#tootiredtohashtag

[crumpetsandcrabsticks]

This weekends #chalkandcheesechallenge is a little late because we took out tea towels out on the road to @hospiceiom Christmas market at the @villagaiety - what's left is live on @makers.im with more coming later in the week. Swipe to see @monsterfulillustrations brishtagyn. (Pronounced BRIZH-chag-un) I promise I'll do some tastier looking biscuits after Christmas. These are nice home made oaties. #gaelg #tootiredtohashtag (at Isle of Man) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIMHJGvpYeZ/?igshid=5qvlgozf2fll

[xbettybabylonx]

My makeup on new year's which I definitely didn't get a good photo of! A cosmic wolf weeping shooting stars~ #galaxywolf #bbwcamgirl #spirithoods #mood2019 #eattheworld #tootiredtohashtag https://www.instagram.com/p/BsYesO3AHo1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15n4qux4mqh50

[key-0]

Some lil sketchbook pages. I've found an easy way to use all my pressed plants. #sketchbook #sketchbookpages #littlesketchbook #quotes #inspiration #tootiredtohashtag I best start enjoying mistakes, I'm in one. https://www.instagram.com/p/CeATbQQjz8J/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[urbanegypsyarts]

Hail Seitan! #nomnomnom #yummy #seitan #tootiredtohashtag https://www.instagram.com/p/CZsox8yt-Yi/?utm_medium=tumblr

[natemichaelsart]

It’s 5am. Just finished the G’n’R painting. Goodnight. ✌️❤️🎨 ______________________ #natemichaels #natemichaelsart #artistoninstagram #artistforhire #commissionsopen #painting #nightshift #nightlife #acrylicpainting #kentuckartist #inthestudio #gunsnroses #paintdaily #tootiredtohashtag #goodnight (at Lake Cumberland KY) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWQJML6LgZb/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pinkydrew]

How’s this cutie #pet #cat #cute #catsofinstagram #fluff #tootiredtohashtag (at Cape Town, Western Cape)

[blue-egg-adventures]

What are you reading right now? Or have read recently? Tonight I just started reading “When Twilight Breaks” by Sarah Sundin and I’m already on chapter seven. I can’t wait to read more tomorrow! 🤓 📚 #itsablueegglife #whentwilightbreaks #histfic #historicalfiction #wwiinovel #wwiifiction #whatareyoureading #whatareyoureadingtoday #christianfiction #christianfictionbooks #characterdriven #tootiredtohashtag https://www.instagram.com/p/CL8sgkqLthU/?igshid=13ya16vmrwmnd

[croconanaluvsu-blog]

Happy #Wednesday! We're half way there! Drink that coffee and go, go, go! #humpday #coffeetime #halfwaypoint #adventuresofcroconana #croconana #sorbetjungle #tootiredtohashtag

[keleighlyn]

Let go. OR- maybe no.

Driving in my car today, on the way to another doctor appointment, a good deal of negative thought was raining down on me. I, naturally <insert HUGE eye roll>, did the right thing to remind myself, “let go.” Let go of the self doubt. Let go of insecurities. Let go of the fear. You get the idea, it was A LOT.

Within that moment <insert head tilt> a thought RUPTURED in my consciousness! Maybe that is all wrong. Maybe instead of “let go” I should consider welcoming those thoughts, meditating on them, embracing them and allowing the negative thoughts to reveal a purpose. I know, I know! You are saying “ummmm yeah. Didn’t you know that?!?!”  Look M/rs. Snarky You, no, that had not occurred to me. First- I’m a hard learner, constantly the hard way. Second- I don’t know about you, but I’ve been sent a consistent, life long message of “push all negative thoughts away and replace with positive reinforcement.” And I’m not THAT old, little bit old. Oh never mind. Negative thoughts. lol Moving on....

Maybe it comes down to my not having enough positive stuff to crush the negative, but I have never really felt like the approach works. If I had another tool in the tool box, I think I may have utilized it. I have tried a few little tricks over the years, but nothing with lasting impact. So, instead of a full on “no” to letting go, I’m wondering if I can find a friend in acceptance? Which means I will have to invite her to the table. Acceptance has never been my bestie. Pretty sure I’ve told her to go fu@k her mother a thousand times. I don’t like her. I like control. This must tie in to an older/wiser thing. Dammit. The older I get the more I learn the less I know. Yup. The older I get the more I want to focus my energy on what is worthwhile, meaningful and wise. I guess that could leave space for things that don’t feel quite lovely or positive. I have had the most growth in my life during times of deep despair, loss, grief and tragedy; in every instance, another person was somewhere in that equation. This time, things don’t feel as obvious, internal dialogue is more subtle and there isn’t a clear crisis. There is only me.

o n l y me

So, today I just sit in the doubt, the ugliness, the apprehension, the fear and the sadness. I sit in the quiet looking for what they can reveal. Hoping to invite acceptance to join me. Cheers to growth (and wine, cheers! to wine).

[gojigirl]

Who said I was a big mouth? I’ll rip his head off with my teeth! #shingodzilla #tootiredtohashtag

[mommascarlet]

I'm off to bed while these beauties dry! I've got big plans for this coming week and I can't wait to take y'all along for the ride! Pictured are lemon peels cut into tiny petals and dyed with organic beets! These will eventually become flower earrings made with cloves and citrus peels! It's gonna be gorgeous! #tootiredtohashtag #lemons #petals #art #artisanmade #artistsoninstagram #pink #fruits #natural #naturaldye #naturaldyes #organic #organicart #lemon #beet #fruit #veganleather #vegan (at Harlingen, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8GKjJ7g7Vw/?igshid=mhfuxu7jnaxp

[saturnalkiss]

#BURNT #MAKEITCOUNT #TOOTIREDTOHASHTAG #whatsaghoultoagobblin (at Smash Iron Fitness) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7sBYQVgvi4/?igshid=hov3il42lrxi

[lydiajoy]

#inktober day 10 - Gigantic. Budweiser/Christmas Clydesdale! This guy will probably be on a card this winter..... OK GOODNIGHT. #horse #budweiserclydesdales #art #inktober2017 #inking #tootiredtohashtag (at Windsor, Ontario)

[white2tea]

Pic from a week ago, some stragglers #white2tea #yunnan #Puer #Puerh #yunnantea #tootiredtohashtag #tealikenoother

[willdailey]

Last night we raised 3k for The staff at the paradise. This evening at 8PM EST the Isolation Tour Stop’s a @thesinclair where I will finish this song by @hallelujahthehills in memory of the missing dr fauci. #tootiredtohashtag (at The Sinclair) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-Pu9W3AtUi/?igshid=1lbmmpf5937fc

[randomadventuresofawannabecook]

This game is taking so long @yosoyeldiego_37’s mom had enough time to bake a #pie #fromscratch. Now we’re eating it for #sustenance. #17thinning #killmenow #gododgers #dodgers #worldseries #lifeofpie #tootiredtohashtag #itsbeen84years (at Eastvale, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpbWtNHFP2m/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zrr5f7562h9w