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sebastian hcs because i’m gay and evil (heavily implied sebalex/samalex/sambastian, lots and lots of me just projecting
• he doesn’t really like physical touch but,, if you’re going to hug him he likes a bit of pressure added
• definitely had a little crush on abbie when he was like 12,
• affection through actions. a tap on the leg, leaning on the shoulder, a soft kiss on the knuckles. when he’s comfortable with you, words aren’t needed. just a comfortable silence.
• he holds a grudge towards maru but it slowly wears off as he gets older. eventually, when maru has kids they get super close and seb is that uncle with his sleeves filled with tattoos and always has the best snacks
• he likes being a small spoon, but also enjoys being a big spoon even to people like 3x his size. he just enjoys the clinging or when people sleep on his chest
• one cigarette and a coffee fror breakfast Plz 🖤
• his ears turn insanely red when he blushes
• dimples dimples dimples!!!!!
• takes naps with sam. then alex randomly starts to join and he is now squished between two himbos atleast twice a week
• sleeps like he’s in a coffin. 0 movement
• lots and lots of bite marks on him. (sam has a biting problem. he chews on his friends when he gets aggressive from how excited he is
• doesn’t have a specific ‘emo/punk/goth’ label, he just kind of is what he is and doesn’t care too much
• also trans guy seb has a special place in my heart
more heavy stuff under here, cw
• probably depressed. this guy reeks of weed and cigarettes and his depression shirt (also probably has some kind of sleep disorder
• npd alcoholic dad who heavily relied on him, which leads to:
>> his hatred for alcohol
>> ‘i don’t need anyone’ mindset. he wants to be NOTHING like his dad, which now makes it hard for him to talk to people
>> he now also has a HUGE problem with asking for help. he refuses to. alex has the same problem and when seb realizes ‘hey, maybe he’s not actually that bad’ they get a little closer and pretty much only ask each other or sam for help
• he is passively suicidal. i got this because of his dialogue in which he thinks ‘i wonder if anyone would notice if i disappeared.’ it’s not so much heavily suicidal but he is very risky with his life and doesn’t care too much.
• various scars for different reason, but a prominent X on his left arm from when he was 15
i contemplated putting my suggestive hcs here too but….. maybe another day 🫨
i will also continue to edit this if i randomly have more, i’ll probably drop my hcs for other fharacters too
also dropping this silly rott, kebby and i made
tge boys the bote the boys the boys
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is purchasing a trans flag primarily so I can wear/take it to a seb lowe concert a bad idea? probably (no idea if it'll get me hatecrimed, y'see)
am I gonna do it anyway? probably!
I'm banking a band who has lyrics like "There's nothing great about Britain anymore" probably doesn't have a problem with trans people. probably. I hope
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talking about my wip/go to fantasy for when im bored in class because i have nothing to do
it doesn't really have a name, but it's about 3 flatmates who are kinda broke and in their 20s (except for steve but i'll get to him in a moment), one of them's rock band, and the sheer chaos that they are constantly in.
we have:
Seb (sebastian) - he/him, gay, plays guitar, is a complete disaster and a total mood, looks like a metalhead but listens to all rock music, really ("i don't see any difference, rock is rock"). he's a bit of a dumbass but not that stupid and really cares about his friends (even if he seldom shows it). he works in a record shop since he dropped out of university, now he is in a band.
Vivian - she/her, maybe bisexual?? she doesn't know (i don't know either i haven't decided yet), aspiring stylist/movie costume designer, sleep deprived and coffee dependant, sarcastic sense of humour, can't stand her flatmates, actually a nice person if you aren't seb or his bandmates (except eve).
Steve - he/him, the most middle-aged-dad-literally-just-some-guy ever, ghost. yeah, he's a ghost, he died 30 years ago (in the dullest way you can imagine) and since then he haunts the house. not that he cares about all that haunting stuff tho, he's just here to read his newspapers and chill. he can't really chill though because he has to hear the band practice and vivian argue with seb every. single. day.
then there's the Haunters (because of steve haunting the house), seb's band, and we have:
David - he/him, trans and bi, singer, he and seb were best friends in middle school and high school, they were inseparable until he got a girlfriend (who looked suspiciously a lot like seb) and went in the same university as her. when they split up, like 2-3 years later, he realized uni wasn't for him and went to find seb again. seb is in love with him since they were 16.
Ash - they/them, aroace, bass player, met seb in the record shop and have been friends for a couple of years. they're the youngest member of the band and has been basically adopted by them. tiny and angry, has a collection of sunglasses and gets bored easily because of no attention span whatsoever (they're literally me except i don't play bass).
Eve - she/they, lesbian, drummer, vivian's best friend (who doesn't approve of her being in the band tho) and fashion icon. can't drive but loves to and doesn't let anyone touch her car. she is the one who knows seb and david the least, so she's constantly going insane over their always present sexual tension and obvious mutual untold love.
basically the main story is: vivian wants to hold a party to show how cool she is and how good her clothes are so that she can get a job and start her career as a designer, meanwhile david arrives unannounced to reunite with seb after 2 or 3 years since they last saw each other. they decide to put together their old high school band again, ash joins them and later so does eve (who met the band kinda by accident). they start playing together and they like it so much they manage to convince vivian to let them play at her party. while her, eve and ash organize the party and try to figure out all the problems and trouble they find along the way (steve tries to help too), seb and david have to put back together their frienship by being extremely gay and even more oblivious with each other. the day of the party comes and everything is set up (more or less), the guests are all there and vivian is confident. all the attention should be on her creations but when the haunters start playing they steal the spotlight with an amazing performance and the frontman and guitarist being unintentionally very homoerotic. the tension between the two finally breaks after they kiss on stage and they Realize a LOT of things. but the show must go on, they keep playing while ash is unimpressed (they saw that coming) and eve is SHOCKED (they didn't), but not for long because steve arrives to see what the hell is going on in the living room and he's VERY angry because he just wants to read but there's too much noise, so he freaks out all the guests. they all run away, stuff catches fire, it's a MESS, and vivian is FURIOUS. just before she's about to commit 4 murders in a row (not 5 because steve is already dead) seb and david escape and there's like a wholehearted conversation about their feelings (spoiler: they're been super in love with each other since before david got a gf but didn't realize it) also they make out a little??? idk i'm too aroace for this. meanwhile the rest of the band is also safe from vivian's rage because a woman approaches her and tells her how cool this whole performance was (clearly thought it was fake) and offers her a job. everyone gets an happy ending but the story WILL go on because the hunters are gonna keep playing and maybe they'll get famous and vivian too, who knows? (i don't)
.....doodles under the cut bc i wrote already too much :]
if you can read my handwriting ily <3
anyways, what's in these blurry pics:
seb
eve
ash
david + tiny eve playing the drums and tiny ash being *swag*
messy sketch of seb and david being gay
old ass drawing of eve and ash
even messier sketch of seb and david being gay
same thing as 5 and 7 but with ash and tiny steve being a ghost in the corner
random drawings of everyone
eve being shocked, ash being uninpressed and the only decent drawing i have of vivian (sorry)
#aaand that's it#i love them so much they're my children#they've been approved by syd too and one (1) person is enough to me to post something about them#tbh i wanted to do this for a while i just needed approval lmao#uhh anyways. i hope you enjoy my gay little rock band and friends#mine#my art#the haunters#<- i am going to post more stuff about them eheheheheheheh
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Previoius anon here!!! Im sorry i thought you just thought of seb as a trans woman eiuvgeriu
no problem haha!!! to be fair it's been a few months since I specified she's non-binary too... but if you dig in my seb tags then yeah pretty much from the beginning of my sebposting (2021) i've headcanoned her as such :]
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Hi! I don't want to start anything on here and am always willing for civil conversations. At this point there's so much I've found out about Seb (besides the video he liked, the tommy lee thing, and the girlfriend thing) that I feel so guilty if I would continue to support him. I love him sm but it just doesn't look good rn. He is associated/follows an organisation (for helping veterans) that has posted a blue lives matter flag picture and who's co-founder has sexual assault allegations against him, and worked with him in 'The last full measure'. His friend Paul Walter Hauser has done blackface in the past, and when called out on it he just listed a few people that also did blackface. There's more, I found a discussion on here that I can link. I seriously don't support "cancel culture" bc I don't think it helps anyone but there are just a lot of 'mistakes' and shady people that can be linked to Seb, I wish it wouldn't be that way. I honestly don't know what to think about it anymore.
Hi! I’m also open to having civil conversations and I don’t believe you’re trying to start anything. I really do think this situation of dragging up a four year old video and taking it completely out of context is harmful not just to Black people, but to fandom/activism in general. This is gonna be long because I’m going to take your points one by one, and I want to preface this by saying that I will not answer any derogatory, sideways asks pertaining to this subject. I will delete every single one and will block your silly ass. I’m not going to argue with people who think I’m blindly supporting Sebastian because I’m just trying to get fucked by him, or people who think I hate myself and am trying to appease some white man.
So, on with the discourse!
The video he liked - this video was taken completely out of context and that is my main issue with this whole situation. It was not a video of a white man saying that he thinks he should be able to say the n word as everyone claimed it was. They were quickly debating on whether or not it's okay to say in rap lyrics. He was told no, that's not okay, that's never okay and they moved on from it. That's it. End of story. That somehow was twisted into a click bait style headline of "Sebastian Stan likes a video of a white man defending his right to say the n word" when that is absolutely not true. My other issue is that people are more upset that Sebastian liked the video than they are about the white man in the video literally saying the n word. So, do you really care about the use of the n word like you're claiming? Cuz if you do, you'd be more upset at the white man that said the word than you would be about the white man simply liking the video. Or, are you just using this as an excuse to grandstand against a white man you don't like?
The Tommy Lee thing - Sebastian Stan playing Tommy Lee does not make Sebastian Stan a bad person. Is Charlize Theron a bad person for playing Aileen Wuornos, a prostitute who started murdering men? Is Leonardo DiCaprio a bad person for playing a slave owner? Is Edward Norton a bad person for playing a nazi sympathizing racist? Actors play bad people. That doesn't mean that they themselves are bad people. 1990's Tommy Lee was a bad person, but that should have no bearing on who Sebastian Stan is or his character as a man.
The gf/Paul Walter Hauser thing - Why are we holding Sebastian accountable for what the people around him are doing? Again, why are we more upset that Sebastian is associated with people who have done questionable things than the specific people themselves? I'm not going to speak on the kimono wearing -- I'm not Asian. It's not my place to say whether or not its offensive because it's not my culture, but she posted that picture and attended that party before she started dating Sebastian, quite possibly before she even knew him. Same with Paul. I think that black face thing was long before he knew Sebastian. Now, if Sebastian was defending these actions, going around saying "I think it's okay for white women to wear Kimono's" "I think black face is fine" "I think white people should be able to say the n word" then we'd have a different story, wouldn't we? But that's not what we have, and that's not what he is doing. He is not responsible for the things his friends do or have done in the past just because he's more famous than they are, and he is not required to speak on them. Let's put it this way -- would you be comfortable having to be responsible for something a friend of yours did before you knew them? Would you want to have to be forced to answer for your friend when you yourself had nothing to do with the questionable behavior?
The organization that supports the military/blue lives matter - Sebastian cannot control what message that foundation puts out and it does not mean that he is or is not pro-police himself. There is not enough concrete evidence -- if any evidence for that matter -- that Sebastian is a blue lives matter supporter. Did Sebastian donate before they put up the blue lives matter post? Or after? I don’t know, cuz I don’t follow him that closely, but if he donates before they come out with a particular stance, that means he should be held accountable for that? I know I donated to an organization once and they turned out to support something that i’m 100% against. That means I’m a bad person because I couldn’t see into the future? Another point, how can we be certain that Sebastian saw the blue lives matter post in the first place? I know I’m not online 24 hrs a day, I miss posts all the time and I’m just an average person. I make three or four tumblr posts a day, and I’m gone. I have to play catch up on social media, and even then, I still miss stuff. So I’m sure the same happens to a working actor. As for the co-founder, I don't know who this person is and would rather not get into any allegations against them because I don't want to trigger anyone who comes across this post. If Sebastian knows about these allegations, is a willing participant/supporter of this person then yeah, that's pretty shitty, but we don't know the inner workings of this friendship/acquaintance/work relationship. We don’t know how close they are or if they even still speak.
I’m a pretty big fan of Don Cheadle. He’s a stand up guy, he’s a great actor, he’s funny, he’s political and stands up for what he believes in and in a very public way. I support him. Don Cheadle is also friends with Chris Evans, RDJ, Mark Ruffalo, and Letitia Wright (just to name a few). Chris Evans has a bipartisan forum that highlights/promotes right wing politicians, RDJ defended Chris Pratt during the whole “he’s the worst Chris in Hollywood” crap, who’s technically done black face, and who once said to a female reporter “nice tits” when she walked into the room, Mark Ruffalo just walked back his support of Palestine, and Letitia Wright retweeted/supported an anti-vaxxer/anti-trans Pastor who equated an ingredient of the covid vaccine to the devil because it contained some parts of the word Lucifer. Does that mean Don is now a bad person because he’s friends with these people? Why isn’t he getting any heat for his friendships with them? Why isn’t he being held accountable for what they’ve done and said? Oh right, because he’s not a white fave. So people don’t care one way or the other, which brings me to my next point.
I can guarantee you that if Sebastian’s gf or Paul or this co-founder were not associated with Sebastian in any way, nobody would give a shit about her wearing a kimono, about Paul doing black face, or about the co-founder/organization being blue lives matter supporters and in that lies the actual problem. Being critical of people and their actions should be consistent and should happen all the time -- not just when they interact with your white fave. That’s when it becomes performative and looks like you just want to be able to show internet people that you follow/support/stan unproblematic celebrities, when really, you don’t care.
I think the moral of this post is that I think it's unfair to hold a complete stranger to a standard that I cannot hold myself to. I also don't view celebrities the way most teenagers/twenty somethings do, and that’s because when I entered fandom we didn't have social media, so I grew up with a wall between myself and said celebrities. There is no wall now with the presence of social media. "Fans" nowadays have a weird ownership feeling over celebrities because they can read their personal thoughts or view personal pictures and think that they have this personal quasi-friendship with them. I can't get on board with that. I prefer having the wall and I still keep the wall.
If supporting Sebastian makes you uncomfortable, then by all means, stop supporting him. Just make sure you are making this decision for yourself based on credible sources and concrete evidence and that you're not letting this fake woke activist mob make you feel uncomfortable. Internet activism means nothing unless you put your money where your mouth is in your real life and 90% of the social justice internet warriors do not. Real activism is bigger than changing your avi to a black square.
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#txt content#colour#problem seb#problem seb au#soap#hmmmmmm do i tag my other soap mention????#oh#trans problem seb#probably
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I completely understand you don't want ot share your a/b/o ranking bc people get ridiculously mad over them, but I would be so interested in your takes on the matter
You always do such good meta, I feel like it would be most accurate
You flatter me, anon.
I do LOVE talking about this kinda stuff, and it’s really fun when not taken too seriously. My takes aren’t even that spicy!
It’s mostly like… oops all beta’s
Because not everyone can be alphas, and in a sport dominated by old tradition, even charitably there wouldn’t be a lot of omegas.
I’m not super tied down to most of how I rank them either, my only hard line is Lewis is an Alpha, George is an Omega, because of course it is. It’s the least shocking thing I’ve ever revealed given all I write. I don’t like reading anything otherwise.
I do also love fics where George is assumed to be a beta because he presents very late there’s some really fun ideas there. I love Lewis being a very non aggressive and restrained alpha, he would have to be, he lets his dominance be unspoken, to the point it’s theorised by tabloids he’s a beta because of how he acts. He’s very much an alpha though, he’s comfort and strength and measure. People naturally want to follow him. He has an omega engineer he’s more than happy to take orders from, but he’s also accused of using his dominance against others. He can’t catch a break.
On omega George tho, I love Mercedes knowing George was an omega and choosing to take him on as a junior deliberately because of his talent and also because they have only ever had alpha drivers. Nobody knows how he and Lewis will mesh, except of course it goes perfectly fine because Lewis isn’t a dick and spent years competing with Seb, an Omega, with no problems. It drives Nico Rosberg insane.
I also just REALLY like a/b/o. It’s my trans exploration comfort trope
#I’m aware of my own irony in:#‘it’s fun if you don’t take it serious but also George is an omega Lewis is an alpha and anything else Is wrong’#I’m nothing if not a hypocrite#last time I saw a survey where people thought George was an alpha I took physical damage#he could never#asks#anonymous#tw: a/b/o#a/b/o
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I'll hijack this post and add more fics that I can recommend
Hard Year / Good Time / Socks Up / Foot Down by bestliars - Lewis/Seb, 50k, amnesia au, rated E
Don't you be afraid, if we got nothing, we got us by TheWiseOne12 - Lando/Seb, 10k, 5+1 times where people find out who Lando married, not rated
champagne problems by brocedesmadhouse - Lewis/Nico, 63k, what if Nico replace Toto as TP?, rated M
i can feel the sun on you by mintchocolatechip97 - Charles/Alex, 12k, non-driver AU, prince Charles, journalist Alex, they meet in Buenos Aires without Alex knowing who Charles is, rated T
Preparedness by blue_vesuvius - Mick/Callum, 8k, Social Media AU, coming out, rated G
never quite free by JamieJam (BlackWidowRising) - no relationship, 34k, trans Mick and the implications of it, rated T
every colour illuminates by emptyhalf - Lando/George, 21k, trans George but a little bit lighter than the Mick one, rated E
postcards from places that miss you by streetlightsky - Seb/Charles, 15k, retired Seb and a Charles who refuses to don't contact him, rated T
i want to start reading more f1 rpf other than lestappen but idk where to start is there any way you could recommend some fics pretty please?????????????? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
sure thing anon! below is just a selection of my favourite fics that aren't straight forward Charles/Max:
melepathic. or something. by Anonymous – Lando/Oscar, 8k, snappy and funny FWB, rated M
somebody else by piastrism - Charles/Max/Oscar, 31k, FWB and addictive on and off again situationships, rated E
ode to a conversation stuck in your throat by prettyrotten – George/Alex, 40k, pining exes to pining FWB, rated E
icarus falls by tiredgayloser - Charles/Carlos (main) and Charles/Max (endgame), 24k, complicated relationships and character study, situationships vs. relationships, rated E
on the faultline by limabima – Lewis/Nico, 47k, dual timeline, FWB and Internalised Homophobia vs. healing and facing your past, rated E
win or lose (it's how you play the game) by chiliconcarlos – Charles/Carlos, 18k, ridiculous bets and consequences thereof, gay chicken, rated E
matchstick people by ecorone – Lewis/Max, 60k, magical realism and folk horror, rated E
translation theory by linearity - Charles/Carlos, 9k, rancid vibes, a hunger to hold an upper hand and wanting what you're denying you'll lose anyway, rated E
the heartbeat is a hunger by withfeathers - Lewis/Seb and Lewis/Nico, 40k, soulmates and trope inversion, falling in love after losing the love of your life, rated E
even a Mouse by ficster28 - No Romatic Relationships (Charles and Max centered though), 20k, Dæmon AU exploring the concept of sacrifice in motorsport, rated T
Hide All Our Sins From the Daylight by kolyarostov - Carlos/Lando, 60k, secret relationship and the implications of being implied queer in the public spotlight, rated E
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Can i request a yandere kurapika, illumi sebastian, claude, hannah, light, l , misa, yelena, dabi and reiji sakamaki with a trans (f to m) darling? If you’re uncomfortable with thise feel free to ignore it! have a good day! 💕💕
You requested 11 characters, but I still did it and left Misa out just as you wanted.
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, manipulation, kidnapping, overprotective behavior, killing, threatening, blackmailing, stalking, other people disrespecting trans persons (sadly true in real life as well😔)
Trans darling
Sebastian Michaelis
🐈⬛Sebastian never had to worry about his gender until he took a human form for his master which he keeps also in front of his darling, but he could have turned out entirely different as well which is why he doesn’t mind the chances his darling went through. Sebastian in general can be seen as a very open-minded person which is why he has no problem with you having decided to be what you really are on the inside. Sebs just supports you and is not above being proud that his s/o made that decision since such a thing is not easy to do.
🐈⬛Of course given the time both of them are in, he knows what his darling has to go on a daily base through, facing utter disrespect and many weirded out looks and gossiping. It is why he stalks his darling whenever he gets the chance, his protectiveness raising whenever seeing someone not being able to keep their mouth shut. But his s/o does not have to worry, Sebastian is always there to talk and comfort his darling. Of course disrespectful persons will pay as well, Sebastian threatening and scaring them and if he is at that time with his darling, he’ll humiliate the person verbally in front of everyone. Kind of tries at first to manipulate you into just not going outside in order to avoid all this scum. This is actually be one of the reasons why he kidnapped you, because he wanted you away from nasty and ignorant people.
🐈⬛His behavior overall doesn’t change though, he acts pretty much the same way with the same amount of affection and the same sweet talking and the same domination. He doesn’t want his darling to get the feeling he treats him differently just because he changed gender and is not a woman any longer. His master might raise an eyebrow slightly when hearing from his s/o the first time as well as the servants, but they welcome his darling rather enthusiastically and won’t discriminate him.
Claude Faustus
🕷He is a demon as well which means he didn’t have to worry too much the way he would look as a human as well until Alois called upon him and made a contract with him. He pretty much only cared about his darling’s soul at first which is why he never cared much about that he was trans, not asking for the reason and just wanting that soul. It was only after he realized that he had fallen that he became more curious about all of this. He accepts it as well, though I feel like he would have to know a bit more of your reasons why you did so since he is a bit narrow-minded.
🕷He dislikes the fact that his darling is being treated the way he is, it never fails to make him infuriated and he finds it quite shameful that people are even this way, humans are indeed pathetic. Claude’s daily plans and schedules are a bit tighter than Sebastian’s are since Alois is a needy bratty guy and for that he has to spend often the first half of the day in the manor. It just puts him more at edge and if he gets some free time in between, he always uses it to stalk on his mate. Since he is not able to protect you for a longer time, he tries to talk you into staying at home and letting him handle everything once he has the time. Of course he’s going to kidnap you, specially because of such disgusting lowlife, although he gladly removed all of them.
🕷Claude is in that regard rather similar to Sebastian, he doesn’t love his darling any less and still takes care of him all by himself. And the story with Alois is pretty much the same as well, he refuses to let that blond brat ever find out about his darling’s existence since he can gladly pass on the tantrum and the risk of Alois demanding to give up on you. He doesn’t trust anyone with his darling, only himself.
Hannah Annafellows
🟣She is a soft yet very manipulative demon and she seemed to have had a female form long before making a contract with anybody which just hints that she likes her actual form which is of course good. Hannah wants her darling to be happy with himself and her which is why she is very encouraging and supportive of him being the way she is, she knows that this is what he needs in times like this. So it also helps her winning her darling easier over and making him rely and trust her more.
🟣Not even his own family might be ready to interact with him after he had his change and whilst Hannah is glad that she is pretty much the only person in her mate’s life, she is also incredibly salty that not even his own relatives want to be in contact anymore, it makes her feel in a way almost sorry that he had to give up on so much because he wanted to be himself. She simply can not tolerate it whenever she sees someone talking down to her darling and she always lectures such people sadistically afterwards. She also genuinely begs her darling to not leave the house unless she is there, she can not stand the thought of someone being rude and dragging him down in the process. Hannah just appears as a very sweet, caring and concerned person which is why it might be a bit shocking for her s/o when she abducts him one day.
🟣She continues being very attentive and caring to him, so much more if her darling returns her feelings which should not be too hard since she is so gentle and Aldo slyly manipulative to him. Now she doesn’t have to worry about someone hurting you anymore and can just let you be you without someone judging. She kind of only lets the triplets be somewhat near you when she has business she has to do, but needs someone to watch over you.
Kurapika Kurta
⛓He at first truly just thinks of his darling as a good friend because that is how both of them start, as friends. And when he first was being told that you were trans, he smiled about it and said that there was no reason for you to be worried, he still viewed you as someone close to him. So Kurapika finds himself almost a bit oblivious at first with his feelings since he needs time to fall for a person and additionally he might not have expected to fall for you, his best friend. When he does find it out he might actually be a bit torn apart since he always imagined to start with his love his clan new which is biologically after surgery not possible anymore.
⛓His conflicted behavior shows which might confuse his s/o at first to why he suddenly is that way. On the one hand he grows incredibly uncomfortable with all possible sorts of people around him, always trying to find excuses to why the two of them have to go away now quickly and he is all of a sudden very intense with his reactions when someone thinks of you being trans negative, terrifying the person whilst also putting you protectively behind him only to quickly drag you away from the people. On the other hand he often stares with a deep in thoughts look at his darling with this weird smile on his face only to snap out of it when he notices the weird look he is getting from his darling. He is just incredibly worried that you might not feel the same, but on the other hand he is also horrified about your safety.
⛓All stories you might have told him once before suddenly work as a justification to why he kidnapped you, because no one understood you. Kurapika decides to put your safety for now over your own happiness, he’s just lost too much to lose someone else. He mostly only confesses afterwards to his darling. He is sort of desperate afterwards, especially if his darling doesn’t feel romantically attracted to men because just because he wanted to be one doesn’t mean he has to have this sort of interest in them.
Illumi Zoldyck
🤎The definition of confused when he realizes that he has some sort of attraction to his darling, he is clueless to why because his family pretty much drilled the belief in his head that he has to marry a woman and have children with her which might not be possible anymore and since he always believed himself to do as his family has told him, he has just no idea why he feels for someone who can not provide him with what his family wants. Not gonna lie, he might be at first majorly dissatisfied with this, even more so when finding out that his darling used to be female.
🤎So he kind of tries to ignore his feelings at first, not seeing how you should fit his standards. Yet he can not stop stalking his darling, not being able to shake this weird feeling off. Why exactly you? You won’t even notice him at first, though you still realize that people around you seem to disappear slowly, loved ones and those who didn’t like you. And so it happens that one day you’ll be knocked out, only to wake up afterwards with him staring down at you. And that’s where something akin to an interrogation starts with him wanting to know in detail why you chose to change your whole gender and you kind of sense that he is mad. Ridiculous to think so, but he feels like you made a too important choice without him, though he didn’t even know you when you did.
🤎He still defends his darling fiercely against his whole family because they’re not very happy with this decision, especially not his mother. The Zoldyck family is mostly actually pretty stunned that Illumi fell for his darling in the first place and they thought that they had trained him enough. Additionally he always seemed to be the most loyal of the family so him disobeying orders so much is new to all of them and his behavior manages to slightly worry them. But they decide to let his darling be and after all of this it is maybe understandable why he is against the thought of letting his family see his s/o.
Light Yagami
✍️He is almost irritated once he discovers his rather unhealthy obsession with his darling. I literally can not see him as someone who would fall for someone he met after he found the Death Note because that made him ducking delusional and twisted and he only used people afterwards. It would be hard for him to fall genuinely in love with someone afterwards. So he would have to have known his darling at the very least beforehand and so he might have witnessed how conflicted he used to be about his gender and before he might have decided to not interfere unless he was a close friend of his.
✍️Not gonna lie, he kind of tries to hide his feelings at first instead of going directly out to charm his s/o. He knows that this might lead to unwanted attention since trans people are still not fully respected and additionally his darling might not be into men that way. This makes him go silently crazy and whilst he still suddenly increases the encounters he makes with his darling, he does not let anyone know about the way he feels. But he still becomes protective because he sees the way you are sometimes being disrespected or made fun off since you changed gender and this makes Light fuming. He views this definitely as a problem he has to fix and sees you as a victim he has to save from the piles of trash.
✍️It is still very much toxic with him because if his darling does like men, he forces him to keep the relationship a secret for now, although he has his possessive outbursts and if his darling doesn’t like men, he forces him into a relationship with the Death Note as his weapon and additionally he still uses Misa as his toy to reach his goal. And he has to make sure that she does not find out that you two are together in which case the fact that you are now a man might work to his favor in here. He won’t be able to keep this a secret forever and he knows that as well.
L Lawliet
🍰He knows it all about his darling the moment he caught L’s interest and since he has the connections and the intelligence, he will have his darling quickly figured out. And different from Light, he doesn’t feel confused or irritated, he just takes the fact that he fell in love with a transgender person. I don’t think L has any sort of preferences when it comes to such stuff, he does not care at all. He just wants love.
🍰There are still things he wants to know personally from his darling once he finally thinks he knows enough to approach him and start getting in contact with him. And his darling feels for probably the first time really understood since L knows how he feels and thinks and since he is just so chill with the topic, it is nice to be around him. He just knows what to say since he knows hobbies, likings and whatever else he was able to get his hands on. But despite being more laid-back, it doesn’t mean he will just stand quietly by if he witnesses disrespect, he will interfere. He most likely took care of the most common culprits anyways beforehand, he just doesn’t like seeing it when someone is downright rude. So at first he only keeps a friendship before it becomes too much for him and he kidnaps his darling.
🍰The main reason he abducts him is still because he fears that someone who is on bad terms with him wants to take revenge on him by harming his darling. It’s of course also because he doesn’t think it is right and fair to mistreat someone just because he chose that he is someone else and couldn’t be someone he isn’t. And he has no reason to act differently, he doesn’t have to worry about reputation and attention like Light has which is why he is free to be all touchy and cuddly with his darling like he wants to be.
Yelena
🔥I can not see her caring about this information all too much, it’s not like it’ll change anything. She still very much plans on taking the dominant part, no matter if her darling is now a man or not. Since Yelena is a worshipper but nature it is maybe just logical why she doesn’t even think about being angry with her darling. Instead she admires his determination since there were certainly people who were against this.
🔥And those are people Yelena automatically dislikes before even having met them. The knowledge that those are persons who were against your wishes or behave inappropriately towards you are enough reasons to make her look down on them, not only in the literal sense. I do see people probably thinking twice about letting a negative comment out about you when Yelena is with you because she is intimidating and if they do, they most likely have in the very next instead a hun pointed against their head with Yelena about to pull the trigger. Terrifying, but it does wonders and her darling can quite literally count how everybody suddenly becomes more nice, knowing that a feral woman will be after them if she ever finds out and believe me, she will.
🔥That is exactly why Yelena monopolizes your time so much. She can not see anyone else as exactly trustworthy and worms who ever said something negative will now be too scared to come even close, not when they see her anywhere nearby. She is additionally just possessive and wants her darling for herself. And Yelena herself doesn’t come over as too girly over either, not at all. So no matter what, despite all the worshipping she still makes sure that her darling knows that he belongs to her.
Dabi/Touya Todoroki
🔹Personally I don’t see him as someone who would care about something like this, not when he looks like this, all burnt. Regarding his looks Dabi finds himself becoming more insecure when it comes to his darling since he views him as handsome. He mostly only stalks his darling at first because he is a villain and can not let himself be seen, he knows this will bring you into troubles which he doesn’t want. Instead he becomes a silent guardian at first and since he knows it’s not an easy decision to go against the expectations and wishes everyone else has, he is incredibly proud that his s/o has the willpower to do so.
🔹But whilst he makes sure that his darling is safe, the same can not be said about everyone else. Because it has to be only a wrong comment, even in a jokingly way and this will be taken offensively by him, partially because Dabi knows that it might be uncomfortable for you to hear others joking about it in a way you could get it wrong. It’s probably not the first time you got surprised looks when telling someone about it and even saw others acting a bit strange to you afterwards. And what makes you sad makes Dabi mad and so an increase of dead and burnt bodies will be reported only shortly after.
🔹Deep down he knows that life won’t be better once he takes his darling. But he also has to travel around quite a bit with his job in the League of Villains. Of course his possessive side also plays a part in all of this which is why at one point in the timeline he takes his darling with him, not willing to leave him behind. And generally he appears to be very calm, though it is horrifying for his darling to know that he has been kidnapped by a villain, but this was expected by Dabi. And he really tries to give you time to adjust, but trans or not, he is needy and can get unnerving if he is left waiting for too long.
Reiji Sakamaki
☕️At first he is just very annoyed with all of this land it doesn’t even have to be because his darling is trans. It’s more because he fell for a petty little human, something that is out of his league and under him. It just irritates Reiji because he doesn’t know what makes him special because there has to be something that made him feel this way which is why he becomes obsessive and wants to figure out what exactly makes him so flattered about him.
☕️Surely Reiji is extremely strict and has high expectations, but this does not include the fact that his darling changed gender from female to male. It surely was a huge decision, but if that is what he wanted, Reiji only expects him to be satisfied with this afterwards. I can see him as someone who would want to talk with you about it simply because he wants to understand your reasons better, but he will at least accept them. He kidnaps his darling pretty early as well, to be accurate as soon as he views him as worthy. And whilst now the problem with infuriating people is out of the house, a few new problems in form of his brothers enter who not only get under his skin by harassing his darling, but definitely also don’t miss out on being mean to Reiji’s s/o. And even Reiji can not always stay calm, although he tries to keep composure since he knows what his brothers want, especially the triplets.
☕️Reiji himself decides to not be mean and poke tormenting fun at this topic, he can just imagine how often you must havee heard this before and since he can be a gentleman if his darling behaves, he will not mention it. He has other things he can use to keep his darling at bay. He knows how exhausting his brothers can be with all their mean comments and since he has a certain admiration for you because you chose to be you, he actually finds himself comforting you whenever he has to save you from Ayato, Laito and Kanato, knowing too well what they did.
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20 and 21 for trans seb? 🙏
oooh i love these questions ty!!!
(send me a bts question about one of my fics!) (my fic tag)
20. What is something you wish more people noticed about this fic?
ooooooooh i'm having a hard time coming up with something for this - all the wonderful beautiful delightful people who left comments or came to talk to me or are even now my frIENDS what the FUCK have picked out so many of the things i put in and hoped would resonate and land with people!
maybe one thing is this paragraph (though i hid it in the porn so that's partially on me):
seb cuts straight to the quick of the problem, a shield of confidence galvanized after years of hiding. he’s world fucking champion, in a sport that wanted to tell him no at every turn. he’s earned the right to be unashamed, settled in his body.
maybe i'll write about this one day. i don't want to paint this seb, or anyone in any of my fics, as "above" societal influence. i want them to navigate it and ultimately decide to be their own person and live with abandon, finding joy in themselves and others despite all else.
and seb isn't there, but he's on his way and he knows that much. what must the thrill, the weighty triumph, of being world champion in a sport dominated by traditional cis het type-a men? how does that influence seb's perception of his gender, and how does he take pleasure in not being that? he's clearly comfortable in his body, in his transness, enough to show the people who he has sex with without nerves and without shame. what about his masculinity? what about being labeled as The Best Man There Is In Motorsport? what does that feel like?
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21. What is something you didn't expect people to notice or gravitate towards in this fic?
like all of it to be fucking real i cannot stress this enough i am so blown away that people read it and liked it and WAH
i think i'm pleasantly surprised by how much people like this mark. i was hesitant to lean into his softness so soon but i wanted to look at him from a different angle - so many f1 drivers are ruthless on track but completely different off, and i just couldn't bring myself to put another "mark is going to punish fuck this twink" fic out there, especially with this seb that i had in mind - not because i don't like those fics, because i DO god do i ever, but i knew i wanted to rotate mark around in my brain and find his soft places and open them up more. it gets softer btw i can guarantee one day i will post again and it will be softer. complicated softer, but softer. u have my word
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His screenshots of our DMs were purposely misleading, as well. Like how Seb cut out context, he left out a lot of the things he said that make him look racist and sexist. I don’t like female gender roles in relationships, and Blu knew this, but he kept trying to tell me that I couldn’t find a man who would be ok with me wanting to play a traditionally masculine role in a relationship while also being accepting of my opinions, hobbies and beliefs. It felt like he was just trying to pound this fact into my head, that I can't find a country boy (Aussie or otherwise) who likes masculine women who don't bottom. There's so much to look through but here's a few messages where he said some stuff I found sexist- including him trying to convince me I'm trans.
Did I say sexist things and word things badly? Yes, I’m not denying that. I really regret saying those things, and I really am trying to work on my own body dysmorphia issues because they’re the main source of me having these opinions. It also unfortunately completely killed my bisexuality- he claims I was only pretending to be bisexual, but that’s just not the case. I actually have been in the past but my dysmorphia issues have returned to the point that I no longer can handle looking at vaginas. When we first met, it wasn’t very bad at all and I did like them somewhat, but that’s just not the case anymore. I’m still seeing a therapist to help me work on this problem - not just this problem, but all the problems I’ve mentioned, like the ones involving taking accountability and understanding boundaries. I'm really wanting to get over my aversion to vaginas and the extreme dissatisfaction I have with female gender roles and especially the expectation of me to be penetrated.
I will also say that I feel like Blu trying to convince me that I’m transgender because I don’t like my genitals and am dissatisfied with female gender roles- especially in relationships- had an air of sexism to it. To be fair, I may be misinterpreting his intentions and he was genuinely trying to help, but I still feel that it’s quite sexist to say “women have quality A, men have quality B, if you have quality B then you’re transgender, end of conversation”. My dad told me for years and years, "If you're going to be masculine you won't ever attract any men, you'll only attract women. Act like a woman or date women, those are your choices." And he still makes little jabs at me for doing more masculine things- for example if I get competitive about something physical he says sarcastically "oh you're such a big strong man!". And I felt like Blu was mirroring this exact sentiment of "if you like men you have to be dainty and act like a woman." Like he said, blokes aren't a monolith, but these sentiments along with some other stuff he already screenshotted just reaffirmed the long-standing belief I've had that I'm a defective woman because I don't do anything the way women should by his own standards.
This was a long time coming.
So, first of all I’m sorry that this took me so long to make, but there was a lot of information to sift through. I’m not planning on coming back to Tumblr in any capacity beyond this but the truth needs to be out there. (And if you're curious about the profile picture/description/etc, I had to dress this blog up a bit so it didn't look like a bot and trigger any algorithms.)
Content warnings for this post:
Heavily discusses kinks and has screenshots of fetish art
References grooming/pedophilia accusations
References transphobia/harassment accusations
This is going to be an EXTREMELY long post with lots of screenshots, so the rest is under a cut.
The incident in Hobqueer’s server
I think a good place to start would be the spark that set off this whole chain reaction.
I’m not sure how long I’d been in that server for when the NSFW in general incident happened. But one thing’s for sure - I didn’t start the conversation about NSFW topics. Like I mentioned on the Reddit post where someone had found me and started accusing me under my comment on the Janitor.AI post, I saw the people there discussing mpreg and oviposition. I looked at it and thought “wow the rules are a lot more lax than I initially thought!”. Yes, I know, looking back, that should’ve been a huge red flag. I also know that, looking back, I should never talk about NSFW in the general chat- even if everyone else is doing it. “If so-and-so jumped off a cliff” and all. I’m really sorry that I did that, and it was definitely a lesson for me. But I really wasn’t thinking about that at the time. It wasn’t my intention to hurt anyone, and I especially wouldn’t have done it if I knew minors would be there. I know it wasn’t an 18+ server, and it was just a frankly idiotic move on my part. I just saw “Sniper pregnant” and pictures of the mercs with big bellies, and let my better judgment and reasoning get clouded. However, the way that they’re portraying this incident is extremely intellectually dishonest. Gabriel failed to mention in his callout post that those minors were looking at and sharing fetish art of the mercs, leaving out most of the context for those. Thankfully one of my friends from Chipspeech (who I’ll leave anonymous) joined the server to check and see if the fetish art was still there. It was. Hobqueer and the moderators never deleted any of the discussion, and worst of all they left the fetish pictures up in full view of everybody. One person, who later admitted to being a minor in a dm, even gave a pretty graphic description of a tentacle hentai/mpreg comic. Be warned, this contains NSFW content. I blurred the names of anybody who isn't mentioned in this post.
I've run out of room for images, so I have to add the rest in another reblog. This will be a very long thread with a lot of images, so please bear with me.
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Hi! You have good judgement! Sorry, this is long.
I have this character in my fantasy Victorian-era world novel. He's a trans man who works mainly as a chemist and volunteers at a transgender clinic called The Gleeful Phoenix.
- He's the son of Kiakai (I don't have a culture yet) refugees who fled their home in 1840.
- He's trilingual, speaking Suli, Kaian, and Embyarian.
- He takes his shirt off at EVERY opportunity.
- He's 30.
- He's good at horse-riding and falconry, knitting, and diving.
- Can't skip a rock across water. Doesn't know why.
- Tells really, really bad jokes.
- Suffers from astraphobia - the fear of thunder and lightning.
but the problem I have is I can't choose a name for him! I have a list but I can't decide which sounds best. Would you help please? (also, once he has a name, he has a culture to build off of).
- Emile Bell
- Viggo Bell
- Dai Bell
- Caeso Bell
- Arttu Bell
- Sebastian "Seb" Bell
Thank you. Also, if you have any suggestions, that'd be great.
Emile and Caeso really stand out to me. How about Emile Caeso Bell?
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just so the antis know most of the claims they be saying seb actually addressed and apologized for it and mostly just misunderstanding that's why i'm so confused why is he racist and apparently homophobic when he never dismisses the idea of mlm shipping towards bucky which is rare for actors jfc
yep, and i've got a screenshot of every single apology too. it's rare for celebrities to really sound sincere while apologizing but he did and they refuse to acknowledge it, and also he has never been homophobic, transphobic or racist. he's the exact opposite actually. my man literally says trans rights bi rights and encourages people shipping bucky with men because he has no problem with it and i can assure you, no homophobic man would do that
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Got a lot done today, rewarding self with hsmtmts S1 (who am I kidding, this was going to happen regardless) just starting ep 3, thoughts that contain S2 spoilers below
It's not as awkwardly zany as I feared! I think its mockumentary style is certainly more stylized than it's become, but the jokes still land. Even though some of said jokes are based on their characters' archetypes rather than the people they're going to grow into. What can you do, it's only been an hour of runtime, everything's gonna be different by hour 10.
Gosh the kids are so young! But they're all doing so so so well. I've also now seen an hour or two of cast interviews, and the age differences of the actors is pretty wild. Like I think Frankie is one of the older ones, but for the first time I paid attention and found out Carlos is supposed to be a sophomore like Gina (but now it makes more sense that he's only just turning 16 lolololol)
I'm feeling really bad for Ricky, remembering that his home life troubles are specifically what are causing him to react and over-react and generally be a drama-maker on behalf of the plot. Like on one hand, it's such an interesting choice to have your leading man be the anti-hero of his own story, 'cause he hecks up ALL the time and is sometimes hard to root for, but taking a step back to observe that this is a fiction and everything is designed with intent, Ricky's character isn't really a hero or villain, he's a personification of a message, which is that sometimes you gotta dig deep and identify the root of your problems first before you can start applying beneficial solutions. And you might just keep hecking up until you get there. The stuff with his mom in 2x09 is sosososososo important and a long time coming, the character's going to have to be a different person going forward because he's finally been able to address some of his issues that have been festering since 1x01.
Semi-related, I'll always show up for a good redemption arc. Ricky, the hero, is going to need one! Nini might even get one (1000% I don't believe she needs one, keep self-actualizing, queen!), but anyway the S1 antagonist trio of EJ, Gina, and Mr. Mazzara is so fun/frustrating to watch, knowing that in S2 they're literally all going to become not just protagonists but also my favorite ones.
ALSO seeing evil!Gina and villainous!EJ interact keeps giving me chills. Those poor kids have NO IDEA what they're in for!!!!!
Similarly, Matt Cornett has grown on me a lot. Even first time through, I thought he was the weakest of the cast (lol he's the oldest, he's ridiculously old for that baby face) and just now in One Billion Sorrys I was like, isn't EJ supposed to be leading man material? Why is his performance so bad for comedy reasons? Oh... it's less comedy reasons and more Matt Cornett doing his best? Also why is he so white-washed this season! The makeup they've caked on him makes him look sickly. ANYWAY he's really come a long way, and especially with the stuff they've been giving him in S2, his scenes where EJ's successfully engaging with Gina as a human being are sosososo effective and I'm looking forward to getting back to that point.
Clocking some callbacks S2 has made to S1, like Kourtney talking to Nini about how she's avoiding talking to Ricky about something important and then Ricky comes up, or Nini needing to keep her phone out of the hands of her insecure clingy boyfriends so they don't jealously delete things. EDIT: just finished S1 and there was another major parallel I noticed but since noticing I have somehow forgotten :<<<<< OH COULD IT HAVE BEEN 1x08 is where Ricky and Nini rekindle things and 2x08 is where they call it quits????? (also Ricky getting earth-shattering home & family news on holidays and having to bottle it up b/c someone's on his doorstep and he has to perform Emotional Stability) (found another one, Miss Jenn's "Trust the process" vs Dean Patel's "Trust the outcome.") (Miss Jenn giving Nini a voice and YAC literally taking it away)
I guess also Ricky's mom problem and Nini's decision to put her dreams first were the inciting incidents for these two characters' arcs -- like, the narrative's inciting incident is "I think I kinda you know," and it plays out in the spaces where the Ricky/Nini romance storyline provides conflict for the success-of-the-show storyline, and vice versa, but the CHARACTERS' STORIES are about the mom thing and the dream thing, and are actually the root of all the interpersonal drama.
Not sure that I have a point, it's more of a comment of appreciation.
Another good thing about S2 is that it opens up to include more stories for the supporting cast, kinda like how HSM2 does and makes Ryan your favorite character. So even in retrospect, in S1 my faves are Gina and Mazzara and Seb & Carlos and Ashlyn, and Nini and Ricky are just Also There.
Different thought: my singular major complaint when I watched this the first time was that the show (accidentally? Due to unyielding adherence to the conventions of the genre?) uniformly conflates personal success with romantic success. As in, you know you've finally achieved your dream when you are handed a SO as a trophy. The sole SOLE exception to this in S1 is Kourtney, and look how that's played out in S2. :/ especially since one of my favorite favorite things was Start of Something New recast as Nini's romance-free self-actualization ballad, I really thought that was a premise that would make an appearance s o m e w h e r e in the show. SO IM SO HAPPY THAT'S FINALLY PAID OFF FOR NINI. LIKE IN 2x09 WHERE RICKY'S DROWNING IN HIS UNSHED TEARS AND THEN IT CUTS TO NINI SCROLLING COMMENTS IN HER INSTAGRAM HOLY SHIT. There's a read where she's the bitch or whatever for not being as broken up as Ricky is, but gurrrrrrl this has been her true character aim since day one!!! Her story is not! About! RICKY!!!!!
(I wanted my ace!Taylor HC to magically transfer into Kourtney, whose canon feminist self-affirming character core might prevent her from getting roped into a romance storyline. Like I don't want to begrudge a character a romance plot if that's what the character wants, but GOSH wouldn't it have been cool if this rom-com genre could find room to accommodate aspec stories. ALSO where my trans teens at!!! Fingers crossed, S3.)
In conclusion, I identify with Mazzara what with his autism and his robots and his AV club and his green gingham button-up that I also have; I love love love his look of consternation with himself when he sends that email. 10/10. But also, if we were in high school, I'd have been a grade ahead of his actor sooooo guess that means I'm just a crusty old grandpa
(Started writing this going into ep 3, now I'm headed into ep 6 lololol. HOMECOMING SEBLOS AND DONT WANT NO SCRUBS KOURTNEY CASTLES IN THE SKY MY BELOVEDS)
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how would your ideal LI season go?
oooh thank you anon this was really fun and definitely too long and entirely unrealistic because of all the variables but oh well i had fun lmao
Okay I’m just going to start by talking about LIs
I think one of Season 3’s biggest successes was making AJ available from the start, I think that definitely kept those who play for the girls interested
HOWEVER i also think we need one of each: an AJ, a Talia, and a Marisol
Someone you can couple up with right off the bat, someone that takes a bit of time to warm up, maybe around the halfway mark, and someone that isn’t available til the last or second to last recoupling, maybe because they’re only bicurious or its just in their character to take a while to warm up in general, they spent the season in friendship couples or blowing their shot because they didn’t want to move too quick
I know the amount of LIs in Season 2 is a huge attraction, but it obviously wasn’t maintainable, since so many LIs lost their personality after CA
Again, I think Season 3 did great on ideas, but bad execution on drama and actual plot
So I’d probably keep it about 9, maybe 10
And ideally one of them would be trans, probably a trans guy with top surgery scars. Someone makes a joke on the first day and he explains no problem, is open about it and his experiences, maybe he was kicked out as a teenager and is all about positivity and loving people for who they are because of it
I’m all on board for a enby or gnc character or MC, but I honestly think Love Island’s too binary for someone like that to thrive
OH! And an ace LI that’s probably sex neutral and really comfortable with it. They’re up front with their sexuality but have no problem with how sex-focused Love Island is, like they’re fine with the flirting and intimate stuff, they’re just not attracted at the end of the day
Or have this season’s slowburn female LI be demi? I’m not demi, only ace, so I can’t speak on that experience, but I think that might work pretty well, maybe she goes in knowing she’s demisexual and comes out of it knowing she’s demiromantic too? Id love that but idk
I want to touch on customization too, since there’s nowhere near enough
Definitely body types
I forget who said it, but have the typical thin type, a muscular type, and a plus sized
And don’t get me wrong, I know it’s extra work for the artists, but I personally think it’d be worth, but who knows
Make fantasy hair colours possible - blue, green, purple, pink, silver - with the type of variety S3 had, in a style closer to S2
Also tats! And piercings! Just like a septum or some ear piercing, maybe a lip, nothing too difficult
And allow for actually different personalities and careers
I get that most people who apply are going to be outgoing and influencers, but this is all fake anyway so who cares
Have your personality impact LIs, certain LIs are easier to get hearts with with a certain personality, while others have more negative reactions to that personality
Lot of coding but this is just my make believe, what’s the harm
Okay into each day
Id have 20 days, since I agree that that’s a pretty good sweet spot
And Im definitely on board with MC being a bombshell, but instead of introing her on the first day, Id do the second
First half of the episode is spent as a recap of the first day, 5 couples like usual, let’s call the Islanders Bobby, Harry, Camilo, Bill, Rohan, AJ, Talia, Elladine, Miki, and Erikah, I’ll explain later, it’s pretty much for one single reason each
So MC’s first day is the Islander’s second, she shows up like Lucas & Henrik, before all the Islanders are up, and she has an option to say hi to someone early, add a gem to be upfront about being interested or something, during the second half of the first episode
Second episode starts with all the Islanders finding MC and saying hi, whoever you chose to have a chat with’s partner is kinda salty, if you chose a guy
MC ends the day choosing between any of the guys and two of the girls, AJ and Talia
For the guys, like Season 3, three are endgame, ones a red herring like Rohan in Season 1, and one’s up front about it being a friendship couple from the start, since I definitely think we need actual friendship couples - this friendship couple guy is Bobby, but without the pushy crush
Rohan is initially interested, but like in Season 1, he gives it up after a while
AJ is super into it and happy if you pick her and has no problem with it, while Talia has a “no thanks” thing and makes you pick again
Basically, youre not supposed to pick Talia because she’s not open to that yet, and that tosses you off her route or makes it really difficult to fix, maybe only a few dialogue options over the next few days or a specific personality gets her to forgive you. If you don’t pick her, you can couple up later as normal
Day 2 is like it usually is, you’re LIs original partner starts grafting on your LI if you have a male LI, Bobby doesn’t care if you steal AJ, you just have to have a talk with him and he’s fine
You can attempt to reconcile with their original partner, and if you succeed they’ll stop, if not your LI will step in and tell her he’s not interested
Day 3 finds a whole Villa recouping with a dumping. If you have a female LI, then girls are choosing, and AJ will pick you, however there is no dumping for future numbers sake, I know it doesn’t make much sense for the guys to be safe but whatever
If you have a male LI, the boys are choosing. If youre with Bobby, you get stolen and have to help Bobby decide who to dump.
He’ll always choose to dump Miki, regardless of who your LIs ex was or what you say. His reasoning is that she hasn’t made a connection and she was accidentally mean to him once and this Bobby’s hella sensitive
Bobby kinda struggles with it and has a rough few days - You have the option to be sympathetic and keep him available as a friendship couple option, or be a jerk and lose the option to be in a friendship couple
Day 4 is a bit of a filler day, with a fun challenge and some actual conversations.
You learn about your LI and someone else of your choosing, whether that’s a friend, like Ell or Erikah, or another LI youre romancing, like Talia or another of the guys
This is the first time Talia starts to be honest with MC about maybe fancying her and being open to seeing what happens
Day 5 has bombshells: a guy and a girl. The girl is our Marisol of this season, which can also explain away why she’s so slow to open up, she feels like an outcast since she came late and MC can empathise better than anyone which is how they initially bond
The guy is also a LI, but far more bold than Marisol, he has no trouble grafting in front of MC’s LI and trying to steal her or win her over - I’m just going to call him Lucas
Day 6 has another boys’ choice disaster recouping, but with the threat of a dumping on an AJ route
No matter how you reacted to Lucas’ flirting, he picks MC, whether you were going to couple up with him or not, he still steals you from your LI just like Season 2, for simplicity’s sake
The other couples get mixed up, a Nope-adjacent couple are split up, let’s say Erikah and Camilo, but they don’t make it all about them. One of the girls had been pining after a guy but he chooses someone else even though she’s available (Elladine, but Bobby’s oblivious), the girl Bobby was planning to couple up with gets stolen (Talia, but regardless of your route, she doesn’t fancy him), so he couples with Marisol
On a male LI route there is no dumping because the couples are already even
On an AJ route, Rohan is the deciding factor between AJ and Miki. Miki is always dumped because she was barely involved the past few days and Bill isn’t that interested in her even though they were coupled up
Day 7 is the start of Casa Amor, but much shorter this time. Two of the guys are endgame - let’s say Arjun and Carl, two are interested in other girls - let’s say Graham and Nicky, and there’s one you CAN get with, but cheats and gets dumped later on, essentially a Rocco, and one just isn’t interested, another friendship couple opportunity if you don’t want to share with one of the LIs - let’s say Seb
Day 8 is still Casa, you get to know the boys or can crack on with any of the female LIs, though this is still applicable to Day 7
You get a chance to either commit to AJ further or say you want a break to crack on with someone else
If you reassure her, she’ll pie off all the guys and you can stay on the daybed together, essentially ignoring the disaster recoupling and pretending youre still together. But if you dump her, she’ll crack on with Seb if you’re not paired with him, and Arjun if you are, just as a sort of revenge
During CA you can get closer with Talia, cheeky winks in public and getting kinda nasty during a challenge
You get sneaky scenes with Marisol where you learn where her head is at and how she has a hard time opening up and letting people in. You can reassure her and say you’ll be patient or pie her off and she’ll get with the season’s Graham, though they’ll have a different dynamic and ACTUALLY MAKE SENSE AS A COUPLE
Im sorry but boaty mcboat face and MARISOL?? i just dont get it, im sorry
You can graft on Arjun & Carl, tell them where your head is at, and they’re far less pushy
They try to impress but they’re not like poking you until you tell them you’ll take them back to the Villa like in S2
Day 9 is the final day of Casa, with a stick or switch
You can take back Arjun, Carl, Seb, or Rocco, although Seb is a platonic option but you can pair with him the rest of the season as aromantic representation
AJ never switches to save Rohan, and to be loyal if youre on her route
Talia doesn’t switch no matter the route, she spent Casa just hanging out which honestly isn’t the best idea outside of her route
Erikah switches, because like Season 1 Erikah, her head turns quickly, it’s just a matter of time. She switches to Rocco if you’re not on his route, and Arjun if you are. This is going to absolutely blow up in her face
Elladine switches because she gets worried Bobby will, picks Nicky and they actually get on really well
Marisol switches to Graham if youre not on her route to stay safe again, though they dont last anyway, and sticks if you are because she spent Casa with MC instead of the guys
Bobby sticks cuz Bobby
Harry always switches to someone, let’s call her Cherry cuz why not
Camilo sticks to get back with MC or Erikah - Erikah switched, effectively dumping him and really upsetting him
Rohan switches to someone, lets call her Shannon, no matter the route
Bill always sticks
Lucas switches to someone, lets call her Blake, no matter what, just for simplicity’s sake and because I’m already ripping from S2 so who cares
Day 10 is aftermath, much like Season 2
You can talk with your previous LI,
Day 11 has a massive dumping where you vote to save a few people
One of the original Villa boys stays, Camilo is the default but if youre on Harry or Bill’s route, they’ll fill his place
Rohan and Bobby survive
If you brought back a Casa boy, you pick between him and Lucas to be dumped
If you didn’t, Lucas is safe automatically
Rocco/Arjun survive, they’re coupled with Erikah
Either Nicky survives to stay with Elladine or Graham is saved for Marisol if she brought him back, Nicky automatically survives if not
For the girls, Erikah, Elladine, Marisol, and MC are safe
You vote between Cherry, Blake, Shannon on who to save, Shannon is the encouraged option because her and Rohan are actually really cute, but he’ll be nice to any of the girls for the rest of the season
You have to vote between AJ and Talia, sorry queers, i hate it too
Day 12 has a recouping where Talia is finally available if you saved her after everything from Casa Amor
You can reunite with your LI from pre-CA or simply stick to youre CA pick, it’s girls choice, MC is somewhere in the middle
Day 13 has two bombshells - both guys, let’s call them Levi and Tai
Levi grafts hard on MC whereas Tai takes a backseat and MC has to go to him instead if shes interested
Day 14 is a grafting day, you can graft and bond with your LI, Levi, Tai, or Marisol
Day 15 is the second to last recoupling, where you can get with every LI
If youre romancing Marisol, you have a fight in the morning because she still won’t commit and she hasn’t really had an drama on her route yet
Day 16 is an explosion of drama
It’s another Roccogate but on an even bigger scale
If you’re on Rocco’s route, you suffer the backlash, and if you’re not, Erikah does but it still blows back to MC in order to keep her involved
Rocco makes a move on Erikah when MC’s with him, and MC when Erikah is. If he makes a move on MC, she can reciprocate or blatantly shut him down and Erikah will always reciprocate it when he’s coupled with MC because whaddaya know her head can turn at the littlest thing
If he made a move on MC, she can tell her LI who will chew him out privately, or keep it to herself
They basically get caught in the act by Levi, who doesn’t say anything until the afternoon - a lie detector that reveals a bunch of stuff, ill discuss later
He’s asked if he has any drama and he lies, saying no but eventually spills that Rocco made a move on MC/Erikah, and regardless of whether MC reciprocated or not, he says she did
If MC’s with Rocco, she can attack Erikah until someone steps in, maybe Bobby? Or Arjun? and reasons with her. She can get most of the Villa on her side about Rocco being a prick - except for Levi, no matter what, he’ll always side with Rocco and say it’s part of the show
If MC’s not with Rocco and denied him, her LI will accuse her of lying and she’ll have to essentially win them back by the next day or try and get Rocco to clear her name, which she can if they have a high relationship
And if MC didn’t deny him, her LI will dump her on the spot if they have a low relationship, or still win them back if they have a high relationship - but it will still be remembered
Back to the lie detector
There’s the typical S1 questions, cheating is revealed, you can commit to your LI
BUT
If youre on a Marisol route, your LI asks you about her and MC has to confess, which drives a rift between her and Marisol because yeah
y i k e s
Day 17 is the final recoupling
Marisol basically storms into the kitchen when MCs making breakfast and says they’re coupling up and just leaves again. MC has the option to be like “yeah okay, chill” and go back to her breakfast or “what the fuck? no” and chase after her and pie her off
If you don’t pie her off, she chooses MC herself, because that scene in S2 is just really cute and I want another
There’s a double dumping of two boys - Levi and Rocco, and you have no say in it
Erikah, MC, or her LI will essentially turn the Villa against Rocco, while a few of the Islanders resent Levi for his take, mainly the girls
It’s a couple vote, and even if you vote for someone else, they still get dumped because they have the most votes
Day 18 is filler and fluff, meet the parents and final dates, with a surprise dumping where you can get a say and can help them pack, but its a strictly platonic goodbye
There’s so many possibilities and I don’t feel like listing them out right now, but it’s a single couple between three at-risk ones
Day 19 another surprise dumping, why not stick with prom? I just really dig the art, and but maybe make it closer to Season 2? And more personalized speeches!!!
And have a Lottie/Hannah moment!
Idk who all would be here, I don’t feel like listing it out, but I think I have all the dumpings listed below the cut
You can pick between both people dumped who you want to help pack, and can have a moment with either of them, opening a “runaway” option after the finale or reunion
Day 20 is the finale, with the Islanders gossiping and stressing in the morning as some filler content
The afternoon is the announcement, and your placement depends on your couple - If you were loyal the entire time you were with them and have a max relationship you get 1st, if you were loyal but dont have max hearts, you get 2nd, if you weren’t loyal but still have max hearts, you get 3rd, and if you have neither you get 4th
If you win, your LI gets the money no matter what and it’s not based on relationship, it’s based on where in the relationship you are - if MC agreed to be their girlfriend on Day 18, they split the money, and if MC didn’t, then they don’t see a future and keep it
The last episode is the finale party with options to dump your LI for good, make plans to move in, reconcile and explain why MC didn’t say yes on Day 18, or get with someone else entirely
Oh and I want two of the dumped guys to show up together and have started dating outside of the Villa
Cuz I can’t think of another opportunity for mlm in this chaos
This is really messy so I’m going to list out couplings under the cut to try and make sense of this, I think I got everything but probably not its a disaster
LIs
AJ
Day 1 - MC or Bobby or Single
Day 3 - MC or Bobby or Bill
Day 6 - Rohan
Day 9 - Rohan
Day 12 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Bobby Dumped
Talia
Day 1 - Rohan or Single
Day 3 - Rohan or Bill
Day 6 - Camilo
Day 9 - Camilo
Day 12 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Bobby or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Bobby Dumped
Marisol
Day 6 - Bobby
Day 9 - Single or Graham
Day 12 - Graham or Harry/Bill/Camilo
Day 14 - Graham or Harry/Bill/Camilo
Day 17 - MC or Graham or Harry/Bill/Camilo
Harry
Day 1 - MC or Elladine
Day 3 - MC or Elladine
Day 6 - Elladine
Day 9 - Cherry
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Camilo
Day 1 - MC or Erikah
Day 3 - MC or Erikah
Day 6 - Talia
Day 9 - Talia
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Bill
Day 1 - MC or Miki
Day 3 - MC or Miki or Elladine/Erikah
Day 6 - Erikah
Day 9 - Single
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Lucas
Day 6 - MC or Erikah
Day 9 - MC or Blake
Day 12 - Blake
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Erikah or Dumped
Arjun
Day 9 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Day 12 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Carl
Day 9 - MC or Dumped
Day 12 - MC or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Erikah or Dumped
Tai
Day 14 - MC or Single or Elladine
Day 17 - MC or Erikah
Rocco
Day 9 - MC or Erikah
Day 12 - MC or Erikah
Day 14 - MC or Erikah
Day 17 - Dumped
Levi
Day 14 - MC or Single
Day 17 - Dumped
Other Islanders
Elladine
Day 1 - Harry or Single
Day 3 - Harry or Bill
Day 6 - Harry
Day 9 - Nicky or Harry/Camilo/Bill
Day 12 - Nicky or Harry/Camilo/Bill
Day 14 - Nicky or
Day 17 - Nicky or Tai
Erikah
Day 1 - Camilo* or Single
Day 3 - Camilo* or Bill
Day 6 - Camilo or
Day 9 - Rocco or Arjun
Day 12 - Rocco or Arjun
Day 14 - Rocco or Arjun
Day 17 - Tai or Lucas/Casa
Miki
Day 1 - Bill or Single
Day 3 - Bill or Dumped
Day 6 - Bill or Dumped
Day 9 - Dumped
Day 12 - Dumped
Day 14 - Dumped
Day 17 - Dumped
Shannon
Day 9 - Rohan
Day 12 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 14 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 17 - Rohan or Dumped
Blake
Day 9 - Lucas
Day 12 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 14 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 17 - Rohan or Dumped
Cherry
Day 9 - Harry
Day 12 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 14 - Rohan or Dumped
Day 17 - Rohan Dumped
Bobby
Day 1 - AJ or MC or Single
Day 3 - AJ or MC or
Day 6 - Marisol
Day 9 - Marisol or Single
Day 12 - AJ/Talia or Elladine/Marisol
Day 14 - AJ/Talia or Elladine/Marisol or Single
Day 17 - AJ/Talia or Elladine/Marisol
Rohan
Day 1 - Talia or MC
Day 3 - Talia or MC
Day 6 - AJ
Day 9 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Day 12 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Day 14 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Day 17 - Shannon/Cherry/Blake
Graham
Day 9 - Marisol or Dumped
Day 12 - Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - Marisol or Dumped
Seb
Day 9 - MC or Dumped
Day 12 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 14 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Day 17 - MC or Elladine/Marisol or Dumped
Nicky
Day 9 - Elladine
Day 12 - Elladine or Dumped
Day 14 - Elladine or Dumped
Day 17 - Elladine or Dumped
#asks#can it kc#also definitely stole this format from bubblybabynailpolish cuz they're hcs are iconic but shush#thank you anon and sorry for whatever this is#litg
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