#trans negan is so personal to me

[stunt-lads]

hey so. hear me out. negan transgender. do you know the power negan would have with a strap. please. I have more thoughts but this is all that's coming out

Negan with top surgery scars ♡

Negan with a t-dick ♡

Negan hairy as shit still because of being on t for so long ♡

Negan taking his strap and shoving it inside someone and then forcing them to give him oral ♡

Negan shoving his strap down someone's throat, gagging them with it, and then forcing it to stay in place as a show of dominance ♡♡♡

[thelittleangel]

how they would react to you coming out as trans (ftm)

warnings: mentions of transphobia, and misgendering.

tags: physical affection, coming out, trans reader, male reader, can be read as romantic or platonic.

Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Rick Grimes, Daryl Dixon, Shane Walsh, Negan, Dale Cooper

Fandoms: supernatural, the walking dead, twin peaks.

authors note: if you like this one, I can write an MtF version.

Sam Winchester

trans ally Sam my beloved.

he probably already had a feeling.

he would see every time you would readjust the way you were sitting, or every time you would cross your arms over your chest.

he sees every time you stare into the mirror, wondering who the person looking back is.

so, yeah, he had a feeling.

he sits quietly with you while you say what you need to.

he wraps you in the tightest hug you've ever had.

immediate he/him, your chosen name, everything.

he takes you to every appointment and he's always waiting outside, or in the room with you.

he holds a party for every milestone

Dean Winchester

you're in the library, doing research.

he sits across from you drinking a beer, looking at something on the laptop.

"Dean I have something to tell you."

he looks up from what he's doing.

as you begin to tell him, he shuts the laptop.

Direct eyes contact the entire time.

"It ain't the weirdest thing I've seen."

he takes you out and gets you a more masculine wardrobe, if that's what you want.

he wants to be more respectful of what you want.

his father forced him to be a very macho type of person, and he doesn't want you to feel like you have to be this ultra masculine type of person.

Castiel

He knows what being trans is.

When you tell him, he stays quiet. he listens to what you have to say because he knows how important this is to you.

he keeps a mental record of your name, pronouns, what triggers your dysphoria, what makes you feel less dysphoric, and things of that nature.

Whenever you feel dysphoric, he gives you his trench coat to wrap up in.

Rick Grimes

you're going to have to explain it to him.

once he understands, he's like

oh

okay

if you wear a binder, he makes sure you don't wear it for longer that 8 hours.

he makes sure to use the right pronouns and the right name.

he tries to make sure that the others do too.

Daryl Dixon

"Wha'?"

once you explain it to him, it's all good.

he's so worried about messing up as far as pronouns or your name.

"You jus' tell me when I mess up, alrigh'?"

he keeps track of how long you've had your binder on and lets you know when it's time.

he goes on runs to make sure you have testosterone. he also makes sure that any of the needles and syringes are safe and clean to use.

Shane Walsh

he doesn't understand at first.

you're gonna have to explain it a few times.

"She goes by He/Him."

he makes sure you're not wearing your for more than eight hours, that you're taking your meds and generally taking care of yourself.

he will go on runs with you to get testosterone.

he tries his best to understand.

Negan

I am a firm believer in ally Negan.

he understands what being trans is.

it's an immediate switch.

he gets the pronouns and name right first try.

he gets the saviors to get you testosterone.

he makes sure you only wear your binder for eight hours and not a second more, especially in the summer.

he finds a doctor to get you top surgery if you want to do that.

Dale Cooper

the most ally to ever ally

probably the most supportive character in this entire list.

instant he/him

goes with you to pride parades

celebrates all the anniversaries with you

goes with you to all the appointments.

stays with you when you recover from surgery.

stays with you when you are feeling especially dysphoric.

[drewmorg4n]

masterlist

drew - he/him - 21 - about me

requests are open - rules + characters i write can be found here

before you request, please make sure you specify the type of reader, situation/scenario, smut/fluff/angst etc, and character. if you don’t provide me with enough info, i won’t be able to write anything for you

this is my first time doing anything like this so i apologize that my list of characters and fandoms i will write for is so short, but i hope to try and expand it soon

the walking dead

rick grimes

where we belong - trans male reader

After moving into a new neighborhood, surrounded by new people, only one person was nice enough to introduce themselves, and that was Rick Grimes. You were shy at first, didn’t really talk much, and even closed yourself off - but Rick was persistent on getting to know you. Ever since then he’s been your best friend, but he doesn’t even know your biggest secret yet. Should you tell him? How would he react? Would he be disgusted by you and possibly break off your friendship?

rick grimes x negan smith

savior

Rick Grimes is the local sheriff, riding along with his friend Shane. A call comes through the radio, calling officers to a scene. They arrive to a suicide attempt. Rick is hit hard by the whole scene, which is very unusual for him. What will his next actions be?

divided by a screen

Rick isn’t a fan of social media; everyone knows that, but Shane somehow changes his mind, and the outcome is something Rick never would have expected.

no way out - college au

When Rick runs into a group of guys who have been bullying him, he finds himself in a rough situation. How will he get out unscathed?

coffee offer - college au pt. 2

After Rick and Negan’s friendship changes drastically, will either of them decide to take things further?

who said that tinder never works?

After Carl manages to convince his dad to download Tinder, he inevitably matches with multiple people; one of which is his polar opposite, and the more appeasing option, a fellow single parent.

negan smith

glass scars - trans male reader

You and Negan run into trouble on a supply run but thankfully manage to make it back to the sanctuary. What happens in your guys’ room is for your eyes only.

[psych0ruinz]

hi. hi!!! carl/negan/rick size comparison. thoughts?? (world's worst ot3 <3)

aw mannn hell yeah i love size comparisons.

okay first things first. lets talk penis size. if we are talking cis men, rick's the biggest and negan's the smallest. when i do write carl cis which i don't do often he's usually surprisingly hung just because it makes me giggle to make the malnourished teen slinging meat. but in what ill chat about carl will be trans and have a vagina.

i do think this situation would of course come across because of negan. i think it would also include liked forced intox (to get everyone into a more loose headspace) and threats. i think it would start with negan getting into rick's personal space, starting to make a number of size related jabs towards rick. rick tiredly throwing back a single sentence about negan compensating. negan of course taking that as a challenge and alreading undoing his belt and telling rick to do the same. negan throwing a few threats around until rick does what he's told. they don't even need to get close and personal before it's strikingly obvious the size difference. negan's own hand about fully covering his length as he pulls himself free. i think negan's annoyance and humiliation is why he would pull carl into the situation, since he failed miserably at one-upping rick maybe he could one-up carl and he thinks it should be easy game. negan strong arming carl into joining in and getting his pants down and being absolutely gleeful when he's met with vagina. because it means hell yeah he's bigger. but just to piss rick off negan gets his hands on carl only for a moment, pulling aside plump flesh and wiry hair just to reveal clit. rick pulling negan's arm away roughly before even a moment passes. negan rolling his eyes and then grinning wildly before pointing out rick and carl havent compared. negan literally pulling rick and carl together by the hips even as they lamely and weakly protest. almost crotch to crotch. negan pointing out that to really get an idea of size rick should be hard.

basically it ending in negan jerking rick off with his hand sandwiched between rick and carl's stomachs as negan gropes himself while watching way too gleefully as ge gets rick off against carl. because negan is a freak. he wants there to lasting psychological consequences so he can jerk off later to the fact he permanently altered and fucked up people

[the-ranger-parable]

Hello! It’s park Ranger here and I’m making a blog to house one of my newest obsessions haha! The Stanley parable haha I plan to post a lot of art/my own lore or interpretations/ocs

I’ve really gotten into the game and have fallen over the idea and seeing peoples artwork has made me hype haha!

This first post is just a master post of my tsp designs/ocs lol

I have my own lore/have mixed lore with cannon so things are different slighty.

Idk if I plan to design more characters but for now I’ve got these guys!

Oh also your free to ask questions!

First up in my designs is the narrator/Elliot ! I really like his design I did haha it’s one of my favorites

I’ll include everything about him below his picture!(

[C]🍀Basic info🍀

[C]Name: Elliot

[C]Nickname: Narrator

[C]Age: Who knows

[C]Hight true form: 1 ft

[C]Hight human form : 5’5

[C]Pronouns: He/Him/They/Them

[C]Gender: Trans male

[C]🌿Human Appearance 🌿

[C]When in human form he’s mostly ever wearing a black turtleneck sweater with a baggy brown jacket and a long yellow scarf. He always has a set of headphones always cat theme and pencils and paper stashed in his jacket or holding onto these items. He wears also black pants and brown boots. For the most part he keeps himself and his hair looking neat and presentable. His stars still stick away around and mostly hover near his headphones. He has a lil tail and mouse ears still too

[C]☘️True form☘️

[C]Very mouse like and tiny his body is mostly yellow with two star like things floating around his ears.

[C]🐝Personality 🐝

[C]

He’s pretty confident and self assured tries to play off being calm and collected. But easily can get exited over things he loves to ramble on about things and he’s usual pretty happy go lucky even way to nice sometimes for his own good. He’s also pretty easy to fluster over praise for things and has a pretty big ego.

But that can change pretty quickly if he feels he’s been slighted when mad he starts to get petty and complain and will go out of his way to annoy and will do mostly anything to get some control back.

[C]🌺Likes and dislikes🌺

[C]Likes

[C]Tea

[C]Storytelling

[C]Making up stories

[C]Praise for his stories

[C]cats

[C]Dislikes

[C]Negative feedback

[C]🥖Extra🥖

-His lil stars change colors to his mood if he feels strong emotions

-he’s actually pretty shy when around others and can get embarrassed quite easily

-his organization is a bit rough sometimes he misplaces papers or imported peices to his scrips and has to find them.

-He can only really use his powers when in his true form other wise he’s out of luck. He dose not really have control over the times he changes forms it’s a bit random and has left him in very dire situations.

-Over the many stories and resets the narrator and Stanley have reached an understanding with each other and at most times are cordial and willing to cooperate with the others whims(most of the time)

- His most embarrassing moment is him writing the 200 page bucket plot that made him and Stanley look like idiots

-has opened up to making new stories and places Stanley can go and his office is mostly a hub for the two. They honestly goof around a lot now or relax while Elliot makes new stories

-more to come

Next up is Stanley/negan he’s a funky lil dude

[C]🍀Basic info🍀

[C]Name: Negan

[C]Nickname: Stanley or Stan or Ne

[C]Age: 25

[C]Hight : 6’5

[C]Pronouns: He/Him

[C]Gender: male

[C]🌿Appearance 🌿

[C]Black hair and 2 different color eyes(blue and green) with two cat ears. He always is wearing a black jacket with whitish shirt with a orange tie. He’s always either a bit neat or scruffy looking. With black dress pants and a cat tail.

[C]🐝Personality 🐝

[C] He’s very rough a bit easily agitated and quick to anger most times. He’s cocky,arrogant and self assured and stubborn . He’s the type to push back and press buttons. He dose not like to be told what to do but will go along with things if he feels like it.

Not one to scare easily he’ll stand his ground no matter the cost and will take extreme measures to get control back, pain rarely bothers him and sometimes he takes joy in it very rarely tho.

But when he gets to relax or wind down he’s pretty chill and nice to be around he dose have feelings of caring and will feel guilt if he genuinely thinks he’s hurting someone he cares about. He loves to cause a bit of mischief here and there as well.

[C]🌺Likes and dislikes🌺

[C]Likes

[C]sleeping

[C]swimming

[C] exploring

[C]Dislikes

[C] doing lame stories for nar

[C]🥖Extra🥖

-He’s not exactly sure why he ended up in this place with the narrator and the other won’t elaborate either. He has no memory if he had an old life but he really doesn’t care anymore. He dose wish he could get away and do things he wants to. But he’s content for the most part to play story piece as long as his adventures get changed up once in a while.

-has definitely lost his mind at one point and very much went on a patch of self destruction and breaking anything he could in rage. He will admit it was his lowest moment.

-he actually dose like some of the stories nar dose but will pretend most time they suck or are okay sometimes he is honest tho.

-He actually really liked the bucket plot it was so dumb and ridiculous it still makes him laugh and he brings it up as nars best work in jest.

-he dose actually care for narrator a lot and is willing to go along with things to hear him be happy most of the time.

-they’ve both understood that they can’t be at each other’s throats all the time and must cooperate tho it doesn’t stop negan from doing irritating things every once in a while.

-he really likes it when nar takes human form mostly because he can mess with him without immediate retaliation but it’s also fun to hang out and work on things.

- he has really completely feelings for the guy that flip on a dime. Like they could be best buddies then mortal enemies

-he actually really likes listening to him when he’s angry or he decides to go villan mode or just him on a power trip. The narrator can get very entertaining to him when pushed.

-he can transform into a cat but it’s rare he dose.

-more to come

Timekeeper (they don’t appear much lol )

The timekeeper is an oddball

They’re mostly around whenever the narrators watch is able to gain sentience and then it’s chaos from these lol.

The nar is not able to do any resets on his own when this guy is out and they have to chase him down to revert him to a reg watch again

He dose not like that lol

There’s not really much to em tbh haha he’s just an oddball who really doesn’t get or do much pfft

Time is a pretty nice if not chaotic and pretty hyperactive.

They really love pizza a lot too like a lot

Next up the glitch (they appear very rarely)

One of the most dangerous entities in the office.

They only really appear when a bad glitch happens. This glitch revolves around the narrator and him messing with something causing his powers to separate from himself and gain sentience.

While his powers are spilt he’s just like Stanley and basically a human

While this entity is made up of his powers it has a mind of its own and it hates and downright despises him for being so “weak” and stupid with his powers.

It goes out of its way to hurt the narrator and always rough him up in someways and has attempted murder on occasion.

It’s main goal whenever it’s out is to try and possess Stanley seeing him as worthy for his powers. He has used the narrator as bait before as they know he cares for him somewhat.

It is possible to defeat him by glitching/resetting a specific way but it’s always a hassle and has a low success at working lucky the glitch is only a rare occurrence

And lastly the curator!(diane)

The curator is a very reserved figure. For the most part she is always calm and collected with a calculated stare.

When she speaks it’s usually with authority and a stern motherly tone. She’s no nonsense and doesn’t like disputes or fights.

She’s consider the boss/one really in charge and ranks high above the narrator in power and authority but she doesn’t really do much and is always in her little museum doing something the others aren’t quite sure of. She’s not one to really help unless it’s like extremely dire and quite literally will perma kill.

She keeps a lot of different things and not just stuff to the nars story in her museum.

She doesn’t show it or say it much but she enjoys the nars story’s a lot and is a fan of pretty much anything he dose for the most part. She thinks it’s cute he gets invested so much into it. And will sometimes if he’s in a bind with one will assist.

[clowngremlin]

yesterday, when i was at therapy, i told my therapist that i thought i might be gay and she was like “spencer, that makes so much sense, given how u talk about ur crushes and ur attraction to people.....like do u even like girls??” and it made me feel so relieved that people like....believe me when i say im gay. especially because i talk a lot about my crushes and feelings on attraction to people in therapy because i have some pretty significant trauma that affected how i viewed relationships and Feelings For People.... like my therapist was like “a lot of the things u said when u thought u were a lesbian seemed to come from wanting to be a masculine presenting  person and how u were scared of men because of [redacted]”  and also “u could never really talk about being attracted to women in like a way that wasn’t....weird.” like i used to think that i couldn’t talk about wanting to have sex with women because i was like Really Into Girls And I Can’t Talk About Me Wanting To Have Sex Due To Trauma.....but it’s because im just not attracted to women in that way?? also like....apparently, thinking about negan from twd comics or revolver ocelot when ur having sex with women is NOT something men who are attracted to women do sdfjhsdhfjsdf.....also like i’ve read a lot about how trans men can realize they’re gay after being on t for a bit because they’re more comfortable with their bodies.....like i DONT look or sound like a girl anymore, so the men who are interested in me are interested in me as a man!!! i used to like not want men to be interested in me because i HATED people thinking i was a girl and being attracted to me on the basis of me looking and sounding like a girl dfjhhdjfjkd  also....all my crushes on women were like....this girl has similar interests to me, and i think she is pretty and we spend a lot of time together, so i SHOULD have a crush on her.....whereas my crushes on guys are something that just happens....naturally??? like i dont have to think about having a crush on a guy, it just sort of happens!!! i also dont get that sort of Nervous Crush Energy around women who i thought i had a crush on...like i get it really badly around guys i am into, but for girls its just like....we’re chilling lol. i used to think that meant i was Forcing My Crushes on men for that reason, but the more i talk and read about it.....it’s the reverse??? like my crushes on dudes are more natural for me than my crushes on girls..... also basically ALL my celebrity/fictional crushes are on men dsjkhsjkd i used to think that meant i WASNT into dudes and it was like comphet or whatever but it’s like no dude....ur just attracted to men, u gay little fool!!!! like i know sexuality can be fluid, and maybe there was a time that i was attracted to women, but for now, in this moment, im not attracted to them, so im gay, babey!!!

[tordscanonboyfriend]

TWD headcannons and ships!

Ok so I wanted to do this because I liked how @trickkombowerskru did headcannons and ships with the Bowers gang and everything like that, and here I am? Call me unoriginal, I can take it.

But yeah, if you want any of my personal headcannons for TWD, just send me a scenario or whatever and pick a character and I'll tell you what I headcannons them saying/doing/whatever!

I do have a limited supply of character knowledge, but these are the characters I'll do:

Rick

Shane

Daryl

maybe Michonne

Carl

Negan

Dwight

I might add more characters later on, I'm not sure yet. But for the ships!

If you wanna request a ship, this is how it'll go down.

You give me a bit of info about yourself. Such as

Height

Weight (describe your body type if not comfortable sharing)

Gender (not sex, because I don't want to offend any trans people or something like that 😅)

Hair and eyes (honestly you don't have to put this but you can if you want)

A small bit about your personality

A few of your hobbies

Anything else you feel is important!

That was a lot of text, I know.

Tbh I don't expect to get anything in my inbox, maybe just one or two asks if I'm lucky. But I wanted to make this for fun and because I wanted to.

[cxdemistake]

| So, like I said before, this is a post on the basics of my sex-repulsion and how it connects to my muses. Some TMI under the cut (and it’ll probably be long as fuck) so here we go:

Background on my sex-repulsion: I’ve been sex-repulsed for as long as I’ve known what sex is and how it works. Personally, I don’t see myself ever having sex. I’ve never wanted to. Even something that isn’t considered sex, like masturbation, is mostly out of the picture for me, because with the way my brain works, anytime I desire something even remotely sexual (like what’s mentioned above), I feel immense guilt and I have a depressive episode, of which the length depends-- on what is beyond me, but it depends.

Sex in general is a giant trigger for me. There’s nothing in my past that has caused me to feel this way-- I already got an anon asking about this, no, I was not raped or molested, no, I am not repressing anything. Nothing happened to me. It’s a phobia, like arachnophobia or scopophobia, and why people are able to tag those without any problems but not think that my own phobia is valid is beyond me.

What happens when I read smut, see a random sex gif, or have someone talk about sex to me is pretty much what you’d expect from someone with a phobia (which I am)-- I feel sick to my stomach, usually I feel like I want to rip my skin off, I shake, I dissociate, all that great, wonderful stuff. And I can count at least 5 times in the past year that this has happened, because of untagged/uncovered smut. Seriously, guys, just tag it. It takes less than a second and it prevents triggering on my part.

Recently I had someone tell me that I act like I hate people who have sex... idk where anyone read that, but that’s literally like the opposite of me. I’m not equipped to hate people. I couldn’t even hate my own dad during the time that I wasn’t speaking with him after he told me he would disown me, I’m just that bad at hating. (Note: Obviously that situation is much better.) If you have sex, great! If you don’t, same! If you love sex, awesome! If you hate sex, I feel! But if you hate people who choose either to have it or not, then you’re a prick, and you should probably leave me alone, bc clearly we won’t get along.

When it comes to smut, idc if you write it or don’t, or enjoy it or don’t, just like with sex. The problem comes when people decide not to tag it, because, like I said up there, things happen when I catch a glimpse of smut. Once again, just tag it, it isn’t that difficult. I don’t hate anyone for writing it, because tbh, I’m jealous of people that can write about something so intimate without feeling the need to rip their eyes out or tear their stomach open. If you understand how genitals work, great, I’m 22 and a trans guy and I still don’t understand a damn thing about mine or why I need them, so you’re already way ahead of me. If you write it, tag it and everything will be fine and dandy in Alistair-Land.

When it comes to my muses, pretty much all of them are inherently asexual, like me. This comes more naturally for a few muses, some examples being Gamzee, Ellis, and Connor.

Gamzee is a troll, from Homestuck (obviously), whose species’ romance occurs in “quadrants”, each “quadrant” being based off of a suit of cards. A basic description is this: hearts(Red)=true romance, diamonds(Pale)=platonic soulmates, spades(Black)=hateship, and clubs(Grey)=hateship with a mediator. We don’t see anyone having sex in the comics, and while Gamzee has a nice Black relationship going for a while, trolls don’t seem to have sex until it’s time to... breed, you could say.

Ellis is from Left 4 Dead 2, and we’re not given much backstory on him. if you ask a couple of people I’ve written him with, there’s quite a few reasons why I consider him ace, and the only girl he ever talks about in a romantic way? Zoey. The only other woman he meets on his journey, and he calls her an angel. I doubt this boy has had much sexual experience, if any, and that’s perfectly fine. It’s probably why he talks about Zoey the way he does.

Connor is from Detroit: Become Human, and he is an android. There are specified models (ex: Tracis) that are used for sex, and therefore I don’t think that normal models, or even prototypes like Connor, are built with genitalia. Therefore, he is basically a Ken Doll down there. In addition, while I will ship him romantically with anyone (including Hank, though I’ll also do it platonically), I feel that Connor craves love (whether platonic, familial, or romantic), but not necessarily sex. He’s just learning how to be human, after all.

Keep in mind, these are my OPINIONS, and how I portray my muses.

When it comes to a muse that is canonically sexual in nature, like Negan, things are a bit different.

With Negan, from The Walking Dead, it’s all about what happens that we see. What we do see is Negan bragging about fucking his wives, kissing some of them, holding them close, etc. But we never see any sex scenes. Obviously, TWD’s comic has a ton of sex scenes, but weirdly enough, never any with Negan. He makes sexual advances, jokes, and things like that, but he never acts on them on-screen or on-page. My Negan basically keeps his harem of wives for power-- when the man’s got your wife, you’re probably going to listen to him. In return for being treated well, they keep up the facade and counsel him when he needs it. He’s ace for a single reason-- Lucille. While he can still find comfort in someone else’s arms, after his affair while Lucille had cancer, he resolved to not sleep with anyone again, because he doesn’t want to cheat on her further.

My boundaries are simple: no sex of any kind, and no touching genitals. And I can’t understand why some people think that any affectionate action, like a kiss, or a bite to the neck, or running a hand up someone’s shirt, is inherently sexual. I write those actions as affection or flirtiness, and, y’know, there’s an easy way to make sure your muse isn’t aroused-- by not writing that they are. I’m pretty sure that’s what most of my partners have done in the past, is taken what they know is sexual, and suppressed it when they write something ship-related with me. If there’s no possible way you can do that... it’s not hard. It doesn’t take long to figure out what’s appropriate and inappropriate to write.

In conclusion: I hate being sex-repulsed, I wish I wasn’t, if you love sex or smut then I support you (just tag smut and pls don’t talk about sex to me), my muses are inherently ace, and there’s no sex of any kind or genital touching on this blog. Thank. |

[zcvgiroux]

would it be rude to ask what happened with the players? so i know whether I should stay away from the group?

alright, since im p sure everyone’s blocked me so i won’t have to delete any anons (or deal with anymore blatant transphobia on discord. hey negan! i have the screenshots if anyone’s interested in proof)

let’s just. run down my list. this is gonna be long, and i’m not putting it under a readmore, so. 

negan. the star of the hour. i’m gonna be really real, when i first started writing in the group, i thought negan was pretty cool. his writing style isn’t like mine, but i mean, hey, i wasn’t gonna write him off for that. that’d be real shitty of me. but. things started happening with negan and his characters. well, with one in particular. angelo. or should i say a-a-a-a-a-a-angelo. as someone who’s struggled with speech impediments from a young age, i’m always happy to see those sorts of things represented. but only if they’re done respectfully. my first issue with angelo was how unrealistic his stutter was, from only stammering on the first sound, to having no real rhyme or reason to what triggered the stutter, etc etc. but hey. everyone stutters different so. maybe there’s people who stutter like that. that alone wasn’t enough to tick me off. then he ultimately decided angelo is trans. as a transmasculine person, i’d be a complete shit lord if that bothered me. it didn’t bother me. what bothered me was how negan handled angelo’s transness. constantly referring to him as a trans BOY despite angelo being a 40 year old man, completely infantilizing him in speech patterns and behavior, it all just reeked of internalized transphobia. listen, i won’t kinkshame anyone here, but maybe some understanding of Kink While Trans should have been applied to angelo here. and that’s not even addressing that he apparently finds it appropriate to refer to me as “princess” when he’s trying to be condescending, even though he knows i’m a transmasculine person with extreme dysphoria. 

joey. what a fuckin sleezeball. he’s offender numero uno on my list of Gross Dudes With An Age Difference Fetish. like i said. everyone’s got different thresholds for this stuff. some don’t mind a five year difference, some don’t mind a ten year difference. whatever. and, like, if the younger muse is, like, 21, and the older one is, like, early 30s, IDGAF. you do you. but when your 18 year old character seeks out men twice as old as him or older, and you’re older than your muse by, like, a bit, that’s a red fuckin’ flag. how obtuse do you have to be to not see the predatory stereotypes you’re making characters fall into here? 

jaybird. jay. whatever he’s going by. first of all, he sent me the anon hate that sparked this need to Never Fucking Shut Up About How Shit This Group Is so. y’all can thank him for that! at least, i’m operating on the assumption it was him, seeing as how the points match up to his points in the ooc chat. so there’s strike one. strike two is petty as hell but of all the fucking occupations to give a character, he chose to have his character be a part of a racist, victim blaming franchise with a known r*pist on their team. but again, that on its own isn’t enough to make me outright hate someone. the nhl as a whole is its own problem. whatever. but when you combine that, with the anon hate, and then the fact that his, like, 35 year old character was actively pursuing and involved with an 18 year old character? fucking disgusting. 

ray. 

that’s not an apology. “sorry you got offended” isn’t an apology for offending someone. not to mention, he’s constantly condescending and got a holier than thou attitude about fuckin’ everything. and, again, complete cop apologist. i don’t give a flying fuck that he’s dating a cop or whatever. that actually only proves my point. ray’s the type that’ll get you, though. i’ll be honest, i really liked him in the beginning. i thought he was upbeat and positive, and all around a good guy. but it’s such bull. ray’s got what i call Motivational Speaker Positivity. You know the sort. “Everything is good! Things are great! If you don’t think so, that’s on you! It’s your fault! You could change if you tried but since you aren’t happy you’re just not trying!” that shit. it’s not real, begins to feel hostile after a while. and you start to realize that. wait a minute. he’s been a dick this entire time. i can’t speak for his characters because i hardly ever saw them online, and they only interacted with, like, 10 other characters combined. in an rp whose character count was almost triple digits. yeah. 

coop. gonna be honest, this is another one i can’t speak too much about the characters, because i think i only ever interacted with one? something like that. similarly to ray, a cop apologist, and quick to mention they’ve only ever known ONE bad cop. that’s cool, coop. when’s the last time you were locked in a room by yourself for 12 hours while every cop you tried to flag down to explain your situation laughed in your face? when’s the last time your father was made to take 10 field sobriety tests, all of which he passed, refused a breathalyzer when he requested it from the cop, and then still slapped with a DUI because the officer smelled the beer someone had spilled on him? when’s the last time you’ve had a cop chase you through a neighborhood for not doing a damn thing wrong? hm? exactly. 

i don’t really like A either but that’s more just that i hate the fake tough act they try to pull on the main, like. calm it down. no one gives a shit. you sound like a douchebag. other than that, i hardly interacted with them IC or OOC enough to know what their deal is. 

those are the ones that pop out at me, but notice three of them are admins. yikes. my advice? stay away. stay far, far away from boystownhq. 

[winchesterprincessbride]

Friday Top Ten Week 17-Snark, Thy Name is Crowley

No one in the history of the show was better at snark than the King of Hell. Delivering those one-liners in that whiskey-soaked rasp of his, his lethal combination of sarcasm and snark was just perfect.  I still feel his absence acutely.  Crowley just speaks my language, yanno?   All hail the king!

10.

Season 7, Episode 8, “Season 7, Time For A Wedding!”

When Crowley shows up to deal with his crossroad demon who is cashing in early on his deals, Becky says, “Your Crowley!” to which he replies:

“And your…….well I’m sure you have a wonderful personality, Dear.” He reminds me so much of his mother Rowena in this scene, LOL!

9.

Season 9, Episode 4, “Slumber Party”

Crowley has a few great lines in this episode. The Wicked Witch of the West and Dorothy are accidentally freed from the spell trapping them in the bunker. The witch running loose, and she happens upon Crowley, who is locked up in the dungeon.  Upon seeing her, he quips,

“Big fan……love your work.”  And when he whistles “Over the Rainbow" when Sam and Dean come in, it’s a great touch.

8.

Season 6, Episode 4, “Weekend at Bobby’s”

 When Bobby summons Crowley to get his soul back, Crowley tells him, 

“In fact, I’ll do the shorthand for you: I want my soul back, Idjit. ‘Fraid not. But I’m surly and I got a beard, gimme!”

I really loved the interactions between Bobby and Crowley, the mixture of his suave snark and Bobby’s cranky bite fit so well together.

7.

Season 9, Episode 10, “Road Trip”

“Really? What are you, a pimp?”

Crowley’s reaction at seeing Castiel’s car for the first time. Cas seems very insulted that Crowley doesn’t like his Caddy. I think I enjoyed Crowley’s interactions with Cas the most.  When they start fighting in the back seat and Dean has to referee, it’s pretty funny.

6.

Season 10, Episode 10, “The Hunter Games”

Rowena: “Of course you recall the lovely lullaby I sung to you nightly after you fed the goat.”

Crowley: “You never sang me a lullaby.  You dosed me with whiskey until I passed out.  I was eight years old!” 

 Crowley’s interactions with “The Ginger Whore” (his words) were so funny! Mark Sheppard and Ruth Connell had such amazing chemistry! They were just so much fun to watch. You never knew what was going to happen. And the look he would get when she would call him “Fergus”! LOL

5.

Season 5, Episode 21,“Two Minutes to Midnight”

When Bobby admits to Sam and Dean that he sold his soul to Crowley, Sam asks if he kissed him.  Bobby assures him he didn’t. Crowley produces a picture as evidence.  “Why’d you have to take a picture?” Bobby grumbles. “Why do you have to use tongue?” Crowley immediately replies. Sam and Dean’s heads swinging back and forth at EXACTLY the same time are what make this scene. And the look on Bobby’s face!

4.

Season 9, Episode 11. “First Born”

Crowley and Dean are in John’s lockup, on the trail of the First Blade. John once hunted a demon that worked for Abbadon.  His journal mentions the lockup and a hunter named Tara he used to work with, but no other specifics. After the lockup turns up no leads, Crowley gripes to Dean:

“Didn’t they teach note-taking at hunter’s Hogwarts?”  The buddy comedy duo of Dean and Crowley was so fun because everything Crowley says or does pisses Dean off.

3.

Season 6, Episode 20  “The Man Who Would be King”

“Am I the only game piece on the board who doesn’t underestimate those denim-wrapped nightmares??” 

Crowley says this to Cas in the scene where he is “experimenting” on Eve’s body in his hideout.  One of my favorite Crowley nicknames for Sam and Dean.  He has so many good ones. I may have to do a separate top ten of just those :)

2.

 Season 8, Episode 2, “What’s Up, Tiger Mommy?”

“You could try Plan D for dumbass.”

When Sam, Dean, Kevin and Mrs. Tran go up against Crowley during an auction for the Angel Tablet, Crowley says this to Dean after Plan C backfires.  So Crowley. And Dean’s bitchface is what makes it.

1.

Season 9, Episode 21, “King of the Damned.” 

Crowley is having a meeting with his most trusted advisors. He assures them he is back, but then Abbadon shows up. When he realizes they have betrayed him in favor of Abbadon, this is how he threatens them.

“No one in the history of torture’s been tortured with torture like the torture you’ll be tortured with.”  This is the funniest threat EVER, and it’s just so Crowley.

I miss Mark Sheppard and Crowley so much! Rest in Peace, my King! You are missed!

See ya next week, same day, same place!

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[pedroscurls]

Title: A Broken Facade

Character(s): Negan, Father Gabriel, and Lucille (flashback) Prompt: Raking Leaves Summary: Negan gives Father Gabriel his confession. In doing so, a vivid memory enters his mind about the one person he failed to protect. Word Count: 1,287 Warning: None.  Author’s Note: Thank you to @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash for doing this writing challenge! I literally waited the last minute to write this up, but now that I have more free time (and a sudden burst of inspiration for this story), I had to get to writing. Italics are flashbacks! Enjoy this story, and I hope it hits you in the feels like it did me hehe..... ;-)

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“I think… I’m here to take your confession.”

Well shit. If this situation wasn’t worse before, it was now. There was absolutely no way that I was going to tell this goddamn “priest” about my past. No one knew about my personal life and I was determined to keep it that way.

“Yeah. That’s some funny shit, Father. You’re creeping me the fuck out with that creepy ass smile you have right now. We’re stuck in this goddamn trailer, so instead of sitting here waiting to die, how about we come up with a solution to get out of here?” I offered.

“I think we can wait it out,” Father Gabriel replied. “Carl says you have wives. You are keeping them against their will—”

I stood and gripped the end of my bat tightly. “I don’t have any woman that isn’t willing. What kind of fucking monster do you think I am? I may have done some fucked up shit, but rape? That is something that I do not tolerate.”

“Was there a wife before all of this, Negan? Someone you promised to cherish and to hold?”

“That shit isn’t any of your business.”

Father Gabriel stood as well, walking towards me. “To love until death do you part?”

I turned, holding Lucille close to me. I whispered, shutting my eyes. “Lucille, give me strength…”

Suddenly, Father Gabriel reached out to grab the gun that I tucked at the waistband of my pants. I turned quickly, but he was quicker. He fired a shot and ran to the room straight ahead. Before I could go after him, the biters managed to break through the trailer. I used my frustration to repeatedly hit the biter’s head, smashing it against the floor of the trailer.

“Oh-ho! Father, that was a dick move!” I yelled. Sweat dripped at my temples and blood stained my sweet, sweet Lucille.

Quickly walking to the locked door, I banged on it with my fist. “Open up! I am only your chance of getting out of here alive! You fucking coward!”

Silence. I was given silence as a response. My blood was boiling.

I rested my forehead against the door, breathing heavily. “Is that what you wanted to be remembered as? A goddamn coward?!”

Then, he spoke. “I was always a coward.”

I scoffed. No shit, Sherlock. Before I could reply, Father Gabriel continued with a story of his own. I had to cringe at the cowardly behavior he had. Protecting the weak was something I had always lived by. If they could not protect themselves, it was my duty to do it for them.

With a heavy sigh, I realized the only way to get out of this alive was to reveal something about my past. Thinking about her always brought tears to my eyes.  

“I – I used to have a wife before this, before the ones I have now. I didn’t deserve her. I screwed around on her. I let her down. She was sick and she – I couldn’t even put her down.”

“Do you think she would have been proud of the man you have become?” Father Gabriel asked.

I shut my eyes. I knew she wouldn’t be. Hell, she never liked the fact that I cursed too much and treated the kids at school like they were adults, but she always accepted me for me. Instead of responding, I took a deep breath and sighed.

“You know, she always hated the heat. Funny, considering that we lived in Virginia and it gets hot as balls here during the summer, but her favorite time of the year was Fall. She always loved to see the leaves scattered on our fucking front yard.”

And just like that, I was transported to one of my favorite memories.

“Negan, leave it be!” Lucille exclaimed.

“But our front yard looks like shit! There are so many goddamn leaves. We’ve got to rake them, honey.”

“Tomorrow… We’ll do it tomorrow. It just looks too pretty.”

“It looks like the trees just shit on our yard. Our house is the only one that still has goddamn leaves lying around, Lucille.”

She walked up to me. Her beautiful eyes bore into my own, and I knew that this was a losing battle.

“I promise… Tomorrow, we’ll do it together, okay?” She smiled.

That was it. It was all it took. Her smile had me putty in her hands.

“You are fucking sneaky. Did you know that?” I wrapped my arms around her slender frame.  

“But you love me for it.”

“Damn right I fucking do.”

Tears filled my eyes. I could vividly imagine the look of happiness on her face. I shut my eyes and imagined her smile, imagined her alluring orbs, imagined her voice, and certainly imagined her gentle touch.

“Our home was the only one that looked like a mess, but it didn’t matter because whatever she wanted, she always got. She was the love of my life, and I let her down.”

I came home the next day to see Lucille standing at the driveway with two rakes. She was grinning, but I had a better idea. It was something that she always wanted to do.

“I’m holding up my end of the deal, so… Let’s get to raking,” Lucille smiled. She greeted me with a gentle kiss.

“I have an even better idea.”

“What’s that?” The curiosity on her face made me chuckle.

I grabbed her rake and tossed it back into the garage. Scooping her up into my arms, I led her to the pile of leaves and fell back with her. It was uncomfortable, but the sound of her laughter made it tolerable. With her, nothing else mattered as long as she was happy.

“Negan!” She giggled.

She was curling into me, but I knew that she was having the time of her life. I kept my arms around her waist and slowly turned her onto her back in the bed of leaves. I brought a hand to push her hair away from her face. Once again, I found her eyes staring into my own. I didn’t care if we looked like a pair of children who was goofing off rather than doing what needed to be done.

She was happy, and that was all that mattered.

“I love you,” Lucille whispered.

My heart skipped a beat. It always did whenever I heard those three words escaped her lips.

“I love you too.”

“But we should probably start cleaning up these leaves,” she smiled.

“Good fucking idea.”

A tear escaped and trickled down my cheek to my chin. I wiped it away quickly. I looked down at my weapon and chuckled quietly. I named a goddamn bat after my wife. She would have laughed at me, but most importantly, she would have understood.

“I let her down, Father Gabriel. She was the one woman who stuck by my side and I fucking let her down. I do what I have to do to protect those who cannot do it themselves. If I have to kill someone to send a message, then I fucking will because the people inside the Sanctuary are my responsibility.”

Quietly, the door opened. There was a solemn look on the other man’s face. Just like that, my broken façade was now repaired and the walls that I had built around myself raised once more.

“It isn’t your fault, Negan.”

I narrowed my eyes and delivered a quick punch to the man’s face. He grunted, covering his nose and staring at me with wide eyes.

“Let’s not speak of this shit ever again. Keep the goddamn gun. I’ve got an idea on how to get out of this shit.”

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[thatkingarthur]

🌈 all the asks! 🌱

amaranth: what is your favorite genre of music? pop!!!

amber: what is the oldest thing you own? my nemo plushie! been with me since I was 9 or 10!

aquamarine: have you ever been to the ocean? yup! I love it

azure: who is your favorite singer or band? lady gaga!

blush: do you believe in love at first sight? umm kind of? 

cerulean: if you could travel anywhere on the planet, where would you go? australia, mate! also canada and portugal!

chartreuse: what is your favorite movie quote? i have?? no idea?? i’m bad with memorizing stuff okay!!!!

cobalt: where do you feel most at home? when i’m either in contact with nature or with my bed,,,,,

coral:  what is your favorite sea creature? sharks! 

crimson: what are you most passionate about? activism, art!

eminence: what type of weather is your favorite? medium wheather, like when it’s not hot not cold but it’s cool.

eucalyptus: what is your favorite scent? my mom’s? idk i just feel so safe?? idk she smells good what can i do

fuchsia: what is your favorite video game? god of war! and mario! 

heliotrope: what do you like to do when it’s sunny? go out and get some ice cream! 

iris: what color are your eyes? green/blue/yellow

ivory: if you could be any mythological creature, which would you choose? a pegasus!

jade: how would you describe your style? A Hot Mess

jasmine: do you prefer tea or coffee? coffee!!!!

mahogany: what is your most prized possession? uhhh….. my wardrobe door, where i drew lana and gaga,,,, probably

marigold: what is your favorite flower? sunflowers and roses!  

midnight: are you a morning person or a night person? night person! 

onyx: do you have any piercings or tattoos? do you want any? both my ears are pierced (2 in each, but atm I’m only wearing a ear gauge on one of them) and I have no tattoos! but I sure as fuck want lots!

opal: what is your birthstone?emerald!

pewter: what do you fear the most? losing people and/or hurting them

raven: do you prefer to write with pens or pencils? pens, but generally i prefer to type hehehe

scarlet: what book character do you relate to the most? i don’t read many books and there’s not many that marked me, so i’ll use a tv character and say rachel duncan (also piper chapman but i don’t want yall thinking i’m a shitty person) (i am, but don’t think about it!)

sepia: what is your favorite memory? the hug my grandpa gave me when i came out to him as trans!

teal: what do you like to do when it’s rainy? stay inside and sleep all day

umber: who is your favorite antagonist? ……….negan probably (i don’t see rachel as an antagonist BYE)

wisteria: who do you wish was with you right now? you :3 

[drewmorg4n]

so i got a request for a regan college AU, which i’ll absolutely be doing, but i’d like to finish my current fics first which are both almost done. until then, for the person that requested this and anyone else who’s interested, here are some regan college AU fics i’ve read :) (they’re all amazing)

trans rick/negan college au

the land of milk and honey

show me how to dance

ivy

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Feel free to check them out! https://docs.google.com/document/d/18n3iuj4m9X1hBo9P2IezrKdTfkTrSKt0H34ZP6v3hHs I do m/m, f/f, m/f, f/m, any relationships; trans/nb, trans/cis, nb/cis, etc. I welcome all the LGBT, as I am of the queer community myself! Email or google docs only, please. LIMITS ------ -No unrealistic stereotypes of queer relationships, please. Yaoi, yuri, seme/uke, etc. Can't do that. Characters need to both have versatile roles; switching, so it's fair for everyone. Though, my characters do tend to be a lot more dominating! {{Very welcoming of BDSM, dom/sub, but this does not mean someone needs to be penetrated every single time in order for the dom to dominate. Get it? This can also apply to heterosexual relationships. I would literally love to see female characters who top, if you know what I mean. It's a pretty common thing, but not many people here seem down with it lol}} -Furries; blegh, no thanks. 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((Loosely based mermaid plot, can go into much bigger detail!))*** -Super expansive GOT-like fantasy plot with backgrounds, continents, etc. -Rivaling supernatural gangs (say, werewolf packs or vampire clans) -Soul mates; it can be like some of those AU’s where you don’t see color until you meet them, your tattooed timer counts down until then, or maybe even soul mates continuously reincarnating and one of the two has killed them for centuries in order to be “immortal”. For the first time, the victimized partner gets close enough that the other begins to fall and they start aging, together. -Young person (A) inherits an old mansion in a rural town from an unknown relative. A finds that the town is off-- people are starting to disappear, and no bodies are being found. A discovers their relative was hunting the “beast” by all of the information piled up in the attic and salt smeared in the cracks of the floors. B is a disguised demon in the small population-- they initially intended to get rid of A’s relative in fear of being exposed.. but it turns out, there is a much bigger threat than B or any of the other inconspicuous supernaturals among the town--- a monster is coming, and with it, a potential end to the world as they know it. Will B and A team up together? Can A look past B’s true evils, and can B learn to help a descendant of the infamous ‘monster’ hunters? -A doesn’t have any memories of their life, only being conscious and staring down at a mutilated body in a ditch. When they meet B, they learn why; welcome to limbo, they say. You just died. A has unfinished business; finding out who murdered them, why, and what else is holding them here. B is a reaper intent on helping lost souls pass over-- they were never born, and A shows them the delights of life before it’s taken. B learns to love A, and A doesn’t want to leave limbo. While A’s soul is clinging between realities, B must make a pivotal decision; squeezing tight on the concept of love, and letting A go. (BONUS!! REINCARNATION; A & B ARE GIVEN THE GIFT OF LIVING AGAIN, TOGETHER.) -Coming of age story between two childhood friends who are separated by circumstance, and after ten years, reunite and learn that your first love doesn’t have to be the one that got away. -Two friends drop their whole lives to go on a road trip once they turn thirty-- they elope together, leaving their unhappy lives behind them and in this grand scheme of mental breakdowns and tearful smiles, they find that love may be the only cure to a broken existence. ..and many more!! Thanks so much! If you've read through, please contact me at dotiscat@gmail.com and mention kiwi somewhere in your email. n_n Rhys xoxo

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Kissed by Moonlight

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Prompt: Could you do an imagine where Negan sees a trans guy during the line up (where he kills Glenn and Abraham) and doesn’t think much about it until he starts dreaming about them? And he comes to Alexandria, he seeks the guy out? Sorry if this isn’t the clearest requests, but thank you! I love your blog. – Via Anon

Ships: Negan x TransMan!Reader Words: 1,555 Warnings: Curses Category: ???

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Negan’s POV

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Negan had been dreaming about him for about a fortnight. Each night he would awake, drenched from head to toe in sweat, breathing heavily as he would try and recall what had happened in his dream before it slipped out of his memory until the inevitable next night.

In each dream, he would see a face, a face that was bathed in moonlight. The stars would look upon that face and not even the great supernovas could compare too his beauty. His lips slightly parted in awe as he looked upon the infinite seas of stars and planets though he wouldn’t know that nothing could challenge the galaxies that swam in his eyes.

That visage would make Negan question himself, his very being. He had been trying to remember when he had seen that face, for he was sure that he had lay eyes on his visage before now. Negan hadn’t visited his wives at all and had barely left his room or ate, determined to find the man who was haunting his dreams.

Negan couldn’t recall the face until the seventh day of the recurring dream. He had woken up with the vision of a face that wasn’t bathed in moonlight, but rather in the harsh, white, light of cars and truck headlights. The face was pale and terrified, though no tears fell from those beautiful eyes. That was when Negan realised where he had seen his face.

Not even a week prior. When he had lined up the small group of Alexandrian’s. At the time he had thought nothing about the man who had stared up at him defiantly, maybe he was a little impressed by him but his thoughts hadn’t gone beyond that.

Negan decided that he wanted to meet the famous man who had plagued his thoughts for the past week. Within the hour of Negan telling Simon that they were to pay a visit to Alexandria the cars had been packed, Saviours awoken from their slumbers and guns cocked and reloaded.

Negan now sat in a leather seat, gazing out of the window as they drove a small convoy of vehicles to Alexandria.

Despite himself Negan felt a nervous tension building up in his stomach as they drove closer to the community. This was a new feeling to Negan, he hadn’t felt that kind of feeling since his late wife, Lucille, and none of his wives since then. Negan tried to ignore it as they stopped in front of the iron gates of Alexandria.

Negan stepped out of the heavily armed, black, car with deliberate slowness. Negan could taste the stench of inescapable scent of death on the air. Death and anticipation.

Negan heard the gates of Alexandria rattle open loudly, sending birds erupting from their nests in the early morning. Negan smiled his far too white smile as he spied the form of Rick Grimes, his hands on his hips as he surveyed the Saviours.

“You’re early.” Rick said in a groggy voice. It was still dark outside; the sun had yet to peek out from the hills.

“Well, I fancied an early fucking stroll and decided I’d pay my good ol’ friends at Alexandria a visit.” Negan replied in a confident tone as he stepped toward Rick, casually slinging Lucille over his shoulder as he went.

Negan stepped over the scratches and marks that indicated the crossing to Alexandria. He could see that people were immerging from their quaint, suburban, houses with confused looks on their faces. Negan smiled and made an over exaggerated bow at the small crowd that was beginning to group, all of them looked to their great leader for support.

“Now, Rick, give me the grand motherfucking tour!” Negan exclaimed in a loud tone which had most people flinching. Rick only jerked his head in a feeble attempt at a nod.

Rick took Negan all around Alexandria and yet he had not spied the man that had been in his thoughts. Negan had seen all manner of faces, all of them held the same look of fear and exhaustion.

Negan was beginning to lose hope of ever finding the man until he saw someone stood atop one of the watch posts, a hatchet strung over their shoulder. Negan stopped dead as he watched the man, almost as if hypnotized.

“Who the fucky fuck is that?” Negan asked in a low voice, making sure none of the onlookers could hear him.

“That?” Rick asked, matching Negan’s low and secretive tone. “That’s (Y/N), he helps man the wall.” Rick said in a tentative and nervous tone, his eyes flicking from you to Negan, unsure of what to make of Negan’s sudden interest.

“Rick, stay here.” Before Rick could protest Negan had begun to make his way over toward you.

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Reader POV

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You had been minding your own business when you felt a pair of eyes on you. You rubbed the back of your neck and turned around. You saw Rick standing with the tall, lean, form of a man who you hadn’t wanted to see for a long while yet.

Negan.

You turned your back on them once more, determinately watching the horizon. You stood very still as you watched the sun slowly turn a dark, plum purple. Yet you could still feel the scrutinizing gaze behind you.

You had been having odd dreams about the imposing man who had taken all your lives and who now owned them. You hadn’t told anyone of the nature of the dreams for you didn’t know completely yourself. All you knew was that Negan’s presence here was making you anxious.

You didn’t move until you heard the sound of the ladder creaking. You immediately spun around and held out your hatchet, your brows furloughed as you saw Negan hold up his hands in a mock surrender.

“What’re you doing up here on this fine morning?” Negan asked as he surveyed your form openly and appreciatively.

“Not making people’s lives miserable. Unlike some people.” You said in a pointed tone, nodding your head back toward the Saviours.

“Ouch.” Negan said, placing a hand on his heart in mock offense.

“What do you want?” You asked in a low tone, your eyes narrowed in suspicion as you surveyed him sceptically.

“Do you dream? Hm?” Negan asked in a soft voice, softer than you would’ve thought possible for him.

“Excuse me?” You coughed and choked in surprise at the question.

“Do you dream?” Negan repeated slowly as he scrutinized your face with an almost childlike curiosity.

“Yes. Of course, I dream.” You answered in an unsure tone, keeping your eyes firmly forward.

“But what do you dream of?” Negan continued. You felt a twinge of unease caressing your senses. Your fight or flight instinct peaking. “Because I’ve been having a lot of dreams about you.” Negan said in a low and suspicious tone, as if you’d poisoned him with these thoughts.

“Excuse me?” You reiterated again, feeling stupid at your lack of vocabulary.

“You heard me.” Negan said and you felt a leather clad hand softly cup your chin and angle your face toward him. “What’s so special about you?” Negan asked in a dark and curious tone. You didn’t reply. “Tut, tut, tut.” Negan chorused, shaking his head. “You know, this’ll be easier for you if you answer my damn questions.” Negan continued. “So, I ask again! What is so special about you?”

“I-I’m transgender.” You replied hurriedly. From the corner of your eye you could see Rick looking at the scene unfolding, his eyes concerned.

“You’re what?” Negan asked in a confused tone.

In response to his confusion you simply stepped back and lifted your shirt to reveal the two scar where your breasts had once been.

“Oh.” Negan said simply. He ran a hand down his salt and pepper scruff.

You had the inkling that Negan didn’t know how to react to this. That he was confused and frankly in shock and taken aback. You found it rather entertaining that the charismatic tyrant that had terrorized your people couldn’t find words.

“I’ve been having dreams about you too.” You said in a quiet, almost embarrassed tone as you lowered your plain shirt. You didn’t know what made you tell Negan about the dreams, all you knew was that you needed to tell someone.

“Oh really?” Negan asked in an impressed and somewhat flattered tone.

“Yeah.” You replied, running a hand through your hair absently.

“Well, I have a proposition for you.” Negan said with his usual valour, his unnervingly white smile appearing once more on his lips. “You come back to the Sanctuary with me and we get to the bottom of this weird fucking ‘dream’ thing.” Negan said in a smooth voice.

“No!” You exclaimed without thinking.

“C’mon, handsome, if you come back to the Sanctuary I won’t take so much next time we come knocking.” Negan asked in a sweet voice. “You do you not care about your people?” Negan asked, cocking his head to the side. A triumphant smiled donned his lips as he knew he had won. “It wouldn’t have to be long term,” Negan continued. “Unless you want it to be.” Negan winked mischievously.

“Fine.” You said in a resigned voice.

“So, you’ll come?” Negan asked in an almost excited voice.

“Yes.”

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Thank you all so much for reading! This is the first time I’ve written a transman who has transitioned and it was hard! I’m sorry it it wasn’t that good :/ Also the last part of this story was not proof read so I apologise for any mistakes.

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[pedroscurls]

Title: I Won’t Give Up

@jasoncrouse requested: I've been feeling down and pretty meh about myself and in general lately, so I would live for something where Jason notices that and he just makes me feel really special. Maybe Susie and Sammy from the other one-shots you wrote for me are involved, but they don't have to be. As long as there's Jason and like... cavity inducing fluff, I'll be happy, lol. And if you could please use my name again (Jen), I'd be even happier, lol.

Character(s): Jason Crouse and Jen (original female character) Summary: Jason reminds his wife, Jen, just how important and loved she is. Word Count: 1,381 Warning: Fluff!!! Author’s Note: This pairing has had multiple stories already, so if you want to check it out, here you go: 1 || 2 (there is no order to read them)! I ship Jason Crouse and Jen so hard, okay. The dynamic just works, and it’s odd how it does. So, thank you @jasoncrouse for requesting yet another Jason x Jen story. ALSO ANYONE WHO LOVES JASON CROUSE BETTER READ HER STORY: PUT YOUR MONEY ON ME. You will not be disappointed! Now, enjoy! :-)

Song: I Won’t Give Up by Jason Mraz

“Here, let me take Sammy…” Jason said. He walked to Jen and gently took the sleeping baby from her arms carefully. He had taken notice for a couple of weeks now that his wife hadn’t been herself. He could sense that something was wrong, but hadn’t had the opportunity to say anything. When she smiled, Jason noticed that it didn’t reach her eyes like it used to.

“Jason… I had him.”

“I know, baby, but I want you to rest. You’ve been moving around and about all day,” he reassured. “I’ve got this handled. Susie’s already in bed. Why don’t you head on up and I’ll deal with the dishes tonight?”

“Jason…” Jen protested.

He shook his head and pecked her lips. “Go upstairs.”

“Fine.” Jen huffed and ascended the stairs slowly. She hadn’t been feeling herself for quite a while now and she didn’t know what it was. Her kids helped, but whenever she was alone, Jen didn’t feel happy, though she had every right to be. Sammy was nearing five months and was a near spitting image of his father, just like Susie. He had a small tuft of brown hair sitting atop of his head, light brown eyes, and dimples that made her heart melt.

She had walked into the bedroom and went straight to the bathroom. As she looked at herself in the mirror, Jen realized how different she looked. To any other person, she may have looked the same, but she could tell the differences. Her smile didn’t reach her eyes. She wasn’t confident in the way she looked or felt. In fact, just staring at herself in the mirror disappointed her. She was supposed to be happy, but for some reason, she couldn’t bring herself to feel it whatsoever.

Her shower was short. She just wanted to go to sleep. Every day had become a routine. Wake up, feed the kids, clean the house, make dinner, go to bed. Jen had become a robot, and feigned smiles and enthusiasm for the sake of her children. After her shower, she changed into a pair of pajama shorts and one of Jason’s t-shirts. Her hair was still damp, but when she stepped out into the bedroom, she noticed a note on the bed.

With a furrowed brow, Jen walked to pick it up. Instantly, she noticed that it was Jason’s handwriting. For a brief moment, she felt her usual self again. As she opened the letter, Jen smiled and red:

Go to the kitchen. There will be a glass of red wine. Afterwards, meet me in the backyard, beautiful.

Xoxo, Jason

She set down the paper with excitement and descended the stairs once she left the bedroom. Jen could hear a faint noise of music playing, but she walked to the kitchen to retrieve the single glass of wine sitting on the counter. Sipping it, she sighed contentedly and left the kitchen.

Jen felt her heart skip a beat at the sight of Jason standing in the backyard dressed in a grey v-neck and black pants. He was barefoot, but he was holding a single flower in his hands. It made her blush. As she stepped out into the backyard, Jen felt herself become more excited at the sight of his dimples. Just like Sammy and Susie, Jason’s dimples were her biggest weakness.

“Hey,” he whispered.

“What is all of this?”

“You haven’t been feeling yourself for quite a while now…” He pointed out.

“That’s not true.”

Jason shook his head and stepped forward. He took her hand and pulled her gently to his chest where he placed a light kiss onto her forehead. “It is true, Jen.”

She sighed, dropping her eyes to the ground. “I don’t know what’s wrong…”

“You’ve been doing a lot. You need to relax,” he nodded. “Let me help you relax, Jen.”

Jason set the flower down onto the table and took her glass of wine. He walked to the radio and turned the speaker up so that she could hear the song. It was their wedding song and the more she looked into Jason’s eyes, the more she felt like herself.

“May I have this dance, Mrs. Crouse?”

“Jason…”

“I’m not taking no for an answer…” Jason teased.

“Then why ask?”

“To be polite.” He chuckled, pulling her to him by resting a hand on her waist. As Jason slowly led her to the middle of the backyard, his eyes bore into her own. It was as if he was being transported to their wedding day where they shared their first dance as husband and wife. The past few months witnessing her in such a slump frustrated him. Though, he wondered why she was never able to admit it and tell him that something was wrong.

The song allowed them to get lost in each other’s presence. Jen felt tears sting her eyes, and she didn’t know why. For the longest time, Jen hadn’t felt like herself. She would wake up and want to just go back to sleep. The moment she was sharing with Jason was helping her a great deal. With him, she felt like she could overcome anything.

“I love you,” he whispered quietly. “Don’t ever forget that, Jen.”

“I know, Jason… I love you too.”

“I won’t ever give up on you, baby.” Jason reassured, resting his forehead against her own. “You’re my world.”

Jen released his hands and wrapped both of her arms around his neck. She buried her face against him and cried quietly as they continued to sway to the song. She needed to release all of her emotions somehow. Jason was her anchor and he was holding her together in this moment. His hand ran along her back soothingly and he turned his head to kiss her temple.

“Whatever you’re going through, just know that you don’t have to do it alone, Jen. I’m here… Always will be, baby.” Jason whispered into her ear. He allowed her to cry against him and while he wasn’t sure why she was crying, he allowed to release it anyway.

“I’m sorry,” she hiccupped.

“Never apologize for not understanding what you’re feeling. It happens, but I need you to remember that I’m here.”

She pulled back and before she could dry her eyes, Jason cupped her cheek and wiped her tears away instead. He kissed the tip of her nose lightly and stopped dancing for a moment.

“I love you, Jason.”

“I love you too, Jen. You’re beautiful, the greatest mother on this planet, and an even better wife,” he smiled, staring deeply into her eyes. “You make me happy every second of the day, and I want you to feel the same way…”

“I’m trying…” She sighed.

Jason nodded, holding her tightly. “Well, I’ll be here every step of the way then, Jen. Always.”

“How did I get lucky with you?” Jen asked, resting her face against the crook of his neck.

“I ask myself that question every time I wake up and you’re in my arms,” he smiled. “You make me the happiest man alive, Jen… I hope you know that.”

“I don’t feel like I’m enough for you, or for the kids,” Jen admitted.

Jason sighed. He snaked his arms tighter around her frame and pecked her lips lightly. “Well, you are, Jen. You do so much for us, baby… Last night when I was putting Susie to bed, she said that she wanted to grow up to be just like you. Did you know that? Even tonight, I put Sammy to bed and he called me mama. You are the most important in each of your lives, honey.”

Jen was feeling much better. His words were helping a great deal and his arms surrounding her frame made her feel safe. She kissed the crevice of his neck and pulled back to look up at him.

“I love you, Jason.”

“And I love you, Jen. I always will.”

Jen sighed contentedly and kissed his cheek. When she pulled away, Jason looked into her eyes and slowly smiled.

“Want to go back into the bedroom and have some fun?” he smirked.

Jen giggled for the first time in weeks. “Of course.”

Jason grinned broadly. “I missed that sound, and I certainly missed that smile.”

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