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A little 15 min doodle but first post of the year has to be Bingqiu!
#ok its time to get mushy in the tags because I doubt anyone would read them too closely#I’ve had severe art block for YEARS before I got into danmei in 2024#and it wasn’t that my skill was gone it’s just that I thought nothing I did was good enough#I started reading danmei around the summer of last year and I got SO INSPIRED#I dived into the fandom side of things (I haven’t been in a live fandom in years) and was so excited about all the art people were making#and writing! and music! and animatics!#everything was so bright and colorful and beautiful#and everyone had such cool designs for these book characters that I’d grown to love#so I took a chance and doodled a little Luo Binghe and posted him on here#and I was so taken aback by how welcoming and sweet the fandom was#it made me wanna keep taking chances and posting my art— because I think that’s one of the hardest things I’ve come to accept#that even if it’s not good enough for me#someone else may enjoy it#and ain’t it crazy that ive come to enjoy drawing again too#sure the interaction has been fun but it’s been even more fun experimenting with my style and experimenting with colors and rendering#and grayscale and angles#and composition and expressions#ahh!! art is so fun!! I forgot how fun it was!!#I had forgotten how much I loved to draw!!#and the fandom— so many ideas are exchanged and I’ve met some of the loveliest people thru the sv fandom!#tgcf too but they’re a little less chill lmao#anyways#I’ve set up a little spot in the fandom and I plan to keep at it here it’s very nice and cozy and funny and warm#huge thanks to everyone for being so kind and welcoming#and an even bigger thanks to anyone who’s interacted with my art#I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that someone took the time out of their day to like/repost these silly little doodles I post#incredible. ok bye for now :)#svsss#bingqiu#hoot art
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Fractured sense of self
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#sw#star wars#my art#artists on tumblr#darth vader#anakin skywalker#star wars prequels#star wars the clone wars#tcw#digital art#fan art#art#star wars fanart#digital drawing#ok this literally took me like 4 weeks im so dead so many copy and pasting and slightly adjusting the colours and it doesnt help that my#computer is on its last legs#and i got covid again#and it didnt even turn out exactly how i pictured it in my head#and im halffway into november and havent even started the blorbo for this month bc i spent so much time on this#ok so thanks for reading thru all my complaining plz reblog if you dont hate me by now
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Happy new year 1997! 🎉🍾
I'm meaning. 2023.9999999999999999999!!!!!!! 🎉🍾
#a quick doodle for midnight here - happy new year!!!!!!!!!/#these two's resolutions are to never get sick or commit crimes ever again and they break it after only three days/#deltarune#ambyu lance#virovirokun#myart#congratz everyone for making it to another year! my resolution is to think of a good resolution for 2025 DFKBJDFKDJF/#also thank you so much for all the lovely messages ;; they've made me so happy & blessed to read thru/#u are all funky little superstars!! <3/
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guys… i’m not ready for aftg to end after the next book :( we need the olympics arc
#i wanna see them all on the us court togetherrr 😭😭😭#i know tgr only just came out but i don’t wanna say goodbye ;-;#guess thats what ao3 is for…..#but stilllll i’m going thru EC stuff again and ugh i’d love to read about their future#aftg#all for the game#my post#the foxhole court#the sunshine court
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not enough ppl know about this fic
take me to the answers (i'm the one who's listening) by annnubis
if your favorite character in JJK is either Yuuji or Geto, you have got to read this fic. This story understands those two characters like no other.
It's a canon-divergence, time-travel fix-it AU, in which Yuji, post-shibuya, is thrown back to gojo and geto's schooldays (post hidden inventory arc).
the prose in this fic is so polished and the characters are all given a level of maturity that i found so refreshinggggg. all the other characters are also just as fleshed out, from satoru, shoko, to even Yaga. Yuji's reactions pertaining to Gojo are especially touching. And the way he sees Geto is so characteristically kind.
some excerpts from the fic to entice you guys to read it:
They surround the crater and naturally Satoru gets closer to it than any of them, though he's right behind him. Suguru knows Satoru noticed it, too—something terribly human-shaped, with a soft filthy face and hunched shoulders and scuffed red sneakers.
The first thing Sukuna ever gave me, he thinks in the direction of his teacher sealed terrifyingly away in the dark, was all this blood on his hands.
Sensei or not. It's Satoru Gojo. It seems every version of him contains the fundamentals that set Yuuji just a little bit at ease.
Toji Fushiguro is dead. Suguru lies awake in his bed, reminding himself of this supposedly comforting fact that instead leaves him feeling hollow and restless, laying flat underneath a thin bed sheet staring up at his ceiling fan.
Sorcerers die all the time.
He is not one of the strongest. Not anymore.
Sukuna Ryomen’s vessel is compelling. The unscarred parts of his face look soft as down, but the scars put a warm feeling in Suguru's stomach.
Also, one of my favorite aspects of the fic is how it describes Yuuji's scent/energy. I know the accepted fanon is that Yuuji smells like peaches, but I've always found the idea of that scent to be a bit too sugarysweet and childish(?) to fit Yuuji.
But this: Rosewater steam, faint and warm and welcoming, and pooling blood and something herbaceous.
now this is what I'm fucking talking abouttttt. That's how you fucking describe a scent, man! The idea of Yuuji's aura being ~rosewater steam~ is just so much more alluring and tantalizing than peaches, imo. ahhhhhh I'm in loveeee.
#i cannot emphasize enough how good this fic is#if youve ever wanted a fic that actually explores how yuji felt post-shibuya. that addresses the *devastation* he went through. this is it#it is a CHARACTER STUDY fic in the truest sense of the word#if you love the goyuu dynamic (platonic in this) you should read it- yuji loves gojo! his sensei protected him and he misses him so much!#and now gojos in front of him again but its not the Same#you dont even have to ship geita to read this. i truly think this fic is so good itll just make you appreciate all chars & rships regardles#like i was not expecting how endeared I would be by yaga and shoko in this. like genuinely i was so soft for them#even the satosugu dynamic is important in this#and how those twos friendship was irreparably changed post-spv arc </3#getos grief is staggering to witness. yujis grief is crushing to read about. these kids are going thru so much#but their last scene together is so beautiful and gives you hope that maybe they can heal together <3#yuji itadori#geto suguru#suguru geto#itadori yuuji#gojo satoru#yaga masamichi#shoko ieiri#jjk meta#jjk fics#jjk#fic recs#geita#geto x yuuji#getoita#getoyuuji#geto x yuji
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I don’t think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if she’s getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it won’t bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think he’s 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny he’s going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.
#‘he’s insecure’ is very fanon. like I think he has hang ups over that obviously as one does when one is excluded from their peers for being#odd. but he’s never had that issue w the general public. w friends? a little. but he’s kinda moved past that#gestures towards the Halloween wxs story and (heavy sigh) rmd.#project sekai#in general I will die on the hill of rui and Tsukasa having so much more self assurance and confidence than ppl give them credit for#if u want a fail girl nene is right there. open ur eyes.#consequences of ppl only viewing him thru a shipping lense…#*nene* is socially anxious#rui canonically trespassed on ppls property to put on solo shows for several years.#i could go on a rant abt tsukasa & the portrayal of him w social anxiety despite the ample evidence against it but I don’t feel like doing#it in the tags bc it is entirely unrelated. rui and Tsukasa (handshake emoji) horrifically misrepresented by fanon.#2 end on a more positive note: everyone think abt the comic where rui is perfectly capable of understanding emu#and he has the ‘all perfect’ text after comprehending her fascinating vocabulary. beautiful. perfect wxs relationship moment.#read curtain call again. & the other rui focuses. main story in general. etc.
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shipping yhk not in a romantic or platonic way but a secret third way (⬛️⬛️)
#domo rambles#its like. u cant put a label on whatever the fuck is going on between those 3 they make me a little insane#their dynamic is just so insane in the context of the story. but i also need them in a low-stakes high school au#something very cyclical about them. you meet someone and you cant help but love them so much that youd do anything to save them#so you doom the universe and kickstart all the events that brought so much misery and suffering to others just to keep that 1 person alive#bc thats how important they are to you. you pour your soul into writing this story even as you slowly disappear#in the hopes they stay alive. bc they have to survive and you will ensure that#and to do that you create someone who will try again and again to survive at all costs. someone who doesnt givr up#and so the character is born. and you have little recollection of your life before adulthood#but one thing youre sure about is that you will see the end of the scenarios#and then you meet someone who somehow understands what you went thru in a way youve never experienced before#and they shine so brightly likr a star in the night sky you cant help but love them#and so you chase them across worldlines to keep them alive. bc they have to survive. you almost feel like thats your purpose#that you were created for the sole purpose of loving this person and ensuring their survival#and youd doom yourself to keep repeating this life just for the chance to meet that person once more#and then at the center of all this. you see the universe someone created for you and you cant help but love it with your entire being#this was what kept you alive all these years and what kept you from giving up. you dont deserve this salvation#you are rhe reason for the pain and suffering of so many including the one thats kept you alive all these years#you are the reason someone doomed the universe and created something by chipping away at themselves for years#and so to atone for this you would doom yourself to an eternity of loneliness in order to sustain this universe someone created for you#i created this universe for your survival. i was created so you would survive. this universe will survive and i'll doom myself to ensure it#sorry i ended up writing an essay. can you tell im insane about them#orv#orv spoilers#yoohankim#if you read all this im kissing u on the mouth
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the whole mess about lucanis becoming first talon is, well, a mess no matter what, but im kind of obsessed with how much more of a mess it can be with a rook that doesn't know how royally fucked lucanis is until later.
like obviously a de riva rook knows what's up with the crows and their hierarchy and all the awful shit that happens as a part of that life -- not even just the parts that come about because, say, a house is staging a coup, but all the terrible aspects that come with being a crow when everything goes right. the training (a form of torture), having to compete against other fledglings (another flavor of torture!), the risk of death, the reality of injury, the possibility of betrayal from someone you thought was close to you just to gain power or favor, and all the trauma that comes from having to use seduction as a part of an assassin's repertoire. fun stuff!
and i as a player know all this and am looking at the path before lucanis with horror (oh no baby you're right where you started -- in a position you never wanted to have, under your grandmother's thumb without having learned how to say no to her, except now you don't even have your cousin to lean on)
but my mourn watch rook is not in the know at all.
like. she definitely picks up on the fact that all is not quite right and satisfactory with the way things go with lucanis and the crows throughout the game, and with the way that technically wraps up, but. that's kind of The Usual Vibe with lucanis.
things happen and he buries them down instead of processing them. gotta show him support and trust and kindness and hope he eventually feels comfortable enough to work thru it enough to talk about it (or do something about it). pspsps-ing at the feral cat who's scared to approach. she's unraveling his trauma little by little but she has not gotten to all the bits that make it click that this is a nightmare scenario until well after he's technically accepted the position of first talon.
weeks after the fall of the gods, she's kicking down doors at the necropolis hollering "PROFESSOR HOLY FUCK WE GOTTA DO SOMETHING TO HELP LUCANIS"
#also i loooooove love love love reading about everyone's de riva rooks helping lucanis work thru crow shit#it's very fun to read!#it's just interesting to realize how much mine is. not. going to fully grasp the situation until the world stops being on fire#and also. a lot of what fucks lucanis over is the fact that he's never said no to caterina#and even tho he has support now. he still hasn't told her no. Even Though Being First Talon Is A Nightmare Scenario For Him.#and any rook might struggle to recognize that specific dynamic without more time to see it in action#but de rivas Would at least know what caterina is like#caterina who had an entire house slaughtered#and MAY have caught the vibe of The One Very Obedient Grandson#and then. again. there's ward over here. knowing fuckshit all.#going 'THEY FUCKING WHAT???' at this information she learns AFTER the gods are dead#veilguard spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#ward ingellvar
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seeing a take that “the veil would’ve come down anyway, solas was just too impatient/prideful to wait” but…. i don’t think that’s true actually?
he’s extremely prideful that’s beyond question, but based on the conversations in veilguard & trespasser (albeit both conversations where you’re in an adversarial role and can only get limited information from him!) my impression was always that the veil is already in piss poor condition & that it was never meant to function as it does. it was meant to contain the blight & the evanuris who were exploiting it.
it failed to do both of those things and had innumerable unintended consequences (hence the regrets, hence the inescapable guilt as he bears witness to all of this)
“2 more blights and it would’ve been fine” to me is an odd take given the sheer amount of devastation that a blight causes. ferelden still hasn’t recovered 2 decades later, whole swathes of the thedosian continent were irrevocably transformed by the earlier blights (which…. lasted anywhere from over a decade to over a century)
even in a best case scenario, a blight would entail significant devastation across the continent followed by more devastation as the veil weakened AGAIN after the death of 1 archdemon, followed by another blight & the total collapse of the veil before anyone could begin to recover from that second blight.
trying to avoid two more blights is an understandable goal surely?
we don’t get much out of solas, but if he’s taken until 9:52 to tear down the veil when he’s had that ritual dagger since 9:45……. i feel like there’s some merit at least to the idea that he was planning to tear down the veil AND contain the evanuris + the blight by some other mechanism. so that there would be no more blights, ever.
would it have worked? maybe. maybe not.
i genuinely can’t see how sitting back and waiting it out is in any way a preferable alternative to trying to do something unless you’re just making the argument that witnessing a catastrophe you could prevent makes you less culpable than acting in a way that might cause some other (seen or unforeseen) harm.
all this to say it’s an insane trolley problem regardless — and it’s absolutely solas’ pride that makes him believe he has to be the one pulling that lever! — but it’s critical that the side of the tracks solas is trying to swing the trolley over to does not involve those 2 more blights. he’s trying to AVOID those blights. he’s trying to avoid the veil coming down in a way that will release ALL of the contained blight into thedas.
#da4 spoilers#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#again!!!!! his plans may very well have not worked out as expected regardless of rook!!!!!!!!#i just don’t think his pride was the only factor here#trying to avoid a blighted lusacan & razikale wreaking havoc is in an of itself kind of a valid goal#because how exactly was fucking anyone meant to kill lusacan if solas wasn’t around?#imagine that scenario with me for a moment#thedas would be SO fucking cooked#even the dread wolf was losing that fight!!!! come the fuck on!!!!!!!!!!!#if u read thru all that ur a real one. i did just take some allergy meds to the legibility of this was probably subpar. sorry.#solas
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The bertholdt hoover fandom is dying rt if youd wipe the sweat from his brow like if youd give him a warm glass of milk
#coming over here to my fucking reibert saved url from 2014 on my old blog because im going crazy thinking about bertholdt my beloved#my right hand arm. man. my confidant. my best friend. my silly rabbit.#bro my EVERYTHINGGGGGG#i loved him when i thought he did all that unprompted idgaf i will love him to my dying days#i was with him (and reiner) thru the dark ages where they had just fucked off in the manga after unsuccessfully kidnapping eren and they#didnt show up until literal years later. i stopped reading once they left i couldnt go on w/o them!!!!!!#the only info we had was that they predicted the damn weather based off how he slept!!! u have no idea the loyalty i have to this man (and#reiner and annie) but omfg. omfg. its so bad. just watched s2 for the first time in my LIFE and im losing my SHIT#idk if i can keep watching & the only snk i read after they left was their reppearance and then i immediately stopped again when he DIED!!!!#so we'll see if i can cope with continuing on. probably not tbh. anyway i 🩷 bertholdt. most tragic figure ever. right there next to annie –#and reiner. they were literal kids who were sent out to kill thousands and then live amongst the suffering they alone caused –#and had to wake up each day and face their comrades their peers their friends and know they had to keep going and deliver everyone to –#their demise. no one else could ever understand that burden ✋️. meanwhile reiner has a literal mental breakdown from the stress and develops#a dissociative disorder and annie isolates herself and bertholdt has to try to keep it together. the fucking TRAGEDYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! seeing#bertl's face when reiner talks about goinf home. the hope the grief the despair. ☝️ i need to die.#knowing he fcking died is the worst part. take literally anyone else omg theyre ready to go. free my man.
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i’m re-reading song of achilles, and i’m reading it out loud to my partner…. does madeline miller know that this is a line by line masterpiece
#book of all time#yesterday we read the part where they r sitting in peleus’s room#and he is telling them ACHILLES EXACT STORY!!#and they r just….. flirting thru it#oh to know how it ends and still to begin again
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judgement free zone of course, but you guys have gotten me curious
#like maybe this is just my particular circle but everyones constantly referencing it seems like#and i definitely know several people who know enough for memes but havent read it#which is kind of funny to me? wild thing to pick up thru osmosis#if ur interested at all its a great book ive read it like 3 times and i constantly wanna go and do it again#the author used to follow me on insta when i still had insta lol
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for the cancelled riddlebat zine
#edward nashton#riddlebat#fanart#digital illustration#when it got cancelled we got permission to post these#i never got around to it until now lol#i was a pinch hitter so i made this relatively quickly#even though i eventually had infinite time haha#i wouldve liked to see the zine printed#there were so many cool people involved too#it seemed like all of the artists who ever drew them were there#maybe that was a bit overkill looking back at it#since its a movie ship it was bound to lose momentum by the time the zine was ready#i dont know anything about zines though so that's just my not so informed opinion#anyways#its been kinda nice just browsing thru my stuff at a leisurely pace#i am drawing stuff but on another account thats geared to be more local and its also sporadic#if i ever come across a fandom that makes me go stupid again i'll let you know right here on this blog#i'll still post danoriddler from time to time my brain is just shaped like him at this point#thanks for reading¡¡ have a nice day :D
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what if i got stigmata from a cursed tattoo and your physical touch was the only thing that could stop the pain because you're a priest. and we're both boys😳
#hey guys guess who re-read the first part of unholyverse today and got insane about it again#and also couldnt stop thinking this stupid phrase as i was reading it#uhv#unholyverse#mcr#also i did in fact go thru the tag and queue posts abt it for the next 2 days. sorry to my normal followers and mutuals who probably didnt#follow me for posts abt an mcr fanfiction from 2011#but also this is tumblr and i will subject u all to my cringe interest of the month. woe frank with stigmata and priest gerard be upon ye#moss.txt
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Hi.
Just wanted to say that I just read “From the Sidelines” for the first time.
Ummmmmmmmmm if u wanna be emotionally destroyed and then put back together again, I highly recommend.
Many tears were shed (and are still currently shedding)
so yeah 🥲✌️
#I never read smut so I was soooo hesitant to read this fic#but HOLY SHIT#when I tell u that fic was like A PERSONAL CALLOUT#the izuku in that fic was the me of two years ago#and it felt like my friend was talking all over again to me thru katsuki#omgggggg#and yes Izuku I agree careless whisper is a BANGER#AND I WILL STAND BY THAT#bnha#mha#bnha fic#mha fic#from the sidelines#and that author wrote ONLY TWO FICS#HOWWW???????#IT WAS SO GOOD 😭😭😭#AND THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END OMG THAT FIC WAS MADE WITH LOVEEEEEEE#bakudeku#bkdk#my thoughts#someone said that once u read it it’ll ruin every other bkdk fic for you#and uhhhhhh well they might be right
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i understand the intent was that hades being “such a good dad!” /s is what helps him get away from Kronos’ abuse but it really just comes off as once again a female character getting the burden of being hades’ mental healer. three thousand years hades has been dealing with this but his five year old daughter from the future is what gets him to figure it out? come on
#anti lo#anti lore olympus#if this were a singular issue this wouldn’t be a nitpick for me!#because yeah! sometimes we heal by recontextualizing abuse or neglect#that’s a very real thing that a lot of parents figure out! that if they wouldn’t do this to their kids it wasn’t okay for them 2 go thru it#but hades has had all his mental health “epiphanies” by burdening himself on female characters#he’s had this convo with hera specifically#definitely had it with persephone more than once#and it just reads as hades AGAIN putting an emotional burden on another female
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