#today is just an emotional rollercoaster
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TFW a gifset blindsides you full force with feelings about a long dead ship for a long dead oc with an rp partner you no longer have contact with 🥲
#today is just an emotional rollercoaster#but oh my god to see something i wrote years and years ago actually happening to my faceclaim?#what a fucking trip#shocked me sent me reeling#i miss them so bad now and i have no one to scream over it with who was there#so now a dead ship is just rotating on the rotisserie in my brain next to the current ships#🥲🥲🥲#gotta get my hands on that movie and live the nostalgia
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Yuma Month: Day 15: Fear
“LIAR!!”
“I would…never lie about someone’s death…”
#Yuma Month 2024#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#pixeldoodles#my art#angst#from warmth and happiness to darkness and despair#yuma’s a rollercoaster of emotions#this is just an opportunity for me to test expressions out#I think we all know the moment yuma felt the most fear…#Ch5 is definitely good too but…#I think ‘this’ moment hit him harder than anything#yeeeah this was a truly devastating moment for him#so I drew it for today’s prompt.#at least I tried to the pose is a little off#this was a quick one so nothing too convoluted or anything#DARKNESS EVERYWHERE WHAT IS SHADING#enjoy the boy's suffering as per usual mwahaha
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Left to right: Agustín Pardella, Matías Recalt, Roberto Canessa, Tino Canessa (Roberto's son) and Andy Pruss.
In LSDLN, Pardella portrays Nando Parrado, Recalt portrays Roberto Canessa, Pruss portrays Roy Harely, and Canessa himself has the role of an unnamed doctor treating the survivors (He is seen standing behind Recalt for a few moments)
Roberto wrote the following caption on his Instagram.
Alt ID (Loose? English): During the filming of #societyofthesnow on set the day we did the cameo with @/matiasrecalt.
The strange and at the same time fun sensation of replicating what happened in 1972, but this time in the role of doctor who received the survivors of the Andes.
My son Tino is also in the photo, @/andypruss as my dear brother-in-law @/roy_harley52, and @/agustinpardella as my great friend @/nandoparradoofficial.
#I had no clue Roy was his brother in law! Small world#He married Lauri's (Roberto's wife) sister. Cecilia Surraco#(according to the comments anyway haha)#la sociedad de la nieve#flight 571#roberto canessa#agustin pardella#matias recalt#andy pruss#today has been an emotional rollercoaster and!!!! anyway. i just love this photo
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OK OK BUT HERE ME OUT PLS LISTEN TO AND DISSECT "IM STILL HERE" BY JOHN RZEZNIK AKA LEAD SINGER OF THE GOOGOO DOLLS... LIKE ??? this is literally kit's theme song??? THIS IS KIT HERONDALE WRITTEN INTO A SONG 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
oh no... oh no no no... i just looked it up and its from treasure planet? i used to love that movie, i had it on vhs (wow that makes me sound old as hell)! but holy cow the mv with scenes from the movie broke me bc absent father? johnny rook. broken boy? kit herondale. jesus ur trying to make me cry, aren't you?
and i'll never be what you want me to be - kit feeling like he's never enough for anyone, constantly trying to become lovable and different so that people care about him
i'm a boy, no, i'm a man - this line broke me. and i mean like entirely tore me to shreds bc it is genuinely kit herondale. and that makes me so heartbroken. he had to grow up way too fast :( and also it's literally that one kit quote from kit's letter to jace in sobh:
wanna hold on and feel i belong - oh and it gets worse folks... kit always feeling like he's on the outside from everyone; he was with johnny, never leaving the house and being separated from others. and he felt it with the blackthorns too; never quite accepting himself as a shadowhunter either. god i wanna sob.
they can't break me as long as i know who i am - and yet despite everything he went through, he's been trying to keep strong and focused and not let it bring him down :( + that sobh quote above includes another line which is literally a direct link to this lyric: “you are who you are because of everything you’ve been through” … hold me
thank u for coming to my ted talk. i’m now crying. <3
#and just the fact that this song is about an absent father and feeling like u need to “man up” no no no#that was an emotional rollercoaster#what have u done to me#was not expecting THIS today#jesus i wanna cry goodbye#(thanks for the song rec tho🥹💔)#kit herondale#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc#asks
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I just realized I had been slightly depressed for months, but I also realized I had been depressed for no reason for months. I talked with a friend that I thought was to busy with life for me and it turns out she thought the same thing of me. I also found out in the same breath that a mutual friend that moved states that I thought stopped talking to me because I thought I hurt him in some way, well turns out he just lost my info and they have been talking about how much they miss me for months. None of us have ever done or said anything bad to each other and yet we've done everything bad to each other by thinking the worst because of ourselves...
#emotional rollercoaster that today has been is wow#also its good to mention that we all have terrible anxiety and this literally all happened because of that#see anxiety doesnt just do bold acts that are noticable that you can see and fix#instead its a dripping leak that festers until you finally take notice and then you have to fo damage control from all that time#virus rambling#were planning to meet by the way she does care for me and i for her and us for him... we just let things mess that up sometimes
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not to sound like a broken record but i love my friends so fucking much
#this week has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me but seeing my friends has been a life saver#genuinely my friends are so incredible#yesterday i went down to the river with two of them#the first two of us who got there read for a bit and then got in the water and did some really stupid splashing around#and it felt so free and it was so nice to laugh and act like an idiot and not just not feel self-conscious#but actually feel appreciated#(at one point they said ‘dude you look so gay right now’ and that’s the BEST compliment)#and then we spent like twenty minutes just throwing rocks#not skipping rocks#literally just finding big rocks and seeing how far we could throw them and enjoying the PLUNK they made#then we found a spot where the current was really strong to sit against and acted like idiots a bit more#and then our other friend got there and we all talked for a long time and read a bit more#and then today my other friend came over to body double for me while I start packing to move#and we found old books from when i was little and the things i’d written in them and had some good laughs#and then watched Babylon 5 (the episode itself was. kinda a downer and that’s an understatement. but it’s still Babylon 5)#tomorrow i’ll go see Papa again if he makes it through tonight. i think he will.#and then on the weekend i’ll see my other friend! and that’s always fun. plus i’ve been very physical affection driven lately#and they’re good for that. AND they have a cat AND a dog so like. ideal all around.#anyway my friends are my family and i’m totally not crying rn bc i’m so lucky to have them#personal
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Yeah, you know what? Fuck it. I'm not buying the Gaiman allegations either.
The whole thing reeks of alt-right trolling. The allegations originate on a podcast run by former PM and Tory Cunt Bojo's GC sister. They come out the same week as a general election, and the same week David Tennant has been in the spotlight for publicly insulting terfs, and as I'm sure most are aware Gaiman has a long history of being a trans ally. And wouldnt you know it, a bunch of the early circulators are radfem blogs. It's all, quite frankly, sus as fuck.
I would not think to speak on allegations of sexual assault without voicing how vital it is to listen to and believe abuse survivors. That is what makes this so uncomfortable, and so blatantly primed for weaponisation. Because the second I tried to look for other sources for myself, I was hit with The Discourse. And believe me, I get it. I do. I hate that I'm having to be skeptical as well, but we do not have the luxury of not engaging in critical thinking.
If I am proven wrong, then I will have nothing but contempt for the man. But we live in an age were we cannot take anything as fact without evidence, especially with public figures. Whatever the truth is here, the entire affair is vile; if I'm right, it's fucking ghoulish.
#ive hit my breaking point today.#emotional rollercoaster doesnt cut it anymore#between this tennant and the new health sec i cant help but join the dots#i am fully convinced this is just the latest skirmish in the culture war that ks my right to fucking exist.
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i love xiao so much bro its not even funny,,, i love this adorable, introverted, angst ridden war machine i love his caring nature i love his stutter (jp dub) i love how he cant lie to save his life i love how hes grown fond of the traveler i just adore him so MUCH im in physical pain every time i see him. id burn all of teyvat down without a second thought for him in this essay i WILL -
#lantern rite my beloved#best event in this godforsaken game go argue with a wall#i just latch onto any and all inhuman characters with as much ansgt as humanly possible#first it was scaramouche then xiao then chuuya#find the common thing between them#all of em are fruty ngl shshshs#anyways todays lantern rite quest KILLED me i was sobbing and throwing up it was so cute i love when we get lots of friends in one place#and poor poor xiao was just NOT having it with tow lying ass archons on top of this social event 😭😭😭#ALSO VENTI VENTI I MISSED YOU SO MUCH AND KAZUHA TOO AHFBSKJCIA#anemo element characters >>>>>>>#hu tao just went and draged him in there by being noisy love that for her shdhaj#mmm this year its a rollercoaster of emotions#OH AND I GOT XIAO TOO#fucking finally i missed him 3 times#xiao#lantern rite#genshin impact#cant fucking believe that i forgot to add albedo in my count of beloved inhuman characters#this is unacceptable im so sorry beloved 😔#im so platonically in love with him.... bbg
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in a weird position where i threaten to quit art to myself every other week, but I could never do that. I'd always come back to it.
There's nothing else on this earth I'm capable of doing, why not continue it even if its bad. But it also feels weird, bc I'm doing it bc my body seems to need to, while knowing that I'll never be happy with it and that I'll never really learn what I need to learn to be happy with it. Knowing that I have no way to Learn bc its not something that can actually be learned. Im just missing what everyone else seems to have
#talkys#rollercoaster of emotions in todays posts sorry#idk. like. we've already established doing studies kinda makes my work stiffer#i only learn from copying bc i have no insps. and nobodys making the art i wanna make#but like. i dont even know what i want my art to look like which makes it harder#i draw and im like eugh these proportions are TOO realistic but these are TOO cartoony#/brain telling me the more cartoony ones are incorrect. and finally me not being able to tell what even looks good#bc it all looks bad. idk why. bc i cant find that blend. it just all looks bad.#it looks like misinformed art. like That Infamous Artist.#idk what i want it to look like all i know is it looks bad#how do you even fix that. what studies could i possibly do#especially when i dont even have a reason to draw lol....idk. idk. sucks.#long post
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5sos put Lonely Heart with those beautiful harmonies right before High AND Kill My Time and i'm supposed to not be utterly fucking devastated when i finish listening to calm?? like ok
#sometimes listening to calm is an emotional rollercoaster..... not necessarily in the best way ngl#like today#im okay just tired and really anxious#calm is still my fave tho
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I feel like I’ve lived through at least a month just in the past 3 days. I checked the date just now and damn near had an out of body experience when I realised Monday was only two days ago
#bro the absolute sodding emotional rollercoaster i have been through this past week should be studied by scientists#thursday: unsuccessful job interview. friday: found out that the job interview was unsuccessful. but one of the interviewers (actually a#former colleague of mine lol) gave me a piece of feedback that made me feel like i’d cracked the code for all future interviews#it was this: keep. talking. give as many details as humanly fucking possible. talk about policy. drop in words like safeguarding#list as many examples of stuff as you can. tell stories. bamboozle them#OH i forgot to even fucking mention we had builders at our house until friday. friday was the last day they woke me up with a cacophony#so the weekend was uneventful aside from there was a skip in the driveway and scaffolding all down the side of the house but zero men#monday: successful interview. found out it was successful 5 hours later. got off the phone having accepted the job…… and found a text from#my old boss (the boss i had at the job i really enjoyed. that old boss) inviting me to come back this summer#i had a bit of a mental breakdown but eventually decided to stick with the job i’d just got because it’s a permanent contract and they will#let me sit down#yesterday: found out that the foster doggy i applied for and really wanted is going to her forever home on thursday (which is now tomorrow)#obviously i love this for her but i was like ‘damn. okay’#today: the foster co-ordinator was like ‘hey do you want to foster this rambunctious 3 year old unneutered terrier?’#i was like ‘sure yeah what the fuck. that might as well happen’#(they are neutering him beforehand. and he looks really cute. he’s not aggressive he’s just a young terrier with like 3 brain cells)#unless something finally kills me in the meantime i’m picking him up on monday. i cancelled therapy in order to do this. yes i’m well aware#that there’s a metaphor somewhere in there but it’s fine. i rescheduled therapy#i also have realised i do not know how and when i’m going to get my ssri prescription renewed… i know the pharmacy will call me in a couple#of weeks to make sure i haven’t died. but i think i was supposed to get a prescription renewal at therapy#the therapy i won’t be going to until like 5 days after my prescription runs out. that therapy. foook#honestly withdrawal symptoms would probably just spice up the situation at this point. they’d just make things interesting#i swear to god everything always gets crazy and stupid right before my birthday… remember when i turned 26 and couldn’t drink because i#was on antibiotics for a kidney infection. and when i turned 27 and one of my wisdom teeth tried to emerge#this is like that except with dogs and jobs. at least the skip and the scaffolding are gone now#i AM trying to sell a sofa on facebook marketplace so wish me luck with that ig#personal
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i forgot food existed
#i’ll study tonorrow today was. . emotional rollercoaster#yumey dreams up words#for no reason actually my brain just decoded to be silly
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im sorry anon but what the FUCK
IM SCREECHING??? I POST MOUNTAIN GETTING RAILED AND YOU FIRE BACK WITH THIS????
PLUS @iamthecomet AND @gayrickgrimes JUST POSTING SNIPPETS OF THE JUCIEST SHIT EVER??
YOU GUYS ARE KILLING ME
#GOD FUCKING DAMMIT#please spare me im on a rollercoaster of emotions today i cant handle this#im gonna go take the coldest of showers#dont worry im writing the ask#but i just#had to share with everyone first#anon#crow caws
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Flying and lazer vision would be pretty neat, but my preferred super power would be the ability to know if someone likes you back or not
#i'm experiencing a normal amount. of normal emotions#i genuinely wish i could exist at just. a relatively stable level#but instead i feel like i'm on a rollercoaster that never stops#anyways#it was a very emotional day for a lot people today and i think i absorbed a lot of it not just my own#gonna go stare at the ceiling for six hours and see if that fixes me
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Firefighters are the best of us I think
#I may just be having a rollercoaster of a day and I’m over emotion about it but#but today on the way home#the firefighters in my neighborhood were driving their trucks around in a parade line#a firefighter dressed like Santa stood out the top waving at everyone in the first fire truck#there’s was a grinch on the second one#and the third one had a dude dressed like a reindeer up there#people where standing in their yards and waving#and other people just poked their heads out their doorways to wave#it was such a wholesome heartwarming moment man#made me love humanity that much more#the police would fucking never#acab does not apply to firefighters#I don’t care how bad the situation is#it’s as if everybody goes ‘okay everything will be alright now’ as soon as the firefighters show up
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Fuck
#todays been a rollercoaster of emotions#I’ve been crying on and off all damn day#everyone’s leaving#I miss my best friend#I miss Justin#I miss hunter#I’ve been hiding my emotions all day when I’m around people as soon as I’m alone I just break down#I don’t want my niece to see me like this#I’m never going to see my boys again#I miss them soo much#I just wanna talk to them#personal
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