#transed his gender teehee

[whiskyarts]

transgenderfication beam

[dreemurr-skelememer]

oH MY GOD GIN IS TRANS???? KIA STOP. KIA. I LOVE YOU I'M IN TEARS

canonly he's not defined as cis or trans, so all headcanons about his gender to me is soft canon :3

sometimes hes trans sometimes hes not, up to you and depends on how im feeling ^_^

[zarkishere]

Elurio trans AU

as with all Elurio stuff, big TW // sensitive topics

Today i was thinking of an AU where Elurio was born a girl, but once he was free from his 'home' he decided a good way to hide was to swap genders. It was supposed to be just for a bit, just until he got far enough. but as it turned out, he was somehow more comfortable like this. Odd. Thinking of Mac being the only one aware of his 'condition' once they had their first time together (apart from Kiko, but he never spoke a word of it. He met Elurio pre-transness LOL.) Elurio growing paranoid Mac would, for some reason, tell on him and thinking that'd force Elurio to go back to his captors, back to the people who had abused him to such a degree it left marks on both his body and mind. Mac denying such a thing, reassuring Elurio over and over that he would never, that he'd rather die a million times than do anything to put him in danger. Thinking of how different Mac choosing Elurio's name would be in this case. His first name, a mans name.

Them having talks about it, Mac being a little on the fence and questioning if he really is into men if his with someone like that...but he only sees a man when he looks at Elurio. So does it matter? is it any different? I DONT KNOWWW teehee im so silly i love them <3

[creaturebehavior]

being gender fluid is wild you know what i was just thinking about

leo is my ex boyfriend but i’m also his ex boyfriend. cuz i was a boy the majority of the time we were together and that’s what i liked to be called at that time.

and just a side note idk if this is any of my business to be posting about but i really think it’s cool that l** isn’t cis but that he’s never used any other pronouns than he/him/his or anything like that, although i’m not exactly sure if this is what he prefers or if it’s just because it’s easier to live that way that he exist like that. i still admire it. that like in the closet type transness is rlly respectable imo. when we were together sometimes i would call him my girlfriend or my special/pretty/cutie lady and i think i used to tell him i wanted him to be my wife and stuff, and it was so cute this one time we were drunk on the floor at rachel’s house and he was like “i think it’s funny that when people look at us they think you’re a girl and i’m a boy but really it’s the other way around” and we both laughed we were like teehee >:3. but anyway basically i just appreciate when gender is expressed in whatever way a person is comfortable expressing it, like sometimes it’s just easier and more comfortable to not be so open or public about it, and that’s something that has been important for me to realise along my own path with gender and gender expression.

like at the end of the day i’m nonbinary and gender fluid, my gender evolves and changes with my mood, over the years, day by day, moment by moment, etc. and at times i very much identified as a boy, at times in my life i have very much identified as a girl, at times i have felt kinda like a boy and a girl at the same time, most of the time i feel like neither, and these days i kinda identify as a woman occasionally. sometimes i refer to myself as a woman/girl/chick playfully and sometimes i say it in earnest. idek. i wouldn’t even know what to call my gender these days, i might call it like: none gender with left woman i guess . it’s hard to put my finger on. that’s why the word queer is so very comforting to me cuz i don’t have the pressure to explain it. i’m something that’s not cis and i also happen to be something that’s not straight. queer fits.

anyway that’s all. just gender thinking rn