#transmasc carl grimes

[th3d0nutl0rd]

Rest in peace Carl Grimes you would've loved marina and the diamonds

[asevre]

how do i get twd mutuals

[hellfireswhore]

Broken Ribs (pt.2)

Carl Grimes X FTM! Reader

Summary: Over time, Carl Grimes grew on you. You finally realized you had feelings for him and planned to admit them to him, but things didn’t go as planned.

Warnings: Angst, fluff, language, violence, dysphoria, self-harm, suicidal thoughts

Pronouns: He/Him

(Part one here)

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Ever since you joined Ricks's group, you’ve been through a lot of traumatic events.

The governor, the prison falling apart, getting separated from the group, some of the group members that you called family passing, and Terminus.

It all changed when you found Alexandria.

A secure and safe camp where your group could stay and hopefully even settle.

It was difficult to settle for you due to all the incidents that have happened in Alexandria. Especially being attacked by people with W’a on their forehead, the walls collapsing causing walkers to break in, and lastly, Carl’s eye getting shot out.

You were there for all of it.

Carl was your best friend. He was there for you when you were both complete strangers to each other. You had to be there for him like he was when your ribs broke back at the prison.

Every incident brought you closer together. Although, it made you gain feelings for the brunette boy. You realized this when he was in danger. You couldn’t live with the regret of not being completely honest with him if he was gone.

The problem was he and this girl named Enid also grew close to each other.

This made you realize you needed to do it now or never.

You refuse to lose him.

“Michonne, I’m terrified.” You spoke to the women pacing around your room in the house you shared with Rick, Michonne, Judith, and Carl. “What if he says no? And I just ruined our friendship?” You continued. Michonne was absorbing this with her arms crossed, smiling, eyes following your anxious movements. “Y/N, after all, you’ve been through, this is your biggest concern?” She spoke.

“This is different! I’ve never felt like this!” You replied, starting to bite your nails, continuing to pace. “Awe yes, a teenager in love with their best friend. A mixture of feelings. But hey-“ Michonne stopped you in your tracks, making you and her make direct eye contact.

“If you don’t do this, it will eat you up. You have the choice to share how you truly feel, not a lot of people have that choice. No matter what happens, Carl will still be a part of your life because you are a part of his and ours.”

Michonne’s words gave you the exact motivation you needed.

You nodded in agreement and she pulled you into a comforting hug to reassure you, no matter what happens, it’s gonna be okay.

“Now, Go! Before the walkers get 'em!” Michonne piled you back causing you to gasp. “Don’t joke like that, dude!” You lightly pushed her shoulder causing her to chuckle. “But seriously, I saw him head over the walls, you should hurry before it gets dark.”

“Are you kidding?!” You burst out. You grabbed your bag and quickly head out of the house towards the walls.

You started to climb over the Alexandrian walls with caution to avoid getting caught by the guards. Once out, you started to walk into the woods.

You have no clue where he’d be, so, you used your knowledge of tracking that Daryl taught you back at the prison. Daryl was like an uncle to you with all honesty and you appreciated how he tried to understand your gender identity. Same thing with Rick, although, he’s like a father figure. You loved your found family.

Pulling out of your thoughts you heard a conversation from afar. With instinct, you approach quietly and hid behind a tree. You focused your eyes on the conversation and saw two people.

It was Carl!

And…Enid?

“I thought he was alone?” You thought to yourself. You were hoping to find him alone so you could admit your feelings. But, time had other plans.

“We’ve been walking for forever, can we please stop?” Carl announced. Enid stopped in her tracks. “Sorry, I have a lot on my mind.” She replied. “What’s up?” Carl replied. Enid turned to face Carl, “I’ve been thinking about you..a lot lately.”

What the hell is that supposed to mean??

You continued to hide behind the tree, still eavesdropping on Carl and Enid. Your heart started to pick up a little.

“How so?” Carl replied. Enid moved closer towards Carl, “I don’t know if I can bring myself to speak it.” She paused, “But I can show you.”

Your eyes widen at the sight.

Enid is kissing Carl

Your Carl Grimes.

Your heart is aching, feeling as if it’s bleeding. The more you stand there, staring at them. Your eyes water, threatening to spill.

You slowly back away from your hiding place. You had to get out of here. You couldn’t stand to see this any longer. Although, you overlooked a tree root picking out the ground, causing you to fall backward.

Carl turns around, breaking the kiss. Hand on his holster ready to defend himself, but, he only saw you.

“Y/N?” Carl spoke. But before he could say anything else, You got up and ran off. “Y/N, wait!” He yelled, wanting to go after you. Then, he felt a hand on his wrist, resisting him to chase after you. “Let him go. He’s fine. He only fell.”

Carl turned around, but his face was serious. “Are you kidding me? He’s alone. I’m not leaving him out here.” “But you’ll leave me out here?!” Enid added.

Carl huffed in frustration, “Y/N is my-“ Carl paused, catching his words “-I need to know he’s okay…just go home.” He finished, walking away from Enid to find you.

You ran.

You ran as far as your body could take you.

It was now dark and you could barely see anything or anyone in sight.

Your legs became limp, letting your body fall into the grass.

You had no idea how long you’d been running. You'd do it again if it kept your mind after what you just witnessed.

You were too late.

When that thought came to mind, you broke down. Tears spilled from your eyes. Your lips shaking and your breathing is uneven. A pain grew in your chest. Making you realize you are back to where you started.

Overbinding.

But, this time, you didn’t care.

Dysphoria already made you want to cause harm to yourself, but the mixture of heartbreak, made you want to die.

Hyperventilating took over you and you didn’t even notice the walker in front of you. But, you didn’t care. If you couldn’t be who you wanted to be with someone you loved, you didn’t want to be here anymore.

Suddenly, the walker was stabbed in the head, falling to the ground revealing a boy with a sheriff's hat, Carl Grimes.

“Y/N! Y/N, are you okay?” The boy questioned, fear written on his face. You didn’t answer, only your hard, fast breaths came out. Carl was checking for injuries on you. He lifted up your shirt to examine more and only saw the bandages on your chest. He remembers Hershel informing him of this binding technique. Concern falls onto his face.

“I thought you stopped binding like this? We need to get this off of you. You’re breathing is uneven.” You started to cry again, making Carl treat you carefully. “I know, I know, I'm sorry. But I need you in one piece okay?”

Oddly enough, you weren’t crying because of the bandages coming off, but Carl decreased your dysphoria. Maybe it was because you felt like yourself and didn’t have to prove that you were a boy, because, through his eyes, he sees you as a man.

But your tears spilled because you couldn’t have him like this daily.

He finished removing the bandages and covered you back. You continued to cry still lying in the grass. “Please don’t cry, Y/N. I hate seeing you cry.” Carl spoke softly, reaching to pick you up from the ground into a hug. You hugged him back, crying Into his shoulder. He ran his hands over your back hoping it would calm you down.

Why was Y/N still crying? Was it the dysphoria? The close-to-death experience? Hun seeing Enid kiss Carl-

Wait…

Carl ran a Problem in his head. It couldn’t have been the dysphoria. You’ve mentioned to him once or twice you’re comfortable not binding around him. And the walker? It was only one. You could’ve taken that walker out like that, even in this state. The kiss? Why else would you have run away and ignored his calls toward you.

It all started to click.

After a few minutes, your cries turned into soft sniffles. Once he realized you were calm, he pulled back to see your face but kept his hands on you.

“Y/N, be honest, why were you there with Enid and me? Carl questioned. Your heart picked up, fear picking itself back up. Where did your confidence go?

“It’s okay, I'm not mad. You can tell me.” Carl reassured. Those words gave a tiny amount of strength. You already knew who we wanted, so why not just admit it.

“I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but…I wanted to tell you that I’ve grown to care for you. Deeply. Like..” you paused, preparing to spit out the words you’ve wanted to say for so long.

“I love you, Carl Grimes.”

You lowered your face, hiding your watery eyes from him. “I-I know you like Enid, but I wanted to tell you because you deserve to know.” You stuttered. Lips beginning to shake again.

“I don’t want, Enid.” Carl broke the silence. You froze in place, trying to process what he just said. Suddenly, you felt hands on your cheeks, lifting your face to see Carl. Your eyes were focused on his, noses almost touching, you could practically feel his breath.

“I want you, Y/N. It’s always been you.” Those words were enough to make you close the distance. Carl instantly kissed you back, making you put your hands on his hands which were still on your cheek. You pulled away for air but kept your forehead against Carl. He grazed his thumbs over your cheeks, removing your cheek-stained tears, and smiled.

“I’m so in love with you, Y/N L/N.”

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A/N: I decided to continue to "Broken Ribs" one-shot into a part two bc I kinda left a cliffhanger in the original and couldn't do yall like that! This is the final part so there will be no more updates on this scenario. But, I will continue to write an FTM reader for Carl! just other scenarios. I hope yall enjoyed this!!! Also, I do accept requests so id love to hear what yall would like to see! (atm only for TWD)

[sweatyrickgrimes]

[psych0ruinz]

Carl Grimes is so transgender to me. he just has the weirdness of a trans guy to me. i do also support the transfem headcanons but he is more transmasc to me. especially with the pregnancy trauma <3

[gonzo-rella]

Okay so I've made a list (in no particular order) of fics I might write as part of this blog's celebration of Pride Month. I'm hoping to post something on most days, if not every day (an ambitious goal, I know, considering my tendency to disappear for months at a time and the years-old list of requests I haven't gotten around to yet), since I can normally finish a set of headcanons in a couple of hours, and most of what I want to write is hcs.

Some of these are from requests I've received in the past. I have some other queer!reader requests on that list; if you'd like me to consider writing any of those for Pride Month, feel free to send in an ask! I've just chosen a couple of the ones I've either started writing, or I feel motivated to write.

Anyway, feel free to send in some requests after perusing my fandom list and requesting rules. Since I'm nonbinary, a lot of these fics have a nonbinary!reader or otherwise trans!reader. But, I'll happily write for other queer identities, too!

Ferris Bueller's Day Off - Cameron Frye w/ genderfluid!reader (ficlet; requested)

Cam has a crush on the reader, and still wants to be with them after they come out to him as genderfluid

Yellowjackets - Lottie Matthews w/ FTM/transmasc!reader (one-shot; requested)

Lottie helps reader do his t-shot, and comforts him when he's feeling dysphoric.

The Walking Dead - trans!Carl Grimes having a familial-feeling relationship with a trans/nonbinary!reader (platonic)

Note: I'm only on season 8 of the Walking Dead (so don't spoil anything that happens after that). I watch it with my brother, but I'm planning on starting a rewatch from the beginning on my own because I feel like I started losing track of these characters and their arcs several seasons ago. I'll add it to my fandom list once I've finally started this planned rewatch. Hopefully, I'll start that this month. If I do take requests, I'd probably prefer to focus on the earlier seasons until I've gotten further along in the show. So, if you keep that in mind, feel free to send in TWD requests for Pride Month, even though it's not on my fandom list yet. Feel free to ask about whether I'd be interested in writing about the character(s) you want.

Schitt's Creek - Alexis Rose, David Rose and Stevie Budd with a nonbinary s/o (headcanons)

Community - Being nonbinary in the Study Group (headcanons)

Ghosts - Being a nonbinary ghost in Button House (headcanons)

How I Met Your Mother - Being nonbinary in the HIMYM gang (headcanons)

Malcolm in the Middle - Being the nonbinary Wilkerson sibling.

[fictionkinfessions]

Weird Carl Grimes (the walking dead) moment:

> counting all the bottles of testosterone I have after going to the pharmacy

> realize that I have a little over a years worth in reserve

> start to have double vision wherein I (as Carl) am trading a years worth of T to another guy

> thinking that I should start stocking up on T for this guy so I can secure his trade partnership

> zoom back to the present

I wasn’t transmasc in my Carl canon but it’s cool that my current life and my past lives overlap

x

[loserassacenekid]

rules for my writing >_<

HII okay i wanna start this off by saying my grammar is shit and I chose not to fix it cs I’m lazy:3 mainly the first people to read my fics are my friends(≧∀≦)

I mainly only do transmasc reader BECAUSE there’s not enough on here:(((also mainly only male characters..)

:♡.•♬✧⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾*+:•*∴♡⑅*˖•. ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ .•˖*⑅♡ fandoms i write for

the walking dead:

Daryl Dixon

Carl aged(aged up)

rick grimes

Shane Walsh (..maybe..)

Glenn rhee!!

Negan smith(..maybe)

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

Heathers! jason Dean!

✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮✮

dear Evan Hansen

Connor Murphy!

evan Hansen!

(No I will not do Connor x evan unless I feel like it.)

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ The girl next door

klitz

eli

klitz + eli

✩.･*:｡≻───── ⋆♡⋆ ─────.•*:｡✩

actors

Mike faist<3

Norman reedus

Andrew Lincoln

chandler riggs(aged up ofc.)

Jeffery dean Morgan

(+ more!!)

✧❁❁❁✧✿✿✿✧❁❁❁✧✧❁❁❁✧✿✿✿✧❁❁❁✧

OKAY FR RULES!!

Do’s:

character x transmasc reader, character x me reader , character x oc!!

smut!★

angst (not good at it)✿

fluff! ☾

AGED UP CHARACTERS :3

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

Maybe’s!!:

Female reader x character,any female character x female reader(no I’m not against lesbians I love you guys just not good at writing it:(()

dead dove! Do not eat!

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

NEVER UNLESS I SAY SO:

sibling x sibling reader(not even step sibling)

older character x MINOR READER( reader will always be 27-28 if it’s an older character.)

STEP DAD/MOM X KID!!(NO NO NO EW:(()

I CANT think of much now but if I remember I will add in that’s all byyeee!!

[mogai-headcanons]

the entire grimes (except judith n rj) family from the walking dead (rick, lori, michonne n carl grimes n yes im including michonne) are under the trans n enby umbrella

rick is a transmasc biromantic gay demiromantic demisexual nonbinary man, his pronouns are he/him n is exes w lori n is married to michonne, his son is carl

lori is a transfem heteroromantic/straight bisexual girlflux woman, her pronouns are she/they n is exes w rick n is single, she is the bio mom of carl

michonne is a transfem homoromantic bisexual sex positive asexual aroflux demiplatonic, her pronouns are she/her n shes married to rick, shes the step mom of carl

carl is an androgynous gnc cis man whos sex neutral aegosexual, his pronouns are he/they n his bio parents are rick n lori while his step mom is michonne

queued!

[bludhavensbirdboy]

You know what’s a good thought…

Trans!Carl Grimes getting tips/help and confiding in Trans!Daryl Dixon during the apocalypse

[masturbucky]

Hi :D

My name is Daniel or just D, my pronouns are he/they, I'm from Ukraine (russians dni). Spent almost three silent years in tumblr but yeeeaaahhh, as you see it was only a matter of time til I speak on my own shit. I have no idea what I'm doing, by the way. :D

I enjoy dark fics, fun shit, sometimes fluff and of course smut (I'm 20!), there will be like tons of random things. i will do x readers/my OC only. Fem readers, gn readers, transmasc readers.

Will write for characters:

Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier (MCU)

Wanda Maximoff (MCU)

Chris Beck (The Martian)

Steve Kemp (Fresh)

Kyle Spencer (AHS)

Denji (Chainsaw Man)

Nick Fowler (The 355)

Frank (Endings/Beginnings)

Dayton White (Logan Lucky)

Joe Goldberg (You)

Love Quinn (You)

Eddie Munson (Stranger Things)

Five Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy)

Silco (Arcane)

Jinx (Arcane)

Keigo Takami/Hawks (BNHA)

Eddie Brock/Venom (MCU)

PLATONIC Tony Stark (MCU)

Din Djarin (Mandalorian)

Donnie (Rottmnt)

Carl Grimes (TWD)

Negan Smith (TWD)

Probably will add more/change with time!

IF YOU HAVE ANY REQUESTS, IT'S ALWAYS OPEN! I do not guarantee that I will write it, but anything that is for mentioned earlier characters and that is not including the things below, I'll take it!

What I WON'T do:

Angst related to cheating

Break-up angst

Death of mentioned characters and/or reader/oc

Anything related to russians or russia in general

transphobia, homophobia, biphobia, racism, xenophobia in any way and shape (except for russophobia, as I mentioned we hate russians there, so I might from time to time remind you that<3)

Probably will add more/change with time!

Send me a request, I'm bored and I'll probably go insane if I wont write something :p

[frenziedslashers]

||Orians' Character List and Request Rules||

Howdy, Y'all! This here is a kind of opener that I will be writing one-shots, headcanons, and even some shorter stories for the fandoms I write for. I will list characters for each fandom I write for, along with stuff that I do not write for! The Masterlists for each fandom are included here at the time :)

IF YOU DO NOT STATE A GENDER IN THE REQUEST (male, female, GN, Transmasc) I WILL AUTOMATICALLY MAKE THE READER GENDER NEUTRAL. SO PLEASE BE SPECIFIC IF YOU WANT A SPECIFIC GENDER USED, I CANNOT READ MINDS :)

I please ask that you be 18+ before interacting with my blog as well!

Slasher Masterlist ||

Borderlands Masterlist ||

The Walking Dead Masterlist ||

Marvel Masterlist

WIP List ||

Art Info ||

Link Tree ||

Who I write for - (Key|* Favorite | + Only mlm | # No Smut/Only Platonic)

Slashers:

Michael Myers

RZ Michael Myers

Otis Driftwood*

Thomas Hewitt *

Bubba Sawyer*

2017 Jedidiah Sawyer*

2017 Drayton Sawyer

Brahms Heelshire

Bo Sinclair*

Vincent Sinclair*

Lester Sinclair*

Charles Lee Ray

Tiffany Valentine

Stu Macher*

Billy Loomis

May add more!

Borderlands:

Rhys Strongfork*

Handsome Jack*

Timothy Lawrence*

Vaughn

Zane Flynt

Professor Gladstone

Zer0 #

Brick

Mordecai*

Axton

Tiny Tina #

Scooter*

Krieg #

May add more!

The Walking Dead

Daryl Dixon*

Rick Grimes*

Negan Smith*

Abraham Ford

Carl Grimes #

Aaron +

Tyreese Williams

Glenn Rhee

Paul (Jesus) Monroe +

Beth Greene #

Alden

May add more!

Marvel:

Peter Quill

Peter B. Parker

Matt Murdock

May add more

Basic Info:

- I will write gore

- I will not write for self-harm/suicide!

- I can write NSFT themes.

- I do draw a line at some freaky kinks. Like pedophilia, incest, scat, odd/illegal stuff like that. I also will not do rape/consensual rape themes!

- I will add trigger warning before each story/headcanon list if it does contain substance use, abuse, sexual trauma, NSFT, etc. Within it!

- I do plan to keep the reader gender-neutral unless said otherwise! Or if it's self indulgent then I may do one or the other gender :)

- I am fairly open to a lot, honestly. If I'm uncomfortable with it I'll let you know and add it to this list!

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[coolestfinch]

i am also a transmasc lesbian who kins carl grimes... is there a pipeline here i shld know abt

absolutely yes