#tooopen

[d-erivatives]

Being human is an art. Letting myself be seen by others without crawling out of my skin requires constant finessing. I have to keep an open heart — but it can’t be tooopen because there’s still plenty of desperate energy in this world. I have to have thick skin, but it can’t be armor that keeps everybody out, because then what’s the whole point of anything?

Anna Fusco

[monstaxnight]

I feel like wonho is someone who has trouble controlling his emotions because he feels everything so deeply. Can you pls do a scenario where wonho finds himself falling in love with kihyun’s gf but tries his best not to act on it cuz he values their friendship but still finds himself slipping up at times?

Warning: Angsty, NSFW references.

He lay on his bed, staring up atthe ceiling, totally alone in the darkness. The world around him wasso quiet, but he didn’t know if he liked that. Almost nothing madehim uncomfortable like total silence did. Silence was suspicious, tooopen to interpretation. Too open to imagination.

And, fuck, was his imaginationgoing wild.

A muscle in his jaw ticked as heground his teeth together. He closed his eyes tightly, wishing hewasn’t so alone with this right now. The group had been given a fewfree days, and the members had made the most of it. Jooheon, Shownuand Minhyuk had gone home to their families. Changkyun and Hyungwonwere either with friends or out with lovers. He didn’t know.

What he did know, however, was thatnow it was just him, his best friend and the girl they both loved.

It was almost too much. He keptlooking at the wall next to where he lay as though it would turntransparent if he stared at it long enough. He was caught in totalpurgatory, somewhere between the hell of needing to know what wasgoing on in the room on the other side of the thin partition and theheaven of thinking he’d rather have his fucking eyes burned away thanactually find out.

He was a total sucker for pain. Hehad to be. Because what’s worse than knowing you want somethingbesides knowing you can never have it? Nothing. Nothing was worsethan that. Except, perhaps, the crushing guilt that came with theknowledge that the thing you wanted so desperately belongedlegitimately, fairly, to your best friend. A good man. A better manthan him.

Yes, no matter which way you lookedat it, he was the one in the wrong. There was no way he couldmanoeuvre this without being the villain of the piece, withoutruining every relationship that meant something to him. Withoutdestroying his team and everything they’d built and worked soexhaustively for. And that wasn’t an option, so the only option leftwas to endure the pain and hope one day it would stop.

He was beginning to doubt thatwould ever happen, though. By now he was pretty sure he’d donesomething horrific in his past life, because time was only makingthings worse. For months now, he’d been carrying this. She had a vicelike grip on his heart and he knew, just knew, that Kihyun didn’tlove her like he did. And all he wished for was that he couldtransfer that love to his best friend, because he hated every secondof being the third; alone in a love affair only meant for two.

It was to the point where he couldbarely stand being around her. When she’d walked through that doorearlier that evening… Fuck. The way she’d innocently licked herlips. The way she’d spoken in that sexy drawl of hers, every wordsomehow so fascinating. He’d managed about thirty seconds before he’dnoped out. Like a coward.

He exhaled deeply into the darkair. The room was cold, but his body was hot. Burning with jealousy,rage, lust, torment. Shame.

Again, a glance to the wall. Hecouldn’t help himself

Unwillingly, he conjured images ofthe pair tangled in each other’s arms beneath Kihyun’s navy sheets.Naked. Kissing. He couldn’t help himself.

He can’t kiss you like I could, hethought. He couldn’t help himself.

He conjured images of Kihyunsliding his hand down her smooth thigh, between her legs. He couldn’thelp himself.

He can’t touch you like I could, hethought. He just couldn’t help himself.

He conjured images of Kihyunfucking her, bringing her pleasure, his name on her sweet lips…

He sat up, literally unable to takeany more. If he lay there a second longer with only the vividness ofthose pictures playing like an R rated horror movie in his mind, he’dfucking snap. He’d wake up in some institution, surrounded bywhite coats and cushioned walls and flat out on drugs. And wouldn’tthat be a heck of a scandal?

No, he needed to get out of thedorm. Like, yesterday. He rolled off the bed, grabbing his phone,keys and wallet and headed for the bedroom door.

He stepped out into the dimly lithallway, passing through the open plan kitchen/living space on hisway to freedom. He reached for the handle, just as: ‘Hoseok?’

Her voice was quiet and small inthe stillness of the early morning air. It sounded like an angelwhispering. It sounded like pain. What was she doing out of bed? Was she here just to torment him further? He fought the urge to actuallygroan, to stick his fist through something.

‘Where are you going? It’s like2am…’

He turned his head to look over ather out of the corner of his eye. She sat across the sofa, hugging acushion to her chest. Her legs were bare, her hair pushed up into amessy bun that was half coming undone. From what he could see, shewas wearing one of Kihyun’s shirts. It was blue. Blue didn’t suit heras well as pink did.

There was a certain sadness to theway she sat. He knew her so well, certainly well enough by now totell the clues, to see the signs of her emotions and thoughts. Something was bothering her. 

Don’t you dare, he told himself ashe fought the literal gravitational pull to go to her, sit with her,touch her.

'Just out.’ he managed to respond ashis hand gripped the cool steel of the handle. As he was pushing itdown, she spoke again. This time she sounded rushed. Desperate, even.

'Hoseok!’

God, the way she said his goddamn name…he got more pleasure from that alone than almost any other he’d everfelt in his life. And, like a sucker, he looked back over at her whenhe should have just kept going. Gave in to her when he should havejust ignored her.

The unease in her expression wasobvious. 'Is… is everything okay? Like… between us?’

No. Not by a long fucking way.'Yeah. Why?’

Her face fell at his hollow wordsand insincere tone. So unlike his usual self. He knew she could tell.And when her head dropped, eyes flickering away from his face and downto his feet, he ached to tell her not to be sad. That he didn’t wantto make her sad. Not ever.

No, to be frank, he wanted to kissher. Every long eyelash, the corners of her pink lips…

She’s not your girl, you fuckingidiot, the hard voice at the back of his mind reminded himself for the infinite time. 

But then why did it always feel like shewas?

[smartphone-science]

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#Tooopen (em Sana, Rio De Janeiro, Brazil)

[aerodynamic-nautilus]

Too open?

I’ve fairly recently moved back to one of my favorite cities, lets call it Aeroton. The city itself is a decent size with a large river cutting it in half but that's not really the focus here.  I’ve been trying to  reconnect with the people I knew that still live here. So far I’ve had some success, one person that I meet with about once a month for coffee to catch up and talk, another who I hang out with every week and one every once in a while. But recently I tried to reconnect with a close friend that I had lost contact with. The results were not so good, he moved 30 minutes out of town and hadn’t changed what so ever. Normally this wouldn't bother me since I love stability, if it doesn’t have to change then it doesn’t, but he doesn’t have a job, doesn’t want to even attempt going to college or university until he knows what he wants to do and talks about his views from five years ago. I could understand the not having a job since he has some leg issues that have been around since I first met him but the university part bothered me. I love knowledge plain and simple. He wouldn’t really listen when I told him he could do a semester of arts and take a broad range of courses to figure out what he wanted to do or even just talk to a recruiter who might be able to give him an idea. At this point, I was ready to politely leave and maybe hang out another day but I figured I’d talk with him a bit more. This is when he started to open up a bit too much with talk of wanting a furry suit. That’s correct dear reader, he wants a furry suit so he can create a furry persona or “fur-sona” as he called it. Now I understand that everyone has their kinks and this may not even be sexual but I don’t think its cool to just start talking about that in a public place with someone who you haven’t seen in five years. Maybe I’m the weird one for thinking this is strange but I didn’t lead him into that topic or anything, he just brought it up himself. but, whatever...

[lanaisstoned]

She said "God" ....😂 #WakeTheFuckUp #DidIBurstYoureBubble #Part2 The role played by time at the beginning of the universe is, I believe, the final key to removing the need for a Grand Designer, and revealing how the universe created itself. … Time itself must come to a stop. U can’t get to a time before the big bang, because there was no time before the big bang. We have finally found something that does not have a cause because there was no time for a cause to exist in. For me this means there is no possibility of a creator because there is no time for a creator to have existed. Since time itself began at the moment of the Big Bang, it was an event that could not have been caused or created by anyone or anything. … So when people ask me if a god created the universe, I tell them the question itself makes no sense. Time didn’t exist before the Big Bang, so there is no time for God to make the universe in. It’s like asking for directions to the edge of the Earth. The Earth is a sphere. It does not have an edge, so looking for it is a futile exercise. #TooOpen

[everyonesunclejo]

I wish I could learn to keep my thoughts to myself. Especially when half sleep.

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