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OP THE COLORSSS RAFHHHH I LOCE ITTTTT CLEAN LINEWORK TOO

Eating This

dont rly like how this turned out but who is THIS guy ... i like him .. ! no spoilers i beg.... i am only at chapter 5.................

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holy shit the Javilisa by buttttercup da vinci3

🌠

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OMG JAVI HEY HEHE HES SO HANDSOME TY

ouuuuhhhh I love him

this is me coming forth as a Javier enjoyer

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Mac Callander, who uses every scar as a trophy of victory

vs

Elruio Campbell, who's n1 rule is that mirrors aren't allowed in camp

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alright enough i gotta study lols

love the silly goobers <3

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Mario thoughts (Elurio x Mac)

Elurio HATING having people stand behind him (for obvious reasons) but later on having Mac do so as a way to intimidate people Mac 'i'll fucking kill you' face vs Elurio's 'please stay away' eyes

Elurio being prone to tears so he uses his hat/bandana to hide his face, Mac realizing he does that so if he sees Elurio down on the dumps he pushes Elurio's hat down HARD (he doesn't mean to do it so hard lol, he's doing his best)

Mac learning to be patient with Elurio, who's body is constantly getting worse

Mac holding Elurio's hand if they're going through rocky terrain

Mac giving crow gifts to Elurio (as in randomly giving him bullets or gun oil or whatever. Yknow. his love language) and Elurio being so confused. Bro gets anxious it's some sort of sign so he hides and one day SEES MAC LEAVING SHIT THERE AND HE'S LIKE '...good heavens.' He talks to Mac about it and Mac's like 'what?? haha nay that ain't me that. oh. ya saw me? oh.' next silly thought is a little TMI so YEAH LOL

Elurio being a nervous pisser (aka he can't go do His Things if he thinks someone is near) and Mac living in a dogs world so he thinks having someone near while pissing is a sign of trust queue Mac getting GENUINELY SO SAD when Elurio is like 'my darling, i adore keeping your company, but i request you. leave me alone.' (bro's well spoken) and Mac is like 'NOO C'MON WHAT. what if a bear appears. what then? what if i can't be there?' and it accidentally makes Elurio even more nervous to the point he just can't go and Mac's so confused and. 😭 i love them

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Elurio trans AU

as with all Elurio stuff, big TW // sensitive topics

Today i was thinking of an AU where Elurio was born a girl, but once he was free from his 'home' he decided a good way to hide was to swap genders. It was supposed to be just for a bit, just until he got far enough. but as it turned out, he was somehow more comfortable like this. Odd. Thinking of Mac being the only one aware of his 'condition' once they had their first time together (apart from Kiko, but he never spoke a word of it. He met Elurio pre-transness LOL.) Elurio growing paranoid Mac would, for some reason, tell on him and thinking that'd force Elurio to go back to his captors, back to the people who had abused him to such a degree it left marks on both his body and mind. Mac denying such a thing, reassuring Elurio over and over that he would never, that he'd rather die a million times than do anything to put him in danger. Thinking of how different Mac choosing Elurio's name would be in this case. His first name, a mans name.

Them having talks about it, Mac being a little on the fence and questioning if he really is into men if his with someone like that...but he only sees a man when he looks at Elurio. So does it matter? is it any different? I DONT KNOWWW teehee im so silly i love them <3

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literally me

arthur is me

actual footage of me reacting to javier singing

original:

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he's so CUTE op i love him

little bobcat Javier

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i tried that caipirinha and it wasnt good actually :(

or at least i didnt like it idk

ANYWAY. JAVIER CUTIE YAYYYY

y’all Javier is GETTING IT ON

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in tears

sobbing

kicking my feet

Could we get Javier as the autism creature?👁

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HE'S SO SILLY I LOVE THAT STORY

CUTIE

HES SO 😭😭😭

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my angry wife i love

i need to be physically restrained I NEED THIS MAN SO BAD

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GAWD i love them both can i take them please please please

two brothers have fallen in love with you, who will you choose?

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GIGGLING SM ???? grabbing you and shaking you around. /pos

“who’s your favorite character?” my friend’s oc. “who’s your favorite character in canon?” my friend’s oc. “your favorite character can’t be your friend’s oc!” the posters on my walls and discord messages say otherwise. my wound has a heartbeat and only my friend’s oc can fix it. goodbye chat

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didn't really wanna post it now but...

meet Elurio Campbell! my fucked up son <3

// TW // big themes of SA, incest, cults and child abuse

_______ He born with no name. No history, no lineage, no nothing. He knows not where or who he came from, just that he’s here only to bring others pleasure. You see, he came to be in a cult located in tall trees, a place where they worshiped sexual relations, where no matter your age or gender or even if you were related you HAD to please others. Specially people above your rank. Having been born an albino, to these ‘people’ (if you can call them that) that meant he was ‘special’ and a clear sign from god that he was to be treated ‘better’ than others. By that they meant that the poor child was to be abused more often and more roughly than others. One night, that child decided he had enough, and ran away. He should’ve died—he’s not sure HOW he didn’t die, but he didn’t. Instead, he was found by a man called Kiko….no, actually, that’s not really his name….but he doesn’t know his real one so you, my dear reader, won’t know either. Anyway, together the two men created a gang. A gang with no name. Some call them ‘the good ones’, some ‘those brutes’, some say they’re great, some say they’re plain evil. If you asked them, they’d say they’re ‘not the best and not the worst’. Of course, when the Van Der Lindes moved near blackwater, they heard whispers and hushed words of the gang...and Dutch Van Der Linde himself became curious. A gang with no name, so small you can count them with two hands, yet somehow they’re talked about? Curious. The mixed opinions only made that curiosity grow. Lucky man, Dutch found the infamous white birdie, and they talked. They talked a lot. Dutch found the mans ambiguity and refusal to share his name nearly entertaining, if not annoying. Then, who knows when, Mac Callander and the albino met. Strangely enough, the gang with no name started being called ‘the Campbells’ not too long after, and their strange and quiet leader began to be known as Elurio Campbell. How curious.

_____ uhmm im not a writer lol basically Mac named him. Elurio and Campbell are like super common names in scottland JHASJASHJAS MAC IS NOT CREATIVE he's also EVIL cause one of Elurios thing is that his mouth was sewn shut so he has scars there. you wanna know what campbell means? IT MEANS CROOKED MOUTH

they're silly though Mac is like. maybe the only person Elurio trusts outisde of his gang

there's very little members cause bro got A LOT OF ISSUES oh wait yeah i forgot to mention his leg isnt doing great so he uses a cane to help :D later on another gang member makes this contraption thingy that DOES help but it also hurts Elurio :P

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that's all YAY my son

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tw// suicide

been thinking a lot about Mario (Elurio x Mac)

thinking of them meeting, falling in love, Elurio finally trusting someone and starting to believe perhaps life isn't all that bad, and he's not just destined to suffer then the blackwater massacre thinking of Elurio ordering everyone in his gang to look for the van der lindes. frantically riding back and forth to places they'd been to.

him growing anxious and puking from pure fear thinking of Kiko finally finding the gang and telling Elurio Elurio storming in yelling and threatening people

thinking it's the first time they see Elurio's scars. or his face, for that matter. them being weirded out.

thinking of Dutch eventually calming him down

thinking of Elurio's reaction when he's told the only person who's ever told him he was beautiful and the only person who he truly trusted has died

thinking of Elurio's downfall

wondering if he'd either kill himself or simply become numb