#toxicboyfriends

[number1mingyustan]

Keep On ✹ ☾

toxicboyfriend!mingyu x fem!reader

Warnings: kissing, cursing, explicit smut, alcohol consumption, established relationship, mentions of cheating, oral (f.), multiple orgasms, car sex, rough sex, unprotected sex, semi-public sex, toxic relationships, smoking, crying

Summary: Every time I come crawling on my knees, you're there and you just keep on taking me back

Word Count: 2.9k

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song: keep on– kehlani

“This shit’s exhausting, Gyu,” You sigh, taking a long drag of the cigarette wedged between your pointer and middle finger.

You exhale, watching the smoke blow from your lips and into the crisp night air. Your cheeks are stained with tears, uncomfortably drying against the cool night air.

Mingyu hates it when you smoke. Always says something about how it’s bad for you and advises you against it. You don’t do it often though, only when you’re stressed or upset.

Right now your back is pressed against the side of Mingyu’s silver BMW. You sniffle, taking another drag and blowing out the smoke.

Mingyu stands next to you, leaned against the car with his head tilted back. He stares up at the stars illuminating the night sky instead of staring at you. He runs a hand through his hair, letting out an exhausted sigh.

“I don’t know what you want me to do Y/n,” He crosses his arms. “I already apologized.”

You let out a scoff and inhale from the cigarette once again.

___

About twenty minutes ago, things were going fine between the two of you. You were sitting in the passenger seat of the car and Mingyu was driving. The two of you were at a party earlier in the night and decided to go home.

You’d been drinking a bit, not enough to be extremely drunk, but enough for Mingyu to decide it was time to go home. You were driving with the windows down and decided to connect to the car AUX.

When you went to unplug Mingyu’s phone you saw a text message from a new number and everything fell apart.

hey it’s yena from the party :)) wanted to make sure i got the right number lol

You didn’t hesitate to confront him about it while he was driving. You asked him who she was and why she was texting him. He got defensive immediately, questioning you and why you were on his phone in the first place.

You didn’t back down, continuing to pester him and grow upset about the text message. You grew more frustrated with his unwillingness to be honest with you and completely lost your calm.

Next thing you knew, you were screaming at him with tears in your eyes while he was trying to calm you down. His attempts weren’t effective and having you scream at him was quite distracting on the road.

Instead of driving straight home, he made a detour to the parking lot next to the trail nearby. It was dark out and no one was around.

He parked the car in a rush, barely making it in between the painted white lines. You were still screaming at him and sobbing frantically.

You climbed out of the car, leaning against it and lighting your cigarette. He was quick to follow after, joining you on the side of the car, where you stand now.

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“Your apologies don’t mean shit,” You blow out the smoke.

He turns his head in your direction. You look away, refusing to meet his eyes. He sighs and cracks his knuckles.

“I’m not trying to hurt you baby, you know that.”

“I don’t actually.” You’re quick to respond.

“You do. C’mon, you know that I love you.”

“If you loved me, you wouldn’t have cheated.” You sniffle.

“I didn’t cheat.” He says firmly.

“Gyu-“

“I didn’t kiss her, I didn’t fuck her, I never laid a finger on her. She and I talked for a few minutes and she wanted my number. I didn’t cheat on you. I may have fucked up, but I’m not a cheater and you know that.”

“You still gave her your number! You didn’t think to tell her you had a girlfriend or tell her no! Regardless of who initiated it, you didn’t turn her down. You fucking entertained the flirting and I wouldn’t be surprised if you flirted back. Chances are pretty high that you did considering the way you came back and immediately dragged me off.” You scoff. “Shitty excuse saying I was too drunk when the problem was you. You obviously just didn’t want me to find out. You always do this shit, Gyu.” You inhale from the cigarette once again and blow out.

“You know I’d never cheat on you Y/n. I don’t take those accusations lightly. You know that I love you and I’d never do that shit to you. I cant help it if some girl approaches me, I stay loyal to you.”

Unfortunately, this isn’t the first time you’ve dealt with a situation like this with Mingyu.

You’re Mingyu’s first real relationship. Before you it had been meaningless flings and very short term commitments for him.

You and Mingyu started very casual, but grew into a serious relationship over time. Something about you was different and he found himself wanting commitment. He hated the idea of you being with another guy and your relationship blossomed.

But with a guy like Mingyu, it’s only natural to catch the attention of other women. He’s tall and attractive and knows all the right things to say and do. He knows his way into a woman’s heart, and into her bed.

It’s not uncommon for women to flirt with him when you go out, but the way he responds to it is what bothers you.

He can’t seem to fully let go of his old habits.

When you started dating, you made it clear to him what you wanted and what your commitment to one another would entail. He agreed, assuring you that you were what he wanted an all he wanted.

But three years later you still find yourself having to come back to this conversation.

However, the fact still remains. Despite this being a reoccurring issue, he’s never allowed things to get physical with another woman, at least to your knowledge.

He simply likes to flirt because he enjoys the attention. He’s always loved the attention, but you’ve always hated it.

“You’re not loyal to me though. You go around flirting with other bitches and don’t listen to a word I say. It’s been three years and I still can’t get actual commitment from you.”

“Baby you know we’re locked in.” He defends.

“I don’t know that, actually . And I cant keep having this conversation with you. It’s been three fucking years and I don’t know how many more times or more ways I can tell you this shit. I’m exhausted.”

“So what? You wanna break up because some girl flirted with me at a party?”

“Fuck’s sake,” You drop the rest of your cigarette on the dirt and step on it to put it out. “You know it’s not that simple. I’ve said it a thousand times, I’m not doing it again.”

You turn around, reaching for the passenger side of the handle. “Take me home.”

You pull at it, letting out a frustrated sigh and you notice he’s locked the car. He comes up behind you, playing his hands ever so lightly on your waist. “Don’t be mad at me, you know how much I hate it when you’re upset with me.”

“I hate it when you do shit that upsets me.”

He licks his lips softly, leaning in closer to you. He presses his chest against your back and wraps his arms around your waist.

“I’m sorry, I really am. I’m gonna do better for you baby, promise. I love you.”

You hate that he’s telling you everything you want to hear. You hate that there’s so much sincerity in his voice and you already feel yourself giving in. You hate that you let this stuff slide with him and give in easily. You hate that he makes you so weak.

It’s quite sad really, especially knowing that if things were the other way around it would be completely different. Mingyu has always been possessive over you and gotten jealous easily.

You’ve never entertained other guys the way he did, and you had no problem rejecting them. But it still pissed Mingyu off. Seeing a guy approach you or stare at you a little too hard had his blood boiling.

It didn’t matter if you rejected them, Mingyu still had a sour taste in his mouth at the mere though of you with another guy.

For now, you’ll blame letting your guard down on the alcohol. You know you’d do it sober, but it’s not a fact you have an easy time accepting, at least in the moment.

He turns you around so you’re facing him and your back is pressed against the car again. He pushes a strand of hair behind your ear and kisses your forehead.

“I don’t like hurting you… I’m sorry. You’re the only one for me, my girl. Don’t need anyone else, I’m gonna be better for you.” He kisses your cheek. “You’re all I want.”

“You’re lying,” You sniffle, turning away from him. “You’re just saying that. You don’t really mean it, you don’t love me.”

He cups your cheek, turning your head and forcing you to face him. Your eyes meet and and he stares down at you with soft eyes. A small smile appears on his face.

He knows you’re giving in.

“Baby… would I be here apologizing to you and eating your pussy if I didn’t love you? You know I mean it.”

“You’re not eating my pussy.”

“Not yet I’m not.”

He flashes you that million dollar smile and you feel yourself fold completely. Your face feels hot despite the cool night air filling the atmosphere.

You feel pathetic for letting him win so easily again. But you can’t help it, not when it comes to Mingyu.

He needs no invitation to lean down and kiss you. When he does, you’re kissing him back immediately with no protest.

His hands move from your waist to your inner thighs, traveling up the skirt you have on. He leans in closer, pressing his body firmly against yours

He plays with the hem of your panties before pulling them off and dropping to his knees in front of you. He looks up at you with lust clouding his eyes.

“Let me make it up to you?” He licks his lips.

Your brain is telling you no, but you’re already nodding your head the moment he asks the question.

It’s all the invitation he needs before he’s dipping his head under your skirt and forcing your legs open. He holds you up, supporting your shaky thighs.

He licks a teasingly long stripe along your folds before diving in.

He sucks on your clit, moaning softly as your arousal begins to coat his tongue. You get wet for him so easily, it fuels his ego and desire for you.

He buries himself in your cunt, determined to get you off and make you forgive him. You’re pulling at his hair beneath your skirt and crying out his name.

“So good Gyu,” You moan breathlessly.

He eats you out so sloppily. There’s a mixture of his saliva and your arousal dripping down his chin, and the lewd sounds slipping from his lips are pornographic in nature. The cry that slips out of your lips when Mingyu bites down on your thigh hard enough to leave a mark is anything but appropriate, especially when he presses his lips back to your pussy and laughs in the middle of going down on you.

His warm tongue is bringing you closer and closer to the edge with each passing second.

Your hands are tangled in his hair messily, pulling and grabbing at his waves desperately. You’re grinding against him, pushing your hips into his face every time his tongue glides across your clit.

You pull at his hair particularly hard, eliciting a groan from him that sends vibrations coursing through your body. It’s just enough to have you cumming on his tongue.

He laps your cunt greedily, allowing you to ride out your orgasm on his face as he cleans you up with his mouth.

He doesn’t let up until you’re pulling him by the hair and forcing him off of you. He takes the hint, finally removing himself from your cunt and looking up at you.

His face is soaked and there’s a hazy, lustful look clouding his eyes as he stares up at you. “You forgive me yet?” he asks.

You ignore him, pulling him up to his feet and holding him against your body. “Fuck me, please.”

You can feel the way his cock twitches with excitement. It’s already hard and straining against the material of his jeans. He’s relieved to hear you want this just as bad as him.

He reaches into his back pocket for the car keys to unlock it. He yanks the door open and pushes you inside. He climbs on top of your body, wedging himself between your open legs.

The car door slams shut and his lips are back on yours in no time. Your hands on him, roaming his body until you’re undoing his jeans and helping him take them off.

He places your legs onto his shoulders and slides his length into you. He fills you up perfectly, stretching your tight hole open with ease. Your warmth envelopes him, arousal coating every inch of his cock and filling the car with lewd squelching noises with each thrust.

He finds his pace quickly, pounding into you roughly the way he knows you like it. The tip of his cock brushes deep inside of you every time he bottoms out, leaving you crying out with his every movement. You can feel the weight of the car shifting beneath you every time he fucks his cock into you.

He lets out a deep groan with each thrust when he slams into you. Your arms are wrapped around his neck with your hands tangled in his hair, bringing his body in closer to you.

"Shit," You cry.

He's literally got you folded in half and fucks himself deep inside of you. There are tears welling in your eyes due to the intensity of it all.

"You take me so good baby, every time," he coos. "This cunt was fucking made for me. All mine."

You can only manage a nod in agreement.

Your breathing is growing heavier and the car windows are starting to fog up. You're squeezing him so tight, it'd be hard for him to move if you weren't so wet.

He wipes away your tears, lightly shushing you as he draws his lips closer to your ear. "You hear that baby?"

"H-huh?" You choke out.

"Hear how wet you are for me? How good I fuck you. Was fucking made for you baby," he whispers into your ear. "I'd never give this up. You're perfect for me."

His hand sneakily slips between your thighs, thumb circling your clit in small circles. It has you mewling and whimpering upon contact and you're cumming only moments later.

It's one of the most intense orgasms your body has experienced. Your legs are shaking and you're gripping his hair for dear life as you cum around him. He fucks you through it sloppily.

The sheer feeling of your walls tightening and throbbing around him is already sending him close to the edge. He lets out a long groan and drops his head into the crook of your neck as he cums.

You feel his cock twitching inside of you as he pumps you full of his cum. His eyes are screwed shut and his hips stutter as he thrusts into you sloppily.

His hips finally come to a half and he's breathing heavily onto your skin. It takes him a minute to fully come down from his own orgasm, but he sits up and slides out of you slowly.

You suddenly feel cold and empty as the loss of contact.

"You feeling okay?" He asks breathlessly.

You nod, propping yourself up onto your elbows before searching the car for your clothes to redress yourself. The two of you situate yourselves in silence. There's a faint tension lingering in the air, but the post-nut clarity hasn't hit hard enough for either of you to actually address it.

Once you're both dressed again, you relocate back to the driver and passenger seats. "Ready to go back home?"

"Yeah," You say quietly.

He starts the car back up and turns to look at you. He leans over, extending his arm to fix your hair with delicate fingers. He pats your head softly, mumbling a soft "there."

He then grabs the Aux cord and plugs your phone in. He extends his arm once again, holding your phone out to you.

There's a bitter taste on your tongue when he does so. You fight the urge to say something in the moment. But he smiles at you and leans in, placing a soft kiss on your lips.

It heals you the way a bandaid would. The sweetness of his lips is like a stamp replacing the bitterness that was on your tongue only moments ago.

It's not permanent, and you know it's only a matter of time before the bitterness returns. But you know he'll simply kiss it better and you'll just keep on going back.

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[angelstate]

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost x Insecure!reader.

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who gets mad when you tell the woman who approached him in the bar that you are his girlfriend and she should probably go away. calling you jealous and controlling. 

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who constantly denies your relationship when you go out to drink with your friends, even though you’re standing no more than a few feet away from him ordering a drink. 

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who then acts surprised when you two return to your apartment from the bar and you don’t want to have sex with him. Calling you a bitch because how do you expect him to not flirt with other women when you never want to sleep with him. 

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who spends a week love bombing you after you caught him messaging with the woman from the bar behind your back, nothing sexual but just continuous flirting that he knew made you feel insecure after you told him how you didn't like when he gave his number to women.

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who shows up at your workplace with flowers and chocolates even though he knows you don’t like sweet things. And he does it at your office because he knows you won't make a scene in public and wouldn’t reject him in front of your coworkers.

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who never tells you he loves you (because he doesn’t) but gets offended and angry when you hang up the phone call and don’t tell him you love him because that means you don’t appreciate how much he does for you.

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who talks shit about your friends when he overhears a conversation you were having with them about your relationship. Your friends telling you the way he acts with you isn’t acceptable and you should leave him for your mental health.

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who blames you for making your friends believe he is a bad boyfriend when he “loves you so much” and “does everything for you without getting anything back” 

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who then acts shocked when you actually take your friend's advice and break up with him after dating for almost three years. asking you if you really are going to throw your relationship away after being together for so long.

ToxicBoyfriend!Ghost who calls you a bitch and countless other bad names after realizing you were serious about breaking up with him, trashing your apartment, and taking things that weren’t his from your place before not speaking to you ever again (except when he’s drunk and realize how much he actually misses you and loved you in his own narcissistic way)

[mrsclean101]

ToxicBoyfriend! Armin

Toxic boyfriend! Armin who swears Annie is “just a friend” and their relationship is strictly platonic but then you catch him liking all of her bikini pics and swiping up on her story commenting heart eyes.

Toxic boyfriend! Armin who quickly gaslights you when you find him messaging several other women. “Why are you going through my phone anyway” was his initial response. Simply convincing you that he knew that you were gonna go through his phone. Although the conniving in question was just him plunging his cock deep through your dripping folds.

Toxic boyfriend! Armin who gets angry when the waiter at the restaurant for your date is CLEARLY flirting with you in front of him. Even though he just asked you if you would like a refill on your water. He storms out of the restaurant grabbing your wrist to drag you along with him.

Toxic boyfriend! Armin who when you finally break up with him after him cheating for years just realized what he lost. When he scrolls on your instagram seeing pictures of you and your new boyfriend.

Toxic boyfriend! Armin who’s finally convinced you to take him back. Fucking you nice and slow after finding out that your new boyfriend can’t make you cum. Promising to never hurt you again.

[loveforseo]

I present to you my favorite fan made video of sfh. I’ve watched a couple of edits now and I always go back to this. the building of tension with the scenes and that INSANELY GOOD version of toxic always gives me goosebumps. also, the song literally fits jw and mj lol toxic murderer boyfriends trope and im here for it 

[paraphraze615]

Jokes aside though, if your partner or anybody around you is that jealous that they get in the way of your success, you need to cut them off IMMEDIATELY. That's not cool. #MuniLong #MuniMafia #PriscillaRenea #Drake #IWishIHadATimeMachine #Jealously #JealousAss #JealousSpirits #ToxicRelationships #ToxicBoyfriends #ToxicExBoyfriend #NarcissisticRelationships https://www.instagram.com/p/CcHJj6RLcrC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[crimsonhxndeda]

@toxicboyfriend

Daisuke straddles his partner’s waist, soft smirk on his lips as he leans in and flicks his tongue out to rub along the tip of his nose. “You had a little something there,” he purrs before leaning in and pressing a firm kiss to his lips.

[lostinthiswor1d]

you say you hurt when I’m crying, but you continue to hurt me in ways i can’t imagine hurting you

[feelsomethingblog]

Jacob Elordi

[odpaczatkuja]

•He told me that i was thinner than my fat cousin year ago but now im im bigger than she

•He told me that its noticeable that im getting fat

• He asked me how did I grow such a fat belly

•He told me that now he can tell that im fat

And these are my boyfriend's words.

I need help i need help i feed help could somebody please

[thesmileonmyface]

I get upset over how things ended between us. I did my typical pretend like you don't exist and never speak to you again. And a part of me is grateful I never spoke to you again, but I’m also upset that I never spoke to you again

[sivarestilo]

Tóxico 😅😅😅 . . . . . #smallbusiness #toxico #eltoxico #toxicboyfriend #humorlatino #losangeles #mexicanaf #toxicoaf #eltoxico☢️ #latinoownedbusiness (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CemOJu3viDE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[estergjevori]

Il Primo Amore... non si scorda mai. (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/293661852-il-primo-amore-non-si-scorda-mai?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=EsterGjevori&wp_originator=KFZaiaYI1JVmYURtLkFUDQX%2FBeQuKh%2B7skKxyCznbXdVzt4iZHAWNDent7pgSHZE8Il0F2FYo2UXZnk5kq9UwrtwJy9YpjQUJR2o59mh9ETAo4V7na4yZV3QzLU9xc4k Cari Lettori... state per leggere la storia di Lia e Alex.. un amore particolare. Diviso in capitoli, ne pubblicherò uno ogni settimana. vi piacerà...

[mytangledthoughts]

Dear G, or a toxic guy story

On August 13th, at 11:10 am, a friend of mine made you slide into my Instagram dms. When I think about it, the first message you sent me was already a red flag but I was feeling so bad in my own skin, and felt so desperate for a tiny bit of love that I thought, “okay, maybe I could just talk to this guy and see how it goes.” And that’s what I did. I was at the restaurant for my grandmother’s birthday when I responded to your message and instead of enjoying the moment and spending time with her and my dad, I was completely absorbed by my phone because you were speaking to me. At that moment, I truly, sincerely thought that maybe, a boy could like me for me, even if I’m full of flaws, even if I’m overweight and all of that. You had turned twenty on May 1st and I was about to turn 18, you were nice, charming, handsome... and I had a very low self-esteem. Anyways, we talked for a few hours and then (like the perfect fuckboy that you are), you asked me if we could text on Snapchat instead, which was another red flag because most guys who want to Snap you, are most likely looking for sex. But once again, I agreed. We met that night. You were charming at first. You picked me up and drove me to the beach. The ride to the beach was very quiet, I was mortified because I am a very shy person and you didn’t know what to say. When I tried to ask you some questions so we could get to know each other better, I realized that we had strictly NOTHING in common (third red flag). When we got to the beach you took my hand (which made my fanfiction -reader heart melt) and we sat on a bench, we talked for a bit and then the sun started to set and you looked and me and said “isn’t it pretty” to which I replied “yeah it really is” and then you took my hand, looked at me and I saw your face get closer to mine and knew what was going to happen. And I froze. You were right about to kiss me and I froze because I had never been romantically involved with anyone. I explained it to you and  you were very sweet in that moment; you said “let me teach you” and I really really wanted to be kissed by you. The rest of the evening was pretty awkward. You wanted to go further and I did not, and you respected that but you acted upset and you stayed on your phone for so long. At some point, I decided that it was enough, I told you that I wasn’t feeling well and you took me home. I spent the whole night telling everything to my best friend and thinking about you. I genuinely thought that we were done and that I would never want to see you again, yet I tortured myself and still felt your lips on mine, and on my neck, and how much of a great feeling that was. So I kept texting you. The next time we met, we had a picnic and we just laid together, hugging on the sand. The night was a bit chilly. This time, it was you who said that you were tired and had to work on the next day, so once again,you took me home. A week after that, we met for the third time and I was really feeling good with you and so we did *it* (definitely disappointing, by the way). A few days later, another friend of mine texted me and warned me about you, because you had texted her before, trying to seduce her, and when she wasn’t receptive, you became rude and blocked her. Without asking for any explanation, I deleted you on snap. When you realized, you dmed me on Instagram and asked me why and you kept denying it. Then I realized that the screenshots that my friend had sent me were from August 8th and I felt bad because after all, we weren’t even talking yet when that had happened! So I apologized and I asked you if you wanted us to see each other on that night so I could apologize *properly*. You were supposed to pick me up at 9 pm. I even dressed cute and did my hair and make-up. At 9, I texted you to know if you’d left your place yet and you replied that 10pm would be more convenient for you. 10pm came and you weren’t there. Then 10:30pm and then 11pm. And you stood me up. I texted  you to tell you that I was going back to bed and you replied around midnight with “yea sry”. This was the first time I cried over a boy. At 12:30 am, you asked me if we could still meet up because you were near my place (obviously I said no lmao). Two days later, we said that we would meet up but you left me on read so and texted back to apologize on the next day around 5 pm. We still texted a bit after that but you were distant and I hated it because I’d caught feelings for your stupid toxic ass. On September 9th, you visited me in the city I moved to for school and you spent the night with me. I made you pasta and you ate the whole dish and you were just so cute and I absolutely loved that side of you but on the other hand, you spent a lot of time on your phone (a suspicious amount of time) and were more interested by the stupid movie on TV than by me.  But once again, I  had feelings for you and I hated to admit it. The same week, on Saturday 12th, you asked me if we could meet and since I was staying at my mom’s for the weekend, I thought that you would at least take me somewhere a tiny bit romantic, like the beach. But nooooo, you took me in the middle of nowhere, under a bridge because you couldn’t stay for long because you had a PARTY to attend to. We did  have s*x that night, but I’m not even sure we can call it that since you lasted what, 30 seconds? Then you said “alright I’m gonna take you home”. We met up at 11pm and it was 11:20 when you said that. You have no idea how bad I felt. I simply felt used and manipulated. Then we got back in our seats, in your car, and we sat there quietly for two hours, listening to the radio, the both of us being on our phones for what  seemed to be an eternity. And you took me home. I was so disappointed that I just got out of your car, didn’t say a thing. And you left. I tried to text you after that but you just left me on read. With the help of my incredible, beloved best friend, and our Taylor Swift/ Tacos/ Sims nights, I slowly got over you. I  missed you a lot at first, I cried at night and I couldn’t get you out of my head but I got better. I felt good! I even started crushing on this adorable guy from my Spanish class. I thought that I would never hear from you ever again but I was wrong. You had the audacity to text me more than a month later asking ME WHY I HAD STOPPED TEXTING YOU. You told me that you hadn’t texted  me in a month and half because your grandfather had died and I might seem rude for saying this but whether it was true or not, I honestly didn’t care. We spent a whole week arguing but I decided to give you one last shot and I asked you if you wanted us to stay friends for now and see how it would go. You said that we were just a hookup and that you didn’t want any more friends, you became rude and acted angry. And so I let go. At this point, you can play the victim all you want, you are not my problem anymore. I liked you, no- I loved you. You are my first everything: first day, first kiss, first time, first time falling in love, first boy I cried over, first break-up. I don’t regret the time we spent together; but we were a mess. You played with my feelings and I was a fool to trust you. You got in my head and I will forever remember you, and the good moments we had but you broke what we maybe could have had so you do not have the right to come back and expect that I’ve been waiting for you to come back. I still wish you the best and I sincerely wish you to be happy and find a girl who won’t have to fake it in bed so your fragile masculinity isn’t hurt (jkjk, or am I ..?). Thank you for the lesson you taught me and for the inspiration you gave me for my playlist :)

[katnyal]

UPCOMING WORKS

pls do not hold me to these, i am indecisive & change my mind very easily. art cr

BOXING RING. mikasa akerman

in which y/n & mikasa get into a fight that gets sexual. fem bodied reader. hungry kisses. boob play. grinding

MOMMY. eren yeager

in which ex! eren drops off your daughter after a daddy-daughter day. fem black reader. mentions of cheating. heated argument. comfort. forehead kisses. sexual tension. doggy style. hair pulling

GIRLS NIGHT OVER. mina ashido

bimbo! mina ashido who invites you to her dorm for a sleepover. fem bodied reader. mina is headcanoned as blasian. friends to lovers. neck kisses. makeout sesh. boob & nipple play. pussy licking & fingering. tribbing. double dildo. possibility of getting caught

FIRST TIME. ochaco uraraka

after a picnic date with your girlfriend ochaco, you both share your inexperience with sexual intercourse. black fem reader. heated makeout sesh. first time. boob play. pussy licking & fingering. tribbing. multiple positions. multiple orgasms

LOVE A BLACK WOMAN FROM INFINITY TO INFINITY. kotaro bokuto

in which you have a secret (not really secret) admirer! bokuto doting on you. gym bro! bokuto. black gn reader. obvious feelings. playful flirting. big 'ole hugs. light touches

THE SMALL THINGS. keiji akaashi

you & mullet! akaashi spend a morning together. gn reader. fluff. neck kisses. words of affirmation. naked bodies pressed together (non-sexual)

HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS. yuuji itadori

being high school sweethearts with jock! itadori. black fem reader. itadori is headcanoned as blasian. fluff. best friends to lovers. just cuteness

NBA WIFE. aomine daiki & ryota kise

being the wives to nbaplayer! aomine & kise. black fem reader

STUDY DATE. light yagami

in which you go on a study date with your toxicboyfriend! light yagami. fem reader. manipulation. gaslighting. light touches

DADDY. katsuki bakugou

in which bakugou is a single dad taking care of his 3 y/o daughter. fluff. most likely ooc bakugou. daughter is blasian

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