#today was not a good day :(

[lubtubby]

SOME KIDS SAW MY CUTS AT SCHOOL TODAY AND THIS GUY LOUDLY SAID "do.. do you cut yourself.." AND I SWEAR EVERYONE TURNED TO LOOK AT ME.

[wishfulimaginings]

Personal anecdote

Today I lost my patience with my 4yo because she wouldn't stand straight long enough for me to put her shirt on. There was yelling and tears ( a low moment for me, I'm not proud). And then I proceeded to trip on the vacuum left outside by my "beloved" on my way to get the kid some water. When I asked him why he left it out ,he started screaming in my face about how I'm not allowed to talk to him in that tone ( honestly karma for losing my shit with my baby) ANYWHO, GUES WHO BUTTS IN TO SAY-

"She's not mad at you , she's upset with me. Why are you shouting at her??! "

I want to die

My baby 😭 😭

I don't deserve her loyalty 😭

[antisocialgaycat]

yall this is not good today at cricket i passed out twice and threw up

[nanaten]

You know when you experience something so bad, you feel like you’ve just died? Not in a, “part of me died” sense, like, an “oh it’s gone” way, but in a sense that it feels like life won’t continue after today, not really. I feel like I died today. I don’t know. I hope I’ll feel better tomorrow

[zootopiathingz]

I spent like 20 minutes at work crying in the bathroom I’m officially an average American employee😍😍😍☺️☺️☺️

[bouquetofgemstones]

2.4.2024: I take back everything I said yesterday about it being spring, because it fricking snowed today. Frickin heck:( Also I had to do more viscosity measurements again. And I'm tired because my train arrived late yesterday

[bookwormscififan]

If I Had Words

Read on AO3!

A/N: Mad's got a bad case of derealisation, and Mare comforts him with a song that makes him happy. And I surrounded the entire piece with a little comfort poem of my own.

When nothing feels right,

Or when things take a turn for the worst.

Mare stepped hesitantly into the bedroom, heart breaking at the sight of Mad curled up in the middle of the bed, crying into knees pulled to his chest. He slowly rocked himself as his fingers gripped his pants tightly, knuckles white.

“Mad, dear heart,” Mare breathed, moving to Mad’s side in a blink, climbing onto the bed and pulling Mad into his chest. “What’s wrong?”

“Everything’s wrong,” Mad mumbled, uncurling just enough to turn into Mare’s chest and grip his shirt. “It’s all fake, or messed up, and there’s no way to make it better.” He sniffled, pressing his face into Mare’s chest, shaking as Mare wrapped an arm around him.

I hope I can provide comfort,

A plaster for your hurt.

“Mad, I’m right here, I’m real,” Mare began, running his fingers through Mad’s hair and holding him close. “This world is real, no matter how fucked up it may seem.” Pressing a kiss to the top of Mad’s head, he slowly began to hum, rocking Mad slightly as the words made their way through the room.

“If I had words to make a day for you, I’d give you a morning golden and true. I would make this day last for all time, and fill the night deep in moonshine.”

“Is that the song from Babe?” Mad asked, voice muffled by Mare’s shirt.

“Shh, let me comfort you,” Mare chuckled, slowly leaning back so they were laying in the bed, repeating the song until Mad fell asleep.

When you think everything is lost,

And you need a friend,

I’m here until the end,

No matter what the cost.

Mad curled against Mare’s side, rubbing his stuffy nose as he slowly woke up. The room was dark, drawn curtains blocking out the sunlight, and the musician was sleeping soundly with his arms around Mad.

“Wherever I am,” Mad started in a whisper, running his hand along Mare’s jaw, resting it on his collarbone. “Wherever you are, we’re a package deal. Nobody can make me feel like you do, and nobody will ever replace you.”

Mare smiled in his sleep, arms tightening around Mad’s waist as he adjusted to face him.

I’ll never be the same without you,

And I know that you’re here for me, too.

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@iamvegorott @brokentimewatch @dungeon-dragons-dragons

[norareweforgiven-if]

artbreeder of zach, vivian, and jules!

(and once again, please keep in mind that these are approximations of the characters, not exact appearances)

[angel-eyes]

I hate talking in a room full of people, I hate it I hate it so much.

[lesbiankiliel]

what I was gonna do today: write write write

what I did do today: fuck all that's what

[carouselcometh]

Devastating! Art museum gift shop doesn’t sell prints of specific and unpopular painting that struck a cord with you!

[tansypawz]

i need to get out of here theyre gonna kill me <-experiencing normal human emotions

[chaotic-toby]

I hate being seen as smart

Because then people just assume you're going to go to college, and when you tell you that you are not and are just gonna settle for a plain old job, they will tell you that you are wasting your potential.

It is so tiring. The amount of times a teacher has asked me what I'm doing after high school, and after telling them, they all just sprout the same bullshit is astronomical.

I wished I didn't try so hard throughout high school. I should've just made average grades. It's not like my family would be disappointed or anything.

[sga-owns-my-soul]

reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head

[geezmarty]

why so glum mr crowley have a cupperty

[macabresque]

sometimes relapsing feels so inevitable

but i think it's still worth it to try; for the music i have yet to listen to, for the cats i have yet to pet, for the coffee i have yet to drink, and the poetry i have yet to read

recovery to me is finding the little things that help you feel alive and living for them, and eventually, yourself