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don't look back II l.williamson
don't look back II l.williamson
your body clock putting in a shift lately you weren't surprised to see it was hours later than you thought you'd be up, leah of course still very much dead asleep beside you, back turned and you could see her shoulders rising and falling a little the only sign of life.
you turned and attached your body to the defenders, slotting your leg in between hers and placing a tender kiss to her bare shoulder blade, the blonde not even stirring as you called her name softly a few times.
when a gentle approach didn't work, leah's eyes still shut and not even a grunt sounding, you sat up and shook her a few times, a tired exhale and some mumbled gibberish in response.
"lee, baby come on, wakey wakey." you cooed, poking at her cheek as the older girl scrunched her nose and grumbled something, pushing your hand away and scooting across the bed right to the very edge, clearly trying to move away from you making you scoff.
"leah how often do we both have the whole day off? it's like midday, we're running out of sun. please get up!" you groaned, shoving your girlfriends limp body as she sighed heavily, once again pushing your hands away.
"cmon don't be a pest babe, just let me sleep for a couple more minutes." the blonde mumbled tiredly, arms snaking around her pillow as she pulled it closer, eyes not even flickering open.
"you can sleep when you're dead leah. come on lets go for breakfast, coffee on me?" you scooted over from your side of the bed and ducked down to kiss her cheek a few times, getting nothing but silence in return.
"leah catherine!" with a huff you grabbed the extra pillow from the floor, sitting up and repeatedly whacking the older girl in an attempt to get her to stir.
you knew she'd been out late with the team last night after a big win, but mid season it was rare she'd drink enough to have this bad of a hangover, though you also couldn't quite remember what time it was she even joined you in bed.
"you're so annoying man. just fuck off and let me sleep if you can't lay here with me!" the defender snapped harshly, finally opening her eyes and snatching the pillow off you, hauling it to the other side of the room and turning onto her stomach with a grun.
"seriously? you're in this much of a mood? what did you do drink the bar dry last night?" you scoffed, crossing your arms and narrowing your eyes down at her, rolling them at the singular middle finger which popped out in response to your question.
"m'not hungover, m'tired."
"leah you haven't even let me sleep in the same bed as you without a pillow wall for the last couple of weeks. i'm gone of a morning when you get up and you're gone of an afternoon when i get home. we both have the day off, and isn't the point of a relationship that you want to actually spend quality time together occasionally?" you accused, glaring down at her where her eyes remained firmly shut.
"need i remind you love the pillow fort is because we made a pact no more sex till the end of the season because it tires me out. and cause you've been on a weird sleep schedule with switching out from working nights. if you get in here with me and even so much as touch my thigh, one of us will crack and then it's no stopping from there, its a few more weeks babe you'll live." leah sighed, arm extending out and smacking around blindly until she found your leg, giving it a little squeeze in what she likely assumed was supportive, but really you were more than a little hurt by her blunt honesty.
"right. so I'm basically only here to fulfill your needs when you're horny, run to and from collecting your shit when you leave it laying around and can't find what you need, cook your meals, do your laundry and clean the place up when you trash it because you can't keep it tidy enough to find anything?" you started in disbelief.
"so basically i'm a glorified maid? yeah perfect enjoy your sleep in leah, maybe i can find someone else to give me a kiss every now and then, wish me good morning and grab a coffee with me like i'm not some chore." you spat, swinging out of bed and making a beeline for the door as your girlfriend hurried to sit up.
"no no hey babe wait you know that's not what i meant-" the girl started with a sigh, running a hand through her hair and pausing for a moment, blinking with a wince as her eyes adjusted making yours roll.
"actually no you know what? i don't need to explain myself you know i love you and just because i want a lie in on my day off doesn't mean i don't. stop being so sensitive!" the defender blew it off, flopping back down and turning her back to you.
even further in disbelief at how little this seemed to bother her and that she'd seem to only hear half of what you were saying your mouth was open and ready to really let her have it, all the two of you seemed to be doing together lately was to argue anyway.
but not bothered for the sharp tongued comeback which leah wouldn't mean but would no doubt hurt your feelings even more you decided to leave it.
pulling on a pair of jeans and a hoodie, grabbing the first shoes in reach you left, making sure to slam the door behind you to really send a message.
the winter chill settling in you looked back at the front door, contemplating going back for a jacket or a vest of some kind but with a sigh you decided against it and ran a hand through your rather disheveled hair.
really the only person first and foremost you wanted to talk to right now was leah, and when you'd first started seeing one another it seemed that all the pair of you did was talk.
for hours and hours you covered every topic big and small, you'd often even fall asleep on the phone together, playful teasing following the next day about whose fault it was you were both so exhausted after staying up much later than needed.
you were a paramedic so you were much more well adjusted to a lack of sleep than leah, in fact you weren't sure if leah actually could survive without eight hours a day, well warned by the blonde herself that she was not a morning person and incredibly grumpy.
though you seemed to be the exception to that, leah waking up purposefully early to meet you after your night shift for breakfast, bringing you flowers and showering you with compliments that had your ears turning red and her face painted with a victorious grin at the sight.
you'd always heard of the 'spark' of a relationship dimming, especially from older married coworkers who complained about a lack of romance and spontaneity, feeding this back to leah who would always reassure you with a soft kiss that only happened to 'boring old people'.
yet here you were drowning in the same reality your girlfriend had always gone above and beyond to assure you would never be so, quelling your fears and anxieties with her undivided attention and unconditional love as much as she could spare it.
sometimes you'd think back toward the first year of dating leah and your chest would hurt, all of the romance and the dates and the late nights and the flowers, and you found yourself wanting to scream for taking it all for granted.
nowadays it seemed you and leah were no longer dating, merely...co-existing perhaps? you couldn't quite pinpoint when the 'spark' had begun to dim but what was once a fully lit bonfire was now barely a smoldering ember and the worst part of it was how blind leah was to that even happening.
so though you craved your girlfriend, there was really only one person you felt like going to talk to now.
~
"so you're hanging out with me on a day off." your best friend commented as she sipped at her coffee seemingly amused.
"meaning?" you raised an eyebrow curiously, the blonde smiling with a small shrug. "i love you, but i am not normally your first call for a friday coffee anymore." alessia chuckled as you flushed pink with embarrassment.
"hey i'm just joking, unclench." the striker teased, kicking you under the table seeing the apology about to be hurled her way and the obvious worry in your eyes that she was actually upset.
"i've had years of coffee's with you, you know i've quite enjoyed the break really." the blonde hummed as you now kicked her and rolled your eyes, a small smile playing on your lips.
"so not that i don't like seeing you, but i'm guessing there's a reason you called? you don't seem yourself." alessia guessed, tone softening and laced with concern as you sighed heavily. "oh its that bad? right come on then." the girl stood, nodding for you to follow her into the living room.
you wasted no time leaving your coffee on the side table and flopping down on the couch you'd slept on a few times now after other arguments with leah, though back then they'd usually blow over by the morning where she'd pick you up with flowers in the front seat and a hundred texts apologising.
but lately your arguments had been different, more personal, more hurtful, you knew one another like the back of your hand and as beautiful a connection that could be, it also meant that leah knew every little insecurity and doubt to pick at in order to hit you where it really mattered.
"okay. let it out!" alessia made herself comfortable in the armchair she'd dragged to sit across from you, legs crossed and somewhat resembling a therapist as you laid down on the couch and exhaled, taking a pause before word vomiting what you'd been holding in for weeks now.
"-and now its like she doesn't even care if i'm there or not, so why am i even there?" you finished, throwing your hands up as the room fell silent and alessia seemed to take a moment to process everything.
"oh my god she's your captain and your team mate and your friend less shit this wasn't appropriate!" you had a sudden realization as you sat up panicked and the blonde hurried to sit down next to you.
"hey hey no, it's fine, breathe." alessia inhaled and exhaled deeply as you copied her, nodding once you'd managed to slow your heart rate a little.
"yes leah is all of those things, but you've been my best friend since you cried at the school gate on the first day of school and my mum made me come over and ask if you were okay." alessia teased as you groaned and covered your face with a pillow.
"less that is not how it happened!" "that is absolutely how it happened."
"but meaning, leah is also my best friends girlfriend, and besides who was it that introduced the two of you anyway?" alessia reminded as you exhaled and she yanked the throw pillow from your grip, tossing it to the floor.
"i love leah yes, but the way she's treating you isn't okay. you're way more than just something warm she comes home to or someone who pairs up her socks and does her laundry." alessia squeezed your knee as you puffed out air in an attempt at a chuckle.
"she really is terrible at keeping her socks in pairs."
"you're also the girl in the stands she looks at every time we do the post game lap, and who makes her smile at her phone like an idiot, who she is always proudly boasting about and why she lies about needing to leave training ten minutes early so she can pick you up food before you get home from work." alessia smiled sadly which you returned, sighing when you realized you couldn't actually remember the last time those things had happened.
"but, i really think you need to tell her all of this though. i love you but you do sometimes think people can read your mind and know how you're feeling without you expressing it in the slightest." alessia poked your forehead as you huffed.
"thats not to excuse how she's been acting, but i think she needs the wake up call of hearing from you how she's been acting is actually making you feel." alessia promised as you nodded, the blonde pulling you in for a hug as you sighed and rested your head on her shoulder.
"i love you less." "i love you too, even if my mum forced me to be your friend." "that is not how it happened!"
~
pulling into the driveway you cut your car off and took a moment to collect your thoughts, having been driving around rehearsing what you wanted to say for awhile now until you'd charged up the courage to go through with it.
letting yourself inside you were surprised to see leah had actually moved from the bed, head turning to look at you from where she was sat on the lounge watching something, draped in a vintage arsenal tracksuit.
"you're back! babe where'd you go? i texted you, no reply." the blonde shook her phone at you, clearly having paid no mind to the argument you'd had this morning or else her first words may have been an apology, but you on the other hand weren't letting it go that easily.
"oh sorry i went to go and learn how not to be so sensitive." you pouted sarcastically as her once happy expression dropped, but you ignored it and walked off to the bathroom.
"christ i look a mess." you mumbled, wincing at the bags under your eyes and looking around for your brush to pull through your semi knotted hair.
"hey love come on don't be like this, i didn't mean what i said." leah rasped, arms encircling your waist from behind and resting her forehead against your back with a hum. "you know how i am in the mornings. how about we go for lunch yeah?" leah suggested as you rummaged through the vanity cupboard.
"fuck off leah." you muttered, pulling her arms off of you and finally grabbing your hairbrush, trying to walk off but her hand grabbed your wrist tugging you back toward her.
"babe i'm really sorry, you know i love you more than anything." the defender husked quietly, grabbing your other hand and interlacing your fingers, bringing your palm to her mouth with a kiss and a soft smile that normally would melt you like butter.
but today, all it did was make you angry.
"of course you do. i do whatever you want, whenever you want it. we fuck when it suits you, i go to your games, go out with your friends, come home from working a twelve hour shift and do your washing so you have a clean uniform for training." you wrenched your hands from hers and poked at her chest with every accusation.
"but when i want to actually spend a night sleeping with my girlfriend and have her touch me in a way thats filled with love and not just lust. thats not okay because you're like some horny teenage cretin who gets a metaphorical boner when i touch your thigh? we're both in our twenties and sleeping with a pillow wall between us, do you know how ridiculous that sounds leah?" you laughed but it was one of desperation and panic, not a drop of humor to be found.
"so i'm here for what? moral support? to look at? to play with when you're bored?" you questioned rhetorically, shaking your head and throwing your brush to the floor, making a beeline for the bedroom as you heard her scoff behind you.
"i am trying to make up for this morning and trying to show you that you're so much more to me and you won't even look me in the eye. if you don't want an apology then what the fuck do you want?" leah called out, tugging at her hair in frustration as you paused.
"what do i want? how about my girlfriend back i'd fucking love that leah, because whoever this is-" you spun around and paused to gesture at her. "-sure as shit isn't my girlfriend, or at least the one i remember falling head over heels in love with." your tone dropped in those last few words, pausing to squeeze your eyes shut and take a breath.
"baby i'm still here. i'm still me. i'm still your girlfriend and last time I checked you were still mine." leah replied with an air of confidence that made your stomach drop, really solidifying for you that she may have been listening to you but she wasn't hearing you.
"really? because last time i checked when you have a girlfriend you go on dates with them, you make time for them and you actually enjoy that time with them." you shook your head and threw your hands up.
"and you hold their hand, and you talk to them about anything and everything because you want to. you kiss them out of love and not obligation, you say good morning and goodnight and when you lay in bed with them you can hold one another without it turning into sex. and when it does turn into sex it's supposed to be filled with intimacy not just a quick fuck with no feelings attached and where you ignore the person afterwards and put up a pathetic pillow wall leah!" you spat, wiping a single angry tear that escaped.
"and if you can't see that lately you haven't been acting like my friend let alone my girlfriend, then maybe I should go stay with my parents and wait for whenever my girlfriend comes back, because I miss her leah." you finished as your voice cracked and your chest heaved with shallow breaths, waiting for her to say something, anything.
but when the silence became suffocating you shook your head and made your way to the front door. throwing it open you gave one last look back and could see the blonde begging you to stay with her eyes.
but you didn't want a look, you wanted words. words you knew she'd say after you were gone, words she thought you wanted to hear and that would get you to return to her but wouldn't contain any actual substance.
words that would come through voicemails and text messages and that would kill you to ignore, but if she wasn't hearing you through words, maybe silence was the only way to get through to her.
"i'll come back for some of my stuff later, goodbye leah." you muttered dejectedly, forcing your eyes away and stepping outside.
you paused to take a breath before wrapping your arms around yourself, giving the comfort and hug you'd been after from the blonde behind you for far too long now.
maybe your girlfriend would come back to you, or maybe she wouldn't.
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DID YOU LIKE HER IN THE MORNING ?
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â˝ď˝Ąâ distance can lead to stupid, reckless decisions. but lando knows better than that, right? â lando norris x reader based on âdid you like her in the morningâ by nikki
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You loved a loud life just the same as he did. You enjoyed the traveling, the partying, the sleepless nights, hell, even the stressful nights you wouldnât trade for a peaceful, quiet, boring, normal life. You were eternally grateful for having a job surrounding the same tracks Lando is driving on, even if that was rather a lucky coincidence instead of a thought-through plan.
You loved it not only because it meant youâd get to be close to your boyfriend most of the time, more so because you got to experience the loudness with him. The parties, the race weekends, just everything. Youâd have it without him too, and no doubt, you would have tons of fun doing so, but of course itâs better with a âsuper cool hot famous boyfriendâ by your side, as he liked to call himself.
You loved it, until you couldnât anymore.
Not as dramatic as it sounds. You were invited to a wedding of an old friend back at home, and Lando, for obvious reasons, couldnât attend with you, so you flew out the country by yourself, giving Lando one last good luck kiss a few days before the Las Vegas Grand Prix. You missed him dearly, but you also missed your friends at home whom you havenât seen in what felt like forever, and really, whatâs a better reason for a reunion than a wedding?
But thatâs where the trouble began.
You liked to call yourself independent. Very independent, even. You didnât have a problem with being far from Lando for a few weeks, and while you of course loved him more than anyone else in this world, youâve stated before that in case of you losing the job for whatever reason or if you just couldnât travel with him anymore, youâd think a long distance relationship would work just well. At least for you.
Of course, the constant missing your partner would complicate things, but thatâs still no reason to break up a relationship that has lasted for longer than three years already. At least thatâs what you thought.
Lando liked to call himself independent too. Very independent, even. Too bad itâs all a lie.
Lando has always hated the idea of being away from you, or rather the idea of you being far from him. Itâs not like he didnât have any trust in you, itâs just become normal for him to always have you at least somewhat in his reach. Thatâs how your relationship has always been, you were coworkers before you were lovers.
He didnât mind you taking a few days off. He also didnât mind you wanting to spend some time with your family and friends who were still located far, far away from wherever you two would usually have to travel to for the many races. However, he did mind you not being near him.
It bothered him more than heâd like to admit.
Youâve talked about it before, talked about him being too needy and too possessive from time to time, but never once have you two fought about it. You thought you never would, and you were right. Your departure was slightly painful for the both of you, but it was only 2 weeks that youâd be gone, and itâs not at all like you couldnât stay in contact. So there was nothing to worry about, right?
Or so you thought.
The moment you arrived at you local airport you saw your mom run up to you, caging you in her arms as if to never let you go again. Your father wasnât far behind, and then came your brother. It was a sweet little moment of a family reuniting as a whole again. And even though you wanted to set your whole focus on the few next days to come, the lovely wedding and the friends you once lost on the way who youâd now finally see again, Lando never really left your mind. You just didnât understand why, you werenât usually like this.
Maybe it was just that after five years of knowing each other and three of those spent dating, you did grow somewhat dependent. you knew it wasnât the truth, but blaming it on a simple thing like that seemed terribly easier than giving in to the thoughts of what could actually be the cause of it. You didnât have any time for that. You werenât here to think about work or about Lando, but about the things that were right in front of your eyes, which at this moment was the beautiful white wedding decorated with all sorts of flowers of sunset hues.
The wedding was held on a beach, surrounded by the dreamy sound of waves crashing and seagulls singing their own nupital melodies. You arrived with one of your old friends Nina, both of you wearing long and flowy pastel dresses, just as the dress code ordered you to. The day went on with you two crying at seeing one of your childhood friends getting married, listening to the heartfelt vows of bride and groom.
Your mind immediately went to Lando and you standing at the altar like they did. You knew it was too soon, and you knew he didnât have time for marriage, even less for planning a wedding, but you still couldnât help it. You really did miss him more this time, and throughout the whole ceremony, the feeling of something being incredibly off only intensed.
But the night came, and the feeling faded. Or at least the drinks made it do that.
You were sitting with Nina and two guys you used to be very close with at the dim bar near the dance floor when you suddenly noticed something light up inside your purse. You didnât mind it at first, not wanting to be rude towards Tom who was trying to talk to you without stumbling over his word completely, but the shots you downed beforehand made it undoubtedly harder.
Your phone lit up again. Slowly getting on your nerves, you decided to wait until Tomâs attention was fixated on Nina again to then check your messages and - missed calls?
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Lando hated how his mood changed whenever you were gone. It felt as if there was something missing when you werenât there waiting for him at home after debriefing or after PR events and whatnot. He missed your hugs and kisses, your smile and most importantly, just your touch.
Truth be told - but never to you - when you first started dating, for Lando, the thriving point was attraction. One month in, thatâs when he realized that he wasnât getting rid of you any time soon. Not that he minded. Two months in and the two of you made it official, of course not without any drama because how was a McLaren driver allowed to date a McLaren employee? Two weeks and the conversations and the hate online slowly died down, but your relationship kept on blooming. There was just one thing that somehow had Lando incredibly confused - why did your relationship suddenly feel more like you couldnât get rid of him? Why did it feel like he was the one attached to you instead of the other way around?
Not that it felt bad or anything, he was just very used to have the girl being that dependent on him, to always want his attention, to always ask for his opinion on everything. Now he was the one all over you, and you didnât mind it at all. You had the man you love wrapped tightly around your finger, just like he had you. For three years now.
But that didnât help him right now, not with jealousy nagging at his side like a demon. You were out, enjoying your time with people you loved, and while he should be happy for you, he spent his time rather annoyed at you not being where he was. Itâs only been a week, and work has already failed to keep his mind off of you. And he hated it. He knew it was the day of the wedding, and he was done wasting his time only thinking about you, so what else was there for a man to do instead of going clubbing with the guys? He hadnât spent time with them in a long time, neither had he gone clubbing these past fem months, too caught up with Formula 1. So this would be okay, right? Just some drinks to keep his mind off of you.
Right?
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15 missed calls from carlos sainz.
that was weird, you thought, and your stomach dropped and you felt the dread creeping up your consciousness. It had you feeling weaker than ever.
You quietly excused yourself to go to the bathroom, though every step towards it made it harder and harder to breathe.
What if something had happened to him? A work incident? Then how did Carlos know? Were they hanging out and he hurt himself? Were they out and someone there hurt Lando?
Did something happen to your Lando?
Your finger hovered shaking over the green button until you finally decided to press it and call the Ferrari driver back. Not even a single beep was heard before he huffed out your name as if he had been yearning for you to finally phone him back.
âCarlos? Is everything okay?â The Spaniard could practically feel your distress through the screen and he swore heâs never felt an urge so strong to punch someone right across their face, let alone his best friend Lando Norris.
It took some time for realization to set in. Your breathing had slowed down but the chills all over your body told that it was a sign far from good. Very far from good.
You could still make out the faint sound of Carlosâ voice as you locked the door of the bathroom stall furthest in the back, however, every word that came after âLando cheated on youâ somehow wasnât comprehensive to you.
You just hope heâll still like her in the morning, cause you, for sure, werenât coming back.
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i've always found it particularly insulting when people insist that i'll have kids one day because i've always been pretty quick to divulge that childbirth is literally my greatest fear. i'm scared of the process, the mental and physical toll, the pain, the very real possibility of complications, the kid itself. like i've had nightmares where i wake up sobbing because either i had kids and i didn't want them, or i was pregnant and i didn't want to be. when people egg on the idea of me having kids it feels like they're telling me "mark my words you're going to be the first one buried alive" or "oh she's sooo going to have both her hands sawed off one day." normally i got the whole "well it's different when it's your kid," or of course, "you'll change your mind." okay, sure. stranger things have happened. allow me to present another angle: i know in my heart of hearts that i am not willing to be a parent.
i have very little patience. i hold grudges. i am very self-involved. i am somehow both flighty and steadfast in my ways. i can barely handle my own body and mind, let alone worry about a child's mental and physical state. i'll be the first person to say that moms are superheroes and i will forever kiss the ground that they walk on, but i'm not interested in making the sacrifices my mother made just for me to be a snotty teenager in return. "but you're so good with kids!" yeah, because i'm just playing with them. i'm not making sure they eat, cleaning their poop and boogers and vomit, paying for doctor's visits, etc. none of that matters though. i could be patient, forgiving, selfless, go-with-the-flow, organized, mentally stable, etc. the important thing here is that i don't want to. that should negate every single motherly quality that i do or don't possess.
for some reason this explanation (that i thought was actually pretty solid, but silly me) is always taken as a sort of bashful "o how nice it would be to partake in motherhood..... alas, i am simply unfit......." spiel where i paint motherhood as this far-off concept that i could only wish to participate in. usually i'm met with "nooo don't say that you would make an amazing mother!" but i'm literally telling you outright: not only would i be an awful parent, i have no interest in being one, and i certainly wouldn't want to put a child in the position of having a parent that's not 101% committed to the job. i get that moms make a lot of sacrifices, and if push came to shove, yeah i'd probably bite the bullet and make those sacrifices. but i would harbor resentment, and that doesn't do any good for either of us. i don't want a kid mainly because it scares me, but it would be so fucking unfair to a kid to have me as a mother.
and re: the whole "what if your husband wants kids?" thingâi do not want to be in a relationship where a baby is the only thing holding us together, much less the concept of a baby.
stop telling your teenage daughters who say they don't want kids that they'll change their mind
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Haiiii Can we get like a oneshot of Vi x f!drunk reader? Maybe where reader is like rlly flirty and horny when drunk and wants to have fun with Vi but obviously Vi doesnât do anything and just tries to take care of her?
Vi taking care of drunk fem!Reader.
This was written by someone who has never touched alcohol, so I hope it's not too bad-
Content: alcohol, reader is drunk as hell, established relationship, SFW
Reader is asked to be afab and uses she/her pronouns!
((Not proofread))
"Damnit... you drank way too much this time around, cupcake..." Vi sighed out with a shake of her head as she hauled you into your shared home after a long night out in Zaun's busy bars. You were just giggling to yourself at her words, finding them silly and untrue, of course. You weren't drunk at all! Far from it, actually. Never mind your inability to see clearly or walk straight for that matter.
"I'm... not drunk! I uh... yeah." Your girlfriend rolled her eyes at your oh-so-convincing argument whilst she made you sit on the couch in your living room. Trying to just get you to bed as fast as possible, she kneeled down infront of you to take your shoes off, eyes focused on her task at hand and yet you were far from interested in resting now. No, you had plans.
Plans that involved her.
"Hey... what are ya' doin'?" You asked, not even trying to pronounce your words properly anymore. Your hands came up to play with her short pink hair before they slid down to cup her face. Glancing up at you, she raised a slight brow. She knew that look in your eyes. But not tonight, she thought. Not when you're literally unable to even sit up right. "Getting you ready for bed." "Oooh... I love the sound of that!" Deadpanning, she fought the urge to sigh in disappointment. Typical. And usually, she'd indulge in your wishes, but again, not like this.
"Nope, not like that. Now come on, let's get ya to bed, pretty." She said, quick to pick you up with scary ease that made your heart flutter and giggle in excitement. Yet that all slipped away when you processed her clear rejection. "Whattttt?? But the bed is right thereee." "Sure is, princess." It was honestly really amusing to see you so needy for her. And whilst she was stressing a bit, it definitely made for good material to tease you with later.
Carefully laying you down onto the bed, she couldn't help but chuckle at the way you began melting into the mattress involuntarily. "Ya look reallyyy good tonight, Vi-" "-Thanks. Drink this water for me, please." She hummed, skillfully distracting you as though she had been through this a million times before. She gave you no chance to argue back either, with the way she simply made you drink a whole glass of water whilst making sure the bed was fluffy and comfortable enough for you to be in.
All you could do was pout and give her a defeated glare that made her smile. "Sorry, but that's just how things are gonna be tonight, alright? Besides, I bet you're really tired." And you absolutely were, much to your dismay. Vi on the other hand, knew that you were going to get a deadly headache once you woke up and went ahead to place some painkillers and a bucket, just in case, at your bedside table. She needed to prepare everything for your approaching doom the best she could, after all.
Her attention was averted back to you when she noticed you having fallen asleep whilst she was taking care of you. A gentle smile rested on her face, your image mirroring in Vi's eyes lovingly as she admired your form. "Well... that was fast. So much for not being drunk, ey?" But she didn't mind it. After getting ready herself, she pulled you into a tight embrace and fell asleep as well, glad to have you safe and sound with her.
And even if you were unfortunately rejected tonight... there is always tomorrow.
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Captainâs Girl [Part II]
John Price x Reader (Call of Duty)
Synopsis: Mixed tension combined with a failed mission leads to a heated kiss between you and the Captain. But what happens when kissing turns into something more? And will a new mission back in Urzikstan be the catalyst to bring you together or tear you and your captain apart?
Tags: Enemies to lovers, SMUT, guys I'm not joking I went crazy with the smut, military romance, secret feelings, pining, idiots in love, fighting, secret relationships, consequences, LONG.
Word count? Do you even need to ask?
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The helicopter ride back was abysmal, a whole 3 hours spent in absolute silence. You'd spent the majority of the time staring at your fraying shoelace. The subtle rocking of the aircraft kept you awake while everyone else slept off the rough morning (and the hangover). It turns out that drinking the night before being dispatched wasn't the best idea. Shocking.
It didn't help that your mind was still hung up on the kiss between you and Price. Also shocking.
In the past 24 hours, you discovered that there was a widespread rumor that you and your captain had been sleeping together. Everyone on base had started calling you the Captainâs Girl. And that Price didn't apparently hate you and thought that planting one on you was the best way to prove that.
Why he kissed you was an entirely new can of worms you didn't have the stomach to open right now.
Now, did you kiss him back? Yes. Why? You didn't know the fuck why. There were several possible answers to this dilemma, answer one, it was the heat of the moment. Answer two, it just felt right to do so, it's rude to leave a guy hanging. Answer three, you were just too shit-faced to think critically about it. You were leaning toward the last one.
The worst part of the whole situation, (besides the fact that you may have given those rumors a tiny bit of validity) was that Price was a phenomenal kisser. You remembered it in excruciating detail. And unlucky for you it might have been one of the best kisses you'd ever had.
A small part of you wondered if he enjoyed it too, but given his face when you separated. All flushed and surprised, his eyes wide with horror and his breath heavy⌠yeah maybe it was best not to dwell on your kissing abilities.
It was a small blessing that Gaz had been the one to almost catch you in the act. He loved to tease but he wasn't an asshole, your and Price's secret was most likely in good hands. Heaven forbid it was Ghost or Soap because you would've had half a mind to jump out of the helicopter without a second thought. The thought was still tempting though.
You glanced up at Price, his head tilted back and his eyes shut. He wasn't faring much better than you were. He had heavy bags under his eyes and the line between his brows was far more defined than usual. Somehow he still looked good. In a very professional way, of course. Not in a âwe made out last night, and thinking about it turns me on,â kind of way.
Eventually, you would have to interact with him professionally again. When his foot healed it would be back to regularly scheduled training.
Best case scenario, they'd put you all on leave and you could have a week or two surrounding yourself with other men to clear your head. You'd never really been one for an extended vacation, but exceptions could be made. Plus, going back to base meant going back to a whole bunch of people who thought you were banginâ the boss.
You grimaced, vacationing in hell might have been better. On second thought, you'd take the checkpoint base any day. Home base could go fuck itself, at least it was hot and sunny back in Urzikstan. You heard someone chuckle and looked up to see Ghost looking at you.
âYaâ look like you swallowed a lemon.â He said enthused. You made a sound that crossed between a sigh and a grunt.
âJust preparing myself for landing,â You breathed as the helicopter wobbled. The aircraft began to descend in a linear motion, making your stomach sink a little.
âHome sweet home.â
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One week and three days, you had been back at base for almost two weeks without speaking a single word to Price. Maybe if you kept this up you could spend your last 8 months with 141 in peace.
Your days now had been mostly consisting of training (supervised by Ghost instead of Price), mindless tasks, eating in the commons, watching movies in the break room, and naps. It was kind of perfect, this was probably the most relaxed you'd ever been while at base. And nobody bothered to tease you over Price since he was rarely around. When he did make an appearance he didn't speak a word to you, which was somewhat nice.
A part of you wished for some explanation for the night of the kiss, but maybe ignorance was bliss. Whatever the reason, it was all behind you. You could totally remain professional when he comes back from recovery. Totally.
Gaz tried to talk to you about that night once, to which you immediately shut him down. Though, you knew he saw through you, and Price too, it was probably easier reading Price than you at this point. It was odd for Price to seclude himself away, even odder that he wasn't on speaking terms with you conveniently after the night that you tracked him down and blew up at him for starting a rumor that he most definitely did not create. Ghost had caught onto the odd tension between you two almost as fast as Gaz did.
Jhonny well⌠he was still in his own world, the man was smart sure, but he was a bit of a dunce when it came to reading other people's emotions. On the bright side that made him the perfect buddy to be around because he wasn't analyzing every interaction you had. You were grateful for him in his own way.
You were walking down one of the hallways after a bit of a loose end. Having nothing to do after training was a pain sometimes, you had an hour or two until dinner, and the base gym was at its busiest. And you didn't feel like you were in the mood to wait twenty minutes in a sweaty gym for a turn on the leg press machine. So, you opted for wandering around like a lost spirit in search of something to do instead.
Just as you turned a corner you collided with what felt like another wall. Your eyes met a 4x4 truck with a skull mask. Ghost.
âEasy, aren't sharpshooters supposed to be vigilant? Or are you the only exception?â His voice reverberated off your eardrums like a low-pitch bass. You rolled your eyes but let out an amused breath of air. To give the big guy some credit his name fits him perfectly, you didn't know how someone who was built like a standard Lego brick could be so stealthy. He could fit into any dark corner and nobody would be the wiser.
âJust you Ghost, you seem to be the only entity that evades me.â That seemed to pull a junction of his lips up because the corners of his eyes slightly crinkled. He held a small file filled with a few articles of paper tucked away into its folds.
Ghost crossed his arms, âWhat yaâ doinâ? Have you taken up wandering hallways as a hobby now?â
You grimaced, âGym was all full, didn't want to bother.â You said plainly, earning a nod from the bigger man.
âSo⌠suppose that means you're free for time?â There was a slight smugness to his tone as he held the file up to you. Your gaze dropped from him to the file, he didn't phrase it like an order but you knew it was. You sighed and took the file from his hand. âFine. Who do I have to track down to give this to?â
He shifted on one foot, âPrice. You know where his office is.â You tried not to let your mouth fall open, this bastard.
You shook your head and tried to thrust the papers back into his chest, âWhat? No, I'm not giving these to Price. Can't you find someone else?â
Ghost stepped back and shook his head, raising his hands up in surrender. âNope, sâoutta my hands now. Itâs one file, just knock on his door and drop it on his desk, easy.â You shot him a spiteful glare, there was probably an evil grin under that stupid mask.
You squeezed the file in your hands tighter, feeling the paper wrinkle in your vice grip. âBastard.â You grimaced, turning on your heel towards the direction of Price's office. You heard him chuckle over your shoulder, âGood soldier.â He called after you, the shit-eating grin practically spotlighted through his tone.
Trudging through the familiar hallways toward Price's office was like walking through a dead-end alleyway. The further you got, the more signs you saw telling you to turn back. Sure you saw him after the night of the kiss, but you weren't being forced to talk to him or even acknowledge he was there. This was different, you would be alone with him. Alone in his office. Even if it was for a split second that you were in his presence the knowledge still made your skin pebble with goosebumps.
Before you knew it, you were facing the dreaded door of his office. The sight of the familiar plaque of his name gives you an almost Deja Vu feeling. The last time you were here things didn't go over too well, not that things ever really went great when the two of you came in contact.
You drew in a breath, just get this over with and you could be done. Maybe go take a shower or something, just go anywhere that was a good distance away from here. Your fist met the hardwood of the door, giving it a hearty few knocks. After a beat, his muffled voice reached your ears, âCome in.â
Pushing open the door you were greeted with the sight of Price. Doing pushups in the corner of his office. Okay, I guess. You were a little dumbfounded, usually one uses an office for things like paperwork or meetings. Not a personal gym. âI thought the point of recovering was that you're supposed to be resting.â You deadpanned. The file in your hands long forgotten.
His head immediately snapped up at the sound of your voice, pools of blue staring right into you like you'd walked in naked. Price halted mid-pushup, â[Name].â He breathed, obviously caught a little off guard by your appearance.
âUnfortunately,â You said back, watching as he got up and brushed himself off. The cotton of his shirt stretched over the expanse of his biceps and chest. Your eyes shot back to his face, a little guilty. Price cleared his throat, âThey won't let me train in the gym yet. So, I have to improvise.â
You blinked at him, âBase doctor must love you.â You said sarcastically, glancing down at his foot. âHow's your foot?â You asked politely, filling the awkward silence.
Price looked down at his wrapped foot, shrugging. âIt's better. Don't need the crutch anymore.â He said plainly. You responded with a nod and an âah,â creating an even longer awkward silence. The two of you stood there for another beat, just looking at each other. You couldnât tell if you wanted to run to him or run away from him. Just then you remembered the whole reason why you were here.
âOh- uh, I have this for you-â You held out the manilla file for him to take, âGhost told me to bring it up here.â Price's eyes darted from the folder and then back to you, he hesitantly walked closer and took the file. His fingers brushed yours and you swear an electric current shot through your spine. His fingers were warm and rough, transporting you back to when his hands were in your hair, holding your face, cupping the back of your neck.
You swallowed, it felt like your heartbeat was in your head. âThank you.â He said, pulling back his hand and the papers with it.
It was like someone had knocked the wind out of you, you were frozen. ââŚRight, I'll go then.â You said, taking a step back from him as he put the file on top of his desk.
â[Name]. Hold on, please.â His voice stopped you in your tracks, making you rotate a little to face him completely. His voice didn't sound angry, but it was firm. âEverything alright?â You chewed on the inside of your cheek, watching as he faced you. Leaning against his desk with his arms crossed.
His adams apple bobbed up and down, lifting a hand to rub his mutton chops. âYeahâŚI just wanted to clear up something with you.â His voice was careful, the pauses and hesitance filling you with dread. Shit. He wanted to talk about the kiss, which you most definitely did not want to talk about. A part of you was dying inside but you nodded, âYeah, what's up?â You said through clenched teeth.
âAbout what happened the night before the team left Urzikstan, I just wanted to⌠apologize. It was unprofessional of me especially considering the circumstances.â You stood statue still, well this was a first. He was apologizing to you. Price continued, âIt was a moment of weakness and emotions were running high and frankly I didn't know how else to show you I didn't hate you. I give you my word that it will never happen again.â
A moment of weakness? What the hell was that even supposed to mean? It was nice to hear an apology come from him but to be honest, you weren't sure if you were happy about the fact he was sorry. Maybe that meant he didn't enjoy it, but it certainly didn't seem like it when his tongue was down your throat. Well, if you were already on the subject mind as well ask.
âDid you hate it?â You asked, Price looked at you for a moment. His face was puzzled like it was the last thing he had expected to come out of your mouth. âWhat?â He asked, his voice thick behind his British accent.
You stood your ground, âThe kiss-â you clarified. âDid. you. hate. it?â His eyes searched yours for an ounce of reasoning, âI- it was unprofessional and I shouldn't have initiated anything as your Captain-â
âThat wasn't my question.â You cut him off, your eyebrows furrowed together as your gaze bore into him. âI asked if you hated kissing me.â
Price shifted, leaning back a little against his desk. It was silent for a while, the sound of the wall clock and your beating heart was the only noise you could hear. âNo⌠I didn't hate it.â He said after another beat.
A small part of you soared, you could sleep at night knowing your kissing abilities weren't the cause of his skittishness. The next question slipped past your lips before you had the mind to stop yourself. âDo you regret it?â
Again his lips pulled into a frown and his eyes darted away, â[Name], I don't know why these questions are necessary.â But you weren't going to let him deflect you that easy, right now all thoughts of professionalism and integrity were out the window. You deserved an explanation, even if the logical side of your mind was telling you to leave. You stepped closer to him, so he couldn't ignore your presence.
âIt's necessary because you kissed me out of nowhere and I deserve an explanation.â You said defiantly, âSo do you or do you not regret it?â
He gave you an exasperated look before swallowing his pride. Pinching the bridge of his nose between his pointer and thumb, he spoke, âI regret kissing you at that moment, and how I went about it. But I don't regret kissing you, no.â
Priceâs cheeks turned a slightly rosy color that reached his ears. He looked like a guilty dog. You didn't know what surprised you more, the fact that he apologized or that he didn't regret kissing you. But his admission sparked a heat that crawled into your bones, burying into your stomach and coloring your cheeks similarly to his.
âThen just kiss me again.â
What came out of your mouth seemed to surprise you just as much as it did Price. He looked at you like you had grown a second head, âI'm sorry?â You felt your limbs lose feeling, fuck it, if you were going in mind as well go all in.
âI said what I said, if you regret how you went about kissing me last timeâŚmake it up now.â The silence that stretched over the two of you lasted for far longer than you were comfortable with. Price shook his head, seemingly coming back to reality. â[Name], I'm not kissing you.â He said pushing off the desk to stand at his full height.
You frowned, well shit. âWhy not?â You said, trying not to let the surprise and annoyance bleed through your tone.
He looked at you incredulously, âBecause we're in my fucking office and you're my subordinate.â Price said, gesturing around his office to further his argument. Jeez, you really hated this guy. He could at least throw you a bone after pulling a kiss on you out of nowhere.
âSo? You kissed me out in the open at the checkpoint base- and I was your subordinate then too.â You knew that he knew you had a good point there, âIf you don't want to kiss me or something you could've just said so.â You glared.
Price groaned and shook his head, rubbing his hand over the nape of his neck. âNo- I- fuck, of course I want to kiss you. But it's not appropriate, there are fraternization rules. Especially when it comes to me as your Captain.â
Aha! So he did want to kiss you, that at least was one more mystery solved. You craned your neck up to meet his eyes, your hands seizing his face. Cupping his scruffy cheeks between your palms. âRules only apply if you get caught. And you owe me a better apology.â You told him sternly.
Priceâs eyes were wide and his body tensed for a moment. Only to relax a moment later, the heat of his face could burn your skin. Your hands tingled as the pads of your fingers slid against the coarse scuff of his beard. His face hid something behind the mask of surprise, something that glinted in the pools of navy and grey. Everything about him looked so odd, so real.
Back at the checkpoint base, you didn't have time to look over his features or memorize them. You weren't able to watch the flicker in his eyes, something akin to a stalking wolf.
âOne kiss.â Price breathed.
âOne kiss.â You repeated back to him, trying not to let your voice quake.
That was all it took before his lips were slotted against yours, swallowing your breath and your mind with it. The kiss back at Urzikstan was rushed, desperate, quick. This. This was different. It was like a switch in your brain was flipped off, the mind-numbing static and the gentle rhythm of his lips replaced where your rational thought was supposed to be.
Large hands seized your waist, digging into your flesh. Slowly, the gentle probes of his mouth morphed into heavy kisses and heated groans. His mouth tasted the same as it did before, like smoke and whiskey. You doubted you'd ever forget the taste of him.
Your hands slid around his neck, and your dull nails dragged down his nape. Earning a throaty moan on his part, with each lick, groan, and movement of his lips, you only seemed to get sucked in further. Your senses were drowning in him, yet you only ached to go deeper. To let the water fill your lungs and cloud your brain.
Lips, tongue, teeth, you didn't know where it ended nor where it started. Hell, you didn't know what you were even doing. You didn't even realize you had moved until your behind hit the solid edge of his desk, making you retract for a sharp breath.
Price panted against your lips, still slick and kiss swollen. Neither of you did anything, standing still in the aftermath. The kiss said more than either of you could have ever put into words. Hands squeezed your hips, âOn the desk.â
You blinked, only somewhat coherent, âWhat?â Price lightly pushed you further, the back of your body being pressed against the hardwood. âYou heard me, sit on the desk.â His voice was rough and thick with his accent. It wasn't more of a request but a demand, and unlucky for you it made your knees weak.
Carefully you lifted yourself onto the flat surface, his body wedged between your open legs. The rough pads of his fingers grasping at your hips, and before you knew it you were kissing him again. It was addictive, he was addictive. This felt more like your fist kiss with him, the kisses became rougher, more rushed, and more desperate. Like trying to fill an endless void with his lips.
âI thought you said one kiss,â You managed to gasp out between open-mouthed kisses. You felt the pull of a smile on the corner of his lips before separating from you only to attach to your neck. Suckling at the skin and leaving trails of blooming redness in his wake.
âYou said you wanted a better apology right?â Price said, his voice vibrating against your collar. The texture of his beard against your skin sending full-body shivers down your spine.
You nodded, your hands reaching to his back to fist the material of his shirt. âYeah.â Your voice was breathy, it sounded almost foreign to you. Like you hadn't even spoken it. Hands dipped under your shirt, running up the soft skin of your ribs, mapping out your body. Price looked at you, something in his eyes was desperate, like a wild animal looking at their next meal.
âThen let me make it up to you. Please.â Fuck.
When had a man ever said that to you? And not any man but John fucking Price. A pulse drummed in your stomach that reached your core, here you were, sitting on your captain's desk with him in between your legs. Asking you to let him make it up to you. ReallyâŚwho were you to refuse when he asked so nicely? You swallowed and nodded, âOkay.â
With your confirmation, Price lifted your shirt above your head, hastily tossing it somewhere on the floor. His hands making quick work of your bra with it, the offending garment joining your shirt on the floor. He stood there momentarily, taking in the new expanse of revealed skin. Priceâs calloused hands glided over your abdomen, cupping your breasts and brushing a thumb over the hardened nipple.
You hissed, your spine curving at his touch. Priceâs hands were hard and warm, a stark contrast to the plush mound of your chest. âFuck, you're a vision you know that? So fucking pretty.â He breathed, his comments adding fuel to the fire between your legs. You couldn't remember the last time a man had called you anything near a âvision,â but damn it felt good. It felt good to be wanted.
Your thighs squeezed together, blocked by his frame standing between them. Every movement he made caused your hips to brush, sending shocks up your spine. And shit could you feel him, he was a large man but the size of the tent brushing against your clothed core was downright ridiculous. No wonder his ego was so big, you absentmindedly thought.
A finger hooked one of the loops of your standard-issue pants. Price was looking at you, âCan IâŚ?â He motioned down asking permission to discard the rest. To which you nodded, trying to hold back your eagerness. âYeah go ahead.â
Price helped you out from your pants, letting them drop to the floor with a dull thud. He groaned as he caught eye of your underwearâa very embarrassing and very obvious wet spot coating the fabric. Fuck-you didn't realize that was there. You'd been so caught up in his hands you'd barely felt it. He shot you a knowing look, the corner of his lip twitched up.
âAll this cause of me?â He asked smugly, circling a digit over the sodden fabric. You twitched, the contact making you bite down on your lip to keep from making a startled noise.
You glared at him, âDonât fucking tease me.â You said, the embarrassment in your tone disguised as venom. He grinned, prickâ you thought. Price guided a finger over your clothed slit, leaning into the crook of your neck. âNever baby, just want to make things right with you.â He murmured into your skin.
Price tugged the fabric to the side, letting your slick lubricate his fingers. You shuddered, your hands holding onto him for dear life. âFuck-â You choked out, your hips leaning into his hand. It felt infuriatingly good, the way his digit glided up and down your labia at a leisurely slow pace making you fein for more. He groaned as he watched you moan from the way he brushed his thumb over your clit.
âAtta girl, so good fâme.â
Oh.
You liked that. You'd never really paid attention to the gratification of someone praising you outside of an academic or professional level but at that moment you could tell that did something for you. And Price seemed to notice too.
He gently prodded at your entrance, earning a whine from your lips. âOne finger or two?â He muttered, you could barely think let alone answer his question. What you did know was that you need more, âTwo.â You said breathlessly.
A light chuckle reverberated off of him, âGreedy girl.â Price didn't wait and plunged two fingers into you slowly. You threw your head back as his thick digits stretched open the gummy walls of your core. âFuck, look at you. So wet for me, so fucking sexy like this you know that?â You could only manage another choked whine as he mimicked the âcome hereâ motion with his fingers.
It was euphoric, the way he filled out your walls with his fingers alone. Slowly pressing the pads of his middle and ring up against the spongy spot inside you. You dug your nails into his shoulder, a silent scream fell from your lips. Priceâs other hand holding the small of your back to support you. âStay still,â He whispered into the shell of your ear, making you shudder.
You didn't listen, how could you? You could barely focus on what he was saying as it was, let alone when he was knuckle deep inside you.
When Price noticed you weren't listening he retracted his fingers, leaving you hollow. You whined, already craving the stretch of his fingers again. He rested his palm against your cunt, his digits barely tracing over your entrance. âCome on, I know you can listen, stay still for me yeah?â His voice vibrated against your neck and his beard brushed over the exposed skin. Making your body prickle with goosebumps.
âYou're an asshole you know that?â You panted, going rigidly still. He smiled against you, his fingers plunging back into your wet heat. âAnd you're all bark and no bite, fuckinâ vixen. Always looking at me when you know you shouldn't, driving me insane all the time. Stubborn girl.â
You threw your head back, trying hard not to let your hips twitch or jerk. Your mouth fell open to let out a lustful moan that would've made anyone in the near vicinity blush.
Price continued, âYou like driving me mad? Never fucking listening to me, arguing with me, riling me up.â He muttered, sliding his fingers in and out at a brutal pace. Making your cunt flutter, producing the most obscene sounds you ever heard from yourself. âThen you come in here all sexy asking me to kiss you. It's like you wanted this, wanted my fingers.â
You felt the burning fire in your core tighten and roar, âPrice- slow down. Mâgonna cum if you keep going.â You babbled, your nails leaving crescents on his bicep. Everything was happening so fast you couldn't keep track of what was going on.
Priceâs fingers were rough, thick, they filled out the lining of your walls with ease. A thick fog started to cloud your mind, making the world almost blur. In. Out. In. Out. It was maddening, he wasnât slowing and you were only growing more feverish.
He shook his head, his other hand leaving your hip to grab your chin. Forcing you to look into his eyes, an animalistic hunger written over his face. âNo, you're going to cum on my fingers. Look at me while you do it, look at me while you soak my hand.â Priceâs thumb circled over your clit, making you clench and pulse. A full-body shudder racking through you.
You came suddenly, unexpectedly. It was hard and fast, but in a way, it was like you were floating. Your muscles went rigid, your back curving, and your startled moan bounced off the walls of the office. It came in waves, crashing over you like the tide as he finger-fucked you through the orgasm. All the while staring directly into those familiar pools of blue and navy. Your pussy spasmed around his fingers.
After a minute you fell limp, like you'd just run miles, you panted. Hair falling in your face and wetness coating both his fingers and your inner thighs, the juices pooling onto the dark wood of the table. Price held your waist with one hand, letting you slump against his chest. It was peaceful bliss for a moment.
You caught your breath enough to sit up, meeting his gaze. His hand that held your waist moved to brush a few stray hairs falling over your eyes. The corners of Priceâs lips pulled into a smile, and your heart stuttered, only a little though. âHave I made it up to you yet?â He murmured, the thickness of his voice could have melted your ears. Smooth like syrup but rugged enough to be devastatingly masculine.
âApology accepted.â You breathed, trying not to sound too winded. It was too late to form any semblance of decency so the next best option was pretending he didn't single-handily give you the most toe-curling orgasm of your life. Easier said than done.
Price detached from you, walking over to one of his office drawers and pulling out a box of tissues. âNormally I'd have something better to clean you up with but these will do for now.â He said casually, pulling a few from the box and coaxing your legs back open to wipe down the mess. Somehow, you felt a blush spread across your cheeks.
This was so...domestic, sweet even, it wasn't like him. Then again, fingering you on his desk wasn't like him either but here you were. You both had crossed a line and there wasn't any going back, you swallowed. âThanks, but uhmâŚwhat do we do now?â Frankly, it was a dumb question but you couldn't help asking.
He gave you a look, âWhat do you mean?â You squirmed under his gaze, trying not to look down at his warm hand brushing up against your inner thigh.
âWell, we can't exactly pretend like this didn't happen.â You clarified, watching as the wheels in his head turned. Price shrugged, âWe can leave it at this if that's what you want. I think both of us are just on edge, yâknow, the heat of the moment.â
Somehow his words didn't match his face, there was more that seemed to bellow beneath his tone. But rather than bringing it up, you thought about his words. This wasn't ever something you anticipated to happen but to your surprise, you didn't hate it. âWhat if we just kept it going?â
Price looked at you, his eyes widened a tad, the surprise written across his face doing more for your nerves than you were comfortable with. âLike- in the sense that you and I both have a lot of built-up tension and unresolved issues. But if this works to keep the peace why not give it a try? Discreetly of course.â
It was a beat before he responded, âAlright, but like you said, discreet. If anyone catches on this is done.â
You soared, why? You didn't know, it just felt like the best news you'd gotten in forever. But looking too deeply into that feeling was uncharted territory. Better off leaving it in the corner of your brain with all the other repressed emotions.
âWorks for me.â You agreed, Price got up again to grab your poor clothes that had been flung across the room. Handing them back gingerly, he was nice enough to turn around as you reclothed yourself. There was a slight charge to the air, almost like static. It pricked at your skin, making you jumpy and nearly insecure. It was like you had reverted to a teenage girl.
He caught your gaze, and the unspoken tension and lingering awkwardness faded just a little. He gave you a nod, âI'll see you tomorrow for drills.â
You smiled just slightly, âSee you.â Walking to the door and turning the handle, you forced yourself not to look back at him.
After shutting the door you breathed a sigh, brushing out your clothes and smoothing your hair of the lingering frizz. Getting cozy with your captain was not on your yearly bingo card, but hey, beggars couldn't be choosers. You absentmindedly thought about the implications of technically giving that stupid rumor some validity. But you were only human, a girl has to do what she has to do to get laid.
Discreetly, of course, you were great about being discreet. Yeah, easy peasy. All you had to do was make sure nobody found out.
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At first, you didn't really know what to expect when you first made the arrangement with Price about âsolving the unresolved problems between the two of you.â But after a few weeks of working out frustrations âonâ each other, you could say with full confidence that this arrangement exceeded your expectations.
Not only had the genuine fights between you been on an extended hiatus, but it started to be replaced with playful banter. And when you weren't bantering or training or hanging out with the group, you were fucking. And boy was it something.
For one, Price was experienced, to say the least, he knew what to do and when to do it. He had mapped out your body and played it like a fiddle. And with your extent of mediocre lovers, it was like a breath of fresh air. And his body was nothing to sneeze at either, he had muscle allll the way down. Battle scars be dammed, everything just seemed to make him more appealing.
The only troubling part of the arrangement was keeping up the ruse and getting creative when it came to the actual action portion of it. But turns out that unconventional areas to have sex weren't as bad as they seemed. Office? Hell yeah. In the medical wing private rooms? Why not. In the showers and bathrooms? You only live once.
Unintentionally getting laid was also fixing your mood. Who knew an orgasm was a great way to fix an attitude problem? Well, at least most of your attitude problems.
You were outside running the trail that weaved its way around the base, at least once or twice a week Price would make you and the team run until you thought you would pass out. Something about endurance training. Running wasn't the worst thing but the harsh trail and uneven ground that zigzagged and dipped made you want to tear your hair out.
Your breath came out in small puffs, the cold air around you doing little to soothe the hot ache of your muscles. Your baby hairs stuck to your forehead and by the looks of it, you still had a few more miles left.
Jhonny ran beside you, his heavy breaths synchronous with yours. Up ahead was Gaz and Price and a few inches behind you was Ghost acting as caboose. You watched them run in front of you like you were studying a Peloton ad. Seriously, how the hell had they barely broken a sweat yet?? It was downright annoying how athletic they were.
âI swear, neither of them are human. Price just got cleared to run a week ago and he looks like he's having the time of his life.â You said between pants, next to you Soap laughed.
âCanât say I disagree with yaâ there Bonnie, think he just does it for show at this point.â He said, his voice equally hoarse. From behind you, Ghost chimed in, âMaybe if you two stopped talking you'd actually catch up to them by now.â
You shot Ghost a glance over your shoulder, âPeople in glass houses.â You quipped, considering he was the caboose it was a little ironic. Not by much but still.
Soap grinned, âSheâs right ain't she L.T.? Say, how's the arse of the train treating you? Got a nice view?â
Your laugh hurt, the air felt so thin but the pit of your stomach warmed. Talking while running (especially laughing) wasn't the smartest, but it was a distraction. Ghost swatted at the back of Soapâs head, cutting his laugh short.
From up ahead Price turned his head to look at you and Soap. âTwo miles left, Iâd suggest you save your stamina. If you fall behind on time you run extra.â He deadpanned. His voice barely sounded tired, the nerve.
You grimaced, âI think Iâd prefer one of your medieval torture methods than running any longer.â Despite what you thought was an amusing comment Price didn't look enthused.
âThat was a nice way of telling you and Jhonny to shut up, am I clear?â He said sternly, you held in your groan. Hookup buddy or not, Price was still annoying. âClear.â You and Soap said in unison.
The rest of the path was spent in lingering silence. And by the time you reached base, you felt like you had one foot in the grave. You hunched over, your hands on your knees as you took in as many breaths as you could without it hurting. Had the air always been this thin?
Price was a few feet ahead, hands on his hips as he cooled off. His hair was slightly messy and his body glistened with a thin layer of sweat. He reached for his shirt and pulled it up to wipe his face, exposing the hard muscle and his happy trail. Dear lord. You watched him like a hawk, zeroing in on his abs as they expanded and decompressed with each breath.
He glanced your way, you were incredibly obvious so it was no surprise how his eyebrow twitched up and his lips pulled into a wry smile. âI did tell you to save your energy.â He commented quite smugly, referencing your current state.
You snapped out of the trance his abs had put you in, leaning back up and darting your eyes away. âIâm fine, just catching my breath. And for the record that felt way longer than normal, at this point, you just like to watch the team suffer.â
Price chuckled, crossing his arms. âWell someoneâs bitter. But look, you did it and you came out fine. It's a win-win.â
You glared at him, unimpressed. âSure, you work me like a dog until I inevitably die of overexertion and I get a paycheck in the mail that I'll never be able to spend because I'm dead. Win-win.â You said sarcastically. Price's lips tugged up, his mutton chops creating an almost teddy bear-like effect.
The corners of his eyes slightly crinkled, âMaybe you should've taken up drama instead of Military. Might fit you better.â
Your lips pursed into a line, Price was quick witted, but way too full of himself. It was a good thing you were there to keep his ego in line, you liked to think of yourself almost as the balancing act of the team. After all, there could only be so many cooks in the kitchen before things got rocky. âGood thing they donât pay you for jokes.â You said, finally gaining back your breath.
Just as Price opened his mouth to give what was most likely a poor rebuttal a large hand patted your shoulder.
â[Name], pub tonight yeah?â It was Gaz. His beaming face almost made you squint. You took a minute to process his words, you were rarely one to inhabit the pubs on the outskirts of the base. But a brief memory of him and Jhonny asking you to go from earlier that morning cleared up your memory fog.
You cleared your throat and nodded, âYeah- wouldn't miss it.â You said through your teeth. Gaz looked forward to Price, âYou tagging along Price?â
You looked back at Price too, curious. He stood there a moment before sighing, rubbing the back of his neck. âGuess I will. Someone's got to keep the lot of yaâ in check.â Your spirit plummeted, the last time you were drunk in front of Price you started cursing at him like a drunken sailor. And you started kissing him in broadâŚdaylight? Nightlight? Whatever. The point was, that you had zero self-control when you drank.
Heck, you barely had any self-control when it came to Price. You were on him any chance you got, and mixing two of your greatest temptations just sounded like a recipe for disaster.
Gaz smiled, ruffling your sweaty hair. âGreat! Weâll leave after dinner, Price you're designated driver.â You forced yourself to smile back, giving a weak excuse for an âexcitedâ laugh.
âGreat.â You said through your teeth, giving an enthusiastic thumbs up. Price gave him a nod as he walked off towards Soap and Ghost.
âCanât wait.â You breathed to yourself.
Game plan: Don't drink and avoid Price at all costs. Simple enough. After all, it was just a pub, how bad could it be?
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Spoiler Alert: Bad. It could be bad.
In the first thirty minutes of being at the shabby pub, you'd broken your first rule by getting roped into a drinking game with Jhonny. Not the smartest of decisions by far that you made. But it did take off the edge, now the orange lighting and the peeling paint on the walls seemed quaint instead of creepy.
The warmth in your stomach buzzed with a low frequency that made you giddy. And you hadn't paid for any of your drinks courtesy of Jhonny. Things may have been turning out for the better if you stayed on your A game. But unsurprisingly you failed to do so.
You sat on one of the barstools, a classic marg in hand with the salted rim and fancy lime slice on the glass. Ghost was sitting next to you while you both watched Jhonny trying to sweet-talk some poor girl from across the bar. Price sat a few chairs down next to Gaz, wrapped up in a conversation with the old bartender. Slowly, you felt yourself getting cozy.
And you were drunk enough that you merely hummed along with the maroon 5 reruns that played in the background.
âI got fifteen on the girl slappinâ him by the end of the night.â Ghost said as you watched the scene unfold.
You couldn't help but let an unabashed giggle slip from your lips. âHonestly I can't tell if she wants to take him home or take him to the local station for harassment charges.â Ghost grunted in agreement.
The girl gingerly took another sip of her drink as Soap talked to (at) her. Earning another hearty laugh from both You and Ghost. After another minute of people-watching Ghost patted the bar table, fishing a pack from inside of his cargo pocket. âAlright, Iâm taking fiveâ I'll be outside.â He said as he got up.
You frowned but nodded, your gossip buddy was gone which was annoying. But instead of dwelling on it, you took another sip of your marg. The tequila burned your throat in a sickly sweet way, it wasn't the best drink you'd ever had but it did the job. Mid-drink you felt someone else walk up behind you, without warning someone slid into the empty stool next to you.
âThis seat taken?â You didn't recognize the voice, it was masculine but it didn't sound like any of the guys. You looked to your side, it was a guy. He looked to be taller, with pale skin, sandy brown hair, and dark eyes. He wasn't about to be on a magazine cover but he definitely wasn't hard to look at.
You didn't quite know what to say, âuhâŚyeah, I suppose by you.â It was a lame response but he did kinda already sit himself down.
He smiled, white teeth, a little crooked but nobody's perfect. He had a good jaw, not clean-shaven but it made him look a bit more approachable. âThatâs good to hear,â he was holding a drink, a gin-and-coke by the looks of it. âI saw you and your friend playing that drinking game earlier, pretty impressive, didn't think you'd be able to keep up.â
You gave a bit of an awkward laugh, unsure of what to make of the situation. But friendly conversation wasn't off the table, and the mystery man seemed nice enough. âYeah, I guess I did, thanks. You uh- you done anything like that before?â
Mystery man shook his head, âNo I can't hold my ale. I prefer to let the professionals handle that.â You laughed, finding the comment a little ridiculous.
âIâd hardly call myself a professional.â You replied, taking another sip of your drink. His eyes dipped down to your lips, watching as you raised the glass to your mouth and swallowed. But, they quickly averted back to your eyes.
âI don't know, I would hardly classify you as intermediate. I would buy you a drink but I'm not sure that much to drink in one night is healthy.â He said smoothly, leaning one elbow against the counter.
Buy you a drink? Okay, maybe a bit too friendly. But maybe he was just being nice, people buy strangers drinks all the time. You nodded, âOh that's nice of you. Yeah, I'd say after this Iâll call it quits.â You said, raising your marg.
He hummed and nodded, licking his lips. âHopefully you're not too drunk, right?â Something about his tone you didn't like, it was like he was teasing you.
You averted your eyes, âUh hopefully not. Just buzzed for now, Iâll probably feel the brunt of it later.â You laughed awkwardly.
âDid you drive here yourself?â Okay, what was with all the questions? You weren't sure if that was a courteous thing to ask or just downright nosy.
You shook your head, âNo someone drove me.â You said simply, keeping it short and sweet. Maybe then he'd get the vibes you were putting off. He hummed, his eyes drilling into you like one of those toy lasers.
âAre you going home with anyone?â He asked, you almost choked on your drink. What was with this guy? How did you go from drinking the game two seconds ago to this??
He cut you off before you had the chance to say anything, âBecause if not, Iâd be willing to drive you back. Free of charge, of course.â
Free of charge my ass.
The actual charge probably consisted of a blow job in the back seat of his Toyota Corolla. Or white van, you were still figuring out the vibes on this guy.
You were stunned to speak, absolutely dumbfounded by the lack of social cues. It was like walking into the shallow end of a pool only to step into eight feet of water. To make it worse he reached forward, brushing a stray piece of hair out of your face. âCome on, don't leave me hanging. What do you say?â
Pound!â
Something hard hit the counter, making both your drinks wobble. You swiveled your head towards the noise, and low and behold your second greatest desire now stood between you and the mystery guy. Price.
His fist on the counter cut the conversation short as well as all the noise around him. Creating an oh-so-silent bar. The mystery man retracted his hand like he'd been scorched by an open flame. Looking up at Price with a bewildered expression, âWhat the fuck man?â He asked with a furrowed brow.
Price looked down at him, his expression unmoving. âApologies, but I think it's time you go bother another person. Particularly one that isn't a part of my team.â
Whatever thoughts of arguing that the mystery man had immediately died as Price crossed his arms, puffing himself out like a bird when ruffling its feathers. You looked at both of them incredulously, sure you were glad Price came to the rescue but you could've handled it yourself. You didn't need him to come barreling through like a charging rhino to handle something you didn't even ask him to do.
You looked around to see everyone's heads turned in your direction, looking between Price and the other guy. Suddenly the alcohol in your stomach turned sour, and you felt your cheeks grow hot from the unwanted attention.
âJeez, look I wasn't looking for any trouble. I didn't know she had a man, my bad.â He said, holding his hands up in surrender. Price didn't budge, guarding you like a stone wall. âThen off you go.â He said sternly.
The mystery guy nodded, sliding out from the barstool and walking past you and back to the table where he came from. The pub started to go back to normal, people picking up where they left off. Price turned back to you, his posture deflating a little. He looked down at you, and from the way you were looking back at him, he immediately knew something was amiss. âWhat?â He asked.
Your eyebrows slid lower on your face, your lips pursing into a tight frown. âWhat do you mean âwhat?â What the fuck was that?â You whisper shouted at him, your cheeks still burning with embarrassment.
Price looked at you like you were crazy, a frown on his lips. âThe bloke was touching you, you think I'm just going to stand by and let him paw at you?â He asked defensively.
Oh please. He barely even touched your face. It wasnât great, but, it didnât warrant Price making a whole spectacle. Especially not in front of the team, let alone a group of spectators. You looked back at Gaz, who was staring directly at you, then at Jhonny, who went back to talking to the girl.
âCan we talk about this somewhere else?â You signed, not wanting to be in earshot of Gaz who was most definitely eavesdropping. Friend or not, he couldn't know any more than he already did, the bastard was perceptive enough as it was.
Price glanced at Gaz and then back to you, his jaw working with tension. âFine.â He huffed, you were a bit taken aback by the irritability in his tone. Why was he so mad now? He was the one who caused the scene. Nonetheless, you slipped out of the bar and followed Price as he stormed off.
You weaved through tables and people, trying your best to squeeze by without knocking into anything. Price walked into an emptier hallway that led to the restrooms. It was one of those creepy hallways with no overhead lights and weird pictures strung across the walls. You eyed the peeling wallpaper, it was like you'd stepped into a time capsule. Warm light poured from the main area of the bar, casting an orange hue against you and Price that was cut off by shadows.
He turned back to you, the furrow in his brow knitting the skin in between. He looked sexy. The thought popped into your mind before you had the sense to block it out. While very true you had to stand your ground. A hot man and some liquor in your system would not sway your resolve. (Maybe it could sway it a little.) focus!
âWhat was that? You charging up to that guy and slamming your fist on the counter.â You asked folding your arms over your chest.
Price leaned against the opposite wall, facing you. âI didn't charge up to him, I simply made it clear that he crossed a line.â He said defiantly. You raised a brow, unsure of what to make of the blanket statement.
âWhat line?â You asked, to which Price scoffed.
âHe tucked a piece of hair behind your ear, and don't think I didn't hear the way he was interrogating you. Come off it [Name], I know you're not stupid, you could see clear as I could what that fucker wanted.â He spat.
You exhaled, either the liquor was catching up to you or it was starting to get hot. âWell yeah, but he barely did anything, and that hardly warranted you taking matters into your own hands.â You defended, â-I could have just told him to fuck off or something. I didn't need you charging in like a bull and letting the entire bar know.â
You watched Priceâs hand bawl into a fist, flexing the strain in his neck as he glared down at you. âWhat else was I supposed to do? Politely ask him to leave? When he's got his dirty hands on you like that-â He groaned, wiping his face with one hand.
âI'm not defenseless, I don't need you to rescue me.â You retorted, your hands holding your arms tighter to your chest.
Price rolled his eyes, âI know that. Donât get smart with me.â He said pointing a finger your way, his mouth curling into a small snarl. âYou don't get it, watching him practically undressing you with his eyes. It was fucking aggravating to watch- the way he looked at you.â
You were a bit surprised that he caught on to that, but you didn't feel like he was undressing you with his eyes per se. More like just intently staring, you pushed his accusatory finger down. âYou're exaggerating, and you don't even know what he was thinking.â You tried to reason.
Price looked at you with a glare that wouldâve made anyone else back down. But you didn't, as Jhonny once commented, you had the rather: âFucking idiotic tendency to never be scared of Price.â What could you say? You liked a challenge.
He took a step forward, making you take one back. Your back hit the wall of the hallway. Like a caged animal, you were trapped. âI know exactly what he's thinking.â Price snarled, he grabbed your face. The rough pads of his fingers pressed into your hollow cheeks, his hand was so big it dwarfed your lower jaw.
â-Because I fucking think of the exact same things when I look at you.â His voice was harsh and low, sending ripples through your spine like shock waves. Priceâs hand forced your face up so it was locked dead onto his, making you look into his eyes shadowed by the darkness. Flecks of light caught on his face, against his beard and jaw. If anyone were to walk into the hallway, it may have looked like Price was about to devour you like a starving carnivore.
You shuddered, he was so close it was driving your senses crazy. You could smell him, taste the venom in his voice, and God did it turn you on. You wanted more, you wanted to push his buttons. It felt good to drive him to the point of fury, to watch him slowly lose his composure. Years of hard discipline and mental strength all crumbling within minutes, and you wanted to watch.
âI donât care if every man on the planet looks at me that way. I'm not yours, you don't get to put a claim on me. And you sure as hell don't get to make a scene in front of the entire bar and the team.â You spat back. Like an open flame, the wildfire between you and Price only seemed to burn brighter, faster, harder.
â-And what happened to being discrete huh? Last time I checked, scaring off any guy who looks in my direction isn't discrete.â You pried.
Price scowled down at you, his breathing starting to grow more labored. His hand clenched your face more forcefully, not enough to hurt but enough that you couldn't move. âYou're right. You don't belong to me, but I am still your Captain, and you answer to me. Not to Gaz, or Jhonny, or Ghost. Not to some stupid prick who just wants a quick fuck. Me.â
Price was slowly getting angrier, to be honest, you rarely saw him this pissed. But deep down, it kind of did something to you. Knowing that you were the cause of his anger.
It was an ache that settled deep within your bones, making your blood coarse red hot. Maybe it was the adrenaline, or maybe it was something more. Either way, you didn't care, you just needed to feel the satisfaction of breaking his ressolve. Stripping him of every facet that made him a man and revealing the primitive monster that lied underneath.
Your eyes narrowed into slits, âFuck you Price.â
There was a beat of silence that stretched for far too long. It was so quiet you could almost feel the way your heart hammered in your chest. You made hard eye contact with him, watching the way his eyes widened and how his irises scanned over the expanse of your face.
âFuck me?â He spoke, his voice hard and breathy. His hand forced your face up, straining the muscles in your neck. The back of your head was pressed into the hard wall with firm pressure. And to your surprise, the corner of his lip turned up into an amused smile. âFuck me huh?â He repeated, and as suddenly as it appeared, his smile dropped.
âFuck you.â He spat, surging forward into a clash of tongue, teeth, and lips. You quickly grabbed at his head, twisting your fingers through his hair. Your arms wrapped around him like a constricting snake.
The kiss was so rough you didn't even know if it could be classified as a kiss really. His body practically slammed into you, pinning you to the wall like a fly caught in a spider's web. One of his hands still clutched your face while the other was pressed flat into the wall beside your head. You heard one of the pictures that was hung on the wall next to you clatter to the ground. Everything seemed to fade into the background, all that mattered was the man who was currently pinning you to the wall.
Price was kissing you like a man starved. You forgot where you were, what you were doing, and why you felt so angry in the first place.
You distantly felt his hands move down to roughly cup your ass and then the back of your thighs. Price hoisted you up, trapping you between the wall and himself. Your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist, grinding your hips against his. You groaned as you felt his tented pants against your clothed core, he was hard as a rock.
Your hands raked down the expanse of his back, fisting the soft cotton of his shirt between your fingers. Price took a few steps back, holding you to his chest still. His back hit the other wall with a thud, making the other pictures rattle. He kept maneuvering around like a blind man until his back hit the door to one of the bathrooms. It gave way to his weight, swinging backward.
âPrice what-â Your words were cut off by another open-mouthed kiss. You returned it just as eagerly, maybe asking what he was doing could wait another minute. Priceâs back hit the door again, one of his hands scrambling for the lock. He carried you across the empty bathroom, bouncing off the walls and counters as you went.
He managed to open the door to the last stall tucked away in the corner. Slamming against the stall you kissed him like an animal, clawing at his back and rolling your hips into his.
After another minute you pulled away for a breath, panting like you'd just swam up for air. His breath fanned your lips, thick with his taste and your mixed spit. The dingy bathroom was poorly lit, casting everything inside it in a dark light. You swallowed, âWhat are we doing in here?â You panted.
Priceâs hands squeezed your ass, âMaking sure nobody else can see what I'm about to do to you.â His voice was heavy and thick, like molasses sugar. The richness of it clouded your senses, making you loopy. Without warning he pulled you off him, setting you down on your feet with a hand tangled in your hair.
âOn the ground.â He spoke, more of a command than anything.
You blinked, either it was the round of drinks or just his effect on you but the words barely processed. âWhat?â You breathed, your eyebrows knitting together.
Price gave your head a sharp yank, a surprised gasp slipping past your lips. His thick digits curled around your hair tighter, pulling your scalp taunt. âI said on the ground, I know you can listen to me.â He said, his voice was rough now, scratching against your eardrums like sandpaper. You knew you were in far too deep to back out now. (Not that you wanted to). So, you obeyed, much like an animal self domesticating itself to survive.
Your knees pressed into the cool, hard tile. Price still held your hair, craning your neck up to look him in the eyes. You saw it, the small restraint he always held, like a second face he wore around everyone else- it was gone. There was pure, unabashed want in his eyes. You felt your lungs deflate, the breath leaving your body. Hands that held his thighs dug into his jeans, an unspoken message that screamed âgo.â
The adams apple in his throat bobbed, and Priceâs other hand migrated to his belt. Gradually he unclasped the silver belt buckle, âYouâre a smart girl [Name]. I know you didn't just say all of that before causeâ you wanted to prove a point to me.â He spoke, sliding the leather band open and pushing the top button of his pants through the slit. â-I know you're not that fucking stupid. So tell meâŚwhy did you? Just to get under my skin? To rile me up?â
Your throat ran dry, eyes glued to his fingers as they slid down the zipper. Preening to watch the way his boxers spilled out of the narrow opening. Price yanked your head back again with a sharp yelp on your part.
âLook at me. Not my cock, you'll have plenty of time to look at it later.â He breathed, pools of navy boring in your eyes. His pupils dilated, the soft red that colored his cheeks and ears doing little to soothe the roaring flame that burned between your legs.
You were at a loss for words, to be honest, you weren't completely sure why either. A sense of curiosity? It was hard to put into speech, âIâŚI wanted to see what you'd do.â You answered, making his eyebrow twitch up.
âThats all? Not because you have a fascination with me? With fucking with my goddamn head. You don't like driving me insane?â He spat, palming a hand over himself. Your eyes flicked down, watching the fabric of his briefs stretch over the bulge.
You swallowed, looking at him tentatively. âI wanted to see the real you. Not the front, not the put-together Captain. You.â
A silence hung in the air, one that casted a thick layer of tension between you. Priceâs lips turned upwards, a darkly amused chuckle echoing through the empty bathroom. âYou already had me, baby.â He reached his hand into his briefs, pulling out his thick cock. He groaned, rubbing his hand up and down his appendage, âFucking temptress that's what you are. You want me to not hold back, is that it? To fuck you stupid?â
You couldn't take your eyes off him even if you'd wanted to. No matter how many times you saw his dick it never got old, all you could do was marvel at it. He was big, and more importantly, he was thick. You watched his hand stroke the peachy skin, watching the heaviness of its girth and the reddened mushroom tip that beaded with milky pre-cum.
Price laughed, eyeing the way you looked at him like a starving animal. âThis what you wanted? What all the fuss was about?â You couldn't help but nod, wetting your lips just at the sight. â-Tell me you want it. That you want me to fuck your throat raw.â He spoke, Price held himself just out of reach. Like a cat with a feathery toy, you were completely entranced.
You nodded, âPrice fuck my throat.â The words sounded so odd coming from your mouth, so raw and crude it almost surprised you.
Price gave your head a small tug, a satisfactory grin on his face. He looked down at you, nodding his head to you as if to say âGo ahead.â You could barely contain yourself as your hands slid around his cock, feeling the burn of hot skin beneath your palms. He was so thick your one hand almost couldn't wrap around his girth, two hands would have to do the job.
The weight of his length felt good, oh yeah, and not to mention that he was harder than a metal pole. Hastily you wrapped your lips around the head of his cock, swirling your tongue over the bulbous tip.
Priceâs head fell back against the stall door, his hips twitched forward. A hearty groan fell from his parted lips. The hand in your hair gave you an encouraging squeeze. You hummed, letting the vibrations from your voice reverberate off his dick. He tasted like skin, musky and salty, leaving an earthy kind of aftertaste that clung to your tongue like syrup.
You separated with a lewd âpop, watching the muscles in Priceâs neck strain. Dipping your head you licked a stripe up his cock, coating the length in a thin layer of spit. One hand stroked him up and down while the other dug into his thigh, leaving small crescents into the fabric of his pants. Beads of pre-cum spilled out from the small slit of his tip, you let your thumb swipe over the head generously lubing up his base.
Priceâs hands tightened in your hair, âFuck- that's it. Just like that pretty girl.â He panted, earning a pleased hum from your lips.
Without warning you took his cock back into your mouth, sinking down the furthest you could without gagging. The gummy walls of your throat tightened around the foreign object, accompanied by a wet gulping noise. You inhaled through your nostrils, trying your best to take him further.
Price cursed loudly, the sound of his voice bouncing across the tile walls. His cock twitched in your mouth. You moved your head down then forward, repeating the motion until you found a steady rhythm of bobbing down on his dick. What your mouth couldn't reach your hand made up for, squeezing and stroking faster and faster. He was so wound up you could practically feel the tension under his skin.
You pulled off of him, your mouth agape as you panted. Spit and other fluid gleamed against your lips like a gloss. Price looked down at you, confusion written across his face with a tad of concern.
âAre you okay?â He said through heavy breaths, to which you nodded. However, you shot him a stern look.
âYou're holding back.â You panted, staring at him with a knowing glare. Price looked at you, unsure of how to respond to your accusatory tone. â-I said-Fuck. My. Throat.â
His face hardened, and the same animalistic gleam came back. âFine. You want me to let go? I can let go.â
That was all it took before his hand wrapped around your hair like a rope. Pushing you down his cock inch by fucking inch. He moaned through his teeth, âFuck- you know what to do if it gets to be too much.â He said breathlessly. It was true, you did know you always had an out, but this was way more fun.
Your jaw went slack to accommodate him, the stretch of him down your throat sending full-body shivers down your spine. Then he started to move. Your hands found his thighs, digging your nails into his pants.
Price made good on his promise, fucking your throat like it was his lifeâs goal. The tip of his cock hit the back of your throat making you almost gag, hot tears stung your eyes. It was rough and desperate, he used your throat like he hated your guts. And you couldn't help but love every second of it, you managed to crack him. The hard shell he kept, and the walls he built up, were slowly crumbling down.
Then, as quickly as he pushed you down he pulled you off of him. You sucked in a desperate breath, making a small noise of confusion. You stared at Price with a quizzical look, one that bordered on âwtf??â
Price looked wrecked, his hair tussled and cheeks tinged red. Small beads of sweat trickled down his temples, but he smiled. âI'm sorry baby, did you want me to keep going?â He exhaled, an almost pitying aspect to his tone. The hand in your hair slid down to cup your chin, a rough thumb swiping over your puffy bottom lip.
âWhyâd you stop?â You frowned up at him, and try as you might the disappointment in your voice was clear as day.
Price cupped your jaw, forcing your head back further. âBecause as much as I love your mouth, I would much rather cum in that beautiful cunt of yours.â
You tried not to choke, refusing to give him the satisfaction that his words sent whole body shivers through you. But, it did sound heavenly, so you nodded and let him help you to your feet again. From there he guided you up against the stall, your palms flat on the cool door.
Priceâs chest went flush with your back, his face tucked into where your shoulder met your neck. His hot breath fanned against you and the hairs of his scruff tickled your skin. Thick hands found your hips, sliding to your crotch to unzip your pants. You tried not to let your breath hitch as he palmed a hand over your clothed cunt.
âJesus- this wet for me already? Haven't even touched you yet, but here you are, soaking your panties like a slag.â Price murmured into your nape, and even though you couldn't see it, you could feel his smirk.
You bit down on your cheek, âBig talk from someone who could barely keep it together while getting a simple blowy.â Your pants slid down and a sharp blow was delivered to your behind. You yelped, caught off guard by the harsh slap.
âCareful.â He murmured, his voice reverberating off the shell of your ear. Your eyes stung with tears as the burning sting of his mark cooled into a low ache. â-We don't have a whole day for you to think of a good comeback before someone comes knocking on that door. So Iâd try to cooperate unless you want me to leave you high and dry. Which I'm perfectly fine with doing.â
Liar. He was bluffing, but Price was just as stubborn as you were and would most definitely make you wait an unseemly amount of time just to cum. So, for once in your life, you listened.
Trying to bite back your moans, you stood statue-still as Price tugged the offending garment to the side. Two fingers slid along your folds before plunging inside with a wet squelch. âFuck, you're tight. You sure you can take me?â He breathed, and you threw your head back into his chest. He fingered you slowly, mapping out every crevice and dip with the pads of his fingers.
It wasn't enough. You needed more, âPrice if you don't fuck me right now, I swear to god, I will do it myself.â Okay, so maybe that sounded a little bit more desperate than intimidating, but it got the message across.
You felt his breathy chuckle against your ear, and suddenly, his fingers slipped out of you. âYes ma'am,â he said. However, the empty void left by his fingers was soon replaced by the burning contact of his cock against your swollen folds. Price groaned as he slid himself back and forth, gathering up your slick to use as lube.
A shudder ran down your spine, your palms pressing against the door harder. You pushed your hips back against him, earning another pleased hum from your Captain. You could barely breathe, there was a burning tension that ate away at your core. Like a rope stretched too tight, all you could do was wait for it to snap apart.
His tip slowly slipped inside your hole, the burning stretch of his girth sending the hairs at the back of your neck up. Inch by inch he seethed himself into you, âPrice-holy fuck.â You moaned, even with how wet you were, no amount of lube would ever fully prepare you for the sheer mass of him.
Price drew you in, letting your walls stretch and mold to his dick. His hands grabbed at your hip and lower stomach, holding you in place. His beard brushed against your collar as he placed a few nipping kisses on your neck. âI know baby, I know, taking me so fuckinâ well. Shit, this pussy was made for me.â He murmured into your sweaty skin.
Without warning, his hips drew back only to snap forward again. You couldn't help the unseemly moan that fell from your lips, he pounded into your cunt like it was his last day alive. The sloppy sounds of skin echoed through the room.
âOh my god- Price.â You choked out, the side of your face pressed against the door. â-feels so good.â You panted between wet slaps as his hips drove into your behind. You could barely think over the sound of your moans, each second that his dick plunged back into your sopping pussy felt like sparks being lit inside of you.
He moaned, his voice resounding across the shell of your ear. A hand snaked its way up your stomach and cupped your neck like a choker necklace. His skin burned, thick fingers curling around your scruff. It didn't hurt but it was firm, making you pliant to his body. âThat's it. Take my cock, let me fuck you like the slut you are.â He grid out, â-this pussy knows what she wants, and it's me. Nobody else can fuck you like I do. Nobody else can give you what you need, what you deserve.â
Your cunt fluttered around him, causing his hips to stutter before driving back into you with so much force your hips hit the door.
Knock knock knockâ
You're body went rigid, and all the air in your lungs seemed to escape your ribs. Fuck! You had totally forgotten that you were in a public bathroom for Christ's sake. Price had locked the door, but that didn't mean people wouldn't try and come in.
Knock knock knock!â
It was louder this time, more impatient. You tried to look back at Price, but his hand on your neck held your head still. He wasn't stopping.
âNot so fast girly, Iâd like to finish what I started.â He chuckled, angling his hips as he slammed back into your cunt. The head of his cock nuzzled against the spongy muscle of your g-spot. You were so caught off guard you didn't have time to cover the absolutely shameless moan that slipped from your lips.
Price groaned, and his cock twitched. âFuuckk that's it, let them hear you. Let everyone know how good I'm making you feel, how good I'm fucking this pussy.â You could barely process his words, everything was starting to build up to the point you were almost seeing stars. â-Come on baby, cum for me. Cum on my cock.â He panted through firm thrusts.
A sharp cry rang through the empty walls, you saw white. Body pulsing as the waves of euphoria washed over your body like the tide. Each thrust sending new shocks down your spine, prolonging every second of your orgasm. Priceâs hips stuttered, a loud curse ringing from his lips as he came inside you.
What followed was an extended silence that was filled with heavy pants. You could barely stand, Priceâs chest flush with your back, his head leaning against your shoulder.
âThink they got the message?â Price mused, his voice thick with exhaustion. You couldn't help the laugh that rose from your chest, listening in for another knock. When none came you sighed, âGuess so.â You breathed.
After another minute of rest Price pulled off of you, leaving a trail of cum seeping down your thigh. Not to mention your sweaty back and all-around messy appearance. Price simply grinned at you when you shot him a nasty glare, using some toilet paper to clean up the fluids. âWhoops.â He shrugged.
It was a good thing you were on the pill, you might've slapped him if otherwise. He chuckled and pressed a âsorryâ kiss to your temple, âCome on soldier, you look like you've been through a war.â He quipped. You didn't even try to laugh at that one.
âFunny.â You said sarcastically, but once he opened the door after redressing you, you froze. The reflection in front of you looked wellâŚlike you had just been fucked in a bathroom stall. Small bites and hickeys littered your neck, poking up to where it was obvious to see. You hit his shoulder, âYou dumbass, I look like I've been attacked by a swarm of mosquitoes! What the hell is the team going to think Mr. Designated Driver?â
Price looked at your reflection too, scratching the back of his neck. âWeâll find you a coat.â He settled on.
There was a small beat of silence, you looked back at him. âA coat, and I get to skip running drills for next week. Then you're forgiven.â
He looked back at you, âDeal.â
ËË°â˘*ââˇ
You really shouldnât have been doing this. It was stupid, completely idiotic. (maybe not as stupid as hooking up with your captain in a pub bathroom.) But alas, John Price could charm you into anything.
The cold night air of autumn nipped at your nose, making your face feel numb. Somehow you still felt the breeze blow through your bones while bundled up in a large coat and scarf. Hands in your pockets, you tried your best to walk inconspicuously through the small town streets next to the base.
It was late, past lights out. Just minutes before you were getting ready for bed. However, when Price called you up out of the blue asking for you to meet him for a night walk, curiosity got the best of you. To say it was odd would be an understatement, but you knew better than to pass up the opportunity. The nightlife in the little town was pretty nice, with Halloween now in full swing and all.
Small pumpkins and candles littered the ground while stores and bars were strung with purple and green lights. For a second you almost forgot you were supposed to be meeting Price. You checked your phone, reading over his message again.
[Captain]: The place is by the park, on 82th Ave. Itâs an outdoor pop-up, festive. You can't miss it.
You looked over at one of the street signs, 79th Ave, it said. At least you were getting closer, directions weren't really your strong suit so all you could really do was hope for the best.
If anyone saw you out of base, especially with Price youâd 100% raise a few eyebrows not to mention you'd be in deep trouble. So you dipped your head as low as it could go to conceal your identity. Was this behavior one of a paranoid schizophrenic? It was possible. But after the phesasco at the bar, you were okay with being weary.
You heard a soft crowd of voices coming from a distance away. Walking towards it you saw a playground lit up with small lights, two children with what looked like their parents chasing them across the woodchips. More adults walking around the greener outskirts of the ground, laughing and holding dogs on leashes.
It stirred something good inside you, like a warm feeling that you didn't often get. You stopped walking, just watching the scene play out like a domestic storybook.
âTook you long enough.â
You jumped, whipping around to see the deep voice behind you. Standing there was Price, dressed in a thick coat with worn-out jeans. He held two plastic cups in his hands, steam rising off the mystery substance inside.
âYou scared me,â You deadpanned. Your eyes went from the drinks in his hands back to his face. â-Whatâs with the cups?â
Price rolled his eyes, nodding behind him to the pop-up stand. âItâs cold, so I got you something to warm up.â He handed you one, which you accepted. Raising it to your nose, you sniffed the steam. It was warm, thick with spices, and sweet. You looked back at Price with a quizzical look, to which he smiled. âItâs cider.â
You raised an eyebrow, looking at him skeptically. âNot the spiked kind I hope.â Holding the cup a bit away from you like it was radioactive. Price's eyes crinkled, chuckling as he shook his head.
âNo, not spiked. We've got drills in the morning, I wouldn't do that to you.â With his confirmation, you took a sip, pulling your scarf down so you could drink. The hot liquid burned your tongue, but the flavor was worth it as it slid down into your stomach. Your eyes flickered up from the rim of the cup, looking at Price.
His eyes were on you, looking at you with a rare kind of softness. But after the split second of eye contact, he was the first to look away. You wiped your lips of the remaining sweetness, âPrice what are we doing here?â You asked.
He cocked an eyebrow, âI thought I told you we were going on a night walk.â He said nonchalantly, earning a half-grunt on your part.
âI know that, but why am I here? I doubt that you're incapable of walking alone.â You pointed out, but Price just shrugged.
âGood company.â He said serrupticously, a wry smile stretched onto his lips. â-Are you really that averse to spending time with me? I'd hope after all this time spent together I wouldn't need a reason to want to be around you.â Price started walking, and out of instinct, you followed behind him until you were shoulder-to-shoulder with him.
âYou're a bad lair.â You said, taking another sip of your cider. You watched the calm nightlife and a thought bubbled into your mind. Maybe to an onlooker you and Price probably looked like a couple just going on a stroll. It wasn't rocket science to see that there was a fraction of tension between you. Your cheeks pinked at the thought, but you pushed it away as soon as it came.
Price was also looking at the surrounding people, an odd look on his face. Something akin to yearning or want. He must've felt your stare because he spoke up. âInquiring minds?â
You averted your eyes, âSorry.â To which he shook his head, taking a sip of his drink.
âDon't bother, itâs fine.â He said cooly, his eyes fixed on a family standing a few feet away. You looked back at them then back to Price. A dawning washing over you in an instant. Your eyes furrowed in question.
âYou uh⌠have a family?â Jesus that sounded choppy, you cringed at yourself. He looked at you a little surprised but shook his head.
âI mean sure. Everyone does, at least at one point. But if you're asking if I do currently then no.â You nodded, feeling a little bad for asking. It wasn't too uncommon in your field, but it still put a grim mood in the air. You tried thinking of ways you could rectify it.
âSoâŚno crazy ex-wife or estranged children that I need to be worried about?â You said humorously, when Price smiled, a part of you sighed in relief.
He shook his head again, glancing at you. âNo ex-wife or estranged children, no.â You smiled and nodded, but that raised another question.
âHow come?â you asked simply.
He shot you a pointed look, âYou're asking me that like I'm ancient. I'm not that much older than you are,â He breathed. â-But if you have to know I guess I just never had the time. It's a bit testy trying to form long-term connections with people when you're in this line of work.â
You nodded in understanding, he was right. The long deployments, chances of not coming back, weird hours, it all would put a strain on a relationship. It didn't stop some, however, sometimes after not seeing the good in humanity for so long you lose the ability to connect with anyone. Especially ânormalâ people.
Your mind flashed to an old ex-boyfriend who used to talk at length about how cool it was that you got to âkill people for a living.â You didn't see it that way. Desensitized or not, it was still a human life you were taking, it took a toll, even if you were getting paid for it.
âI get that. It's hard to commit to someone you don't get to see most of the time.â You shrugged, a part of you wanted to ask about every relationship he'd ever had. More importantly how you fared against them. And for some odd reason, you felt uncomfortable knowing that he had been with other women. Maybe it was just basic biology or primitive instinct.
Price nodded, âIf I could I would've.â He glanced back at the family, watching as the dad swept up his toddler into a hug. It was bittersweet, the way Price looked at the display, dangerously pulling at your heartstrings.
You gave him a weary smile, âThereâs still time. Like you said, you're not ancient. Why not just retire and settle down with someone?â
Price looked back at you for a split second, not saying anything. He looked back out at the dark trees, the leaves rustling in the cold wind, and the lights that wrapped around the park. âMaybe at one point that was an option, but not now. I'm not cut out for it, my life is here. I'm no good at civilian shit, so I best stick to what I know.â
You didn't know what to say to that, it was a tough pill to swallow. It was silent for a few seconds. But, You nudged your shoulder with his, âWell then, I guess you're stuck with me.â Offering a somewhat awkward smile to go along with it.
Price looked down at you as he walked, his blue eyes were dark like the ocean. You didn't want to look away, you wanted to swim in his thoughts, drown yourself in his pools of navy grey. Eyes that housed so much hostility and venom towards you now bore into your own with a warmth that struck you like a match. His lips turned up, âGuess there are worse places to be.â
Your smile came back, and the mood between you ebbed into a lighter, happier atmosphere. Taking a last swig of your cider you shook your head, âYou guess? Need I remind you who asked me to be here?â
Price chuckled, doing the same and tossing his empty cup into a nearby garbage. âAlright, you win. I am grateful you came, like I said, all in good company.â
The conversation faded into a comfortable silence, and you and Price walked around the park. You watched as more and more people slowly started to dwindle, leaving it emptier than when you got there. After doing a sort of loop you both agreed to start walking back to base, and so you did. Shoulder to shoulder you walked with him through the small streets and shops.
Once you started coming up on the familiar large building a strong gust of air hit you. Your eyes shut tightly and your nose scrunched. When you did open your eyes back up Price was looking at you, you stared back at him. âWhat?â
Price snickered, âWind got you pretty good. There's a leaf in your hair.â He pointed out, to which you blindly started to try and fish out said leaf. He shook his head at your feeble efforts, stopping your hands.
âIâll get it. You're just messing it up.â He breathed, carefully his large hands combed through your head. Plucking out a pine leaf and a small fuzz, âThere.â He said proudly.
He flicked the unwanted objects off to the side, but one of his hands never left your hair. He was almost holding your face in his palm, you blinked up at him. Wondering why he wasn't letting you go, âIs there something else?â You asked.
Price looked at you, licking his lips before pursing them in a line. Slowly he shook his head, âNo.â It was silent for another beat, the soft puffs of your breath visible in the cold. You watched his adams apple bob as he swallowed.
âTell me you don't want me to kiss you.â He breathed.
Without a second thought, you shook your head no, âPrice kiss me.â It was almost alarming to you how naturally it came out. You barely even processed your own words.
And as his lips met yours in a chaste, soft kiss, you let yourself melt into him. You let him in.
ËË°â˘*ââˇ
You had five months until your time with 141 came to an end. In that time you had managed to befriend the whole team, make enemies with your captain, kiss said Captain, go on to have a very explicit no-strings-attached relationship with him, and nowâŚthis.
What was âthis?â Well, you didn't really quite know yourself. But after that night when he kissed you outside of base without any intention of hooking up with you, your clear-cut relationship with him became a jumbled mess of suppressed emotion. No longer were intimate gestures limited to sexual encounters, in fact, they were frequently more domestic.
Was this all of Priceâs doing? No. It was both, both of you were an intimacy-starved mess. But you couldn't help it, his private quarters were so nice and his king-sized bed seemed to fit both of you nicely on the nights you couldn't sleep. And what of it that you helped him with paperwork into the wee hours of the night? He hated being stuck up in his office alone, it was a kind gesture. Now you didn't even have to make your morning tea and coffee because whenever you made your way into the small break room a fresh cup was always sitting on the counter for you in Priceâs signature mug.
And on your weekends off? Oh, you bet your sorry (but not really,) ass he was stuck to your hip like glue.
Without knowing it, you and your captain had almost formed a routine together. One that slowly started filling the lonely silence of your day with his body, his voice, his presence.
You knew every scar on his body, you'd mapped them out like constellations. You learned something new about him every day too, it was exciting yet familiar all at once. Unbenoiced to you, 141 and by extension Price, had become home.
All of this had somehow been accumulating without your knowledge until now. To which this realization that you were a little too fond of your captain hit you like a truck. Bringing you to your current position, hunched over a small table that was tucked away in the corner of the break room. It was wayyy past lights out, but laying in your bed left with your thoughts and anxiety sounded nightmarish. A steaming cup of tea sat on the table a few inches away, (in Priceâs signature mug of course.)
Just as you were about to finally take a sip, someone walked in. You sat straight up, your heart running a million miles an hour. On top of that, you almost knocked your tea over. Who the hell was coming in at almost one in the morning???
It was Gaz.
You placed a hand over your racing heart, letting out the breath you didn't know you were holding. âJesus- you scared the shit out of me Garrick.â You said wearily.
Gaz stood at the door in his beat-up grey sweatshirt and plaid pajama pants. He looked a little rough, well, as rough as someone with his looks could be. He scratched the back of his head, âSorry, didn't think anyone would be up this late.â Dark eyebags colored his smooth brown skin, making him look like he was two steps from passing out.
Your eyebrows furrowed in a slight amount of worry, ârough night?â He nodded, walking into the room, and making a beeline for the refrigerator.
âPretty much, figured it was better to be awake than sleeping if sleep wasn't doing me any good.â He yawned, grabbing one of those refrigerated protein bars from the fridge. You nodded a silent understanding. Nightmares were commonplace, nobody talked about them, but everyone had a shared understanding of what went on in and after you woke up. Sometimes it was hard to distinguish where the dream ended and reality began.
He looked back at you as he tore the wrapper off, âWhat about you? You look like shitâŚso I want to say you're in the same boat?â Gaz took a large bite of his bar.
You groaned, your head falling back down on the wood table. âGee, thanks. But not really, just sorting out some other business.â You said bitterly.
Gaz hummed in understanding, but when you looked back up he was pulling the opposite end chair out. He sat himself across from you, folding his arms as he ate. âOkay, what's up then?â He said plainly.
You blinked at him, âWhat? No, I'm not just going to tell you. It's private.â You said shaking your head and putting your hands up as if to block his question. Gaz looked at you unimpressed, raising a single eyebrow.
âUh-huh, does it have something to do with Price?â He said, staring at you with the intensity of a laser.
You almost choked on your spit, looking at him like he'd just killed your family cat in front of you. Your mouth agape, âAbsolutely not. Why would you think itâd be about Price?â You said quickly.
Gaz simply looked at you, raising both his eyebrows at you. A silent communication of âAre you serious?â was said by his stare. After another moment of the staring contest, you gave up, dropping your head back down with a groan. âI'm so fucked.â You said defeated.
He perked up, âSpill.â Was all he said.
You covered your mouth, almost as if to stop yourself from saying anything. This was so breaking every agreement you and Price had talked about. But frankly, you were going insane keeping it to yourself. And maybe Gaz was the best person to tell, as much as you loved Ghost and Soap, they were useless at keeping secrets.
You glanced back up to Gaz, his brown eyes intently staring at you. Your resolve started to crumble, âI think Iâm in love with him.â Whispered, the haunting words magnifying the gravity of the situation you found yourself in.
Gazâs eyes shot wider like heâd just been injected with 1,000g of caffeine. His mouth fell open, and the half-eaten bar in his hands dropped onto the table. You both sat there staring at each other with similar mortified expressions. He shut his mouth, âI-Well that wasn't really what I expected to hear.â He said agast.
You buried your face into your hands, groaning. âFuck I know- I don't even know where that came from. But we've been likeâŚmessing around with each other for a few months, and I thought it was just that.â You sighed, rubbing your face with your palms. âBut now everything is like complicated, I just let my feelings take the reins and got ahead of myself. Now I don't know what to do and nobody knows because obviously, I couldn't tell anyone. After all, either of us could get in trouble.â
Gaz sat silent as you rambled on, â-Iâm still not sure exactly what I'm feeling. I've never felt this way about anyone else, I've had boyfriends, but not a weird hookup situation. So, I'm not sure how one really goes about this.â You looked down at the table, taking a breath. âSo, does that answer your question?â You breathed.
He stared at you, dumbfounded. âSo that rumor you got so mad over was true?â He said lamely, to which you groaned and threw your hands up in the air.
âNo!â You whisper shouted, â-I mean no but yes. The rumor came first, that night I stormed off Price kissed me. And after that things just kinda⌠got carried away.â You said sheepishly, feeling a bit guilty.
Gaz let out a deep sigh, leaning back in his chair. âJesus [Name], I knew something was going on between you but I didn't think it went that deep.â He ran a hand over his chin, scratching his jaw. â-SoâŚyou and Price have been secretly fucking, but just recently you realized that this uh, arrangement, has gone to shit because you now have feelings for him. Am I following?â
You pursed your lips into a tight line, âPretty much.â
He nodded and hummed in concentration, âOkay, but what changed? What made you realize you had feelings? Because to the rest of the team, it still looks like youâre at each other's throats.â Gaz said, crossing his arms.
You thought about it for a moment, trying to pull maybe a specific event from your memory. âI guess it just kinda built upâŚI mean he just changed. Sure we still fight but itâs more like banter now. He kisses me, and he holds me, he's funny and sweetâŚit's almost like I get to see an entirely new version of him that I just didn't see before.â
Gaz blinked at you, seemingly surprised. âActually?â He said, stunned. To which you nodded aggressively.
âYes- he's totally done a 180. But in a good way, he's still the same asshole but he's loving and caring too. And I feel like I'm pulling my teeth out just staying in a situation where he makes me feel like I mean so much, but then I have to go and pretend I hate him.â (you still sometimes did.)
Gaz listened to you speak, holding his chin while he thought about your words. After you were done, all he could do was sigh, âWellâŚshit. Half of me wants to pat you on the back while the other half wants to slap you across the face for being stupid.â
You scrunched your nose, holding your hands up in surrender. âPlease don't, I have enough problems as it is. I don't need to add a black eye into the mix.â
Gaz breathed an amused laugh, though, it sounded more weary than you would've liked. Even if it was the worst idea in the world to tell him, you felt better now that it was off your chest. You looked down at the table, âSo, what do I do now?â
He opened his mouth to respond but all that came out was silence. He was just as lost as you were.
You looked at him hopelessly, âCome on man, give me something.â
Gaz looked down at the table, pursing his lips in a tight line. Obviously, he had an idea, but he just wasn't saying anything. âWhat if you tried to make it work with him?â He proposed.
Your eyes widened a fraction, your mouth hanging open in what only could be described as âgobsmacked.â âYou're kidding right?â You asked, your tone nearly laughable.
He shook his head, crumbling up the wrapper of his protein bar and tossing it into a nearby trashcan. His shoulders rose with a sigh, âNo I'm not. I mean⌠why not just try? It sounds to me like you've got a fighting chance to make things work.â He said encouragingly.
You pinched the bridge of your nose, your eyes squeezing shut. âTwo minutes ago you said you wanted to slap me, and now you're telling me that I should go for it?â You said incredulous.
Gaz held his hands up in surrender, âYes, but that was before I knew everything. I just thought you were fucking the Captain at first, which is still completely idiotic. But it sounds to me like both of you are emotionally invested in each other.â He said putting his hands back down, â-And you're only here for a couple more months right? Just keep it on the down-low then you can do whatever you want. I'm like ninety percent sure that Price likes you too.â
You groaned, your head falling on the table with a clunk. âOnly ninety percent?â Peeking up to look at him, his face morphing into one of scrunched wash cloth.
âMaybe like eighty-five. But those are still good odds in my book.â He said guiltily, rubbing the back of his neck.
âYou're not helping.â You sighed, resuming your dramatic pity party. Gaz rolled his eyes at your antics, placing a comforting hand on your head and giving it an encouraging pat. âHey, I'm not saying you have to do some big confession. All I'm doing is suggesting that communicating with him may bring some good. Like Soap said that one time, Price acts differently around you, I think you've got some good chances.â
You finally looked up at him again, his face a pitying smile. âThink about it.â He said finally, leaving you with more on your mind than you originally started with.
âOkay, I'll think about it.â
ËË°â˘*ââˇ
Four months to go and nothing had happened. Well, not necessarily, the team had continued to train, your sneaking around with Price was still going, and the world kept spinning. Turns out that realizing one's feelings for another doesn't cause the sun to explode. Fascinating stuff.
However, there was still no confession of feelings of any kind. The two of you danced around your ârelationshipâ like it was a ticking time bomb just waiting to explode. Maybe it was for the greater good, some things were just better off unsaid.
In the meantime, your focus had shifted in light of new events that were fast approaching. You still cringed thinking of your first real mission back in Urzik, and while nothing horrible happened, it still left you with a sour taste on your tongue. There were small things 141 had been doing but now a new mission was right around the corner. There was still little to no word about rouge commander Shepard nor an explanation of the abandoned facility you had raided months back.
You still didn't even know if the two were connected, probably not. But it was still possible, maybe best not to think too hard about it. After all, you weren't the brains behind the operations, you were just the pon they sent to die in their place.
The air around 141 had become tense again, much like before Urzik. Everyone was on edge, especially Price. You were happy to take the edge off most of the time, but there were some things that sex just couldn't fix. And this fell into that category.
You were sitting on an office chair in one of the conference rooms around base. The rest of the team stood close to the large wooden table or sat in the other scattered chairs. The tension in the room was thick, nobody said a word. All focus was on Price, who stood a few feet apart from the group, flipping through a manilla folder. His eyebrows furrowed in tension and his lips pulled into a subtle frown.
He set the folder down, âWeâre going back to Urzik.â
You could almost feel the shift in the mood from bad to worse. But before you could voice your complaints Soap beat you to it. âWeâre going back to that shite hole? After what happened last time I would have assumed someone figured out that we should stay out of the terrorists and the Russians assholes.â
Price sighed, punching the bridge of his nose. âWe don't know if they were terrorists back at the compound. And Urzik hasn't been under Russian occupation since 2019.â He said, earning a half laugh from both Soap and Ghost.
âCome on Cap, you don't even believe that crap they're pushing.â Soap chuckled, his arms crossed over his chest. Leaning against the wall behind you.
While it was true that Urzikstan had been liberated from Russian rule, some of the men under General Markovâs command had disappeared after his death. Leaving some loose ends for the CIA and SAS to clean up. There had been some word of Markovâs men teaming up with local militant groups who despised Urzikâs central government. But it wasn't confirmed, nor viable.
Price shook his head, âIt doesn't matter if I believe it or not. The point is that we have a job to do and weâre not going to let past affairs get the better of our judgment.â He ran his hand over the scruff of his beard, â-Laswell wouldn't be sending us in again if she didn't have a good reason to. They have reasonable intel that just outside of Riyzabbi there's an abandoned bazaar where all of the goods from the compound were relocated.â
Ghost chimed in, âSo they're sending us on the same wild goose chase they did before? Who's to say they don't pull the same shite as last time?â
You nodded along with his words, he had a point. Price grunted, waving him off. âLike I said before, they have better intel. I'm asking you to trust me, if I see anything I don't like weâre out. Whatever is in there, we have the means to put it to an end.â
Everyone fell silent, taking in the information. It was a while before anyone spoke again, Soap sighed. âIf I have to eat that awful food back at checkpoint base Iâm quitting on the spot.â
For a second the mood shifted, and you laughed, but the reality of the situation was hovering over you like a looming storm cloud.
For a brief moment, you locked eyes with Price, and his stare told you everything you needed to know. He was just as frustrated, if not more so. His gaze shifted again, staring down at the table with an intensity you couldn't fathom. âEveryoneâs dismissed. We leave at 0500 in 72 hours.â
ËË°â˘*ââˇ
As Price said, 72 hours later, you were back in the air, flying to Urzikstan. An ache gnawed at the back of your head, making the already dreary ride more depressing. You were too uncomfortable to sleep and too tired to stay awake. Creating an odd out-of-body experience that you had the âpleasureâ of basking in for the whole 5-hour flight.
After you had landed at the checkpoint base you took a moment to reacquaint yourself with the landscape. Not much had changed aside from a few new tents and other minor additions to the camp. You felt a sense of Deja Vu looking at the old dining hall tent and medical area. Memories from your and Priceâs first kiss flooded your mind, under different circumstances, it might have been somewhat pleasant recounting the moment. But now, it only made you feel profoundly sad. It was nostalgic-back when everything was simpler between the two of you.
Whatever was bubbling up inside you, you shoved it down as far as it could go. Hating someone was a lot more straightforward than loving them.
You made your way to the âbarracks,â setting what little things you had onto the small cot. Everyone else was just as miserable as you were, obviously, this wasn't their first choice for sleeping quarters. A part of you wished it wasn't daytime, it would be easier to sleep away the anxiety and headache.
You had until dark to do as you pleased, when nightfall came, you were going to be loaded up into the trucks again. From there, you'd go to Riyzabbi, and once it was clear to do so, to the bazaar.
Just like the last time you were here, you felt a deep sense of dread. One that you couldn't pinpoint, nor could you explain away with âjust nervesâ. There was too much that you didn't know, and too little payoff. The only advantage 141 had was the element of surprise, and even that wasn't confirmed. A small part of you felt anger towards Laswell, she probably knew that there was something off about this mission, and yet she was sending you and the team directly into the pit of lions.
To quell the sense of impending doom, you started to wander around the checkpoint base. Not sure where you were going or what your end goal was, you continued walking. That was until you heard someone's voice bleeding out from one of the tent walls. Their tone was accusatory, malicious even, it was laced with so much venom you could feel your skin recoil. It didn't sound familiar, but the voice who came after it did.
âYou know just as well as I do it's a suicide mission. Iâm not sending my team out there to die. All for some fucking game of territory monopoly and protecting Shepard.â
Price.
The other voice spoke up again, seemingly more agitated than the first time if that was possible. âShepard is gone, and he sure as hell isn't going to be here in Urzik. And It's not a suicide mission. The CIA hired your team to do a job, not back out when things get real. Your opinion on how the government deals with involvement concerning foreign enemy affairs has no merit, Captain. If it were up to me, your team wouldn't even be here, but Kate Laswell keeps you on a tight leash doesn't she?â
You heard a loud bang, akin to a hard fist being slammed onto flat wood. âWatch your mouth. You and your muppets can both go crawl back under the CIAâs boot. As for Laswell, you know just as well as I do she would be more than happy to bring you and rouge commander Shepard's previous associations to the attention of your government.â
There was silence for a beat. Suddenly you could feel your heart beating, pounding in your chest. Your fingers felt numb, and even time seemed to slow. You could say with 100% certainty that you were not supposed to be listening, you weren't even sure if you wanted to keep listening. You heard footsteps coming from the inside, in your peripheral vision, you caught the slight rustle of the tent door. Without thought you jumped out of sight, pressing yourself to the side of the tent just as a man stormed out.
You watched the back of his head as he muttered something, you held your breath. After a good minute, you exhaled, silently creeping out from where you stood. Something in you was telling you to leave, to pretend you had never heard what you did. But there was a magnetic pull that drew you back into Price.
Carefully, you peeked your head through the tent door. A few feet away was Price, his back was turned with his hand over his face, the other on his hip. Before you could speak he turned around to see you, his eyes growing twice the size. Time seemed to freeze for a second time, you watched his eyes go from surprise to anger, and then to exhaustion. By the look on your face, he most likely already knew what you were hiding.
âHow much did you hear?â He sighed, rubbing his hand over his cheek.
You walked into the tent, standing awkwardly in front of the door. âJust the last part.â You confessed, swallowing what little bravery you had left.
Price didn't respond, his hand moving over his eyes to rub and smooth over his temples. His cheeks pulled in as he bit the inside of his mouth. âRight⌠well, I'm sorry you had to hear that.â He breathed, his voice more weary. A stark contrast to the raw anger you heard from him a few moments prior.
You shook your head, âDon't be sorry. At first, I was mad at you and Laswell for going through with this. But⌠I guess after that, I know you didn't want to either.â You tried your best to form a semblance of hope, giving him a drained smile. âLike you said, this mission is fucking suicide. But if anyone can lead the team and somehow come out alive, it's you.â
There was a flash of something in Priceâs eyes, it was the same thing that you saw back on your walk with him months prior. You glanced down at his hands, watching the way they flexed. Like he was aching to hold, to touch something. His throat bobbed as he swallowed, âIâm sorry.â He breathed, â-Iâm sorry that I'm putting you and the guys in this situation.â
Priceâs hand came back up, dragging it across the side of his face. His eyes shut tight, eyebrows knit together. âIt's justâŚthe longer I stay here, doing this, the more it's clear to me none of it was for a greater good. And I don't want that for you.â He sighed, â-IâŚI want you to know there is a way out [Name]. You don't have to continue to do this.â
This made you draw back, Price had never sounded like this before. He sounded like he was already admitting defeat, and like he was giving you a chance to escape what you chose to do. Your eyebrows furrowed, marching straight up to him with your lips twisted in a frown. You reached up to pull his hand away from his face, your other hand reaching up to cup his cheek with your hand. Your palm pressed against his jaw, feeling the rough bristle of his beard under the pads of your fingers. Forcing him to look at you.
âDonât do that.â You said sternly, making his eyes snap back. Looking at you with a mixture of surprise and confusion. â-Donât act like everything is already set in stone, we don't know what's going to happen. It could go bad but it could also be fine. And you're also acting like I didn't choose to be here, I'm willing to do this job Price. Just because I don't like what shady shit someone is doing behind the scenes doesn't mean I'm going to back out.â
Price stared at you, and you stared back. Willing him to understand that you had hope for him, you had hope for the team. Maybe it was stupid to try and be strong, but if you didn't try, you'd be giving up too.
You couldn't leave, not now. Not when you had a reason to stay. As much as you hated the idea of someone sending you into a death trap, the only thing you hated even more would be leaving Price to go into said death trap. You couldn't pry yourself away from him even if you tried. Your hand squeezed his, I love you, the gesture said.
Price squeezed your hand back, â[Name], I-â I love you, his eyes said. You shook your head, staring back at him with the same intensity.
âI know.â You breathed back. You couldn't stand it, you wanted to hear the words from his mouth. You wanted it with everything in you, but this was probably the worst time you could think of to confess. So, you settled for a mutual understanding. A silent promise, that when you came back maybe things could be different.
There was another beat before he leaned in, and like an idiot, you let it happen. Your hand tightened slightly against his cheek, eyes fluttering shut as he kissed you. His lips were warm, and you sighed into his mouth as you got a taste of him. His mouth that tasted like smoke and whiskey, and you yearned for more. His body was charged with an electricity that sent shivers down your spine. Every brush, touch, and groan had you on edge.
Before you knew it, he was pushing you up against the table that sat in the middle of the room. Your hand slid down from his face to fist into his shirt as you were slowly backed against the wood. You should've pushed him off, it was too risky to be doing this now. It was mid-day for fucks sake, not only that but anyone could walk into the tent.
Yet something about the tension, exposed and raw like an open cable wire, held you back from protesting. Hell, if this was the last time you were going to see him outside of the field, mind as well go out with a bang (literally).
Price must've come to the same conclusion by the way he sat you down on the table, standing in between your parted thighs. His breath was heavy and his lips slick, taking you in with his eyes. âFuckinâ Christ love, you're a vision. I don't say it enough, but you're gorgeous.â He murmured, breathless.
You felt your cheeks go hot, the warmth seeping up into your ears. Taking compliments was never your strong suit. Price pressed a chaste kiss on your forehead, his hands moving from your waist to the belt and zipper of your pants. His lips brushed against the shell of your ear, âBaby lay back for me.â
Well with that voice, you couldn't bear to not comply. You hesitantly lowered your back onto the flat wood of the table. Propping yourself on your elbows, watching as Price slowly pulled your pants down to reveal your undergarments. His eyes flickered to you then back to your covered pussy, an insatiable hunger in those pools of navy blue. He lowered to his knees, hooking your thighs under his biceps. Price pressed a few soft nips and kisses to the burning skin of your inner thighs, earning a few soft gasps on your part.
Your nails scraped against the wood, biting down on your lip to keep your voice down. With one hand, Price hooked his finger against the fabric of your panties, parting it to the side to show your soaked cunt. A small groan left him at the sight of you, he glanced back at you. âYouâre gonna be quiet now right?â
Without a thought behind it, you nodded. Desperate to have his mouth on you, he leaned in, flattening his tongue to lick a long stripe up your folds. Your head fell back, eyes fluttering for a moment. When he started to swirl his tongue over your clit, you almost broke. âPrice-â You gasped out, your voice a whisper.
He hummed against your cunt, suctioning his mouth against your clit. âNo Price here, weâre far past that love. Use my name baby, use my name and I'll listen.â He murmured, the vibrations of his voice making your mind dizzy. One of your hands threaded into his short hair, guiding his face against your pussy.
âFuck- John, feels good. Feels so good.â You whispered, your voice almost a mewl. His dull nails dug into the meat of your thigh, groaning softly as he lapped at your weeping cunt. Your eyes squeezed shut, all of your concentration honing in on trying not to moan out loud.
His tongue switched between fast flicks of your clit and drawn-out open-mouthed kisses to your mound. When you got more desperate you guided him to where you wanted, and John was happy to oblige.
Your back was now flat on the table, thighs locked around Priceâs head like a boa constrictor. Your voice was now silent moans and labored breaths, and with every passing moment, it was harder to stay quiet. Your nails tugged at his hair, gripping onto him like a lifeline. John suddenly pushed his tongue into your hole without warning, pushing the tip of the muscle in and out with vigor. You nearly screamed, slapping a hand over your mouth to bite on your knuckle.
Price was devouring you like a man starving.
Your back arched off the wood of the table, methodically moving your hips in tandem with his tongues movements. The slurry of noises coming from Johnâs mouth and your cunt was obscene. Wet smacks of his lips mixed with small groans and deep gasps.
It felt like you were floating, your senses muddied beneath the feeling of his mouth. Your body was burning, a coil in your stomach just begging to snap. You bucked your hips into his face, begging him to quell the fires raging in your body. Price seemed to catch on, he held one of your thighs tight while the other slid between your legs. His mouth hovering over your pussy, he slipped a digit into your aching cunt.
You silently cried out, your core tightly gripping his finger as he curled it inside you. Then, he slowly worked in a second, mimicking the âcome hereâ motion with his fingers buried deep in your pussy. âAttaâ girl, little longer for me.â John breathed against you, his breath fanning against your cunt.
Suddenly he was on you again, swirling his tongue over your swollen bud while curling his digits in you. You could have died happy then and there, everything felt so good you couldn't think. Your nails dug into the table, marking it with long stripes.
Between his fingers and his tongue, you were a goner. Your vision went white, trying your hardest not to scream out to the heavens. âJohn- shit I canât I'm gonna cum.â You whined through heavy pants, tears pooling in the corner of your iris from the stimulation.
âCome on then, cum for me. Let go love, cum on my mouth.â He murmured against your sopping pussy, flicking his tongue over your clit and speeding the movement of his fingers.
That was all it took before you came, hard. Your back arched and your head fell back, biting down on your hand so hard that it hurt. Your thighs shook as the wave of your orgasm crashed over you, white-hot and mind-blowing. And John fucked you through it, never letting up on his page until you fell limp like a bag of flour. After those precious few moments, he gently slid his fingers from your cunt. Pressing a soft kiss to your thigh before setting it down slowly.
You were gone. Your brain turned to mush, a daze of post-orgasm exhaustion and giddiness. Slowly you blinked your eyes back open, letting John slowly guide you back to a sitting position. He held the small of your back while his other hand held your face.
âYou alright?â John murmured, his mouth shiny with your slick. You couldn't help but laugh, your forehead hitting his lightly.
âYeah, yeah, I'm alright.â You breathed. The after-glow hit you hard, but there was still the looming anxiety of the mission. You knew the moment wouldn't last forever, you just hoped you could bask in it a little longer.
John sensed the shift, knowing it was his turn to be brave, rubbing his thumb over your cheek. His eyes soft, âHey, like you said, weâre gonna be okay. Nothing is set in stone yet.â He whispered, making you nod.
âRight. Weâre going to come out of this.â You said, more for yourself. He nodded, the both of you knew deep down it was wishful thinking. But maybe having something to hope for, something to come back to, would push you to fight even harder to keep it.
And in the end, you were willing to do anything to keep this.
ËË°â˘*ââˇ
Everything around you was dark, with an air pungent with dust and grime. The walls only grew bigger and shadowed as you passed, ducking behind doors and boxes to remain out of sight. Just like last time everyone was paired in either a group of two or three, you were with Ghost. You had to give him credit where credit was due, as large and burly as he was, he was silent as he moved.
The bazaar was large, with huge openings in the ceilings covered by hanging fabric. Open doors that connected rooms and massive lamps draped from the walls. It might've even been nice had it not been for its years of inactivity, and under the cover of night, it was simply eerie. Wires covered the walls and ceiling, some even hanging down low enough to snag someone if you weren't careful.
You weren't quite sure what exactly you were looking for, after all, you didn't know what this aforementioned âbio-chemical labâ looked like. And if it was easily portable, it wouldn't exactly look like your standard chemistry lab.
â[Name].â
Ghost spoke into your headpiece, standing several feet away. You snapped out of your train of thought, looking back at him.
âLetâs get a move on, the others are on the top floor. I'm guessing itâs near the bottom, or even underground, be on high alert. There's bound to be people this time around.â He said, earning a nod from your end.
With that, you made your way further into the bazaar. Gun at the ready, you weaved through rooms and piles of storage and other junk. When you got to a large room on the north side of the building, tucked away between rubble and containers your body tensed. There wasn't anything unordinary about it, it looked exactly like every other room, but something felt off. A few steps into the space and you had your explanation for the uneasiness you felt.
With an odd thunkâ of your boot on the ground, you looked back at Ghost. He looked back at you, the same expression on his face, it was hollow.
You came off it, brushing your foot over the area again to remove the grime and dust. It was a different color and texture than the ground. âWell Iâll be damned, you were right.â You breathed, â-Think this opens up from the outside?â Ghost kneeled on the ground next to whatever you found. Pushing his hand over it and sending small clouds of dust into the air.
âDoesn't matter if it does.â He said, fishing out a knife from his bullet vest. Finding a dibet with his finger in the ground he wedged the blade in between the surface, pulling up until the ground lifted.
With a grunt, he wrapped his fingers around the edge of the trap door. Pulling until the structure revealed a human-sized rectangular hole in the ground. A latter peeking out from inside the ground pressed into the side of the dirt. You stared down at it, knowing this was it. Clicking your headpiece, you spoke, âCap, we got something. Northside, ground floor, itâs a trap door in the last room.â
After a moment you got a response, âCopy. See what you can find, weâre coming. If you see anything don't think, just shoot. I want you and Ghost alive.â Priceâs voice rang loud and clear in your ear.
With a nod, you looked back down at the hole, even with night vision, it was hard to make out the bottom. Ghost was the first to go down, with you following suit the minute he gave the all-clear to come down. Inside was dark and smelled like mildew, a tunnel leading further into the unknown. The same wires that hung down from up on the surface were strung about the dirt walls. It wasn't spacious in the tunnel, but it didn't make you feel claustrophobic.
Ghost raised his gun, nodding to you to follow as you made your way deeper. It wasn't long until you reached a door, it wasn't impenetrable by any means, but it was going to be a pain to get through. But the thing that caught your attention most was the faint light that peeked from the cracks of the hinges. Ghost looked at you, âGet back, and Iâll break the door, you follow in straight after and shoot at anything you see.â
As said, with a firm kick, Ghost kicked the door down. The metal swung open with a crackle, and with your gun at the ready, you quickly followed him inside. The first thing you heard was voices, panicked and deep. Your eyes met a man in the corner of the room, quickly scrambling up to his feet and reaching the rifle that lay in front of him. Just like you were told, you didn't think, you acted on instinct.
Your gun went off, and his body was forced back by the blow. Blood spattered the wall behind him, his head rolling limp on his shoulders. You heard another shot fired, looking over to Ghost who was in firing position, and then to the direction of his rifle. Another body, this one standing, keeled over onto the floor, pooling red onto the ground. A deafening silence followed after, you waited for more voices but they never came.
âJust two?â You said, looking between the two. â-and they don't look local.â You muttered, focusing on the pale skin and European features. You looked back to Ghost who was standing a few feet away. â-Think they might be Russian like Soap said?â
Ghost shrugged, âIt's possible.â He gruffed, looking around the room. It was emptier than you expected, with a table, lamps, flasks, and a few weapons. Another voice rang out from somewhere in the cavern before you could look any further. Coming from another hallway that you had missed when you first saw the room.
You quickly ran against the wall near the hallway entrance, pressing yourself into the hard surface so you wouldn't be seen. Ghost followed suit, and not a second later another man ran out, rifle in hand. And just like before you fired, watching the body hit the ground like a sac of potatoes.
This one looked like he could be from Urzik. You looked back at Ghost, who pushed off the wall, ducking into the hallway. It wasn't long before you entered a much bigger cavern, full of boxes and equipment. Open containers of guns with ammunition, tables covered with cylinder-shaped lab equipment. You could hardly classify this as a lab, more like a glorified basement with makeshift tools. Large computers also lined what little space they could occupy. Florescent overhead lights cast the room in a putrid dimish glow.
Before you had time to react a bullet brushed past your arm. Sending a burning shock through your system. You ducked, trying to avoid what you couldn't see.
âThey're shooting!â You yelled out to Ghost, finding refuge in a large container that you hid behind.
You looked around, desperate to see where the firing was coming from. Your eyes caught three at first glance, one person across the room, hiding behind another container. Another fired from a doorway, and the last one hid behind a table. All three aiming for either your box of Ghost. Your hands held your gun with an iron grip, turning your knuckles white.
You peeked out from behind the container, aiming for the second guy in the doorway. Your first shot missed, but your second shot straight through his forehead. Ghost, from wherever he was, took out the third guy from behind the table. Leaving the one behind the other container, peaking back out you felt another bullet fly past you. You scrambled back, your heartbeat hammering in your chest.
You called out to Ghost, âI can't get him! You're gonna have to take the last one!â After another shot to your hiding place, chipping the wood of the contained, Ghost called back.
âCopy! I've got him!â He yelled, a final shot echoing through the cavern before everything fell into an eerie silence. You tentatively rounded the corner of the container, looking back at the first guy's hiding spot. When all you saw was his body flat on the ground, you breathed a sigh of relief.
You heard Ghost call to you again, â[Name], you hurt?â You stood up, looking over in the direction of his voice. He was behind one of the walls of the hallway, pressed against the dirt wall.
âNo, I'm all good. You?â You said back, scanning him for any sign of injury. He shook his head, letting his gun fall to his side.
âI'm clear.â He said, walking out from the hallway. You looked back at the three bodies adorning the floor, which made six in total so far. These three also looked like they were locals, you walked over to one. Moving your foot to hover over their hand, you kicked the gun away, staring at the blackened tattoo on his palm. Before, Soap had mentioned that rebel groups in Urzik shared a tattoo on their palms. Much like a gang tattoo, it united them under a common collective.
You looked back at Ghost, âWhat do Urzik terrorists have to do with us? If this really is a problem with uprisings against their government, why would the SAS and the CIA get involved?â
Your mind flashed to the conversation between Price and the commander back at the checkpoint base. He had said that if it had been up to him, 141 would never have been involved. Laswell had been the one to push for the team's involvement, even with its potholes. Then came Shepard, whose disappearance had led to your involvement with the team in the beginning. The only link to this you had to Shepard was his name being mentioned back at base.
Jesus, your head hurt just trying to think about it.
Ghost walked over to you, âMy advice wouldn't be to think too hard about it [Name]. Weâre doing a job, thinking about shite like this leads into a bigger rabbit hole than you think.â
You nodded, a frown settling onto your lips. Nothing about this sat right with you, but that was the cost you paid for being here in the first place.
âThe important thing is, we located the lab. Now we just make sure there's nobody else so someone else can pick up the mess over here.â He said, making you nod along with him. Price and the other guys would probably be down any minute, that would make clearing everything out a hell of a lot easier.
You looked back at the man on the ground, staring into the fleshy eyes that held no light. You were reminded of the compound, staring into the eyes of the man who had shot Priceâs foot. You didn't feel sorry, more hollow.
Ghost turned his back, looking over to the entranceway hall. And the split second for him to turn around was all it took for something to go wrong all over again. With no warning, you felt something burn your side, sharp and hot like lava. A hand yanked you back, snaked around your neck, and held you back to something firm. You could barely choke out a gasp, the thorn in your side sending shocks of pain through your body you didn't even know was possible.
Something cold pressed against your temple, you could barely process what was happening before you heard a click. Ghost whipped around at the noise, immediately holding up his rifle to whatever was behind you.
For a brief moment, time stopped. You were all too familiar with what was happening, you were being held at gunpoint. Nobody moved, Ghost's voice suddenly echoing through the silent room. âShepard. Let her go.â He said.
You blinked, Shepard? Fuck, you didn't see that coming. You thought maybe he had a small part in the involvement, but you didn't expect him to actually be here. You tried to look at him, but his arm around your throat only tightened, making you squirm. The thing in your side, most likely a knife, only seemed to hurt more the longer it was left sticking out of you.
âDrop your gun, and I will.â His voice was cold, it sounded like sandpaper. His breath made your nostrils recoil in disgust.
Ghost shook his head, his eyes darting between yours and the man holding you. âYou and I both know that's not happening.â The barrel of the gun pressed into your skin harder, making you wince. Your hands clawing at his arm to pry him off your neck.
âIf you don't drop that gun, I will kill this one. And that's a promise.â He said, your body felt numb, and the lack of oxygen only seemed to make you all the weaker. You heard voices from beyond the hallway, your mind screaming for John. You needed him, you needed him to come and fix the mess you had gotten yourself into. Being a hostage was by far your least favorite activity.
Ghost swallowed, still pointing his gun at Shepard. âShepherd, it's in your best interest that you let her go. You're not getting out of this, you know that. You shoot her and itâs just another kill added to your list of crimes, letâs not lengthen that sentence.â
Shepard snarled, âI'll be damned if I'm sent to prison, we can do this all-day lieutenant. You pull that trigger, and I fire. If you put the gun down, maybe we can negotiate something.â
You tried gasping for air, your airways closing up. Nails clawing at his shirt, like a caged animal trying to get out of its enclosure. From your squinted eyes you could make out the form of Price, Gaz, and Soap entering the room, guns at the ready. The pain in your side fired back up again as the blade twisted, making you yelp.
âShepherd put the fucking gun down!â You absentmindedly recognized John's voice, your vision growing fuzzier by the second.
You tried your best to fight, thinking of anything you could to stay conscious. You thought of your friends, family, and John. Between the knife in your side, the gun against your head, and his arms around your throat it was a miracle you could even think. You blinked again, gasping for more air. You saw Ghost and Price, Soap a few feet away, Gaz must've been somewhere in the room as well.
âGet back or she's dead!â Shepard barked, his voice ringing in your ear. You saw blotches of black in your vision, your body slowly losing its feeling.
As you blacked out, you heard a gunshot fire.
ËË°â˘*ââˇ
A white light flooded your vision, making your face scrunch up in discomfort. It was harsh and almost painful, you tried shutting your eyes as tight as they could go, but it was burned into your retinas.
Your limbs felt sluggish, you couldn't lift your arms. It seemed like you could only move your face, after another minute of trying to shut out the light, you gave up. Blinking your eyes open, you saw said white light hanging down from an even whiter ceiling.
âHoly shit, you're awake.â A female voice said, making you halt. You knew that voice, your eyes darted to the sound. Turing your head from its apparent, laying position to follow your gaze. Your eyes met an older woman, she had bangs and blondish hair.
âLaswell?â You croaked, your voice was shot. It sounded like a frog, making you internally cringe.
Kate Laswell stood at the foot of your bed, her hands grabbed at your arm. âDonât talk [Name], the nurse said you shouldn't be using your voice for the next couple of days.â She scolded. You grunted, your throat felt as dry as the Sahara.
The pain slowly started to come back, a deep-seated ache that made you wince. âWhat happened?â You breathed. Your mind was fuzzy, the last thing you remembered was being in the bazaar and being held at gunpoint by Shepherd.
Laswell pursed her lips in a line, obviously not too thrilled about the events that transpired. âWell, John told me after you passed out they managed to disarm Shepard. But by that point, you were already gone, so they got you out. After that, you were transported to the checkpoint base and now you're in the hospital.â
You were following up until the hospital part, last time you checked, the checkpoint base didn't have a full-fledged hospital. âHospital where?â You croaked, looking at Laswell for an answer.
âD.C,â She said plainly, almost like it was obvious. âIt was the easiest place I would be able to keep an eye on you until you woke up.â
You barely had the energy to be surprised, âOh.â Was what you settled on. âWhere is the rest of the team?â You asked.
She sighed, âJohn is here. Garrick and Ghost are still in Urzik for another day, they have other matters they need to sort out first. Soap also came here with you, though he's not in the hospital.â
You nodded along, a small part of you relaxed when you heard John's name. He was here, which meant he was most likely safe. Your eyes closed, âoh, good then.â You sighed, your voice a whisper. Any louder and it would sound like your vocal cords were being torn to ribbons.
Laswell looked down at you, a sadness in her eyes. Almost guilt, â[Name].â She said, grabbing your attention again, â-Iâm pulling you off the team early.â
You froze, your eyes doubling in size. Maybe you misheard her, 141 was your family, she couldn't just pull you off. You still had a few more months with them! âWhat? Why?â You asked throatily.
She looked at you incredulously, âBecause you almost died. Honestly, it was my fault in the beginning, I shouldn't have put you in the situation.â Your eyes narrowed, you tried to sit up but she placed a firm hand on your chest to keep you from doing so.
âLaswell, Iâm fine. I don't need to be taken off 141, everyone in the world has probably had a near-death experience.â You protested, â-I want to keep being on the team, I know at first I was only doing this as a favor but I'm not anymore.â
Laswell looked at you, a bit stunned. Her eyes stared into yours, deciphering if you were really telling the truth. âAre you sure? I was only going to do it because I believed that is whatâs in your best interest. But are you positive this is what you want? Even after what happened?â
You stared back at her, determined as ever. âI'm positive.â
There was a beat of silence before Laswell sighed, rubbing her face. âOkay,â she breathed. âBut you're still not allowed to participate in anything until you're fully healed.â Your demeanor relaxed again, almost sinking into the mattress. It was a win, a small one, but a win nonetheless.
You looked back at her, âYou said Price was here right?â You asked, trying your best to hide the eagerness in your tone.
She nodded, âYes, he's outside. He's been coming with me to check on you.â
You could've run out of bed at that exact moment, from the first minute you'd woken up he was occupying half of your thoughts. âCould I talk to himâŚ?â You asked, trying to disguise your desperation.
Laswell gave you a pointed look, obviously, she knew more than what she was letting on. âYou have ten minutes, then I'm pulling him out so you can get more rest.â
You thanked her profusely, waiting in anticipation for John to walk through the door. You shimmied up into a sitting position, trying not to irritate the stitches in your side. After a minute, your captain walked through the door. His hair was a bit tousled, and his beard had been trimmed, but there were large bags under his blue eyes. Clad in an army-green cotton shirt with jeans. He was a sight for sore eyes that was for sure.
After a minute of staring he bolted across the room, enveloping you in a tight embrace. His hand holding the back of your head to his chest and his other arm wrapped around your back. You weakly tried to hug him back, inhaling his scent.
âYou have no idea how worried I was.â He breathed, pulling away to get a good look at your face. His hands cupped your jaw like a precious jewel. You smiled, laughing to the best of your ability.
âWell, I'm alive. That's saying something.â You breathed, taking him in. Youâd barely spent any time away from him, yet you missed him, you needed his presence like you needed air. âNobody can kill me that easy, not even Shepard.â
He looked at you, unimpressed by your attitude, âI wouldn't boast your level of confidence for someone in a hospital bed.â He deadpanned. You simply waved him off, but a question popped into your mind before you could say anything.
âHey, what was Shepherd doing there anyway? I know you mentioned him earlier but I still don't understand why he was involved.â You asked, making him sigh.
John rubbed his neck, leaning back a little from his position. âIf I'm being honest? I don't know either, I had a feeling he would be there but I wasn't positive. My best guess would be that he probably got involved with Markov's goons after he went rogue. After they must've teamed with underground gangs to keep tabs on what the CIA was up to.â He looked back at you, âA few people from the inside still had communication with him, that was most likely how we got the tip-off that he was in Urzik.â
You hummed, mostly glad you could put Urzik behind you. It was over and that was all that mattered, âSo what happens now?â You asked.
Price raised an eyebrow, âWhat do you mean?â
âWhat happens now that you caught him?â You clarified. Staring at him curious.
John shrugged, his thumb brushing against your cheek. âWell Shepherd is dead, he died during the altercation back in Riyzabbi. As for the team, we go back to normal. A few people who had relations with Shepherd are being tried in international court for unauthorized communication with enemies. But that's it, as far as I know.â
You hummed, letting your eyes flutter shut. Basking in the feel of his thumb against your skin, âMm, and usâŚ?â You asked, feeling a bit brave.
You felt him halt, âWell, you obviously know we can't exactly be public about this.â You opened your eyes back up to him, â-But, I don't think I can really deny what I feel for you.â
Your lips curled into a warm smile, one that seemed to say âI love you.â John traced the pad of his thumb over your bottom lip, âI love youâ the gesture said.
âI love you.â You said, unable to hold yourself back from uttering the words any longer.
John smiled, âI love you too.â
Pulling you in for a chaste kiss, you smiled against his lips. Your nose brushed his, his eyelashes tickling your skin.
You were going to be just fine.
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Hi! I LOVE your work so much, and I can't help myself to request something lol.
I'd like some HCs of Arcane women (your choice) having an otherworldly attractive fem!partner. Like, everyone will snap their heads just to see her walk by.
Flowers, love letters and confessions are always in her way, almost every single day. Oh, I'd LOVE to know how they'll deal with that.
Thanks for reading this lol âĽď¸
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Iâm so glad you love my work! And Iâm excited to write these headcanons for you!!
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Jinx
Jinxâs eyes narrow every time someone gawks at you, and she immediately feels a surge of jealousy, her mischievous side taking over. Sheâs already hyper and protective, so seeing others fawn over you has her buzzing with a mixture of irritation and possessiveness.
âLook at them,â she mutters under her breath as a group of admirers watches you pass. âThey think they stand a chance?â
When flowers, love letters, and confessions show up at your doorstep, she snatches them away, grinning with glee as she reads the messages aloud, dramatically mocking them. âAww, how sweet! But sheâs taken, losers!â
She loves your beauty, of course, but she wants it all to herself. The more attention you get, the more playful and clingy she becomes. âIâll make sure everyone knows youâre mine,â sheâll say, with a wild grin, leaving a trail of chaos in her wake.
Vi
Vi is very used to getting attention herself, but when people start throwing flowers or love letters at you, her protective side flares up. She gives off an air of confidence and canât help but puff up her chest a little when you walk by, eyes straight ahead. Sheâs proud of how stunning you are, but she doesnât like anyone getting too close.
When she catches someone slipping a love letter into your hand, her voice drops an octave. âYouâve got eyes on you, huh?â sheâll smirk, crossing her arms. âNice try, but sheâs mine, you know?â
Viâs not insecure, but she will keep a close eye on anyone who tries to get too friendly. She might walk hand-in-hand with you more often, or drop a kiss on your cheek in front of anyone gawking. When people stare too much, she might even pull you into a tight hug, making sure the world knows youâre hers.
Sevika
Sevika is not the jealous type, but seeing people shower you with attention definitely gets under her skin. She doesnât say much at first, but her sharp gaze will quickly scan the crowd when someone dares to get too close.
She watches the flowers pile up at your feet with an eyebrow raised, and her voice will be laced with sarcasm. âIâm sure those people are real special. And you need flowers, huh? Got a whole garden in that pile.â
Sevika will keep her distance at first, but she canât help but pull you close, her arm around your waist, possessive without being overt about it. âYouâre my priority, but you can keep the attention. Just remember who gets to take you home.â
Caitlyn
Caitlyn has a bit of a more graceful, diplomatic way of handling the constant attention you get. Sheâs more the type to smile knowingly and subtly hold your hand as the crowd stares. She hates the idea of someone thinking they could steal you away, but she trusts you implicitly and prefers to just ignore the admirers.
âIsnât it charming?â sheâll joke with a laugh as a letter slips into your pocket. âYou always attract the strangest people.â
But when someone dares to flirt with you or send you too many gifts, Caitlyn will take matters into her own hands, letting her authoritative side show. âMaybe Iâll write you a letter,â sheâll say, completely confident in her relationship with you. Caitlyn knows she has your heart, but she wonât let others think they have a chance.
Mel Medarda
Mel is always composed, but when she notices people trailing after you with flowers, she lets a smile curl on her lips, though her gaze is cold and calculating. She doesnât get jealous, per se, but sheâs very aware of your allure and the attention it brings.
âHow charming,â sheâll murmur, picking up a love letter that was carelessly left behind. âThey think they can win your affection with flowers?â She looks at you with amusement. âI suppose you are quite stunning.â
Mel will calmly take your hand, and her voice drops in a low, soothing tone. âJust remember, darling, youâre mine. They can look, but they cannot touch.â She wonât let the admirers faze herâsheâll just deal with them with grace, and maybe a little discreet manipulation.
Ambessa Medarda
Ambessa? She doesnât get jealous in the traditional sense. However, when she sees others trying to win you over with flowers or letters, a small, amused smile dances on her lips. She doesnât get upset, because she knows that no one stands a chance, but she has her own way of asserting control.
âYouâre clearly a woman of high value,â sheâll say to you, her tone dripping with pride. âBut Iâd rather keep the prize to myself.â
When the letters pile up, she might casually toss them in the fire, watching them burn with a quiet satisfaction. âItâs only natural that others desire you. But youâre mine to protectâand no one will steal you away from me.â
Ambessaâs attitude is confident, and she has no doubt that you belong to her. Sheâll let others admire you from a distance but will always remind you, in her own subtle way, that youâre under her protection.
Maddie Nolen
Maddie might blush when others look at you too much, though sheâs careful not to show it. Sheâs the type to softly smile and shyly brush off the attention you get. However, it does make her a bit flustered when love letters and flowers start piling up, and she canât help but feel a little possessive of you.
âShould we⌠start keeping a vase for all these flowers?â she asks with a playful grin, trying to hide her nerves. âYou have such a magnetic charm.â
Sheâll hold your hand tightly, and when someone tries to hand you a letter, sheâll act as if she hasnât noticed and gently pull you away, making sure the admirer knows youâre already spoken for.
Though sheâs not super aggressive, Maddie will definitely make sure others know that youâre her one and only.
Lest
Lest is cool, calm, and a little distant. But when she sees people falling over themselves for you, thereâs a flicker of something possessive in her expression. Sheâll never show outright jealousy, but she will make sure the world knows youâre hers in her own subtle way.
âAnother admirer?â sheâll ask nonchalantly as you receive a love letter. She doesnât bat an eyelash but her grip on your hand tightens just slightly. âThey should know better.â
Lest will handle the situation with ease, never raising her voice or making a scene. She might give a small smirk when she sees others around you, but ultimately, her quiet confidence assures her that no one can compete with her connection to you. When the flowers get overwhelming, sheâll either casually dismiss them or just take them and quietly keep them for herselfâafter all, youâre hers.
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Shawn has been fruity the whole time. Yes, it tones down over time but thatâs with men and women. He grows as a person and stops being such an annoying flirt all the time. Heâs a little more respectful of that boundary. And then at the end of season 3 he actually starts dating for the long term so of course heâs less flirty, heâs trying to commit to a relationship.
My man is fruity and doesnât stop being fruity he just grows up!
i miss how fruity shawn spencer was in season 1 ⌠can yâall even imagine how powerful bisexual shawn wouldâve been
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Title: You cry, I cry
parings: fem!reader x mattheo riddle
Small synopsis: Mattheo can't deal with his father and his anxiety is getting the better of him but his girlfriend is there to help him
Time to read: 10mins (average)
Word count: just under 2k
Warnings: Angst, written panic attack, two swear words
Song recommended: cry by cigarettes after sex
It was a typical school day in the world of hogwarts. The Slytherins were due to share a class with the Gryfindors, whilst the Hufflepuffs were with the Ravenclaws. It wasnât time for class so Mattheo and his friends were in the astronomy tower.
âYou know, itâs actually quite a nice view up hereâ Theo had said as he was taking a drag from his cigarette. The sky was a pale blue but the clouds were coming in and some little hues of grey became more and more noticeable as the day went on. Mattheo, Lorenzo and Theodore were the only ones there as Draco and Blaise were helping Professor Snape with a potion for class. âHave you brought y/n up here?â Lorenzo asked Mattheo.
No answer.
âMattheo?â he repeated.
No answer.
Theodore clicked his fingers in front of his face and soon enough his gaze diverted to him. âWhat?â Mattheo answered. Theo let out a little chuckle not sure whether to be worried or brush it off. âYou zoned out, Enzo asked if you brought y/n here before or notâ His italian accent was becoming prominent on certain words but his friends understood him and that was all he cared about. âOh..i-uh-yeah I have. I brought her here at night and she really liked seeing the stars. She loves astronomy so I had to bring her hereâ a slight smile formed on his face remembering the night that he brought her there. Mattheo and y/n had been friends since the day they both arrived, she didnât care about who he was or even who he was related to and then one day he asked her to be his girlfriend..of course she said yes. âYou are not your parents, donât compare yourself to them. You can choose who you want to be and sometimes we have to do things we donât want to in order to find out who we are and thatâs okay. Iâll be with you the whole timeâ
Theodore didnât want to admit to himself that his friend might need help, he noticed Mattheo zoning out more often than normal and he hardly spoke unless y/n was around but it wasnât the case of missing the girl who took his heart it was the case that he put up a smile for her not wanting her to judge him for not being able to cope. Mattheo didnât want y/n involved with the dark parts of his mind or the dark part of him that involves his family. âY/nâs a lucky girlâ Enzo stated, looking out past the railing. Suddenly a Gryffindor came onto the astronomy tower, it was a girl who looked similar to y/n but; of course it wasnât. âYou know..Dumbledore should really watch who he invites in this school. He shouldnât let descendants of a murderer into here. You three are exactly like your parentsâ the girl said.
Mattheoâs heart was pounding out of his chest but only registered those last seven words. âLeave before I make you wish you hadnât spoken to us, Stronzaâ (bitch) his knuckles turned white as he tightened them getting ready to punch the girl. Neither of the boys had a good relationship with their parents, Theoâs mother died when he was young and it pained him to see people with their mothers but his father was his worst enemy. From a young age he had been taught all the unforgivable curses and as soon as he turned 16 he was forced to become a death eater and he knew his life wouldnât get better. Lorenzo had a complicated relationship with Bellatrix; his mother was also the mother of Mattheo. His father wasnât in the picture and he didnât know if that was a good thing or not. The girl left the astronomy tower feeling frightened by the threat that had left Theoâs mouth. âDonât let it get to your head,â he instructed Mattheo but it already had gotten to his head. âIâm gonna go Iâll see you guys laterâ was his final words before getting up from the chair and heading to his dorm and took a cigarette and took a long inhale before falling onto his bed, burying his head into his pillows.
Theodore took a deep breath and sat down. âIâm worried about him, Enzoâ he muttered, more to himself than to Enzoâs ears. âI know..I am tooâ
âThe best part was the love confession, this book has my heartâ y/n said to her friend Pansy. Y/n was a big bookworm and Pansy loved hearing about her recent endeavours in reading, âI just donât see it! If itâs a love triangle you want the girl to end up with the bad boy and not the soft guy because she will just walk all over him and the good boy will keep her trapped. You should know all about bad boysâ Pansy joked as she let out a giggle. âShut upâ Y/n laughed. âIâm not joking I-â
âY/n!â someone called out interrupting Pansy. Theodore came running into the library standing next to the girls. âWhat? Is Mattheo okay?â Immediately getting out of her seat as worry took a hold of her. He shook his head before continuing, âI donât know, I donât think heâs doing well mentallyâ She lightly ran her hand through her head, Mattheoâs mental health wasnât something that was new to her he had panic attacks that paralysed him until he calmed down and his head was all over the place and only himself could bring him out of it. âWhere is he?â she asked Theo. âIâm not sure but I think heâll be in classâ Y/n let out a breath that she didnât know she was holding before Theo placed his hands around her and warmed her into a hug. âHeâll be okay, he will beâ
âIâm just worried..I donât want anything to happen to himâ
âI knowâ
Pansy closed the book they were reading and placed it back on the shelf before taking y/nâs hand. âCome on, letâs go to class thenâ Theo sent her a smile before the three of them left the library and went to potions. It was exam day and it stressed everyone out, they all took their seats but one seat was empty.
Mattheoâs. Y/n's head was running a mile about where he was, if he was okay and why he wasnât there but luckily her mind was put at ease a few moments later. âMr Riddle, please take your seatâ Professor Snape said. He walked in and sat down next to y/n, âHey Love, you okay?â he whispered. âYes I am, but are you okay?â
Mattheo took out his pen and wrote his name on his test and nodded his head. âYou donât need to lie to meâ He turned his head around and pointed his finger up at her âStop asking if Iâm okay because I am so just leave it at thatâ
Looking down, y/n wrote a note to Theodore and placed it on the floor kicking it to him (he was in front of them)
He isnât telling me anything
Y/n maybe ask about it again
No, I canât I donât want to make him more upset than he already is
Donât you want to know whatâs going on? Cara
Yes
Si so do I, listen Mattheo hasnât cared about someone as much as he cares about you.He just doesnât want to show that he has a problem. He sees that as a weakness.
I care about him more than he knows and he knows that no matter what he says I am not the type of person to use it against him. He needs to tell me himself
If he tells you please tell me, heâs my best friend and I hate seeing him like that
Of course Iâll tell you Theo. Youâre his best friend too
A smile was brought to Theoâs face but Y/nâs attention was shortly shifted once she saw Mattheo with his chair back a little. His leg was bouncing up and down as his chest was moving at a rapid rate.
Blurriness took over him as he stood up,looked around the classroom, and bolted. Leaving y/n as she took a look at Theo. She put her hand up and asked to be excused to the bathroom and Snape granted her permission.
My heart was racing as I began my search for Mattheo. I knew it wasnât going to get better but I atleast thought that he was going to tell me..maybe Theo was right I should have asked him more about it. âMattheo!â I called out but he didnât respond. I ran through the hallway but I didnât see him. I decided to go to his dorm thinking that maybe he would be in there. His door was left ajar and a figure was now noticeable. He was sitting in front of his bed with his head in between his legs. I was frightened for him, I walked over to sit down next to him but he didnât register that it was me. âMatt, please look at meâ sobs escaped his lips. âNo, go awayâ his breathing was still all over the place. I took his hand and his tear stained cheeks finally looked at me. âI-I canât br-reatheâ
âCopy my breathing okay..breathe in..â
âBreathe out..Breathe in..Breathe outâ
Eventually his breathing had settled but his hands were still shaking. âIâm sorry..Iâm really sorryâ he cried. I couldnât bear seeing him like this, âItâs not your fault, donât feel like you have to hide this side of youâ Mattheo wiped his tears. I hadnât seen this side of him and quite frankly I donât want to..it hurts too much. âAre you going to tell me whatâs wrong?â I asked him. His eyes moved away from me but my hand never left his.
âItâs becoming too real, my father wants me to be a ruler like him and I canât. I canât lose you either, Iâm only going to make you cry, I'm only going to hurt you. All day everyday all I see is him no matter what Iâm doing I know Iâm gonna be just like him. Everyone else sees it, I mean this Gryffindor came up to me and my friends and said exactly what everyone else says. I canât live in fear of not knowing whatâs going to happen. Iâm only going to make everyone turn against youâ
Tears began to fill up my eyes, âIâm not going to let anything happen to you, and who cares what they say. They donât know what you are really like..all they see is that one side. The side that they get told but they donât realise how different you are. How sweet you are, how thoughtful you are. I mean maybe you punched a kid but guess what? So have I. If loving you makes me a villain I donât fucking care. You mean so much to me that all my friends can leave me and hate me but it will be worth it for youâ
âI love you,â he choked out. His brown curly hair stuck to his forehead, he placed his head in the crook of my neck and wrapped his arm around my waist. âI love you too, if you feel another anxiety attack..come to meâ
He nodded his head and fell asleep.
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a baroness after my own heart
summary: sevika from house silco has officially entered the marriage market after years of putting it off and she falls in love with the first woman she lays her eyes on
a/n: sevika⌠mr. darcy hand flexâŚ.
tags: not historically accurate, love at first sight, dancing, regency era-ish, me being a sap, drama, gossip, romance, not historically accurate
ao3 version
viscount silcoâs ward, jinx, has been in the marriage market for merely a year and has seemed to scare off every man and woman with her odd personality. earl vanderâs ward, lady violet, had recently married into house kiramman. it was quite the scandal when it was revealed that jinx and violet were estranged sisters living in different houses, but the excitement died down quickly with the new ball season starting. no doubt that silcoâs influence had also stopped the gossip papers from writing about his family.
you were not a duchess by any means, but you had quite a steep dowry that had many suitors show an interest in you, but each one had been just as boring as the last. your mother was not pleased with your efforts and made an ultimatum, you had to get married this year or you would be sent off to live with your aunt in the middle of nowhere, so you were eager to see the fresh meat entering the market this year.
lady mel visited your house this afternoon with a paper in her hand. she was currently being courted by sir jayce, a man of lower social standing than herself, but she had been adamant about marrying for love. of course, the courting had somewhat come to a hold with the recent scandal, but it was sure to start up again as balls exposed more of people's relationships to the public. you had heard a few rumors about him and his lab partner viktor, but they were quickly laid to rest by mel's mother, duchess ambessa, and no one questioned her judgment, ever.
the two of you settled in the drawing room with tea and biscuits, your handmaidens making themselves scarce on the other side of the room to allow the two of you to talk semi-privately.
after taking a sip from her tea, mel brought your attention to the small paper in her hands, "my dear friend, i have just received word that sevika is entering the marriage market this year."
you had to hold yourself back from spitting out your tea. no one had seen lady sevika in quite a while, she was at the side of silco most of the time and when she wasn't she was in the bars down in the village that no other members of high society would be caught dead in. she was a baroness in her own right and had her own estate, but she was known to work closely with the viscount in many aspects since her parents had taken up traveling the world. personally, you had never seen her, but you had heard that she is intimidating as she is beautiful. you thickly swallowed your tea and set your cup down on the saucer, "pray tell, is there a reason why? she has had ample time to enter the market whenever she wanted, why now?"
"there was no reason given, a kitchen maid wrote to me in haste as soon as she heard," mel said with a grin, she always liked to have her fingers in all of the pies, paying off servants for small bits of gossip was included into keep tabs on everyone. you shook your head in disbelief, the whole thing seemed fishy.
"perhaps it's to draw away attention from the scandal of the two sisters," you suggested and cocked your head curiously.
mel waved her hand dismissively and shook her head, "most people have already forgotten about that by now. whatever the reason, it's sure to be an interesting season this year."
you nodded in agreement and took a small bite from one of the sweet biscuits, letting your imagination run wild surrounding the house of silco and vander. you and mel continued to talk about everything under the sun, mostly gossip about other houses and who's getting desperate to not be considered a spinster next year. before you knew it, the sun was almost down and you bid her farewell at the door, her carriage taking her back to her mansion in the hills.
the next week was pure chaos.
picking out fabrics for dresses, trying out hairstyles for this season, pairing accessories with each other, and keeping up with the constant rumor mill. as long as you didn't hear anything about yourself, you were fine with a little gossip here and there. there had been a little talk about how you were getting close to being a thornback*, but you simply ignored them. you were determined to get married this season, even if it killed you.
before you knew it, it was time for the first ball of the season. lady mel's family was hosting of course, with no expense spared for decorating the huge mansion. there were gold decorations everywhere decorating the house with fresh-cut roses intertwined in delicate patterns. the rose bushes that lined the front of the house were lit up with protected candles, the whole house glowing like a sun against the night sky.
exiting your carriage in your custom-fit gown with elbow-length gloves, a curly updo with a headband of pearls in your hair, and a pearl choker to match, you confidently walked into the ball with your family.
with your fan hanging on your wrist and your dance card in its proper case, you immediately walked up close to the dance floor, scanning the crowd. it was mostly filled with faces you had seen before with a few you didn't recognize, but you couldn't help but feel nervous. you were thankful for the gloves on your hands absorbing the sweat that would no doubt be building up on your hands, but you were still hopeful for this evening.
suddenly, the whole room fell silent. you turned your head towards the entrance you just walked through and held back a gasp. there was duchess caitlyn and lady violet arm and arm, with the house of silco, vander, and kiramann following up behind them. they posed a united front together and you had to praise them for their bravery showing up at all. their footsteps echoed throughout the room with the occasional âthumpâ from silcoâs cane. the group paused in front of the ballroom, not unlike two armies about to attack each other. mel quickly snapped at the orchestra to ease the tension and they picked up their playing again, people slowly going back to their conversations and dancing. the big group quickly dispersed, acting casual as if nothing over the summer had happened. duchess caitlyn and lady- duchess violet took to the dance floor and waltzed with each other, a genuine aura of love surrounding them as they glided around the circle of people even though people were very obviously keeping their distance.
you walked through the crowd and stayed on the edges, ending up close to the refreshment table. god it was going to be a long evening, but thankfully not an uneventful one.
itâs not that you were uninterested in marriage, you just hadnât found the right person. you were resolute about marrying for love, which annoyed your family to no end as they had all married for wealth and status. you had hoped to talk to mel for a bit, but she was already busy waltzing around the dance floor with jayce, much to lady ambessaâs dismay. looking over to the side of the room, you saw jinx and sir ekko passionately talking about some sort of trinket in her hands. a fond smile graced your lips, itâs as if the two never grew up, still up to their usual antics.
just as you were about to chalk this night up to simply standing on the outside as just another wallflower and observing other couples, somebody caught your eye.
a tall woman with a short and straight haircut that sharply framed her face, her grey eyes lighting up against her darker features. she had the most endearing wide nose you had ever seen and full lips to match. she wore a beautifully tailored burgundy suit complete with a black vest and a white undershirt, tan pants, and a black cravat adorned around her neck to complete the look. she was simultaneously the most beautiful and handsome woman you had ever laid your eyes on.
and she was staring right back at you.
the rest of the world seemed to blur away and your heartbeat picked up, you had to convince yourself that you werenât having an aneurism in the middle of the ball or somehow daydreaming of this perfect woman. the room seemed to light up as if the world had been dimmed until this moment, you could see nothing else but her. the two of you wandered intently toward each other as if in a trance, never breaking eye contact as you made your way through the crowd.
before you knew it you were face to face with her, both of you awestruck by the feeling that your hearts had been searching for each other all your lives, two halves that were now whole. sevika cleared her throat and slightly bowed her upper body, keeping her eyes on yours as she held out her left hand with the palm up, âmay i have this dance?â
your voice was caught in your throat, all you could do was nod and placed your hand in hers. as soon as you laid your hand in her warm palm, you knew that you never wanted to let go.
she led you to the dance floor and people were already starting to whisper about the two of you as they parted to let the two of you onto the floor, but you couldn't care less in this moment. the two of you smoothly got into a classical waltz position with her leading, her left hand never leaving yours as she held your interconnected hands up and placed her other hand on your waist. you rested your arm on top of hers and followed her lead in the dance, absolutely enthralled with your partner as you twirled around the dance floor. it was like the two of you were floating on air above everything else, dancing in your own little world where it's only you and her.
all too soon, the song ended and suddenly you were back in a crowded ballroom standing in front of the woman you danced with, whose name you didn't even know. the two of you bowed to one another and exited the floor together. reluctantly letting go of her hand, you clasped your hands in front of your dress formally and smiled up at her, "thank you for the dance miss?..."
"sevika, baroness sevika," she said in a smooth deep voice with a bow of her head.
you held back a gasp and quickly introduced yourself, curtseying while holding your skirt.
the two of you quickly got lost in conversation as if you had known her all of your life, having more in common with her than anyone else you had ever met in your life. sadly, the evening was coming to a close and the last dance of the night was announced. sevika gave you a knowing look and you nodded, the two of you joining the other couples for one last dance. she was such an easy dance partner to follow and you couldn't help but feel safe in her arms. losing yourself completely in the dance, the music ended far too soon for your liking. you wished you could've stayed here and danced with sevika all night.
alas, each of your houses were starting to depart and sevika looked down at you with the biggest puppy eyes, holding both of your hands in hers, " would it be too soon if i called upon you tomorrow?"
you giggled and squeezed her hands in yours, "i shall simply die if i do not see you tomorrow."
sevika's face lit up and she brought your hands up to her mouth, kissing your knuckles, "then tomorrow it shall be."
she slowly walked backward, holding your hands as long as she could until she finally had to let go, silco calling to her from their carriages. she stumbled slightly going down the stairs which made you giggle until your mother sharply called your name. you quickly joined your own house once again, giddy in anticipation for the next day.
a/n: i tried to leave reader's outfit as ambiguous as possible so you could imagine your own outfit but FUCK i love pearls <3
part 2, this scene and backstory from sevika's perspective?
*thornback: single woman over the age of 25
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A Gesture Returned
Reader x Orca!Eclipse
Commission Info
I had so much fun writing this request by the sweet @rinzydings who wanted a Y/N reuniting with Eclipse, and bearing a very important gift (and confession)! Their Y/N is so sweet and I loved combining their character with Eclipse's. There is so much sweetness and fluff! Which is must deserved after all they've both been through. I hope you enjoy! <3
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The gray base is stark against the icy expanse of the north pole. A structure long since frozen into its foundation and left almost lost in the piercing wind and swirling snowflakes, you glance backward at it once before leaving it behind.Â
Itâs been a year since you first met the orca siren. You saw him in between that time in the mild temperatures of spring, where the negative degrees werenât as bitter with its touch and the sun rose and fell in time with a full, proper day. Now you have returned once again in autumn, in the aftermath of a summer full of endless sunlight.Â
Of course, you kept busy. Other destinations called out to you, and you felt yourself rushed to find the last of the places on your must-see list to ensure you would not go without. Pictures platter the inside of your computer of beautiful landscapes beside tropical seas and sprawling cliffs.
Slowly, your gloved hand falls into your inner pocket. Touching over the thickness of your coat, you remind yourself that your gift is still there. Itâs waiting for the recipient.Â
Michael and Vanessa know your intentions. After a whole year of adjusting to your relationship with Eclipse, they are easing into the thought of you growing close with a siren that was once out of the realm of nightmares for them. They no longer fear for you like they once did. Your dear Eclipse and your sweet friends share far more in common than they once believed.
Your decision sits heavy on your heartânot with dread or anxietyâbut with eagerness. A want to fling it out into the world and cause it to rear into realization runs through you. You dearly hope you may relieve yourself of this tension very soon. Â
Eclipse is out there, somewhere. He must have caught sight of the helicopter approaching.Â
Youâve learned much about Eclipseâs life and culture that youâve gathered in your short bursts of seeing him. Courting gifts and becoming mates are important. You understand now what exactly it means to belong to him, and for him to belong to you.
For so long, he has waited in the icy waters alone. His family was dragged up in nets and gutted with spears by a horrible, wicked man named William Afton. He grew up with no kindness, warmth, or guidance. You couldnât fault him for the tragedy that befell him, but you did grow fearful after he stole you away the first time and changed you against your will.Â
Now youâve had time to understand him. You watched him let you go, and you returned to find him waiting with open arms.Â
Your gloved fingers roam over the irregular and smooth shapes of the gift you come bearing. He gave you so much. Thereâs something you want to give him in return.Â
Vanessa and Michael might not understand everything between you and Eclipse, but they support you.Â
You choose Eclipse.
Leaving the base behind, you waddleâever the bird in Eclipseâs eyeâacross the frozen layers of ice that make up the great Arctic. You do not wander for long before the sea spreads dark and blue beside you. The sharp contrast of pale snow and choppy, deep waters overwhelms your sharp eye for images to capture.
You have many pictures of the ocean. Each one uses the light and angle to capture a swell of waves, the same as you experience a great rise of emotion, searching for your mate.
Emerging from the depths with a striking arch of his lithe and powerful body, Eclipse lifts his head above the sea. His stunning dorsal fin strikes high into the air, burning red and orange before melting into the lovely pattern of black and white upon his body. Even at this distance, you see his mouth full of teeth spreading into a grin.
A soft sound carries over the waves. A song of welcome. You close your eyes briefly to truly catch the sound of Eclipseâs voice over the Arctic wind and splashing waves.
You hold up your hand and wave, at last breaking into a trot as best as you can. Avoiding a dreadful plunge on the slick ground, you trek to the edge of the water. Eclipse dives down. Your heart leaps into your throat.
âEclipse!â You call as you drop to your knees beside the water. âEclipse, Iâm here!â
You lean over the slushy tide, mixing with shards of ice and blue-gray water, only to be greeted by a crescent mark face of black and white. Eclipse thrusts himself beside you, pushing onto the ice with an impressive flick of his tail. His impressive size easily dwarfs you. Minding the droplets flinging off of his sheeny body, he drapes himself along the ground before you in a dramatic presentation.Â
âBirdie,â Eclipse rumbles deeply. A flare of deep joy overtakes his red and yellow eyes. His grin remains wide, and it is painful to wait for his hands to dry enough before he takes you by the arms and engulfs you in his presence. âYou came back.â
âI said I would,â you answer softly.Â
âYou did.â He turns his face down, and with delicate effort, pushes your goggles carefully up your face. The bitter sting of the frigid air rushes your skin. To combat the dangerous cold, Eclipse captures you in a full-face nuzzle.
You softly sigh under the tender but deep fussing of his flat nose against you. He moves over you, going from cheek to cheek and even tucking himself under your chin for a moment, uncaring that your wool scarf gets in the way. His tongue slips out from between his lips to lick at your jawline. You resist a ticklish twitch, and instead, anchor him for a moment against you. Closing your eyes, you return the gesture and lay yourself entirely against his face.Â
For one precious moment, Eclipse warms you.
Then he kisses you on the nose. You laugh once in quiet surprise.Â
âLet me see you,â he whispers.
You hold still, your eyes squinting against the brightness of the sun shining over Eclipse as if he were waxed and polished. His body never ceases to amaze you.
Gently, he takes your hood and pushes it back. The cold quickly swirls over your head. As you learned before your first trip to the icy land, the head loses the most heat from the human body, and that is why itâs important to keep it covered.
Eclipse tenderly lifts his hand and runs his clawed fingers through your short hair. When you first met, he admired your dark strands with the blond streak you dyed into it, straight down the middle. He admired you in the way one would admire an exotic bird.
âHandsome,â he murmurs. âI missed your strange fur.â
âHair,â you correct with a smile.
âHair,â he echoes, before kissing the crown of your head. He reaffixes your hood over you before settling his arms over your legs and holding your gaze. âTell me about your travels, birdie.â
You need not wait for another invitation. Itâs not often you get the opportunity to ramble about your photography, but Eclipse always lends a listening ear. Youâve learned how genuine he is, as curious as you are, and just as insatiable for new, beautiful things.Â
First, you tell him about Ocracoke Island. It is not the most exotic land youâve traveled to, but it is nonetheless abundant with stunning seashells and a lively beach filled with yellow sands and green waters. Then you traveled to Shell Beach in the Australian winter. Awe Striking scenery fueled your photograph as the pale beach glistened to tiny, white shells beside an ever-endless blue sea. Then you traveled to Jeffreys Bay. The water is most gorgeous there, a pale blue-gray with rich seafoam flooding over an entire shoreline worth of shells.Â
He doesnât ask, but itâs clear that you favor tropical and seaside environments during the last six months of your travels. Eclipse has many questions when you talk of such places, such as the creatures there or what you enjoy most about visiting such environments. He draws his claws softly over your gloved hands as you continue to speak.Â
Truly, he gives his full attention. Though his eyes may wander over your small fingertips or short stature, he is no less aware of what you spill from your lips.
As you finish telling him of carefully walking along Jeffreys Bay, you gently free your hand from his grasp. His eyes flare for a moment. His claws flex, watching hungrily as you reach into the inside of your coat and withdraw the most precious gift you are about to give.
âI have something for you,â you start softly, your fist curled over the offering, âIt would mean so much to me if you accepted it.â
Eclipse tilts his head down, eyes crinkled in curiosity. The shine of his burning red frills catches on the sunlight. You swallow down your heart. Carefully unfurling your fingers, you present Eclipse with a courting gesture.
Laid upon your hand is a cord of strung seashells. Tiny, spiraling, and flat shells clink softly together to form a gradient of deep red, burnt orange, periwinkle, soft baby blue, and pure frost. Six months you spent finding the precise colors. The ones of Eclipse, and the ones that were on your tail when he had changed you into a siren. Those cool, soft colors never quite left your head.
Neither has Eclipse left your heart.
The gravity of the gesture is not lost on you as you study Eclipseâs wide eyes and gaped mouth. He reaches out as if handling thin ice, and strokes the shells with his clawed fingertips. The seashells are tiny but solid. A musical clink echoes at Eclipseâs brush of his hand, and he lifts his eyes.
âI accept,â he answers in a low, powerful voice.
Your entire being flutters, warm and reassured.
âMay I?â you ask softly, lifting the cord and carefully taking the ends. âItâs meant to be worn⌠if you want to wear it.â
âBirdie, I desire nothing more than to display your gift on my body.â His declaration sends a sweeping heat into your cheeks.Â
âYour hand,â you say, your eyes filling with misty tears.
He obeys, offering his arm. You level him out to expose his wrist. Slipping the bracelet of seashells around the sinew-packed bones, you deftly tie it and ensure the cord will not unravel anytime soon.Â
âYou gave me many gifts during our courtship,â you say deliberately. You lean back to admire it upon his wrist. âI wanted to return the gesture in kind.â
His hand clenched as if to contain emotion within his fist. He holds his hand and twists it this way and that, watching the seashells swing slightly against his shiny skin.
âThis means much to me, birdie,â Eclipse lowers his gaze at last to you. His chest puffs up with pride. The glow in his gaze is as soft as candlelight. âI will treasure it.â
âIâm gladâŚâ you say, holding back something behind your tongue that stings and causes your entire body to squirm.
In the moment your eyes dart away from him, heavy with words you canât yet dislodge, a claw curls carefully under your chin. A spark fires in your chest. Gently but firmly, Eclipse lifts your head to look deep into your eyes. His constant grin thins into concern.
âWhat is troubling you?â
Your throat bobs softly. His eyes dart once to your gift before returning to you, and for a moment, a shine of fear returns to his gaze. The same as when you told him you had to leave the very first time.
You answer quickly but softly, âIâve never stopped thinking of you, and I've never stopped caring for you, Eclipse.â
His expression softens like the sky in the morning after a wicked blizzard. His claw carefully draws along your bottom lip.
âMy little siren,â he rumbles, but thereâs a hint of melancholy in the endearment. âHow precious you are.â
âI've come to a decision.â A fluttering erupts within you, and you slowly reach out to hold tight to his arm. âEclipse, I want to stay with you.
You watch in both awe and whirling emotion as Eclipse is struck dumb. His jaw drops. His eyes flare wide open. His touch upon you slackens as if he were about to slip back into the water in his stupor, but instead, he looks at you as if seeing you again for the first time.
A fist squeezes your heart, and you forget to breathe. Is it too late? Does he still want to have you?
âIâm⌠IâmâŚâ The apology fumbles on your tongue as you try to turn away, but Eclipse grabs you tighter, stopping you in your tracks.
Then you feel the tremors in his hand. Ripples of emotion take over his strong and sleek body, falling down his shoulders and into the very flukes of his tail. His eyes burn deeply.
âYou will stay with me?â he asks, caught somewhere between disbelief and wonder. âTruly, birdie?â
âYes,â your voice almost cracks. âI love you. I want to be with you as a siren.â
Saying the words frees something within you. The pulse pounding in your ears calms. Eclipseâs hand upon your chin softens into a tender touch. He leans very close. In a gentle brush of his sea-salt-tinged lips, he kisses you deeply. His fervor almost pushes you back, but his arms wrap around and hold you perfectly in place.
He breaks the kiss softly.Â
âI love you, my mate.â He tilts your head softly as he nuzzles your cheek. âWhen you are ready, I will take you into the water.
Your heart sways within you. It is difficult to not recall how frigid and consuming the Arctic is, and the panic you felt underneath the water. But this is different.
He loves you truly. He let you go, and you step back willingly into his arms.Â
âI will make it quick, birdie,â he whispers, âI am yours eternally.â
You smile before caressing his face, touching the corner of his mouth, and feeling the slipperiness of his black and white skin.Â
âAnd Iâm yours,â you smile.
With gentle reverence, Eclipse helps you undress. You urge him to hurry once the cold begins to attack your skin. Mentally, you must brace yourself once more for the cold of the water. Eclipse cradles you close against his body as you shiver violently in the sub-zero temperatures.
He bows over you, and with a conjuring of a song from deep within his chest, magic fills the air with the force of thunderous waves. It fills you as he presses his lips to your mouth, and together, you slip under the surface.Â
Your courting gift of seashells sways around his wrist in the water.
The power of his magic takes you gently out of a world of footsteps and leg strides and into a body fit for cutting through storms and sailing through seas. The colors upon your fluke tips are the same as you remember. This time, you allow him to remove the last of your clothing. Completely bare, transformed, and magically thriving, you are reborn.
He embraces you. The length of his tail easily surpasses your own, and you are held safe as he kisses you within the frozen brine.
#naff's writing commissions#apex polarity#orca!eclipse#giving something a little back and returning the love#smooch smooch mwah#naff writing
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Outgrowing Supergirl
A/N: The finale I deserved, tbh (Also on AO3)
Cat's voice kept repeating in Kara's head since Alex and Kelly's wedding.
'Ker-rah, you need to stop making excuses, and you need to decide what your course will be. Now, there is important work to be done, and I hope you'll join me. But more than that, I hope that you will choose to become your full self, because that would really be something to see. And it would be interesting because this is boring.'
Boring.
Her life had been torn to pieces a few times over, with destruction and missing on half the happenings of her own life because she was busy saving the world⌠the universe, and Cat Grant categorized it as boring.
Kara laughed to herself. She didn't know the half of it. And yet, her reluctant mentor also had some encouraging words.
'I believe in you, I always have.'
She had offered an Editor-In-Chief position.
One position she wasn't entirely sure she deserved, but as Alex said, 'That was her dream job.' Not one she expected to get, so soon. It was one she expected for when her superheroing had dwindled, and she was well into her human midlife. When her birth-date would say she was in her late forties, and she had to pretend she followed some strict regimen to look as good as she did, because the yellow sun wouldn't really let her age that much.
Her own words, also bounced in her head.
'I give speeches inspiring people to live their best lives. But she's right. I am too afraid to live my own.'
'My entire life, I've hid behind these glasses. It's gotten in the way of every job I've ever had, everything I've ever wanted to do, every relationship.'
'I think hiding who I am is the reason I couldn't pass the courage Gauntlet. I created Supergirl that night because the thought of saving my sister as myself was too terrifying.'
At that precise moment, she did thought that. but in the days since her sister's wedding, she could ponder long and wide over it. That may have been the totem's argument. But the totem didn't know about her safety. All the times people knowing her identity, put them in danger.
The totem didn't live Jeremiah having to surrender himself to work for the D.E.O to protect her. The totem didn't know about the D.E.O recruiting her sister out of college, because she was an alien. The totem didn't know about Max Lord trying to date her sister just to try and uncover Supergirl's identity. Or Rick Malverne keeping Alex hostage, so Supergirl would do his bidding. Or Haley finding out her identity, and use it to manipulate her sister and herself.
The totem didn't understand Lex Luthor capturing her niece in exchange for more power.
Or Agent Liberty kidnapping Lena to force her to reveal her identity.
That didn't happen in this reality, but it did happened to her. And she caved, of course she did. But it was dangerous. Too dangerous.
Lena's words constantly swam in her mind too, 'You've had your entire life, people telling you who you're supposed to be and that if you didn't hide your true self then the people would get hurt. I mean, it's tough to move beyond those type of core wounds.'
"It wasn't until Lillian told me the truth that I realized I haven't been living my own life. And finally, now I am. And it feels amazing." She had said, as they walked together, one next to the other.
"I don't even know what that would feel like for me. Connecting with someone as my whole self. To not be afraid to just be who I am.." Kara confessed. "It sounds like it could be empowering," Lena encouraged her.
It wasn't until days later, that she realized she'd lied to her best friend.
They were both sitting in her couch, watching The Great British Baking Show. Kara didn't even remember which season they were on.
"Are you even paying attention to the TV?" Lena asked, like reading her mind.
"No, not really," Kara sincerely admitted."I was thinking about what we talked at the wedding. About living my own life."
Lena turned to look at her instead of the TV, "You took of your glasses."
"I did. But I don't think that's the correct move for me," Kara confessed.
"Then, what is it?"
Kara sighed, "I'll accept the Editor-In-Chief job."
"You seem awfully conflicted for someone accepting her dream job," Lena frowned.
"I just need to convince Cat Grant to accept my conditions."
"Ah," Lena let out. "I see." She looked at her with a smile. "If anyone can convince her of anything, is you."
Kara was mesmerized by her. She thought about how much their life has changed, since they met. How miserable she was when Lena wasn't in her life. How unhappy she was when she had to run away from her, a lie in her lips. And how much better it was now that she knew the truth and was a willing participant of her life as a superhero.
She didn't realized she had done it, get so close to Lena she'd just had to lean in a few inches to touch her lips to hers.
"I lied at the wedding, too." Kara whispered.
"Lied about what?" Lena asked, in an equally low mumble.
"That I didn't know how it felt connecting with someone as my whole self," Kara explained. "I do know. I've always done it with you, even without the obvious. But especially in the last year." Kara paused. "And I think⌠I think you are more than my best friend."
Lena didn't move, she kept looking into Kara's eyes looking for something, and it seemingly she found it. "And what are you going to do about it?" She muttered.
"I'm going to kiss you, if that's okay with you," Kara said, finally closing the distance between their lips.
Kara could fly, and yet nothing had ever felt like kissing Lena.
"I got it," Lena announced, entering the loft.
Kara was nervous. She had managed to convince Cat Grant of it, but of course, her mentor and boss, couldn't let the dramatics go, and didn't let Kara even look at the cover of the magazine before sending it to print.
"You do look very good," her girlfriend said.
She was still over the moon about calling Lena her girlfriend, but not even that could squelch her nervousness. The kiss Lena gave her as a greeting did, though.
"Ready?" Lena asked.
"As ready as I can be."
Lena flipped the magazine in front of her, showing the cover to Kara. A picture of herself in her SuperSuit looked back at her.
'Supergirl is out, Superwoman is in.'
"She could have gone with a less cliched headline," Kara commented in a whisper.
"It's not that bad," Lena said, throwing her hands around Kara's neck, keeping her close. "But if I'm completely honest, you know Kara has always been my hero."
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Finding Out Their Crush Is Dating Someone
Ot7 x Reader
Summary: How the members would react to finding out that their crush is in a relationship/seeing them with their partner
Warnings: angst, swearing,
A/N: thanks to the lovely anon who requested this! I hope you like it!
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Jin: He would try his best to carry on with your friendship as if nothing was amiss, but he wouldnât be able to hide his distaste for your partner, avoiding being around them as much as possible, which unfortunately means avoiding you at times as well. The growing tension between you would likely result in you either drifting apart for a while, or him eventually confessing after you call him out on it, tho what the outcome of that would be is unclear.
Yoongi: He wouldnât dare show it, not even to friends who might know about his feelings towards you, but heâs devastated. This is the exact thing he was afraid would happen, bc like youâre amazing, of course you would find somebody. He just hoped he wouldnât have to watch it happen. He would try to continue your friendship as normal, but thereâs an invisible wall thatâs been built between the two of you now that you donât understand.
Hobi: You know the âThis is fine, Iâm okay with the events unfolding around me.â meme? Thatâs Hobi rn. Honestly tho, he would try his hardest to act as though it doesnât bother him, bc at least youâre happy, but he lowkey feels like his heartâs getting wrung out every time he sees you with your partner. He might consider pulling away for a bit, but he loves you too much to actually do so, so he just tries to ride it out and hope his feelings will calm over timeâŚ
Namjoon: oooh boy, youâre now the new fan-favorite break-up track on his next album. No but fr, he would be soo angsty and sulky about the situation, avoiding you for days/weeks after finding out. He knows itâs not fair to just shut you out without any real explanation, but heâs afraid of how sharing his feelings would fuck up your friendship even more. It would end up spiraling into a fight when you confront him about his weird behavior and he finally spills the truth.(I want to believe that yâall would work it out in the end butđ¤ˇ)Â
Jimin: I feel like in his mind, he wants to handle it maturely and pretend nothingâs wrong, but in reality, he completely ices you both out. Itâs his knee-jerk response whenever heâs hurt, and so he just leaves it to you to try and figure out why heâs suddenly so upset with you. He might even go back to normal just as suddenly bc he misses you, and just pretends like he wasnât avoiding you, leaving you even more lost about what the fuck is going on.
Taehyung: Oooh this boy, he would be soo fucking dramatic, sulking and acting as if youâve dumped him, even tho you never actually went out or talked about his feelings in the first place. Heâd blame your partner for âstealing you awayâ, even tho they likely donât have a clue about his feelings for you either. If you confront him and ask him whatâs up, heâll likely spill the whole thing immediately, but he wonât dare bring it up himself out of fear of rejection and ruining your friendship.
Jungkook: Youâre seeing someone?! Behind his back?! Even though he never actually told you that he had feelings for you, so you have no clue what the fuck is going on?! Fr tho, he would be soo angsty, moping and avoiding you for days, ignoring your calls and texts. This would only last for a few days tho before his feelings start to eat him alive and heâs showing up at your place and pouring his heart out to you. He doesnât care if itâs too late or you reject him, he just needs you to know.
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After reading about the kidnapping scenarios with darlings and Kalimâs family dynamics a little, brought to mind the what-ifs of a huge component of a relationship: discussion of children.
The single plus side of being Leonaâs darling in a female MC setting is his disinterest in children. As a second Prince and not in line for the throne, thereâs no external pressure on him to have kids and he has the vibes of a guy whoâd get jealous of his own kid for taking his darlingâs attention. Unless of course he could see a kid as an extension of love/shackle his darling even closer to him, no way youâd be cruel enough to abandon their own child and thus would struggle to escapeâŚ
Besides Leona, Cater, Jamil and Idia probably would be child free too, or have an oops baby. Cater enjoys the traveling lifestyle, refusing to have any kid of his have to pick up and leave constantly and have an unstable childhood like he did. The latter two donât want to burden their child with their own inherited problems, especially if it would be Your child too. Itâs bad enough theyâve brought you into their issues (even though they refuse to let you leave), they donât want that innocent to be roped in too. But likely having a secret fantasy all the same of a babe with any combination of your features and theirs. Unless thereâs a slip up and/or giving into pressure, in which case there so much guilt they feel and turn to you for comfort and assurances.
Everybody else would want at least one.
Kalim? Oh absolutely! Heâs always doted on and loved his siblings, heâd be thrilled to have a whole gaggle of kids with you! He doesnât see why youâd be nervous, full of assurances of how youâre so kind and warm, youâd be a wonderful mother. Whether or not heâd employ the same methods of his dad to protect you and your kids remains unseenâŚ
Probably not until a few years down the road with Vil because he wants to devote himself equally to you and his career, which can only happen once heâs more successful and can balance a work/life balance. His dad made him happy and loved despite his workload, so heâd want to ensure that with you and your child too. At least there would be some breathing room for you, a chance of protection disguised as family planning until he brings up how your child would be the fairest of all for certain. Very wary about letting the public know about any pregnancy or children, heâs well aware how âpassionateâ a fan base can be, nor does he want any rivals to target you or the little one.
Malleus was planning baby name lists for the future hatchings the two of you will have since the moment you met, no chance heâll settle for just one after the wedding (whether a honeymoon baby or one to rush the nuptials). Dragons only hatch when surrounded by love, so itâs the truest testament of the relationship you share. Heâll be so happy when the first egg hatches, heâll forgo the âMalâ tradition if you requested something else.
Expect a big family on the apple farm with Epel, plain and simple.
Fairytale knight that he is, Silver probably fantasizes of the family cottage in Briar Valley, a quiet life with you and two-point five kids enjoying a happily ever after. He has such fond memories of the youth he spent with Lilia here, heâll measure the childrenâs height in the same spot his father did, and chop wood with his sword when it doesnât see traditional use. And Lilia of course has a key and open invitation to come in to dote upon the little ones, a beloved grandfather and feared in law for you, his probing eyes always checking the little hideaways you could be squirreling tools of escape in.
Alright, letâs talk about babies. Obviously, this is after NRC when theyâve taken you for themselves and moved on to have a future with you.Â
Keep in mind that I write a female MC, so pregnancy will be discussed.
So what happens when youâve been claimed. Youâre all theirs, and theyâll be doing their best to keep you with them forever and ever, even beyond death. But that life wonât be just you and them. What about a family?
What about kids? And building a family to join you in your âhappyâ life?
Doesn't want kids/ Accident baby
Despite their undying love for you, they have no desire to have a child with you. Yes, it would be very satisfying to see a mixture of you and them running around but they don't want kids. Plain and simple.
Cater Diamond
Caterâs childhood of constant movement and plus his family forcing him to do things he didn't like are his primary reasons for not wanting them. And while it would be so Magicam-able to post pictures of a tiny him and you, he's not going to put a kid through what he did. Besides, the single life allows him to travel the world with you. Which might be better for you being allowed to see the world even in your captivity/relationship.Â
(Cater might want to freeze your eggs just in case he changes his mind, if he ever gets the baby-buzz later on. But if he doesn't, you'll be free to be child-free, and nothing else.)
If You Get Pregnant - Cater probably will try his best to be a good dad to his kid, trying to be the fun parent that lets his kid pick their own future. But, when it comes to you, heâll be the kind of partner to document every second of your pregnancy. Wanting to hold onto it forever and ever, to reminisce on the good ole days.
Leona KingscholarÂ
Leonaâs jealous of things he's predetermined to not have. If you have a kid, then that kid is going to take a lot of your love. And if you had a kid and loved them more than you loved him, then you would have to constantly be watching your child to protect their life. (Fun fact: Lions are very territorial and will kill cubs if they feel their presence threatens the pride)
So for the sake of not cleaning up the mess of an infanticide, he's not having kids. He'll take and make you take potions to make you both infertile if he has to because he's not having any troublesome ankle biters to take your attention away.Â
If you come to him desiring a baby he might, and just might consider it. While he despises children, he'll make you an offer that you can't refuse if you want to have his children.Â
If You Get Pregnant - Not happy. And he's not gonna be for your entire pregnancy. The parasiteâs already stealing your attention from the moment you're aware of it. Now he loses his time using you as a pillow, because you have to get up at night and now you canât do anything but focus on it âbecause of the babyâ. He doesn't want another, and he can barely tolerate this one. Might reconsider if you wanted the baby because then he can use it as a ball and chain. And he might have more with you if the kid gets too old for him to hold against you.
Jamil Viper
As another person who was forced to accept a predetermined life of second best, Jamil also doesn't want kids. But for a different reason. The very last thing he wants is for a child to go through the life he had. Being forced to hide in the shadows so that someone luckier could shineâŚ.. He won't allow a child to live through that injustice, let alone a child you bore out both his and your flesh and blood.Â
He might want them if and only if he's no longer shackled to the Asim family. Then he'd want one or two, but if he's still stuck with them he's not reproducing.
If You Get Pregnant - He'll be upset about the fact that heâll be making your child live a life like his, but he'll still love them. He might end up changing his mind on kids, and have another one if the circumstances are right. As for you, he wonât let you lift a finger while pregnant. No matter how tired he is, heâll take care of you and wait on you hand and foot to make sure the birth of his and your child is a pleasant experience.Â
Idia Shroud
Another person with a predetermined future, who doesn't want his future children to suffer like he did. Plus, his trauma makes him scared of having kids. What if he causes another accident like what happened to Ortho? What if your child is dragged to the underworld to be with all the phantoms and dead souls? He canât even live with himself after what happened to Ortho, what if it's his, more specifically your, child next?!Â
Because of that, you'll be an empty nester for life. He's just looking out for whatever kids you have anyway. He could probably kill them or something by accident.
If You Get Pregnant- Heâll faint. Dead faint. But he'll love the child to pieces. Uncle Ortho will too! But STYX will be getting a new security detailing to prevent a tech savvy kid from going the way Ortho did. But the sight of you pregnant has his hair burning pink. You might as well be the goddess of motherhood and because youâre the most beautiful thing in the world to him.
Wants kids, but a reasonable amount (1-4 max)
For various reasons (all centered around their love for you), they want to build a family with you. They would love to hear little footfalls around the house and be greeted by a smiling face that looks to be a perfect mix of the two of you. Whether itâs one child or more, they want to build a family with you. But, not too many. They wouldnât want to stress your body out, whether it's during pregnancy or in parenting.
Ace Trappola
As a normal family haver, Ace doesnât see the downside of starting a family with you. In fact the very idea of it makes him smug. As the first person you met, the one that holds you forever, to watch you carry his child is something that makes him incredibly arrogant. And because of that, he wants to witness it over and over again.
When You Get Pregnant - Heâs the kind of partner that shows off his pregnant wife with gusto. Heâs so possessive over you that the sight of you full with his child is just the epitome of satisfying.Â
How many kids - About 3, average middle-class family number. Maybe two boys and a girl as pretty as you. Heâll be satisfied with any, but thatâs just his preference.Â
Deuce Spade
A little worried about passing his old delinquent ways onto his child. So heâll do his best to prove to himself that heâll be a good father before trying to build a family with you. With you being the potential mother to his child, heâll ensure that you know, after him kidnapping you, claiming you against your will; that your child/ren is safe with him.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Youâre like glass to him, so precious yet so fragile. As soon as he learns that youâre pregnant, youâre not carrying anything that weighs more than a cushion. No cooking, heâll do it. No cleaning, heâll do it. Heâll be a stellar husband to make sure youâre in comfort.Â
How many kids - 2 maybe. I imagine his first child will be a girl named after his mother.Â
Riddle Rosehearts
Ever the traditionalist, Riddle believes that building a family is an important step in your life together. After he manages to deal with the issues of his childhood, he'll do his best not to repeat it to your children. So you wonât have to fear them ending up like him. Plus, kids are another way he can control you. Just like his mother did with his father, itâs one of the few lessons heâll copy. Heâll follow every factual and proven book for conception to the letter up until youâre pregnant.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Has his nose buried in a parenting book the moment the pregnancy test says positive. Heâs more strict than heâs ever been. Youâre precious to him. Your baby is precious to him. He needs to ensure that your pregnancy is the smoothest one to ever be recorded. So, youâll be on a diet plan, exercise regime, constant weekly doctor visits. Donât worry, youâll be allowed plenty of good food and relaxation, heâs not a monster like his mother.Â
How many kids - 2 or 3. Theyâll be the kind of children the neighborhood parents compare their kids to.Â
Ruggie Bucchi
Before Ruggie even considers having a kid, heâll try to work on his financial situation enough to house a pregnant you and a baby comfortably. After that, heâs ready to go and create a child with you. Itâs the ultimate mark of possession to him, watching you mother his cub.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Heâll be working hard constantly, both at home and outside of it to care for you, and between caring for you, heâll be smothering you with love. Donât think youâll be able to run away when heâs busy. Besides, it is very dangerous to run so far in a hot savannah while pregnant.
How many kids - Just one. I think itâll be a girl named Dandelion. Hyenas have a reputation for having nasty births. Sure, your human body allows pregnancies to be much easier, but having a lot of mouths to feed is costly. Plus, he doesnât want to have any starving cubs. Might have a second if the finances check out.Â
Azul Ashengrotto
Youâre contract bound to carry his child. Plain and simple. As a possessive yandere, watching you do this, regardless of your contract and the ring on your finger, is the biggest proof of you being bound to him.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Arrogant. Cocky. Insecure, but the babyâs helping him heal. The fact his child is growing in your womb is helping his childhood insecurities recover. After all, you're his, and no one else's. So heâs very touchy. You wonât worry for anything, his business practices will make sure you want for nothing.Â
How many kids - 1 or 2 (Why is the first thing that comes up for baby octopus is a recipe, also no joke a baby octopus is a fry) fry. Morgana for a girl, Divinus for a boy.
Jade Leech
Jade is a manipulative and sadistic bastard. He wants you to bear his children, but he wants you to want them more than he does. So heâll slowly break you down and condition you into desiring them first. And then heâll eagerly reap the rewards of his painstaking efforts.
When You Get Pregnant - He wonât be as cruel to you when youâre carrying his child or children. Instead, heâll make sure that you are comfortable for your entire pregnancy. It wonât last past the safety window past birth.Â
How many kids - 3 or 4, fun fact, twins have a higher chance of having twin children, so expect a higher chance of having multiples.Â
Vil SchoenheitÂ
With the hectic, and sometimes dangerous, aspects of his career, Vil is going to be a little wary of starting a family with you. But if his father could be an amazing actor and a wonderful father, so can he. Vil will wait for the perfect time to step away from his career to build a family with you. And when he does, after announcing his hiatus and going (sort of) off grid so that you can conceive and give birth in the utmost privacy. He doesnât want to have too many kids (he wants probably two) because while pregnancy can be a beautiful thing, heâs also aware of the ugliness of it and doesnât want to put you through the difficulty of pregnancy and births.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Youâre going to have the most aesthetically pleasing pregnancy ever conceived (heh pun). Designer and bespoke maternity wear, spa treatments to keep you feeling refreshed and comfortable, and all the skin, hair and baby-safe, and delicious food to feed your cravings. Youâll be like an influencer trad wife without all the work involved with it. Vil will ensure that you have every comfort needed, and all the security needed, to ensure that your pregnancy is as easy and as perfectly beautiful as the both of you are.Â
How many kids - Â 2 or 3. Doesn't want to risk too many pregnancies changing your body. The last thing you need is postpartum. Your children will be as beautiful as he is.Â
Silver
Prince Charming remembers a fond childhood with Lilia, and that wants to be as good a father to your children as Lilia was to him. So when you have your happily ever after together, he wants to build a family as loving as the one he had in childhood. But only, if you want to. If you donât want to carry the children to term, heâs willing to adopt.
When You Get Pregnant - So gentle, and hardworking. Every last second he spends will be to make your pregnant life more comfortable. Heâll be a model partner. Just ask and heâll do it. Expect Peepaw Lilia to be in that cottage everyday until a good year after you give birth. Not just to help Silver be a first time father, or help you both out in the difficult first year of baby care, but to keep an eye on you to make sure youâre not taking advantage of Silverâs kindness.Â
How many kids - Two, maybe three. Your first child together is a narcoleptic like him, but all will have his aurora borealis eyes. Liliaâs giving his blessing to all of them the second theyâre born. And theyâll be beautiful silver-hairs like their prince of a father. All thatâs missing is a family pet.Â
Sebek Zigvolt
Sebek is a strict traditionalist, (sure loving a human is breaking that kinda but he loves his darling truly so that outweighs the other) and tradition states that he has a family. Donât worry about his grandfatherâs humanâŚism? He loves Sebek and heâll love his great grandchildren too.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Still following tradition, heâll be taking care of you. Try to do anything, that breaks that, youâll be nesting for the duration of your pregnancy and the first four months post birth if he has anything to do with it.Â
How many kids - 4, he just barely meets the cut off for what is below. He has plenty of siblings and he wants to mimic that with you. Like tradition states.
Wants kids, enough to make a spell drive team. (Over 4 to way over 4)
They want a lot of kids. They adore seeing you pregnant, seeing you surrounded by all of your children, the adorable looks on all of your faces. They love you as much as they love their children, and the sight of you going through the throes of motherhood is one of the most perfect sights they'll ever see.
Trey Clover
As the Eldest of a big loving family (one that fits the desired normal for most yandere families) Trey wants to emulate that with his future family. That means a house full of kids. Enough kids to fill a good few bunk beds.Â
When You Get Pregnant - So many baked goods, ones that you can be sure that they arenât laced with anything because itâs dangerous for the baby. Youâll be very well fed and comfortable.Â
How many kids - Max 5
Jack Howl
While Jack is fighting a lot of his instinct when it comes to you, he is still a wolf in nature. And wolves are pack animals, so you can see where this is going.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Youâre confined to your nest. No debates on this. Youâre going to be covered in his scent and safe in a nest till your pups are weaned of milk.Â
How many kids - Having just one kid isn't in his animalistic nature, plus, that child would be lonely without any siblings and constantly full of energy without siblings to wear them down. Also wolves are traditionally born in litters, so the likelihood of having one baby, pup more specifically, is low. Expect multiples, twins maybe. And you won't be pregnant once. Maybe 5 to 6 kids.
Floyd Leech
Floydâs great with kids. So despite how feral he is, heâs definitely fine with iddy biddy Shrimpeyâs swimming around. And that means he needs to have a lot.Â
When You Get Pregnant - Some things donât change. Heâs mad that he canât squeeze you as much. But after the eggs are out, you might end up pregnant again before the eggs even hatch.Â
How many kids - Same fun fact, twins have a higher chance of having twin children, so expect a higher chance of having multiples. Also, you might have Irish twins alongside the regular ones. Floydâs having 6 with you max.
Kalim Al-Asim
(While he doesnât know about the dark part of him having so many siblings) Kalim wants to have a family as big as his own. And while he knows you can't realistically have as many kids as he had siblings, he wants to at least try. Besides youâll be an amazing mother, after all youâre already perfect to him. If youâre scared about it, heâll get experts to make it easier or hire surrogates to carry them so you can still have kids without the fear of pregnancy. And if youâre worried about your kids being harmed or kidnapped because of his familyâs wealth then donât worry, heâll figure out a way to keep them safe! You wonât have to worry about a thing. (BTW if Kalim adopts the same idea of his father, youâll never know about it. Wouldnât want you to worry!)
When You Get Pregnant - So, SO many expensive gifts. Way too many fucking gifts. Heâs so touchy too, wanting to cover you in his love every possible second.
How many kids - Too many. 7 to 10.
Rook Hunt
Rook is a man who I think would believe in the glow of pregnancy despite how miserable it already is (I hc the man has a breeding kink) and as a result of that he wants to see you glowing in radiance as you carry his child as many times as he can. Which means multiple pregnancies and multiple babies.
When You Get Pregnant - Like a worshiper for a goddess, heâll wait on you in between his hunting trips and bring you gifts to make the nine months of hell easier. (also pregnancy sex. Lots of it.)
How many kids - 5 to 8, maybe more if you have multiples. Theyâll all be hunters just like their father. And might probably be as obsessed with you as he is. Maybe one or two are darlings like you.Â
Epel Felmier
Epel's family has a farm that requires many hands to work on it everyday. And his family won't be around forever to help him maintain it. (I imagine he doesn't want you to raise a finger to help him because of his masculinity issues) So the two of you will need to provide plenty of farmlands to run it.
When You Get Pregnant - Farm life is tough man. You might be pregnant with a child and might have to work hard to help out. The Tradwife life is not whatâs happening. What is, is tending to farm animals, looking after the newborn youngins, picking apples. Epel will try his hardest to take on the hardest of the grueling labor, and save you from what youâll be doing in the worst months of pregnancy. (Though Epel would love you in a comfy sundress lounging in the sun for him to hug and kiss after a long day of work, still full with his child)
How many kids - Epel sees him being the father of your children as the biggest proof that you belong to him and no one else will ever take you away from him, so youâll be pregnant a good few times so he can be truly satisfied that you are his. Max 7.
Malleus Draconia
Malleus is the sole heir to the throne of the Briar Valley, so obviously he needs an heir. But honestly that doesn't even matter because heâs been planning their names since he fell for you.Â
(Sidebar, do you know how terrifying it is to give birth to an egg?! One that's the length and width of Liliaâs torso no less. Imagine having to carry that to term for who knows how long and have a hard egg pressing up on your organs. Plus the egg has to be hard to not be damaged by Maleanorâs lightning or fire, and infant skin is soft by comparison, so imagine how that feels.)
When You Get Pregnant - Like the prize jewel in a dragonâs hoard youâre not going anywhere. And since youâre a queen youâre getting waited on hand and foot. But Malleus is never leaving you alone.
How many kids - Since he's very familiar with how lonely being an only child is, Malleus won't be having just one. In fact he wants to have as many as possible. (Unless thereâs some medical issue that prevents you from safely delivering the egg, he'll forgo having any future children if it means you're safe.) Max 6.
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the sigil
written for â"And the truth?"â wc: 500 # | merlin x arthur pendragon | rated: g | cw: non archive warnings apply | tags: pre-relationship, admission of feelings (sort of), banter, based on 4x01 deleted scene
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Merlin knew what the sigil meant. Â
He hadnât told Arthur. Well, truly, he hadnât quite realized over the fact that Arthur had just handed over a noble sigil to Merlin like he actually meant something more than a manservant.
Then it hit.
The sigil was his motherâs.
And practically a marriage proposal.
Merlin hadnât said a word after Arthur had handed it over to him, running his bare thumbs over the metal. He stared at it, the campfireâs flames crackling in the silence. Arthur waited beside him, but with Merlinâs silence, he gave a solemn nod and walked away.
He hadnât told Arthur he knew what it was, and now heâd taken it as a refusal. Ridiculous prat.
âArthur, wait.â
Heâd stopped, from the sounds of his boots scuffing the dirt and leaves. Merlin swallowed hard, still staring at the sigil.
âWhy did you give this to me?â he asked, voice carrying into the flames.
This time, Arthur was the one who went quiet.
After his whole speech, and for all his talk about taking the noble path with his own sacrificeâArthur couldnât say a single word about the one decision that would change the course of both their lives. Of the kingdom.
Merlin had proven his devotion to Arthur since the day theyâd met, as much as the prat hadnât deserved it then. And Arthur wasnât the same selfish, hard-headed prince that heâd been, but old habits didnât disappear overnight.
They were both stubborn.
But Merlin hadnât put his heart into Arthurâs hand.
There was a soft clink of Arthurâs armor as he shifted, and he answered, âBecause youâre a good friend.â
He turned away from the fire toward Arthur, mouth set into a thin line, jaw tightened.
âAnd the truth?â
Arthur crossed his arms over his chest and lowered his chin to avoid Merlinâs gaze.
âArthur.â
âBecause, of anyone, you should have it,â Arthur snapped, eyes blazing as they reflected the firelight at Merlin. His glanced at the sigil, voice quieting. âI want you to take it. Please.â
Merlin tightened his hand around the circular sigil. âAnd if we live, after this?â
After a monster that was more likely to kill them both by the morning.
âThe question will still stand,â Arthur said. Resolute. No room for maneuvering.
Merlin was adept at making room.
âWhat question?â he asked slyly, rising to his feet. âYou havenât asked me anything.â
The sigil had been the question, they both knew that. But where nobles spoke in metaphoric gestures and symbolic courting, Merlin had still been a commoner longer than a manservant. And if Arthur wanted him, theyâd have to meet somewhere in the middle.
âMerlin,â Arthur sighed, biting his lip as Merlin strode toward him.
He stopped when Arthurâs breath caught, a hairsbreadth between them. He raised the sigil in his hand, holding it between them.
Arthur glanced at it, and then to Merlin. He leaned forward, almost as though he mightâŚwell. But he didnât. He waited.
âAsk me,â Merlin said.
#merthur fic#merthur#arthur x merlin#bbc merlin#pre relationship#admission of feelings#merthur microfic#meriln microfic#titles are hard when you only wrote 500 words#what are the vibes#short?#struggle?
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Wild Life Episode 5 Thoughts
(Except I'm insane about Martyn's ep)
LIFE SERIES TRIVIA is DIABOLICAL! The watchers literally being like "how well do you guys know your pain and suffering?" (also sorry only winners remember theory truthers)
The way Grian and Scar are such bitter ex-soulmates that Mumbo has to point it out is hilarious. (also them getting even and saying "Just like Third Life" hurt my heart)
Grian not remembering iconic moments from his own series is so funny. What do you mean he only knows Martyn beheaded Ren with an axe from fanart? Grian gaining possession of the Red Winter Axe was a whole plot point.
MUMBO FIRST OUT! IN SESSION 5! The canary curse is broken for real now guys but at what cost.
Grian standing on the ruins of the tower by himself going through the five stages of grief over Mumbo's death as the sun rises in the background is a gorgeous piece of fanart waiting to happen
Martyn you didn't need to start the episode by talking about how Ren is providing for you, you're asking for the shipping at this point đ¤Ł
MARTYN YOU DO THE LORE OFC JIMMY AND TANGO WERE OUT FIRST. Also REN YOU WERE LITERALLY IN DOUBLE LIFE. RIP Ren/BigB we know where his true loyalties lie
THE TWO NICKLES MEME BREAKING CONTAINMENT I CAN'T
Ren inviting BigB to join the RenWood Mound alliance WITHOUT REMEMBERING DOUBLE LIFE is so insane I don't even know what to say.
OF COURSE SCAR REMEMBERS THE DESERT DUO FLOWERS I'M GOING TO BE SICK
Martyn and Ren saying they're going to be boat bros. This has been coming since last session but I NEED Joel and Etho to call them out on it
"We're boat boys," MARTYN INTHELITTLEWOOD WHEN I CATCH YOU-
Etho yelling for Bdubs to hit him so they could test if the wildcard affected damage and then Tango going "smack me harder~" in the background was diabolical. Suuuure you guys are all PG.
Etho sitting in a boat for Joel to jump over him feels like some boat boys relationship symbolism I'm not smart enough to explain
So Etho is currently living with team BET, but allied with the Four Gs, and in the family with Gem and Joel. Wildcard Etho is so back!
Of course Impulse immediately remembered the clock question.
Joel boasting about how he immediately knows all the questions is peak Joel form and I would expect nothing less. It is kind of warranted though because everybody else is waffling on the simple ones.
Joel is now two for two on unquestioningly trusting Etho only to have something bad happen to him and not even being mad about it what is wrong with this man đ
Does Joel have the censor bleep on his keyboard or did he just straight up start swearing at Tango and know they would both have to censor it in post to get the effect that he was also making the noise?
Scott's gone from a creaking fanboy to a body horror situation and I'm living for it (also considering he's agreed to "go wild" this session--am I sensing a Scott corruption arc?)
Scott cutting directly from saying he and Jimmy were never married even though they called each other husbands to a scene WITH Jimmy was kind of an insane choice
Gaslight Gatekeep Girlboss Girldad has been confirmed by Scott as the actual reason for the 4Gs. I still think Gaslight Gatekeep Girlboss ImpulseSV is funnier but good to have an official ruling
Scott giving up his life for Pearl and them being good natured about it and calling it therapy! I love them so much!
Lizzie being the only person who's not exicted when a trivia bot spawns is so funny. Even the other players who weren't in all the seasons don't seem to be as miffed by them as she is.
Lizzie's flaming snail arising out of that hole while smiling is potentially the funniest thing I've seen all day. Why did it look like that đ¤Ł
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paparazzi | mgg x SNL cast member gf
Summary: comments from the paparazzi instill doubt in you, but Matthew is there as a voice of reason
this was a request but it got deleted when I was making edits so I hope this finds its way to that lovely person !
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pre and post show paparazzi outside the studio wasnât uncommon. but when speculation that you and Matthew were dating blossomed, they got more incessant and difficult to ignore. it seemed as if they were always around, with the intention of spotting the two of you and documenting it. they were constantly nagging for answers and details about your relationship, most specifically mentioning the age gap.
the both of you knew itâd would be hard for some people to understand, but the idea that you were both legal consenting adults seemed more logical and would be accepted easier. originally, you had kept the relationship private - wanting the intimate moments to be kept to yourselves, only for yourselves. eventually the love becomes to great to hide, so you started dropping hints to the public. hints werenât enough, there were always the small few who liked to dig a little deeper, push sensitive buttons - almost always internet trolls, or worse, in person paparazzi.
no matter what, theyâll always jab at the age gap. itâs always flashing cameras followed by comments, from âyour relationship is inappropriateâ âsheâs young enough to be your daughterâ and even, âis you dating an older man rooted in daddy issues?â
a video of the interaction goes viral and all the comments are offering support for the two of you:
they are both consenting adults. those who canât accept that need to grow up and mind their own business.
these poor angels. the paparazzi is disgusting, ill never understand why itâs still a thing
theyâre both grown leave them the fuck alone
daddy issues?? holy shit. the pap is getting so much worse.
two talented people reduced to their relationship. do better
you knew accepting a job on television came with its consequences, but you werenât going to let people who get paid to be nosy stand in the way of your dream. so, with time you had learned how to handle paparazzi with ease. what was typically praise now being sprinkled with hate, it got harder and harder to ignore.
because the more someone says something about you, the more you start to believe it.
why is he with me? is this weird? am i wrong? is he wrong?
Whenever Matthew happened to be with you during these paparazzi incidents, heâd always guide you through the crowd by the small of your back or your hand. Weaving through people wordlessly, only whispering assurances into your ear, squeezing your hand to calm your heart beating in your ears.
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The whole ride home to your apartment is silent. With Matthew, you two are always talking, always sharing thoughts, making the occasional silence reason for concern.
âAre you okay? You dinât say more than a word or two at a time not the way home,â he says while shutting the apartment door behind him.
âAre we, wrong?â you turn to gaze up at him through your lashes, the look on your face hurt.
âWhat do you mean, angel?â he croons, concern and confusion blossoming across his face.
âLike,â you pause and scoff, trying to find the words for your question. âIs what weâre doing wrong. Being together.â
âDo you not want to do it anymore? Cause we donât have to-â his face turns to worry, your heart dropping at the thought of him thinking youâd say anything other than no. because no matter what anyone says, heâs so in love with you he canât even imagine losing you.
âno! oh my gosh, no.â youâre quick to assure, holding his face in your hands. itâs just exhausting. why are they so concerned with our lives? can they not just-â
âyou love me?â he interrupts, looking at you intently.
âwhat?â you scoff in disbelief, pulling back slightly. âof course I do - why?â
âbecause I love you. And thatâs all that matters, yeah?â he brushes his thumb across your cheek, gazing into your eyes so lovingly. he always looks at you that way.
âIt could be worse. They could be comparing me to Leonardo DiCaprio,â he smiles, causing the corners of your mouth to turn up, âand Iâm definitely not DiCaprio level.â
âIf you were, you wouldâve dropped me when I turned 25,â you snicker and he sighs, throwing his head back.
âYouâre funny, you know that?â
âIâd hope so. Itâs kind of my job.â
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