
19. If you wrote a spin-off of [insert fic], what would it involve?
fic: final coda 
gaon healing his relationship with elijah. this story draws on the New Testament interpretation that Jesus ordered Judas to betray him. similarly, yohan knew it was coming but let it happen anyways. elijah never knew, and she was ripped apart by the experience. that's hard to bounce back from, so gaon would make a concerted effort to do so. the story ends with elijah visiting him in Switzerland and preparing an elaborate meal for him. 
21. If you wrote a “missing scene” in [insert fic], what would it be?
fics: 
- skin deep: gaon meeting min jungho for lunch after he gets the implant removed, and having to play it cool even though he's afraid of the professor
- til kingdom come: a flashback to their original lives where the prince saves the commander's battalion from an ambush, disobeying his father's command in the process. this is when the commander realizes how in love the prince is with him. they sleep together for the first time. (i actually wrote this scene fully. the only reason it's not published is because it felt like a random chapter instead of a plot driven update, but i think about it a lot.)
- elevator troubles: smut in yohan's office.
- eeaao:  yohan returning home to find gaon deeply asleep in his bed & realizing he's in love with gaon. he compares the feeling to being stabbed
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snidgetwidgeon · 2 years ago
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I posted 1,235 times in 2022
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I tagged 1,235 of my posts in 2022
#breath of the wild - 552 posts
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#linktober 2022 - 205 posts
#zelink - 170 posts
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Longest Tag: 84 characters
#pretty sure i have reblogged this before but it deserves it everytime it comes round
My Top Posts in 2022:
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300 Follower Korok Puzzle Winner!
Thank you to @star-ocean-peahen, @itcantbe, & @headlesscucco for playing my Korok Puzzle! itcantbe was able to find all the koroks!
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There was a tricky little bugger up in the tree but you got it :D
Please enjoy your drabble *eyebrow wiggle*
Zelink Modern AU
Rated E below the cut
Smooth… wet… spinning. Rising and falling. Zelda watched the clay on the wheel while the veiled man threw moving art. Soft music was on in the background, highlighted every so often with a squelch from the clay. It was grey, but he was colorful.
Clad in Gerudo ceremonial attire, draping sleeves, puffy pantaloons; teals and greens, blond hair pulled up in a half ponytail, blue eyes looking into the camera, alluring. He certainly knew how to put on a show.
It was all art and games until he cut the narrow cylinder from the wheel, pulled his dick out and started fucking it.
~~~
Zelda had just ordered her coffee and sat down near the window in a leather chair. It was always a plus when the comfy chair was available. After setting up her work station, she found, unsurprisingly, that she was having trouble focusing on her research paper. Staying up so late watching Justforchu was not conducive to the following workday.
The barista on duty caught her eye over her laptop and her gaze kept flicking up because there was a certain familiarity. But she couldn’t quite place it. Had they gone to school together maybe?
He put his hair up in a half ponytail and she had to stop herself from outright staring. Could he? Her mind raced over what had kept her up last night. Surely not. He was bright and cheerful. He’d also look like a zombie if he’d been up so late… right?
She put the thought out of her mind and smiled absently as he approached with her coffee. His arm crossed in front of her as he set it down and she gasped as she noticed the flecks of dried clay just under his elbow.
“Everything ok?” he asked.
She stared, transitioning into a frozen panic; then shook her head and spluttered, “N- yeah. I- I just forgot something. I mean… I remembered something I forgot.” She stopped talking and looked at her coffee, willing it to somehow take the attention off her.
“Ah, glad you remembered.” He gestured to her drink. “Enjoy.”
He may as well have been purring. She melded the smooth tones to her memory of what he did, the night before. With the clay. Silently, save for some pleasurable elicitations.
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300 Followers!?
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Drabble requests can be for the Zelda games I am most familiar with: BotW, WW, SS, OoT, & TP. I'll accept korok puzzle answers till the end of July 2022^^
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Linktober 2022
DAY 18 COMPANION: Fi
Wow, this close up was intense! I learned new things about blending and paper color again. And noses are so hard! Definitely want to revisit this again after I level up some more^^
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She is my fav, that is all.
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This but with Kohga and Sooga.
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My #1 post of 2022
Linktober 2022
I. AM. SO. Proud of this one, ya'll! Urbosa is my fav, my Queen, she slays it all. I combined dry and oil pastels for this one ^^
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veikkoalen · 2 days ago
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1. no. he wears whatever's there
2. phonk or metalcore probably
3. he broke two knives during a certain event
4. he'd be an all survivable cocktoach type of guy if he didn't land on a friend's couch in the end
5. typical grunge shit with stupid edgy trinkets here and there
6. he bleaches it and if he does, it must be platinum blonde otherwise his face is melting off from embarrassment
7. crocodiles cuz theyre cool and have one of the strongest bites and he likes reptiles in general
8. twitch cuz hes jumpy. given by his school circle and stuck to him ever since
9. he has severe acid reflux issues but he doesn't give a fuck most of the time and therefore suffers a lot. avid orange flavored chocolate enjoyer
10. he wears imitation jewelry from time to time. silver chains/pendants or plain black rings. his fav stone is fluorite
11. he has my ex haircut and half of my interests/garbage traits. he's not antisocial and unwilling to live though. he wouldnt have understood me probably but the friendship could work
12. he's somewhere in his early 20s and he was born july 12 just because i want so. he hates his birthdays cuz they always ended up with a fucking disaster
13. native english and solid french but nobody knows about the latter : )
14. better than me, he liked calculus back in school
15. a single child in a nuclear family. his uncles and aunts do exist but somewhere far away. he lived with his parents till 18, left after a grand fight and nobody wanted him to come back. he lives with his best friend now
16. a cat called razor. he's fucking huge and kind of an entity by itself
17. school books and stuff. nerd
18. lying yes, stealing yes, killing – well it's not like he can say no at this point
19. he has a lot of patience but if you mention his family or try to guilt trip him he's likely to rip your head off
20. he can but he doesn't have his own car. when he drives others' cars he keeps them clean
21. bowling courts
22. yes if drunk, no to else
23. same as [REDACTED], he smokes and yells a lot so it's a bit creaky. he can
24. he can draw and he's a good marksman but he ditched everything atm
25. hearing is fine, vision is –1/–1.5, he's squinting a lot recently
26. he's very well coordinated and he has a light foot. kinda required since he's broke and entered a number of places around the neighborhood
27. he likes archery, shooting, biathlon and curling
28. he spends time around people he likes. and he gets physical if he cant stand someone
29. no. but id say he feels like dust
30. cigarettes 🙄
31. he doesnt know what to gift to people really, he loves any gifts but quality clothes/shoes would melt him
32. he knocks doors and boxes before opening them including fridges and cupboards and everything that has a handle
33. walking trouble by most and gentle soul by best friend
34. damaged goods
35. he let it get irreversibly destroyed
i wanted to make an oc ask game 😋 things i like to ask people abt their characters:
are they associated with a certain color? what color do they wear the most?
what sort of music would they like? have you thought about what genres or bands do they lean towards? do they have a favorite song?
weapon of choice? any particular reason they chose their weapon?
how crafty/resourceful are they?
how do they typically dress? does their wardrobe lean more towards practicality or aesthetics?
how do they wear their hair? do they care a lot how their hair looks?
favorite animal? why?
do they have a nickname? who gave it to them? if it's not derived from their real name, what's the story behind it?
favorite food? least favorite? are they a picky eater? do they have any dietary restrictions?
if they wear jewelry, what kind? do they prefer silver or gold? do they have a favorite gem?
what do they have in common with you? how are they different? would you get along with them?
how long have they been around? do you know their birthday? is their birthday the day you made them or another day? what do they think of celebrating birthdays?
what languages do they speak? how fluently?
are they any good with numbers?
how big or small is their family? who did they live with growing up? do they live with anyone now?
do they have any pets? what do they call their pets?
how did they spend their summers/free time as a child?
their opinion on lying, stealing, and killing?
are they quick to anger? what sets them off?
if applicable, can they drive? if they have their own, what color is their vehicle? is the inside neat and tidy, or a mess?
their favorite place to be?
do they sleep well at night?
how would you describe their voice? can they sing?
do they have any creative hobbies? (art, writing, music, etc)
how good/bad is their hearing? what about their eyesight?
how do they move? are they clumsy? light on their feet? do they use mobility aids?
if applicable, do they have a favorite sport? do they play any sports or prefer to watch?
how do they show that they care about someone? how do they express that they don't like someone?
are they associated with any particular element (air, earth, fire, water)?
do they smell like anything notable?
do they like receiving gifts? giving gifts? what is their ideal gift?
do they have any habits that aren't particularly self-destructive, just maybe odd?
if applicable, how would your other characters describe them? i mean specifically the people around them.
how would your character describe themselves? it doesn't have to line up with how they really are.
do they ever return home?
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libidomechanica · 4 months ago
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Untitled Poem # 12099
A limerick sequence
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Therein? For evening men may stand near, because he gold of him, fresher takes    to a scope for the    sprinkling for what old England, being worm, the light-wind so good.
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Well our prayer foot their hand neuter, which men from their married to take and    bless; and scorn hardly breast.    The truth is my hand you wert those who in Greciated, which more.
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Soon as beauty I descend, or else but my for a mother’s barge, and long    chest form shamefastness.    Or kiss drops fragrant zone; sweet and rapt abominable type.
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I spoke the frame, a mystery, but they never in itself in ev’ry    glen sae bushy, O, aboon    the punch. A little wild House it’s invisible a stars.
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And in the native in my specularly sets that, for where in Glenturer    air, first height beat natures,    all so false, and tears in a miser’s work prevail. From thee!
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When my tomb, and loved that glide the blow. When be such with children discouraged,    or till red from their caste    Lethean springs may be wise against the stark unprint the dry.
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Name is as if but ah, how pretty. ’St men star, he demon fee. Nation,    to tasted sire shaken    he marriers were beach night; we might of loves, tears, to enioy!
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Not move this you. And steals to do. To be some stay. To prove that home; and thumb    and years his liking on    theirs. And is her hands, gather planet, where of his works are hers.
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Brings. Is end; who scarce his sicker wilderneath is a like one is sword sick    I mean things. Betwixt thered    this round in clay? To choose against the conquer all? It kill.
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Twas borne with Jove, the darkling sea! They must he lonely stuck out, not alone    that haunts to part, I climes    he know the grew a fireside; she smote me when hand the glen.
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How of speedwell, indeed like my crown’d with does not heard of my sweet him—and    whisper Peace. And I with    songs are times who came to encounts to shalt do; first her garbage.
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Mountain morning, playing careless the glen. Ah, which show, yet feele them more,    bearing in a wig.    Examples for himself, and hope that should I have a gift or less.
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On life is crook. Excepting the snowing Hope alone a Dedicating    in the Prince with many    a bird! Into you could hare, nor is the glass; I hear me wrong.
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He that binds none hands. Gin ye be, tells did bind thy reason armed Amphions of    plan? Nor can know my sweet;    that I have told me, to kill together; just two sight, again.
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Betwixt they find and hope will come voices of designet there and or red.    So works in his speech; come    heart; and, who slumber met him well, hear, he shall have pass; my weight.
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A shot me my love in golden half off tail the may Place it roused eye, each    increased and breath! And each.    Which I set freely, if in fancy trouble play’d, or by years.
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For a day was not they refused example. My Muses’ heart, I read and    with her year: impetuous    spring a fair, was borne Muse man were merry song, all is gone.
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Which methings from hot July can tears ago. Since odds and fruit me be eight    than I, how dwarf heart all    its by years Ay me, Jamie, come should length, to those babes of Yule.
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Should reproachine where, then bloom, and saw fairer face, among, demanded when    he roofs. Deepening in her    brough ne’er experimentary time remnant lips, that in me.
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And hopeful of thing still all me on his nations leapt below, her garden    of my own heart beat thou    hadst the tumult froth. The vault with his arm and wade me try me.
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’ But stay, what beat the fought; expecting no words make your old Europe. Thy    conversede all be unders    cross the ring; till in silk and golden hours! I would fall with me.
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Mule’, and know me and added thee. Let’s loud of Vengeance she blind, leaves a little    world sorrow’d; he fire,    and I have themes, I then, and in the past; nor letter whose life.
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By vainly to my foe, towers the trebly sweet roam. I sometime what on    the be, the scythe Indian    forgive? Not she answer got his somewhere and presse: not lawns.
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But twentieth name …. There Max to be guest, the invidious birth, for a    day and blossom profits    in summer eyes were bless he fetched, and purest soul has fetter?
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Was lovely should principle of the inscription or popularity.    Four voice was she, that died;    and undulation, and you are apt to trembling rose, and you!
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With an answer, echo of me and sweet and as soft when will not a heart    away. How august toil    up as the root; lions, ’ but I an earth light it could common!
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Thy spire, sequacious yearning Hope, and batters of Mary’s changed in civil    powers? Saying elsewhere    shall every lass than I lie with tumult of these out the more.
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Like miser’s times she, Blythe, blow, they went. A flows on, that coast, and ideal that    creature image care, o    sounds of hope in order; when now, loues daggers never in three.
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Haw bayberry way; the faith, and shape delude woe; just linger how only    thro’ memoriam A. Recalls    here the hare, to thing a tear, but hope thee range; twas a cold.
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’Er with them down to turned flood of you, where. With honey locks a breathes again:    thought is let me chosen;    now the host. The Purple friendship grew distantial was bom old.
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Three, since thee merely thine of a thine. And song into hearer in mine blushed    and find she law, to put    our maid of Chance, like the little screw and life shade by his dead?
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I, the doth one that, at human the long while others cold hours of our Sonnet-    A-Day Newsletters?    But as a pass’d by ever sorts have drain’d change’s knife: it kill.
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Regret is at once more. Be all the unknown this my darlings hot or divine,    hers be enviable    tepid poor; which we came, that love; he balanced him be done!
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—Jamie, couch’d the unnamed name my power life have you. What fades, heart in dying,    turn, and yet need noon    the stretch thing? The Banquet in London stall me where on my love.
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And camps’ be quite reason’s too in Glenturit glen sae bushes pierce wound some    sans bans in every sure    which methink to me: such as vain. And with sweet thou made can bide?
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That come vnto the labyrinths are could aim best be seem thinks the live, from    harmonious birds, that may    sparental tears, to rhymes, and with lap, nay league as I. My face.
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Forefingers and worse, nor the petrel once as light, but see and we went after    house, yet I love: ’—so    sing tears have her the die by the good: defined. Over discern!
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And vacant and all triumphed, I dream the loved, and, ere I thing: since they hell.    And me! Will blood, and, where    we command it was pleasant possession her. Thou cast away.
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Thou should fair, such a flute mid the old Europe and earth be the blind whirl the    dead, fill woman inners;    a pedigree time. Blythe and so long-withdrawn to chase of thee.
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Flash one is kill the for than Pittsburgh. And brough they bring in tis you, each, the    melancholy numb place,    start. If I could nothing; we had on that I have to discern!
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Their jealous point,—what vague fears, ambrosial day and points,—I love my native    growth most expressed me shells,    or twist to the hilts by rail spell our commonplace! This heard brow.
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Likewise and her eyelids. ’Er those fading below, which to more; that old    December string, of Shakspeare    loves to roam the found aboon the village eyes that hemisphere.
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Said: Henceforth self-denial solid corrections at thine on hills—teenagers.    Half coming, but with    yourse; for sides tell Aurea at reason’s daily breathe bower?
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Chewed-off divide the Root—and sage, the care. And that other recognize your    for thro’ darkness or because    a churl in and so infant cry, Alas you forgive me.
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With soft and round, listen win. But she bring up the nature breaking and in    mean the light of letter    encloud, as insider touch of air torturing on the sea.
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And the virtuous pangs that love in the cheeks. When I looks and thought nor candy    at make the sparkled    keep itself wheat, confusion’d round a steel cable shall fill’d me.
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Even by years …. Your upper its for gude, and rollest lingers brilliance am    so far away as    write wrangle all. Not tear, and spendthrifts and rights Reserves to thine.
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Left it, and lassie, O. At each us our annalist or leaves to these    hurt here in you in the    join my yellow-white against a cricket as walk in this side?
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Was deares at that you ignoble Vashti! Matches, whose sugar first friend,    you, with honey of lilies    of men storm, his her underness; but ring indeed—our kept.
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Half-stare of elegant’ et cetera— couldn’t know. For thee, for poor girls, and    for joy to him who rolls    to the night suffice had hand. Of a kind leaf has talk’d but plain.
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Came a Tyrant power chanc’d among the eye, shalt be myrtle; why did them    when a crescended. On    their slavery woman’s hair, discord. Begin, a beasts within.
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Dying wakeness iron maiden, you, as if Diana stuffed and wheel’d    on my love my lettuce    white lessed? Or river bore while ones; we’ll loue doth winding bed.
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Now braver ship, equal possession to love, letting I creeds. No visual    in their did not her    how, ’ my love, nor one except only thro’ the imp beleeue than soul.
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And oh, my dream and the more the place, how music shall diviner force, bearing?    Being in tis soon    absolvèd; if e’er bend? And the words, day, Sir, the most thou do bring.
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But scorn: stile lights of men more and in the nape guess God’s own? Rose-cheeks but for    I can breath for whom all    other, I would you reach humour make the birds that frankindness.
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The creeps besides, he only cunning indeed: we went. The Lord, and flesh shall    nature, obsessed, and lost    dead sit, I am. I saw not enamour me where a life!
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Said, on thee. Not build and with they continents, the silver by yonder if    April blood and brough    opposition mine: have concentreat, thy firmament divine can.
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The Mermaid’s unquiet neither, was gude red jewel set to me wishes of a    ticket with thee. As honours    was at last lost he schools, letting in discord-loving hinge ….
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Pale of pride, that lov’d in the days descended; when I as a part. Present’s    head of ice had touch will    am learnd euen there. And this very bird in versed, silver saw.
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Tis sang with human she die! He sea, admits but a dream of you go. I    lou’d, but not grieve as thou    art to deal to bear works in you know much like sire within.
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The week: the bride with soft come try maze of an and I weeping. As his knee,    the lone, I prize: not made    the table, which or pity— and count onely gifts might be.
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Worthy ev’n see, and years before; the like of latest last day, except only    perish: look yes I    makest think the mist, that of woe is rain. Till slow as trust do?
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Not, but as kinder who waken. But whatever, never weep, and suck’d they    turned win my flit, and years    misspells of thee, o Vashti! We pause to deck their green, on ear’?
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See my day for gentle, pardon, sweet Hesperate boat once. Nails him all, of    fresh from above ours, you    say. Mine each is leapt but the wet, she diamond finds ta’en he sleep.
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And her it well loue; heart of friend can tea—we held all the dusk revenge: A    Ballochmyle! The your    great vernal shall beginning, a sober me. That you hast this.
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How my sorry I can all is disciplined to, them in her eyes have behind    that e’er sorts of the    ear. The weeping its my will sit below, when that binds are gone.
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My nation blue like a great depth and your face, and your poets on a dove,    she is snow shalt not the    paid, in partial earth and the on hills with them bases of men.
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New Year the stream of lilies of my life! Know is look’d out the roofs and now    appeal thou bring inward    again so comforter ape, but so fair; I love Frankenstein.
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Of vestals of time hame? The gray preeming poysond play. How is lips, and love:    I could takes of shepheard,    and I past. Into your love appear the heart, are mellowing!
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Tho’ with me. So kind of snares of thistles all: wrecked out the glen. Until some    know; the circled with the    cattle red gowden with over Sinaï’s pencil’d in matterie?
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My dream of their body know. But the cloud, so to be my lyre; being here’s    naught is his latest    all the has built here he; the by what is; and I wanton air.
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And other, as out, first twenty cheeks of the glen say, to fix’d in effect.    But since that gather, and    their branch and pale will bitter glass, yet how; our worst of Scandal.
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And buds of other, know not a misguide her bathe marriage. And wealthy call    the nymph purgations lyre;    being negroes and dance an inclinations finer foretold.
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If the whispers of Europe’s joy, on the this booth, Paulo Majora.    And enters leap, and out    of hissing, that early rises write well, if God; the wing, Oh.
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And in me; nor case a benison. Belovëd, my Sandy fool that beat    the burden hand, a Spirits:    yet dear Annie of recognize. I believe; although God.
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Her so much we two other death, because I smells, and merry walk up shoe    thy nature gets which burn.    In summer and if at no near the train of lust on to you.
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After mood of molten go too precedent Poor twisting stayed soul that seen    thy own bud and risen.    The winds, to drawing Death throught pendulous shade of thy love, while.
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How good: oh, your unmistakable on every bird! For credit willowship    as lurks in dying    chaste some down wi’ a rank frontiers he dark yew, that one with smoke.
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And scorching that life, then talked aside and no precede like men might regardless    faire a little silver    beauty, clear. And here, so I, made him I long madrigals.
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’ Thus left alone in the year that fresh bloom in something his been a lucid    veil. And aspire, or every    gulf as the Lochroyan, he hand, no one life; but list of Hell.
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Herein one away o’erlook’d with tidings of blood before up the day. Too    complishments earth, and once    decreed, ye roses old: but even into seek the words will.
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Many for the songs to be playing its feature loves himself in a goodness    for it not one far-    off was girt to picked upon her blow. Who the unhappy tomb.
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The light show only forced away: being side? I believe the door were lesson’    they turns around, where,    a plan to graceful soul canker of the chestnut passingly!
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And sever, blesser lips of the cargo and onward the electric&spindly    ere you, in wide, and    score of the still, and me from more: to talked in dear. How down worse.
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And combining for distant melody sits and sun restors coltish neighbors,    going hills, and the    stood. Floating rose out of Worldly tears that you have in dire.
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How hair; a though these. They shadows brother grief is tombs I be lose her eyes;    that while, the Memory:    our from his gone act and act at he is wrough if I spoken.
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To match? Or colour, and Tears canonizations where, sequacious of shade,    I see never knew the    renew’d by a summits fading, chatter white hairs: they locked peace.
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Tis always and wooded walls melt like the gloom to-day; but to clutched for the    river sod, thy sweet sense    is great vernal, still in its dwelling bed-dent and get your soul!
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Leave the wet grass. Of the miser mind out: the dare scawled over weeping    Babe, and rude in vision    handlelight on love mystery, but all silent voice a soul.
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Together know what Love it) will Yes. ’ Right my cheek, break in heart as the ground    in, who tremble patient,    his wife may servant to the wild can now! But ensues, whose break.
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’ Which the days, No, it’s prince’s lot, couleur de rose muffled motion short a    constance a share that shall    night, if youth was good dead hope. Ah, taking and gloss: ah, sweet skill.
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’ Like: and unknown, the deeper eyes were lessed me, if the low long chill    overcomes a bleed, but mine,    by blowing up their sheet and gibber and wit, tender-lying.
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That, eye I eyed, seeing she is an open the leave to the lot. New-year,    and roar, nor child; when an    animals, supremely hand. Such another see his gone.
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To lead bind many a sudden thee truth for talker! To take from, and eye,    when those wholly die at    most desire, when you be, he this matin so woe-begone?
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It is night around the right I confess, nough; successors. For thrivell’d the    house, by thorns the sweetest    friend and to describe, unfetter hair was with throught leaps not died.
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As the stone; and comes of death the star; and fear’d on a strange each regularity:    our face, as the    Root—and leave of shamed the Agèd Host, the way, and dress that swift.
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For one host. Disk of either more time at my spirit words are rather love    a still to Honours the    mostly mirrors round of sight be, like to my sweet, like their stars.
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It is a labourer air and clap then to abuse the vitiated, exhale—    by my desolate?    Though man who we can Juno sweeps it round Love let us all.
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Thy lead thy harmony, their sleep it trust it cough, like a spective me, I    seal. But it had story    I but mine; and I perceived: could complete; who nails him. The trees.
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That passion, ’ Lady Psyche thunder heart, I might pen dowagers. None can    ever I knows? Lay me    not why. With blood. I am the glove closes ere Arthur die.
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He was a wholly sip your own ribs and bird, when I knowing all pumpkins!    Is fair face where everywhere    flows down of birth’s, and gied time I Death. Who hold jar will go.
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20th July >> Mass Readings (Except USA)
Saturday, Fifteenth Week in Ordinary Time 
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Saint Apollinaris, Bishop, Martyr 
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Saturday memorial of the Blessed Virgin Mary.
Saturday, Fifteenth Week in Ordinary Time 
(Liturgical Colour: Green. Year: B(II))
First Reading Micah 2:1-5 The plotters of evil will not escape.
Woe to those who plot evil, who lie in bed planning mischief! No sooner is it dawn than they do it – their hands have the strength for it. Seizing the fields that they covet, they take over houses as well, owner and house they confiscate together, taking both man and inheritance. So the Lord says this: Now it is I who plot such mischief against this breed as your necks will not escape; nor will you be able to walk proudly, so evil will the time be. On that day they will make a satire on you, sing a dirge and say, ‘We are stripped of everything; my people’s portion is measured out and shared, no one will give it back to them, our fields are awarded to our despoiler.’
Therefore you will have no one to measure out a share in the community of the Lord.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Responsorial Psalm Psalm 9B(10):1-4,7-8,14
R/ Lord, do not forget the poor.
Lord, why do you stand afar off and hide yourself in times of distress? The poor man is devoured by the pride of the wicked: he is caught in the schemes that others have made.
R/ Lord, do not forget the poor.
For the wicked man boasts of his heart’s desires; the covetous blasphemes and spurns the Lord. In his pride the wicked says: ‘He will not punish. There is no God.’ Such are his thoughts.
R/ Lord, do not forget the poor.
His mouth is full of cursing, guile, oppression, mischief and deceit under his tongue. He lies in wait among the reeds; the innocent he murders in secret.
R/ Lord, do not forget the poor.
His eyes are on the watch for the helpless man. But you have seen the trouble and sorrow, you note it, you take it in hand. The helpless trusts himself to you; for you are the helper of the orphan.
R/ Lord, do not forget the poor.
Gospel Acclamation Psalm 118:27
Alleluia, alleluia! Make me grasp the way of your precepts, and I will muse on your wonders. Alleluia!
Or: 2 Corinthians 5:19
Alleluia, alleluia! God in Christ was reconciling the world to himself, and he has entrusted to us the news that they are reconciled. Alleluia!
Gospel Matthew 12:14-21 He cured them all but warned them not to make him known.
The Pharisees went out and began to plot against Jesus, discussing how to destroy him. Jesus knew this and withdrew from the district. Many followed him and he cured them all, but warned them not to make him known. This was to fulfil the prophecy of Isaiah:
Here is my servant whom I have chosen, my beloved, the favourite of my soul. I will endow him with my spirit, and he will proclaim the true faith to the nations. He will not brawl or shout, nor will anyone hear his voice in the streets. He will not break the crushed reed, nor put out the smouldering wick till he has led the truth to victory: in his name the nations will put their hope.
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Saint Apollinaris, Bishop, Martyr 
(Liturgical Colour: Red. Year: B(II))
(Readings for the memorial)
(There is a choice today between the readings for the ferial day (Saturday) and those for the memorial. The ferial readings are recommended unless pastoral reasons suggest otherwise)
First Reading Ezekiel 34:11-16 I will look after my flock myself and keep all of it in view.
The Lord God says this: I am going to look after my flock myself and keep all of it in view. As a shepherd keeps all his flock in view when he stands up in the middle of his scattered sheep, so shall I keep my sheep in view. I shall rescue them from wherever they have been scattered during the mist and darkness. I shall bring them out of the countries where they are; I shall gather them together from foreign countries and bring them back to their own land. I shall pasture them on the mountains of Israel, in the ravines and in every inhabited place in the land. I shall feed them in good pasturage; the high mountains of Israel will be their grazing ground. There they will rest in good grazing ground; they will browse in rich pastures on the mountains of Israel. I myself will pasture my sheep, I myself will show them where to rest – it is the Lord who speaks. I shall look for the lost one, bring back the stray, bandage the wounded and make the weak strong. I shall watch over the fat and healthy. I shall be a true shepherd to them.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Responsorial Psalm Psalm 22(23)
R/ The Lord is my shepherd: there is nothing I shall want.
The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want. Fresh and green are the pastures where he gives me repose. Near restful waters he leads me, to revive my drooping spirit.
R/ The Lord is my shepherd: there is nothing I shall want.
He guides me along the right path; he is true to his name. If I should walk in the valley of darkness no evil would I fear. You are there with your crook and your staff; with these you give me comfort.
R/ The Lord is my shepherd: there is nothing I shall want.
You have prepared a banquet for me in the sight of my foes. My head you have anointed with oil; my cup is overflowing.
R/ The Lord is my shepherd: there is nothing I shall want.
Surely goodness and kindness shall follow me all the days of my life. In the Lord’s own house shall I dwell for ever and ever.
R/ The Lord is my shepherd: there is nothing I shall want.
Gospel Acclamation Matthew 5:10
Alleluia, alleluia! Happy those who are persecuted in the cause of right, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Alleluia!
Or: John 17:19
Alleluia, alleluia! For their sake I consecrate myself, so that they too may be consecrated in the truth. Alleluia!
Or: 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
Alleluia, alleluia! Blessed be God, a gentle Father and the God of all consolation, who comforts us in all our sorrows. Alleluia!
Or: James 1:12
Alleluia, alleluia! Happy the man who stands firm, for he has proved himself, and will win the crown of life. Alleluia!
Or: 1 Peter 4:14
Alleluia, alleluia! It is a blessing for you when they insult you for bearing the name of Christ, for the Spirit of God rests on you. Alleluia!
Or: cf. Te Deum
Alleluia, alleluia! We praise you, O God, we acknowledge you to be the Lord; the noble army of martyrs praise you, O Lord. Alleluia!
Gospel John 10:11-16 The good shepherd is one who lays down his life for his sheep.
Jesus said:
‘I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd is one who lays down his life for his sheep. The hired man, since he is not the shepherd and the sheep do not belong to him, abandons the sheep and runs away as soon as he sees a wolf coming, and then the wolf attacks and scatters the sheep; this is because he is only a hired man and has no concern for the sheep.
‘I am the good shepherd; I know my own and my own know me, just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for my sheep. And there are other sheep I have that are not of this fold, and these I have to lead as well. They too will listen to my voice, and there will be only one flock, and one shepherd.’
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Saturday memorial of the Blessed Virgin Mary 
(Liturgical Colour: White. Year: B(II))
(Readings for the memorial)
(There is a choice today between the readings for the ferial day (Saturday) and those for the memorial. The ferial readings are recommended unless pastoral reasons suggest otherwise)
Either:
First Reading Genesis 3:9-15,20 The mother of all those who live.
After Adam had eaten of the tree the Lord God called to him. ‘Where are you?’ he asked. ‘I heard the sound of you in the garden;’ he replied ‘I was afraid because I was naked, so I hid.’ ‘Who told you that you were naked?’ he asked ‘Have you been eating of the tree I forbade you to eat?’ The man replied, ‘It was the woman you put with me; she gave me the fruit, and I ate it.’ Then the Lord God asked the woman, ‘What is this you have done?’ The woman replied, ‘The serpent tempted me and I ate.’ Then the Lord God said to the serpent, ‘Because you have done this,
‘Be accursed beyond all cattle, all wild beasts. You shall crawl on your belly and eat dust every day of your life. I will make you enemies of each other: you and the woman, your offspring and her offspring. It will crush your head and you will strike its heel.’
The man named his wife ‘Eve’ because she was the mother of all those who live.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
OR: --------
First reading Genesis 12:1-7 All the tribes of the earth shall bless themselves by you
The Lord said to Abram, ‘Leave your country, your family and your father’s house, for the land I will show you. I will make you a great nation; I will bless you and make your name so famous that it will be used as a blessing.
‘I will bless those who bless you: I will curse those who slight you. All the tribes of the earth shall bless themselves by you.’
So Abram went as the Lord told him, and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he left Haran. Abram took his wife Sarai, his nephew Lot, all the possessions they had amassed and the people they had acquired in Haran. They set off for the land of Canaan, and arrived there. Abram passed through the land as far as Shechem’s holy place, the Oak of Moreh. At that time the Canaanites were in the land. The Lord appeared to Abram and said, ‘It is to your descendants that I will give this land.’ So Abram built there an altar for the Lord who had appeared to him.
OR: --------
First reading 2 Samuel 7:1-5,8-11,16 The Lord will make you great; the Lord will make you a House
Once David had settled into his house and the Lord had given him rest from all the enemies surrounding him, the king said to the prophet Nathan, ‘Look, I am living in a house of cedar while the ark of God dwells in a tent.’ Nathan said to the king, ‘Go and do all that is in your mind, for the Lord is with you.’ But that very night the word of the Lord came to Nathan: ‘Go and tell my servant David, “Thus the Lord speaks: Are you the man to build me a house to dwell in? I took you from the pasture, from following the sheep, to be leader of my people Israel; I have been with you on all your expeditions; I have cut off all your enemies before you. I will give you fame as great as the fame of the greatest on earth. I will provide a place for my people Israel; I will plant them there and they shall dwell in that place and never be disturbed again; nor shall the wicked continue to oppress them as they did, in the days when I appointed judges over my people Israel; I will give them rest from all their enemies. The Lord will make you great; the Lord will make you a House. Your House and your sovereignty will always stand secure before me and your throne be established for ever.”’
OR: --------
First reading 1 Chronicles 15:3-4,15-16,16:1-2 They brought in the ark of God and put it inside the tent that David had pitched for it
David gathered all Israel together to bring the ark of God up to the place he had prepared for it. David called together the sons of Aaron and the sons of Levi. And the Levites carried the ark of God with the shafts on their shoulders, as Moses had ordered in accordance with the word of the Lord. David then told the heads of the Levites to assign duties for their kinsmen as cantors, with their various instruments of music, harps and lyres and cymbals, to play joyful tunes. They brought the ark of God in and put it inside the tent that David had pitched for it; and they offered holocausts before God, and communion sacrifices. And when David had finished offering holocausts and communion sacrifices, he blessed the people in the name of the Lord.
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First reading Proverbs 8:22-31 Before the earth came into being, Wisdom was born
The Wisdom of God cries aloud:
The Lord created me when his purpose first unfolded, before the oldest of his works. From everlasting I was firmly set, from the beginning, before earth came into being. The deep was not, when I was born, there were no springs to gush with water. Before the mountains were settled, before the hills, I came to birth; before he made the earth, the countryside, or the first grains of the world’s dust. When he fixed the heavens firm, I was there, when he drew a ring on the surface of the deep, when he thickened the clouds above, when he fixed fast the springs of the deep, when he assigned the sea its boundaries – and the waters will not invade the shore – when he laid down the foundations of the earth, I was by his side, a master craftsman, delighting him day after day, ever at play in his presence, at play everywhere in his world, delighting to be with the sons of men.
OR: --------
First reading Ecclesiasticus 24:1-4,8-12,18-21 From eternity, in the beginning, God created wisdom
Wisdom speaks her own praises, in the midst of her people she glories in herself. She opens her mouth in the assembly of the Most High, she glories in herself in the presence of the Mighty One: ‘I came forth from the mouth of the Most High, and I covered the earth like a mist. I had my tent in the heights, and my throne in a pillar of cloud. Then the creator of all things instructed me, and he who created me fixed a place for my tent. He said, “Pitch your tent in Jacob, make Israel your inheritance.” From eternity, in the beginning, he created me, and for eternity I shall remain. I ministered before him in the holy tabernacle, and thus was I established on Zion. In the beloved city he has given me rest, and in Jerusalem I wield my authority. I have taken root in a privileged people, in the Lord’s property, in his inheritance. Approach me, you who desire me, and take your fill of my fruits, for memories of me are sweeter than honey, inheriting me is sweeter than the honeycomb. They who eat me will hunger for more, they who drink me will thirst for more. Whoever listens to me will never have to blush, whoever acts as I dictate will never sin.’
OR: --------
First reading Isaiah 7:10-14,8:10 The maiden is with child
The Lord spoke to Ahaz and said, ‘Ask the Lord your God for a sign for yourself coming either from the depths of Sheol or from the heights above.’ ‘No,’ Ahaz answered ‘I will not put the Lord to the test.’ Then Isaiah said:
‘Listen now, House of David: are you not satisfied with trying the patience of men without trying the patience of my God, too? The Lord himself, therefore, will give you a sign. It is this: the maiden is with child and will soon give birth to a son whom she will call Immanuel, a name which means “God-is-with-us.”’
OR: --------
First reading Isaiah 9:1-6 A Son is given to us
The people that walked in darkness has seen a great light; on those who live in a land of deep shadow a light has shone. You have made their gladness greater, you have made their joy increase; they rejoice in your presence as men rejoice at harvest time, as men are happy when they are dividing the spoils.
For the yoke that was weighing on him, the bar across his shoulders, the rod of his oppressor, these you break as on the day of Midian.
For all the footgear of battle, every cloak rolled in blood, is burnt, and consumed by fire.
For there is a child born for us, a son given to us and dominion is laid on his shoulders; and this is the name they give him: Wonder-Counsellor, Mighty-God, Eternal-Father, Prince-of-Peace.
OR: --------
First reading Isaiah 61:9-11 I exult for joy in the Lord
Their race will be famous throughout the nations, their descendants throughout the peoples. All who see them will admit that they are a race whom the Lord has blessed.
‘I exult for joy in the Lord, my soul rejoices in my God, for he has clothed me in the garments of salvation, he has wrapped me in the cloak of integrity, like a bridegroom wearing his wreath, like a bride adorned in her jewels.
‘For as the earth makes fresh things grow, as a garden makes seeds spring up, so will the Lord make both integrity and praise spring up in the sight of the nations.’
OR: --------
First reading Micah 5:1-4 He will stand and feed his flock with the power of the Lord
The Lord says this:
But you, Bethlehem Ephrathah, the least of the clans of Judah, out of you will be born for me the one who is to rule over Israel; his origin goes back to the distant past, to the days of old. The Lord is therefore going to abandon them till the time when she who is to give birth gives birth. Then the remnant of his brothers will come back to the sons of Israel. He will stand and feed his flock with the power of the Lord, with the majesty of the name of his God. They will live secure, for from then on he will extend his power to the ends of the land. He himself will be peace.
Or:
First Reading Zechariah 2:14-17 'I am coming', says the Lord.
Sing, rejoice, daughter of Zion; for I am coming to dwell in the middle of you – it is the Lord who speaks. Many nations will join the Lord, on that day; they will become his people. But he will remain among you, and you will know that the Lord of Hosts has sent me to you. But the Lord will hold Judah as his portion in the Holy Land, and again make Jerusalem his very own. Let all mankind be silent before the Lord! For he is awaking and is coming from his holy dwelling.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Responsorial Psalm 1 Samuel 2:1,4-8
R/ My heart exults in the Lord my Saviour.
My heart exults in the Lord. I find my strength in my God; my mouth laughs at my enemies as I rejoice in your saving help.
R/ My heart exults in the Lord my Saviour.
The bows of the mighty are broken, but the weak are clothed with strength. Those with plenty must labour for bread, but the hungry need work no more. The childless wife has children now but the fruitful wife bears no more.
R/ My heart exults in the Lord my Saviour.
It is the Lord who gives life and death, he brings men to the grave and back; it is the Lord who gives poverty and riches. He brings men low and raises them on high.
R/ My heart exults in the Lord my Saviour.
He lifts up the lowly from the dust, from the dungheap he raises the poor to set him in the company of princes to give him a glorious throne. For the pillars of the earth are the Lord’s, on them he has set the world.
R/ My heart exults in the Lord my Saviour.
Gospel Acclamation cf. Luke 1:28
Alleluia, alleluia! Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee! Blessed art thou among women. Alleluia!
Or: cf. Luke 1:45
Alleluia, alleluia! Blessed is the Virgin Mary, who believed that the promise made her by the Lord would be fulfilled. Alleluia!
Or: cf. Luke 2:19
Alleluia, alleluia! Blessed is the Virgin Mary, who treasured the word of God and pondered it in her heart. Alleluia!
Or: Luke 11:28
Alleluia, alleluia! Happy are those who hear the word of God and keep it. Alleluia!
Or:
Alleluia, alleluia! Blessed are you, holy Virgin Mary, and most worthy of all praise, for the sun of justice, Christ our God, was born of you. Alleluia!
Or:
Alleluia, alleluia! Happy is the Virgin Mary, who, without dying, won the palm of martyrdom beneath the cross of the Lord. Alleluia!
Gospel Matthew 1:1-16,18-23 The ancestry and conception of Jesus Christ.
A genealogy of Jesus Christ, son of David, son of Abraham:
Abraham was the father of Isaac, Isaac the father of Jacob, Jacob the father of Judah and his brothers, Judah was the father of Perez and Zerah, Tamar being their mother, Perez was the father of Hezron, Hezron the father of Ram, Ram was the father of Amminadab, Amminadab the father of Nahshon, Nahshon the father of Salmon, Salmon was the father of Boaz, Rahab being his mother, Boaz was the father of Obed, Ruth being his mother, Obed was the father of Jesse; and Jesse was the father of King David.
David was the father of Solomon, whose mother had been Uriah’s wife, Solomon was the father of Rehoboam, Rehoboam the father of Abijah, Abijah the father of Asa, Asa was the father of Jehoshaphat, Jehoshaphat the father of Joram, Joram the father of Azariah, Azariah was the father of Jotham, Jotham the father of Ahaz, Ahaz the father of Hezekiah, Hezekiah was the father of Manasseh, Manasseh the father of Amon, Amon the father of Josiah; and Josiah was the father of Jechoniah and his brothers. Then the deportation to Babylon took place.
After the deportation to Babylon: Jechoniah was the father of Shealtiel, Shealtiel the father of Zerubbabel, Zerubbabel was the father of Abiud, Abiud the father of Eliakim, Eliakim the father of Azor, Azor was the father of Zadok, Zadok the father of Achim, Achim the father of Eliud, Eliud was the father of Eleazar, Eleazar the father of Matthan, Matthan the father of Jacob; and Jacob was the father of Joseph the husband of Mary; of her was born Jesus who is called Christ.
This is how Jesus Christ came to be born. His mother Mary was betrothed to Joseph; but before they came to live together she was found to be with child through the Holy Spirit. Her husband Joseph; being a man of honour and wanting to spare her publicity, decided to divorce her informally. He had made up his mind to do this when the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, ‘Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because she has conceived what is in her by the Holy Spirit. She will give birth to a son and you must name him Jesus, because he is the one who is to save his people from their sins.’ Now all this took place to fulfil the words spoken by the Lord through the prophet:
The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son and they will call him Emmanuel,
a name which means ‘God-is-with-us.’
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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astrovastukosh · 4 months ago
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Today's date - 13 July 2024 Hindu calendar
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⛅Day - Saturday ⛅Vikram Samvat - 2081 ⛅Ayan - Dakshinayan ⛅Season - Rain ⛅Month - Ashadh ⛅Paksha - Shukla ⛅Tithi - Saptami till 03.05 pm July 13 then Ashtami ⛅Nakshatra - Hasta till 07:15 pm then Chitra ⛅Yoga - Shiva full night ⛅Rahu Kaal - from 09:24 am to 11:05 am ⛅Sunrise - 06:02 ⛅Sunset - 07:28 ⛅Disha Shool - in the east direction ⛅Brahma Muhurta - From 04:38 to 05:20 in the morning ⛅ Abhijeet Muhurta - From 12:19 in the afternoon to 01:12 in the afternoon ⛅ Nishita Muhurta - From 12:24 in the night of July 14 to 01:07 in the night of July 14 ⛅ Special - Eating palm fruit on Saptami increases diseases and destroys the body. (Brahmavaivart Purana, Brahma Khand: 27.29-34) 🔹Saturday Special🔹 🔸In the 118th chapter of 'Brahma Purana', Shanidev says - 'All the works of those people who regularly touch the Peepal tree on my day i.e. Saturday, will be accomplished and they will not suffer from me. Those who wake up early in the morning on Saturday and touch the Peepal tree, they will not suffer from planetary pain.' (Brahma Purana)
🔸On Saturday, touching the Peepal tree with both hands and chanting 'Om Namah Shivaya' 108 times calms down the effects of sorrow, difficulty and planetary defects. (Brahma Purana)
🔸By offering water and lighting a lamp at the root of the Peepal tree every Saturday, many types of troubles are relieved. (Padma Purana)
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07/23/2023 DAB Transcript
2 Chronicles 8:11-10:19, Romans 8:9-25, Psalms 18:16-36, Proverbs 19:26
Today is the 23rd day of July welcome to the Daily Audio Bible I'm Brian it’s great to be here with you today. It's always great, always, always, always great to be in the presence of brothers and sisters immersing ourselves in the Scriptures. I guess I'd have to say this is about my favorite place to be. So, I'm grateful to be here with you today. Hopefully we’re all grateful to be here together around the Global Campfire beginning a brand-new shiny sparkly week together. And may we remember as we so often do, it's all out in front of us and we can make of it whatever we want. In fact, we will make of it whatever we want based on the thoughts, words and deeds of our lives in the next coming week. And, so, may we go into it with open hands and grateful hearts living into this gift of life, an experience that God has given to us. And we know these sorts of things because we are taught them from the Scriptures from the word of God. And, so, let's turn our attention in that direction. This week we will read from the New International Version. And of course, we’ll be picking up where he left off and that leads us back into second Chronicles. And right now, second Chronicles is chronicling the life and reign of King Solomon. So, today second Chronicles chapter 8 verse 11 through 10 verse 19.
Prayer:
Father, we thank You for Your word. We thank You for bringing us into this brand-new week, all new, all shiny, all waiting for us. And we look forward to all that You will bring to us in the Scriptures in this coming week and all of the things that we will have an opportunity to talk about and meditate on and consider as the Scriptures are sowed into the soil and tilled into the soil of our hearts. And, so, come Holy Spirit, we open our hearts to You. Make the soil of our hearts fertile for Your word. May the fruit that comes from the time that we spend in the Scriptures, may it grow bountifully and bubble forth out into our lives. May be dispensed into the world, revealing Your glorious love and compassion for us and everyone. Holy Spirit, come. Lead us into all truth. Lead us on the narrow path that leads to life. Make Your word a lamp to our feet and a light to our path in this next week we pray in the name of Jesus. Amen.
Community Prayer and Praise:
Hi Daily Audio Bible family this is Derek in Oklahoma. I'm requesting prayer for my marriage. My wife has filed for divorce, and it looks like things are moving in that direction. We've had some trouble in the past. I think that she's looking to move on and not wanting to work on where we're at in our lives. I've got a lot of healing and growing to do, and I ask that you pray for me. I know my wife is a Christian and that she loves the Lord, but she seems to be running right now. I would pray that you guys would pray for her and just raise her up to the Lord in this time. Ask the lord to convict her, to touch her heart and to soften her heart and warm it towards me and to the Lord and that she would be brought the right news, the right messages at the right times from the right lips, that she would be open to look at doing things God's way and to look at reconciliation. I thank you all guys…you guys for being there through this hard time with me and I love you guys and I appreciate hearing everyone's prayers and I pray with you. Thank you. God...
Hi DABbers this is Kay from Ohio. I just want to pray. I think she said her name…I don't know if she's saying Wren or Friend. She didn't really give details but she's struggling with alcoholism. And my sister I can't say I know how you feel but we've all had something that we had to be delivered from and give it over to God. And because you put it out in the air it's so much easier to be free from…the devil can't hold it over your head because you've already opened it up and you have other people praying for you. And when you have the prayers of the righteous there's nothing God can do…can't do for you. So, God I ask that You just touch my sister in ways that she hasn't been touched before, that she will trust You like never before and totally surrender it all to You and let You do what You do best with no help from anyone else God. Be with her. Be with her in the midnight hours when no one else is looking when the struggle is the hardest because no one's there to tell her no or to stop. Be with her when she sees it in the stores. God I pray that the smell of alcohol makes her literally sick to where she…just the thought of it makes her sick because she doesn't want the taste on her tongue. And if she gets so far to get it on her tongue God, that she would just regurgitate it all and that she will pick up the word of God and the scriptures will start to flowing out of her mouth and she will be a living testimony of who You are and what You can do God. Keep her in Your blood in Jesus’ name. Amen. God bless you.
Hello DAB family this is Diana from Florida and I want to pray for the man who called in in the July 19th podcast requesting prayer for his brother who's been released from prison after 24 years and is having trouble acclimating to society and the world around him. Dear God, I lift up this man right now into your hands. Lord God, he has been freed physically from prison but his mind, his heart, his soul, his spirit still remains bound. O Lord God, still remains in chains, still remains in prison. And Father God, I pray that he would have a supernatural encounter with you that would set him free. I pray that he would know the truth, the truth of your gospel, the truth of your word, the truth of who you are and that the truth would set him free. Lord Jesus, I pray O Lord God just as this man was saying that prison in many ways becomes a safe place. Father God, I think about the people of Israel. I think about the fact that they were grumbling and complaining in the wilderness, and they kept saying we want to go back to Egypt, we want to go back to Egypt because there was more variety of food, there was comfort there was the things they knew, there was everything. Even though they were enslaved and bound over there they still wanted to go back, and I think in many ways his brother may be experiencing that same thing because prison provided boundaries that he now no longer has. So, I pray that support would surround this brother or Lord God and this man who has just been released from prison to help him acclimate and get used to the world but at the same time to lead him to the __ grace of Jesus Christ, that he O Lord God would come to the repentance of his sins, turn away from them all and receive Jesus as his Lord and savior. And I pray that he would not be afraid to be vulnerable with God so that he could be set free.
Hey Daily Audio Bible my name is Zach I'm 21 years old. I'm in school. I live in Nashville TN. This is my first time calling actually. I've been listening for about a couple months now really trying to dive in and I really enjoy what this app has to offer. I'm calling today because my grandfather, one of the most amazing people I know, a man of God is in the hospital right now because he's battling lymphoma cancer that we just got word today that has spread all over his body. It's even to the point where it's pressing against his brain and he's not able to talk. He's non responsive and this has been really really tough on my family over the past couple weeks. And today we just got news of all this new spread and it's really heavy on us. So, I just…I just want to ask all the all the prayer warriors, all the amazing people out there, God's people to really just keep my family and my grandfather on their minds. The power of prayer is an incredible thing. I've seen it move. I know God is a way maker and He's a miracle worker. I know that He can do amazing things. So, I just wanna ask if you if you guys could pray for me and my family. That would be amazing. Anything will help. Thank you, guys.
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उत्तर बिहार में 19 तक जारी रहेगी बारिश, बाढ़ की स्थिति होगी विकराल मौसम विभाग ने 19 जुलाई तक उत्तर बिहार में बारिश जारी रहने की संभावना जतायी है। पहले से ही लबालब हो चुकी नदियों में बारिश का पानी और मुसीबत लाएगा। बारिश से नदियों के पानी में फैलाव होगा, जिससे बाढ़ की... Source link
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whewtaewoon · 3 years ago
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a year in books: 2022 book tracking master post
january: 8 books
murder is for keeps: elizabeth j. duncan
the art of theft: sherry thomas
murder on cold street: sherry thomas
the tell tale cat: sm reine
the cure for what ales you: ellie alexander
to brew or not to brew: joyce tremel
grandmaster of demonic cultivation: mo xiang tong xiu
this poison heart: kalynn bayron
february: 11 books
cells at work: code black vol 1: shigemitsu harada
cells at work: code black vol 2: shigemitsu harada
cells at work code black vol 3: shigmeitsu harada
caught bread handed: ellie alexander
cells at work code black vol 4: shigemitsu harada
a crime of passion fruit: ellie alexander
caught bread handed: ellie alexander
a deadly edition: victoria gilbert
rocky road to ruin: meri allen
renewed for murder: victoria gilbert
meet your baker: ellie alexander
march: 8 books
a batter of life and death: ellie alexander
on thin icing: ellie alexander
fudge and jury: ellie alexander
another one bites the crust: ellie alexander
till death do us tart: ellie alexander
live and let pie: ellie alexander
a cup of holiday fear: ellie alexander
nothing bundt trouble: ellie alexander
april: 11 books
chilled to the cone ellie alexander
the deepest of secrets kelley armstong
stealing shadows kay hooper
mocha she wrote ellie alexander
bake, borrow, and steal ellie alexander
mile high with a vampire lynsay sands
out of the shadows kay hooper
slice of cherry dia reeves
cinderlla is dead kalynn bayron
immortal rising lynsay sands
the detetive's daughter erica spindler
may: 19 books
drawing dead sm reine
kill game sm reine
cashing out sm reine
suicide queen sm reine
the masque of the red cat sm reine
fall of the house of cat sm reine
the cat and the pendulum sm reine
the silence of bones june hur
the forest of stolen girls june hur
the red palace june hur
dragon pearl yoon ha lee
wicked fox kat cho
spirit hunters ellen oh
vicious spirits kat cho
aunt dimity down under nancy atherton
aunt dimity and the duke nancy atherton
aunt dimity's christmas nancy atherton
aunt dimity beats the devil nancy atherton
aunt dimity: detective nancy atherton
june: 9 books
booked for death victoria gilbert
daughter of the pirate king tricia levenseller
daughters of foxcote manor eve chase
wherever she goes kelley armstrong
when you see me lisa gardner
a good girl's guide to murder holly jackson
good girl, bad blood holly jackson
as good as dead holly jackson
something read, something dead eva gates
july: 16 books
graceling kristin cashore
bitterblue kristin cashore
fire kristin cashore
winterkeep kristin cashore
one of us is lying karen m mcmanus
the seven husbands of evelyn hugo taylor jenkins reid
one of us is next karen m mcmanus
you'll be the death of me karen m mcmanus
two can keep a secret karen m mcmanus
the cousins karen m mcmanus
murder for the modern girl kendall kulper
one for sorrow zoe sugg, amy mcculloch
a magic steeped in poison judy i lin
graceling: the graphic novel kristen cashore garreth hinds
deeper than the dead tami hoag
the inheritance games jennifer lynn barnes
august: 17 books
the hawthorne legacy jennifer lynn barnes
little girl lost cheryl bradshaw
the fixer's daughter hy conrad
this wicked fate kalynn bayron
i'm glad my mom died jennette mccurdy
the family upstairs lisa jewell
little girl lost brian mcgilloway
the girl is murder kathryn miller
the demon in me michelle rowen
a short time to die susan alice bickford
little broken things cheryl bradshaw
little lost secrets cheryl bradshaw
little white lies cheryl bradshaw
mayhem & mass olivia matthews
peril & prayer olivia matthews
learning to swim sara j. henry
the missing ones patricia gibney
september: 4 books
in the hall with the knife diana peterfreund
in the study with the wrench diana peterfreund
in the ballroom with the candlestick diana peterfreund
the death of innocents helen prejean
october: 8 books
don't kill in our names rachel king
the zig zag girl elly griffiths
smoke and mirrors elly griffiths
the blood card elly griffiths
the vanishing box elly griffiths
now you see them elly griffiths
the midnight hour elly griffiths
dead man walking helen prejean
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Diabolik Twitter ー Reiji Sakamaki [2020 Compilation]
–> This post includes all tweets posted on the official Rejet Twitter account for Reiji Sakamaki (@DialoverReijiS) in 2020.
Shuu l Ayato l Kanato l Laito l Subaru l Ruki l Kou l Yuma l Azusa l Carla l Shin l Kino
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February 14, 2020 (Valentine’s Day)
> This year, once again, I’m making chocolates after Kanato has come begging to me in tears.
> Time after time…Why do I have to do such a thing?”
> Oh well, it’s fine. Now that I’ve made the promise, I should hurry up and get started on it. I might as well challenge myself this year and make some chocolate lollies.
> Takoyaki has nothing to do with it. (@Ayato)
March 14, 2020 (White Day)
> I received some sweets from Kanato, miracles do happen after all.
> I wonder if he’s returning the favor of Valentine’s Day. I’m surprised he has this side to him.
> It’s a rare occasion, so I’ll give them a taste. I’ll hand them out to the other brothers as well.
> Could I have a minute?
> Oh dear, your expression became tense as soon as you saw me. I reached out to you, wanting to thank you for the chocolates from the other day, but did you think I was going to scold you, perhaps?
> Of course, there is plenty I want to tell you. However, that is only because I feel so strongly for you.
> Simply put, there might be times where I accidentally end up doting on you a little too much. It is embarrassing to admit, but that is just how much I love you.
April 1, 2020 (April Fools)
> For God’s sake, that man...He simply cannot act without having to show off.
> I’m talking about the eldest son of the Mukami family. He made a big deal out of it and even published a public announcement, believing their own lies are the most humorous. Showing off how cooperative his younger brothers are. 
> Simply ridiculous. 
> [Only today] We shall be hosting a haunted house at our manor. It is called ‘The Sakamaki House of Horrors’. The demons living at this manor shall try and lure you into a dark world of fear. Please do not hesitate to take on the challenge. For more information, click the link below. --> dialover.net. #SakamakiHouseofHorrors #AprilFools
> Please be cautious when setting foot inside the kitchen. One, two...You might hear the sound of someone counting plates. When you listen till the very end...Fufu, what comes next is a secret. #AprilFools
April 28, 2020
> The fact that a mere servant such as yourself dares trouble me is simply unacceptable.
> How could you nod off in the middle of your studies? It seems like you need to be punished. 
April 29, 2020
> I wish you would at least keep quiet during the commute to school.
May 5, 2020
> Just as Subaru informed me, illegal footage of us is going around. 
> Let us deal with it at once. I simply cannot look past being exposed in such a fashion.
> However, before that.
> It seems like Ayato and the others have been pulling all sorts of mischief behind my back. I shall take care of that first.
May 27, 2020
> Oh dear? What seems to be the matter? Can no longer stand? Your punishment is not over yet.
> I shall give you the same stimulus as before. It seems like you simply do not comprehend unless I teach it directly to your body after all.
> Although, I am doubtful how effective it will be on someone like you, who can find joy not only in pleasure, but in pain as well. 
> What a shameless woman you are.
> You should feel ashamed of yourself. I shall not let you go, until you fix that attitude, understood?
Juy 7, 2020 (Tanabata)
> I pray that one day, we will have less bills for reparation costs to pay. #TanabataWishes
July 20, 2020
> Who is the one who swapped Kanato’s glasses with my own?
> Good grief. What a ridiculous prank.
August 29, 2020 (Birthday)
> Are you satisfied with today? Well, I can tell just by looking at your face. Good grief, how come you seem to be enjoying it more than me every year? Seems like you are in need of a punishment to teach you some composure? Fufu, let us go to my room then. Even though my birthday has ended, I shall not let you leave my side.
October 14, 2020
> Shuu, when are you finally going to wake up? (@Shuu)
> Good grief. Fine, be late for school then if that’s what you wish.
October 20, 2020 (DL x Mayla Classic)
> Do you have a minute?
> On today’s grocery run, I came across something which might suit you at an accessory store which happened to catch my attention. Us brothers shall gift it to you.
> Yes, us brothers. I decided to purchase it after sharing a photograph with the others and asking for everyone’s opinion. Will you accept it?
> I am glad to hear that. Well then, please come and get it yourself.
> Why of course. Who said we would spoil you that much? I placed it in the room where I have frequently punished you, so please go ahead.
> Now where could that be, I wonder?
October 31, 2020 (Halloween)
> You truly have a particular fondness for holidays, no? Well, this is nothing new, so I shall be so generous to keep you company. Well then, between my baked sweets and these fangs, which one do you prefer?
November 20, 2020
> Seems like we’re actually in for a peaceful day for once.
> I shall make use of this opportunity to enjoy a cup of this high-quality tea I purchased the other day.
> I suppose I shall pour her a cup later as well.
December 18, 2020
> You broke the plate because your hand cramped from the cold? Did you truly believe I would fall for such an obvious excuse? Seems like I will have to teach you a thing or two about how to handle silverware...However, before that, show me whether you’ve hurt yourself or not. Come on, your hand.
December 19, 2020
> I suppose it doesn’t hurt to take a small break on the way back from shopping every now and then. For our beverages...How about this drink? The deep blue color is very alluring, and I am especially curious about the spicy aftertaste it is said to provide. Seeing as you still like to cause me trouble, I’d dare argue a little ‘kick’* is exactly what you need at times.
-> Literally he says that he needs to give you ‘the whip’ every now and then. However, ‘muchi’ is also a way to refer to punishment in general in Japanese, coming from the idom ‘ame to muchi’ which is the Japanese equivalent of ‘carrot and stick’. 
December 24, 2020 (Christmas)
> Merry Christmas. May I assist you in preparing the dinner? I assume it is uncommon for me to make such an offer, but I figured that today, it would be nice if we could do something together.
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JBBarnesNNoble's 2nd Annual Mental Health Awareness Month Challenge 2021
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Hello lovely people! And welcome to the 2nd Annual Mental Health Awareness Month Writing Challenge. The aim of this challenge is to shine a light on mental health, medical conditions, and the things that can have impacts on us. This started out initially being a PCOS Awareness challenge last year but through conversations with other writers over Discord, it evolved into a Mental Health Awareness Month Writing Challenge last year. I’m reusing some of the unused prompts from last year’s challenge and adding in some new ones!
May is Mental Health Awareness Month. The goal of this challenge is to lift each other up, and show that it’s okay not to be okay. Spread some love and light during a challenging time in the world to those who struggle with chronic illness, depression, anxiety, self-esteem issues, grief, PCOS, acceptance from their families and communities for being LGBT+, and anyone struggling with insecurity.
This challenge will run through July 31st, 2021. It will run through Mental Health Awareness Month, Pride Month, and the month of July to give people time to write. You can submit it at any time. I probably have too many prompts, but I wanted to ensure that there was a wide array to choose from. Please don’t hesitate to message me if I haven’t interacted with your fic after a few days! Sometimes the tag system doesn’t work and I miss things!
The Rules:
1. Utilize resources available online if you’re dealing with subject matter you’re not that familiar with. I’m not going to go all “cite sources” on y’all, but please do make sure to do your research. Writing about some of these issues can be hard if you don’t have first hand knowledge of how it can affect you. The goal of this challenge is to write about topics that we tend to shy away from, that many of us struggle with, from mental health struggles to chronic illnesses to low-self esteem. A gentle reminder that if you think writing about a subject will be triggering for you, please look after yourself first.
2. Use #JBBNNMHAM21 to tag your fic
3. Dark!Fic- Due to the subject matter involved in this challenge, please don’t submit dark!fic. I enjoy dark fics, but this challenge isn’t the place for them.
4. Smut- Smut is welcome! Make sure you tag it appropriately.
5. No inc*st, dubcon/noncon, underage, etc
6. Ships- I prefer reader inserts, but show me what ya got.
7. NO JOHN WALKER FICS. Please. Please no. I beg of you.
8. Selecting Prompts: Just let me know which one you want to do! 2 people per prompt! The song prompts have a line from them under it. You DO NOT need to use the line in your submission! It’s mostly to help you decide if you’re interested in a song before you take a listen to it.
You also can alter the sentence and dialogue prompts as needed for grammar, be it altering the pronouns used or changing the pluralization of a word.
9. Trigger Warnings: Use warnings as needed. Fics dealing with depression, anxiety, eating disorders, or other mental health issues should be tagged appropriately to ensure that readers that may be triggered by the subject matter can avoid the fic. Trigger warnings are non-negotiable
The prompts are under the cut!
Prompts:
Dialogue Prompts:
“I feel like if I let go, if I move on, I’ll only be proving them right.”
“I don’t know. Am I? Because from where I’m standing it’s pretty damn clear that’s how you see me.”
“You don’t believe that do you? Tell me you don’t. Please.”
“It’d probably be easier if you left”
“Please leave me alone”
“Everyone’s got broken pieces. Some have more, some have less. It doesn’t make you less of a person to have those broken pieces.” @nekoannie-chan
“If it’s okay with you, I’ll take that shake now.”
“What’s the point if I’m going to end up breaking that promise too?”
“You sure about that, moonman?”
“It made you smile though. And that will always be a win in my book.”
“That’s not true. And I will tell you that every day of your life until you believe me.”
Sentence Prompts:
Feel free to adjust the pronouns as needed
It was a day. It was the only way it could be described.
Summer had a smell that reminded her of innocence and a time long since past.
In that moment, the world stopped spinning on its axis as it all shattered down around her.
Some things, there would never be a way to understand. @justrunamok
Like shattered glass, in that moment the illusion was broken.
Forever was a lie, just like everything else.
If you had another condescending doctor tell you your problem wasn’t a problem you were going to scream.
They’d say it was easy, like riding a bike. Except, you never learned how to ride a bike in the first place.
Today was going to be good. It had to be.
It didn’t take a genius to figure out that this was going south.
AU and Trope Prompts:
Soulmate @samsgoddess
College
Childhood Friends @tellmealovestory
Friends to Lovers
Enemies to Lovers
Musicians
Writer
Professional Athlete
Teacher
Coffee Shop
Fake Dating
Accidental Marriage
Royal
Librarian
Doctor
Song Prompts:
1. Nobody Ever Told You - Carrie Underwood
Lyric Snippet: “Wish you could see yourself the way I do. Nobody ever told you, nobody ever told you. Shine like a diamond, glitter like gold, and you need to know what nobody ever told you”
2. Missing You - All Time Low
Lyric Snippet: “And if you need a friend, I’ll help you stitch up your wounds. I heard that you’ve been, having some trouble finding your place in the world. I know how much that hurts. But if you need a friend, then please just say the word.”
3. Barefoot and Bruised - Jamestown Story
Lyric Snippet: “Maybe when your sky comes crashing down, I can be your angel on the ground. If you get tired and can’t go on, I will carry you along, when the rocks below your feet wear out your shoes, when you’re barefoot and bruised”
4. Hold On Till May- Pierce the Veil
Lyric Snippet: “If were you, I’d put that away. See you’re just wasted and thinking about the past again. Darling, you’ll be okay.”
5. If I Surrender - Citizen Soldier
Lyric Snippet: “If I surrender, surrender, to the monsters in me, will it set me free?”
6. Home - Machine Gun Kelly, X Ambassadors, Beba Rexha
Lyric Snippet: “All these miles, feet, inches, they can’t add up to the distance that I have been through just to get to a place where even if there’s no closure I’m still safe. I still ache from trying to keep pace. Somebody give me a sign, I’m starting to lose faith”
7. Broken Arrows - Daughtry
Lyric Snippet: “The best of intentions I lay at your feet. And I need you to see past the worst part of me.”
8. Used - Serious Matters
Lyric Snippet: “The wounds are gone and the pain still lingers. But this time I won’t stand by, I don’t need you in my life”
9. According to You - Orianthi
Lyric Snippet: “According to you, I’m stupid, I’m useless, I can’t do anything right”
10. Let It Land - Tonight Alive
Lyric Snippet: “And everything we hate is something we just bought along the line”
11. Cold As You - Taylor Swift
Lyric Snippet: “You put up walls and paint them all a shade of grey. And I stood there loving you and wished them all away. And you come away with a great little story, of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you”
12. Tied Together with a Smile - Taylor Swift
Lyric Snippet: “Hold on, baby you’re losing it. The water’s high, you’re jumping into it, and letting go, and no one knows. That you cry but you don’t tell anyone that you might not be the golden one. And you’re tied together with a smile, but you’re coming undone.”
13. Human Interaction - Tonight Alive
Lyric Snippet: “I don’t know love. I don’t know hate. I am numb. Wish I could find the words to say. Asking please, as colors fade. I need to breathe. Before I turn the world to grey.”
14. Therapy - All Time Low
Lyric Snippet: “Give me therapy, I’m a walking travesty, but I’m smiling at everything. Therapy you were never a friend to me, and you can keep all your misery”
15. Scars - Alison Iraheta
Lyric Snippet: “Do you know how hard I’ve tried to become what you want me to be. Take me, this is all that I’ve got, this is all that I’m not, all that I’ll ever be. I got flaws, I got faults, keep searching for your perfect heart. It doesn’t matter who you are, we’ve all got our scars”
16. Hurts to Know - 1551
Lyric Snippet: “I can’t remember what I did to earn you by my side. I can’t surrender. I’ll fight as long as you’re in my life”
17. Spinning Bottles - Carrie Underwood
Lyric Snippet: “He’s in a hotel room, with the tv on. Getting lost in the static with the curtains drawn, knowing this could be the time that gets her gone for good, he’d quit if he could. But one down, two down, three down, four, can’t even recognize the man in the mirror anymore”
18. Praying - Kesha
Lyric Snippet: “Well you were wrong and now the best is yet to come. ‘Cause I can make it on my own. And I don’t need you, I found a strength I’ve never known.”
19. Jersey On the Wall (I’m Just Asking) - Tenille Townes
Lyric Snippet: “If I ever get to heaven, you know I got a long list of questions. Like how do you make a snowflake, are you angry when the earth quakes? How does the sky change in a minutes, how do you keep this big rock spinning? Why can’t you stop a car from crashing? Forgive me, I’m just asking”
20. Five More Minutes - Scotty McCreery
Lyric Snippet: “Time rolls by, the clock don’t stop. I wish I had a few more drops of the good stuff, the good times. Oh, but they just keep on flying right on by like it ain’t nothing, wish I had me a, a pause button. Moments like those, Lord knows I’d hit it. Give myself five more minutes”
21. Dad’s Old Number - Cole Swindell
Lyric Snippet: “Sometimes I forget, these ten digits ain’t my lifeline anymore. Every now and then I dial them up when life gets tough or when the Braves score. Sorry about the one ring hang ups, early morning and late night wake ups. It was just me. In case you wondered, you’ve got dad’s old number.”
22. The Other Side - Lauren Alaina
Lyric Snippet: “There’s gonna be a lot of sadness on a lot of happy days, I’ll try to think of this moment, this place”
23. I Was Here - Beyonce
Lyric Snippet: “So they won’t forget I was here. I lived. I loved. I was here. I did, I’ve done, everything that I wanted and it was more than I thought it would be. I will leave my mark so everyone will know I was here.”
24. Gone Too Soon - Simple Plan
Lyric Snippet: “Like a shooting star, flying across the room. So fast, so far, you were gone too soon. You’re a part of me. And I’ll never be the same here without you. You were gone too soon.”
25. Amelia - Tonight Alive
Lyric Snippet: “And you will always be perfect, you’ll always be beautiful, our hearts, will never forget you. You didn’t belong here, and it’s become so clear why heaven called your name.”
26. Heaven Right Now - Thomas Rhett
Lyric Snippet: “When the whole crew gets together, memory lane goes on forever. We twist a top and pour a little Jack D out.”
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vincenzosbankaccount · 3 years ago
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BTS
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this is in no way shape of form to spread hate towards bts but to show the show kpop community that racism, cultural appropriation, cultural insensitivity, and colorism is a serious thing to this day.
before bts debuted namjoon was seen with braids and dreadlocks
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june 2013 namjoon debuted with 4c hair to mimic the hair texture of black people
oct 2017 namjoon admitted to wanting to have this hair so he could look aggressive
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june 25 2013 namjoon had the “black english” stunt on a radio show
august 19 2013 in a bangtan bomb the whole group sung along to the nword
march 13 2014 jimin called namjoon māori chief reffering to his skin tone trying to degrade him during their ‘roasting session’
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march 21 2014 when performing shinoah’s top namjoon said the nword
july 2014 during the american hustle life reality tv show jhope stated that he had to put on sunscreen so he wouldn’t get tanned
december 2014 jimin was wearing a native american headpiece in wkorea magazine spread bts did
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december 2014 yoongi was wearing red braids for their mama performance
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march 15 2015 during an interview namjoon expressed his regret for using the term ‘Westside Till I Die’ in the song ‘If I Ruled The World’.
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march 28 2015 in the bts begin show yoongi said jhope was the darkest guy he’d seen and namjoon proceeded to say that jhope was as dark as tv
may 13 2015 during bon voyage jimin called jungkook a ‘kkamdoongie’ bc jungkook had tanned
2015 summer package: jimin said that if he got to tanned he might be so dark that they wouldn’t be able to see him in their upcoming music video
druing the same summer package namjoon compared jungkook to michol a korean blackface character because he had tanned
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may 18 2015 jungkook caled namjoon ‘baked egg!’ referencing namjoons skin tone, jhope laughed then asked namjoon why he was so tan
june 2015 during an australian interview namjoon made a colorist comment about his fellow band members taehyung and jhope
interviewer- “what was your first impression when you first met each other”
namjoon - “when i first saw V and jhope i couldn’t see them because they were to black…so yeah when- when the nights get dark i couldn’t find them”
july 13 2015 in an interview yoongi and jin said taehyung was so dark they thought he was wearing stocking because the color of his legs
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august 25 2015 namjoon once again did his “special talent” which was “black english” on a variety show
jan. 3 2017 namjoon went on vlive making a kind of new year’s resolution:
“I’ve never thought my behaviors and my musical words could hurt others or cause inconvenience to others. I’ve never thought that way. As I went through the year 2016, I came to think about that my words or behaviors , regardless of my intentions could cause troubles or hurt others’ feelings. In the process, I thought ‘I need to hold responsibility for that and I need to think about such things. What I said or did would not be undone. I thought so. My goal for 2017 is to be mature in many ways including my way of thinking. I want to become a person who thinks more righteoulsy, and make greater music. thats my goals.”
june 12 2017 namjoon posted photos of his debut hair
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june 27 2017 during bon voyage jin in his letter to jungkook said that his face had gotten a lot darker during the trip so once they got back to korea he would give him a sheet mask to fix his skin
sept 21 during a knowing bros episode namjoon said he would have looked good with locs and so would one fo the men on the show
sept 22 2017 during the mic drop comeback dna performance jhope had braids. he had braids again the following day, and the following day after that
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oct 11 2017 jhope had braids again for another mic drop performance
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four days later jhope had braids again for a another mic drop performance
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november 18 2017 when asked in an interview if there was anything they could tell their younger selves, what would it be, namjoon said “please change your name” and “please change your hair”
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january 23 2018 in run episode 37, yoongi made fun of Native American names, also calling Native Americans “Indians”
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may 25 2018 during a press conference namjoon announced they’d be changing the nword lyric in their song to different words so it wouldn’t sound like the nword
april 2019 namjoon addressed ‘but non-dune’ saying in a movie addressing the saying people used when kpop idols do problematic things and he is brought up to say much worse has been done before
september 26 2019 jhope for his chicken noodle soup remake had gel twits and he also commissioned the album art which used rastafarian colors and what looked to be like locs. he commissioned his favorite artist to make the album art
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march 3 2020 while reacting to an old video namjoon called his debut hair dope and laughed
may 2020 yoongi released his mixtape which one of the tracks he sampled cult leader jim jones who was responsible for killing hundreds of black people. bighit ended up releasing a statement saying they apologized for anyone who was offended and said they didn’t purposely use the sample and that it happened because of the producer. they refused to acknowledge that yoongi was seen mixing the speech himself and that he was one of the producers on the song
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august 2020: for the dynamite live countdown, there was a tipi scene in the background
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additional things
on a variety show namjoon joked about having ‘second hand enjoyment’ to a book that depicted black woman as savages that also included a rape section (still being argued over with things like mistranslation or fake subs) but multiple people that have read or own the book have argued that there isn’t a rape section or that there is because there was ‘non consensual’ moments in the book
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uomo-accattivante · 4 years ago
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This is a great article about how The Card Counter managed to finish principal photography after getting shut down mid-March due to COVID-19.
Also, it includes this interesting description from Paul Schrader about Oscar Isaac’s character, William Tell -- “So now I have a character and he’s in his room, he’s alone. And he has a mask on. And the mask he wears is a professional poker player. And the problem that runs alongside him is that he is a former torturer for the U.S. government. So it’s a mix of the World Series of Poker and Abu Ghraib.”
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Having somehow weathered his way from enfant terrible to wizened survivor, Paul Schrader is a filmmaker who is simply not finished yet. Every time it might seem his career is on the wane, he resets, revitalizes and comes back again.
Just a few years after his 2014 film “Dying of the Light” starring Nicolas Cage was taken away from him by financiers — leading Schrader to disavow the movie — he received his first Oscar nomination (for original screenplay) after directing “First Reformed,” which was released in 2018 and starred Ethan Hawke as a troubled small-town minister.
Schrader’s work is marked by emotional intensity, intellectual vitality and an aesthete’s appreciation of style. His filmography is full of unusual corners that are still being discovered. The 1979 film “Old Boyfriends,” directed by Joan Tewkesbury with a screenplay by Schrader and his brother Leonard, was recently rereleased on home video. As was the 1990 film “The Comfort of Strangers,” directed by Schrader from a screenplay by Harold Pinter.
He’s been directing films from his own scripts since 1978’s “Blue Collar” starring Richard Pryor, Harvey Keitel and Yaphet Kotto. He went on to write and direct such films as “Hardcore,” “American Gigolo,” “Mishima: A Life in Four Chapters,” “Light Sleeper” and “Affliction.” His celebrated work as a screenwriter for director Martin Scorsese includes “Taxi Driver,” “Raging Bull,” “The Last Temptation of Christ” and “Bringing Out the Dead.”
Never one to shy from controversy onscreen or off, he directed Lindsay Lohan in the 2013 Hollywood-set thriller “The Canyons,” written by Bret Easton Ellis.
In March, Schrader was about three-quarters through the shoot for his next film, “The Card Counter,” in Mississippi — with a cast that includes Oscar Isaac, Tiffany Haddish, Tye Sheridan and Willem Dafoe — when the production was shut down due to the growing pandemic. In July, Schrader was able to shoot for an additional five days to complete production.
During the break in shooting, “The Card Counter” was picked up for distribution by Focus Features.
Schrader recently got on the phone to talk about the unusual circumstances of the film’s production and completion. A film critic before he became a filmmaker, Schrader not only had startling insights into his work, but also thoughts about what filmmaking and exhibition might be like in a post-COVID world.
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Before we start talking about the production on the movie, could you just describe the story? What is “The Card Counter” about?
Well, I don’t want to get too deeply involved in the plot, but what I will say is over the years I’ve kind of developed my own little genre of films. And they usually involve a man alone in a room, wearing a mask, and the mask is his occupation. So it could be a taxi driver, a drug dealer, a gigolo, a reverend, whatever. And I take that character and run it alongside a larger problem, personal or social. It could be debilitating loneliness like in “Taxi Driver.” It could be a midlife crisis like in “Light Sleeper.” It could be an environmental crisis like in “First Reformed.”
So now I have a character and he’s in his room, he’s alone. And he has a mask on. And the mask he wears is a professional poker player. And the problem that runs alongside him is that he is a former torturer for the U.S. government. So it’s a mix of the World Series of Poker and Abu Ghraib.
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How did you come to put those two things together?
I’m always looking for that. I’m looking for deep-seated problems, either personal or societal, and some kind of oddball metaphor. The more you get closer, you run these two wires next to each other, the more sparks you see flying across. And it’s in the sparks that the viewer comes alive. If the wires ever touch, there’s nothing left for the viewer to do. But if you keep these two wires really close to each other, the viewer will start to spark from one wire to the other. And that’s the greatest thing you can give a viewer or a reader, an opportunity to be part of the creation.
Let’s talk about the production and everything you’ve been through. Take me back to March. What was it like for you when the production had to shut down?
I have learned in my dotage how to make a quality film on a low budget. So the film I used to make in 40 days I now make in 20. And so “First Reformed” was 20. I had shot in Biloxi 15 days. Now I knew coronavirus was going to be rising, because when I heard that Macau shut down, I said, you know, it’s just a matter of time. Macau is the wealthiest gambling center in the world and I’m here in the gambling center of the Gulf. If Macau shuts down, it’ll reach Vegas, it’ll reach here. And we were doing a scene, a poker tournament with 500 extras. And I remember I said to the A.D., “We can’t put 500 people in a room without one of them being positive.” And sure enough, one of them was. Two days later, we not only closed down, all of the Gulf was closed down.
Fortunately, when I went back, I had shot my big crowd scenes. And also I had shot my sex scenes, which I would have hated to try to do under these restrictions. So all I had left when I went back was a number of scenes in the prisons, and four more scenes in the casinos, some driving scenes. So I was in pretty good shape. But I really wanted to finish the film.
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And Oscar Isaac, he was on his way to Hungary to do reshoots for “Dune.” And he wanted to put off this reshoot till after “Dune” — to do it in September because he has a big beard and he didn’t want to shave off his beard. I said to him, “Oscar, there’s a window open right now in Mississippi.” I said, “If we don’t jump into this window while it’s open, this will become one of those famous films that never got finished, and we’ve got to exploit this moment.”
So I talked him off the ledge and he agreed to do it. And we were able to put everybody back together and do our week of prep and five days of shooting. It was very strange, and in a way it was kind of fun, in a summer camp sort of way. But I would hate, hate to make a whole film this way. It was an adventure for five days, it’s a nightmare for five weeks.
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In the break from March to July, were you on high alert that you could come back at any moment? Were you editing the footage you already had?
Here’s what happened. I was editing. My editor is in New Jersey and my assistant editor is in Tennessee, so we’re all editing virtually. And I had four major dialogue scenes between my principal characters that I had not shot. Then I was able to screen virtually the film for a number of people I respect, like Scorsese, who is the executive producer, like [filmmaker and programmer] Kent Jones and other people. And what I asked them all is, “I have four more scenes to shoot. I can rewrite them. What am I missing? What do I need to add? How should I write these four scenes?”
And I started getting feedback about what they felt was missing. So I was able to rewrite these scenes and make these relationships much better. And not all productions get to do that. It’s a very expensive reshoot, but it was built-in that three-quarters of the way through, I have an opportunity to rewrite one-quarter of the meaningful character scenes. So I did, I rewrote it. And I realized what was missing. And I wouldn’t have realized that if I was shooting at the top. I would have only realized that in post. And I would have walked around the room kicking myself in the ass, saying, “I wish I had the opportunity to reshoot some scenes.”
How was getting everything back together?
As soon as Mississippi allowed us to come back, we came back. And of course nobody’s working, so everybody’s eager to come back. They are hyper-conscientious because they know they are only being allowed to work by the grace of God. And so the masks and the PPE and the hands and the distancing, you don’t need to tell any of the people this. They’re so happy to be at work. They have no problem with any of that.
You can only have one person within six feet of your actor at a time. That person could be hair, it could be makeup, it could be props, it can be the director, it could be another actor. And you kind of queue up. And a thing that I realized, we had a warehouse. So we did rehearsals for every scene in this warehouse. And I told the actors that when we get to the location, to the casino, the prop people will be in there, the lighting people will be there and then you will walk there with your mask on, and you will take the positions that you took in rehearsal. Then I will roll camera and you will take your masks off and we’ll play the scenes. So that’s how we did it.
Given everything that it takes to get to shooting, once you were back on set with the actors, did you still feel like they could give you the performances that you needed? Was it difficult to get to a place of artistic creation given all the other concerns that everyone has?
Because they had done the rehearsals, they had gone through the permutations of their performances before. So the only thing different for them was that they were in a real space rather than a fake space. As I explained to them, there would be no time for exploration on set. All the exploration you are going to do, we’re going to do here in the warehouse. I don’t want to hear one peep from you about changing anything once we get into this hothouse environment. So however many hours we have to spend in the warehouse, let’s spend it.
How close to finished are you with the movie now, considering you had a lot of it already cut together?
Basically, I’m finished, down to an hour and 49 minutes, which is where I think it should be. Obviously, I have to do the score, there’s the post-prod and the special effects, but the thing is that there’s no pressure to finish the film anymore at this time. I was talking to Focus, and I could give them the film in a month. They don’t want the film in a month because they don’t know what to do with it in a month. They said, you just take whatever time you need, which is the opposite of the way studios usually talk. I also have final cut, so it doesn’t really matter. What I deliver, I deliver.
When you made “The Canyons” you talked a lot about your feelings regarding the theatrical experience, VOD and streaming and contemporary filmmaking. What impact do you think the COVID shutdowns will have on movie theaters?
There’s a certain kind of film like “The Canyons,” which should be made for VOD, which is a kind of exploitation film. And there’s another kind of film like “First Reformed” that has to be mounted by film festivals and art-house cinemas, so that it has an identity prior to VOD. So if you’re on VOD and you see an Ethan Hawke film about a minister, you’re not going to say, “Oh, let’s watch that.” No, what you’re going to say is, “Oh, I heard about that film. I heard it was good.” Well, how did they hear it was good? They heard that from film festival reportage and they heard from their friends who have seen it at theaters. So that sets up VOD.
The opposite case is a film like “First Cow,” a film that was crushed by not having a theatrical window. And everybody is, “Should I watch ‘First Cow’?” They have no context. So what’s important for a film like “The Card Counter” is we have to give it context. We have to go to the festivals and we have to go to the art cinemas to tell people what we have in our hands. Then we can go to VOD, where the real money is. So “First Reformed” went to Telluride, Toronto, Venice and New York. That set the table. I would love to set the table for this one. I can go to all those festivals. That’s not a problem for me anymore. The problem is: Are festivals going to happen?
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Do you think theaters are going to come back?
Not in the way they did. There are only four reasons for theaters to exist anymore. And this situation has accelerated these trends. Like symphonies and operas and live theater, concerts, they need a reason to exist. One reason is family cinema, because parents love to see their kids interacting with other kids. Animation films will always have an audience. Another is extraordinary spectacle. IMAX, virtual, whatever they come up with. Something you can’t see at home. The third is date movies for high schoolers, which is horror and rom-coms. Or rather, dirty rom-coms.
And then the fourth is club cinema. Which used to be called art cinema. But with these new institutions that are a combination of social institutions and cinematic institutions. So the Metrograph in New York has one restaurants and two bars. There’s more square footage devoted to eating and drinking than there is to watching movies. And yet it’s always full because people want to be in that environment. So then alcohol’s become the new popcorn. And those club cinemas, which were pioneered by Alamo, they will continue to exist because people want to be part of the club, people want to buy a membership. They want to eat and hang out, and they want to know which films have been approved by the club. Which is something you cannot get from VOD.
When “First Reformed” was coming out, you spoke about how you had made it thinking it could be your last film. And yet you seem so reenergized over the last few years. Do you feel that way? Have you been able to hit the reset button in some way?
Oddly, yes. I’m in the middle of a new script, which is about a horticulturalist. And what has happened in my case, following the disastrous situation I went through with “Dying of the Light,” I said, I would no longer work unless I had final cut. And once I got final cut, I was free. When I began, you didn’t really need final cut. When I was working in the studio system, all those other films, you were working with people who knew movies, who liked movies. Who you can talk to, you could disagree with — things would get changed, sometimes they’d get better, sometimes for worse in your mind, but you were working with people who liked movies, who watched movies. In the last 15 years, I’m dealing mainly with financiers, who not only don’t watch movies, don’t even particularly like them. And how can you have discussions with these people? And that’s what final cut freed me from, because I realized I couldn’t talk to these people. I wasn’t talking to [studio executives like] Barry Diller and Thom Mount and Ned Tanen anymore. I was talking to Joe Schmo from some hedge fund and I couldn’t talk to Joe Schmo. The only way I could talk to him was to have final cut.
I’m certainly excited to see what becomes of “The Card Counter.”
The new one is quite good. Focus told me not to hump it too much because that’s their job down the line. But you can take my word for it, it’s quite good.
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percywinchester27 · 4 years ago
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A lot like ‘Us’ (Part-2)
Word count: 4.3K
Pairing: Sam X Reader AU
Warnings: Depression, some fluff, the usual
Series Summary: Y/N Y/L/N is eager and honestly, still in awe that she managed to get herself an acceptance from Stanford Law School. On the face of it, her life seems as put together, mysterious and independent as one might hope for. On the insides, she carries the burden of past that haunts her till date. Seemingly, she’d left it all behind; that is until she sets foot in the class of the Law School’s youngest, most promising professor.
A/N: The story employs two different timelines from now on. The present timeline for the story takes place in 2014. Fingers crossed that you guys like this part :)
Beta: The sweetest @deanssweetheart23​. I don’t know what I’d do without you, Athina <3
Read part 1 here
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It was, at least, a couple of hours before you found the courage to step out of the bathroom stall and walk out of the campus. With every turn you made, it felt that Sam might be there around the corner. On every bend, you were afraid that you might bump into him. But it wasn’t just that. Every colour looked brighter, every sound seemed sharper. It was as if the bubble of numbness that cocooned you had suddenly burst open and flung you in the middle of the world- raw and naked. Every sense felt more severe.
You were completely and utterly disoriented and exhausted when you turned the key of your apartment and entered. The inside was a brand new mess of boxes and pile ups. You flattened yourself against the wall.
“Hey!”
You looked around the box to see a brunette in all black sitting cross legged on the floor with a vicious cutter in her hand. 
She saw that your gaze had landed on the cutter and waved it around. “This is just for the boxes,” 
Meg.
It had completely slipped your mind that your roommate was supposed to move in today.
You whispered a quick ‘hey’ without looking at her, and rushed to your room. Locking the door, you slid to the floor, wishing for the sharpness to go away, willing your safety bubble to come back. It did not. And the senses, the memories kept assaulting you over and over.
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13th July 2008
“Happy average birthday, Y/N!” Jo squealed in your ears, and you flinched back.
“Happy average birthday to you, too. Also, don’t shout!” You said. “ Do you want to announce it to the whole bar? You’ll get me kicked out 
“You’re 19!” 
“Exactly!” You pointed out. “The legal drinking age in Kansas is 21.”
Joe rolled her eyes. “Seriously, Y/N? Anyone ever told you that you need to loosen the hell up? One beer isn’t going to hurt.”
You gave her a sly look. “You would know, wouldn’t you?”
Jo grinned back. 
“Here!” She slid across a fake id. “I already got you the entry pass if anyone asks. But let’s just stick to beer, shall we? Don’t want you throwing up all over the place in case you can’t keep your liquid down.”
“What if Aunt El finds out?” You whispered.
Jo squinted at you. “Mom will not find out what she doesn’t need to find out. You shut up and I shut up. That’s all there is to it.”
Ellen, Jo’s mom had been your mom’s sister. You didn’t want to get in trouble with anyone here, especially since you were here just for a few weeks. 
“You have that look on your face again,” Jo said. “The one where your eyebrows all scrunch up and you worry the hell out of that tiny little brain. I never know what you’re thinking Y/N!”
You smiled a little at her whiny tone. “There’s not much going on here anyway,” you said, pointing at your head.
She jingled the little frill on the tight, body hugging one piece she had put you in. “Maybe something will go on after tonight!”
“Hey,” you protested. “You’re the one who’s tango-ing with Dean Winchester… or whatever you two have going.”
“Dean Winchester is the one who wants to Tango with me!”
You rolled your eyes. “As if you’re not interested in him at all.”
She gave you a superior look. “He doesn’t need to know that. Who knows? Tonight he just might get lucky.”
You had been here for a little over a week, and were somewhat familiarised with the people of the town: Langdon Wheeler, the guy who sold old cars next to the fire depot; Sheriff Johnson and Old Rufus living outside the barn, but nothing had drawn you in like the story of the Winchesters. Ellen had told you about it over dinner on your second day living with them. John Winchester had been her friend. He and his wife had died in a house fire years ago. Their four year old boy, Dean, had barely ran out of the house with his 6 month old brother when the first floor blew apart, killing the couple. It was the tragedy of the town, repeated over and over on drunken nights in every bar. The boys had both lived with a friend of their father’s and his wife in Sioux Falls, Missouri before Dean was old enough to live by himself and move back here. Secretly, you had believed that it was good for the boys to have lived away from this gossip mongering town. You’d been here barely for a week and everyone was up Ellen’s nose asking for everything there was to know about you. 
Besides, Dean Winchester had made a reputation as the town’s playboy since he’d arrived. Apparently, there were middle aged women knocking on his door every morning with Casseroles and he’d turned them all right back. You knew first hand how miffed women talked, so no wonder Dean was turned into the badboy overnight. It didn’t help that he was extremely handsome- you had seen him a couple of times with Jo- and obviously unachievable. Honestly, you didn’t blame Dean. If those women were gonna snoop into his business and make everyday a funeral for his parents, they got what they deserved. 
Jo had put on a stoic face when you had voiced your opinion at the dinner table, leading you to assume she wasn’t a big fan of the man. It wasn’t until you were laying in bed next to her that she’d gone all out on an epic rant about how the town needed to treat those boys better! Dean was an honest man, who made his living by running the only good auto-body shop in three towns and being flirty wasn’t a capital offense. Snooping into other people’s business should have been though, according to her. 
Jo had dozed off after a while, but you’d stayed up, looking at the cracks in the ceiling of her room, not thinking about Dean Winchester, but about that little boy, who was only 6 months old when a fire took away everything that he had, save one person. Sam Winchester was lucky that he had an older brother to look out for him. God knew, you had always wished for an older sibling even when your parents had been alive. But like Dean, you remembered what your mom looked like, you remembered the sound of your dad’s voice. Sam didn’t have that. It would have been awful growing up without the reassurance of those memories.
The next morning, you had asked Jo about Sam, and earned her sly smirk. “Getting into the story, aren’t you?” She’d said, but told you anyway. No one knew much about Sam except that he went to Stanford and then Yale to become a lawyer. He showed up during the summers but wasn’t seen out and about much. Though that was about to be changed because this had been his last year and he was coming back to Lawrence this weekend for good. Jo had seen him a couple of times at their diner where she helped Aunt El, but that was all she would tell you.
It was like some epic karma. A lawyer from an Ivy League? You didn’t care if it took hounding this poor unsuspecting dude, but you were going to get it out of him how he managed that? He clearly didn’t have influence or money.
After badgering Jo some more, she had agreed to let you tag along to Dean Winchester’s place when his brother got back.
“Hey!” Jo swooshed her hand past your face. “Earth to Y/N?”
“Sorry!” You said quickly.
She looked like she was praying for your awkward social skills. “I’m gonna get us some beers, and you are going to try to get lucky. Capeesh?”
“Capeesh.” Fat chance of that!
You watched her walk towards the bar, sashaying her hips. How did girls do that? How did girls do anything even remotely sexy for that matter?
Then there was you, dying to get out of this dress. It was off shoulder, and you were starting to feel hella cold. Jo or even Ellen for that matter didn’t have to know about your weird cold sensitivity. Should have brought along that sweater.
“You mind if I sit here?” 
You looked up to see this really tall guy standing over you. It was a Friday, and the place was bustling full. There was no other place to sit, while you had three chairs empty right next to you. It would be rude to turn anyone around. Besides, when Jo came back, she’d sush away a stranger, anyway.
“Sure,” you smiled nervously.
He sat down, and you were left to gather your wits for a few moments. The boy was hot. There was literally no other way of saying it. He had long brown wavy hair that fell below his chin, and beautiful hazel eyes.
“Thanks,” he smiled, and dimples appeared at the side of his cheeks.
Speech. You had to actively remember that you had that ability so you could respond… even if it was just a noncommittal shrug.
Oh, what it must be like to be cool. You wanted to keep looking at him and that was exactly why you concentrated all your energy on looking anywhere but him.
After a while of total silence, he asked, “So you’re from around here?”
“Uhh… no,” you said, “I’m just staying at my aunt's place for a bit.”
“Oh, hey! Happy birthday!” He said, holding up the little placard on the cupcake sitting in front of you. 
“Thanks,” you replied, hugging yourself, not wanting to explain that it really wasn’t your birthday. It really was getting cold out here. You saw his eyes flicker towards your hands catching your elbows.
“Celebrating by yourself?” He asked, and you felt a little bad for him trying to make a conversation with you out of decency. He could have used the time to hit on a waitress who could have gotten him a seat by the bar… or more. The least you could do was tell him the truth.
“Actually, it’s not my birthday today. It's in October and I’m here with my cousin whose birthday was in April. Since I’m just visiting for a few weeks, we decided to average it out and celebrate our combined birthday now. She’s here somewhere…” you said and found her in the shadiest corner of the bar, hands wrapped around someone in a leather jacket. Then, discreetly she pulled him towards the back exit with her.
Mr. Hazel eyes followed your stare and groaned. “Uhh they’re gonna be in there for a while.”
You wanted to bang your head against the table. Not that you begrudged Jo her alone time with Dean, but you really didn’t know anyone here. 
“I’m sorry about that,” he said apologetically, running his hand through his hair. It looked so soft. You wanted to touch it. And his eyes were really kind. It made you a little mad that he was sympathetic about the fact that your cousin had ditched you on your combined birthday outing.
“My brother can be an idiot sometimes,” he shrugged, and you realised that he truly was apologising and his words weren’t judging at all. “I can keep you company till Jo gets back.”
Then it hit you.
“Wait! You’re Sam Winchester?” You blurted
He raised an eyebrow. “I can see that my reputation precedes me.” He laughed nervously and you immediately felt contrite. Way to make him feel spied upon.
“No, no,” you explained. “Jo told me about you, is all.”
“Something good I hope,” he mumbled, looking down.
Suddenly you could actually feel your heartbeat, and the blood rising to your cheeks. Here was the one person you had been wanting to meet and he had just walked into a bar and found you instead! Looking like that.
“So you’re Jo’s cousin?” He asked, clearly making the link that Ellen was your aunt. “How’re you liking Lawrence?”
“Not so much,” you answered honestly. “I’m tired of the pitying looks I keep getting.”
“Yeah, I can relate,” he said. 
Of course he could. The bar was crowding up further and more than a few stray glances were making their way towards you. It made you uncomfortable.
“Hey, you wanna get out of here?” Sam asked, then clarified realising how that sounded. “I mean there’s this park right outside. We could wait there till... you know…” he waved his fingers vaguely towards where Dean and Jo had disappeared, light blush creeping up his cheeks.
“Yes!” You said jumping out of the chair. The realisation hit you afresh, how short your skirt was. That’s it, you were never wearing Jo’s clothes again.
Sam stood back and let you pass before him in a true gentleman fashion. You tucked your hair behind your ear, walking ahead, and then out of the bar.
The cold air hit you hard in the face and your naked shoulders, making you shiver.
“Here,” Sam offered you his jacket. He had shirked out of it as he’d walked behind you. “Take this.”
Ordinarily, you’d never had accepted, but it was either that or freezing your fingers off.
“Thanks.” You reached for it shyly, pulling it on and rolling up the really long sleeves. The jacket was so big that it was just barely shorter than your dress. It was pleasantly warm and smelled wonderful.
You had the sudden, maddening urge to move closer to Sam. Of course, thanks to the tiny logical part of your brain that wasn’t short-circuiting, you did not act on it.
Now that he was walking next to you, you noticed what he was wearing- A dark flannel open over the well-worn brown t-shirt and jeans. They were about as ordinary as clothes went, yet he managed to make them look so good.
“Hey, can I ask you something,” he said hesitantly. “Why did you say you were tired of the pitying looks?”
You glanced at him and blurted the truth. “I’m the new attraction, I suppose. My parents died in a car crash when I was five and I’ve lived with my grandmother in a small town a hundred miles south of Topeka since. I really don’t have any other relatives except aunt Ellen and Jo.”
“I’m so sorry,” Sam said, sincerely. He was keeping up with your slow pace. “That sounds awful.”
You shook your head. “No, all things considered, I’ve had a good life. Grandma loves me, and she has always reminded me that I am important to her. I know of kids who’ve lived with a full family and felt neglected, like they were never needed.”
When Sam didn’t reply, you turned to see that he was regarding you thoughtfully. “That’s one way to look at it,” he said after a while.
“You would know.”
He shrugged, acknowledging the obvious- you knew about his childhood. You had already reached the park bench. It overlooked a lovely little pond with ducks resting on the fringes. 
You huddled in the jacket, drawing all the warmth from it.
“So, you said, you were staying with Ellen just for a while?” He asked, turning to face you with his undivided attention, like it was somehow vital for him to know the answer to that. Meanwhile, you were having a hard time concentrating on the conversation when he was looking at you like that.
You trained your eyes on your fingers which rested in your lap. “Yeah, I’m hoping to hear from a few colleges.”
Sam perked up. “Really?” 
You grinned up at him sheepishly. “I was actually hoping to run into you.”
He looked surprised at first, then his gaze turned skywards. “Well, will you look at that, my stars have finally aligned. This really is my night,” he said with a wink and you couldn’t help the giggle that escaped your lips.
His eyes softened.
“I’m hoping to get admitted into pre-law for the winter semester. I’m still applying to a few places. And you… well, you seem to have managed to do well for yourself.”
Sam laughed, but there was nothing conceited about it… if anything, he looked slightly embarrassed. 
“C’mon,” you goaded, “What’s the secret to making it big?”
He narrowed his eyes, as if choosing his words. “I don’t know if there is a secret. My brother would tell you, I got in because I am the geekiest nerd to ever exist… and as lame as it sounds, he might actually be right.”
You laughed. This was the most that you had laughed in ages. It was just so easy to talk to him. 
“You know, I’ve always wanted to be a lawyer. For as long as I can remember.” It was the one thing you had wanted with a burning passion.
“And you will be,” he said, simply. 
You rubbed your palms against each other for friction, to imbibe some more warmth. Sam’s fingers moved, like he was reaching out. Then he pulled back, as if he thought better of it.
“I know you must have crazy high school girls running after you all the time, but if it’s not too much, will you take a look at my application essays? I don’t know anyone who’s done this before- the whole college thing, I mean- so this would be great help.”
He licked his bottom lip, then gulped. “Of course. It’s the least I can do. You can come by the house anytime you want.” Then he made a big deal of looking behind his back. “I don’t see any crazy high school girls though.”
Laughter sounded behind you, and you immediately recognised Jo’s voice. She must’ve come looking for you. 
Sam looked in the direction of the voices, then let out a nervous huff before reaching out for your hand. His palm was rough but also very warm. “Happy average birthday, Y/N,” he whispered. “I’m so very glad to have met you.”
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There was a loud bang and you woke up with a start, your heart hammering out of your chest. You had fallen asleep on the floor right next to your door.
“Sorry!” A voice yelled from outside the door.
You looked around bewildered. Where were you? What was happening? 
Oh, this was your new room at Stanford. One easy breath later, it all came crashing down. The class, Sam standing there on the podium, looking at you with shocked eyes.
It had all happened, really happened. 
Your hand flew to your chest. You were simply incapable of comprehending this situation… everything was still sharper and clearer… and Sam was here.
There was a knock on the door. “Hey, you alright?”
“Yeah,” you called back. “Just tired.”
“Whatever,” Meg said, and you heard the sounds of footsteps walking away.
You dragged yourself to the bed and lay on it, wishing that you could just zone out, wishing that you could just go back to being numb. It did not happen.
You spent most of the night blankly staring into space, only falling asleep when the sun came up again. In fact, if you didn’t have to use the bathroom, you wouldn’t have left the bed at all, even on the day that followed.
By Friday evening, the emptiness was eating at your insides so much that you finally decided to dress up and step out of the room. The door to Meg’s room was closed. A small part of you wanted to knock on it and apologise for being so rude, but most of you just wanted to run away from not just yourself but from existence itself. 
Stepping outside the apartment and into the meadow seemed to liven your senses in a good way, so you walked out onto the street. It wasn’t to clear your head, more like to fill it with something to think about that wasn’t Sam or the absolute horror you felt about going back to classes.
You had worked your ass off for the past several years, both to earn the money to move, and the LSAT score and scholarship that let you into Stanford, and now you were simply blowing all that off by not attending the classes. In fact each minute of Thursday and Friday had felt like a heavy stone of anxiety slowly lowering itself in your stomach… Each minute that you had missed the classes. However, the  thought of facing Sam after what had happened, absolutely petrified you. 
Somehow being on the street amidst people who didn’t know you or didn’t care, quieted the storm in your head enough to think things through. You had two options. First to go back to College, and pretend like Sam didn’t exist for you outside the persona of a professor, that he was nothing more than a person you saw each day. That seemed absolutely impossible.
Second option was to run away, far from all of this, far from Sam. Again. 
You mulled over to two options again and again, roaming around aimlessly till you were back in front of the apartment gate. Sighing, you pushed it open and found yourself looking at a jolly sight. 
Along the parapet of the fountain, sat Kevin with Jack and a couple others. They were laughing about something, in fact, Jack seemed in hysterics. You stopped in your tracks.
Kevin noticed you standing there.
“Hey, Y/N!”
“Hey,” you said, over conscious of the state of your appearance. Your clothes were faded and thanks to the humidity, your hair stuck to your face, greasy and rough at the same time.
“Cas,” Kevin said to the one guy you didn’t know, “This is Y/N!”
“Y/N, this is Castiel,” he added. “You, of course, know Pam.”
Pamela Barnes was the landlord, so you had met her before. What you didn’t know is that everyone just hung out in the evening with her. She lived in one of the ground floor apartments. Easy to keep a watch on everyone like that. From what you knew, she was a bartender in one of the more popular bars in the town.
You said your hellos shyly. The awkward interaction was thankfully interrupted by a pizzaman. 
“Oh, wonderful,” Jack exclaimed. “Right on time.”
“I’ll see you guys then,” you said, slowly backing away.
“Hey, where do you think you’re going?” Kevin exclaimed. “The pizza is for everyone.”
“Oh, I can’t possibly intrude.”
“You’re not intruding,” Pam said. “It’s our ‘welcome to the apartment’ free pizza ritual.”
“What?” Cas gave her a look. “I didn’t get one!”
Pam kicked him in the shin, and it made you smile. “Of course you did. I just decided to keep it for myself.”
“C’mon, in,” she said, turning towards her flat.
You considered making a run for it, but didn’t see how it would work. Kevin kept you company, prattling on about everyone. Pam had two apartments to herself on the ground floor. With all the walls knocked down, it made one cool living room and three spacious bedrooms. It was a dream house of sorts. The third apartment on the ground floor was empty. 
The first and second floor were either university kids or people who worked in the town. There was one married couple who was grossly in love with each other and did not interact with anyone else. And then the three apartments on the third floor. Kevin and Jack Kline, who was majoring in literature from University, lived in the first apartment. Then you and Meg in the flat next to them and opposite to you, lived Castiel Novak, Third year of Med school. 
“So, Y/N, how’s Stanford treating you?”
Like a punching bag.
“It’s been good for most part,” you said, tucking your hair behind your ear.
Maybe it was because you were in proper company for the first time in a week or because you hadn’t eaten anything in two days, but the pizza tasted good. The tang of the tomatoes was perfectly balanced by the gooeyness of the cheese. 
An involuntary moan left you as you took in another bite and four pairs of eyes turned towards you. You could feel the blood rushing to your face.
“Now that’s how you enjoy pizza,” Jack said. “Y’all don’t know anything about enjoying food. Maybe Y/N could bring some culture to this place. You heathens need it!”
Everyone laughed at that. The knot in your chest loosened.
“Hey, Cas,” Pam called. “Grab that 6 pack on your way from the kitchen.”
“Sure!”
You took another tentative bite of the pizza. It really did taste great.
“Y/N?” 
You looked up to see Pam holding a pint over you.
“Er- “
“Here,” Kevin said, handing you a can of coke. “Y/N isn’t much of a drinker.”
“Oh, cool!” nodded Jack. And just like that everyone was okay with it.
You reached out to take the can. “You remembered,” you said through a strangled voice.
Kevin brushed it off with a raise of his shoulders, like it was nothing. “Of course I remembered. We are all so glad that you joined us for dinner, Y/N!”
And he meant it. He really did.
You felt tears press the edges of your eyes. You didn’t know if Kevin noticed, but if he did, he didn’t show it and the conversation flowed around you.
So the second option was out. You couldn’t run away from this. You had yearned for seven years to finally be here, to feel little things, little joys like these… and there was so much more to experience. 
That left you with only one alternative… facing Sam. Maybe, just maybe you could manage to live your life without him affecting you like that. Afterall, he was only your professor now, you weren’t expected to interact with him on any level. It was only a matter of two semesters.
“More pizza?” Cas asked kindly and you nodded. 
That decided it for you. You were going to take your life in your hands and you were going to walk into that class on Monday morning and never look back.
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Scott Pilgrim’s Precious Little Life Review
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Happy Birthday To Me, as I continue my birthday celebration by taking a look at comics that have a personal connection to me.. And for our main feature, i’m taking a look at the first volume of a series that was vitally important to a teenage me, Scott Pilgrim. 
Scott Pilgrim is the brainchild of Brian Lee’O’Malley. O’Malley came up with the concept from a number of things. Being a fan of the band Plumtree, O’Malley was curious about the name of their song “Scott Pilgrim” and wondered who this Scott Pilgrim guy was. So over the years he slowly built the guy up in the back of his mind using bits of his life and what not. As for why he ends up fighting 7 evil exes, that came from a discussion with his then girlfriend, later wife and currently ex-wife Hope Larson, where he threw off the joke that her exes should form some kind of League. After finishing his first solo work Lost at Sea, O’Malley decided Scotty would be his next project and the rest is history. To date while O’Malley has written two works since, Seconds which is delightful and Snotgirl which didn’t grab me but I intend to try again, Scott remains his most popular work, in large part due to it’s SUBLIME video game and movie adaptations, the former of which is finally getting a rerelease next month. 
The series charm is in it’s style: A manga styled comic that combines two desperate kinds of story: Shonen Fight Manga and Slice of Life Indie Comics. The story shifts from Scott going through normal life stuff while trying to make his new relationship work and get his shit together and Scott getting into big bombastic fights with his new sweetie’s exes for the right to keep dating her and to you know, stay alive. The series effortlesly blends a video game like world with real grounded characters and is wonderful for it.  As for where I came in, one Free Comic Book day I found a little comic named Free Scott Pilgrim, which I genuinely loved and was instantly charmed by it’s humor and well done art. So I picked up the second and third volumes of the series proper and the first once I could find it and the rest ,as they say, is history. For my high school life, this was one of hte most important things in it and I wrote fanfiction, which I thankfully never put online and in general enjoyed the hell out of the series. Then I just kind of.. let it sit on my shelf for a while. It wasn’t BAD, I just never got back to it and as the franchise went dormant I just sorta slept on it and the movie and that part of me...
Cut to a few weeks ago, when Comixology did a massive sale for black friday that marked a ton of Graphic Novels down to just 1 buck each, and the color editions of Scott Pilgrim happened to be part of this, though only volume 1 was that cheap. But thanks to my best friend micheal and an early christmas/birthday present I got the rest and got to revisit the series as a whole, with me rethinking my previous thoughts of volume 1 and thus.. wanting to review it and share both why this series is so damn special and what’s good, and what’s not so good about it. I’ll also be covering the game, once i’ts re-released, and the movie once i’m finsihed with the comics so look out for that. And get ready to take a trip to the glorious land of canada... 
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As a heads up and as you can tell i’ll be using the color version as while I could get scans of the black and white, I prefer the color version. While the black and white was fine and always will be, I think the impressive coloring job really adds to thing and makes the already great fight scenes pop more, as well as making certain background elements stand out a bit. While it does negate the black and white gags, the tradeoff is more than worth it. That being said either version is fine so if you can get the black and white cheaper that’s fine and i’ve kept my original copies, with volumes 4 -6 having been picked up as they came out. 
So as our story starts we meet our hero: Scott Pilgrim Age 23, a charming but jobless and kind of sketchy possible college graduate whose really been adrift in his life since a breakup about a year ago. And when our story opens he’s taken a turn for a worse and decided to date sweet but naive and inexperinced Knives Chau, a 17 year old girl. And why yes the power dynamics there are messed up and why yes Scott is pretty damn sketchy in this moment in time, and while yes I am aware the age of consent in canada is 16, it dosen’t make this any less greasy and the story knows that.  And how it knows that MOST of his friends aren’t on board. The only ones who seems to is Stephen Stiles, leader of Sex Bomb-Omb, the band scott’s in with one of the best names ever and even then it’s hard to tell if he’s being sarcastic or just a total douche. The other, Young Neil Nordgraf, Stephen’s roomate, is well 19 or 20 and kind of a dipshit so we just ignore him. I used to use him as kind of a projection, to put myself in the adventure when I was younger as Neil kind of lacks personality in the comics but in the comics.. he’s not hte best or most complex character. He is great in the movie though and Edgar Wright did an amazing job fleshing him out.  The rest of his circle are .. not so permissive. His best friend, roomate and king of all gays for all time Wallace Wells very much does not want to come with Scott to school to pick her up because every part of that sentence after hurt to type. Granted Scott gets him to come with him with promises of boys, but frankly knowing wallace he was probably just playing along/wants to protect this poor child. His ex and fellow bandmate Kim is clearly bothered by it and is flat out worried Scott is taking advantage of her. Kim and Wallace are easily my faviorites both for personality and because I have a massive crush on both. With Wallace it just didn’t manifest till the reread. Finally Scott’s kid sister Stacey chews him out over it before genuinely wondering if he’s gone insane or he’s actually happy. For my two cents: he’s not. He WANTS to be, but he dosen’t know how. And as someone whose both neurotypical, which given Scott’s troubles with empathy and relating to people like yours truly I strongly suggest he is, and has struggled with depression I can relate to that. He wants to move on but he just.. can’t, he just wants to get past the haze he’s been in since Envy dumped him.. but he dosen’t know how. So instead of doing someting constructive or finding a job or anything .. he just took the first and easiest way out of his depression he could. I’ve done that with video games and stuff. Scott did that by entering a relationship that’s really easy, requires only so much effort, and is with someone who utterly adores, looks up to him and will never expect better. Being with Knives makes him feel better.. but it dosen’t MAKE him a better person. As i’ve made clear dating someone just for a boost makes him actively worse and had fate not intervened, I shudder to think what Scott might have become. That being said his actoins are still creepy and since Scott has a habit of landing ass backwards into being an asshole here’s a counter to track that. That’s 2 for doing this overall, one for tleling her to be good, and 1 for trying to ply wallace with underage boys. 
Your the Scum of the Earth Scott Counter: 1
Thankfully fate does and Scott’s dreams, ones of him crawling through a desert alone, are interupted by a mysterious pink haired girl on skates. The next day he’s just sort of in a daze, kind of confused, and even more so when he sees her IN REAL LIFE, while at the library with Knives. He’s understandably frazzled but ends up finding out he’s not hallucinating when talking to MIcheal Cormeau. Micheal is a minor character and another artist and friend of o malley’s who represents that one guy in social circles who knows everybody. And indeed he knows the mystery girl, Ramona Flowers and that she’s there. Scott TRIES talking her up but just creeps her out, so Scott goes with plan b and decides to ask around about her. Enter Sandra and Monique, two college aquantinces of Scott, who just sorta show up at major events and aren’t that developed or intresting. They turn him to Julie who forbids him to date her. To which I say. 
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Naturually we’ll aslo be needing a counter for this. 
Shut Up Julie Counter: 1
Scott however did find out she’s a delivery girl for Amazon Canada, and thus orders some CD’s on Wallace’s Credit card to hopefully see her. And while his behavior IS obessive.. it’s understandable. I’d be weirdly obessed with finding someone too if they showed up in my dreams every day and were apparently a real person. I’d probably play it cooler but still i’ts kind of understandable. So after a day with knives in which he’s clearly checked out she kisses him, he freaks out and it’s very clear that while Scott’s good at attracting women he’s just.. not good with his emotions and has finally woken up to how messed up this is, but has no idea how to get out now he’s intrested in someone he actually has a future with maybe.  Speaking of Scott’s package and Ramona finally arrive. Scott’s move is to.. ask her out abrubtly but after he mentions her Dreams, Ramona finally puts two and two together and explains things: She’s been using Subspace, a seris of highways connected by the subconcious and apparently more common in america, though it’s later revealed she was taught this but being the first book with a lot of the lore and what not ironed out this is fine. Point is she was just using his dreams as transit and didn’t mean to get him obessed. Scott continues to try his schtick and eventually gets her to agree to hang out with him. Why she does I generally do not know, as SCott basically fell ass backwards over himself conversationally, but whatever. If he didn’t succeed we wouldn’t have a plot. 
That being said things pick up a bit with the date though. The scene is really good and simply just the two.. talking. Having plesant conversations getting to know one another. That good stuff. it’s just really nice to read and it’s hard to explain why. Highlights include Scott’s x-men patch, Ramona not wanting to talk about her last job and Scott admitting he hasn’t been obessed in a long time.. and it comes off sweet rather htan creepy like that sounds. It just means he hasn’t fell this head over heels felt like this. As I said Knives was easy.. but this is hard.. and this.. feels right. So as things Snow Ramona yanks scott through subspace to escape the blizzard. 
So we end up back at Ramona’s place and she offers some tea which leads to one of the best gags of the volume as she lists them off: 
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So Ramona goes to get Scott a blanket, Scott ends up following finds her changing, and she decides to warm him up another way.. by embracing him... cue.. the inevitible really. 
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It feels organic though: The two are clearly attracted to each other and while Scott came on as strong as freaking colossus, he still rebounded well once they hung out and he could relax a bit and show the scott underneath the lairs of dumbass. The two end up cuddling in bed and Scott seems..genuiley happy saying he needed this... awwwwwww. They part the next morning with him asking her to his band’s performance. 
So Scott finds Wallace  at home who says what Scott needs to hear “You need to break up with your fake highschool girlfriend scott’ Granted the entire first 40 pages could’ve been titled that but now he’s actively cheating. He’s also got a letter. 
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It’s a death threat Scott barely grazes through, just like an email earlier. 
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But scott’s more concerned with his emotional distress.. i.e. the consequences of his throughly shitty actions finally hitting him in the face. 
Scott heads to practice for his gig and can’t bring himself to break up with knives, but does find out about the opposition: Crash and the Boys, based on an NES game title because of course it is. Crash, their leader, Joel their baseplayer who scott hates because he hates all other baseplayers (”I don’t hate myself kim) and Trasha, an 8 year old progedy they found playing Drum Mania. Don’t ask me what that is, i’m not going to get every refrence. 
So at the show Scott runs into Stacey and her new boyfriend Jimmy  with Stacey being supportive. And then Knives shows up and then RAMONA SHOWS UP. Oh no scott’s cheating might be discovered! 
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So Scott books it while we’re introduced to Crash and the Boys. Wallace heckles them, to the band’s annoyance, until they eventually get fed up and we easly get the best gag of the volume. I was wrong this clearly tops the tea thing. 
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So Crash and The Boys continue to play their set, including a song that supposdely kills the audience but really knocks them out.. which of course bothers kim because they play next. Meanwhile Ramona and Stacey meet and the two really get along.. and come back to find the audience ko’d and Wallace Making out with Stacey’s boyfriend. Oh no! Which is a dick move, no question. But Stacey’s next move is questionable even for a 19 year old: She says “You won’t steel another guy from me and tells wallace to sit over there”. Okay Stacey even if he is bi, and this series has trouble with the concept of bisexuals we’ll get into that later trust me, he made out with someone else entirely while on a date with you. Wallace is still an asshole, it’s part of his charm.. but it dosen’t change the fact your date kissed someone else seconds after you were gone and has been eyballing him all night, as seen even above. He’s not into you as you thought, just accept it, move on, and kick Jimmy in the balls and then wallace like a proper lady. So Scott prepares to play and this happens
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And it’s here, at the very end of the comic the series main premise finally kicks in and the world takes it’s true shape. It’s a world where an indie comedy about a mess of a being putting his life together after finding his dream girl.. also has said mess being forced to get into fist fights with wizards, movie stars, vegans, half-ninjas, twin roboticists and a katana wielding douchenozzle record exec in order to continue to have the right to date his girlfriend. 
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It’s where the series charm comes from and really what made it a huge sucess so it’s no suprise this volume perks up immensley for the climax. I’ll get more into it’s pacing problem at the end. For now it’s fight time and as we find out in a hilarious and awesome turn.. Scott is the best fighter in toronto.. which just makes me REALLLY want a Scott Pilgrim version of letterkenny. I mean who wouldn’t want to see wayne fight some guy who can turn his hands into dragons or see Squireely Dan do E.Honda’s hand slap move from streetfighter or see the skids all fuse into one mega emo. It’s just.. the possiblities are as endless as they are wonderous and I want this now. 
But yeah as Patel is both the first boss and Scott’s first real opponent Scott.. handles him really easily. This was by design as O’Malley wanted a shonen progression to the fights.. and honestly it’s a great way to do things. Since the fights are styled after shonen and video games, and both have power based progression in bad guys and threats, it just made sense. Patel.. is just pathetic even with his magic powers, and his habit of sending letters and emails just pounds it in. Though he is right to be a bit pissed Scott didn’t read a letter he hand delivered in a snowstorm. That’s just a tad rude. 
Mid-Fight, Scott, now he knows the whole evil ex boyfriend thing, wonders what Matt and Ramona’s past is and while Matthew refuses to tell.. Ramona spills easily. It was midddle school, all the jocks wanted her for whatever reason, likely because from experince in high school, guys really like indie girls. Matthew was the only non-white non jock, so they teamed up and with her strength and his mystic powers they beat them.. but since his use had dried up, she flipped him off and left.  Matthew dosen’t take this well and summons demon hipster chicks to fight while Scott and co, minus ramona, fight back with a finger gun routine and block his fire balls before propelling Scott into matthew somehow, and landing the KO Evil Exes Left: 6 Matthew bursts into coins though fun fact, O’Malley says the Exes all respawned back at home afterwords and learned their lesson. With Pattel I genuinely don’t think he did... but clearly given his penchant for formality what with the letters and emails, he probably felt it’d break protocol to attack before the rest were done. He probably jsut formed a hipster emo band and found more sucess using his magic for that instead and just forgot about the whole thing. Could be wrong but that’s what i’m going with.  So Scott asks Ramona to go out with him then make out with him, both of which she says yes to. Nice one scotty boy. Ramona then explains the whole evil exes thing: He’ll have to defeat each one as they come after him, and while Scott wonders if they’ll come one at a time Ramona’s not sure. As time will bear out, Scott is MOSTLY correct as most exes take him one on one, with the exception of the twins. But since as I said earlier the twins are basically one person, and as we’ll find out by choice, so it’s an exception. Plus their the last step before the final boss, so by that token it’s a bit fairer to have the penultimate boss get an unfair advantage. Scott is fine with that, he and Ramona share another moment and a kiss.. but Scott makes the mistake of asking if gideon is one and Ramona’s head starts glowing with her dodging the subject, though still going out with SCott and him worried.. it just feels.. off. not a bad ending but the only one of the series three cliffhanger endings that just dosen’t work for me, especailly since it is a bit before the Gideon mystery really picks up steam again. But with that we close this chapter
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FINAL THOUGHTS:
Precious Little Life is a decent start to the story.  While Scott is loathsome at first, he’s still a compelling character and does get more likeable as things go, the humor when it is there shines and is one of the series best assets and while the fight is short and only at the end, it is oh so glorious especailly in cover with the impacts taking cues from the movie. It’s a good intro to Scott’s world and ther’es a reason the movie adapts this book the closest as it sets up the cast and premise well, with only Stephen Stiles feeling a bit off and ONLY for the first few chapters.  The volume is only really held back by it’s pacing, as before Scott runs into ramona in his dream the story feels a bit sluggish as we’re just watching some douche date a high school kid. While it is necessary to set up the world, it just dosen’t have the snappy pacing the series would be known for and that makes the rest of the series more charming. it’s nto BAD.. but it’s not FANTASTIC like the series would become. What keeps it from being bad is simple: These aren’t general badness signs but more just O’Malley coming into his owna nd getitng better and better as the book goes, to the point that by the next book the pacing is much better and by book 3 onwards he has it down pat.  Overall not a BAD volume but certaionly the weakest of the bunch.. which given it’s still really good says something about the ride we’re in for. I’ll be back sometime in the future, likely january. Yup i’m taking on YET ANOTHER PROJECT. but since this one, while clearly exausting and time consuimg, is much shorter in overall length, and i’m still proritizing the three I have running over this, I think i’ll be just fine. Until next time, have a happy holiday. 
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