#touka gives no fucks

[togaki-kun]

In this draft, I affectionately (murderously) call Izuna a little bitch.

Read Part 1 here.

Part 2 will be posted on February 19, Tobirama’s birthday.

[makotonaegiunderstander]

thinking about my Tokyo Ghoul au I made for Danganronpa. It was meant to be kind of its own thing, not necessarily doing THH and not necessarily copying the plot beats of Tokyo Ghoul. Either way Makoto takes Kaneki’s place kind of, mainly bc when I read the opening I could not stop thinking about what supernaturally bad luck Kaneki had. And the way Kaneki ended up being the “bridge between two worlds” and represented justice and a means to an end for BOTH sides at different points gave me ‘Ultimate Hope’ vibes. At the same time Kaneki could EASILY be replaced with Hajime due to the conspiracy that Kaneki’s accident was done on purpose to basically experiment on someone to see if they could create the hope they needed. Only reason I didn’t jump to it is bc back then I was sticking Makoto in any scenario I wanted AND there’s another Tokyo Ghoul character that fits Hajime’s story. Anyway. I wanted to toy with the idea of someone who values life and helping others so deeply as Makoto being forced to do horrible things or else lose himself entirely. Becoming something you feared and only viewed as a monster until they revealed themselves to be people, but still horrified to find yourself in the middle. I think Makoto would have a unique reaction and I think he’d lean much more towards self sacrifice and helping try to get both sides to see each other’s humanity much faster than Kaneki did or Hajime would. But he’d also be ashamed and scared of what he’d become and desperate not to hurt anyone, which would be a disaster in the making as the longer a Ghoul goes without eating a person, the more beast like and unhinged they become. It’s not ALL that much different from a vampire au save the fact that there’s no option to just. get a little blood from a living person and leave them just slightly woozy or raid blood bags from donations. You HAVE to seriously injure someone or outright kill them to live, which is what separates the two.

[nyxire]

what do u mean there is a naruto fandom poll for a spin off manga

[spookysshadow]

Hatake nibbles.

Just sometimes they get so overwhelmed with happiness or love that they just have to bite the person.

It's not something they do in public, really only amongst those they deem pack. And even then, not all pack is treated to it.

The Senju matriarch nibbles at her little boys fingers and toes when their little pups, and playfully growls at them when they begin to toddle before snapping her jaw shut and making her boys laugh loudly.

Butsuma doesn't understand but then again, he doesn't get bitten either. At least until Tobi shows up.

Hashirama, the least Hatake according to the matriarch's own mother, playfully bites and nibbles at her hands and arms, her legs, full of love and unashamed. Though as the years go by he does it less and less. Sometimes though, when he sees his remaining little brother, he can't help but turn and bite his arm. Or if a hand is on the table, he'll sneak a nibble too. His little brother will huff, but he never stops him from doing it.

Tobirama also grows up nibbling and biting. A little too much even. Anyone he deemed friend/family - even the wolf summons, he'll climb onto and try nibbling at their ears. Not even Butsuma escapes his reign of teething terror - having to go to war meetings with a toddler strapped to his side, teeth nibbling his upper arms.

He also grows out of that all around, all encompassing affection and focuses on the few important ones that remain - a quick nib at his brother's shoulder before they go into battle, a playfully bite on Touka's hand when she tries to reach for something in front of him, so on.

This carries on - lets pretend Izuna lives, village is built and somehow standing in it's own and he's hella confused why one day, when he and Tobirama get assigned on a mission he tells the Senju bastard good luck and the guy just. bites him. Just pivots his head and chomps on his shoulder, before straightening up like something shot up his spine and muttered a quick "you too" before taking off.

Here he thought he and the guy were getting along, but he guesses not. Especially cause after that mission Tobirama won't even be in the same room as him. As always he goes to his brother for guidance in these trying times.

Hikaku: he bit you?

Izuna: Yeah, can you believe that? What the fuck!

Madara: Ah, Hashirama bit me a few times when we were kids. He said it's how his family showed each other they like them.

Hikaku: he likes you??

Izuna: Do I have to bite him back now?

He doesn't. Not at first, but after having to run around the village to get the man to sign a document because he is still avoiding him. he gives up. Just chomps on the arm that's right in front of him and then sits back in his seat like he didn't do that most insane thing in the middle of a council meeting.

Tobirama blinks before nodding and continuing with his report, seemingly back to normal now that his weird affection has been returned. Hashirama, inspired by his little brother, turns to Madara and also tries to chomp.

Now that the cat is out of the bag, Izuna is forced to be nibbled by a surprisingly affectionate Tobirama, while watching his older brother dodge the chomping affections of his friend. C'est la vie.

[poele-sexuel]

Okay so funny idea-

Rivalry is the only way to court a Hatake.

Being rivals with a Hatake means you are courting them.

Kakashi : *waiting for Gai, for almost over 20 years (!), to finally give him any fucking gifts that he could accept, signifying they would now be mates*

Gai : ETERNAL RIVAL !!! :D

Kakashi : *silently crying in his head*

Kakashi's ninken : *sigh in pain*

Gai : *has absolutely no idea about Hatake courting* ? :D

In the pure world :

Sakumo : *wincing for his son* aouch... My poor little pup...

Dai : *annoyed at his son obliviousness* SAGE DAMNIT SON-

Also... The Senju brothers being half Hatake.

Izuna : Aha ! We meet again rival !

Tobirama : Pardon !? since when ?! *Blushing shocked*

Izuna : Eh ??? *Confused*

Hashirama : !!! You didn't tell me Tobi ! :0

Madara : Izuna you moron ! They're half Hatake !!!

Izuna : !!! OH UM- NEVERMIND ! *blushing embarrassed*

Hashirama : Aw :'( *disappointed*

Tobirama : ... *Is secretly disappointed too*

Touka : *is laughing like a hyena*

Hikaku : *is sighing in exhaustion*

The rest of the Senjus and Uchihas fighting : *Stop fighting to observe bemused at the interaction*

During the summer where Hashirama and Madara meet... :

Madara : So are we rivals now ?

Hashirama : Ah- um... Maybe...? If you wanna, I wouldn't mind... *Is fidgeting, shy and blushing*

Madara : *looks at him confused* ???

Hashirama : I'm half Hatake...

Madara : OH- hhhhhhh... No. Sorry... *Looks away blushing, actually sad he has to say no*

Hashirama : Oh... ;'( *Sad little puppy*

[xotication]

okay but.. a quiet gamer boy bf kaneki that loves when his pretty girl bottoms herself out as he’s in the middle of a game. <3

you love kaneki, & you can accept that he has a love & passion for video games too but.. how does he expect you NOT to wanna sit on him when he looks so damn handsome all the time?!

he’s sat in that gaming chair with a baggy tee & a pair of grey sweats. he’ll even be wearing a pair of blue light glasses so that the constant gaming doesn’t do too much damage to his irises. nd he just looks so good with this combination!! ugh. it’s not even fair.

on this particular day, he’s playing fortnite with touka & hide after not touching that game for a couple of seasons. he’s giving call outs, talkin’ bout’ “116 to the body” “he’s 1 shot” “knocked.. dead.” “pushing up behind us” & just a whole bunch of shit that you didn’t care to try & understand..

you’re a little frustrated, to be honest. you had a long day at work nd you just wanna be all up under him. especially now that he’s on the game with some girl he used to have a fling with..?

“ken..”

“kennnn..!”

upon hearing that, he moves his headset behind his ear with a push of his shoulder & gives you a soft hum.

“when’re you getting off?”

“oh.. i don’t know, baby. probably not for another hour or so”

“another hour or so..??”

“yeah. what’s wrong?”

you don’t even bother answering. he shrugs his headset back on & continues to clack away at his keyboard. you’ve already made your way over to him, nd you watch him play for a little before you lift his arm & saddle yourself on to his lap. you’re thankful that he isn’t streaming today.

you begin to peck sloppy little kisses on to his neck, not really caring if it’s loud or not.. you’re kinda hoping it is, though :3. kaneki lifts his head a bit to give you more access. his pale skin is still displaying the hickies you had left just a couple nights ago nd you giggle a little bit at this. they look soso pretty on him!

a couple seconds pass by & you’re just slyly rolling your hips down on him. he knows exactly what you want out of him & he’s not gonna deny you from it. you slide yourself off his lap, now on your knees in between his legs & you take hold of the hem of his briefs & sweats before pulling them down to his lower thighs. it’s no surprise that ken is already hard.

you can’t blame him! he’s got a hot gf damn near humping him in his chair, what man wouldn’t be turned on?! i digress.

you take him in your hand & lick all the way from the base to the tip, you can feel him tense up & relax afterwards. you spit in your hand to act as lube nd stroke his dick a couple times before fully sticking him in your mouth. you’re left jerking whatever else doesn’t fit & you hear his breathing get heavier.

there’s a lewd gluck gluck (i’m so sorry 😭) coming from you as things get sloppier by the second. kaneki was now fully hitting the back of your throat, not really caring if it was difficult for you to handle or not..

touka & hide are noticing him paying less attention & his gameplay getting a bit more careless. i mean right now his character was on auto-run, & he had your hair in a makeshift ponytail as he fucked your poor throat! :(

“kaneki! they’re on the mountain building up.. there’s 20 left. focus up”

“fuck bro. i’m down.. he’s at least 5 bullets tho- push that”

“kaneki… push, maybe?? you’re selling”

“can you both get the fuck out my ear?”

ken let’s go of your hair nd tucks it behind your ears before giving his full attention to the game once again. you don’t know what he’s doing up there but he’s going crazy on his keyboard.

you pull him from your mouth with a lil “pop” sound nd climb back into his lap. your panties are now pulled to the side & you’re fully sitting on his dick.. this man leaves you so full OMGG. there’s an adorable bulge in your tummy >.<!

kaneki brings his attention to you for a brief moment to give you a quick couple of pecks, nd then he’s back to the game. you wrap your arms around his neck & use them as leverage to lift yourself up & down on his lap. the chair is making a bit of noise nd ken’s friends are now overly suspicious..

“the fuck is going on over there?”

“mind your business.”

touka rolls her eyes at his response to hide. she’s already knowing what’s going on nd she’s not too happy about it. you did kinda steal kaneki’s attention from her when they were talking. boohoo, so sad. you were just better!

you were getting a lil tired from bouncing up & down, so you began rolling your hips. ken doesn’t feel much pleasure from this but he knows how good it feels for you, he’s happy to let you use him.

“we have circle. camp this hill nd stay on high ground”

kaneki mutes his mic before he wraps his arms around you & snaps his hips up into you.

“ken- oh my god!”

“couldn’t wait till’ i got off, hm?”

you didn’t answer so his hips came to a full halt & you whined, like a puppy. “i asked you a question, sweetheart”

“look at me”

you met his eyes nd he just smiled, “you’re so pretty, holy fuck” nd he started fucking you again, no warning!

“kaneki, they’re pushing”

at this point he didn’t even care anymore. he grabbed you by your waist, then carefully lifting you off his lap. ken stands up, turns you around & bends you over just to slip himself back into your pretty cunny. he’s ruthless with the strokes too.

went from sucking to clapping sounds & his mic ain’t off no more. “can feel you in my stomach, ken”

“yeah? tell me how it feels, baby.”

“feels too good.. shit! i can’t-”

“you can, y/n. let’s finish what you started.” ken lifts your leg so that it’s resting on his desk, “ts’ too much!” you somehow felt him even deeper & it made your eyes roll back. kaneki was dying in the game, both friends collectively screaming at him over the mic.

“you can take it, i taught you better than that.” you’re babbling other things he doesn’t really care to comprehend. your hand reaches behind your back to push his hips away but he only grabs your wrist & yanks it back so there’s a bigger arch in your back :( he tells you to ‘stop trying to run���.

ken eventually bends forward a bit to rub your clit, it all feels so good. he’s balls deep inside you nd stimulating you just right. he’s way too good at what he does. you feel a knot in your stomach & you start clenching around him, “fuck y/n”

“ken, i’m gonna-”

“not yet, angel. wait for me, please?”

you love the way he talks to you.

you’re nodding nd he picks you up to carry you over to the edge of the bed, he sits down nd encourages you to ride him all over again.

“cmon, ‘wanna record my pretty girl” he says as he picks his phone up off the bed.

“are you gonna send it to touka..?” there’s a smile on your face & he kisses you, “course i will, she’ll never get to be in your place. you’re so perfect.. this pussy was made just for me”

kaneki stretches his arm out nd records the scene in front of him, the camera angle perfectly displays all of what’s going on; he smacks your ass just to show off too. it leaves you even more needy, “can’t keep holding it, kennie, please”

“keep going honey, i’m almost there.”

you propped your feet on the bed- in a squat, bouncing even harder. “what a fucken slut..!” ken let’s out a light laugh, he’s almost in disbelief. now he’s rubbing circles on your clit again nd you’re practically sobbing from the pleasure. “fuck- go ahead baby, i’m cumming”

you let yourself come undone; there’s heavy breathing for a couple of seconds after, you’re both just trying to calm your heart rates once again.

“i love you so much kaneki, never gonna leave, i swear”

“i love you too, pretty girl. get up & show me what we did, yeah?”

“mhm!” you slowly lift yourself off of his lap & sit next to him. your legs are spread & both your juices are flowing out of your cunt.. kaneki slips two fingers into you & you almost close your legs on his arm, “i’m sensitive!!”

“i know honey, i know..” he’s laughing now, “cmere, i wanna kiss you. say bye to touka”

“bye bye touka!” you cheese real hard & the video ends.

“gonna run us a bath okay, my angel? i’ll come get you when it’s done!” kaneki had slid his pants back on so he could make his way to the bathroom.

after turning on the water, he sends the video to touka with a little message: “my y/n wanted you to see this :)”

sosososososo feral for this man. :(((((

(this was extremely rushed + first time kinda writing something like this in full! bare with me as i try & get better <3)

[lovelylittlemoth]

Random inconsequential Tokyo Ghoul headcannons

Kaneki has a small scar above his eyebrow. He got it when he was a kid when Hide hit him in face with a snowball ,there was a bit of gravel in it and he didn’t notice.

Amon has a secret guilty pleasure, he loves shitty romance movies.

Yamori does bug pinning in his free time , as a result he has stupid steady hands.

When Kaneki found out Touka hates classic lit his immediate thought was “I can fix her”. (He can not)

Hinami started writing short stories and giving them to Kaneki to grade . She told him she wants to be a writer when she grows up so she can write books that comfort others the way she was . Kaneki had to stop himself from bursting into tears on the spot when she told him.

Naki cries at the John Lewis Christmas ads.

Tsukiyama fucking loves food wars and plays an ungodly amount of cooking mama.

[tg-headcanons]

Tokyo ghoul characters and what they’d wear for Halloween:

Hinami: Pirate, so she could go trick or treating with her bird. She can’t eat candy but she WILL have a good time and then give it all to Hide and Kimi

Kaneki: The Biologist from Annihilation. No one knows what it is, half the people he talks to think he’s not wearing a costume at all. And the other unfortunate half get the very long and convoluted explanation of the plot of the southern reach trilogy that he has locked and loaded

Hide: Hot Dog

Touka and Yoriko: Vampires. Touka never celebrated Halloween before, but Yoriko loves it and convinced her to let her dress her up. She ended up putting her in an incredible outfit and makeup, and she spent the night passing out the homemade treats Yoriko made to trick or treaters

Koma: he has worn the exact same Gorilla costume for the past ten years. So have the rest of his gang. They all dress like gorillas and terrorize the city

Irimi: bayonetta, she knows what she’s working with and is picking up 22 year old women at the club

Yoshimura: he didn’t have a costume so Irimi put cat ears on him and he let it happen

Nishiki and Kimi: morticia and Gomez Addams. He’s morticia and she’s Gomez

Rize: she would go in amazing cosplays. She had quite the talent for thrifting clothes and altering them for costumes, and it’s really easy to lure men away to be eaten when dressed as Misa Misa

Uta: He’s going Full rocky horror. He’s the best Frank N Furter the world has ever seen. He made the whole thing himself, he even made the leather out of human skin he flayed. Eco friendly king

Yomo: he just wears his ghoul mask

Tsukiyama: Hannibal Lector. He’s really mad that no one can guess it or thinks he’s not wearing a costume because he already dressed and behaved like that

Saiko: really shitty hatsune Miku

itori: INCREDIBLE hatsune miku

Urie: refuses to wear a costume so Shirazu tells everyone he’s going as a Virgin

Shirazu: he welded knight’s armor himself out of scrap from damaged equipment the CCG was throwing out. It keeps poking him and he had to clean blood off of it but it looks incredible. He wins 100 bucks in a costume contest and he’s so hyped, it’s worth the carpal tunnel

Mutsuki: He has a hidden talent for makeup since he’s been doing masculinizing contouring for a bit, and made an amazing zombie. After several drinks he had the time of his life scaring the shit out of other drunk people outside the club

Juuzou: he’s actually not wearing a costume but everyone thinks he is because he just dresses like that. His ass is trick or treating

Akira: cat. She has dressed as a cat every single year since she was seven and will not stop now. Her first purchase with adult money when she got her job was a high quality cat costume upgrade. She is committed and she’s not changing it now.

Seidou and Amon: they were planning on doing a couple’s costume of Deadpool and wolverine but when they showed up on Halloween they were both Deadpool because they thought they were the funny one in the relationship. Neither are correct

Arima: three hole punch Jim

Houji: to keep up professionalism but enjoy the spirit of Halloween, he went with Dracula because all it is is just adding a cape and fangs to his regular suit.

Tatara: when he met up with Houji to fuck nasty he wasn’t wearing a costume because he doesn’t care, but upon seeing Houji’s he ripped a branch off the nearest tree, sliced the tip a few times to make a stake, and said he’s going as Van Helsing

Naki: pumpkin head. He stole a Jack o lantern and put it his head and it was really funny until he couldn’t get it off

Eto: the cockroach from franz Kafka’s the metamorphosis, she’s operating the legs with her kagune and it looks so freaky. She’s getting on all fours and rat crawling around and genuinely looks like a giant cockroach. She’s making children and high people lose their shit

Furuta: playboy bunny

[ipsen]

tokyo ghoul characters as fighting game archetypes

kaneki - main character, so he must be a basic rushdown/all-rounder. easy to use and a great way of introducing someone to the game. one of his moves is its own character and puts him in a tier above his actual tier rating (high tier move on a mid tier character).

touka - the classic shoto. kagune is a projectile and anti-air, and has a funny move during melee that does obscene damage. surprisingly bulky when it comes down to it, and she's a fan favorite when it comes to spectating. mid tier.

ayato - the cooler shoto. despite sharing tools with touka, ayato leans more into melee combat, using his limbs in addition to his projectiles. fast, powerful, gets two-tapped. high tier.

rize - braindead character. if kaneki has one move that is its own character, rize's character is one move. said move covers half the screen, and its coupled with her famous laugh. her players laugh with her, of course. high tier.

arima - "carried by your character" archetype. what the fuck. meta knight tier.

eto - stance character (using her kakuja). versatile, but with a high skill floor. initially bottom tier, but then six months passed. small. secret boss tier.

amon - the grappler. slow start-up, but makes up for it with good defensive tools and high damage when he gets in there. best alt costumes in the game. high tier.

akira - zoner type. uses fueguchi one and two to manipulate the distance between her and her opponent. fueguchi one can cross the grand canyon. mid tier.

furuta - copycat character. a frankenstein of all the other characters, giving him unique strings and a vastly different playstyle from the rest of the cast. has a "coward" mechanic that scales his damage output with his remaining health. high (read: low) tier.

hinami - why are her hitboxes bigger than my household income. top tier.

[harleyquilt]

Tell Me (Touken/Kanetou ficlet)

Summary: A fwb au, but the unhealthiest kind

Words: 1,895~

Notes: @hakucho-art gave me brainworms and now I toxic angsty touken is my terminal illness

Warnings: NSFT, 18+, toxic relationship/dynamic, dubcon (ish), femdom, this is basically just unhealthy smut :3

Letting out a shaky breath, Kaneki tilts his head back and squeezes his eyes shut. Touka frowns and grabs his face, pinching his cheeks between her fingers. Forcing him to face her, she stares hard into Kaneki’s widening eyes. He almost looks frightened.

“Don’t look away.” She commands. “And don’t shut your eyes. Keep your focus on me.” She lets go, moving her fingers over his cheek and down to his chin, running her nails against his jaw. He shivers. “Understood?”

“Touka-chan…” His voice is quiet and pricked with uncertainty. He then nods - a small, timid nod - and Touka smiles, her eyes narrowing.

“Good. Now listen carefully. You’re going to answer my questions, and in return,” her eyes flick down to his crotch, where there is now a noticeable tent rising in his boxer shorts. “I'll give you what you want. That’s a fair exchange, right?”

“Touka, I don’t know–”

“Shh,” she swipes her thumb over his bottom lip. “You don’t need to answer.” Biting her bottom lip, she moves her hand further down and presses her palm against his chest. She can feel his heart racing. “There is a lot at stake here.”

“W-What do you mean?”

Smirking, she leans back, her hand slipping down his chest and stopping above his pelvis. His body has grown firm and taut the past month or so, his soft flesh replaced with hardened muscle. She resists the urge to make a remark and instead reaches for her collar, unbuttoning her shirt. Kaneki watches her, his cheeks flushed, and his eyes glazed with lustful want. She slips her shirt off her shoulders, revealing a black, lacy bralette. He hasn’t seen this one before. Her stiffened nipples poke through the sheer fabric, tempting him, and his eyes follow her hand as she moves it down between her cleavage and over her stomach. His eyes dart between her hand and her eyes, and she knows what it is he’s asking for; his unspoken desire to touch her, to grope her, and to feel her once more, just as he has done many times before now. Even so, he looks on like a starved animal, desperate for his next meal.

But Touka shakes her head, denying him, and he frowns, while making no move to challenge her authority. He can be strangely obedient, Touka finds, relishing his disappointed pouts. She sighs, leaning back against her hands, and her skirt riding up her thighs.

“This is what you want, right?” She says, his eyes drinking in her visage. “You want to fuck me, don’t you?”

His blush deepens and he nods, his eyes darkening as they both begin to imagine him on top of her, deep inside her, their naked bodies pressed against one another. Her body feels hot at the mere thought, more so when Kaneki looks at her like this – without shame, without hesitation, and moments away from acting on his lewd impulses. Touka shuts her eyes, taking a deep breath.

“Is that…all you want from me?”

Kaneki blinks, confused, and he moves to sit up. “What do you mea– Oof!”

Touka pushes him back down with her foot, scowling. He looks at her, alarmed, but before he can protest, she moves her leg back and to her side. She reaches down to lift her skirt, revealing her pantiless cunt. As if struck by some kind of spell, Kaneki’s focus immediately shifts, his lips parted and eyes wide. His clenched fists twist into the bedsheets underneath him, and she can see that he is trying his best to keep himself in place, understanding that Touka is the one in control here.

“Don’t be impatient,” Touka smirks, parting her folds with one hand. Kaneki responds with a low moan, relishing the sight of her glistening pussy. “Just answer my questions and this can be all yours.” She lets her skirt fall back in between her legs. “Now focus. What do I mean to you?”

“Touka-chan, that’s a bit…” Averting his eyes, he shuffles uncomfortably in place, his blush deepening. “I don’t think we should…”

“Stop mumbling.”

Sitting on her knees, She grabs Kaneki’s thighs and spreads his legs open. He lifts his hands, but does nothing to stop her. He instead watches Touka, alarmed, while she crawls towards him, moving in between his opened legs and positioning her body over his. Pressing her hands to each side of his head, she glares at him, her face mere inches away from his. His cheeks are flushed and his breathing unsteady, but still, he makes no effort to move her back, allowing her total control.

“Don’t make me repeat myself.” With one hand, she reaches down to his crotch, rubbing her palm over his hardened erection. Kaneki sucks in a sharp breath, struggling to keep his eyes open, and Touka leans in closer, her nose touching his. “What do I mean to you, Kaneki?”

Lowering his eyes, Kaneki hesitates to answer, pressing his lips together. Already, Touka can feel him slipping away, even while entrapping him with her own body. Tutting, she moves her hand up and over the tip of his clothed cock, before running her fingers back down and squeezing them around his shaft. He gasps and whines, his back arching. He wants more, thrusting into Touka’s hand, but as soon as he tries, Touka pulls her hand away, leaving him rutting into the empty air. Kaneki winces and sinks back down onto the bed.

“That’s not fair, Touka-chan.” He mumbles, and a flash of anger seizes Touka.

“Tell me, then.” She snaps, her words sharp and pointed. She grabs him again, her strokes quick and rough. “Tell me – what am I to you? What do you want from me? If you tell me, I’ll let you cum.”

Kaneki grabs her wrist, grimacing. “T-Touka, wait. I don’t understand–”

Kaneki tries to sit up again, but Touka is quick to push him back down. Pressing down on his shoulders, she lifts herself up and straddles him. Their crotches pressed together, she can feel how hard and stiff he is, and moaning, his hands move instinctively to her hips.

Sneering, she grabs his hands and presses them back down onto the bed, leaning over him. “What’s so hard to understand?” She mutters, lacing her fingers through his. “It’s a simple fucking question.”

“It’s just that…” He lets out a shaky sigh, shuffling underneath her. “I don’t understand why you’re asking me like this.”

She frowns, looking away. She then leans down, her lips to his ear, and she speaks in a low, chilling voice. “Because you’re a coward, Kaneki.” She pulls away, glaring, and she lets the words soak in, his concern shifting to irritation. “I thought it would be better if I gave you an…incentive.”

“Touka-chan…”

“Shut up.” Her jaw clenches. “Just shut up!”

Touka rolls her hips forward, and they both moan, electrifying pleasure jolting through them. She pushes back and then forward again, and then again, and again, until they begin to pant and moan, desperate for more.

“Touka, i-if you keep g-going, then–”

“Not yet.”

Straightening, Touka reaches down and pulls Kaneki’s dick out from his boxers, giving him temporary relief, before positioning the tip between her slit. He looks down between her legs, feeling her hand guide him, and he swallows, hesitating still to stop her. And seeing his hesitance, she sinks slowly down onto his thick, throbbing cock. Her chest heaves, feeling him fill every inch inside her, and Kaneki cries out, arching his head back. Settling on his lap, her cheeks flushed, Touka watches Kaneki, watching his expression twist with a strange mix of satisfaction and discomfort. Gritting her teeth, she lifts her hips, before slamming back down against him, prompting the two of them to moan loudly in response.

“You’re pathetic,” she groans, continuing to thrust herself down onto his dick, again and again. “And a pervert, and a– ah!”

Kaneki moves his hips up to meet her, matching the rhythm of her movements. It feels good, feeling him take her like this and use her the way he wants. But it's not enough. It's never enough.

“T-This is all I am to you, right? I’m just a body to keep you w-warm at night. T-That’s all I ever was to you. Admit it.”

“I-Is that what you r-really think?” He says, speaking in between quick, shallow breaths.

She leans further back, grinding against him. She pushes herself as far as she can go, shamelessly pleasuring herself with his body. Again and again and again, having him reach deep inside her, hitting her sweet spot. Hitting her in a way only he can.

And all the while, a deep, sinking despair continues to grow in the pit of her stomach, pain mixing into pleasure and anxiousness tainting the sensations riveting through her. Touka shudders, knowing that soon, she'll be left with nothing but the dread dwelling within her, abandoned and forgotten, like a piece of trash.

“I-I mean nothing to you. Nothing at all.” She tilts her head further back, shutting her eyes. “But that’s okay, that’s okay, b-because–”

I'm selfish.

“No!” He lifts himself up, grabbing her waist. He rams into her and Touka cries out, her body trembling. “That’s not true at all.”

“Don’t lie to me, don’t even try.” She winces, tears gathering in her eyes. Their hips continue to roll against one another, eliciting wave after wave of euphoric pleasure. “I know it’s the truth.”

He reaches forward, pressing a hand against her cheek, but she grabs his hand and moves it to her chest, squeezing it against her breast. He frowns, thrusting harder into her, and he pulls down her bralette, groping her breast and rubbing a thumb over her nipple. Touka bites her lip, hard enough to draw blood, and she squeezes her eyes shut, hoping it’ll be enough to hide her tears.

“W-Why are you doing this to me?” Kaneki breathes, quickening his pace. “How can you t-think that–”

“I-I’m going to cum.”

“T-Touka,” Kaneki grunts, leaning his head between her breasts. “I-I–”

With one final thrust, he cums deep inside her, spurting his semen into her. Touka continues to move against him until her body begins to tremble, her cheeks wet with tears. She cries out, wave after wave of intense, agonising pleasure washing over her. She soon falls limp against the bed, feeling Kaneki move out of her. Shuddering, she feels his cum spill out of her, first warm, and then uncomfortably cold against her clammy skin. Kaneki sits back, breathing heavily, and he watches her, pale and sweaty. He runs a hand over his face, pressing his palm against his mouth and looking away.

Watching him, she knows already that he’ll be gone by the time dawn breaks. It’s hard to know what he will do following this night; if his weekly visits will continue, or if he’ll finally bring an end to this strange relationship of theirs. It’s hard for Touka to say which she’d rather prefer, or which she thought to be right. Nothing seemed right anymore, forever feeling lost in the directionless life she has been forced to live. Even now, regret begins to swell within her, and she curls to her side, hugging herself. She closes her eyes, and she knows he’ll be gone soon, and she’ll be alone once again.

[bingeeaterblog]

A love letter to touka kirishima

For the entire time I've been back into Tokyo ghoul I've centered on one lady specifically. Touka has been my favorite character, there's something alluring about her that draws me in.

When we first meet her, it's that sweet waitress front. With a bat of the eyes and a "welcome in" she sells it well. Our second meet with her it's red. A pretty girl slicing a man in half. Not that he didn't deserve it but still. It's such a drastic change and if Rizes turn didn't set the tone for the series Toukas did.

Her reveal puts it into perspective that anyone could be a ghoul. Even a cute waitress from a humble little coffee shop.

Our third and the setting meet with her is her saving kaneki from Nishio. Stating herself as one who isn't to be fucked with. When Kaneki reveals he used to be human she feels... Jealous. Sure the insult hurt but that fact he tasted that freedom before..? He had everything she longed for.

Touka has always had this fascination with humans, maybe it came from her father. She yearned to be in their world highschool and Yoriko giving her a chance to experience that. She forces herself to eat human food. Both to not waste Yorikos efforts and to feel normal for once. Even if it means making herself violently ill.

Anteiku made her feel that way too, talking with humans and ghouls alike. It made her dream of a world that she could be herself without being human. But that's just, not possible is it.

She grows attached to kaneki, it's not intentional but it happens nonetheless. Maybe it's his sweet nervous smiles or his endearing book obsession. He's nice and sees the good in her, something she didn't think was possible.

His connection with his little human friend reminds her of Yoriko, it makes her want to preserve that friendship between them in hopes of saving her own.

When Kimi tells her she's pretty, specifically her ghoul parts, it's unbelievable. A human sees that in her? A human can love a ghoul? I wondered if that made her hope.

When Touka was younger her brother left, rejecting the human esc or life yoshimura was offering them. While touka basked in the opportunity to live an almost normal life ayato was disgusted by it. Humans are what took away dad aren't they? When ayato pipes up about it she initially takes it as jealousy, sure he's bitter she's living the good life! She doesn't even see his abandonment when it happens.

Did Dad leave too? Where did those doves come from? Did they get him? Does everyone leave in the end? Is she that unlovable?

Her theories are proven right when Kaneki leaves too, white stalk hair leaving her life

She was so worried about him when he was taken, probably the only person genuinely losing sleep over him. And then he just... Leaves. He promises to see her again but touka doesn't believe that.

Touka throws herself into her studies, striving for kamii. Sure she DOES wanna get into there for her own reasons , biology and all that. wanting to know where she came from how she works. What they living weapon inside of her shoulder blade means. But she wants to feel closer to Kaneki.

Her job at anteikus on hold, they'd just recovered after the break in, finally open again. Her studies are her priority trying to busy herself.

When kaneki does come back, she's angry. There's a deep longing and happiness that he's okay but she pushes that away in favor of giving her a peace of her mind. She hits him and the contact after so long is euphoric, then there's the crash. Kaneki has never been good at consoling has he? She tells him to never come back, something she doesn't mean but he takes it as truth.

Touka doesn't see kaneki again after that. Besides for right before his "death".

She has to abandon her old life, they've been discovered as ghouls. That's something she can never run away from.

Touka is a brash impulsive mean girl, she's a bit bossy and impatient but under those walls she's soft. At her center she's so lonely, aching for someone to stay with her. She cares so deeply about the people she loves and will throw herself into danger at the change to avenge or protect them.

I will always sing her praises, she was a phenomenal character, I won't talk about her portion in re because today is meant to celebrate her. She is my favorite character ever my favorite girl alive.

Happy birthday Touka !!

[javaghoul]

Oh god 💀

Ok first off. Ayato is like, what. 15 when we meet him? That pubescent rage is a class all its own. Kaneki and Ayato are COMPLETELY different because as stated before, Kaneki is a lil bitch. Though I will admit my knowledge of Ayato is much, much less, my perception of him is much more "the world fucked me over and I'm gonna fuck it back" than Kaneki's "the world fucked me over and I deserve it, but maybe if I do the right thing I won't deserve it anymore and people will mourn for me"

Re: People get catharsis from Kaneki's breaking point -

Oh absolutely. It feels so good to watch the underdog get a lick in. People want to have their break and change like they perceive him doing, but... He doesn't. He has an episode. Freshly traumatized even further than he already is. But that meek little guy is still in there. It doesn't go away. He's awkward still. He makes poor decisions. If anything he's WORSE - Touka beats him up for a reason 💀 Because now he has this complex in his brain that makes him a BITCH to work with

Also. I almost never see anyone relate to the other Kens :/ I have one friend who was Shiro through and through like that was HIS STAPLE (And he like. I'm not razzin him for that. Considering his life it's valid and his perception isn't one I have this issue with). That's fine like idc, but he's kind of in love with me and has been for a very long time, so when I start gushing ab the Haises, suddenly he's Haise. Suddenly he's Reaper 🙄 Fool. (Sorry, that's gossip, but that's the only divergence I've seen. Also Reaper still makes sense ofc like I said but the TIMING yk?)

- 👽

hahaha, but you know what I mean right, you must've seen the comparisons that are occasionally made between Ken and Ayato too? I agree with you in that they are polar opposites in personality and motivation. Any similarities are tenuous I think. I never thought of it that way (ken acting the way he does in a way to prove he doesn't deserve that treatment)... Looking at it from that angle adds another layer of psychological issues he has to deal with.

I think after aogiri and before "Haise" he would Def be more difficult to work with as you said. He gives off an unapproachable attitude and like he can't be told/helped because he's lived 10fucked up lives already and nothing is new to him. I kinda understand that too, because he's definitely the only (except Naki? Maybe?) character to go through Yamoris' torture and come out the other side, not to mentioned the ghoulification etc etc. but yeah, I think "that" Kaneki is the one I would find most frightening. Because he's unreachable.

Lol I can't offer any advice or anything regarding your friend who is Haise-inspired. Is he at least going through the Kaneki/Haise evolutions in the right chronological order 🙃😅

Thanks for writing anyway!

[tg-pilled]

How TG characters would react to being in Saw traps:

(These aren't specific traps because I haven't seen enough movies to torture my pookies properly yet 😾😾😾)

Kaneki

Pre-Jason: Cry, shake, throw up. Would probably die from the stress and overthinking before that cunty Billy Puppet could even Think about rolling in

Post-Jason: Would not hesitate to break a bone but would also act in rash ways. Would probably manage to escape the trap but wouldn't seek for help after because he's emo brocken core 🥀🥀🥀

Haise

Approaches it from a logical perspective. 100% escapes but tries not to injure himself (or others if it is a joined trap)

Touka

Would probably curse out whoever put her in the room the entire time while solving the puzzle / getting through it. Like. "YOU SICK SON OF A BITCH, I'M GOING TO GET YOU" *solves the puzzle* She 100% beats the fuck out of the Billy puppet when he rolls in once she's done like she is Not gonna have it

Hide

We all know our boy is SO smart, but he doesn't have the healing properties of a ghoul so he would have to be extra careful with it

Nishiki

Gets his swearing out BEFORE he starts solving the puzzle which ultimately costs him time so he dies. He's definitely smart enough and rash enough to do ANYTHING to get out but I feel like his attitude would get in his way

Uta

Tries but ultimately decides he doesn't give a fuck so he just opts to die

Renji

Definitely tries but realizes he also doesn't give a fuck. His only motivation would be to keep protecting those he cares about but if the creator of the room told him they were dead then he'd probably just die too

Ayato

Like Touka, he gets mad except he sits there for a while stewing in his anger because he hates when people boss him around and he'll prove he's the best by escaping with only a little time left

Eto

Solves it SO quickly and kicks serious ass once she's out

Rize

Solves it and then serves absolute cunt while hunting down the guy

Jason

Considering how he reacted when Kaneki turned the tables on him, he'd probably lay down and cry

Tsukiyama

Acts like he knows what he's doing and then dies because he does not in fact know what he's doing

Juuzou

Compliments the person who made the room while solving the ever loving fuck out of it

Amon

I honestly have NO clue what he would do. He seems like the type of guy to say, "You're under arrest!" in a situation where he does not have the ability to arrest someone 😭 He's definitely smart enough to solve it, he would just probably be saying, "Do you know who I am??" the entire time 💀

Akira

Solves it and then complains that it ruined her schedule for the day 💀

Saiko

Doesn't give a fuck probably. That or she would cry. Or both. She'd cry and then not give a fuck.

Ginshi

I'm sorry but that man is NOT surviving. He's smart but he definitely is a different type of intelligent to what Saw traps might require. I think in a physical one, yes he would. In one that required more attention to detail and shit...maybe not.

Mutsuki

Cries and then beats the ever loving fuck out of the trap and kills the person that did it

Urie

Solves it and just goes about it silently, unphased, and logically. He can't let his kidnapper know he's scared

This is for shits and giggles, don't take it too serious and I'd love to see other characters you guys think about in Saw traps. All the characters are def smart enough to solve them but it's funny to imagine them in there

[moonspirit]

These two couples need to meet and become friends.

Because imo they're so similar! Kaneki and Armin, Touka and Annie.

Both fell in love over several years!

Both hurt/betrayed the other!

Both have - two badass, strong women and big-brained, intelligent men!

Both live in extremely cruel worlds!

15th Commander of the Survey Corps - One Eyed King!

Armin carries the weight of saving humanity, Kaneki carries the weight of saving the ghoul world!

Annie fights to rescue Armin at the end, Touka fights to get Kaneki out of the dragon form! (They like getting stuck and getting their pretty girlfriends to rescue 'em I swear)

Two blushing, shy, quiet boys who have killed an obscene number of people.

"Annie... You're actually a pretty nice person" & "Touka... I'd be very sad if you died." Boom. Our girls are in love.

Armin waits years for Annie. Touka waits years for Kaneki.

Armin gives Annie the one thing she's always wanted - unconditional love and understanding. Touka gives Kaneki the one thing he's always wanted - being prioritised, chosen, and loved.

Both Kaneki and Armin love books - and Touka and Annie don't give two flying fucks!

THEY'RE ALL SO HOT!!!?!!!?

Both Kaneki and Armin have a major glow up and ABS AND PECS AND ALL THE DELICIOUS things hot men come with - and both Annie and Touka are: When did THIS HAPPEN??!!! Last time I saw you, you looked like a shoestring!!!

And both are canon!

And both have crazy great sex, we all know this. No scope for arguments here.

[miraclemaya]

Kanagis communist theory reading and it's just fucking awful. It's terrible. The reading for the week is abolition of the family. Mitama didn't read it and is giving bedroom eyes to kanagi the whole time. Alina is there because it was mandated she participate in community events as part of rehabilitation and is just talking about the one quadrillion deaths communism is responsible for to get a rise out of kanagi. Iroha is there and she read it but her takeaway is, "I like the family though! Ui-chan and touka and nemu are all my precious sisters :)"

Himena is going "that's right" everytime kanagi says something while bullying mitsune into making jdpon unlimited genocide on humans recruitment memes for the neo magius

himena would do that.......

alina would start talking about how everyone should murder their parents and kanagi would try to explain that that wouldn't abolish thr family but alina just would not stop gleefully describing how she'd kill her own parents

[muffinrecord]

New Event Explanation/Thoughts

Okay so like... free memoria on login. It gives attack up? eh alright, neato

Looks like Touka and Nemu are up to something? Or wittnessing something. idk it could go either way with these two

You can get free memoria specific to these girls! I'm not sure if it's event-only or if they'll work all the time. I'm hoping the latter because the effects are kind of super powerful.

The way it works: The little orbs in colors will give you lots of despair for your despair gauge. Each one will benefit all the girls, but you can prioritize which girl will benefit the most by selecting a node specifically. For example:

Purple tongue battle gives a lot of bonus to Natsuki and Shizuku, a medium amount to Ren, and then not as much to Sasara and Emiri.

These battles down here don't give you any bonus to the despair gauge. Instead, it gives you extra of the shop currency!

which is good. because you can't target what you want from the shop. It's a random gacha-style event reward system, similar to how New Years does it. And the very best stuff is located at the back.

So PREPARE TO GRIND IF YOU WANT THOSE INNOCENT GEM FRAGMENTS!

I'm pleased overall. This gave me massive nostalgia to play. I'm SO glad it's not a fucking tower event lmao. I even avoided using Historia Yachiyo/Devilmura combo and stuck with the event girls just to make it more fun although I'm back to histayachi and akumura for getting materials and stuff

I'm really hoping that the new memoria can be used outside of the event, because they're REALLY good from what I can tell. They're character specific but kind of amazing. I like it-- it's like SE, but you have to sacrifice a memoria slot except not really, because what they get is probably better than anything than you could equip.