#tommy is my favorite i wish i was him irl

[roadkill-creatures]

My wacom is being really mean to me so idk when I'll be able to draw or post again :[

here's a lil redraw of a Tommy in the mean time for the 2 people who remember I make hlvrai content sometimes :]

[sluggzillaa]

Chapter 1: Vanity

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Word Count: 4.5k

✧ Pairing: Gigolo!Eddie Munson x Stripper!Reader

✧ Summary: You and Eddie work for Hawkins’ hottest club, Notorious for it being filled with all kinds of pleasures. Despite being co-workers, you and Eddie have never really been that close; until now. Being close to someone is nice, but working for who and where you do; it could be extremely dangerous

✧ Warnings and tags: use of Y/N(2), (sfw)teasing, pet/nicknames(Sweetheart, Hun, Sleeping beauty, Angel) , drug use (shmeed), just some fluff, co-workers to lovers, alcohol consumption, smoking, mention hard drugs(❄️) ,  sex work, violence, assault, driving under the influence(never do this irl I beg), eventual smut, no upside down

✧ Authors note: I started this fic a while ago but never really got the motivation to get back to it until I recently got sick. I hope you guys really like it because so far this is one of my favorite writes and I plan on continuing it for a while if it gets good feedback. If you like the fic and you want to see more then please repost and comment what you’d like to see happen. Luv ya and MINORS SHOO!

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Sapphire is the go to place for all of Hawkins guilty pleasures. Drugs, liquor, dancers, escorts, you name it they got it. The people are pretty and the sex is good. What happens behind closed doors though; isn’t as sexy. Mafia ties, territory wars, and Tommie. Tommie Rizzo owned basically all of Indiana, with the exception of the areas run by his partners. Not only did he own Indiana, but he also owned whoever worked for him. That’s where you came in.

You first met the devil when he found you tricking on the corner of Ford and Irving. You knew girls often were there to use their ‘talents’ to make a few dollars. What you didn’t know was that those same girls were owned by Tommie. He did not like that someone was using his territory to make a profit. That was till he saw your potential. He left you off with a warning. A month later, he found you back on the same corner pulling the same tricks. He snatched you out of a client's car and threw you into his. That’s when he told you all about Sapphire. You knew about Sapphire, but it never crossed your mind on how it’d be to work there. He brought you in when the club was closed. He put you up on the stage and had you dance to whatever was popular at the moment. From that moment on, he knew he had a star in his hand. He knew you’d bring him in lots of money.

Now here you’re putting on the last dance of the night before you tend to your private clients. You get the highest, brightest stage to give the best performances any of the club goers would see. All eyes would be on you; not even the girls who would walk around offering bottles and private dances would get a sideways glance. Your set ended and you collected your tips. you walk off the stage and down to the bar. Nothing calms your nerves like liquor and a blunt. the other girls would cut their tips in half by buying snow off of the boss, you couldn’t bother with the intensive nosebleeds that happen afterwards. 

‘Anna! Can I get a henny shot and a coke!’

You smiled at the girl behind the bar and turned back towards the stage. You admired the crowd of people dancing to the music, wishing to be that happy again. A figure passed by your peripherals. You turned your head and found Eddie, the top paying escorts of the club. In a town of sad housewives, gigolos were there to fill the void of a lousy inattentive husband. Most women want to chase their teen years or get a taste at an exciting sex life and that is where Eddie comes in handy. A lengthy metal head who rides a harley, has long dark hair, and is covered head to toe in tattoos. Every gals bad boy fantasy. There's a good reason and it’s not just because he's very skilled. He knows how to handle a woman outside of taking care of her in bed.

Eddie stood a few feet away from your spot at the bar. He signaled over the guy working with Anna at the bar. He greeted Eddie and pulled out a bottle of cheap rum and began to pour his drink. Once he finished, he slid the drink to the gigolo and walked off to a patron giving Anna a tough time.

“Tough night, Eds?” You questioned

“I guess you could say that. Didn’t even get to fuck the last chick, she just cried about her husband”

“Sounds rough.. Hey question”

He turned his head towards you and cocked his eyebrow, ushering you to ask your question. He took a sip of his drink and took a quick glance around the club. You did the same and brought your voice down to a whisper

“You still selling weed? I know since you started here you stopped dealing but-”

“Yes I still sell weed, just weed though. The harder shit I got from Tommie”

“Well, do you think I can cop some? My dealer recently got booked so i’ve been surviving just on clips”

“Yea that’s cool. You still don’t got a ride home?”

You chewed your lip at his question. You hated talking about your living situation outside of the club. You hated when people paid attention to your life enough for them to be able to ask questions. Being asked questions meant having to give answers.

“Um.. yea. But I just take the bus home, no ones really on there at night”

“Shit Y/N.. That's not safe for a girl like”

He moved closer to you until he was only a few inches away. He took a swig of his drink, finishing it off; then looked you in your eyes. You can see concern paint his face and it runs a chill down your body. He sets the drink down and watches as his bartender friend came and scooped it up. He turned back to you and huffed.

‘“Okay, how about I take you to my place and we smoke a joint.. I’ll take you home afterwards”

“Eddie.. I’ll come over in the morning to pick up the weed. I’m just fine taking the bus” You protested

He let out a low chuckle and looked down at his feet and shook his head. He looked back up at you and chewed at his cheek.

“God, you're so stubborn. I’m not taking no for an answer. When does your shift end?”

“It ended as soon as I hopped off that stage. I just need to get changed and grab my stuff”

“Alright, I’ll see you in 10?”

You nodded and strolled your way to the locker room. As you entered the busier part of the club, a hand brushed against your lower back. An assuming grin pasted onto your face and you turned around. Your smile faded when you found a man in his early fifties behind you. He had a creepy shit eating grin that made your stomach turn. You gave him a scolding look and pushed his hands away.

“What's wrong, sweetheart?” The creep questioned

“We have a no touching rule here. Hands off the merchandise!”

“Come on.. Let me show you what these hands could do, beautiful” He pushed

He wrapped his arm around the back of you and gripped your side. He harshly pulled you into his chest, causing you to stumble over your large platform shoes. He dug his head into the crook of your neck, sniffing and getting the smell of your fading perfume, shampoo, and sweat. He groaned and lifted his head up to your ear.

“$100 and I’ll rock your world” He whispered

His statement made you shudder. You pushed both your palms against his chest and attempted to get out his grip. He held tightly onto you, digging his nails in your side. You hissed in pain and grunted as you used all your strength to get away. The tussle caused a disturbance in the crowd and there was a large amount of attention on you two. You turned your head and watched as the crowd broke in two. The tall long haired boy, you were just speaking to; pushed through the crowd. He reached out and pulled you and the man apart. He quickly scanned you to make sure you didn’t need his immediate attention and turned back to the older man. He gripped onto the man’s shirt with his fists and got into his face. The man's eyes shot open in fear and all color left his face, like he had seen a ghost. On the other hand, Eddie was completely red. It was almost funny how similar he looked to a tomato at that moment.

“Did you not hear the fucking girl?” He shouted loudly, his voice rasping from overuse

“She told you hands off! But you’re too much of a sick bastard to respect that!”

Two bouncers rushed to the center of the club and pulled the two apart. One attempted to cool Eddie down whilst the other dragged the creep out, kicking and screaming like a toddler. Eddie walked over to you. He placed his hands on your forearms and scanned you thoroughly, making sure this guy didn’t leave even a tiny scratch on you. His eyebrows pressed together and formed a mini valley in between them. He let out a sigh of relief and nodded to himself before pulling away.  

“I could’ve handled that myself” You scoffed

“Yeah, sure looked like it. Now go get changed so i can get you home before people get more rowdy”

You narrowed your eyes at him and then rolled them. You quickly turned around and made your way into the locker room. Eddie watched as your figure disappeared into the next room and smiled to himself. The bouncer behind him patted his back, bringing him back to earth.

“Don’t forget what you do for work”

With that statement, his smile faded

⋆.ೃ࿔*

You walked out of the locker room wearing an oversized purple crewneck and a pair of black biker shorts. You swapped your tall pleasers for a pair of scuffed white reeboks and slouchy socks. You sported a medium sized duffle bag over your shoulder. You waved bye to Anna at the bar and Eddie’s friend, who you noticed she had been eyeing. You said your goodbyes to the bouncers and walked out into the parking lot. You spotted Eddie leaned against his bike, smoking a cigarette. As soon as he noticed you coming, he dropped the cig and put it out under his foot. He reached for your hand and assisted you up onto the seat. He grabbed his helmet and passed it over to her. She looked up at him confused.

“Aren’t you gonna need it?”

“Not as much as you”

He took the helmet from your hands and placed it onto your head. He swung his leg over the bike and straddled the seat. He popped the stand and revved the gas. You wrapped your arms tightly around his waist. He picked his foot off the ground and the bike began to move. The perk of getting off at this hour was how peaceful the streets were. No one is on the streets. It's just the sounds of the night and the light from the street lamps. It's calming. A big contrast from the club scene. The wind that brushed past you as the bike sped made you feel like you were flying. 

After a bit of a drive, Eddie pulled up into the gravel driveway in front of a trailer. He turned the bike off and popped the stand. He hopped off and turned around towards you. He held you by the sides of your waist and guided you off. You lifted the helmet off of your head and handed it to Eddie. He looked at you and chuckled. You gave him a confused look.

“What’s so funny?” You questioned?

“Your hair” He pointed out

The realization hit you and you quickly rushed to fix it. He laughed quietly as he watched you act frantically. He shook his head and walked to his front door. He wiggled his key in the lock until he heard a click. He opened the door for you and ushered inside of the trailer. As you walked in, you took a glance around the house. You took notice of the hats hung on the walls and the mugs presented on the shelf. You turned back to Eddie who was now locking and closing the door.

“Nice decor you got here”

“It’s not mine.. My uncle’s”

“You live with your uncle?” You questioned

You walked around the living room, looking over the magazines on top of the coffee table. A new edition of Rolling Stones, Guns N’ Roses posed on the front. You sat on the couch in front of the table and flipped through the pages.

“Nope, I gave him the apartment Tommie got for me as a signing bonus”

He leaned against the tv stand as he watched you flip through the pages. You closed the book and pushed it to the side, uncovering an Italian Vogue. You laughed to yourself and cocked an eyebrow. He looked down at what you were looking at and his breath caught in his throat. He tried to speak up but nothing would come out. 

“Never took you for a designer fashion kinda guy” You joked

You brushed over the front cover and flipped to the next page. Eddie watched in horror as if everything was in slow motion. You fully flipped the front and revealed the cover of a Playboy issue. Your mouth gaped open and you stood frozen looking over the page. A blonde woman seductively sipping on a bunny shaped milkshake. Once you snapped back; you quickly closed the magazine and stood up. You cleared your throat and looked up at a red face Eddie.

“Let's go roll up” you said in attempt to change the subject

“Yea.. yea lets do that”

Eddie pushed off the tv stand and led the way to his room. You followed behind, giving space between the both of you. He opened the door to his room and flicked on the lights. Once the room brightened, you could see the copious amounts of posters plastered on the wall. A red warlock guitar was hung in front of his mirror. The rest of the room was decorated with nerd memorabilia. Eddie sat down on his bed and leaned back, kicking his shoes off. He grabbed the rolling tray off his bedside table and placed the weed in the grinder. You slipped off your shoes and placed them at the end of his bed, along with your duffle bag. He passed the tray to you and signaled you to roll the joint. He got up and walked over to a corner in his room containing a few milk crates filled with vinyls. He picked up an album and slipped the disk out the sleeve. He placed it onto the player and hit play. War pigs began to play. You hummed to yourself as you licked the paper and sealed the joint. He sat back down on his mattress and took the joint from your manicured fingers. He placed it between his lips and brought the lighter up to the end, taking small puffs to make sure it was pulling correctly. He took a proper hit and pulled the joint away from his lips. He inhaled deeply and held it for a second, he then puffed it out into the air above him. He handed the blunt back to you.

“I’m sorry about earlier tonight.. James and Allen just seemed to be busy with a group of drunks and-”

“It’s alright Eddie. If anything I should be apologizing for giving you an attitude”

“You were just being independent”

“Yea, but that wasn’t okay. You were just trying to-”

As you spoke, Eddie took the burning joint from between your fingers and took another hit. He then leaned closer to you and blew the smoke straight into your face, shutting you up. You accidently inhaled the cloud and went into a coughing fit. Eddie quickly panicked and grabbed the half drunken water bottle off of one of his bedside tables. He popped off the cap and handed it to you to drink. You chugged the rest of the water in the bottle and took a deep breath. You squinted your eyes at Eddie and threw the bottle at him. He immediately put his arms up to block the hit.

“Hey! I was just helping you!”

“Yea totally trying to help” You jokingly spat back

You got up, went over to Eddie’s music corner and shuffled through the albums till you landed on something familiar. You picked a Metallica album, Ride the lightning. You grabbed the cover of the Black Sabbath album and placed the disk back into the sleeve, then into the bin. You grabbed the other album and slipped the record out and placed it onto the player. Fight fire with fire began to play through the speakers. You smiled to yourself and walked back over to the bed, taking a seat.

“Didn’t take you as a Metallica fan, or even a metal fan for that matter”

“Well, my uncle used to be a huge metalhead.. Plus I had like the biggest crush on Kirk since my sophomore year”

He cocked his head and gave you a little smirk. You laid back onto his pillows and let out a soft yawn. Eddie looks over to the digital alarm clock on his dresser then back at you.

“It’s pretty late.. If you’d like, you could borrow some clothes and stay the night”

“No it’s alright, I don’t wanna run you out of a bed”

“Are you sure? I’m just fine on the couch, it doubles as a pull out”

“Look at you being all chivalrous.. But i’m just fine going home”

“Alright, i’m gonna quickly shower then i’ll drive you home”

You give him a quick nod and watch him roam around his room, grabbing clothes. He walks out of the room and into his bathroom, which was maybe like 6 feet away. You hear the shower turn on and the curtain open. Another yawn hits you and your eyelids slowly shut. Once your vision was dark, a wave of tiredness slept over; knocking you out cold.

Eddie finished his shower and quickly got dressed, making sure he didn’t have you waiting too long. He walked out the bathroom and down the short distance of the hallway, into his room. He opened his mouth, ready to say something; until he noticed your sleeping body in his bed. He smiled to himself. He grabbed the blanket on his bed and draped it over you. He reached over you and grabbed a pillow. He went to the hallway closet next to his door and pulled a blanket from the shelf.

“Night, hun”

He grabbed his stuff and settled on the couch in the living room.

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The sunlight beamed from behind a slit in a set of blackout curtains. You groan and try to shield your eyes from the sudden brightness. You sit up and blink until your vision is no longer blurry. You scan the room, not recognizing it whatsoever. You get up from the bed and make your way down the hallway and into the rest of the house. As you walked into the kitchen, the smell of bacon entered your senses. You rubbed your eyes and looked over towards the stove, finding the tall long haired boy slaving away. The memories from last night came back to you and you felt less confused.

“Morning Eds”

“Morning sleeping beauty!”

He turned around with a plate of bacon and another plate with scrambled eggs. He placed them down onto the small two person table and turned back around to grab the plate of toast. You pulled out the chair closest to you and sat down. Eddie passed you a fork and an extra plate.

“Apple or orange juice?”

“Orange for sure”

He grabbed two cups out of his cabinet and the juice out of the fridge. He filled up both glasses and placed them on the table. He grabbed himself a plate and utensils and sat down across from you. He took his fork and served himself some eggs.

“Help yourself.. I won’t be able to eat all this myself”

You crack a smile and serve yourself some food. Eddie scarfs down his plate like he hasn’t eaten in days. He grabs his dishes and places them in the sink. He leans against the kitchen counter and waits for you to finish eating while he sips his juice. You finish up and get up to put your dishes in the sink. Eddie quickly snatched them away from you and put them in the sink to scrub.

“No lady should wash her own dishes”

“Drop the gentleman act” You joke

He shrugs his shoulders and turns around, running the sink faucet. He turns his head to look at you while he cleans the dishes. You lean against the counter, arms crossed; watching Eddie do chores.

“Go get ready so I can drop you off at home”

“Yea sure.. Wait, what time is it?”

“Like 11:40, why?”

“Shit, I got a meeting with Tommie at 12:15”

“I gotta go to the club anyways; need to pick up my pay and get my jobs for the day”

You nod at him and head back to his room to fix up your hair and makeup. Once you finish up, you take advantage of Eddie’s busyness to take a look around. You pace around his room and admire his posters and his mini elf and wizard figurines. As you look at the Dungeons & Dragons memorabilia, you notice a photo hanging up on his mirror. You grab it and take a closer look. It was the class of 86’. You scan the picture and find you, a few people away; you find Eddie. A sense of nostalgia waves over you. Your attention is pulled away by a knock on the door frame. Eddie stood there drying his hands off with a kitchen towel. He swung the towel onto his shoulder and walked over to your place by the dresser.

“Whatcha looking at?

“Our class photo”

“Took me 6 years to get, my second most prized possession”

“What do you think baby Eddie would think about your life now?”

“He’d probably just be thankful he’s finally getting laid”

You laughed and placed the picture back on the mirror. You walked back over to the bed and sat down to slip on your shoes. You opened your bag and looked through it to find a pair of earrings.

“What about you? What would baby Y/N think?

You took a second to consider the question, chewing at your lip.

“Um.. mind if I don't answer?”

“Yea.. Yea that’s completely fine”

Eddie scratched the back of his head, obviously worried and feeling regretful. He grabbed his van keys and a pack of cigarettes off his nightstand. He grabs his leather jacket from the hook on the back of his door and slipped it on. He looked over at you and watched as you picked up your bag and laid it over your shoulder. You stood up off the bed and followed Eddie out the house. He clicked the car remote and opened the doors. He ran up to the car from behind you and opened the passenger door. He jokingly bowed as you hopped in the vehicle. He shut the door and walked over to the other side, entering the car. He slipped his keys into the ignition and started the car. He looked over at you to make sure you were settled before pulling out of the driveway. He turned on the stereo, an Iron maiden tape loaded in the deck. He nodded to the tune.

“Hey, open the glove compartment and pick a tape.. I trust your judgment”

You nod and pop open the glove department and a load of tapes fall out onto your lap. You chuckle at the amount of music he owns. You search through the copious amounts of cassettes and settle on two options, AC/DC and Slayer.

“Pick one, Back in Black or Reign in Blood”

“Reign in Blood, for sure”

You press the eject button on the stereo and pull out the previous tape, then replacing it with the new one. Angel of death blares through the speakers, Eddie only cranks up the volume further. You both nod your heads to the song.

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You and Eddie walk into the club together, immediately getting interesting looks from Anna and Eddie’s friend; whose name you learned was Mason. Eddie took your bag from you and wished you good luck with the meeting. As you walk over to Tommie’s office, Anna gives you the ‘I’m watching you’ signal. You shake your head and enter the office. Tommie is leaned against the side of his desk, wearing an expensive looking black suit with a gray tie. He perked up as soon as he noticed you walking in the room. He opens his arms wide, ready for a hug. You happily embrace the man. He pulls away and goes to sit down at the other side of his desk. You pull out the other velvet chair and sit down. 

“How are you doing, My angel?”

“I’m good Tommie!”

“Great great.. Okay now to business”

You lean forward, giving him your full respect and attention

“Recently I've noticed that business has been pretty slow. So I've made some decisions with my partners down in Carmel. We are going to be having an event this Saturday”

“I’m listening..”

“The angels of Sapphire.. Which will only make your nickname more true”

“What’s the catch Tom?”

“You will be our lovely hostess, Our spotlight lady of the night”

“Does that mean I get my own special costume”

“Absolutely and you will only have to dance once that night; Your own big number to close it out”

“You’re a genius, Tom”

“And you’re my star”

The two of you settled the details of the event and agreed to meet another time. You left the office and Eddie stood in the hallway waiting for you. He smirked and patted your shoulder

“Congrats, ‘angel’’

“Shut up..”

“I’m just joshing, but seriously congrats”

“Thanks Eds”

“I’ll come pick you after your shift”

You gave him a thumbs up and a wave. You headed towards the locker room but not before taking one more glance back at Eddie as he entered the office. From a distance, Anna and Mason watched  as the two of you parted ways. They both exchanged a glance and knowing smiles.

“We need to get them together” Anna conspired

“Abso-fucking-lutely” Mason added

[agentidiot]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

thanks @justhallucinating for the tag 🫡🫡🫡

1. How many works do you have on ao3? 

23 atm but i'm planning at posting more

2. What's your total ao3 word count? 

129,910 ☠️

3. What fandoms do you write for?

right now for peaky blinders but i used to be very deep in the rolling stones and mcu (and i still am just doesn't feel like writing for them)

4. Top five fics by kudos 

If There Is A Will, There Is A Way (mcu)

don't feed me, I will сome back (pb)

like real people do (pb)

Don't Forget to Subscribe (mcu fic that i translated to russian like 8 years ago ☠️)

lavender (pb)

5. Do you respond to comments? 

YES I LIVE ON THEM AND SCREENSHOT THEM AND LOOK AT THEM FOR MOTIVATION

but i used to be bad at responding tho cuz i was too shy ig

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? 

love is the death of duty but only because it's an open kinda ending. but i'm your man which is the ongoing fic i just finished and posted 1st chaper of broke my heart when i wrote the ending

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? 

pretty much all of them, apart from the ones i mentioned have a happy ending

8. Do you get hate on fics?

no which im really happy about

9. Do you write smut? 

yes

10. Craziest crossover? 

i haven't done any crossovers

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? 

no thank god

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? 

no but i did

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

kinda if dumping fic info to @justhallucinating counts

14. All time favorite ship? 

tommy/alfie and mick/keith. but. hear me out. that's might be controversial. but i'm stony shipper since the first time i saw avengers. i'm a stony shipper til the day i die. also wolfstar but mainly because fics are just too good (fuck jkr btw)

15. What's a wip you want to finish but you doubt you ever will? 

i so many but i can only think of two.

the 1st on is about modern tommy and alfie meeting at the margate's beach where alfie sees tommy walking his cat (yes dangerous is a bengal cat in this one) on a leash. also alfie went to margate to rest after chemo and tommy went there cuz his family talked him into taking some rest after he broke his scull.

the 2nd one is tommy and alfie meeting via chess app. and then they meet irl but alfie doesn't realise it cuz he never saw tommy's photos but tommy did. and he decided to not tell alfie that it's him and suffers greatly cuz of it

16. What are your writing strengths? 

god idk i wish someone would tell me that. smut comes very easily, dialogs too

17. What are your writing weaknesses? 

HAVING. TOO. MANY. WIPS.

also i struggle with not established relationships like how the fuck i supposed to get those idiots together

18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

i sometimes put russian words in when i write alfie cuz well i know russian, he knows russian, so why not

and i don't mind it if it's in the fic i read until it's not like in the first pages of war and peace which is a crime against humanity. but well i haven't seen fics like that yet

19. First fandom you wrote in? 

harry potter ☠️ (FUCK jkr)

20. Favorite fic you've written? 

it's either places we came from cuz HELLO? BOTTOM ALFIE TO THE MASSES 2024 or don't feed me, I will come back which is the 1st one from baker!alfie au

that was really fun!! thanks again

tagging: @gimmeaglimmer @rysko

[a-non-ymouswriter]

Some questions to hopefully help with getting your wheels turning again-- these are for as many or as few fics as you want to answer! "X" is used to represent that just for coherence's sake. And feel free to give multiple examples or no examples on a case by case basis. Or ask for me to resend this split up so you can do it in parts instead of all at once. Or even ignore this entirely!

I know that, for me, one of the best ways to get my ornery muse to cooperate is to talk with others about whatever I'm trying to write about. And since you've expressed frustration over struggling to write, I want to help at least a little. I know you've also expressed that you've got some irl stuff going on, so I don't want you to feel like it's an "oh god someone is expecting me to write but I can't write and ahhh" thing. If you don't feel up to answering, or it doesn't work for you, that's fine! The goal is to be helpful, not make you feel guilty for struggling. Because, uh, I'm definitely in that particular boat, too. (/cough cough rewrites cough cough)

So! That said!!

-What are your favorite scene/s from X? What about the scenes you were most excited to see the reactions to?

-Who would you say is your favorite character out of everyone you write? Or top 5ish, if you can’t just pick one.

-If you stuck your variants of character X in a room together, what would happen? Like, all the Tommys, all the Dreams, all the Ranboos, etc.

-Who do you think needs a therapy pet? Is it Theo with a dog or calf (or a polar bear) that goes "you are anxious. That means it's 🌟floor time🌟"? And Theo is then bullied into laying down, his therapy pet flops on top of him, and he just has to chill there for like 20 minutes until said pet deems him sufficiently calm again?

-What does your process for writing look like? How much Inane Background Detail™️ do you wind up just not using? Or what about stuff you DID use but people didn't really notice? (Worldbuilding my beloved)

-Do you make art/moodboards/collages/playlists for any of your works? Have you gotten some from others? If so, did they wind up subtly nudging the story/characters in a different way?

aw thank you cocomere :) this may or may not help but it's the thought that definitely counts!

my favorite scenes huh? one of my top ones is definitely from rewind, i was so excited and also very nervous for people to read the climax between tobi and theo. because it was all just emotions and yelling and some violence, but it was great to see the readers who came from the beginning finally see those two idiots get on the same level.

favorite character out of everyone i write? tommy, theo definitely with much bias, but yeah tommy is one of my top 5s to write in my stories. the next would of course, be tubbo, tobi, and finally technoblade even though sometimes writing for him is somewhat difficult lol

oh god, sticking all the variants into one room would be chaos. the tommy room is full of trauma- have you seen the stuff i put the guy in?? theo was abused, brainwashed and branded, tommy from wishes was tricked into selling his soul and throws himself into danger like its going out of style, and tommy from stream labs- well i haven't written out his full backstory but the bits you all got so far is horrifying; disarmed, disabled and temporarily dead.

and that's just tommy! the other characters- y i k e s

i've talked enough of theo, so i'll be going with tobi, he definitely needs a therapy pet as well. mayhaps a bee, mayhaps a dog, or maybe yes. a polar bear. god now i'm just imagining a therapy polar bear sitting on BOTH tobi and theo. that's great XD

my writing process huh? ehhh, i just store bits of the chapter in my head, get them all down on the screen and write out the connecting bits. it's frustrating because sometimes (most of the times now) those connecting bits don't fit or can't be written, or also the bits i had in my head are suddenly not that good in my mind.

i love worldbuilding, it's fantastic, but i have the bad habit of not writing down the worldbuilding beforehand and i don't think i'll be breaking that habit any time soon. it's mostly just in my head for now, but i thankfully, usually, remember the worldbuilding when i need to and if i don't i reread my stories to try and remember.

i don't remember the details of what worldbuilding it was that i was disappointed that no one noticed- or if that happened at all. it has been a while. all in all, most of my worldbuilding seemed to be noticed by some people and i'm thankful for that :D

the only thing i used to make for my stories myself was art. sometimes i did draw art for my stories- you all remember the now dust-gathering blog that is stream labs live. but my motivation for drawing has bitterly died, it might revive at some point but for now it's dead and down. i haven't done the rest, moodboards, playlists, collages- i think other people did make those for my stories.

and maybe they did subtly change a few things, like i said it has been a while so the details are fuzzy.

thanks again cocomere for giving me the ask!

[manekicatwriter]

hellooo! i was wondering if i could make a request for an modern au sbi x gn sibling reader where they’re around 17-19, and they’ve got depression. they’ve had to go away for a few weeks after a bad episode ended in an attempt and they were hospitalized and sent somewhere for rehabilitation and now they’re coming home and they’re all anxious and quiet and stuff- so the boys do their best to like comfort them and reassure them that they’re loved and they belong there? i’m sorry if that’s an awkward request, i was just recently discharged after a similar situation and honestly the comfort would be great. it’s totally your call if you chose to write it tho, i understand that this is a difficult and triggering subject and not everyone is comfortable with writing things like it. if you aren’t comfy please feel free to just ignore my ask! <3

you’re here, and that’s what matters.

TW: mentions of attempted suicide. please proceed with caution.

hey! i just wanted to let you know that i’ve been through a similar situation and understand how you feel (though my case was not as severe). i wish you a safe road to recovery.

note, i think you asked for their characters but it leant itself towards their rl versions. i have a feeling the dsmp versions would be too chaotic for this sensitive subject.

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!! please do not be afraid to send in an ask. ANON IS ON!!

Phil:

- phil was very scared about you being so gravely hurt, it kept him up for some nights. thankfully, you pulled through.

- he visited whenever he could. if he couldn’t, he was busy making sure coming home felt as comfortable for you as possible while also educating himself on how to take care of you.

- phil would listen to how you felt, and be understanding of your feelings.

- “You don’t have to tell me why you did it, I’m just glad you’re here,” pulling you in for a warm hug.

- when you got back home, he made sure he and the boys had prepared your favorite dinner and desserts.

It was the day you had just got home from rehabilitation, and you two were sitting on the couch. You hadn’t said much, you felt like you had nothing to say. Phil had asked for you to sit down so you two could talk, one on one.

You couldn’t meet his gaze. “I’m sorry,” your voice started to crack. “For making you guys worry about me.” Tears started to form from your eyes and you wept into your hands.

Phil immediately reached over to you to hug you, letting you cry on his shoulder. “We don’t blame you. We don’t blame anybody. I just want you to be here safe with us. Let it all out.” He pat and rubbed your back soothingly as you kept crying. But it was a good cry. He was just glad you came home.

Tommy:

- even though many see tommy as a loud and obnoxious boy with a general disregard for others, we all know deep down that’s a persona. he will go out of his way to make other comfortable in his presence if he truly cares for them. which he does, for you of course.

- he wants to make you happy! when the time is right, he’ll crack jokes and offer to play minecraft with you.

- would tone down the yelling. not because you asked, but he’s afraid of triggering you. treats you like glass. if you notice he’s being quieter than usual and you don’t care, you tell him you don’t.

- if you’re feeling it, he’ll take you out to fun places and to eat. nothing that’s too outlandish like a theme park, but just enough to have a reason to get out of bed that day instead of sleeping in.

It had been a week since you had gotten home and Phil had instructed you to maintain somewhat of a schedule to upkeep yourself. Right now was your nightly routine, washing yourself, brushing your teeth, and finally sliding under the covers. It felt nice. The blanket of sleep consumes you easily…

…

Until you bedroom door opens you’re being aggressively shaken awake. You groan, shying away, but they’re persistent.

“Ey, wake up, it’s morning!” Tommy shakes you again.

You realize you didn’t dream, but think nothing of it. “Tommy please, what do you want.”

Finally, Tommy pulled your warm sheets from over you, making you flinch. “I wanted to go out to the park today! Feed the ducks! Yeesss!”

You sighed. If you didn’t comply now, Tommy will refuse to stop nagging you for the rest of the day. You rolled out of bed and into the bathroom. You could very clearly hear Tommy’s cheers.

You two had gotten ready, eaten breakfast, and said goodbye to the rest of your family so you could head over to the park. It was close enough that it wasn’t unbearable to walk to. Even if you weren’t completely yourself yet, you were glad Tommy was.

After the short walk you two finally reached the park. Tommy immediately bolted toward the pond and you jogged behind. He had already started throwing the ducks some seeds, and even threw it on a duck. It didn’t seem too pleased.

You two sat at the edge of the pond as you watched the ducks eat. “Hey.” You hear Tommy call to you, and you turn your head to him.

“Can we talk about what happened? With you? Is it okay?” You could hear the uncertainty in his voice.

“Go ahead, what is it?”

“When Techno found out what happened to you, and told us the news, I was scared shitless.” He let out a sad huff. “I thought we were going to lose you.” Tommy kept his eyes fixed at the pond in front of him. “I’m sorry, I really shouldn’t have brought this up. I’m just glad you’re okay.” He sighed.

You put a hand on his shoulder. “Oh Tommy…” You started, “I’m sorry for making you worry. You shouldn’t have to feel like that because of my actions.”

Tommy was lost in thought for a moment, before finally speaking up, “No, please don’t apologize. It’s not anybody’s fault this happened, right?” You nodded.

Tommy stood up, dusting his pants off from the grass. “Come on now, let’s go get some ice cream!” He pulled you up from the ground.

“Last one to get to the shop has to pay!”

Immediately, Tommy bolts in the direction to the ice cream shop, and you catch up to him. No matter the circumstance is, he never seems to fail at putting a smile on your face.

Wilbur:

- i HC wilbur being the oldest, being older than techno by 3 years and older than tommy by 8, like IRL. :]

- i think out of all of your siblings, wilbur exudes the most “protective older brother” energy, yeah?

- remember when tommy lied about his mother being in trouble and how worried and anxious wilbur got? turn that up to 11 with what happened with you.

- with wilbur being the oldest, he of course had the responsibility of taking care of everyone. but somehow you and him didn’t spend as much 1 on 1 time as much as wilbur did with his other siblings

- wilbur definitely was going to change that, realizing that and not wanting to make that mistake again.

- he decided that finding a new hobby with you wouldn’t be such a bad idea.

You were sitting at the dinner table, being the last one there. You were poking at your food for the most part, and Wilbur got home late from… whatever Wilbur thing he was doing. Phil cooked pasta for dinner tonight. Wilbur put down his bags at the door connected to the garage. “I’m home! What’s for dinner?”

“Pasta.”

“Mmm, I love some good ol’ pasta.” He said, already taking a plate out to serve himself. “Also, hey, I bought something I wanted to build with you. Do you mind?”

You finally looked up from your very interesting pasta. “Build..?” You had no idea where this was going.

Wilbur placed his plate on the table and approached the bags of groceries, going through them to find the bag he was looking for. He pulled out a LEGO set. More specifically, a LEGO City set from the looks of the box? “Wilbur, how much was that?”

He blinked at you innocently. “It was only, like, £25. And look! It’s got a little submarine we can make with a rock and ugly sea monster—“

“But why?”

“Why not? It wouldn’t hurt for you to do something new, yeah?” He smiled at you, shaking the LEGO box in front of him to show it off. You sighed, but smiled. “Alright. But maybe you and I should eat this pasta first before we start building.” Wilbur nodded.

“Speaking of water, don’t you think I could teach you how to swim or something?”

“Oh, fuck off with that!”

Technoblade:

- i think out of everyone in the family, he understands you the most in terms of how you feel.

- not suicidal, but just generally having depressive episodes due to his ADHD.

- techno’s generally closed off, but started to really open up to you because he wanted to show he cares, even if it meant going out of his comfort zone.

- techno suggested journaling. once a day or once per week, it didn’t really matter. just as long as you could write down your feelings somewhere.

- he didn’t explicitly say it, but he also bought a book for himself so he could do it along with you. although, he more often than not just forgets to write in it until you mention your own journal.

- if you want to be sad and quiet, you can be sad and quiet with him. his room is a safe space for you if you ever need it and you’re always welcome to come in, just as long as you knock first.

With one hand on your mouse scrolling through the internet, and another resting your head on it, you were safe to admit you were utterly and completely bored. Honestly, you thought about taking another nap after your last one, but a knock on your door stopped you right before you pulled the covers over yourself. “Can I come in?”

You rose from your bed. “Come in. Oh hey Techno.”

He gave a simple wave and his signature “Halloo.” He walked right over to you and handed a journal and a ballpoint pen. “I got this. For you.” His stare was sharp but you could sort of tell he was nervous.

“What for?”

“I dunno. Writin’ your feelings down or drawin’ or somethin’. Whatever helps you vent.” He scratched the back of his neck.

“Oh Techno, thank you. That’s very sweet of you.” You gave a slight smile, but saw that he still had another journal in his hand. “You have two journals?”

Techno raised his eyebrow in confusion before looking down at his hand. “Oh this? It’s for me. So we could do it together, I guess.”

You let out a happy hum. “That’s nice. Say, why don’t we go to your room? I want to see your new lava lamp and stuff.”

Techno shrugged. “Sure. I’ve got more stationary too if you want.” He waved his hand before letting himself out the door, with you following not far behind.

hi hope u enjoyed reading as much as i did writing it. this format was new for me but very fun!

[justdsmp1]

⋆ 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭

Pairing(s): Dream x Reader

Pronouns:They/them

About: Your friends see you for the first time

Tw: Talk of cancer, domestic violence

Word count: 910

Masterlist

You sat in a hospital bed, feeling the worst. You just had to tell your friends that you have stage 4 cancer and it has spread around your body. All of them are traveling to see you before you do pass away, you were in a lot of pain but held off just for them. You had lost contact with your family, they didn't care much for you. A nurse came in with 3 boys Tommy, Toby, and Ranboo.

"Hey, boys," I say to them. They walk up to me and hug me tight.

"I'm so sorry Y/n," Toby says, looking at me sadly.

"It's alright Tubbo," I say putting my hand on his cheek. More came in, Wilbur, Phil, Niki, and Jack walk in next.

"Hey," I say softly to them. They all smile at me to try and make me feel better.

"I wish we had known sooner, so they could treat you," Will says.

"Yeah, I guess it was never meant to be" I quote our characters. Niki hugged me, cautiously and I try and squeeze her back but don't have the strength.

Karl, Quackity, and George arrive next, all saying their hellos. All of them wish for more time with you. Some were meeting you IRL for the first time. You didn't mind them seeing you like this and they all wanted to see you before you go. Wilbur started playing your favorite songs, he spent all night learning. People stopped by the room to hear the two singing.

"I heard that today was her last day" One whispered to the other.

Dream, Sapnap, and Techno arrived, you greeted them. Techno knew before everyone did, he was your bestest friend ever. Dream walked over to you, trying to look strong but couldn't on the inside, he hugged you then Sapnap as well.

Everyone crowded into your room stood around you, wishing the moment could last forever, you slowly sit up and stand up. You wanted to say proper goodbyes but fell. Dream was fast to catch you as your knees buckled. You hold onto him for dear life, Techno stood by Dream as you both dropped.

"Clay, I wish it didn't have to end like this," I say, weakly. Tears pooled into his eyes, begging to fall. I look to Techno.

"Please get better soon, don't end up like me, "I tell him. I look back at Clay and smile.

"You're so much more handsome in person," I tell him, we laugh.

"I want to tell you this though, I'm so in love with you Clay, "I tell him

"I'm so in love with you too," He tells me. I smile.

"I'm glad to hear but not don't be too heartbroken when I go, find someone," I tell him. Tears flow down his face, I look around at everyone, who knew what was about to happen. They all nod and I turn back to Clay, I smile as I take a breath in and then out but didn't breathe back in, my eyes shut.

"Y/n," He said, shaking you slowly but he knew.

"What's the time?" He mutters.

"Time of death 10:43 pm," He says, looking at his watch. He called for a nurse. When she arrived to see Y/n in the man's arms, she was confused.

"Time of Death 10:43 pm," He tells the nurse, the nurse is shocked.

Later that week, Y/n's funeral was held. Lots of people turn up except their family, well their biological family, they were their family. Everyone who was in the room with them went, Eret went, Sneeg, Kristen, Charlie, James, Ash, Scott, Lizzie, Joel, and even Mr. Beasr came with Chandler and Chris, everyone was there, celebrating their life and achievements.'

Then it was the time to look through their will, their family turned up. The person read through the will

"Then wrote something to Dream, with all my saved up money build that hotel I dreamed of opening."The person finished.

"What about us?! Anything for us?" Y/n's mother asked

"No and I'm not surprised, you treated them like shit, you didn't even visit them when they were sick, "Clay told them off.

Later in the year, Dream built that hotel, anyone welcome deals and discounts for people who have run away or been kicked out for any sort of reason, homeless people. Help them get jobs or give them jobs working for him, just helping them get back on their feet, they pay back the smallest fee in the end. They have professional people if you need to speak to someone, no discrimination, anything of the sort will end up kicked out or fired. 

He also helps people who are trying to escape domestic violence, he has police and security on site with also programs with the police to show people that the police are good people not all of them but a lot of them are. It runs so successfully, y/n would love it. A little memorial is there for Y/n flowers surround them from people who appreciate them and their idea. Every year on April 13th at 10:43 pm there is a moment of silence for them.

Wilbur, Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo started more fundraisers for cancer awareness, did fairs, marathons, and runs, and all sorts of things for them. 1 year later Techno joined them up above. The two best friends reunited, watching friends and family from above, they were so honored and proud of everyone. The two walked around together catching up and chatting together

[someone1348]

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TUBBO!

And a Happy Holidays friends! I hope you enjoy this amazing Tubbo special!

I know there are still a lot of fics to do but! I am on break finally for a month so they will be posted as soon as I can get them out :]

For now enjoy this wholesome Birthday special for our favorite bee boy!

Also THANK YOU FOR 200 OMG! this is amazing I hope all of you are doing good because you truly deserve it! Treat yourselves, take care of yourselves and remember that you are so loved and appreciated no matter what! /p /gen /pos

People in this: Lee!Tubbo, Ler!Tommy and Ler!Ranboo

((PLATONIC ONLYYYYY!!))

Tw: It talks about slipping into a lee mind space Idk if that makes anyone uncomfortable so I'm adding a warning just in case, other than that none this is very wholesome!

this is an Irl Fic! Im so excited! Hehe enjoy everyone!!

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A Birthday Surprise

"THANK YOU UNIVERSE!!" Tubbo beamed screaming to the outside world from his window. While Ranboo was out of the house he texted Tubbo saying that something went wrong with his passport so he will be staying in the UK for a bit longer than originally planned.

Tubbo was ecstatic! Not only was Ranboo staying longer he would still be here for his birthday and new years!

They were gonna spend His birthday together!! And New Yearss!! He jumped around happily giggling after replying back in a cool way.

"HE'S STAYINGG!!!!!" As much as he would deny it on stream as a joke he really enjoyed Ranboo's company and honestly didn't want him to go.

'Dude just move here already!'

(2:15 pm)

Tubbo texted back as well before laying down with a smile placing the phone on his chest, Things were truly looking up Tubbo!

'Pfft! I wish! I'll be home soon, Prepare a feast for my arrival! Your platonic husband has returned!'

(2:20 pm)

"Dork"

*A Few day's later right before Tubbo's big day!*

"I have a surprise for your birthday tomorrow" there was a slight teasy tone in his voice but it was barely heard by the sleepy state the other was in

"Dude it's almost midnight let me sleep" Tubbo joking in his sleepy state as Ranboo evily laughed

Tubbo knew that laugh anywhere and his body responded fast 'oh no come on no! Not before my birthday!' Tubbo manged to stop it before falling asleep, but wether he felt it or not this small interaction was gonna cause a lee mood to break any second Tommrow,

Just as Ranboo planned.

Ranboo had stayed up a bit later than normal decorating the house for the big day today. He had been cooking breakfast for the birthday boy when he woke from his slumber.

Running his hands through his hair Tubbo smiled, he was officially 18! This was so cool! But also crazy, oh well!

He was stretching before the sound of Ranboo's laugh repeated in his head. The stretch cutting short as the butterflies erupted in his stomach he covered his stomach out of natrual reaction.

"Well this was just perfect" he mumbled to himself trying to contain some giggles that wanted to come out of his mouth

It's been a while since he's had a lee mood especially one this bad but of course of all days! He wasn’t really complaining but it was definitely going to make it hard to focus.

Getting ready to face the day and Ranboo, he took a deep breath before peeking his head out of the doorway

The smell of food walked him over to the kitchen, "Smells great bossman! Thank you!"

"Anytime Birthday boy! Do you like the decorations?" Ranboo pointed with his spatula as Tubbo spun around to see all of the amazing work his friend had done for him.

"You're so kind, they are amazing! Thank you Ranboo!" His voiced softened, it was genuine. He couldn't be more happy that Ranboo was able to stay and for everything and everyone he had met along the way.

"How does it feel to be an adult now" The taller joked as Tubbo rolled his eyes smiling "It doesn't feel that different yet"

"I see, here breakfast is ready, grab a plate"

"You're not gonna surve the birthday boy Ranboo, poor host men ship my friend" Tubbo joked as Ranboo turned off the stove chasing him around the house

"AH!" Ranboo swiftly picked him up with ease placing him in one of the seats by the counter getting him a plate the said birthday boy smiled thanking him for the food and everything else.

"You're welcome buddy, eat up!"

Tubbo almost forgot about his lee mood before he got chased, he ate but gave Ranboo confused stares every now and again while he wasn’t looking

'Why didn't he tickle me? When he caught me, he always does that, why am I thinking these things, gah lee moods are so confusing!' He giggled in his mind as it raced with tickly thoughts, he was snapped back to reality when Ranboo asked him a question.

"Are you excited for your party today?! Wellll it's just me and Tommy but still a party non the less"

"Hmm yeah! I'm excited, honestly that's all I really want, not to many people, it works nicely for me"

"Exactly" Ranboo smiled at him

"W-what?"

Ranboo continued to smile at him

"What, quit looking at me like that!" He held the giggles in but man was it hard, this was going to be a long day

Ranboo "went to the bathroom" to text Tommy

'Step one complete, man I can't wait!'

(10:30 am)

'LETS GOOO!! we gotta wait a bit but damm will the reward be so worth it!'

(10:32 am)

'See you soon!'

(10:33 am)

'See ya!'

(10:33 am)

A couple days ago when Ranboo was out with Tommy for a vlog, the day he texted Tubbo the news, he and the blonde had made a plan to put Tubbo in the biggest lee mood ever for his birthday.

For two reasons, one because he hasn't had one in a while and two because its his birthday! He deserves to feel all the happiness in the world and what's better then giving their favorite bee boy some well deserved happiness through some tickles!

It made sense to the Alluim Duo! So that's exactly what they did!

It was around 6ish when Tommy came over to celebrate, The rest of the day was taken up by Ranboo and Tubbo playing games and having fun adventures and calling some of Tubbo's friends and Family before Tommy arrived, it was turning out to be the best birthday ever, except for this dang lee mood that wouldn't go away!

Through some of the adventures Ranboo would use the voice then act like nothing happened, or use similar words or actions, he patted the smallers knee for example like it was just another day, it was driving him insane but in a way that he didn't truly mind all that much he just really wanted to be tickled it was so hard to focus on anything else!

"AYEEE THERE HE IS BIG T!" Tommy hugged his best friend with a smile as Tubbo returned the hug Tommy gently and quickly squeezed his shoulder the boy wanted to squeak but kept it in, oh no

"How's our favorite bee boy doing on his birthday!?"

Leave it to Tommy to be the hype man

"Im good! It's been great!, I'm so glad you could make it!"

Tommy hugged Ranboo after shutting the door and taking off his coat

"How are you my friend?!"

"Good good"

"Excellent!"

It was nice, everything Tubbo wanted, his two best friends, no streams or cameras in their faces, just the three of them and a very special day!

"Come on big man let's party!"

They ate pizza, drank soda and played games for hours!

"COME ON THAT'S SO CHEATING! HACKS I SAY!" Tommy complained throwing his controller down lightly

"look who's at the top of the rotation~" Ranboo said with sass as Tubbo put his hands in the middle of them

"Boys please!" Tubbo laughed

"YOU THINK THAT'S FUNNY TUBS?" Tommy Joked

"Well I-" He nervously giggled before being tackled to the couch then let back as if nothing happened

Everyone heading back to the game to start a new round Tubbo bounced his leg in his seat, he couldn't take this for much longer

Ranboo was laughing because his character fell in game

"Why did that Tickle you so hard mate!"

Ranboo shrugged "It was funny"

'I can't do this, Tommy whyyy' His leg bounced faster as Tommy smirked at him

"Something wrong big man?"

"Yeah whats up Tubbo?"

"No, Nothing! Everything is fine!"

"You sure you don't wanna get Tickled?"

"What?!"

"I said are you sure you don't want another round?" Ranboo patted his shoulder gently "we can stop playing if you want?"

"No no it's fine"

'What is happening!?!'

"I know a better game we could play!"

"What is it Boo?"

Now Ranboo's calm and gentle smile turned into a sly and evil smirk

"Don't get caught by the tickle monsters~" With wiggling fingers aimed at him Tommy smirked evilly laughed as well "Better run bee boy, Unless you want to be captured right away" he joined Ranboo's wiggling fingers as Tubbo made a dash for it.

His face bright red from embarrassment and having to hold it all back all day he giggled to his hearts content as the two chased after him around the house

"Oh Tubboo~"

"EE!"

"Come here Tubs!"

"LEheHeheave Me Alohohone!"

"Giggling already big man"

"We're gonna getcha'!~"

His giggles continued as he desperately tried to open a locked door

"No no come on! Please- AH!" He was cut off by Ranboo lifting him by his middle

"I GOT HIM TOMMY!"

"GREAT WORK!"

"Lehehet me gohoho!"

Tommy's smirk grew as he wiggled his fingers at him once more causing the smaller to squeak before Tommy grabbed his legs

"To the couch!"

The two moved their best friend to the couch Ranboo kept hold of him from behind keeping the boys arms up while Tommy straddled his waist.

"You ready Tubbo?"

"3,,,2,,,-"

"Just do it! Please!!"

"As you wish, Tickletickletickletickle!" Tommy giggled immediately digging into his sides as Ranboo soon after joined to tickle under his arms dragging his nails down his arms in the process which left the birthday boy kicking his legs out behind the two.

"AHAHAHA! RAHaAhAnBOo! ToHOHomMY! PLEHEHEeaSe!!"

"Aww what's wrong big man? Is it Tickle Tickle Ticklish! Hmmm? Tickle tickle tickleee Tubbo~" The blonde wiggled his tickly fingers up to his ribs making sure to count the spaces in between each bone

"THOhOMmY! EE! RahAHanbOO!" Ranboo had moved to tickle all over his neck and around the back of his ears

"Does it tickle Tubbo?~" He blew air into his ear after asking as Tubbo scrunched his head more into his shoulder nodding frantically

"IhIhIhit Tihihickles!"

"Good I'm so glad it does Tubs" Tommy smiled

"Do you want me to tickle that one spot Tubs? Or not today?"

There was a certain spot on Tubbo's back that if he was tickled there for a bit he would fully slip into a joyful tickle lee headspace to say the least, Tommy always asked before going there because at most times he was scared to go fully lee mode but he wanted to more than anything today.

"Doho it!"

Tommy smiled brightly, "Here we go Tubbo" Tommy brought his nails underneath Tubbo's sleeping shirt tickling his back

"ToHOhoMmY!!"

"You're safe Tubbo, embrace the giggles my friend"

"We've got you Tubbo" Ranboo added as Tubbo giggled and giggled until his mind was nothing but the thought of how ticklish it felt

"HEHEHE!"

"There we go! Tickle tickle Tubbo~"

The two lers smiled brightly at him as Tommy moved his hands around to tickle and scribble all over his stomach

"TOHOHOMMY!"

Tommy giggled before taking a breath in blowing a huge raspberry in the center of his stomach

"EEE! NAHAHAHAAHA!! PLEHEHEEASE!"

Tommy laughed along with him, stopping and rubbing away the ghost tickles as Ranboo ran his fingers through his hair to relax him.

"Happy Birthday Tubbo!"

"Did you like the surprise?"

"Yohohou plahahaned thihis?"

"Yep!" The two said in sync as Tubbo relaxed his head on Ranboo's chest

"Ehevill" He joked smiling brightly

As Tubbo regained strength and energy he opened the rest of his gifts thanking and hugging the two before him

"Get in here big man!" Tommy took a selfie of the three of them

"Send that to the group chat!"

"On it!"

"Happy Birthday Tubbo" They pulled him into a group hug smiling brightly at each other as a Disney movie played softly in the background.

'Best Birthday ever'

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I hope you all enjoyedd! Thank you again for 200! I hope everyone has a happy holidays whatever you may celebrate I hope you enjoy it! Treat yourselves, take care of yourselves and have a great day today you amazing human being!

-K <3

[gilsgirl]

911 Lone Star Season 4 - My Thoughts

[Long Post Warning]

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Oh hey tumblr, it's me! I've had this idea in my head for a while and thought that since most of my tumblr following is Spam-bots and inactive/deleted accounts (There's a few of you who are still active, so heyyy thanks for still following me!) that I would do my first one on Tumblr. I would love to start Youtube channel, but I still feel a bit shy.

I used to write a lot! If you have been following my blog since, geez, 2012 you know that. Unfortunately, I have been in a very long period of writers block. I'm hoping getting creative ideas on the page will help me start to write again.

The idea I have is to explain what I would want to see happen, or what I would do if I was one of the story writers of some of my favorite shows upcoming seasons. Or even what I think will be happening in these upcoming seasons. I hope this makes sense lol!

The first show I want to deep dive into has been my hyper-fixation show for the past several months (thanks @iboatedhere 🤣). I mean, I have watched the first three seasons of this show maybe 15 times at this point! I just found out a couple weeks ago that they have started production for season 4, and I am so excited to see what is in store! Of course the show I am talking about is 911 Lone Star!

Let's begin:

What I think will happen/What I want to happen

Sectioned by character:

Owen

This man annoys me 10/10 so I hope we see him continue to go to therapy.

I really enjoyed the storyline they gave us at the end of season 3 with Owen returning to California to say goodbye to his father.

I could see the half-brother doing the same thing, coming to Austin trying to connect to his father's past. I also love that irl the actor playing Owen's half-brother is Rob Lowe's brother. That is cool!

Owen telling TK about his past. Does TK know he's named after Owen's brother?

I want Owen and Catherine back together - I know they're toxic af, but I love two type-A characters bouncing off each other!

TK/Carlos (they're together because their relationship is a main storyline)

Jesus....

If they injure this man again...*clenches fist*

Role reverse with Carlos? Carlos gets injured, and TK is at the bedside.

Here's how I would do it: Carlos takes his detective test, passes. Gets put on this high profile case. While investigating, gets kidnapped. Not just for several hours like TK/Tommy/Nancy is that one episode, but for weeks. Then the TK sobriety storyline could tie into this as well. Obviously, when he is found he's relatively okay. They could also tie this into the Judd PTSD storyline too.

Tarlos wedding

less fade to black scenes...this is why I wish that this show wasn't on cable TV. They do fade to black for all the romance aspects. Nancy and Mateo, TK and Carlos, Owen and Catherine.

Paul

I just want this man to be HAPPY! Please 🙏

I would love to see the sister come back in some way, that would be a cool idea

Judd

I LOVE LOVE LOVE the Wyatt storyline! I think it saved his character tbh

I would love to see more from this storyline, but from the season 3 finale it made it seem like Wyatt is going off to college and won't be around.

More about the accident at the beginning of the show. PTSD doesn't just go away like they portrayed.

Maybe during a BBQ the grill does that thing that grills do where the flame

Marjan

Much like Paul, I want Marjan to be on a call and click with someone they are saving.

Maybe she gets hurt on a call. Nothing big, but needs to be out for a couple weeks.

She bumps into this person during that time and starts to secretly date them.

OF COURSE Paul is the first to sniff that shit out! He is her BFF, obviously!

Nancy

GIVE ME A NANCY BACKSTORY!

I want to know why she decided to become an EMT. In the O.G. 911 they did this for Hen and it was a really cool concept.

Similar, there is an episode where she talks about her sister, show me the family!!!

More scenes between her and Mateo. I STG is the writers make them break up I will do something detrimental...

Mateo

(similar to Nancy) GIVE ME A BACKSTORY!!

They hinted at a backstory several times: Dad being in Guadalajara, and being a DREAMER. That is great bones for a backstory! Just saying.

You can tell that Mateo and Nancy's characters were never meant to be apart of the ensemble, but the audience loved their characters so much that they now have storylines. I am excited to see where the writers take them.

Tommy

One of the twins starts getting in trouble at school

Maybe series finale, or series middle finale the twin sets a fire in the school? Or does that seem too much?

Tommy embracing the single Mom life, finally feeling steady in her routine.

It also would be a good idea for Tommy to think that she see's her late husband at one of their scenes. Starts seeing him everywhere. It's not him though, just a man that looks like him.

🚒

What I would write

🚑 Judd goes to surprise visit Wyatt, only to find out that he dropped out of college. He can't get a hold of him, and goes to work. On a call, a new firehouse shows up with fancy gear, tech, truck and their new tech guy...Wyatt.

🚒 Add a single season character, who's exit at the end of the season makes for good drama! AKA this character gets k!lled off. My initial thoughts would be a untamable, young firefighter with survivors guilt, like Judd, gets sent to Owens team

[ruby-whistler]

Your c!dream post came on my dash and while I can definitely agree with the main point (torture is wrong no matter who it happens to) some of the contents of that post were a bit bothering to me.

the fact that you implied that your concerned for people who really hate c!dream and therefore see the torture as payback is really crossing a line. I really hope I misinterpreted that because it sounds like your implying that you think those people would dehumanize people in real life. That is a big assumption to make my friend, not something you can just throw around because you see someone talking bad about a character you emphasize with.

And like I said, I’m saying that while agreeing with your main point. I can say that your right about that being something we shouldn’t do while also knowing that this is about a Minecraft roleplay revolving around a character who canonically abused a 17 year old. The accusation your making is not something you should throw around. Just like people shouldn’t accuse Dream apologists who say bad stuff about c!tommy of being real life abuse apologists. There’s a huge difference about being attached to a character and saying something dumb and doing these things irl.

Also I thought we were past referring to lmanburg as colonization? I’m not sure if that’s what you were doing but That’s a real thing that effects people and not something you can just pin on a couple of white streamer men roleplaying. Someone more equipped then me can explain why they are very much not comparable at all, and why it’s bad to compare it, ill probably butcher it. I saw a good post about it somewhere.

And then onto the stuff that’s more story based and doesn’t matter as much:

- dream very much did plan to keep tommy in the prison cell for life, like I’m pretty sure he flat out said it or at least very heavily implied it during the confrontation, someone probably has a clip.

- I can agree that Sam wasn’t manipulated by dream, but he does have trauma from him, in fact it’s a big part of his arc. Dream would brag about what he did to tommy in exile, laughed in his face after killing tommy, and often screamed at him threatening to kill him as well. It affected sam greatly and is what started his spiral.

- There are other things in your post that I disagree with to some extent but honestly debating lore things isn’t what I’m here for. So we can agree to disagree. I’m not really to concerned about the lore stuff.

just like you were talking about being careful about what you are saying about c!dream because it can hurt people, I will also say to be careful in what you say about c!dream in his favor because it can also hurt people. Please do not forget he very canonically abused, murdered, and threatened to murder teenagers. That’s a touchy subject, especially because it was displayed in such a raw manner. Is he deserveing of abuse because of it? Of course not. Is he unworthy of growth or change? Of course not. Does that mean people have to forgive him or like him or sympathize with him? No. No one is morally required to sympathize with a character, as long as your not saying gross things about them. ( like claiming that they deserve torture! )

Someone saying something in the heat of the moment about a character who reminds them of their abuser does not justify calling them real life dehumanizers, or claiming they are prone to it. It’s not cool. And, I and feel like In liking c!dream (or any character who has done something really morally wrong) you have to make sure to be respectful towards people who have been in those situations. You can like a character without excusing their actions. Not saying your doing that, just a blanket statement.

Also, please take care of yourself. If seeing people criticize or say bad things about a character you like is causing you genuine distress, please take a break. I tend to hyperfixate and project and I know that sometimes it can be a really harmful thing. It helps a lot to take a deep breathe and step away for a few minutes. This is a reminder to everyone else as well to always tag crit. And to clarify, I’m not trying to like drag you through the mud for anything I disagree with in your post. Like trust me I get heat of the moment reactions and not completely thinking through everything you write down. And just blatantly not knowing that something isn’t cool to say. I just want to make sure it’s known that hey, maybe people shouldn’t say _.

If there’s anything in my post that’s wrong I apologize, I’m open to respectful criticism. And also just to finish this off, I know getting critical asks can be upsetting, so if you are genuinely made upset, angry, or anxious by this ask, please just leave it be. Don’t respond, or take a breather before you do. I’m saying this because like I said I just came across this post, I don’t know you or how you tend to react to things so I don’t want to start a huge thing. Just giving my thoughts and crit.

And also because having people yell/be really rude at me makes me very genuinely anxious! Even if it’s anon. Please keep that in mind if you respond (you don’t have to, it’s up to you) You can respond and disagree however much you like, just please don’t be a jerk about it cause I’ll probably cry lol (seriously tho like I said I’m sensitive)

Alright, so first as a quick disclaimer, I’m going to out a summary of the original post’s points, just to ensure that we’re on the same page;

The post does say:

- don’t dehumanize c!Dream because it continuously hurts people who relate to and/or sympathize with him, also dehumanization in general is an inherently wrong mindset

- don’t attack people who sympathize with him because he’s a victim of abuse besides other things

The post never says:

- you cannot hate c!Dream and not sympathizing with him is wrong

- the things c!Dream has done are to any degree excused

- don’t dehumanize c!Dream because he’s a good person

- people who dehumanize c!Dream are real life abuse apologists

If you read the post and didn’t get these points from it, i advise you to reread it as I made pretty much all of these abundantly clear.

I absolutely never said anything about real life abuse apologism. I continuously put (fictional) in front of things to make that point. I don’t know how you got that from the post.

Dehumanization is wrong. Dehumanization of fictional characters on a large scale to the point where people will excuse his abuse is wrong and it hurts people and I will speak out about it. It doesn’t mean people will dehumanize people irl or that they are prone to it, but it’s still wrong.

I never said L’manberg was colonization. I said some people who have had their country colonized relate to him because he had his home torn apart and is desperate to return it back to its original state. This is a completely valid reason to relate to him as it is a pretty big part of the character.

He said he would “put him in the prison”. I don’t remember him saying it would be forever, but he could’ve said that, however I’d like a clip first. He never said he would be stored in the inhumane, main cell, and it makes a lot more sense that he wouldn’t be in there 1) because Dream said it was only a security measure 2) the prisoner was supposed to be able to move around the prison.

I don’t care that the abuser was “traumatized” by the abuse victim telling him of his actions. If I was being tortured mentally and mistreated and neglected physically by a person who hates my guts for weeks I too would probably threaten him. It didn’t start his spiral. His spiral was caused by corruption and possibly hatred, not being “hurt” by c!Dream. c!Dream didn’t cause himself to be abused, that was fully c!Sam’s decision, and saying otherwise is victim blaming (not saying you did that, just putting this point out here).

I do not forget the bad things he’s done. I was there. I saw it. I hated him for it. I still sympathize with him. I still believe he deserves better. I still believe he deserves to get better. I 100% agree with the point that it’s wrong to say someone is required to feel sympathy, as long as they don’t dehumanize him and harass people who do. That was the literal point of the post.

I am one of the many c!Dream fans who get constantly triggered because of how overwhelming the dehumanization is in the community. It’s not being hypersensitive, and I really hope you’re not implying that. It’s a very real issue that should be solved so that people don’t have to “take breaks” because of it.

I don’t care if people hate him or criticize him. I genuinely couldn’t care less. He did disgusting things. I’m used to it. But it is normalized in the community to say stuff about the character that is genuinely triggering, and would be to anyone if people were saying it on a large scale about their favorite character.

Hope this didn’t come off as too aggressive, I have anxiety and I didn’t want to let my feelings bleed into this because that wouldn’t be good for me. Wish you a nice day.

[red1sg0n3]

OKAY BASICALLY SPOILERS FOR TODAYS STREAM FROM YOUR BELOVED SIMP ANON

it was an hour long but im gonna tell you as i rewatch it so i dont leave anything out

cc!techno my beloved

c!techno complains about how sam didn't visit the cell for 2 weeks, he didn't even come by to drop off food.

which means c!dream hasnt been tortured by c!quackity for 2 weeks (which isnt surprising, big q dealing with tubs and ranboo)

c!tech finds out dream has been tortured and bullies dream and talks about how hes a favorite prisoner

techno bullies dream alot its funny

they talk about writing, techno jokes about dream publishing books and mentions wattpad and how dream has a wattpad acc

its like bullying dream for being homeless all over again

techno says hes enjoying being in prison and will figure out baout breakinf out later which upsets dream

revive book comes up in conversation

techno asks ab it and wants it and dream withholds the knowledge from him (ofc, green prick. )

this is just 13 minutes in im so sorry

its canon that c!techno plays golf oh my fucking god

techno jokes about how his polar bear Steve will break techno out

dream has memory problems? he writes every little thing down in his diary this was over looked??

i just saw this in the comments but this stream was cc!dream's idea, regular lore was delayed bc cc's were busy irl

dream brings up the idea to revive someone who isnt dead

they try to revive techno-

they summoned dreamXD

dream meets XD he never knew XD existed or looked identical to him

you get a wish for summoning XD

techno gets a fucking channel member bell and dream cries

30 minutes in

they try to summon XD again, he didnt come back

they talk about friendships and betrayal

techno tells dream about the eggpire

techno talks ab tubbo and snowchester and the nukes tubbo has, he admits he doesnt trust tubbo still

dream asks ab ranboo and techno kinda avoids his question-

tech asks how dream knows ranboo and dream dodges it

dream brings up escaping again, techno tells him that they can escape through the toilet and forces dream to do the mining (which takes 24 or 25 hours apparently)

this is 48 minutes in oh my god techno

dream makes it canon that they shit im losing it

'are we there yet?' HELP TECHNO FYCKING SHDG

techno is annoying dream as dream breaks the obsidian

as tech opens his inventory theres four books labeled as information written by dream

cc!techno's dog is heard in the background omg 'floof shut up im making content'

tommy's cat was brought and dream tells techno that tommy killed it only bc dream liked it

stream ends

thats all yw and im sorry the ask is long as hell

yooo thank you simp for catching me uppp

also dw I don’t mind the long asks :)

[elytrafemme]

hi mare! hope you're doin well! i genuinely had no idea that today was tuesday, i literally woke up this morning and realized i didn't know what day it was (though i decided to not try and figure it out). that being said, it was quite nice to find out that it was a cough syrup tuesday.

okay first off, title for this chapter? fucking immaculate, i saw it and got so excited you have no idea. i just really like the song, it's on my cranboo playlist

starting off the chapter with dream and my thoughts reading that short bit of text are just "fuck you fuck you i hope you die you piece of shit bastard" and honestly i feel like that means you've absolutely done a great job with making cs!dream accurately terrible and bad! /pos im looking forward to seeing where this all goes (but i also want him to be killed :D )

the conversation about religion was so so interesting. growing up agnostic its always fascinating to me how different writers have their characters talk about religion and their beliefs, especially if they have contrasting perspectives and ideas. its something i dont think i'll ever get tired of hearing about, and the respective takes on religion for their characters i think are really fitting.

yooooooo cs!bench playing wii sports finally????? holy shit im so excited for that

also i love the way you write tommy its just so accurate and i smile every time he comes up cause like. that's one of my boys <3 hes fucked up and annoying and way too loud but he's also sort of endearing and cares so much for people. i love him dearly

"Ranboo wonders, idly, if Tubbo will ever become the sky to him, someday."

this line. irl i literally covered my mouth with my hand, fully turned off my phone screen, and laid down on my bed with my face in my hands. like genuinely had to take a moment to process. anyway i'm writing this as i read the fic and as of right now it's my favorite line and i know that there are so many other good ones but just for the sheer effect this had on my current emotional state (/pos dw) i'm calling it my favorite

"His eyes catch the moon, and, for the strangest reason, he feels a twinge of sadness in him. There's something about the moon when it's in crescent- waning today, he believes- that reminds him of memories he can't capture. A sense of absent longing, some kind of attachment to the crescent moon. He wishes he could remember more. He wishes the pieces he has of his childhood weren't fickle, and weren't simple things like playing piano, or stargazing, or having blackberries."

okay so right after that line i just said was my favorite you went ahead and wrote a whole paragraph that i deeply resonate with. what the fuck dude i literally cannot keep reading these chapters and going "oh this is my favorite line/scene!" and then proceed to copy and paste close to the entirety of the goddamn chapter into my little notes here. i simply cannot. but honestly i think its just going to keep happening anyway.

"Is it worth sacrificing his own memory to be loved?"

FUCKKK ohmt god ohh my god jsgfsddfdds

their little stargazing call :(( i care about them so much

manifesting more stargazing content <- this wont work but one can dream

"But Tubbo still listens. He may not understand, but he listens.

And Ranboo would like to believe that's enough."

!!!!!!!!!!!! FNFGFDFHDFGDGFGGFJK

i think there's something about reading this fic with each chapter update that makes me exhibit mentally ill behavior but i genuinely think that that just means its a really great fic

i really loved this chapter, i think its probably my favorite so far. i think i say that often but i honestly cant remember. i just really enjoy your characterization of ranboo in this. i feel like the more i learn about him the more i learn about myself if that makes sense? the way that you talk about how he feels about the world and his existence in it is something that i can never put words to for myself, but i often discover that i'm able to find those words after a little bit of thinking when i read his (or even sometimes tubbo's) perspective. its a funny thing, figuring out how to talk about your own thoughts through other people's interpretations of fictional characters. it all just seems kinda silly, y'know? i think it's just that it can be easier seeing someone else come up with the words for the things you're trying to describe for yourself sometimes. written media has always been my favorite for that reason.

the imagery was beautiful too, i really enjoyed it. i always enjoy everything about your writing honestly, but i know you're fully aware of that. you're just very good at what you do, you know?

anyway i'm looking forward to the next chapter! i know you said that the release of this chapter means we're really gearing up for the main plot and everything now and that's super exciting!

take care of yourself, and i hope you have a good day/night whenever you get around to reading this <3

HI LIV :]

it's SUCH a good song!!! reminds me of nina cos apologies from the intercom but yeah! i had it on loop during the last scene of the chapter, and i had already planned to use it for a later chapter but decided i should swap it to be this chapter. whether this was a good decision or not is pending but regardless its SUCH a good song :D

HELP CS!DREAM SUCKS SO BAD FR...

YEAH! people seemed to really like the discussion of religion in the chapter and it's been really interesting to hear what people have said about it! i'm a religious person myself (though me and religion have a complicated history) but i absolutely love writing about people's perspective on religion, i like seeing how everyone's worldviews meet and collide and everything

YES I'M SO EXCITED... Wii Sports Resort my fucking ADORED

god i love writing cs!tommy so much. SO much. he's just such a genuinely good guy and he's so earnest and he just wants to be okay. i love him so bad i'm so glad people like him

i love seeing what lines are your favorites :D there's going to be a lot more of this celestial imagery, i'm obsessed with it and i'm so glad that you like it :] your compliments make me grin lots

i can't remember if i told u this or not but cmon liv look at me. consider everything u know about me. i'm not ending this fic without at least two more stargazing scenes PROMISE.

"i think there's something about reading this fic with each chapter update that makes me exhibit mentally ill behavior" this is one of the funniest fucking things anyone has ever said about cough syrup thank you for this

augh liv you're the sweetest thank you so much, i'm glad you can see yourself in cs!ranboo :] he's such a nice character to write because there's so much about himself he's trying to piece together and discover and that makes such a messy process (a very messy process jesus christ writing it is a whole hell of a ride) but what i hope to be a very realistic one? he's just. i care about him a lot and it means a lot that people like him, he's just my guy :] i'm so so happy you liked the chapter liv, hope you have a wonderful morning whenever you wake up and see this (ik its pretty early for u rn)

[retvenkos]

have I told you i wrote a Tommy Shelby fic that was 6k words in two days??

anyways, where are u on pb? what's happened? who's ur fave character? I NEED ALL UR THOUGHTS

6k in tWO DAYS????? god, i love that for you. if you have any fics you want me to read without getting spoiled.... 👀👀 i will read any and all of them.

i’m on season four and i’m halfway through episode 3. and..... there is a lot™ happening.......... choices have been made........... y’know, i’m going to come right out and say it, i think that john’s death scene would have had way more impact had we actually gotten to know his character.

okay, so here’s the thing: peaky blinders is good at fleshing out specific characters of its choosing. the other characters play into a slew of tropes and while that isn’t bad, it generally makes for the characters having little impact. john was never on their top list of fleshed out characters until the show knew it was going to kill him off. then, they tried to shoehorn in a couple of minutes and while i loved those minutes, they weren’t enough to truly let me mourn.

plus... the show has a really weird relationship with letting characters mourn in that, generally..... it doesn’t. they’ll let characters be sad and wistful for two lines of dialogue™ but only at moments when it serves the plot. there’s never inconvenient grief or just.... grief (except for polly, which is a weird “women can be sensitive, men can’t” thing). had we seen more mourning, it would have been even more impactful.

and maybe it might come? idk. but even still, the death kind of felt like... a plot device. john never really had an arc going in so it’s not like his death was poignant in that it was the end of his arc or it cut his arc off prematurely. he just.... died and i hope it’s not just so tommy can have his obligatory sad scenes this season. i hope john is more than just a pawn to boost tommy’s character.

but yeah, i have mixed feelings about that death. it was a sad (and beautifully done) moment in show, but it wasn’t powerful (at least, to me) because... did we ever know john? beyond his tropes and archetypes? did we?

lol, i went off about that. on to other things! i have a feeling that people really love michael and while i don’t hate him, he’s just.... not my favorite character? i don’t mind him or his scenes i just don’t think he’s it. 

i actually really love ada tho? like, wow. what a woman. i just think she’s neat. i wish her husband hadn’t died, and i’m still kind of salty he was just... never mentioned again but i guess it’s fine. in general i would love more attention to the supporting cast, lol.

i also think arthur is an interesting character? like, lol, don’t get me wrong i wouldn’t chill with this man irl, i just think there’s a lot that could be explored there. he’s one of the more fleshed out characters and i just think his character arcs are interesting.

i’ve already stated my love for polly..... i thought alfie solomons was so cool (i also think it’s so funny that thomas continues to trust this man.... bro what?)....... esme is a cool character who i would like to see more of (although she said she was leaving? come back please)...... i want to see more of isaiah and finn!

i just want ~more~.

[osmpalliumduo]

About

peepoHey!

Im Ghost and this is my blog for dsmp/mcyt content! I’m here to just have fun and chill so no bad vibes here ^_^

I’m a certified c!tommy apologist so don’t be surprised if the majority of my posts are about him! I also really enjoy c!sam, c!quackity and c!hannah

My main streamers are tommyinnit, awesamdude and wilbur soot! I adore everyone in the dsmp but these guys are my faves so you will most likely catch me quite frequently talking about them or live-blogging

-Basic stuff about me:

gender is a really difficult thing to figure out so I go by any pronouns. DONT ask for my pronouns, anything works, you don’t need to ask

I go radio silent sometimes (normally those periods last max a week) so don’t worry if I suddenly go missing

I’m 17 and a struggling college student so I’ll complain about it, sorry in advance

Dms and asks are always open but I’ll call you out if you are weird or aggressive

I tag some of my mutuals with ____my beloved. Shoot me a dm if you are uncomfortable with it :)

If you need anything tagged lmk with an ask or a dm, no hard feelings

I write fanfics to fill the void in my soul, you can find updates of my fics under #fic talks and links to writing under #ghost writes

English isn’t my first language and I have dyslexia so please ignore mistakes on my posts <3

die jokes are okay with me as long as it is in a joking matter :)

-Basic stuff about this blog:

I post a lot about c!Hotelduo

I tend to joke a lot about c!Sam and cc!Sam being “my dad” so yeah ^_^ sorry

c!dream apologists are not welcome, but c!dream enjoyers are more than welcome to stay

my favorite dynamics atm are hotelduo, samskids and flower siblings so proceed at your own risk (samskids enjoyers PLEASE interact)

certified c!tommy apologist

I am a c!quackity, c!hannah, c!sam enjoyer

I’m also a c!dream enjoyer but in a way that I enjoy hating him and wishing death upon him

Sleep deprived posts are frequent

I am very critical of the whole syndicate (c!techno, c!niki, c!philza and c!ranboo)

My blog is not spoiler free I normally try to tag liveblogs but I forget most of the time hdfgsjkdjs

-Dni if:

Basic DNI criteria (including terfs)

pro-shipper

oversteps cc’s boundaries on purpose

“truther”

Irl shipper

Im uncomfortable with people under the age of 14 following me. It is not because this account is inappropriate for people under 14, I just feel uncomfortable with people that young following me

THANKS FOR READING!!! peepoBye!!!

[ray-ray-writings]

700 Friend Behind the Scene Special!

Hello there! So a little bit of back story, everything I write is written in a google doc because it automatically saves everything and I can think clearer when I’m typing in a document. Sometimes when I’m writing, I’ll get tired or get stuck or write something I don’t like. So I’ll make a note to myself of what I was writing so I can come back to it later, or write out the basic idea of what I want to happen so I can visualize it in words better, or hit enter a few times and re-write somethings. So in celebration of me hitting 700 friends I have gathered a few of those things so that I can share with you a little bit of my thought process, but also so you might have a laugh or may see where some of your favorite stories almost went. I don’t know if any of you will actually like this or actually care, but I thought that it was something cool lol. So here you go! I hope you enjoy!!!

Notes to Self/Prompts to Myself

A Dedicated and Domesticated Pig: *Note to future self so I know what I was going for. He’s making breakfast with your child on your hip. I’m thinking a daughter named something with Phil’s name maybe or maybe just a T name. Then you two are leaving for a festival in L’Manberg where Philza interacts with your daughter. And the night ends with you three cuddled up together and you’re reminiscing on how he asked you out and then it all comes full circle somehow using the words dedicated because we’re that kind of simp*

Gift of Friendship: Techno- “I made friendship bracelets”. “I don’t wear jewelry” “oh okay. I can take it back. You don’t have to wear it I’ll take it back-“ “no I will wear this until the day I die

Notes in general: There are a lot of *Insert title here* or *Insert really cool and creative title here*

There is also a lot of *Insert really nice summary here that sums everything up but is also clever*

Actually Pretty Funny: I knew I wanted to use “Tommy leave me alone” “Tommy told me you were in here crying” “That little snitch” but I didn’t know where so I made a note to use it. 

What Could Have Been or Almost Was

This has a few pieces of writing but is mostly about what I almost titled the pieces you know and love. 

Stolen Goods: I was about to retort but the sound of the nether portal activating cut my words off.

“We’re back!” I heard my younger brother call out. Techno and I walked together toward the portal to greet our brothers, but they weren’t alone. “Hey guys! Oh hey Dream,” I greeted the three, setting my chest down next to the wood I brought in earlier. “Hey Y/N/N? Get what we asked for?” Tommy asked, walking toward me. I simply stared at him and then looked at the pile of wood beside me. “No” I deadpanned. 

I then turned to my chest and quickly put my axe away. “Then what’s that?” Tommy questioned in confusion. I rolled my eyes, closed my chest and turned to him. “What you asked for dummy” “But you just said no?” “I was being sarcastic!” I exclaimed, moving toward him and slightly pushing him. “Well I didn’t know that!” Tommy exclaimed, pushing me back. “Hey! Hey! Hey! Stop pushing each other.” Wilbur demanded, “Just say thank you and move on Tommy.” Tommy huffed but said, “Thank you Y/N.” “You’re welcome Tommy.” 

“So is this how you four interact all the time?” Dream questioned, moving closer to the two of us. I let out a laugh and turned to the masked man, “Yeah. Pretty much. Sometimes we get along, but sometimes they get on my nerves.” I informed the man, while playfully glaring at 

A Hairy Situation: I had a lot of trouble coming up with a cool title for “a Hairy Situation” . It almost was like “Braided Together” or something like that but I was like, it’s about hair. It’s a situation. It’s a Hairy Situation.

Either Lean on Me or 3am conversation I don’t remember: Tommy did something. He did something bad” Tubbo admitted. I nodded to show the young man I was listening to, “Okay,” I prompted. “Tommy was messing around and he accidentally set George’s house on fire.” My eyes widened at Tubbo’s words. “His new house?” I asked in disbelief. Tubbo nodded, staring into his cup. “Dream is pissed.” He continued. “He gave me an ultimatum. He said that either we go to war or…” Tubbo’s words died on his tongue. “Or what?” I asked, attempting to gently prompt the boy. “What’s the other option Tubbo?” “Or exile Tommy.” His words hit me like a ton of bricks.

Missing You: This fic was almost titled “Radio silence” and was almost irl and was about the day that he got that prank pulled on him where everyone in his Discord was muted and not talking to him. And I almost wrote it so you’re in that call and you are participating in the prank and he just guilt trips you so hard that you unmute and are like “I’m so sorry!” 

Better Than a Dedicated Chicken was almost titled “A Funtime Festival”. But then I was like, ‘I hate that. Since it’s a sequel I want to keep a theme… Maybe something about dedication.’ and thus this was born. 

Faking Happy- I almost left it on the sad ending where Sam flies away using his trident and you collapse and sob by yourself in the rain. And then I added more to it because I was sad. 

Protect You was almost titled “Looking out for you” but I thought that might be too clunky and so I shorten it and stuff.

Wither or Not almost ended without the whole ‘techno goes to your house to comfort you’ scene at the end and almost ended in angst, but I was too sad to do that because I knew the next Techno piece I was writing was going to end in angst. 

Not Your Fault almost was going to be a different story completely than what it became. I thought a lot about how to do it but the ways I wanted to write it and the way the anon who requested it probably wanted it but I couldn’t make the prompts fit well in the way I wanted to write it. I thought about having you be on a bridge drinking alone because you had to exile your brothers and Schlatt approaches you there and you’re like “leave me alone. I hate you” and he’s like “no you don’t” and it’s a bit angsty, but then I couldn’t figure out how to fit “I had to see you again in that”. And then I thought about having him exile you and come and see you with a “I had to see you again” but then he would know where pogtopia is and we can’t have that. So then I thought maybe you’d visit him before he gets killed but then I couldn’t figure out how to fit the prompts that way either. So I finally settled on what it became. 

Chat’s a Snitch was almost titled “My New Boyfriend’s a Songwriter” and instead of being in established relationship, him seeing you sing his song would be how you two meet and he would fall in love with you and write you a song, but then that wouldn’t have really been what the request was and I didn’t want to deviate that much from the request and I think I was feeling a bit lazy that day so I wrote what it is. 

Defending Family was another one I had a hard time coming up with a cool and clever title for. At one point I considered titling it “i will physically fight you”

Crossed Lines was almost called “Hold tight” because I had this idea that maybe when Dream kidnapped you he put you somewhere high and at once point you dangle over the edge, about to fall and so they scream ‘hold tight’ and yeah. I decided not to though because I wasn’t sure how I would go about putting the reader there and getting them down. But once I wrote it due to the amount of times I said “that’s crossing a line” I decided to title it crossed lines. I think this piece is actually one of my least favorites because I’m not sure if I liked how it turned out but idk man. 

Totem Troubles was almost called “To Hell and Back” because in the request they wanted me to include hints of the story of Orpheus and Euridice but when I was unable to do that, I had to come up with a new title and I really had a hard time with that. 

The Next Step was almost called “Come Live with Me” because I loved the musical ‘Hadestown’. At first I wanted that particular imagine to have more Techno/reader scenes, but then I had a hard time figuring out how to bring up the things and then it felt too short. Then I was like “What if he just talks to Phil about it” and boom it was written. I’m still a huge musical nerd so I titled it “The Next Step” because in a Beetlejuice song two of the main characters are thinking of making a huge step in their relationship and that line is repeated over and over so I stole it…. :). Also for this one I had to literally just take a step back and write out a full ass summary because I was having really really bad writer’s block because I had no idea what I was doing. Unfortunately I don’t have that, I wish I did because it was really funny because it was a summary of the story but it was like “And so Philza’s like bro. Dude. Just tell them” and then Techno’s like “No dad. Stay out of my business” and Philza’s like “Bro. Look around at your house. You love them” 

Warming Up didn’t become the title of that piece until the very end. When I read requests I always give them a ‘working title’ that may or may no become the real title when they’re finished and ready to be posted. This one however had a title that was just a joke for myself. It was titled “The Weasel” because Y/N was weaseling her way into Techno’s home and then later his heart. 

Calling Philza Dad Drabble: When you greet him though, you always greet him with a hug usually calling out from the door way, “Dad! I’m home!” Very cheesy like. And he comes around the corner and you two hug. And then after you hug, you are like “I missed you!!!” to Phil. And Phil touches his heart and is like, “That’s so nice to hear. 

So you usually come over everyday. Everyday when you come over, you always shout out, “Dad! I’m home!” And he rushes out but there are days you don’t and so the next time you d

There was a time though that you had to go out of town for like a week and so you didn’t come over at all and both Techno and Philza found themselves missing you. So the day comes where you get home and you come barreling in the door. You can see Philza in the kitchen cooking something and he quickly turns to the door in shock. You simply grin at him and shout, “DAD! I’M HOME!!!” And he immediately rushed out of the kitchen and pulls you into a great big, warm hug which you instantly returned. “I missed you so so so much!” You announced as you squeeze him tightly. 

Warming up working description: Y/N is dying in the snow and Philza’s like “We gotta save them!” and Techno’s like “Why is that our problem?” but helps anyway and then falls in love with Y/N…. Ya know, cliches and shit

I hope you enjoyed reading this monstrosity! Would this be something you guys are interested in seeing? Like a behind the scenes version of my writing. Like I save things like this when I write them and when I have a good chuck I post them? Up to you guys, let me know!

[maraquanwocky]

LOOKS LIKE I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING AROUND HERE MYSELF

questions by teufortvr

How’d you find out about HLVRAI? my friend kitty linked me this moment and like five seconds in i decided “Ah yes. I must now watch this Entire Series.”

Who’s your favorite character and why? basic bitch answer: coomer, for his genuinely excellent one-liners and character arc big brain answer: gman coolatta, for being the g-man but also an enormous dork

Who do you relate to most in the series? tommy and benrey, for the nigh-incomprehensible rambling speech

What font do you use most? hlvrai: finurlig, probably in general: i use notepad a lot so i use consolas the most by default

Favorite Scene? “There’s nothing more refreshing than a nice dip through Sewage Waste Water.”

Favorite Act? act 4 is the best but nothing will ever compare to the feeling i had watching act 1 for the first time

Favorite Line? youtube videos: “Yes...YEEES! ...Is it working-- YEEEEEESS!” OR “Taste it! Gordon, taste it! Please! Taste it, Gordon! Please!” streams: “Weekeepidia. The online, Free encyclopedia that Anyone can edit...Missster Freeman.”

Favorite Beverage? mug’s root beer

Favorite Song (PASSPORT GUARDIAN, Dr.Coomer’s Bumpin Mix)? we can use these for MY-- CLONES-- ..........Hello Gordon!

Do you have a favorite headcanon or trope about any of the characters? i know its p much canon benrey was just licking the corpses but the first time i watched the series i thought he was eating them and i refuse to let go of that interpretation also the gman being an awkward but extremely loving father and tommy responding to the affection like its all normal while everyone else is looking on like “thats a hug???” also the gman being nice to benrey because he treats tommy like the adult he is

Have you watched any other series similar to HLVRAI (Gorgeous Freeman, Freeman’s mind)? i finished freeman’s mind 1 a few days ago and absolutely loved it. gordon’s ‘modern major general’ should be selected by the united states library of congress for preservation in the national film registry as being  "culturally, historically, or aesthetically significant"

Do you drink soda? yes and i wish i could drink more

Do you think aliens exist? outside our solar system, absolutely. inside? There’s nothing there.

What toppings do you like on your pizza? extra cheese and extra pepperoni. buffalo chicken if im at a cici’s

What weapon would you use in a alien invasion? i know nothing about half-life weapons but fallout 4 revolver cool,,

If you could be in any video game, which one would you be in? the elder scrolls online but you have to add in a no death mode

If you could memorize any Wikipedia page by heart, which one? Of the many eruptions of Mount Vesuvius in Italy, the most famous is the eruption in 79 AD. This eruption is one of the deadliest in European history.

What’s your favorite video game right now? i havent been playing the Bideo Gayme at all lately but ive been craving some fallout 4 this past week

Have you played any of the Half Life games? i played like twenty minutes of half-life 1 and absolutely loved it but then a computer fell on me after i crawled through a hole in the wall and i screamed irl and never opened the game again

Do you watch any of the gang (Wayne, Holly, Gir, etc.)? ive been going through wayneradiotv ON DEMAND and have enjoyed almost every stream ive seen. im currently watching his alyx playthrough

If they make a second one, what is one thing you want to happen in it? i know next to nothing about half-life 2 and its episodes but i wanna see how gman coolatta would react to being grabbed by the vortigaunts

What do you think is inside G-man’s suitcase? its hammer space contained within a bag of holding and thus is capable of holding an infinite number of items but somehow its still about 50% tommy-related items; from family photos to his old drawings to like..weighted blankets to soothe him

Is Chuck E. Cheese a restaurant or a entertainment center? people do not go for the rat’s pizza alone. they go for the arcade and cheap-ass prizes. it is a Family Entertainment Center™

[prizmpaws]

🖍️, ❤️, ✖️!! (for the ask game!! your choice of which :D)

(answering all of these for patton [💙🐶], slime [🧪🎰], phantombur [🪶🧿], starlight glimmer [✨🔮], and terezi [⚖️🍒])

🖍️- what hobbies or activities make you think of your kin? 💙🐶: baking! also making bracelets, since we all had lil matching bracelets i made for us :D 🧪🎰: arcades. anything to do with them. i would work the casino on occasion but i mostly worked the arcade bc despite being like thousands of years old i was still a juvenile by slime standards and quackity preferred not to have minors working in the casino if he could help it. and either way my closest friends were fundy and purpled and they were also minors and that way we all got to hang out more :D we would get up to so much silly business while on the clock 🪶🧿: i would do a lot of like hands on, repetitive tasks like organizing things and crafting and enchanting and potion making and whatnot to keep me grounded (bc fun fact being a ghost makes it surprisingly easy to dissociate esp when thats something you already struggle with.) obviously i cant do a lot of those things now irl but like. sometimes little tasks like that remind me of this tl. esp if they fit that pretty romanticized dark academia aesthetic. like i got a wax seal kit for christmas and tried it out and. definitely very phantombur 🔮✨: i very much had a hyperfix/spin/what have you in magic as starlight and now sometimes when i watch clips/episodes of mlp that im not in where they're doing magic ill be like "why did they do it like that, they could have used this spell, and done that in this way, and-" i also instinctively like only ever call the mane six by like nicknames/petnames and im pretty sure its bc of this tl ⚖️🍒: deep diving into certain tags/communities on tumblr. all the trolls were very active on tumblr, that was how we met and talked and everything, and it just makes me nostalgic

❤️ - what's your favorite memory from this kin? 💙🐶: i mean our movie nights where we'd all cuddle on the couch were pretty nice. rlly any of our cute sappy domestic moments could take this spot. but one more distinct memory that jumps to mind is you comforting me after svsr and finishing making the cookies that i tried to stress bake and then getting to share them with u :D 🧪🎰: im torn between a few options that go from less to more sappy. first option is just the shenanigans we'd get up to in las nevadas. mostly me, purpled, and fundy, but sometimes foolish and very rarely even quackity would join in. we invented a card game using a gigantic combined deck of playing cards, uno cards, pokemon cards, etc and had a huge ever changing 3 ring binder with all the rules of the game written out in it. i wish i could remember all the rules but it was so much fun. option two: in hindsight it was definitely bc he got tired of me constantly asking him questions, but q told me that whenever i had a question i should remember it and save it for later and then once a week while we were doing chores and stuff id get to ask him all my questions. a lot of the time it was just silly stuff, but sometimes we'd get real deep. final option, just a tiny little snapshot, but one time q was making like some sort of apple dessert and he was cutting up little apple slices and purpled and fundy and i were all sitting on the opposite side of the counter begging for appy slices and scraps and he'd occasionally throw them to us and at one point fundy caught one in his mouth and we all got so hyped and quackity got all proud of him and called him like some sort of a sweet name in spanish that i do not remember and it was just a rlly nice moment. 🪶🧿: strawberry picking with tommy. i was barely even doing any of the work, i just sat and watched him and chatted with him for a while. it just really sticks out in my head. it was such a nice day out, and i just always loved to see him so happy and excited. i really saw myself in him, he was like the person i never got to be. i never would have told him any of that, and when he realized i wasn't helping we play argued for a while, as siblings do. but still. love that guy 🔮✨: traveling with trixie on her lil traveling magic caravan. sometimes we got on each others nerves bc it was very close quarters but it was also a lot of fun. sometimes for hours it'd just be the two of us with nothing but each other's company and time to kill. we'd have the most silly and pointless conversation, scream-sing, and have an insanely deep 2am thoughts sort of conversation all in the span of an hour. like a sleepover on steroids ⚖️🍒: i think probably just hanging out on the meteor. it was a long ass time but we had a lot of fun. it was rlly cool to finally see some of the beta kids in person! i dont have a whole lot of like solid memories from this tl so i couldnt pinpoint one moment but that whole experience was real fun.

✖️ - what details about this kin, if any, are really different from canon? 💙🐶: this one was generally fairly canon compliant aside from the fact that the sides were all in a polycule (aside from roman and remus dating each other ofc.) little bits of it that align more with fanon than explicit canon as well, but generally not too far off. 🧪🎰: i think not super contradictory to canon, just with a lot of details filled in? i honestly forget a lot of the exact details of canon bc like i watched it a while ago and i probably missed a few streams and things just get muddy between canon and kin memories. but i feel like the friendship between me, purp, and fundy was a lot less focused on if it was really featured at all. also my whole "post canon" storyline that i know happened but try not to think abt bc i know it has a bunch of noncanon characters and if i let myself remember them i will miss them and be sad. oh also i remember a fuckton of info abt like slime biology and culture and whatnot that doesnt go against canon (and in fact sometimes lines up shockingly well) but also wasnt explicitly shown. 🪶🧿: origins is already pretty freeform, but my tl had even less of like a "storyline" or any big plot events and was pretty much just us all hanging out. also the server resets i think were canon? bc i feel like i have memories of buildings/the world from both s1 and s3. i think i was like involved in the reset and then purposefully wiped my memory of it. which would explain why i cant remember jack shit abt it. no clue tho. once again mostly just a lot of added details that arent strictly contradictory to canon. 🔮✨: i was for sure dating trixie and twilight, queerplatonic with sunburst, and maybe queerplatonic with sunset? i was possibly also in some sort of non platonic relationship w the rest of the mane six. idk man those horses got around. also my backstory was a bit different. or like. if i had the same backstory in canon i did a real shit job explaining it. my whole thing with cutie marks was a bit deeper than just "oh no my friend got their cutie mark before me im so sad im gonna go invent communism D:" growing up my mom saw me starting to get an interest in magic and was all like "no dont waste your time with that, that stuffs all frivilous, how would you ever be successful and make a living like that, etc etc" sorta like how ppl are abt ppl who wanna go into art as a career sometimes. and like hearing that and spending all that time trying to get myself to like and be happy in something else and find a better, "normal" passion that my mom would approve of and then turning around and seeing sunburst getting to pursue it and getting his cutie mark for it fucking sucked. and like knowing that if i had been allowed and encouraged to explore my magic from that age i could have been even better at it. not to say i was justified i definitely still went too far but like. still ⚖️🍒: the trolls and the kids were. swapped? like we still had the same personalities and relationships and everything but basically the humans lived on alternia and the trolls lived on earth, with that same sort of societal structure and everything, and the kids played the original session that made earth. and it was neat idk im sure theres more i could name but ive run out of brain juices