monstaxnight

[monstaxnight]

[monstaxnight]

A friend of mine has recently gotten into kpop and asked who they should keep an eye out for. When I suggested MX I was hit with a flood of emotion I wasn’t expecting that’s left me feeling kind of melancholic. I suppose the only word to describe it is longing, specifically towards Shownu… and after a whole day with these feelings the only place I feel like I may be understood laying in the dark at 2am is this quiet little corner of the internet that may be pining with me🌌

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[monstaxnight]

Frontispiece from The Blue Poetry Book by Lancelot Speed (1891)

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the bassline shakes the car, vibrating through your bones. you're spread across his lap, a city-light draped creature resting against a dark silhouette. his words hum against your throat, something about moving your hips a little - yeah, just like that.

the other boy sits in the front seat, catching your gaze in the rearview mirror. it's hazy and knowing, like he can hear every soft little note your lips are playing.

a rose-blush prickles your skin, growing flushed.

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[monstaxnight]

it's been over a little over three years since i've found your blog and i still find myself coming back every once in a while because of the sheer magic it holds. it's like a sacred little space and i want you to know that i'm so grateful for your presence—for sharing a piece of your soul with us. ♡

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[monstaxnight]

it strikes you all of a sudden, that arrow to the heart.

the quiver in the night air, the catch of your breath as it staggers past your lips. the world sways, shifting like a compass towards a new polestar.

even before you knew him, you were destined to be his. all he had to do was take aim.

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[monstaxnight]

[I.M BEHIND YOU] ep. 16

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Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

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didn’t i always tell you guys that there’s nobody who could fxxk you like changkyun?

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i keep hoping you come back one day. you're still my fav tumblr acc🖤

i look back on the season of my life when i would post to this blog on a nightly basis and and the memories bring me comfort. it was a time of self-expression and solace when i needed it most.

last year was a busy one, and i didn't really know what to do with the blog when the currents of life started pulling me away from monsta x and the world they inhabited. but i'm someone that believes that there's a measure of value to everything in life, including what we've created here, and i eventually decided that the sentiment i have towards the blog might be shared by some of you. so i kept it up.

i'm touched that you still check in on me. i still check in on you too. 🤍

[monstaxnight]

Virginia Woolf, Mrs Dalloway

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[@awek-s] i’m not a saint but i feel like a sinner

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Writing souls and romantic nights , drawing kisses and slow sunsets, reading hearts and rising dawn.

romantic nights;

kihyun, hyungwon, changkyun

slow sunsets;

shownu, jooheon

rising dawn;

wonho, minhyuk

[monstaxnight]

Missed you sweet angel 🤍 hope you’re doing okay!

thank you,

i hope all of you are doing okay too. 🖤

[monstaxnight]

Oscar Wilde, from At Verona

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jooheon + 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖊𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘. ♥️

laying his head on your chest, listening to the beat of your heart.

longing for eye contact, as though it's his only love language.

threading his fingers through yours, leading you through the crowd.

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i wonder if you will answer me this? in an epic poem or tale who'd be the warrior character? maybe the chivalrous knight, or maybe the conquerer.