#to the point that i dont actually ingest much fan content of them
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I am stuck in such a rough place at the moment
Because like right now, I want to rant about how I view Dan Feng and Yingxingâs potential dynamic based on my interpretation of Dan Feng and Yingxing given the bits of characterization of them that we have
But at the exact same time, Iâm literally planning the Yingxing lifespan fic that would include all of this information conveyed through events and dialogue within the fic that paint the picture I have in my mind of their dynamic
However, also Iâm gonna be starting the fic from when Yingxing is a literal child being picked up by Huaiyan so getting to the point when I can finally show off that dynamic is going to take SO long and Iâm so impatient
I donât know what to do ToT I need to scream about them, I love them
#i have very specific feelings about them#to the point that i dont actually ingest much fan content of them#bc to no ones fault it doesnt match how i see them#which again is no ones fault its just how i personally see them#but i want to scream about it so bad#to see if anyone does share or to just get it out and air that out#but like AHHH#I want to put it in the fic and I dont know if screaming about it before will end up ruining the experience#bc i have like so many important scenes crafted and summarized and thought out#for the whole course of their relationship#and it genuinely makes me so emotional thinking about#PLANNING THIS FIC IS RUINING ME#I JUST AANT TO SCREAM ABOUT IT BUT I CANT#when I have the first chapter finished I am blasting it everywhere idc#hsr#honkai star rail#yingxing#dan feng#xingyue
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"now i will tell you a story" YEAH YOU WILL BITCH
actually sobbing you dont even know what this means to me like.
i love fnaf SO MUCH SO FUCKING MUCH IT HURTS literally every single minute silly goofy dumb character means the WORLD to me. CANDY CADET? YOUR TELLING ME ITS CANDY CADET?
actual visceral emotion the minute he powered on that shit HURT BRO LIKE.. "now i will tell you a story" is so????? I KNOW THATS WHAT HE ALWAYS SAYS BUT IN THIS SCENARIO ITS LIKE. SO POWERFUL TO ME? like reminiscing on what happened here because i dont think cassie has any idea what happened here, fucking nobody does!!! thats one of the most insane things about fnaf is like.... i mean WE ALL KNOW cuz we are playing from the inside, but outside? pretty much no one knows the amount of heartbreak and death and fear and ANGER LIKE. its just some forgotten ghost story at this point its so. GODDDDDDDD
cant stand this game i love everything i dont care how much "oh the story doesnt make any sense!!!" or "x game is better than x", WHATEVER it wont mean shit to me ever because i love fnaf so fucking much i love everything about it. ill never think theyre drawing it out too long because i just fucking love this story and wanna see where they go with it, i love SEEING fnaf i love ingesting new fnaf content it feeds my soul genuinely
five nights at freddy you will ALWAYS be famous!!!!
genuinely fnaf is such a pivotal part in my character like as a human person i have absolutely no idea the person i wouldve been if i hadnt gotten into it, cuz i got into it when it came out, and i was 11
grown up with it, almost half my life was absolutely dominated by five nights at freddys and i wouldnt have it any other way
the characters, the games, the secrets and easter eggs, the fanart the fan songs like. everything is so special to me
i cant believe im doing it AGAINNNN the amount of long ass "I LOVE FIVE NIAT AT FRIEDDYS" posts ive made is . itd be embarrassing if i wasnt still full of so much love for this game and everything it stands for
it owns half my heart im CRYINGGG i love fnaf so much. literally every single fucking game in the series i love so much, i can actually give a reason like. never ask me which fnaf game is the best! because ill just say all of them i can find a reason for ALL of them. whether its lore implications, gameplay mechanics, location/atmosphere, characters etc ETC like. its never-ending, my love is completely unconditional bro
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What if y/n tried to sneak out again and ends up opening a door and itâs literally a conference room and grays ins sitting head of the table and itâs filled w mafia men lmaooo and sheâs just like oh sorry was looking for the bathroom which is an obvious lie cos girl has one in her room and she runs away and one of them catch her and take back to grays I mean does he punish her in front of the men girl thatâs up to you but even if he doesnât I feel like itâs like a lowkey funny concept like poor girl she just tryna escape hahaha
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i think it would be fun if y/n just constantly winds up him now in hopes he will get sick of her antics and just tell her everything hehe like maybe one day she steals his rolex, smashes all the plates lmaoo idk now that i type that out i feel like he wonât care and just spank her ass every time (which i highly doubt sheâs gonna complain about lol)
Capture - Grayson Dolan [7/-]
summary: y/n has always been a curious women, but when she stumbles upon something sheâs not supposed to.. things become too much to handle...
warnings: swearing & humiliation/degradation..
a/n: do yâall want to do tags @?? and also, thank you sweet anons for the prompts! love you all đ
The events to which had pertained early this morning continuously played on a loop in your head. Rerun after rerun, and you never ran out of film. It really made you question your decision-making skills, or rather any of the skills and manners you have acquired in your short time of living. You couldn't help the "imbalance of homeostasis" moreover your impulsive, fluctuant feelings that would come over you like a rushing water at times. It really made everything a bit more difficult to understand. In shorter terms;
What the hell even happened?
You couldn't deny or even feel guilty for the wrongdoings of this morning, but nor could you exactly excuse them. Yes, it was a heat of the moment type of thing and you really should have expected him to come barging in like that, but it still had taken you off guard. Although, when you think back to what happened, you don't regret it.
You miss it.
You miss the way it felt, to be sat atop of him and needing for his scared touch. He was like a drug. An addictive, life sucking drug that wouldn't wash away from your mind. He was all you could think about.
He is all you can think about.
The wanting demand to know his name, the request to see his godawful handsome face, the aching of his touch. Everything about him was mysterious and daunting. He drew you in, like a magnet against steel. The burning desire you have for him doesn't make sense.
How could you be in love with someone you barely know? Someone who had taken you away from everything you've ever known. A man that knows the ins and outs of you, yet you couldn't even recognize his name?
It feels like a game. A stupid, twisted fucking game that you're bound to lose to.
Sighing to your intrusive thoughts, you blow a wavering piece of hair from your face. You were stuffed under the lengthy duvet and your eyes were directed at the spinning ceiling fan above. The industrial, artificial wind-making machine upwards reminded you of a similar one placed in your room at home. Of course, this one didn't have a squeak but it still made the pit of your stomach drop in an agony-filled remembrance of home. It feels like forever ago when you used to run every morning. The feel of the harsh wind against your cheeks and the subtle pumping of your heart was washed away with the same old gray walls that you were enclosed by every single waking moment.
The sudden thought of just that sparked energy within you.
You were pretty exhausted from prior events and you thought youâd be able to get a nap or two in. But your overthinking and legitimate thoughts clouded your head and you just couldnât find a way to sleep properly. Although now, you were ready to explore.
Well, explore the kitchen.
The mere thought of a tall glass of iced water sounds satisfactory. Especially for your often dry throat. So, you hassled out of the flooding white covers and marched straight to the door, pulling down the only thing that covers you; a large white t-shirtâ presumably his. The urge to soothe the parchedness that swirled within you only strengthened as you trekked past the door and into the ominous hallway. You werent for sure if he was home or not, but at this point it really didn't matter. You were thirsty and you were gonna do something about it, one way or another.
You retraced your steps from only a few days beforehand, when you had tried to escape, which had ended in complete failure. Thinking back to it, it surprises you that he actually knew you were in the walk-in pantry the entire time.
It seems like he knows just about everything.
Like you remembered, the hall opened up into a large, modern looking kitchen that could possibly sustain an expensive restaurant if it really had to. Before you could pause in absolute awe by just gaping at it, you get straight to work in finding a glass. You swung open most of the cabinet doors, opening to mainly spice racks and pots/pans that looked pricier than your own vehicle. You finally found something that could fit the desired contents and you went straight for the fridge. Just as quickly, you dip your cup in the little boxed formation and listen to the ice cubes soothingly fall. You didn't even worry about the deafening bangs of the cubes as they fell from the dispenser, or the crackling or the cool water slipping down and around their entirety.
God, it looks like heaven.
You bring the cylindrical shape up to your lips and let the freezing water slip down your tongue and throughout your body. It cured any and everything that seemed to be wrong, at least for the moment. You dont stop your drinking until the water is fully ingested and the ice begins to burn the tip of your nose. You place the glass carefully on the counter and deeply inhale, shutting your eyes for a brief moment to think.
Youâre tired of staying in that room all damn day, and you need a change of scenery. You know thereâs got to be way more in this house than just the couple rooms youâve ventured in, and whatâs the worst that could happen?
Aww, he spanks your ass again?
Like that would solve anything anyway. He should know by now that it affects you differently. He seems to know everything else about you. Itâs actually really frustrating. For him to know all the details and youâre left in the weird gray area thatâs clueless and dumb. It makes you so aggravated and angered, and you wanted to oh so bad, put your foot down in some way.
So, thatâs what youâll do.
A devilish grin comes across your face as you leave the kitchen, waltzing into the dining area with scouring eyes. What could you possibly do to make the âalmighty capturerâ upset? The first thing to come across your head was unorganization.
He seems like a perfectionist, someone who likes everything put in their exact places and to not be tampered with. You share that similar quality, but you arenât an extremist like him.
You first lay your eyes on the dining room table, the centerpiece along with the runner looking a little too nice. With a sense of urgency, you decide sabotage. Firstly, you grab the extravagant-looking art sculpture and set it on the floor. After, you crumple the cloth underneath it. With an odd smirk, you pull out all the chairs in not so orderly fashion.
Wow, Y/N, you really did some damage..
Taking a couple steps back to look at the petty mess you've made, a chuckle erupts from your mouth and you sigh yet again. You shrug the simplicity away from your head and continue your walking. You come about a spiraling staircase and instantly begin to climb it, eager to see the upper floorâs decor. Your hand slides against the railing as you become steps closer to your desired destination, another chic and modern looking domain before your eyes. Unlike the downstairs, this room held a lot more art work and a certain professionality you couldn't begin to explain, but you continued to move forward. You approach another hallway, except this one withheld a deadend, large double doors that open outward. It somehow gained your attention and you couldn't help but want a quick look inside. Nothing was really stopping you and there are no signs of him around, so why not?
You didnât really need an answer, you just went ahead and did what was on your mind. Exerting the small amount of force needed to push down the handles, you pull the doors open wide and focus your eyes on the roomâs interior.
Men, sat all along a table that led all the way up to him.
Your eyes widen in immediate shock and your jaw drops open. All of their heads turn in the direction of a barely dressed girl standing in the doorway, disrupting the importance of a meeting with their leaders.
You.
Papers were strung all over the long piece of oak and there was bustling before you rudely interrupted their transactions and communicating, but you were too frozen to react or runaway.
âWhat the fuck are you doing up here, Y/N?â He said your name with such a deep and dark mannerism, it made your pussy throb unexpectedly. âI- Uhm, I.. Bathroom?â Words wouldnât come out straight, no matter how hard you tried. You felt the stares of a million, but you could only focus your gaze on him.
And he looks furious.
What could you do to escape all of this? Well, running actually. You take off just as you see him get up from his seat. You speed back down the hallway you first walked down and curved through the different paths you had taken prior. The faint âgo fucking get herâ that spilled from his lips had made it to your ears and a certain fear ignited within you.
You could hear the footsteps behind you, but you didnât stop. You were almost down the steps, until that menacing touch of someone grabbing you right before freedomâ immersed around you. You knew it wasnât his arms wrapped around you, but you didnât dare look back to see whose it actually was. You wanted to cry, struggling to stay in his grasp as he lifted you back up and into the meeting room from whence you came.
âLet her down, Marc.â His wondrous voice filled your ears and youâve never felt so secure yet troubled in your entire lifetime. The large arms unraveled from around you and you were softly placed on the ground. You didnât dare to look up, but instead focus on the ground beneath you.
âGet your ass over here, slut.â His dark voice filled the quiet room, and your heart plummeted at the sound of such a slur. Sadly, you could only listen to him, so you walk carefully around the table, making your way to his perch. You werenât even fully near him until his arm reached out and clutched your wrist, forcefully pulling you towards him. He roughly laid you over his lap, in front of everyone, and pulled up the bottom of your shirt, allowing every eye to see you lower half nakedness.
And just like the early morning prospects, an echoing slap to your ass filled the roomâs silence. âThis is what fucking happens, Y/N. When you disobey me.â You could tell his jaw was clenched and his face was red with anger by the way he was talking. Tears began to form in your eyes, but not from the pain, but from the embarrassment.
Howâre you supposed to face all the people in this room, after getting an ass whooping for the second time today?
âGuess you donât know how to fuckinâ listen well, do you Y/N?â He kept saying your name like it was some kind of extravaganza, which humiliated you all the more. You didnât want everyone to know who you are, laid across a grown manâs lap and getting seriously aroused amidst people.
Out of the blue, he wraps his hand around the back of your neck to pull you back up to face him, a dark red spread across your cheeks. âLucky I donât make you suck my fuckinâ cock in front of all of âem. Then theyâd know you arenât such a bad little girl, wouldnât they?â He whispers against your ear as he sets you on his knee, facing the direction of the stone cold men veering their eyes on everything but youâ away from the awful scene.
You shake your head to his words, feeling his large hands linger under your shirt. âDonât think so? Would that embarrass you, sweetheart? Cause I couldnât give a less fuck about that right now.â His hands continue to travel upwards, wrapping around the both of your unclothed breasts, the thin shirt material not doing much justice.
âPlease, no. I-Iâll do whatever you want, just pleaseâ not here.â With those words of plea, you cross your arms over his hands and train your eyes to the floor in humiliation.
âGet back to you room, and donât leave it. Youâre on thin fucking ice, princess.â
to be continued...
a/n: donât ask me why, i really donât know why he has such an affinity for spanking her đ¤ˇââď¸ and itâs also 1:00 am that I finally finished this.. procrastination at its finest..
#dolan twins#dt#dolan twins smut#grayson#ily#ethan dolan#ethan grant dolan#grant#grayson dolan#grayson dolan fanfic#capture#grayson dolan smut
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